Zos Chukas 5721 #4: Moshiach Teaches the Tzaddik that He Needs to do Teshuvah

[Music] okay good good good [Music] no problem morning good morning how are you I'll give all the had a kidney stone yeah what's your name beautiful thank you a lot of again good morning good morning what the Flintstone yeah you can ask yeah yeah sure even though when it comes to a Flintstone you have to physically hit it when it comes to a person usually hitting is very counterproductive you have to be very very careful yeah very very careful because usually what we find is when people try to bring it out in a tough way the person gets more defensive and gets more blocked in order to be able to bring out the depth of a person we usually much more successful when we do it through compassion and empathy and understanding when there is a deep connection already sometimes you know the words can be strong making sure that the connection is not compromised and even then we have to make sure that those words are really reflecting our deepest love if I'm if I'm just using tough words cuz I'm angry cuz I'm I'm not regulated I'm obsessed I'm overwhelmed it's going to usually have the opposite result because it's going to trigger in the other person that part of them too only when I'm in a very deep empathetic regulated space will come out in the words and then everything will be different so sometimes the deepest striking is with the greatest softness so you have to really evaluate the situation you know there are sometimes exceptions perhaps but we want to make sure that we're responding from a place of deep understanding and awareness and not impulsive you understand impulsiv impulsive when we responding from an impulsive place we're not even connecting to the other person we're just trying to calm down something inside of ourselves sometimes what happens with parents is that their children yeah say something or do something yeah it triggers the mother or the father very deeply and the reason is because it's bringing up for the mother or the father something that represents danger inside of them so they're trying to protect the child from the danger that they're feeling because of a a wound that they have they just want to get rid of it because that's the way they dealt with their danger inside now this is a very very deep thing could take sometimes people many many years to understand this when my uh yeah yeah huh yeah yeah yeah sometimes our child or anybody but I'm saying a child because you know that's the closest relationship could say something or do something or not do something whatever it is and it triggers the parent very deeply it gets the parent very very uh nervous excited and but not excited with joy yeah yeah they get very very intense they get intense about about it and and they right away feel the need to stop it whatever they could do something smart that they're going to say a prize a punishment scream say it nice but right away avoid and get them out as though so if they're on a highway there's a car coming that's a that's called the responsible parent yeah you take them away I'm not talking about if a kid is running away with a knife but something something that they did or they didn't do and what's really happening is and this takes a lot of inner awareness is that the child the parent really is the child at the moment the child triggered in the parent something that they felt in their own life was very dangerous maybe at 4 maybe at 10 maybe at two and their way of dealing with it was to avoid it to make sure it never happens again never feel this way again because you'll be too much never say such things so so and my kid is now in the same dangerous place oh my God you're in the way of harm so of course as a good parent I have to do anything I've learned already 40 50 years to avoid this feeling and now you're you're going there you're going down that rabbit hole so we instinctively respond from a place of love but it's really an infantile very undeveloped very uh scared place in the in the parent the parent is really the child that's a good [Laughter] scenario and and and and the more a person becomes aware of that the more aware of that the first thing is they become curious wow what just happened and suddenly they realize that they are the child the child actually just did a gift the child was God's gift to me to help me see what's happening inside of me you know we sometimes think that we come to the world to heal our children Yeah the more and more we learn about things it's the other way around our children come to heal us it's like wow how much M neish they have to have to go into all these places to come heal their parents now this is not taking away responsibility from parents on the contrary I I can only be a real parent when I know what's my thing and what's my child's thing so my child has this emotion yeah this is what he's dealing with okay so why you so scared of it what's going to happen what this is what they're dealing with can you just be present can you actually help them process what they're feeling rather than make them believe that they're not allowed to feel that because it's because that's what you believed so you understand what I'm saying so when when you respond from a place where you're internally more and regulated you can actually connect to the person much deeper you're actually connecting to them you're not avoiding them just in order to avoid something inside of yourself and you call it connecting that that's that's that's the main point we were saying so saying that we do have a yeah in in a way yeah in a way like you could learn a tremendous amount and you know nobody gets under the skin of people like children your neighbors your friends your cousins your partners all these people get could get but nobody gets under your skin like your children nobody knows how to push your buttons like your children nobody knows how to trigger you like your children and there's a reason for it because of the deep emotional love and connection so that why that's why it's also the greatest opportunity for self-discovery huh if I also got sugared like this how do you think I know this you think I have r you think I heard that a and Gan this you think I went to visit ganen last night and I got a n to tell this to you this is not intellectual this has nothing this has to do with intellectualism like you're a cat this has nothing with intellectual this is all emotional stuff that's people people are formed emotions we become intellectuals because we don't deal with our emotions so intellectualism is another trap it's not it's just like this just like just like education what you call an escape yeah intellect is another great escape it's a great you figure things out like mathematics yeah it becomes like mathematic like as though it's a mathematic you figure it out you because if it's if it's if it's a thought I could control it yeah I can even put it on paper emotions I can't control it's also beautiful it's a tremendous mechanism for detachment it's a place of safety it's also a place of smallness and it's a place where you're completely in control it's also place the only problem is it's not life it's not where life is happening the mind is a gift it's an opportunity not a trap if it becomes a trap then the gift becomes a curse it becomes like a source of Detachment like things are in the mind and and and sometimes people justify it because we're right we're called an so we're so we have to use our mind so why you using your heart and sometimes you have relationships with people who use their heart very deeply and it drives people crazy for some people that's dangerous for some people they have this is a classic example for some people they have learned that emot emotions are dangerous cuz if you feel emotions a lot of things can come up including pain or whatever it is and therefore their mechanism of survival was you don't feel emotions you shut off that switch you know if there's a crazy leak in your house right the water is coming down from all the ceilings what do you do what do they tell you to do before you call the plumber the plum is going to take a two hours H you shut the water when you shut the water the sink also doesn't work the bathroom doesn't work no water works right but there's a crazy leak so we St so for 6 hours you got to shut the water what happens if you don't know how to turn it back on again there's no water in this house anymore not dirty water not clean water you understand the N so some people the emotions had a lot of leaks and they were very very disturbing and they came from everywhere and there was a lot of pain and a lot of flooding so what do I do I shut over the water you shut over the water but 40 years later there's still no emotions or at least very little emotions or at least frightened emotions now this child is feeling emotions it's crazy so all these types of things so we suddenly get upset at the child for feeling that emotion right child comes home from school has a very intense emotion which is usually what happens when kids come home from school especially if it wasn't the most perfect day right they have a very intense emotion and sometimes parents will do whatever they can to to to block out that emotion whatever they can it didn't happen it made it n whatever what happened what happened was this is how he survived this is how he survived literally for years the father or the mother so now you you you're crazy you're literally running into Harm's Way I don't I I love you it's coming out of love it's not coming out of out of Cruelty it's coming out of love but it's coming out of love that's disregulated it's coming out of love that I don't even know who I am who you are so it's a love that is it's called it's called of it's but it's chaos it's dysfunctional I'm trying to love this person how am I loving them by teaching them either not to trust their emotions or not to feel their emotions so it's it's chaotic it's not regulated of is different of is integrated it's regulated it's um but this is a lot of a this is not uh talking about it is a lot easier than when it happens because when it happen when you talk about it it's in the mind when it happens now the whole nervous system goes crazy it's dangerous it's dangerous right we don't even realize but the more we're the more the more we do this work and the more we're aware of it the more in a moment of truth you know all the training in armies yeah they train and train and train and train and train and train but it's all for that moment that's going to happen or may not happen but the training is not the real thing the training is that when the moment happens boom so you learn and learn and learn and learn and learn it's all training it's all exercises which is amazing but then there's going to be that moment Bo that's the moment you know it's like like all your training yeah you were in the palace for many years it was all for this moment this is the moment so Z is true in life there's always that moment and people don't realize it right now don't drop the ball this is your M this is your moment huh usually because the to is what's looking for T the ti is T is fixed to is looking for ti so it throws it throws its arrows and all my training was for the for this moment but no nobody says that because that's what makes it the moment you know when war begins in real war the enemy doesn't announce by the way you know I mean Kamas announced it for three years but you have Jews who you know were so uh arrogant or stupid or whatever brainwashed that they ignored it but usually you know Hitler called The Blitz CRI a blitz CRI you don't announce it you don't announce that war is coming Kamas knew that the Jews are so brainwashed with their desperation to have peace and their delusions so they could appear and instead of taking the war warning of all the girls who were watching it they told them that they're going to be punished if they report again whatever it's another crazy story but my point is that when War happens we uh we're usually not prepared but we are prepared because everything we learn is for this moment they call it the Moment of Truth facing that's true always not sometimes yeah that's very true when when when the moment happens we can forget everything we ever learned and it's not that we forgot it it's not like somebody went into your computer and erased information what happens is you your your body responds from what it knows to do at a moment of danger you freeze you literally freeze in in in Neuroscience the concept is our brain has so many different parts right so many different layers and uh the place of the brain in which you could make strategic decisions thought out long-term Vision weigh Pros against cons right see the Milas theas that's called um the prefrontal cortex cuz it's in the front it's it's here right here prefrontal I mean not on under inside under the skull but at this this section that's why it's called prefrontal cortex and it's the last part of