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Can everyone please take their seats? Re
Weinberger is waiting for everyone to
please take their seats and to join us.
Have a final drink. Come take a seat.
Please take your seats. Please join us.
Fill up the seats. They're filling up
quickly. And we're going to be starting
in one minute when everyone's seated.
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seconds. Can everyone please be seated
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seated.
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Rabbi Schllo Catz. Please give him a
huge round of applause.
Please give a big round of applause for
Rabbi Do Pinson.
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please be seated.
For thousands of years, whispers of
hidden wisdom have reverberated through
our people. Secrets said to hold the
keys to creation itself.
So I traveled all over the world to ask
the same 18 questions to 40 different
mystics. What is God? How would you
describe this phenomena, this entity?
>> Mosha Weinberger. I don't think we view
anyone as being the same.
>> If God is really infinite, he could have
figured out a better way. Don't you
think?
>> Ultimately, they were all addressing one
question. What is Jewish mysticism?
>> So, what is Jewish mysticism?
>> I don't know. It's mystical. [laughter]
>> [cheering]
>> Such an incredible to be here with the
incredible summer family. Give it up for
summer for this incredible incredible
evening.
We're very lucky to know that Eton cats,
the word Eton is the same, the same
letters as Tanya. And he unfortunately
was on the plane ready to come here and
wasn't able to be here. But there's
another incredible cats which has the
same letters as Moshel Hashem that a
kadesh bar controls the entire world.
And it's so special to have our dear
friend Rabbi Schlomma Catz here leading
tonight.
It's amazing to have with us all the way
from America teaching Torah around the
world. Author of over 60 different books
going to be bringing with us tonight
teaching us Torah. Please give it up for
Rabbi Dove Bear Pinson
[cheering]
and of course Moreno Rabeno. For so many
of us, it's so special to have
Rabbi Moshe Weinberger. Please give him
a huge round of applause.
What's going to happen this evening is
we're going to be transported in time
and space. We ask you to please put your
phones on to airplane mode and to really
be here on this journey together because
we can create something magical here
tonight. There's a very dear friend of
ours for the four of us on stage and for
many of us in the audience. Our dear
friend Michael Englander was not able to
be with us and moments ago his auntie
who's the matriarch of his family passed
away just a few moments ago and
therefore we're dedicating this evening
to her rifel
yenta heralyia
the parish we find oursel is one moment
one moment where we see one of the four
episodes in the entire Torah
of the Shaet
of what Iben Kaspi describes the zigzag
note talks about this place that goes
back and forth what Rabbi Sax describes
as the music of ambivalence
and we see it on the word vyen that Rebi
has shared so many shirum about that
sadik
is being seduced he's in the lowest of
the lows after coming from the highest
of the eyes. He's been thrown into a
pit. He's being sold into slavery. And
he's in a palace with Potterer's wife.
And she seduces him. And he then says,
"The Gumaran S goes into a different
space. He goes to a different place. He
has a vision of his father. He has a
vision of the breastplate of the coin."
God says the Garin Saut. And they ask
him, "Is it true that your stone on the
breastplate shouldn't be there from one
mistake?"
And of course vyen he refuses and Jewish
history changes at that moment for all
of us and an inspirational opportunity
for every single one of us everywhere we
are in our lives. But one thing I was
thinking about is how can you be in this
place and somehow be thinking about the
breastplate of the coin gut? How does he
transport himself to there? And of
course his father
was had such a phenomenal influence on
him.
But there is such a strength of
character to be able to stop wherever
you are in this physicality and to go
to go into the inner chamber and to be
able to have this vision of the coin.
We're going to be going out of this room
after this evening and we're going into
the rest of the world. And what I want
to invite every single person to take
upon themselves right now and every
single person here to realize is that
wherever you are physically is not where
you need to be in the panemas. It's not
where you need to be spiritually.
Ra Mosha Weinberger gave a shir two
weeks ago to the sheer fellows and he
talked about how he found Rabi Shimon
and he talked about going into the going
into this chamber and going into the
space where it's completely different no
matter what's going on around the world.
You are in that place right now. Over
the next hour or two, we have the
capacity to go so deep, to reach so
high. mama shake the heavens and through
that we can literally have an impact not
just on our own is shamas not just our
children grandchildren great
grandchildren but all of to have 2,000
people in a room learning Torah together
to have 2,000 people in the room singing
together this is the opportunity and I
ask you to take a moment tonight when
we're hearing the incredible Torah when
we're sitting in beautiful nigunim when
we're holding hands and dancing together
to go into the idra to go into the inner
chamber to take a still frame in your
mind of this moment and to carry it with
you every single step of your life. This
is where the magic is born. This is
where these incredible things are
created on the yardite of the mugget of
mezzich on the day that the alterba was
liberated and also utis 5786 this year
can be monumental for all of Israel.
