Zohar - Parashat Pinchas - "Rectification of past life's" - Part 5 - Rabbi Alon Anava

[Music] so we're going to continue exactly where we left off we are in parashat pinchas page 213 a and we concluded with explaining what happens to a person that his soul he she comes to this world in an incarnation in a life and then the person leaves this world and has to come back again in another incarnation that's most of us very few people rarely they don't come back but just to very quickly recap so we can go to the next uh section we were explaining that when a person comes first time to this world then let's say assuming the person did not complete all the 613 meets voted there the person has to do then he will come back again to complete it now what happens is that when the person will get up in the resurrection of the dead there was one soul but body number one body number two body number three and so forth so which body gets resurrected the body that was most refined the body that most was busy with learning in torah and fulfilling them it's votes now what's going to happen to the next body the next bond is like a loner like uh you know a person has a car accident the the insurance company they give him a loan or a car for a week drive this until you get the other car your car so the second boat is the kelowna but since the body the second body did mitzvot then sparks from that body will come up in resurrection of the dead as part of this body and we gave an example with rab sheshet who was a great amore that he knew that he's an incarnation and he felt real bad for the body because he says this body is just like a vehicle he's not going to get any reward and he was sad for that but nevertheless when we're talking about the resurrection of the dead the soul will go to the body that was most refined and of course the next and third and fourth body and so forth a spark from that body will be attached to the new body and will also be resurrected and he's giving us here a reference where you if you want to go really and learn much more of it he sends us to parashat in the zorg and he says there's much more information there now we're going to continue if you want to follow page 213-8 the line starts with the ninan channina means we have learned what we have learned that is a complete sadiq will not get rejected and a sadiq that is not complete complete will get rejected now he's asking who's this complete sadiq that doesn't get rejected and from where from all it doesn't get rejected and who's the saddik that is not complete that gets rejected and from where who is who is this referring to saying in other words if you tell me that it's a dick that is completed who me should shalem be holy enough that he's a hundred percent perfect in his actions and sadiq that is not uh perfect is the one that is not perfect in his actions that is not possible sadiq if a person is not perfect in his actions how can you call him you understand now the big question if you're telling me it's a digamoo is the one that his actions are perfect no sins i get i understand but sadiq a righteous individual that is actions are not perfect so how can it be called the sadiq now he's saying it in uh uh wondering like what how can a person if you're telling me now his actions are not perfect oh can you call him a sadiq and not the benoni what the bellatania says this is a very high level combination whatever so now he answers we know that when it says means finish complete full who is it referring to akimin that he did not take what's called a gilgal an incarnation that is crooked what does it mean crooked saying in other words that he didn't have to come back again in a life because he messed something up in a previous incarnation that's us we came back here because we messed up something in the previous life so we had to come back here atsadi gamu is that he had to come back here not because he messed something up either here because he has to do more or for whatever any other reasons look at a nice twist what he's saying about sadigamu now not only that he didn't mess up in the previous life he finished and completed and concluded what he needed to do in the previous life now he came to do something else and not only that that in his uh nakhalato and in inheritance in what he did saying in other words he built a body that is like a uh a building in the previous life in the first life in his actions he built a body i was saying in other words like building a building how did he build the building by fulfilling the torah and the mitzvot saying in other words he came with a clean soul built a body by fulfilling them by the way happens by the way that a person can get the wrong soul i'm not going to elaborate on this now i'm just going to throw to you something interesting in the morning when you wake up what do we say from one of the blessings that we say we say for uh that you uh [Music] we say uh 18 blessings and we say thank you they didn't make me a woman and the women say sunny kills to know that you made me his will i always wondered like listen is it that bad to be a woman that i have to bless hashem i mean i'm very happy with with my own gender some people have a issue with that but really what happens is and i'm not going to elaborate on this now when you leave your body you can get the wrong soul back in the morning by the way and if shalom the person did certain sins he can get a female soul so when you get your soul back you say that i didn't get the wrong soul a female soul now how is that about that i'm not going to elaborate now because it will sidetrack us from the class if you want later on i will explain to you but it only happens to men so women say no thank you for just measuring me how you made me but this can only happen to a man that has shalom with the sin he can the soul can get switched and he