the brain that develops in other words when the brain starts developing it's the stem of the brain this part all the way on the bottom begins developing like like the base of the brain the stem they call it that's what's called known as the migdala and they biologists Call It The Reptilian Brain it's basically the same brain like a reptile an alligator a lizard a crocodile right they don't show emotions but they know how to survive they're very good at survival they know what an enemy is they know what a friend is and they know how to respond and it's brilliant it's brilliant I once went on a kaya trip a few years ago I we went to a a a zoo that was completely for alligators and crocodiles completely like hundreds and hundreds and you hold the small ones it's quite fascinating but these real you know these these big alligators you know you know what they look like right was alligators crocodile was fascinating so there there was one crocodile that was huge I don't know I know it looked to me like maybe 20 ft to it was huge it was huge and you you you know you don't want to start up with it and you know they sit in one place and they don't budge literally but I saw that he had his eye his eye and one eye was like it was moving like like I don't I was watching it and like every few seconds or it was a eye was going up and down so I asked the the person in charge what is he doing so he said around a mile away there's a female and he's trying to get her to be attracted to him yes he's a male and he has a job at so and it was just unbelievable you know you wouldn't even but he was busy doing his job he was busy you know he needed he needed his relationship you got to make a new generation of crocodiles it was just fascinating to see you know so I'm saying The Reptilian Brain is not a small thing it's it's responsible for all of survival all of survival and especially when there's when there's danger when there's danger small things and big things you have to go to the bathroom it's cold outside you need a sweater it's hot outside take off your jacket whatever it is right your temperature is not doing well you're starving you're starving you didn't eat you didn't sleep I mean all these things and another billions and billions of things in the body the prefrontal cortex develops last literally last and it only finishes developing in your 20s that's why decisions you're making at 16 17 18 19 20 sometimes they think they're the smartest in the world but literally parts of the brain have not yet been fully developed I mean the gor says in K right that is it's interesting says until 24 25 today they know and this is a recent thing that till till the mid-20s your brain is not fully developed some of us uh till 85 our brains are not fully developed but uh but I'm talking P biologically it's not your fault it's it's the way Hashem made it and the prefrontal cortex that's the place where you could make decisions that are not based on instinctive survival but they're very very regulated but when I'm experiencing that danger the the way the body is made and it's unbelievable is that the prefrontal goes Offline that migdala takes over and it focuses not on understanding it's an an evaluation there's no time for that it focuses on what you need to do right now to survive and that's why you'll feel your muscles become much more powerful it sends blood into all the muscles because it's the time to fight you become much more uptight the adrenaline the breathing your breathing changes breathing the rate of breathing the intensity of breathing the speed of breathing changes because if a tiger just came into the room starting to think about interesting ideas is not going to help you it's going to kill you right now theid is either you fight or you run or you freeze whatever it is you make yourself dead or you run or you're aggressive right and that's what that MD does so it's not a time to sit and relax and breathe and close your eyes and meditate and think about life and open yourself up to mystery no no no no no no no you could leave for later not now we know exactly what to do this guy wants to kill you now here's the thing this can happen when your wife makes a comment when your wife makes a comment the body goes into that mode a tiger just came into the kitchen yes now no it's not a tiger it's an innocent woman huh the schwier you saying that's really a tiger I don't understand that cuz my shig is a sadeas but I hear you I hear you cheah oh a cheetah Aus okay why is that why why is it tiger less dangerous cuz cheetah run faster okay so cheah fine don't afraid of people cheetah are very aggressive that's true we could do a cheetah we could do a cheah whatever it is not people this week's par that it should have said in Hebrew grammar right you say a person from among you is going to be M don't say a person who's going to be m a carbon from among you so says that that's the whole idea when you want to be it's from you don't think you're going to take an animal bu an animal that's just the second step and then he said you have to know what type of you have it could be you can have an ax you can have a sheep you can have a go boat you can have a bird a lot of different types of there's different huh yeah I guess the crocodile didn't go to the you have to do other things with that huh so this is the whole is this what what's that is a be that just got very very scared right so now tell the B let's think about this so that's why all the things that we learn when it comes the moment of truth it can all go down the drain not because you're a hypocrite and then people feel guilty ashamed you're you're not actually not a hypocrite it's actually the way you survived if you would have thought out the process you wouldn't have been here the way you know it is you're alert you respond immediately you're uptight you're anxious and you have to run away you can't be present you're not let to be present now so that's exactly what happened so don't shame yourself so why are we learning then the answer is the answer is when you learn enough and you internalize it in moments of Peace so it's all that that moment M much like training for war they train and train and train and train and train and train but there's no real danger there's no real danger it's simulated danger it's make believe danger it's not real danger but then there comes the moment of war and suddenly all the training when you understand what's happening so not all the training gives you a map that if you choose you could follow this map if you want if you choose to to to to run away from the situation you could do that too that's going to be actually much easier cuz that's what I'm used to but all the training helps you have a map now you have a map and you could look and when they have that moment and you say ah wow wow my body is completely completely reacting from a place of absolute fear however accept it breathe into it embrace it surrender to this reality and then ask yourself one question and what does Your Divine s have to say about this Divine Divine he have a whatever the right word is a tiger a cheatah a lionist Vil a beer a schlang a GI a poisonous snake whatever you want and it's not even in words it's not even in words actually it's it's it's energy it's much more than words words you cannot it's not words it's the whole your whole body is uptight do you know what you know what I'm talking about you don't even know what I'm talking about AF chick yeah people are afraid of chickens yeah yeah chickens yeah yeah right and in Yeshiva they call them a chicken too right you're a chicken a chicken whatever you called so so all the training could literally go down the drain and that's that's so true so all the learning what's called psycho education it's all the education about this is that at that moment you can also put on your internal GPS and say you know that Highway I've already taken for 50 years and I ended up in a ditch but maybe there's another Highway all in a split second it's all in a split second and that's how you make a conscious Choice yeah Victor Frankle the between stimuli and uh and reaction there's a split second a millisecond and that's where all human Freedom lives that's where B lives it doesn't live anywhere else and I told somebody yesterday you know somebody said you know I listen to your classes so it looks like you believe that there's no free choice I said as long as you don't know that you don't have free choice you will never have free choice only when you learn how little choice you have that's when you start having choice is a Divine experience is the Divinity in a person the ra says is with the person is like Hashem is Choice that's the deepest part of a person is the most Divine part of the person and that's why hasm doesn't take it away to take away means you're giving up on the Divinity of people he's not going to take it away to be able to have you know how much presence you need to have you know how much awareness you need to have you're you're Divine as long as I think I have I usually have no I'm completely reacting literally completely reacting it's it's like all predictable it's m predictable you know you push the Domino the other dominoes have no choice the Domino hit it it's not going to stand straight sorry and the next Domino is going to go down down down down down there's no choice that's what dominoes that's how dominoes are the the butterfly flapped its wings in China and there was a hurricane in California right of it's called or more contemporary somebody squeezed in Wuhan sneezed in Wuhan and uh and the United States of America closed down these are all it could be far it could be a far remote cause but It ultimately affect it so how can there really be in a person why did I respond this way because of this why did this happen because of this why did that all goes down only when a person actually realizes how little they have in other words you're aware like wow wow wow look what's happening inside of me now you can actually begin to have choice how much how little choice we have literally opens up the path to Choice it's counterintuitive that's how it is you could see it that's when you start having choice you start seeing you see what's happening if not the Body Energy takes over and I'm just busy surviving so that's why it's always that moment of truth you train and train and train and TR and that's Moment of Truth where you pause just pause and then you choose you literally choose which thoughts take over what words come out of your mouth what behaviors come out of your body that's that's the and when you do it 60 times literally a new new neural pathway is physically created in your brain literally it's like a new highway is paved you know when they pave a new highway imagine I've been driving the same Highway and then suddenly I see there's a new highway I never knew it before it was always there but I I never had access to it I always went down this highway and it always brought me down into a ditch and there was always traffic like somebody who insists on taking the GW every single day 5:30 in the afternoon I mean good luck but unless I don't know maybe after the GW is going to clear up so I go this down the same and suddenly there's a new highway and actually Ohio the highway is actually a nice highway it's a pretty good Highway after a while oh there so now you can just make a choice it's so much clearer that's what the AA is you get you become accustomed to a different way of responding because you see different aspects of you and then you say know what actually this highway was much it's actually it was less scary it was better the house became a better happier place the marriage everything is better wow why am I crazy why was I doing this because he's saying why is it why why why do you only get Choice when you learn that you don't have Choice the answer is because if I'm just reacting to everything right like when the tiger comes in I'm just reacting and I think I have Choice all I then then then what I'm really saying is I'm forced to be this way because I'm actually choosing it NE like I'm forcing myself to remain stuck and not having a choice cuz I believe it's a choice the moment you could say wow I'm such a I'm I'm I'm suffering wow look what just happened and I didn't even choose this so now the ACT person can say maybe there's another Choice that's number one number two when I think I have choice I have crazy shame and guilt if you have a choice and you know that you did this by choice you know how much shame there is in that and that shame also distracts my ability to choose differently because I'm so in shame I'm so guilty and I just want to do anything to avoid that shame and guilt so I go down also crazy highways but the moment I could say you know I really didn't have choices about those reactions it's how my body responds and that's what happened and that's not a choice and therefore I don't have even shame around that I don't have to be guilty about that I didn't make myself