We're going to watch a short idea about
what premier is. But before we do
anything else, we need to be making
ourselves
is going to be leading us in a niggon.
And at that time, go deep like
hold on despite the music of ambivalence
despite any shallot that when there's
downs, there's also ups and we're
yearning to the highest of the high.
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[cheering]
Please be seated
for the main event of the evening.
To be able to hear words of Torah
from rebers of the stature is like being
able to connect Mameish to Hari. If we
can only tap in after that incredible
singing and dancing. This is the moment
to sit down to open your heart to open
in a shama and to welcome
one of the most incredible teachers
Mashim and of our generation the Mara
Astra and founding Ravish Kodesh. Please
put your hands together for Arav Mosha
Weinberg.
many many wonderful here.
I want to wish each and each and every
one of you a good
a year
Thank you.
It's filled with the iris of Tyius of
Tyra.
I want to thank my dear friend Benji and
Michael couldn't be here
from Sher
dear friend of Dar of Schlommo
to thank the who's playing
people playing over here behind me
somewhere
to thank everybody
and I also want to thank Rean.
was so heartbroken that he couldn't make
it. Plane didn't take off
and his voice is so sweet and so
beautiful but it's not loud enough to be
heard all the way from there.
It's so special that is here with us.
The truth is that the truth is that
is a bond and he could also he could
also for speak to you. You don't need to
hear from me. No bear is here.
But to share a few words.
The Reb
in a number of places wrote about this
day.
He spoke about in a number of letters.
And in one place the he used was
He didn't say we all know that when
Alrebi left
was freed from prison. We know the world
was no longer the same world before
Peterberg and after Peterberg.
Not just in the way that alterbies see
this but
when left he took with him
and Mrs.
Sadikim
they all left together with him. But the
Reb was careful to say in this
particular place
the same way that
other explain
we're going to be saying soon.
Isman
that whatever was
on this day
is opening up
today now tonight
when we just look around and see what's
going
I said this last year and last year
wasn't half the size of the sea that's
here now
and next year we should be to be with
you with Mashia
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and we see this is happening what S is I
want to thank my and all the
unbelievable people from S
All the people work so hard. It's not
just today, this whole week and
throughout this whole time
to try to somehow
address this, this thirst
that we're all feeling that is feeling.
You know there was a mitzvah
and for his mitzvah before his mitzvah
he went
to have with the
can you imagine what kind of you have to
make to be alone with the
and he fasted he was a child boy. He
fasted three days
to prepare to come into the saddak.
And when he came into the saddak, he was
standing there shaking
and it was dark in the room. And the
seam sadic had on his table some
candalabra, some candles on his table.
Otherwise, it was dark.
And the boy was standing there shaking.
And the stood up and he took the candles
and he walked over the candles and he
held the candles in the face of the
child.
man's face.
And he gave him the following.
I want each and every one of us to hear
this. It's for us now.
He said to him, you correct me if I'm
wrong. You know, I'm sure all the
stories I might be saying it wrong, but
the way I heard it is that he said to
him,
You should have long days and long
years.
You should have Jewish days
and night.
Jewish days.
as possible.
You should be strong
days.
So when the when the started
after right after Muhamm started
terroris
two years ago.
So there was a a kinos in our
neighborhood in the five towns.
All the shs came together
in the young Israel. They all came
together in the largest sh there in the
neighborhood
and I was asked to talk a little bit
and At the time everybody here remembers
there was such a p
such a sadness such a p
and
I began
that night
with the beginning
the gracious
such a darkness.
Such confusion.
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Finally,
said there should be light.
And it said in the name of the
very beginning of the Torah is a
the very beginning of the Torah is a
for any Jew who has found himself in his
or her own life
in a state of
when she finds herself as we did.
But she finds herself
in a world and still in certain ways
it's even darker.
Elohim,
I'm begging you.
I can't stand the darkness anymore.
I'm begging you are that there should be
light
screaming and begging and crying
for light.
So, so the says by he or
by he or
so let's try
to imagine ourselves
this night of life
the time of the gula of the alterbi
which m of course is the gula of the
bashes and foresh
and for the for all
to try to imagine
that
standing in front of me and you and
we're shaking. We're like that little
boy, a little miter in the room, in the
darkness of that room.
And that is looking at us in the eyes
and alter is looking at us in the eyes
is looking at us in the eyes and saying
to us
live Jewish lives, Jewish lives.