gets the wrong soul and that can also be coming for one day and then leaving and then the right soul comes back so that's why when you wake up in the morning thank you thank you so much for giving me back my soul and not making me cuckoo so nevertheless so when he's talking about this sadiq that came and built a solid building with his actions then this the right soul comes to the right body and this is a big merit by the way because many people the wrong soul comes in the body and then starts all sorts of mental and emotional issues and also the problems so this is when it's talking about this siddiq and not only that that when a person with his actions uh he's using the word atkin atkin means to correct or to fix but it's also to means to build and to establish very strong walls of his soul what are these walls shahem sodor we do have a secret that we have around our soul these surrounding lights it's called the hot maki film surrounding lights you can call it aura you can call it that cell you can call it many different ways again i don't want to elaborate on that but nevertheless we do have what's called ort makithim these surrounding lights that are like uh walls to surround our soul the hearts of beering and not only that with the action we're talking about this sadiq with his actions he built his walls what else did he do this today he uh like when you're going into a mine you chisel the the rocks but you chisel he says whales saying in other words what does he mean saying in other words that he was able to elevate his soul from the lower well to the higher will which is referring to the spiral and what else did this person do when we with his hard work he planted trees what are these trees that he planted saying in other words that he created unity between the two names of hashem youth this is the unity that you're doing between the female and the male part of this as we say that he created unity in the so to see the gardens of the worlds above and this is a person that corrected or rectified the soul in the first shot when he came to this world okay so this is a sedigamo when it's referring to asadigamu a person that didn't mess up in this world do you know any of them probably not too many next aval sedikshi nogamo now why are you telling me it's addiction doesn't make sense even the term at sadiq a righteous individual but is not completed so what do you mean it means he has sins how is he sadiq hainu what does it mean that he built the same building like the tadik but in a different place saying in other words what he fulfilled the torah name it's vote but with the wrong soul the soul didn't belong to that body the soul belonged to a different body that the soul instead of working in the original body it worked in a new body the gamba gigula kodem in the previous incarnation it was a very lofty soul it behaved in the very khasidha way as they say hasid is not necessarily somebody with a shrimp a long period that lives in borough park hasid means mission that does beyond the letter of the law is like a very high level observant individual but he came back to the world because something minor here is talking about something minor not us that came back here because we damaged everything in our path talking about sadiq and one little boo boo as they say and he had to come back again he did also the exact same thing he dug wells but this time he was able to elevate his soul it was called sodaman with this elevating energy to the sphere of malhot as we mentioned which he also he plowed the field what does it mean plow on the field that he was able to rectify his soul correctly when i'm saying he this is also a she i'm just saying the word he is fixed and correct and rectified the foundation stones as it did in the beginning saying in other words that the second body was able to rectify the soul that fell into their body so what are we looking at here the soul that was in body number one went back to the heavens missed one little thing they said okay no problem no harm done go back again to the world but you have to get a loner body this body will just help you to rectify the soul exactly what he needs to do and the person really worked hard in that body to correct the soul to correct i mean to do a tikkun to do a rectification but with all that villa yada ishtara but nevertheless he didn't know if the soul will stay in that body saying in other words if in triathlon the resurrection of the dead is going to happen very soon if that soul will go back to this body or to the original body maybe the kun the main rectification was it was in the first body so the soul will go to body number one the goof shining well what's going to happen with body number two it will come back with a very little spark from the main part of the soul saying in other words so when we're looking at the soul itself it's considered it's a dick because he was able to rectify when in the second incarnation he was able to fulfill his tikkun vasakbatoravam the body didn't finish a hundred percent of the body doesn't know if the soul will be stayed there or not he can rob any maybe in the previous incarnation he corrected and rectified most of the issues that he needed the soul will go back to the first body so just to uh simplify what he was saying here atsadigamo came to body number one did the tikkun went up that's it sadigamu no problems sedikshen ogamu body number one let's say just for the sake of the example did good missing one percent so the soul comes to body number two but he's not a wicked individual it's a dick he did everything good just one thing he didn't do goes into body number two body number two also does everything according to the book and then he leaves so he still called it sadiq he just didn't finish logamu and ogamu he didn't finish in the first life he took him second round he had to