what is my choice my choice is what happens now how I respond to that so that's also another reason why that gives the person the freedom to be able to uh is it SC to say that if the ey is in there as as the ey is in there the choice is ey is not then I actually if it's all about me it's never of course of course when when when when U there's a says somewhere that theam sees the world I mean he uses different sees the world as a mirror what does this mean what this means is that when I'm in a survival space all I can experience is what I need to do to survive I can't think about you I can't all I can think is how do I survive if I start thinking about other people that's the end of me you know it's like the guy uh two guys were hiking two friends were hiking and they were wearing I don't know flops flip on what are they called Crocs and uh suddenly they see a beer so one of them pulls out he had a bag and he takes out his sneakers takes off his Crocs and he puts on his sneakers his friend says are you crazy you think with your sneakers you're going to outrun the beer he says no I don't have to outrun the beer I just have to outrun you right that's my only job now my job is we're not friends anymore you know I have to outrun you right you understand my point because all and and it's all I could see is me so your child said something to you your wife said something to you your husband it's the exact person is whatever the the story in your life is your brother your sister your mother your father your brother-in-law your your your whatever it is the the or you some something in you said something to me something got very very very triggered I don't feel safe now maybe I feel accused and it's bringing up terrible things as a child I was accused maybe I feel lonely maybe I feel completely misunderstood maybe I feel horribly judged maybe my ugliness and shame has been exposed I am responding in a way that I should be able to feel safe that's all I can think about I can't even think about the other person so here the child who's 6 years old actually is the parent and I who's 52 years old becomes the child and my response is completely from me it's about me in other words you're a mirror all I saw in you was a mirror I didn't even see you I just saw me it's only in the ne where you actually could see through glass not through a mirror or through an open window you can actually see I can actually see what you just said and then I could respond that's what happens when we're regulated not respond or not respond and that's also a response but it's a response from a place of connection but that takes crazy avoid graduating from seeing everybody as a mirror to actually seeing the other is a uge shift it's a Quantum shift it's literally if I'm walking around life with a mirror literally everybody is a mirror just a mirror everywhere I see you how am I going to survive you how am I going and and my brain is brilliant so I know with everybody with you I have to survive this with you have to survive this with you have to survive this with you have to survive this way the brain is very very busy very busy it's a lot of gymnastics that's why at night you're so exhausted and even in the middle of the day you're exhausted I have to take a nap I'm I'm sick I'm tired I mean of course it's exhausting of course you know it's it's it's it's tremendous pressure or the person I don't have to have a mirror but I can just tell myself so get rid of your mirror this is really the presence that shows up where the person could be in a place that they know how to provide their own safety they can calm down the animal and that's what it means to bring a carbon that can actually bring up the animal soul to God and relax it and regulate it and then respond in a different way you understand the answer to your question so it's when when we realize how little choice we have we actually start having choice we start saying ah well maybe there's another way to do it maybe that was a forced response and I don't have to feel shame about it I can actually focus on what what's possibly another response and here the response is not just in words it's words actions thoughts it's also the emotional response in other words this is a very intense emotion can I Surrender into that this is exists and then go even into a deeper feeling always surrender is very important because if I don't surrender and I start fighting it like good luck you're fighting the part that is so old in you it's so ancient in you and it has worked so hard to keep you alive like it's it's it's going to tell you it's not nice that you're fighting me I'm your best I'm your only friend in this world all your are sharks they're all alligators they're all out to eat you I'm your only yeah yeah this guy in you who you hate the mug in you who's makes you numb I'm your only friend in this world you're fighting with me you don't have another in the world and that's and that's the real truth you'll talk to her you'll see you're a lonely man you know that and you know that you cry off that you're lonely and who's your friend me I was there from day one nobody else was there nobody understood you nobody saw you anybody saw you I'm the only one who saw you and that's why you have to have raus you have to have like he he's actually been your best friend he's yeah in in his world he did the best he can because let's raise it if there is a lion in the in the room it's exactly what you should do you shouldn't think you shouldn't develop Vision long-term Vision pros and cons what's more you just shouldn't get the blood into the muscles run and run and run and run and run and run and run and that's it so actually from his perspective he's doing the right thing he's not trying to make your life miserable he's actually trying to make your life safe it happens to be that he's making your life miserable because he detaches you from your full capacity as a human being but in his mind this little Bea call him a lizard a crocodile whatever a mouse a rat an elephant depends on your neas if it's kosher if it's not Kosher whatever it is a sheep a goat an ax a bull huh yeah whatever it is in his mind he was trying to keep you safe so you have to give him credit creditors do what creditors do and you could give him shishi and then make make the problem is he's going to come back tomorrow but when you keep on making at the end he may say okay if you have a nicer place for me fine and that's the reason why In a Moment of Truth everything we learn can just go down the drain it's not because you're you're you're a hypocrite here too don't feel guilty it's because all the practice doesn't come close to war itself once War happens there's a different set of rules right part of its mechanism is saying that you'll never change you're the same loser let's just stay safe yeah so when a person says everything is went down the drain I'm a hypocrite I nothing helps that's a tremendous method of this copy mechanism to keep you small safe and in control of course nothing everything is gone yeah sh that's immediately another opportunity always that's if you get to that another it's another opportunity it's another gift this is it wow this is exactly what it's going to say and then it's it's going to answer by the way it's going to answer oh you went to a and you heard those stupid things yeah oh yeah okay went to yeah then it starts making fun of you so now you became a sadic yeah I know you you could sell you could sell Lu to the whole I know who you are don't sell me [Music] Lu right it it it's very very brilliant it's extremely brilliant and don't argue with it first of all he's smarter than you more experienced than you and second of all for him it's you have to understand for him it's he's going to come up with every argument in the world to keep you safe small and in control every argument in but so you have to almost like you know you know what you really I told somebody the other day we don't get rid of these things always what we do is we learn how to build a different type of relationship with them that's the key if you think you're going to get rid of this certain Shas do but most don't you don't get rid of it you just learn how to develop a different relationship with it when it comes up you can almost wave to it and and say hi nice to see you again how have you been he'll tell you it's a disaster life is right and and you got to you know you need a hug no I don't trust you you've been you've been going to Crazy places okay if you ever need I'm here it's almost developing a relationship with it it's like having a conversation with it but it's hard because he's like don't develop a relationship with me I am youin and you have to okay yeah I hear you interesting perspective wow interesting perspec oh perspective yeah you became with perspectives really perspectives yeah when you were four years old with no perspectives I was the one running the show who's running the show nowly Rel yeah yeah so it's it's it's really it's not getting rid of it it's literally yeah learning how to have a different type of relationship with it the relationship yeah to relationship with is where instead of it becoming the sole reality that controls everything you can actually listen to it you can have compassion you know exactly what it wants and what it needs right sometimes you can understand it more sometimes you can understand it less and then you could say but there's a different story there's there there's a there's a deeper part it's very hard because none of this has to do with words I'm using words here because that's how we're communicating but trust me when it happens this has nothing to do with words it's much deeper than words it's your nervous system which means it's the internal body energy that says everything it's more powerful than any words will ever be it doesn't say Okay I want to give you a speech about about survival it's not what it does let me explain to you how your system works it's not what it does doesn't explain how system works it is the system it has hijacked the entire system and for a good reason that is the system so all of our emotions that are so powerful are coming from that system it's like a virus that took over your computer and every screen yeah there's another popup like what are you going to do with it there's a virus in the back end you can't do anything you know when that happens to your computer exit so what happen you know when you exit what happens like the frog in you know you ex1 and suddenly there's 20 popups you won the prize already X that too as long as you're exing you're losing the fight he wants you to ex him oh you touched me boom and you can't even ex him it's almost like wow this virus is everywhere it's literally everywhere and the more I know it the more I know that the the moment I think that the virus is actually it's a choice it's what I want I'm done the moment I say wow this computer is really really damaged do you think we can bring it up as an expert to to to go to a different place I don't even know like it's it's it's it's a very humbling moment and I don't even know what do you do when the computers have that I don't even know I call somebody so okay you call somebody okay it's interesting that when says when the Frog came to coming to PES so they Struck it to kill it and more frogs came out so you would think they would stop no like scientifically you struck a frog and more frogs came out shouldn't you stop they Struck it again so more frogs came out so they Struck it again and the whole MIT was filled with frogs how many times they strike it I don't know 100 10,000 10 20 th I don't know but the whole M came from one FR at one some point why was there to say maybe you stop striking the Frog could you explain this anybody because this is exactly what we all do this is exactly what we do I understand them fully there's a little frog here just kill it so you strike it there's more frogs you don't pause you hit it harder I didn't hit it hard enough you see what you say you don't say that by hitting it more frog I didn't hit it hard enough so hit it harder more frogs come out so now what do you say stop no no now I'm really going to hit it so you hit it and now more frogs come out so now what do you do you would think you would stop now no I'm going to show him what just happened you see what happened you're completely not observing the reality you know what you're observing you're responding to your own own crazy anger and overwhelming anxiety that you can't control the situation and you're desperately trying to do anything but it has nothing to do with reality because you're making it much much worse so we make fun of MIT but this is exactly how people live that that's when tells has no choice he has no ask if had no choice how could you punish him I don't understand understand I put a Heart of Stone into you you say no so why you punishing par it's so not fear it's cruel it's like punishing a a lionist for for for devouring a deer who made the LIE