But what we're seeing now, especially
before Mashia comes,
that a Jewish life is so sweet and so
beautiful. But there's something else
that's needed before Mashia comes. It's
called
We need to understand what does that
mean?
What does it means?
And to add a little a little bit of a
breast of a a little bit of a breast of
a sugar to this one
of
writes that the words
that you can guess what that is is what
is
that if a person is able to connect as
we're trying to before Mashia comes
what's happening is this room this whole
room this whole building this whole this
whole event this whole week this whole
world is now screaming
is crying out
we're asking you for light and And the
light is the light. The light of the
kadish, the holy, the light of the seven
days of creation, the light of
the
many times in the
spoke about obviously the connection
between
it's going to be in a few days about
and and
the Rambam lotion by Khan
because Khan is the man that the was
holding even though it wasn't but it's
the light that the was holding
the Rambam's lotion by is extraordinary
the Rambam writes
We see this that the mitzvah of is dear
to us. It's beloved.
It came at the time the B shihan
is what we're holding on to is the end
before Mashia comes the light of
yet we see that the ra's is
so what's the
I explained this in sh many years ago
the of the mitzv
Because you know the swam tell us this
the talk about this a lot that every
mitzvah of the mitzvah corresponds to a
different part of who we are to the
eyes the ears
and the
every mitzvah I say
corresponds to a different part of us
but the tell us
that when it comes The
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meaning that the is not at the
but
is
whereas all the other mitzvah I say I
say correspond to different parts of us
pieces of does.
But the
the
is the
why.
Now everybody here also knows
that the Yeshua asks and others talk
about this. This is a big
that everybody knows that it really
wasn't even necessary to find the wasn't
necessary to find that oil
because of the
so asks what's the whole of this why was
it necessary
why was it necessary to have this
miracle of the
which is the miracle of which is the
miracle of
why was it necessary
We didn't have to wait. We could have
lit the kahan could have taken care of
it without waiting for the sh to be
prepared. We didn't need the n of
speak about
very very simply put
the best way that I've been able to
share this with is by telling the story
of a little bit of a story about my
father.
Now there are many here that knew my
father.
One of the sitting over there has
actually a son that's named after my
father. Was the first the first boy that
was named after my father. The first boy
the first boy was named after my father.
And my father
my father
was a Hungarian Jew, a survivor of
Matau. I'm sure you heard of that place.
And
there's a story that I share with.
So I can't hold up a in front of a boy's
face. I'd probably get arrested for
doing something like that. And I and I
don't have the words nor do I have the
the toenail of the
to give over that
like I shared with you last year when
gave me when he shook his arm at me. He
didn't say the words but I'm still
feeling it.
But what I do with the boys and is the
following.
Since my father was nifa,
I take out my father's film
and I unwrap them and I show them to the
sub boy who until that point when I was
saying some was trying to be polite but
when he sees this old pair of film and I
show him that the bag the film bag says
on it the the date the t says 19 1936
a very old and beaten talis tenburg and
I tell them the following now listen I'm
sure many of you know this story and he
got around while my father was alive I
was careful not to tell this because my
father it would get back to him and be
very upset with me and I hope that he's
my now because I'm trying to
be
I hope he's okay with
that my father when it was time for me
to put on film the first time. So I had
a brand new pair of film that we bought
in Williamsburg from a famous cipher
baron poll
and I was all excited to go to Shul to
put on film for the first time a month
before
and
my father took out his film.
Now we were going to go to Shul
together. My father got his film and he
told me, "I want you to put on my film
first."
And I was not pleased with that. I
didn't understand. Why should I put on
an old pair of film? I have my beautiful
fresh
film. Why should I put on an old paired
film?
That's I live in Baze. I'm a lefty.
I said to my father, "Daddy, I'm a
lefty." My father said, "You're also not
13. Just do what I tell you.
Just put on put on on your left arm.
It's okay.
I put the filling on and show you how to
sh.
And the only a few times I can count
really just on maybe three four fingers
that my father I ever saw my father get
very worked up, very emotional.
And I had never seen him like this. It
was only son putting on film.
And I and my father told me say and I
said
and then my father told me the
following.
He said to me that
when it came time
for me to part from my father meaning my
grandfather who I'm named after.
So
the young men who were able to
go to the army of slave labor
were being taken on a train. In the end,
most of them ended up in concentration
camp. They were being taken on a train
and the the parents and the grandparents
a short time later were taken to Awitz
and my grandfather went with my father
to the station. They were allowed to go
and take him to the station.
And my grandfather
that my grandfather told my father
that this is the last time we're going
to see each other in this world.