do it in the second chance but he's still it's a league he didn't do anything bad now the question is to which soul the body will go body number one or body number two we don't know but there are very good chance it will go to body number one because body number one was the one who did most of the tikkun so that's why he's comparing between these now he says something else this also resembles another thing a person that built a beautiful building istak will be a soda but he looked in the foundation of the building and he saw that the foundation is not only sunk into the ground but it's all the foundation is crooked from all sides the the building is beautiful the foundation is all crooked and of course it's not complete till what does he do he breaks the entire building kill the foundation why in order to build it the right way this is kind of like you buy a house look at the house wow beautiful after you sign the contract boom there oh plumbing explodes foundation comes to the ground termites the walls everything is okay okay this is a piece of junk tears the whole thing apart till the foundation now let's build it again what what do we find from here is when he's looking at the building that he build he finds that it's all nice and good but mesitra the soda bishwayakim when he's looking at the external part it looks good but when you're looking at the foundation it's all bad crooked broken into pieces and because of that la icle vada shelly then you can call this individual that his action is perfect it's not a perfect action but you schmear the the outside that's what landlords do in most cases they paint it oh look and make it look nice and then okay okay it looks fine and then the inside is all rotten and broken down same thing here la ikris binyan this is not considered or can be called a perfect building now again i'm saying the word building because i'm translating it exactly from what he says is a building but binyan can also be a translated from the root bana meaning something that you build doesn't have to be a building you can build a business for 50 years in hebrew you this will be called the binyan now again the translation of the word binyan is a building but i can build a building a business for 50 years this will be called binyan binyan what i built my entire life is that a building no it's a business so but nevertheless what is it built on is it built on strong foundation or you cheated everybody and you made money in a business based on lies corruption deception that's a rotten building they didn't build anything he just lied for 50 years so he's using the word building so don't get hooked on a physical building rather something that you did a person can be doing it in a spiritual way a person can be a great rabbi that for 50 years years build a beautiful shoe and a yeshiva and a community and such good things this is the building of his life is there a building there no it's his actions so you either build it with a good foundation and then the building is the right building or you're building with crooked foundations and then the external part you can make look good but the inside is all broken into pieces now if you build it all crooked this is not considered a complete building rather this is called a broken down building that you painted it and it makes it look good but you can either do it the right way and the building is beautiful you do it the wrong way anyone might be just beautiful from the outside but many cases the outside is very very beautiful im called a person can come to this world and pretend that he's building a beautiful building and on the eye of the beholder he would look like the person is very observant comes to praise three times a day and gives charity and does a lot of things and on the outside everybody says what a beautiful building and in his in his uh uh funeral you know what they're gonna say what a eulogy he was so great and blah blah blah blah and everything was one big hoax the external part looked very nice but really all behind was theft and the corruption and and and many other bad things now what happens is the building might look good but the soul is all flimsy now what happens is how what's going to happen to this type of person what's going to happen to the soul maybe we don't know where the soul is going to go to because the person damaged in that time and the soul can go back to now we don't know to which body this soul is going to go to so here is comparing it to he took two options sadigamo dictionagamow a complete saudi canada not complete sadiq how did he explain that very simple complete sets addict did it in one shot no no messing up complete it's addiction a tadic that is not complete had to come in two rounds but here is coming and saying you know what it looks like it looks like us a person that can come down to the world pretend like everything looks good but really the foundation is all rotten and broken into pieces now where would the soul go to in this situation which body maybe you have to go back to the first body but can you call this person assadic probably not now so he concludes according to that what happens if a person did a rectification to his soul in the first gilgul aimcourse with all this sadiq if a person completed the entire tikkun that he was supposed to do in the first body can you call him a sadiq that is not completed hagam she had said digby but he was also sadiq in the second incarnation why do you call him in the first one chino not completed and he would be rejected how can he be rejected because maybe the soul will go back to the original body so in the second body not the whole soul comes back a spark of the soul comes back and by the way that's us our entire nishamah is not here a spark of the neshama is here because the kalosh baku is also kind he says i'm not going to let you