what do you want from the lionist what is she supposed to do she has Choice everybody asks this on so there's different a lot of different commentary there's a there's a v from the ch's boy I think's boy over one of the two so he says it's very deep TI is not an easy safer to learn uh but the writes like this it's a very very hard TI but it's also very long the way I understood one of the things he says is that mm was telling mosa he was explaining to mha why the Jews should leave Mah why should they leave Mah said they want to stay a lot of them want to stay so hasem was explaining let me explain to you what it means to live in MIT par was a representative of MIT because he was the king what it means to be in MIT is that you actually have no choice that is what it means to live in that is what it means to live there it means you live in a situation where you actually don't make any real choices you can't that's what is is M you're confined in a box and my whole life is literally responding all I can do is respond par feels d that's how that's what so it's not it's a punishment for par that's the definition of par that's the definition of par and you see it in the Frog literally you see it in the Frog every Mak but pause look what you're doing I can't I can't look at the Frog I'm overwhelmed completely with my own crazy anxiety and I must respond to it and the only response is kill the Frog kill the Frog kill the Frog people M don't they can't help themselves yeah that's there's men who have a crazy tempers they scream in the house they've been doing it for 40 years you saw what it did he has no choice he'll sit and cry about it every day by he asks God take away my anger he he's actually a nice guy but that moment he has no it's completely completely pts deed completely he's actually a nice guy if you find him in a nice moment he's the sweetest guy in the world but don't talk to your children about his sweetness because they were destroyed from his anger so people like to talk about addicts you know addict this guy's an addict addict addict but I'm not talking about addicts addicts I'm talking about everybody we're all addicts you see the Frog stop hitting the Frog it's nothing it's not what your issue is ask yourself what is going on here wow but they wouldn't so they hit the Frog ah and the moment you realize that what am I doing look what I'm doing creating more mayam more chaos more self-destruction so then you look into it and say wow where am I living what is going on why do I feel that I don't have control and you'll realize that my entire brain is living in I'm in I'm in completely completely vulnerable and insecure completely frightened from any single moment and the moment I can realize these reactions there are lions in the room that come in every few minutes every few minutes lions come into the room I hear noise it's a lion Somebody's Crying it's a lion somebody's complaining it's a lion of course you go crazy you start screaming if a lion is in the room you should all start screaming I hope you will normal people that's all he's doing that's all he's doing huh depends there's M neish that is uh real genuine no comes from the from the it comes from the depth of the from the of which which which knows what reality is and is ready to surrender all fake reality to that but like everything there's pseudo Mis there's misuses which isus you know that's a different type of misus that's another survival mechanism I was intrigued by one episode I saw in the documentary that crocodiles learned how to uh use our mysterious NE so for example they realiz safe people when they drop so what they do they interesting they go under the water and show the hands and they have five fingers also wow which appears like a person is drowning so just to attract another person wow that that try to save somebody else so they learn how to this is crocodiles crocodiles yeah so they drowning so that people can be trapped wow that's why I'm asking coming from is it also like aan respond to save somebody or it's it's actually comes from much higher place and so real Myer NE comes from the deepest place from the highest Place yeah so now we come back you remember everybody what we learned last week last sh about Sur right whenu sees that a nation is completely disconnected he understands that we have to rewire the connection but the rewiring has to come from the deepest core what we call the the fire and the Flintstone that could have never been extinguished because it was never an identity that could be extinguished and over there there was no blemish ever the fire was never removed and eliminated even if it was in water for thousands of years and once you access that fire you can recreate all the connections and that's the whole idea of yeah that was the main the main point okay so let's now continue we're holding in the in the in these copies it's 193 today's class class is dedicated by Dina dornbush for a speedy and complete recovery and B and thank you very very much and may indeed have a complete and speedy recovery and uh thank you Dina dbush for your partnership and friendship and may you also be blessed with all the blessings br the theme was two paths in life the path of thead the path of the Bala path of thead doesn't just mean what we call you know he aad the path of thead means the life in which a person lives according to the blueprint of existence the map of existence which is which basically as he explained means is completely Beyond reality what we call reality a it departs you need the wick the K to contain it to ground it that's what's called calling out my name which brings it down like when you call somebody and you bring them you bring you you have them turn towards you which creates the three worlds of which is the manifesting like a fire coming down being grounded by these three aspects of and as he said our thoughts create the consciousness of our words create the consciousness of our actions create the conscious of and it's also it has to be a fire that consumes because without B there's never a fire if there's no surrender as we spoke about the fire completely departs the wick and especially the oil completely must be subsumed in the flame if you're not ready to be subsumed in the flame don't even try the only way you can experience Theus is only through surrender yeah not just get burned but be consumed in other words there's no msus outside of it right and that's really and that's really one of the the the the the the most pivotal moments in a person's transformation when they have that ability to surrender and they realize that there's nothing sweeter truer deeper happier than the frequency of true surrender as long as the oil gets into a fight with the fire and the oil says no no no no no no no it's not going to happening no problem the oil Remains the oil the flame Remains The Flame but the two never meet the power of the oil is that it completely allows itself to become flame and there's a silence there and a bitt there and that's the idea of and that's where the human being completely loses their sense of separateness and they of course realized that their sense of separateness was never a real need it was only a need because I thought I'm separate and I need to hold on to it and make that Vision that false vision survive and that's torturous yeah because it's literally like you're trying to create every moment something that doesn't exist and the most torturous thing in the world is trying to give substance to something that has no substance good luck you know what I mean you have to constantly feed it it's like an organization or a company that was supposed to close down 600 years ago and you're just keeping it alive we don't even know why you know how much effort you have to put into it it's like a company that's ET and bankrupt and you're just pouring in money into it people do that like the Frog right this frog like you're bankrupt like don't hit the Frog no but they put in money another month another month another loan another loan another loan and you're just delusional and then after 20 years you know go pay back your interest so that's exactly what this looks like what the ego looks like I invest and even more and more it's torturous because the money goes nowhere cuz it doesn't really exist it's not supposed to live it's supposed to surrender that's it's so that's and the lives in this frequency so that told to long and only one oh so then you have a second path somebody who veered off this entire experience as he explained and then you have the so the fire was not brought down the fire actually departed and that's the path what we call TR and that's the whole idea now you have to go to the in the place that wasn't a blemish you got to go beyond my coved my coved was destroyed was destroyed and over there it's it's a place where you surrender and that's so now he says the between these two AAS are also reflected in time the six days of the week and shabas everything in reality is interconnected so when you speak about you can talk about it in Souls you can also talk about it in time and it's fascinating that this whole difference is not just in people it's also a difference in time time space and spirit are all one in it's called space time and spirit consciousness so the difference of actually is reflected in the fabric of time time is part is a reality you know we just look at time as an inevitable crazy curse it's like the clock is moving doesn't ask anybody but really time is a dimension of reality it's time has a reality therefore different times are invested with different states of Consciousness shabas is not Sunday Sunday is not Monday and Monday is not Tuesday so different it's different it says in every day of creation something else happened because it's a different Consciousness and therefore every day of the week is a different a and different spaces as well right right you have have it's a different status you have you take a carbon outside of the a different energy the meat and has to be burnt it's almost it's so sensitive it got affected by energy outside of you have to burn the me but you went one step you went in the what's the big deal nothing happened it's a virus outside of the wall bacteria there's infections waiting over there but those who understand yeah it's a different energy and then there's the Bas he goes through it's aish it's literally 10 levels of consciousness in space and then you have in in time so this whole difference of is reflected in time it's the difference of the week days in what happens in the six days of the week the world emerges from the 10 utterances and how does it start as we explained the sh says what was the first utterance the first let there be light Let There Be energy and that's where presented by which is why the that said as we explained in the beginning of the this is the of the which they tune into the flow of creation from created to Creation so it's the a that transfers the energy which is connected to light energy and it transmits The Source into creation through Bria AIA which is and it's a world that emerges from these 10 utterances and the first one is fire in first place he brings in 57us so over there he brings the First Source shabas is the letters of which means TR to return so what's shab connected to Chu chabas is a day of chabas doesn't seem like a day of chuva Chua seems more connected to the mundane week you do chuva you repent shabas is a day of pleasure of bliss of depends how you define it says in also it says in there's a lower level of TR higher level of TR the lower level of tra that's Tak not connected to shabas that's connected to the days of the week especially Thursday night the higher level of shabas is the day of [Music] we explained that the whole idea of is that you go to the Which is higher than the fire and that's why it couldn't be extinguished if you have fire you put water on it it's gone even if you have fire in a coal so it's deeper you blow on it then you reach the fire but still if you put the coal in the water it gets extinguished when you put the flake the Flintstone over there the fire is not a msus doesn't have an ego doesn't have an identity it's iron and therefore it also never gets extinguished and that's the idea of that's really what trva means tra means going back to the place with the fire who never had an identity of ego and therefore it could also never be extinguished so that place that no no blemish in the world no disassociation in the world if you want to use our previous languages every survival mechanism that you created with your brain every coping mechanism you create but the bottom line of all of it is that it disconnected you to your full grander that can only exist on layers of a person's Consciousness but is that that space of the which even if it was in water for 5,000 years and the water should have destroyed every last spark of fire there right so in a a person would mean the person sunk deeper and deeper and deeper they surrendered every