And my father said, my father told this
while I'm sitting there with his filling
on. My father said to his father,
"Why are you saying that?" As we heard,
the Americans are not far. The Russians
are not far. The war is going to be
ending. But my grandfather just said,
"We're not going to see each other in
this world. But you make sure that not
to miss one day of film. No matter what
happens to you, don't miss a day of
film.
And we'll see each other when you're
120." That was the last time my father
saw his father.
And to this day,
we don't know how my father wore those
till in concentration camp. It was the
museum not far from here that wanted to
buy the film many years ago. They heard
about the M house and film because not
only did my father put on these til
which was a risk if you were caught with
film they would kill you on the spot but
there were hundreds and hundreds of Jews
who would take turns waiting to put on
these tma and not to get caught not to
get killed.
So, I'm listening to this
and my father said to me
that I was wearing the film every day in
concentration camp. Again, we don't know
how he did that. And I we asked many
times and he said,
"A Jew has to find a way." He found a
way. My father said
that it was not long before the
liberation
that
It was after a terrible day of of terri
backbreaking slave labor
which was a nice to survive each day and
they were lying there on the planks in
the bunk. And all of a sudden, very late
in the night, the Germans come in to the
bunk screaming and yelling and hitting
them with dogs and telling to undress,
undress fast, undress, undress. My
father thought they were that was it.
They were finished.
[clears throat]
He didn't know what to do with this film
if they see the film.
So, he didn't know if they're going to
kill him right now or later. But he was
So, he took off his and he wrapped the t
outside
and they were hitting them to go
outside.
And when they came outside, my father
said there was a huge pit
and there was a fire coming out from
this pit and there was some sort of a
bulldozer there and all the Jews had to
throw their things onto the floor and
the bulldozer was pushing everything
into the fire because the Germans wanted
to disinfect that place because the Jews
were covered with lice. Everything was
filled with lice. And the Germans, the
makim were afraid to catch to get sick.
So they weren't killing the Jews yet.
These Jews in the bunk. They were taking
them away to spray them somewhere to
spritz them with some disinfectant. But
all of the all of their schmatas were
being burned and the entire bunk was
burned down.
So my father said to me when I'm sitting
there with his filling on that month
before my bissas my father said to me at
that moment
I felt that this is the end
until now I felt that hashem was with me
because I heard my father saying to me
put on till every day and hashem will
watch over you and you'll survive
and how could it be that after all that
I've been through and I kept the film
that now finally finally I'm not going
to have them anymore. My father told me
that he didn't know what to do and he
felt that he was finished. It was time
for yush.
So he wrapped them up inside of the
schmatas and he was naked and he put
them on the ground there with everything
else and then they were hitting them and
they went someplace for a while
and they they spritzed them with this
chemicals
and then they brought them back to some
new bunk and they gave them new some new
pajamas or something, some new filthy
schmatas.
My father said they were passing the
fire and every single thing was in the
fire except he saw that on the edge of
the fire was the bag of his t
and
he told me he doesn't know because he
wrapped the t into the pajamas and
everything of the Germans are very very
big madak kim nothing is left behind by
them and the til was sitting there my
father looked you know a lot of lot
people there and my father went and he
grabbed the and he put it and he and he
was wearing these film till around 30
years ago when the ICS couldn't stay
anymore the film that's different story
my father told me this story when it
came time for me to put on film
and he didn't tell me the words
he didn't tell me those words
but I saw it in his eyes
Because what the was saying
to
and what is happening right now in this
room and in the world
and what happened by it's all one thing
it's one it's one
and what is that
by the time of the Ivanim when Khan
happened
it was very the end
was very
and for years they couldn't go in. They
would slumber him in the
so we can't even imagine
how we felt at that time
how we felt
the the
and the because there's worse in the
world.
I was yesterday I was walking in Sharm
and there was a Yid that that called out
to me. I didn't know who he was. A
beautiful sweet
and he saw that I was a little bit fabl
asked me if he could help. He knew my
name. He said he heard some sh for me.
was American
and he he asked me for could we talk a
little bit and really I just wanted
directions
but he also wanted directions.
So he asked me could we talk a little
bit and we walked the whole way. I I
forgot about the thing I had to get but
he was telling me he he he's about some
of the service he's been through and he
he doesn't know if he believes anymore
in their
guy with long beard and payers. He
doesn't know if he believes. He says I
have such fake amuna it's hard for me to
say a word in ding.
So we felt that way as a people
and in a certain way
two years ago that horrible service that
happened.
I first heard somebody came to whisper
in my ear that they heard that there
were 400 Jews that were killed and many
Jews were taken and soldiers
were taken hostage.