mess up what you did good in previous lives so it's kind of hidden in some type of a vault most of us are operating on a nitsats neshama on a spark of the neshama that's why we're very easily manipulated by the etc because we don't have the power of the neshama if you had the power of the neshama then you wouldn't be manipulated so easily not only that then we're also not operating in such a high level so you learn torah nothing penetrates it's not only the problem of the head the soul is uh not functioning right but nevertheless now how do we know which body it goes to velda and this and this he explains bevala this is a quoting a verse from the book of khawakok chapter 1 verse 13 that it says when the wicked person gets swallowed sadiq then maybe that person has a potential of a sadiq so sages said in fact it avoids interacted page seven sadiq that sadiq he swallows so so to say from the rasha sadiq if the sardic is not complete he can be affected by the russia by the wicked one but sadiq a person who is a complete sadiq cannot be affected so now we have a separation between the two kim sadiq sadiq that is a complete sadiq cannot accept any anything from the evil sadiq can accept these are us the same thing when it comes to yes there's a separation as a difference between which soul comes back to which body why is that it's important to us to know because theoretically or hypothetically in the beginning in our first incarnation we were like at sadiq but we did not complete what we were supposed to we came back now we were receptive for evil now that sadiq now that sadik is affected by the wicked person and now it's affecting the individual that he has the potential but he's already affected with evil and that's most of us that we got affected by a lot of evil and negativity here we're going to leave it alone we're going to continue to more and more elaborate on really what's going on to kind of uh to kind of explain what we were talking now we're kind of going to leave it in the air but really what we want to summarize today is the the order of what goes within a shema and in why is that important to know to understand that we are all here for the third fourth fifth fiftieth time a 100th time so not only that i need to complete what i didn't do now i'm also lagging with me a bunch of junk from previous incarnations so it will affect me it will affect me in many different ways that i don't understand sometimes sometimes i do chuva i learn to write pray three times a day i say sorry to everybody i really work on my juva and all i get is slaps across the face can't do business can't find my other half shalom can make ends meet i don't understand what is the shame one for me so in some cases it can be a result of my own actions sometimes it's a it's an effect from a previous life now the main reason why we're learning that because you want to make sure that you're paying your dues you want to make sure that you're not messing it up this time you want to make sure that you pinpoint or you target what i missed in the previous life so i can fix it now not now then when am i going to do it so i need to kind of focus on what is a result of my actions as my action will cause a reaction and sometimes it's nothing to do with my actions has to do with the previous life and the way to know it is first of all to learn and to be aware but one of the ways to know it the result is is when you say kriya mala mita be with the right intention look what it says in the beginning when we say a certain little prayer so right i am hereby forgiving any person that did anything wrong to me whether it was my body my soul ben begins whether it was in this incarnation whether it was in a previous incarnation when a person is able to forgive do i do i know who i need to forgive from a previous incarnation i don't but when i come one step forward and i say to hashem i forgive any person that i need to forgive from a previous incarnation as a result because okay i'll show you what you need to do i will show you what you need to do at econ for but you have to be humble you have to be receptive you have to understand that there's a very good chance that you owe some people some apologies from a previous incarnation so hashem is going to turn things around that he will put you in a situation that you don't understand why do i have to deal with this situation right now because maybe you owe that person something from a previous life don't be so hard-headed to be like i don't want to deal with this individual right now maybe you're now doing a tikkun a rectification so i will end with a quick story to emphasize really how it works there's a famous story that happened here in spat probably about 450 plus years ago there was a very rich man the rich man had a beautiful young daughter couldn't find for her husband doesn't matter how much money he had couldn't find the husband finally after many years she finds the husband she brings the husband to the father a pale skinny guy that learns torah all day long and you know they didn't have light so much all day long learning torah father says that's what you're bringing me i need some sharp businessman that will take over the business okay no whatever that's the choice of your heart fine as long as you get married comes the day of the wedding he comes to the young man on the day of the wedding and gives him a huge sum of money and he tells the young man this is half of my net worth i'm giving it to you i know you're going to be sitting and learning all day long you're not going to provide to my daughter so i'm giving you half of my fortune so you can support my daughter not bad for a father-in-law huh okay they get married a few weeks pass boom the collab the bride dies the father comes to the groom and tells him give it back give him back the money room says no no i'm giving