last moment every last aspect of Sanity anybody relates to this the took over completely to the point you look in the mirror and yeah want to know if there's anything left there doesn't seem to be anything left and the answer is if your godliness would have been a yes would be nothing left but since it's it's not a it's so paradoxically all the craziness in the world can't touch it because it's IR they don't have access to they only have access to yesh Clipper only has access to yes not to because that's its only vocabulary doesn't have access to that which doesn't have identity it's Ain and that's why Clipper doesn't the Clipper will do everything not to let you go to that place of a because over there it's Checkmate there's nothing left can't follow there it can go boom more more more more more as long as it has something to latch on to what does it have something give me something then I can manipulate it I can exploit it I can use it I can do whatever I want with it that place of iron sorry I don't know what you're talking about my whole msus is yes so how can my msus which is yesh touch it can't so that's where Clipper stops that's the fire in the so all of TR is going to the that's TR TR is the higher level of TR it's going to the place where you were never blemished going to the place that you don't need to repair cuz in that space everything was hold the lower level of CH is what we call in remorse repentance introspection which is always the Baseline saying I'm sorry apologizing resolution for the future regret for the past classic of TR that's TR it's the Baseline of TR I'm so sorry I apologize I feel bad what I did I learned my lesson tomorrow I'm going to do it differently TR touching the place in you that actually never sinned not to take away responsibility to be able to touch that place where if you would have known about that place you would have never ended up in this mess you just never knew about you had no access to it my coved was destroyed but this is beyond coved this is Beyond the Glory beyond the Revelation so the whole CH is going to the that's TR that's chabas so how is that expressed in shabas shabas is there's no the is the way the H comes out as Aus the G of that's light all light means you're transmitting the source that it should be transmitted and experienced and revealed and physically that's what's represented by the fire which on its own is transcendent but you bring it down let there be light here light refers to all levels of light anything that's re Revel revealed so what's the of shabas so now we have a whole new depth in the Shah when you learn the Shah with was saying since hasem started his with so we also say don't do a because that was the first one and that was the General here it says much deeper than that the of shabas is the of shabas is so there's no the of shabas is the going beyond the place of where does the G begin the that's beyond the that's not is the light that comes down that flows down through through what's CH did CH what is he doing CH on cha literally means returning back to your core which is completely Transcendent over there there's no like we said it's peasant like words it goes so back to the court there's no a anymore why lighting a fire so lighting a fire on chabas is completely disassociating from the entire energy of shabas it's going to the place of which is the Beyond so no fire is coming out and that's where TR happens yeah to come back home in that deepest space and that's why it's the day of bliss because is always Blissful there's an element of mirus and grief there has to be I feel bad I feel remorse TR is a place of it's Bliss it doesn't people think they don't understand they think TR means you you don't take responsibility for your mistakes no of course you take responsibility for your mistakes but you realize the one who made the mistakes has nothing to do with you it's like a dbook like a dbook I I have to take responsibility for my dbook because it's mine but it's it's like a dbook like literally something inside of you yeah yeah I didn't know about it once said that it's one of his actually I looked I I heard it from Rabbi Pinson Rabbi Dober Pinson a few years ago and then I looked in his but I couldn't find it but he told me he saw in one of his huh he has a say for what's it called on the par it's a beautiful saer but he told me he saw that he rides at the ultimate TR is but this is so he writes over there that the ultimate TR is that you reach a place where you realize you reach such a place do you realize you how do you know you're doing the ultimate tra you reach a place in your life where you realize that you don't have to do tra but the only play way you can reach that place is by doing a lot a lot of [Laughter] CHA it's a very very deep V you do a lot a lot of chva and then when you do lot a lot of chva your soul actually becomes aligned with the source and then you realize that everything was exactly the way it was supposed to be but you can only reach that place if you did a lot of chuva because if not you're actually probably a dangerous person all the shortcuts that are happening in the last few years is people trying to get to tr without acknowledging the disaster which you need TR it's like oh I didn't do it God did it no no no no you did it and you're a disaster and you need a lot a lot of he healing the only way you could say I didn't do it God did it is when you completely are transformed that you became nothing outside of God and to get to that place you have to do a lot a lot of Tru you understand what I'm saying and when you try to bypass that it just becomes an absolute disaster all of the spiritual experiments that are done where you do all those shortcuts where I'm just a channel and if I didn't do anything you're a dangerous person because to be a channel you have to be surrender everything and that's that that's a lot of work have yeah and that's dealing with the mechanics of the world which begins with fire and that's the of thead of thead is just somebody who is in the flow is continuing there's a very healthy flow it would be like in in terms of pedagogy of Education of of of neurological development a person that all their wires developed in the right time right they hit what they call the right Milestones right the neurons of empathy and the neurons of compassion and the neurons of boundaries and the neurons of self-confidence like everything was developed now good luck to find that person but the point is that that's what it said and and the flow continue so there's a fire and you have all the abilities to be able to bring down that fire every single day and that's that's and therefore you create a beautiful world is when you go back rest mean he rests he rests means he Retreats back to the core which is so you can touch that space pre-creation in pre-creation there's no damage yeah it's the way the is in its source so it's not right it's the in the in Flintstone you have all the light but it's it's not in it's not with an identity it's just subsumed in the essence from what Evan EV very nice very nice the G says it's called EV the EV is the Stone from which the the so he's saying it's connected to very nice I didn't think of that just explain something else that bzden had to quit on chabas there was no punishments on chabas shabas nothing why not the answer is H so says you learn a general rule that there's no penalties on chabas that's a in it says that from this learn there's no geham on chabas no lighting of fire on chabas so all the fires are extinguished God does what he tells us to do so the geham is also on vacation on shabas all the AC system in gam goes on of shabas before some it's a cigarette on shabas is also there's no yeah the problem is they can't find fires to light a cigarette on chabas so they can't only here you can find the fire and them all the fires are gone so nobody could light a cigarette yeah so so it looks like all it's like all interesting things but there's always a clown all the commentaries this is a thing that often say all commentaries on one PK are connected to each other so sometimes you'll see on one PK there's going to be six different interpretations they seem completely not connected but really they're all connected they're just it's like it's like prisms it's different angles it's it's it's it's it's like a rainbow it's it's it's accessing different aspects of the same Source from the same Rock come different Sparks but it's all from the same like Sparks from the same flame over here it looks like completely remote the shal says created light as the first therefore the G says don't punish the says there's noas is there a connection it's all one what's punishment what's ganam what are all these things punishment and geham can only exist in the place where you need cleansing where there's toxicity in fire there can be a blemish even from Holy Fire could come Unholy fire it's called Unholy fire passion can come in different ways you could start off with holy passion and then the passion could leak out into different ways different passions that's why it's very confusing because passion is such a powerful thing and sometimes it's very very holy but if there's a leak in your passion this very same passion can lead and leak into dysfunctional things fueling it with the same energy cuz it's a but in the level of over there the fire is not a there's no blemish there can't even be a blemish like we explained that the spark will never be extinguished so when it comes to this aspect there's no there's no Clipper there's no negative energy nothing could feed off it cuz there's nothing to feed off it it's no thing it's IR so in the six days of the week with fire with fire in fire it starts off with from there come everything else so over there there could be a there could be sin there could be a blemish and therefore there's and there's it's all one thing a punishment in is not to destroy a person I hate you Vengeance Revenge it's the consequence of hap that happens when I'm living a dysfunctional life to be able to clear up the poison and the toxicity it's like if somebody has in their system really really things that are ruining the system so you have to spit it out either it happens in this world get is the the the purification process that the soul goes through in order to be able to restore itself to its pristine nature what we call the fire of geh yeah you're not talking about a physical fire where the person gets physically burnt even though kazal used that expression that's why it's a but the idea of a is that it literally just like when you put silver or gold you know metal in a refinery in a crucible that we learned in says so what does it do it removes all the sediments all that's called Dr the Dr is the Z theas the the dirt in the silver the impurities as long as there's no fire the impurities can live there when there's a fire impurities spit out get spit out they get they they can't live there and sometimes if you want a more expensive type of silver or gold you know 16 karat you have 24 Karat what makes it what makes it that you put it in fire again and again and again and each time as the heat goes up and the intensity of the fire intensifies even subtle drw subtle uh filth gets eliminated because the intensity of the fire spits out even the most subtle form of drust which the previous fire could still tolerate the same is true in a person's life sometimes in life you know there's a is a subtlety of corruption that in a previous state you didn't even realize it sat well with you and the point of the fire is to be able to highlight even that so it's not a punishment the way we call a punishment it's painful but it's the best thing that ever happened to you because you could spit it out and that's the whole idea of when does that apply when you're talking about an age that could be a blemish and now you need the a to restore it as we said there's Holy Fire there's Unholy fire and when the Unholy fire infiltrates and hijacks the Holy Fire so you need good fire to remove it so over there there's there and then there shabas what's so what the sh speaks on a higher level is the same idea that the gar speaks about and the Z speaks about the Z is is speaking about from a place of So it's talking about B punishing The Zo is speaking about from a place of it's talking about it's really the same thing one is what's we see with our eyes one is what we don't see with our eyes and the Shah is talking in the source of it all which is that chabas is the place of that's higher than as and therefore there's Noam so why is why you talk about punishment where's what does you don't you don't need geh geh I need in the place where I think I was blemished huh so in that there was no so you know there's no there's no you were always whole you're always going to be whole and in that space it's oh wow oh okay I got it over there there was never a separation the moment you hit that space that's TR that's what TR is TR that's what TR is you touch the