There's that feeling that a person has
that
is done with you.
that he's thrown away. That doesn't
care. That is not looking at you. He's
not paying attention to you. That your
life doesn't mean anything to him
anymore. There isn't a person here
unless you're somebody that doesn't that
doesn't think. But everybody here has
felt
at times mushu
the doesn't care about you
and then what happened so we felt that
way
and it's true that was right we didn't
have to have a
god we'd have to have this n
but look what did misan
Because there's nothing that gives you
back. You're in the sh like that feeling
when you thought that is finished with
you that he doesn't love you. Some of
you have felt that your wife doesn't
love you that your kid doesn't love you
and you know that you it's hard to it's
hard to continue on living with that
feeling. If you feel that
it's hard to go on living
when you think the one who created you
doesn't think about you, doesn't care
about you and then all of a sudden
somehow in your life you find what a
that's
untouched.
Somehow something happened. My father
told me that's what happened that day.
My father told me that when I found the
film dev gave me back my in I didn't
care anymore if they were going to kill
me because it didn't make a difference
to my father. It didn't make a
difference to me anymore. That's what he
told me by by when I was putting on
film. It didn't make a difference to me
because all I cared about was that I'm
still with him. He's still with me. And
when I found the film that was my p my
father didn't say about the shema but it
was my my father ke my father saying
that's my jar of oil.
It wasn't necessary. It didn't have to
be. They could have lit some other oil.
They would have that because
when came into the world,
you all know that it was described by
the sadikim that the world was in a
state of his
that the Jewish world was faint was
dying
because after what happened with the
puggrams
and before that would happen to me with
and the way the Jews were were living
and what was going on the feeling was
that we were
that we were that we weren't anymore
in Hashem's heart in Hashem's eyes
and then
the
into the world.
Andesh went to every Jew and without
holding up a candle he held a candle in
front of each Jew and he said to each
and every Jew
himself was a
that in this world we found a
with
and all the and the when there was
where the Baltan was taken to jail. We
know that it was there was over the
whole bashes and the whole there was
there was a
what draws you to
what's drawing the world toas
you know I saw recently in an article
I saw recently an article
They didn't say the name of this but
there was a who grew up in the yeshivas
and his rebi was the greatstein
was his rebi was his mas
and this didn't say his name but this
particular
bent this
later a later point in his life after he
left the yeshiva he ended up coming to
the
and
he was someplace and he met he met the
mas he met.
Now you might not know this actually
came from family from a mishb but very
young his life took him to the yeshivas
which is a very holy path but a
different path.
So asked
asked this former this Talmet of his
tell me what did you find the by the
what do you see by the that you didn't
find by us and wasn't asking to hack you
understand he wasn't a hacker he wanted
to know what did you find by
what is it you're looking for
that you didn't find by us I want to
know
so this told him
I have tremendous for the Torah that I
learned in yeshiva and from the Torah
that I received from from the mash from
my whole life.
But when I was sitting in yeshiva,
the part of I heard that we say every
morning
I I heard that in the yeshiva. I got a
gishmach from those words.
Who are we? We're nothing. I heard that
in [clears throat] the yeshiva.
But Rabbi
with all due respect, it was only when I
came to the I got to the end of the
noded his head and he understood.
We're here because we're living in a
dark world.
And we began to scream a long time ago
through the years of Gus, but especially
two years ago. I'm looking at a here and
it says on the
devote, this was dedicated to our
dearim,
our brothers and sisters that have
risked their lives for us that live
every day trying to protect us.
And when that took place, when that fell
upon us that we screamed out,
so listen to the end of me.
The alter rights here, you look at the
whole par. It's a hard paragraph. You
look at the whole paric
The tus of the all worlds is what?
that the cover of Hashem should fill
this dark world
because the whole of creation is what my
father felt that day in Madhouse.
There's a little bit of the feeling that
we felt. You remember the aura that we
felt when all the beepers blew up. You
remember that day?
The aura that we felt that in the
darkness that Hashem was smiling at us
and he said, "We don't know how this is
going to end." And the war still isn't
over. But we saw that Hashem is still
with us. That Hashem still loves us.
The Reb says
the tas of all creation of all worlds is
to transform the darkness into light. is
to find to find the trill over there by
the fire
means that's the at the end of time when
the world was falling apart when we felt
so distant from and we couldn't continue
on and then sent into the world and the
and al was freed
on this day.
And this is the of all of our
is to reveal the
in a world of
and that is the assignment of our
generation and that's why we're here by
this event by that's why when I was
growing up yachkis life I would go to
kis to see the rebangans
and there was in Queens. There was a
little place on Main Street where there
was where there were 10 people that sat.
They would sit a little bit later on
there was a over there and now thousands
and thousands of people and go to the
sale and people walk around filled
shopping carts of
more and more
at the end of time in the darkness.