you back the money it's my money father says no i gave you the money to support my daughter the daughter is gone give me back the money no okay they like two good jews they go to the beginning to the jewish court who's the head of the big dean they bet yourself joseph they walk in he examines the the the the court the case and he gives up sagdin the father needs to get the money back according to allah yeah the father is happy the son-in-law that the the groom says no no i'm not happy with this sagdin you're not happy with the sagdin what do you think you are i want to talk to the rizal to rabbi it's a gloria what do you think he's your friend no i want to talk to him okay so they go talk to the rizal now that rizal as we know had a very high level of college he had attached to him a mageed mageed means a little angel that sits next to him and whispers in his ear everything he knows he knows it before it happens these two men are coming into his room before they even open their mouth that is already know exactly what's going on and he tells them the groom should keep the money the father is like what the the debate the paid deen that told me i get the money the result says you want to listen to me you came to me let him keep the money but why the result says listen he tells the father he tells him you and your daughter and this young man are all in incarnation you all lived in the previous life and you all three of you were partners you and your daughter cheated him out of his portion now you all came back in an incarnation for you to pay him back now here's the opportunity to pay him back the debt from a previous life now you can take the money according to what debate didn't told you but you know what's going to happen your daughter is not going to go into granada and she's going to come back here again both of you are going to come back here again till you're paying back the money so you can save this merry-go-round give him back the money finish with it your daughter will reach a tikkun a rectification she'll go to gangnam you'll finish your life and hopefully you'll raise your tikkun but get rid of it now and of course the money stayed for the young men hopefully they reach the tikkun so this is one story out of many how a group of people will come back here together and you don't even know why i have to now be in some type of a transaction with you maybe i stole something from you a thousand years ago maybe i betrayed it maybe i did something and you know who mixes everything around therefore sages tell us abilities accept the hardship we love and every situation you have don't be so quick to judge and quick to anger this must be some tikkun here it could mean some time of rectification between me and you and me and you especially if there's some type of a disagreement or something must be something cool now if you operate with what's called kat no tamakin the very narrow way of looking at things you think that i'm attacking you you think that i'm slandering you on and bad mouthing you're around town if you operate with what's called god luther this is a broad horizon that you see things in a different angle you understand that you and me we have something to work out together maybe now you are now coming to embarrass me slander me me and heard me maybe it was the other way around shut up maybe now you're doing a tikkun rectification by being quiet and accepting the dean and not saying anything they're not going and looking for revenge master shalom or something worse now how do you know this we don't have the result to tell you but if you humble yourself in front of hashem and you make yourself clean hashem will guide your hashem will tell you what needs to be done you'll get your message you'll get your hands you'll get everything clear but that's when the windshield is clear when the windshield is clear you see very clear through when the engine is not clear when it's pouring rain even with the wipers you don't see what's in front of you that's the problem with most people that the the screen on the eyes is so dirty you don't even see what's in front of you i'm coming to help you you think i'm your enemy i'm coming to help you do a tikkun and you think that i'm coming to bring you down not me and you i'm just saying verbally so we have to be very smart how we perceiving things to understand we have a very long response to pay a very big bill make sure you're paying the bill right now don't be quick to judge don't be quick to anger be very receptive to what hashem is giving you needless to say refine yourself as much as you can that you can see what's in front of you what hashem is telling you telling you in other words i'm doing doing kindness with you do this because we're all second-hand souls not the second hand but we came here we might be here even for a hundred times i don't know many times it can be even thousands and not always it's the entire shaman it can be part of the nishama sometimes there's an emphasis sometimes the work we don't even know we can't even start even knowing but nevertheless we want to learn that so i can have some type of understanding that i'm not here as a tourist every moment here is an opportunity to do something you don't even know what how when and who just bow down to the kadosh but he will guide you he will take you exactly where you need to go and if you're worthy you will also see wow is it cool wow i can't believe what i think what a rectification i just did with so-and-so and with this person everything is an opportunity and needless to say time is of the essence because mashiach is coming you're gonna clean the the the junkyard as fast as you can because you don't know how long you're gonna have to clean all this junk that you're accumulating and this other shin machine should make us very successful [Music] [Applause] [Music] you