place where there was never alienation that's why it always I told you in last year it works retroactively it doesn't only work today TR is not tra has the quality that redefines the whole past doesn't make sense how could you say that we're living in time so explains because TR it's it's beyond time space are all part of it's part of it's part of the evolution from The Source down into reality so there's different levels but it's all levels of time and space the moment you go beyond there's no either so it eliminates time so that's philosophically if you wish what is it in a How does it go back the answer is cuz over there there was never an issue it's not like that space never sin in fact from that perspective the whole reason you went through what you went through was to be able to reach a deeper space of Consciousness so the way it looks at the dysfunctionality is oh yeah that was the journey that you really needed to be able to discover yourself welcome home thank you it's a whole different in that's and that SP was always oh it actually happens when you remove all that you go to the you're like okay God done it me doesn't exist inas yeah there's no G on chabas there's no the says in says explains even doesn't lie on chabas what's a person lies a whole week but there's something on shabas now you'll say there's people that lie on shabas and you have seen the geh open on chabas also some people have been on shabas too and not everybody finds it and shabas there is and there is and sometimes people get take use shabas to do the worst sins in the world I'm not going to elaborate so what's huh so that's of course but he's he's not saying that there's no on shabas there's on shabas we're talking about what's the true pristine energy of shabas that the soul experiences but without the throughout the whole week there's no shabas just want to clarify this not like oh shabas there's no sin nobody ever Sins Of course people sin on chabas sometimes the worst crimes are done on chabas what's this is the energy of chabas but person has to choose the energy lighten up the fire the fire of ganam yeah yeah that's the idea lighting of fire on chabas essentially is igniting the fire of G why so now we see it's all one what does it mean igniting the fire of gam it's igniting the fire that sees blemish that sees toxicity geham is the fire that cleanses the soul lighting a fire on chabas means I'm going into that space that is creating the whole reality of Gam shabas is and over there there's a silence there's no chaos and that's why creating fire on chabas is literally creating a reality in which there's a need of cleansing because there could be dysfunction make we learned last time the says that took the two flint stones and he knocked them against each other and a nit came out and that's what we're celebrating after shabas and now you make a fire now we go into a different stage the of the weekday is not of the weekday is it's it's bringing down the fire well the waits till that's why the likes to delay shabas there was one say he used to do malus very very late and it was 2: in the morning and they asked him no no it's so late he said it's still too early to be maab the next shabas so he would like the Mak to go for another six days that's actually one of they don't want to even do the work all says for me have to do something it's one of the contrad what was theis you said last time okay it's one of the so is the whole so this is the end of the the it's a whole different depth in the sh right it's a depth the sh that's not just the first did and therefore that's what you start with and that's the emphasis and it's a that's what the shal says but now we're learning this essentially is the whole of shabas the of shabas is to go beyond once and is the beginning of the from The Source into the world and a on its own wants to go back and be subsumed in the source and that's what happens on shabas and the whole world goes up with it when you say the when I rest when we talk about rest what why don't we don't why don't say God rested what's this joke what's this joke what he was tired and he rested because we look at rest right you played basketball for two hours or you did the laundry or you swept or you were sitting at a computer you were writing or you were running whatever it is and then you know you finish your you sit down on the couch so now you rest you take a nap so your has come back to you till now my were being projected whatever I was doing I could be sweeping I could be mopping I could be talking to somebody I could be writing I be concentrating whatever it is and now you like just you relax you reclaim your energy from whatever you were involved in yeah you took a run and now you sit down you relax that's all with a person because me and the world outside of me are two separate things but when the whole world is really Divine energy so when God relaxes when he Retreats when he reclaims the energy you know what else happens everything comes with him it's not that he goes on the couch the whole world becomes our Shelt it's a world of it's not a world of a everything is there but it's in the source right it says shabas is from it's a whole different all the of shabas are violating the frequency of pure undefined Oneness that's why you don't make a change on shabas you let to slep a couch on shabas you're not let to make a creative change on chabas huh because every chabas that's chabas is huh it contaminates that moment it's creating what's wrong with creating creating is the beginning of all the dysfunctionality of and get that's what creates during the week that's yeah you need that's where it happens and it all starts with what's is light it should be seen it should be revealed in the place of that's beyond ye there's no on the there's no is the source of everything that's why it's the rock so powerful like we said before it's the real G the real real we spoke before what is that's all the stars expa all the elements right you're you're saying even a Flintstone is physical yeah obviously it's only it's a musall yeah you right that's ter sabatical it does Sabbath is called sabatical yeah you take a sabatical yeah yeah it's it's it's not maybe that's that's where the word comes from Sabbath based on all of this he now comes back to the last tickle you remember the two that we do now that we that we read now about that's preparation for the only two mitz where it says and the m has this whole big debate who's bigger who's smaller how do you know who's bigger with the whole mush of the two queens we spoke about in the first she all the questions around that Med there's two from 613 that are similar to each other the only Mitzvah that it says on them which is the and says the only twoz so obviously they're like twins they they two Mitzvah that have special similarity to each other but the med says we can't figure out which one is greater and for here the med says it's like two queens that were walking and they're dressed the same and they look the same and they're both aristocratic and Royal and Regal and you're trying to figure out who's greater and you can't and then you see who escorts whom home one Queen escorted the other one home she waited till she went inside and she feels that she cannot leave her alone she needs to be with her and esort and then she walks home alone and then you say ah now I know and that's the Med's mush to figure out who's greater than who so the whole is M and here too the PES you can't have without parad you can't have PES without par because to do Aon P you need to be pure to be pure you have to have a par everybody needs a par if you're impure or even if you have a suff you can't bring a carbon if you're not pure you can't go to the base of M you can't bring a carbon you can't have somebody else bring a carbon for you and you certainly can't eat the carbon so the P must have the so he says General theme of is called every why the word we usually translate as a law in modern Hebrew you say it's a it's a law but the world comes from the word means engraved you remember we learned last year engraved in other words and this is not a small idea what does engraved mean when you write something you write letters on the parchment they're connected but you can erase the ink and you could write something else do it all the time a scribe erases the ink clears it up and does a new letter is different is you engrave the letter inside the stone for example like a yeah or another another tablet like the was here the letters are part and parcel of the reality upon which they're engraved you don't have the stone and you added letters to the stones no it's the letters were created from the stone itself so he says when it says it's not a p of art it's how you relate to is it something additional to reality so I exist and then God God happens to be stronger than me and he's the boss so he gave a book of laws and contitution says if you want to live in this planet these are the laws if not Trump expels you from America I expel you from the whole planet Trump the only owns America mean soon he's going to get the Gaz of till he finishes with the whole world but since I own the planet these are the rules essentially what's the mistake here the mistake here is there's a relationship there's a duality means something else actually MIT are inscribed in your DNA it's what your genetics are made out of it's a whole different relationship yeah yeah yeah it's it's literally making peace with your DNA right it's like a guy says a guy once said I don't want God interfering with my life yeah it's like the guy who came to the doctor and the doctor told him about his genes and he said I don't want my genes interfering with my life the doctor say I don't know how to break this to you but your genes are your life my dear your genes are not interfering with your life the only one who's interfering your life is your stupid mind your stupid ego your jeans are your life you don't the question is who you are no religious huh there's no religious because Judaism is not a religion very good you're right if Judaism is a religion then you're right you can't have this the moment you understand it's the fabric of reality it's a whole different inion it's the to is the fabric of that's what it means in Z he looked in the to and he created the world mean you looked into created the world what you don't say that with religion you looked in religion you created the world that means there's nothing in science and physics and cosmology and Mathematics and trigonometry and geology and bony there's no n biology whatever you want there's no Nika in the world that wasn't created based on the blueprint of T so it's engraved into reality this is reality so in a person's life it means that a person is channeling the blueprint of reality that's it's engraved but in this in this there's two paths there's the way that sad lives it out and there's the way Thea lives it out it's two different paths was a new beginning like it says in the Jewish people were born on the night of we say in the I came to see you in Egypt was like a new baby that just came out from the womb of its mother filled with blood it's a whole chapter in about this we say in the like a little baby just came out of the womb of fetus and it's completely saturated with blood and I had to cut them ellal cord and he describes that was it's an innocent baby where the neurons are just starting to develop the baby looks at everything and takes it in and learns about life from new so p and that's why it starts off it's called it's brought in is alive B it starts off with the olive Bays starts off with t it goes from downwards upwards n is the opposite it's Olive Bay it goes because it's the child growing up in the regular system system I mean the system of God I don't mean other people's systems that's they left Egypt they were first time they were molded as a people they weren't a people before they were in the womb of the Egyptians that's what a slave is a slave is you live in other people's lives to be free means you're born you're actually born literally born and when you're born now now they go to so this is everything is fresh everything is new what's par is a whole different in you're impure you became disconnected and what's the impurity that deals with what's death spiritually Detachment disassociation from Life yeah and that was the after the flow of life was interrupted you cut the wires literally that's what death is death is the wire were cut from the soul to the body or in the L of this m there's no Wick to hold down the fire there's no Wick the fire is gone so comes and says I want you to know these two mitv are actually similar to each other and you can't know which one is greater than the other because they're literally they walk together it's two trajectories of life there's no jealousy and competition you're it's it's it's literally two paths and you don't know which one is greater and the is we greater like who's more who gets more credit says