So I want to end with a story that I
heard
last year when we were together by the
share summit. I heard from one of the
wonderful mash. We had a group of mash
that were together. We were all there
was there. All of us were there
together. And I've told this story ever
since I heard it. So if I don't say this
right, it's because I heard it wrong.
But this is what I heard.
And I'll end with this. I'm sorry for
taking so much time.
But this is what I heard.
that when the feeder came to America,
you all know that he was very he could
barely talk anymore.
But he went through Nissim, he was able
to be smuggled out of Europe and he came
here. So it was around that year was
either 1949 1950 at that time
and he he wanted to speak. He he sent
he sent the guy to go bring
that was a young man at that time. His
name is Zelman Pner
who I never had this close to meet but a
number of people that I know
have told me about him. I've read about
him of many places
and the fedi wanted to see him
and he came he was learning
and he came now keep in mind that in
those years at the beginning the whole
concept of was still very new
there was already something but it was
still very very new
were trying to get back to themselves
after the mama
before going somewhere
And the fidi
said to thisman Pner
that I want you to go to Nashville,
Tennessee.
Is anybody here from Nashville?
>> Okay.
So, you remember Rabbi Pner?
>> So, he said to Rabbi Pner, I want you to
go to Nashville, Tennessee. I proposed I
said the same thing that I said when I
was told that I should go to Woodmir.
Where's that?
Where's Nashville? What's Nashville?
And the FBI told him that there are Jews
over there. There are a few Jews over
there and they need a they need a mik.
Now, we're used to these kind of things,
but in those days it was not pleasant.
And Rabbi Pnner just sat there,
but he can't argue with the rabbi. But
he was I think a young married person
that his family was in Crown Heights
and to go to somewhere
with a few Jews.
So the again this is how I heard it so
far.
So this is how I heard it that the again
it was hard for him to talk. The fidabi
held up his finger
and he and the fabi said like this look
look at my finger.
He said holding up his finger,
he said, "When it comes time for the to
go down,
when it comes time for the nish to come
into the gof,
the nish does not want to go, the nish
doesn't want to go. When the reb is
showing his finger on top high up, then
doesn't want to go down and the is
giving a little bit of a push to the
doesn't want to go and begins to cry,
right? You are pleased, I don't want to
go.
Because by you by you it's v and lift
it's warm and it's light by you there's
there's
there's and there's it's warm it's v and
it's lift by you and down there in the
world below is cton fster it's it's cold
and it's dark I don't want to go please
elim
and then the shaman doesn't want to go
showing him and ra is watching the
finger get lower and the nish is being
pushed further down and the sham is
again crying please rush I don't want to
go but you is in there it's so cold and
and dark I don't want to go
and the fid's fing goes lower and is
watching it you're going all the way
down
and finally
the fid screams out the says to the
screams out to the nama
over there. Make it over there in the
world that I'm sending you. Make it
fill the world that I'm sending you to.
Fill that world with warmth and with
light.
Fill that world with warmth and with
light.
Go to Nashville, Tennessee,
and fill it with warmth and with the
light of
take the manur of the seed with you.
Take the pman of Kaneka with you.
Take
with you.
take all of our ka from Golas with you
into that place
and make him to a place that's filled
with or with with withite
with
and Rab Posn said
that many times over the years was very
hard
and he didn't know how he would continue
but at those moments he would close his
eyes and he would see the fedic's finger
traveling, taking that journey from
above to below.
So, we're here at the end of time
and we're beginning to feel some of the
warmth and the light
of Yakis, of the Kadesh, of the Sadikim.
And wants us to bring that into
everything in our lives.
Because when you enter into this world,
if you test your slave, then it's not
just davening, it's the light of
davening. There's something called the
it's not just shabas. Shabas, Jews
always kept shabas, but there's the of
shabas. That's something else. When
you're with Jews and you feel the of
shabas,
you can walk into certain Jewish home
and you see the husband and wife there
and you feel the of that home. Sometimes
you walk into a house in Laenu says
Finster and sometimes you walk into a
Jewish home
to give a
we should be to feel this
of the and
of
feelata carrying us out from that jail
for being hostages in the ugliness and
the darkness and the emptiness of the
world that we're living in and to enter
into that world
of the kadesh and that's
what I said at the very beginning
that next year know this the room that
we sat in last year wasn't big enough
for this year they switched the this
farmer now in the other room when we're
in this room and next year the whole is
not going to be big
The whole is not going to be big enough.
And we're going to hear
from David Malcolm with the bless.
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We have one more incredible piece of
Torah to hear tonight. Take your seats.