that's not what means means something much deeper because time to compare Mitzvah what is this what the some contest here they're going on a trip who's getting the first trip who's getting the first trophy what is this the Olympics what what do you what do you want from me it doesn't seem healthy it's like a mother sitting have two children who's greater well why you doing that that's not what people are that's not what parents are supposed to do you are you and you're you why do we have to be greater smaller hierarchy doesn't seem to be the most authentic expression of reality so the word means something much deeper it says in is great very great and very praised and his greatness has no inquiry means you can't research it cuz it's infinite so you see in this that he speaks about two types of you're calling by a name is very great without a name his greatness Ain so first of all the first you say say he's very praised then you say oh I can't talk about it so why do you talk about it the P contradicts itself first you say by the way oh we shouldn't talk about it so don't talk about it why do you start so he says there's two separate the first is this is this is God as creator of course you should talk about it of course you should talk about the greatness of the Infinity of the world of course it's the way Hashem is expressed in the world of course you should talk about it don't stop talking about it till Infinity in fact it's the only thing you should talk about there's nothing else nothing else to talk what else are you going to talk about this is reality of course that's all you should talk about there's no name this is have to know that words won't touch it investigation can't touch it because it's beyond doesn't have an expression in any letter and in any kit there was the revelation of like tells with the name but not that the true inner was not revealed till and this is expressed in as it says that mitzvas are connected to in fact the word mitvah is me if you do if you exchange the first for the last me is and then the last two letters is those who say at the end of there all the mitz how they affect the Y and he and V and hey every mitz is connected to another energy of sh because these are like the electrical wires that channel and he and and into the world which is also the four worlds this is a different this is and the vision of the face of the ax re from the left side from this comes the Alien [Music] fire to burn all the all the forms that are undesirable the forms you should remain only with the pristine craving power that you could sublimate the holiness the whole is you take the the represents the animal the cow it receives its energy from from the left side which is Tsum concealment and from this came an alien fire which is all the cravings and all the copy mechanisms of the animal salt what do you do with the parad you burn it you burn it and you reduce it to ashes and then you mix the ashes with water and that cleanses you so it's the same par the animal soul that was challenging you that becomes the source of cleansing why he says you have to burn away the and you have to get back to the skeleton to the core which is the we call the ashes what does it mean every NE has two parts there's its outer form and there's the original craving all the all the impurity in the world can only be in the of the not in the of the if you take every craving of the and you burn all of the outer layers of it and you get to the core what it really wants you can bring it back to you hear yeah yeah there's there's the way the animal Soul speaks what it's looking for and then what it's really looking for you don't know what it's really looking for you know what it says it's looking for what it says it's looking for and what it's really looking for is completely Two Worlds and the only way to get from one to the other is by burning up everything on the outside by abstaining from everything it's looking for and saying no tell me what you're really looking for no no no tell me what you're really looking for always of course there's a connection but the but but the outer the outer form what's called it SE of the could be so so different than what the real but it's it's it's it has a way of making you think that this SE is going to fill the real void but it's never going to fill the real void because it's not what it's really looking for it just becomes a representation of what it's looking for and that's really what the a means what does a c what does a go why worship a calf worship a what Dida do yeah he grinded it up completely grind up completely burnt it grinded it up and then put it into the stream of water you don't people don't realize that's the source of every Mitzvah of the 63 Mitzvah has a source in a story every one says clearly but everyone did to the what we do to the par you have to burn it you have to mix it with water drink and let them so we put it on the T what's the idea don't destroy your find out what it's looking for the thing that the thing that made you have all the problems that's what's cleansing you why are ashes of an B cleansing you I don't understand you're saying it's came from the beh the answer is it came from the SE of the B not from the pristine energy of the B pristin energ comes from the comes from it went down it got dysfunctional it got lost in translation so you always have to find out what's the when you speak about the Everything Changes the outer fear is not what it's really afraid of the outer anxiety is not really what's making it anxious the outer jealousy hatred gossip slander insecurity whatever it is that it's struggling with cravings for this craving for this could be in addiction to food an addiction to drinking an addiction to promiscuity to intimacy to all the horrible things there's a there and that's why no addict in the world is ever going to recover ever recovered or will ever recover if the person does not find God because the craving you're not going to get rid of you're just going to find out what you really really are craving for you can't get rid of the craving the question is how in touch are you with the true craving if you're in touch with your true craving then you know what you're looking for it's a different inion and then that you can already bring back to that is innocent it's not bad and then you can completely align it with Holiness and say Ah that's what you were looking for my come let let's take you now to get to the beh to that space is of so the whole is of that's and that's so you have two that's which revealed and that's and it's but that's not TR that's TR is going back to the core to the where there was no blemish over there there's no words there's no investigation it's and that's the whole idea of helping the neam come back to that space coming back to that space of you can just go to the the lower level you need the highest level of so you have two elements of we don't know which is God what we don't know which is God they're both God they're both yet I want to tell you that there's one that's greater the because even those who eat the carbon P need the the you don't have to bring a carbon when you bring a but if you want to bring the carbon you need the help of the because at the end of everything the also need says is going to bring thead back to tr you want to know how you're going to know who Mia is the guy who's going to be able to make become only mhia can do this to make Bal other people can also do but to make and that's why sadim have the hardest time with mhia because he threatens everything the B is happy thead when the sadic smells Mah energy this is dangerous territory dangerous territory yeah the B is in a place with now is actually trying tole the up oh no no no no I created a comfort zone 85 years so com of the whole world already knows that I'm a tadic I'm doing it a little with humor here we're talking about even a real sadic not just the sadic seeking the real sad that's that's the sign of msah the sign of Messiah is that the not that the B lose his but thead loses his the to lose his to lose his his structur his comfort zone that's what cha is you can't do chva without that if you want to stay in your comfort zone there's no chuva but the sadic built up a a beautiful comfort zone we're not talking about a corrupt we're talking about aad who's accessing the flyer every day with thead made a beautiful he built up a beautiful a palace a mansion of of goodness of Holiness to burn that I get it I empathize with them I empathize with the sadic being resistant to let go of that to let go of that sear it's a nice sear instead of you have a crazy dysfunctional sear you got to burn everything get back to the and this is by the way the of people who from Bal they become and they forget what it means to be there's no when the person being the carbon PES says I need the par it's a different type of GLE because the moment that s becomes comfortable in M he's already not really connected the moment you become comfortable in the a rather than the it's a form of disconnection even though he's always connected that's his Beauty there's a flow but the you become comfortable in the concretization of the flow so there's no Dynamic connection with the source of Everything Is there is there everything is there the wick is there and it's a and it's a beautiful fire it's not a corrupt we're not talking about a corrupt fire we're talking about what that the's dysfunctionality caused them to go toos to go to to go to the says I'm not dysfunctional I'm a good guy I'm loving I'm normal I'm sane I like myself I like other people I love God I'm a good guy this he was created and what do you want and I'm I'm I'm also a source of inspiration when people want to see a normal person you understand and I'm saying this all in a genuine way I don't mean that the how gets up and makes this announcement after or after we're talking about an inner energy why are you breaking down that which was so good and holy and this is a very very deep experience and that's the of this is the of surr yeah the Ultimate Surrender the realas yeah there's a v that what of art it says in was a for 80 years and at the end he became a became a s so said after 80 years of serving in he became he finally said you know [Laughter] what you hear this is could you 80 years he was in and he came out that means god believes you're a good guy you can't there's no fake news in is not a website it's not some political party or some banquet and dinner huh is real stuff either you're in or out everybody who wasn't worthy they died in he came out 80 years what does that mean he didn't have a didn't have we can't even relate to it and what happened after 8 years what was his downfall he started to feel like a sadic he woke up in the morning and he said I'm here and that moment you become detached not detached in a grubber disgusting way we're not talking about that he didn't go afterwards to to to to s in in Tribeca in Gran Village he went back to Kash but it was a different it's the it's this it's the most subtle form of ego very good very good yeah the energy that's going to be what's Mia energy TR in every person and by the way if you haven't realized it's exactly what you're observing what does tra every person mean tra means even in the biggest sadic there has to be a complete complete transformation he has to be cracked open and here it's a deeper challenge because what are you cracking open you're cracking open a holy husk you're not cracking open a sick contaminated Clipper that I I understand has to be cracked open it's full of viruses and germs crack it open here you're cracking open something much Holier and that's why the resistance of the sad to mhia I'm telling you is unparalleled yeah obviously there's different levels there's different levels there's somebody who's not a real sadic but this here the is we're talking about a real Tad a real tadic means that in your own mind you're actually doing the right thing you're protecting God Almighty you're protecting God Almighty but but the the the the that he's talking about here the the he doesn't have huh you don't need to defend right just one second one second yeah hello I'm just the middle of a Shear yeah I'll call you in a few minutes okay so let's finish noart but but when when when the more mashia gets revealed we realize that the only real sadic is the sadic who knows that he needs to be AA yeah that's what we're realizing take a look in footnote 7 over there that the whole is based on this it's not about that it's not who's real it's it's a different it's not about figuring out who's real and let the also not become suddenly a that's another danger the says you know I'm the good guy because I'm so dysfunctional I'll teach everybody what CH is he becomes exactly sometimes the the most dangerous ffb is the guy who says I know everything I even know what it means to be aak ffb cuz I left it I know everything yeah and Y and and and Y and the goes through the goes on the four Exiles it says in me that