Plug in all the way from the United
States of America. He won't be leaving
because Mashiach will be here.
>> There's a beautiful
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If anyone lost their phone,
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Please take a seat for the final tora of
the beginning of the evening as we
prepare ourselves. Just a reminder just
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We encourage you to please take the
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great night. Please be seated as we hear
the final Torah for the evening.
Please be seated.
We're Z tonight as we close off this
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so
I don't want to give a dasha. I'm sorry.
So it's not going to be a dasha
which means that there's no beginning
and there's no end.
So let's see it. It's going to go. It's
going to see how it's going to work. And
sometime my voice is going to get a
little tired. We'll say
if you're with me or not
because there's
is
and what's the definition of a real
one person is silencing himself in
public
because it's not so nice to talk you
know to yourself with other people with
no one around but when there are other
people around it looks like you're
talking to everybody else. So really
you're talking to yourself
and everyone else is listening. So, so
first of all
talked about
one about
the schisv writes
is rashashidas
and in rashashana
there's two parts on rashashana there's
two ways how you can enter into Russia
One is
and one is
two different
some people they avoid the rash is more
mirrorous
and some sadik
that rash should be done should do with
joy
because rashashana really has two things
in it's mishbot
It's serious. That's the mishbot.
It's a time of awe of mishb.
But Rashashana is also a time ofash
is the time that
from from
there in Russ
means on one hand you're being judged
but in the other hand
the freedom you're untangling yourself
from the
and the is because you're getting rid of
those things that are blocking you and
holding you down.
So we're going to go a little bit more
with the kavas
writes in a letter
is
that that
is
and what's
is
what'sidus
You know they once asked
the fab they asked the mashila if he can
explain whatus is
and he wrote back that he never thought
about it
never thought whatus is about and then
he tries to give an answer but the the
the real the story is that when you're
living something and it's true to you
you don't ask a questions
are asked on additional things in life.
Life itself doesn't have a question.
Some people have questions of life. But
most times the shila is not life itself.
It's what do I do in my life? I'm alive.
Have now the question is where do I
direct my how do I get more
means alive?
It's theus
is a of
what does it mean to have what is the or
the path of light this writes this what
does it mean to be the path of
some people heard of him some people
should hear about him
so You know once said I'm
that
means he know first said mine is al
mine's alab said on this mine's mine and
then he says
which means he knows a lot
he understands which is he understands
but then the field said like
that he doesn't leave the mimer that
he's learning and tuli's marges tulif
senses the that was present when the
rebba said the mimer
so
it's a nice thing you know a lot of
things it says in books
is already a higher
but the essence of
is light isite
And means you can't be you see some
people that are alive
and some people
in the lids
there was a
wrote called
they're wanting to write a safer on all
the
like encyclopedia same style
and uh
appeared like an introduction what he's
going to say but the Reb told him that
he should take something else from which
became something called
what is
what is it what's
he says that what is there are many
different ways to be m there to define
whatus is
you can say is another giloy
of
there's a sat from there's a from
before
and there's a from from the
big and then one in that time period
there was also another gill it's all
1740 there was another gill and that
gill was the oftusidus
is another
understanding of life. There's one
understanding another understanding
reveals another understanding
and the way it was written about
is either
this is the is
says what is
which is literal interpretation this
illusions
the these are all different
understandings of
what'sidus
is the
what does it mean it's the what it means
that to say it's
the person's essence of their soul the
essence of the that's connected to
the part of an that's always light
that's always knows that's always clear,
that's always connected.
This is our this is
where is
where does it show up?
It depends for some people for maybe
shows up in their neph in their ms.
Sometimes you see a person doing a mis
with such with such connectivity that
you see it's it's illuminated he's where
in the another person he's sitting and
learning and his
another person's in
why is be how could it reveal itself in
every single because is the essence that
includes includes all prin it's the nuda
that exists with all the pratim it's not
a prat it's not a detail there's one
tora and there's another tora and
there's another idea there's some
different
then there's the pmius of that
so when there's a
very simple shab we're celebrating
is
what's the connection between
that's in the
versus let's say or is or vision another
thing if you look superficially
you could say okay maybe
doesn't have a lush so much maybe it's
don't have so many. So what what's the
what connects all these
branches that all came from the same all
came from?
The answer is that is the
and since it's
in every single
mahal in that mahal. So if it's so you
get to the essence of and if it's tora
if it's g to then it's the essence of
tora because
is the
it's not another it's not another
wrinkle not another with the finger
is the
and what does it mean to have the guil
of
there's in everything there's a
why said before that one of the reasons
why was revealed is because the world
was in a state of
this brought down by many that the world
was in a very dormant very dark place
and
is like to rub the the crown and jewel
of the king to maybe a little tiny
little bit would get into the mouth of
the person and live them. So what's
is an antidote to darkness.