represents the four Exiles that lead to G because just like and prepared for which is and what was revealed by the revealed part of the 63 mitz and all the because that's the Revelation that's connected to the Revelation that's connected to that's reveals the that's beyond the Divinity that's beyond contracts the that's beyond with there's no blemish and that's what CH that's what creates the whole CH so is essentially the of CH is the that's what he says so so carbon p is the carbon of of is the carbon of Tru and it's interesting is the only carbon that was done outside of theik to the point that the even wants to know why you calling a carbon the a carbon the only another carbon outside of the it's being a carbon outside once in history brought a carbon on and it was a special prophecy was aah to bring a carbon outside you weren't allow to do to you had to leave the only carbon in the world because that's the Hol of par it's outside it's not inside and the r says that there were there were nine cows the is going to be made by mashiah so what I'm quoting the r the expresses himself writing the 10th one he he should be revealed speedily he gets yeah was talking about this he said how's it coming to the it's nice to make but so he says this is also that was teaching you that when you mention the desire should be so strong and if you want something you have to that itself is I'll so what's the he says because this is the lead of to that's why that's why the med says it's the four Exiles and what's going to be revealed then by the main Revelation was nigla MIA is going to reveal mainly Rin the secrets of not just the secrets R the secrets within the secrets and this is rashash says I want a kiss of your mouth so Rashi says that is going to reveal the deepest secrets of clear this is the reason why this is the reason why told that to come the preparation for is the is the spread the dissemination of the Wellsprings of what's the connection why I'm going to come why when you want to understand the Mitzvah you have to look at the reward if is going to come from the it means that is m not a separate thing he tells the B if your Wellsprings get spread then I'll come why cuz that's what it means what does it means I'm going to come what it means I'm going to come is that there's going to be the real Gil of that's the same thing it's not a separate inion that is the G of the truth of will will be saturated in every cell of every person that is the Gil of that is the Gil of the and that's the which is but experience viscerally even in the animal Soul by taking it back to the through this will be revealed to every single Jew it won't be a few people you know the every single person will experience it but also among the on the YouTube today oh on YouTube yeah very [Laughter] good yeah that's very good very good it's not an after it's not St you're doing something nice I'll give you something in return that is the moment that is the of the and that's the of that's what the M says they're both God they're both and you have to say they're both God it's not like you're telling aad oh you never sinned like right that's not a Jewish idea this is God this is God but you have to know what's more God what's it's more God it's not a competition more means here you're touching a God that's deeper than this Godless you have to surrender everything why do you have to know that because if you're aad you have to know that that you're going to have to do TR so that's why you're car P you need to go with the par don't let go of the par the P needs the that's what the mag is trying to say he's not trying to make competitions between mitzvas and this is bigger and you're bigger and there two queens the two queens look identical in other words when you're looking at a sadic don't under underestimate you're talking about somebody who's channeling the flow that's the main Avo of a Jew if something happened you have and that's where the similarities are amazing but then you have to see that the PES ultimately needs the paruma he can't let go of the paruma like in the mush what's the mush of the escort what's the idea of the escort that the one Queen right will follow the second Queen until the last minute she'll she understands that she can't separate from her mean there comes a time she goes into her house but there can be a moment that you separate from her don't walk without her why not walk without her well the moment that sad divorces himself from energetically the moment that sad says I don't need to do CH I got this God I got this the moment you think you don't need par you don't need to burn down your SE that means you detached your SE from your SE became a trap instead of a flow and if your your form your structure becomes a trap instead of a flow now you need a whole new Tara now you need CH that's the issue you can build you can bring yes yes but yeah yeah but yeah yeah because some people are trying to come you know I've seen people a sheep on yeah yeah so the issue is like this that's many people say about carbon PES today that since meaning if most of the and most of you're allowed to bring a car it's a special so even without they say you could bring the carbon P there were attempts in history of people who wanted to bring a carbon PES even though there was no par yet and there's no h Huh is a whole exchange of it was a very it's a very big was really one of the brings no there was one of the who there's a whole he talks about it they were very big people already who felt you could bring a they needed permission though they needed permission and the ram holds that you could be Mak allbas without aikes you don't need to you have to know you have to you have to know the the the the the place of the and build but you don't need and if of you can have the and it's ker and you're allowed to do it because if you're tmy on your own then you have to wait for but so they tried to bring a now here's an interesting thing in terms of history for most of History wasn't relevant because Jews didn't have they didn't own it in 19 67 a month after PES the end of year they liberated the and so the next year it became a serious so I want to tell you something interesting the next year he usually he didn't Pas in things he wasn't he wasn't was not a but that he said that it seems to him that uh used to leave I think right yeah so he said of P if you're living within 15 kilometers of you have to leave you have to be because if not you have a of carb because it's under the government of Israel under the government of Israel this was a huge thing and ran who was one of the biggest he wrote a whole letter to the reab because he was and there's like an exchange of six seven amazing letters between them um yeah or not yeah or not yeah or not and uh so a lot of people p they would leave they p and also so they should be they wer in 1975 I saw there a letter from the re and he says that uh unfortunately my whole idea doesn't apply anymore because the government of Israel has made so many mistakes and they are now in such a ridiculous position that even if they want they can't bring the PES and the har they surrendered everything and therefore theion is not everybody could stay in so from it's very interesting but I'll don't need but a general need that's the idea always has to remain linked to the second Queen the moment he stops escorting her the moment the sadic looks at the Bala and says thank God I'm not you that's the so the depth in the med is mus is very profound because you would think the mus is a strange mush maybe maybe the is lower than the K PES because the K PES because the car PES is escorting it instead of saying the car is escorting it maybe say the other way the parum is escorting as escorting the carbon PES you could do it the other way around right say this queen is escorting this queen the first queen is the carbon PES the par escorts her and lets her go alone and then then then and then and then the par goes home but the says when we understand the of it it's very very clear the moment that sad Thea never thinks that he can be alone Thea never thinks he can go back to himself he knows that whatever he has on his own is all blemished so he always has to go back to the place of to the place of to place of complete B beyond the thead is the only one who actually made a beautiful world so thead could say I don't need you I'm good without you I should escort you I should I should I'm supposed to be your gab you're the b I'm the I should be your gab you should be my Gaba becomes you see it practically the B become I never see Bec [Laughter] so this mus the me is a very very deep mush that this queen escorts her home and says I will not let you walk alone wherever you are like your Yeshua never going to if mhua sees M he's going to go he's going to latch on to the Bala so to speak what's the idea that the sad always knows that I always need the I always need the I always need that moment that in is not you don't say that but energetically the knows that the moment you disassociate from the of CHA then you're not in flow anymore you create a trap you create a disassociation you disconnected the wires the moment you disconnected the wires it's not even and that's why the the needs is the one that constantly reveals this the of B okay everybody have a beautiful beautiful day can become yeah yeah yeah yeah the moment that sadic becomes comfortable in even though the whole of is the flow but the moment energetically you you you take that away from the source from it becomes it becomes an AAL and becomes an a you need a parad and that's the idea of another person wouldn't have become who are you know like the famous joke who thinks he's a nobody you know the joke yeah people on the garnished so y you know the the garbage collector saidar so the [Laughter] says to be a gardener you have to be a looked at himself and he said and that that moment that sits in him's last words were they say it say's last words was says so the once said why theic he says never has an issue with they always tell him you don't have a smell you don't have a taste the they tell him you smell horribly the you have a good taste a cook and says give a cook am I a good ESS or not especially if it's a good ESS one say from the said like this we only celebrate with right what why not the EST the lul the how become not only that it says in is not because they never wanted a situation that you shouldn't clap shinness on shabas so it's a the first day of could be on shabas you don't said like this that the reason the were chosen is because of each one has a quality of EST stays on the tree for a few years it endures all the climates L is Cap all the branches are connected to the spine had three three leaves three three Twigs come out from come out from One Source the bushes grow up together they're intertwined with each other they grow up in brotherhood like a tight tribe that's what it says so so it says Al says that these D men were chosen because we live in a physical world of egocentricity and wherever you seeus in the world it means there a Gil of so since in these you see so this is where they were chosen he say the only one who knows that energetically that he was chosen because of the thinks he was chosen because he has a and they think they were chosen because of their own identity knows the EMS so remains completely completely loyal to its true Essence he never gets confused the other ones can get confused so that's what you make clear so this same you understand that when thead starts forgetting this in thead so then uh he loses he loses he loses touch yeah it's not I hear but that's a prerequisite real truth yeah yeah yeah so comes before but once a person comes to the whole is also different so it says that sometimes as you go straight to and then from there you go to now you can't cut off the two tras but the question is do you have sometimes you start with TR and then from there you come back to mention in a certain sense maybe it helps you for a certain awareness that you could come back start I wasn't talking about that shortcut I'm not talking about a shortcut that people who don't know about healing call it a shortcut because they don't know I'm talking about a shortcut in in people's daily lives they think that they find a god they find some form of God they s from from healing and they attach to it and they don't realize that you need daily daily work the deception yeah that's what I was talking about you don't need that you need daily daily work of of working on yourself and challenging yourself and dealing with your coping mechanisms that's what I meant huh okay everybody have a beautiful day tomorrow is Tuesday so we have a sheer for women we're actually doing it in a new location if any one of your wives come the sheer for women is in a new location it's in the barn 84 Viola Road it's not going to be here anymore yeah it's a SCH over there 84 Viola Road 9:30 Tuesday and we will learn again on Thursday morning we'll do a p okay [Music]