It's like a medicine people are
struggling with comes along to
the reveals in the shades
to reveal
and to Mila
that uh comes along and gives to Israel.
But there's also the another
and that's why it's called it's
connected to it's connected to
because
is not only a revelation within time
within the present moment already a few
hundred years that in order to fight
darkness this is this light that came
down
is the future that's revealed in the
present.
There's two different there's there's
the there's the process of time and then
there's the
which is
and then then the shabas is
which means is re on chabas reveal the
onabas means that you're not supposed to
do any work on chabas doesn't only mean
but sadikim say that it means also
because when a person reaches the level
of Shabas and is really experiencing the
oil of Shabas correctly then
you're at
you don't have to worry about what
tomorrow today you're at and you sit and
and and and learn or dab
you're connected to the of the
and when you're connected is no more
is when you're in
but when you get to the is no void
Forget the is the
so what is
was the revealing of the
into the present
because there are two there two types of
there's one gilli
where the present
is in the effect of the past and that's
the way runs
time passes for past to our present to
our future.
That's
in
it works the other way around
in where do you see this?
If there's
between a tana and an you pass the
within that time but it's pass
between
you
why because the closer the
was to the past the more their presence
is feeling the rish of the past.
So the the further back you go, the
closer you are to the mountain
in toy. It works smish the other way
around.
In toy
the the giloy of the of
is
much greater than the gilo that came
before him from the even from the
or the
came after that. Why
should be like the first? Because when
it comes to pine
the doesn't work from the past to the
present the rom works that the present's
being pulled by the future.
So even though we're living in the
present and we don't have gula
and dozen Yeshua big Yeshua
on a protestic level
but the gave us an ability to tap into
the future and the present.
They once came to Chab and asked them it
says
originalidim
they were either called
or they were called early were called
started.
So they came to the rabbis and said
that
a person's not allowed to be joyful.
You're not allowed to smile. You're not
allowed to dance. you now ought to do
what we just did. Maybe yeshatter if
this if he's saying and they said vtori
maybe but this whole thing I don't know
if you know yayas didn't have you know
freed there's no thing people listen to
music even didn't listen to music
certainly am before
say you're not allowed to they didn't
for they play little music that's it
is the essence of essence
is said that you can't no if you don't
understand
then you can't understand
if you don't
then you can't you can't open up your
you can't really understand
so this so they came to
so he said that's true when you live in
Ilaza and your desire is to get the havo
but if you already have the oil from
already in the present
then forget You should you should feel
you should fill yourself with.
So this is the Gil of the of the of the
of
and and and the way to properly learn
You have to stop and to be margish
to try to feel the thatid is said before
that uh the same z was once sitting
within bay tin bay
and he was he was older he was already
he had a stroke couldn't talk and um
and he was sitting and holding iron bay
and he was crying and he was kissing the
safer it was a b it wasn't a proper
safer used to have these little like
pamphlets
And uh the bam were sitting there. They
came to with him. He couldn't talk well.
And I hear this and he said he was
sitting next to me and he asked Mosha,
"Why are you so what did you see in the
mime that you're so inspired?" So he
opened up the page and he showed him
with his finger with his nail he
a few words. It says
that's it.
There's no letters. There's there's
there's words and you're reading words.
You're reading the words. But every
single word, every single dra that
you're speaking is a expression of of
something that's much deeper.
The way things exist
is only you can't have you can't you
can't really explain something. If you
want to if you want to explain
something, you're already mag you're
already constricting it.
And
there's a that writes that difference
between
is
also
that the will give the
it says
that once on himself that there's a in
this world that hears
there's someone sitting in this world
means meant himself that is hearing from
what is that's
the
That's that's the that's the
we have to connect to the Yeah, we have
to connect to the
Someone asked me for a good child that
um you say that
sat in prison. So why didn't all the mag
sit in prison?
Altera white was the others sat for a
very short period of time the second
time but alter was mainly sat in prison
why alter was the one that was sat in
prison
there's a lion there's a phrase writes
The alterba says it himself what he
wants to do in this world. He wants to
reveal the toyra the of the
and use through the the the language
of or to say it differently to take the
of and infuse it with
there were there were different there
were different paths and tell me you're
ready to tell me the BM the different
paths
the BM himself
if you can be m it's hard to
and you should really really shouldn't
but
for this situation
the bashm revealed
if you open up any
the
is never trying to explain
never
in 95% never trying to explain a steer
in Gimra or a steer in in or a steer
inim
brings light into this world. There's a
revealing of now you have to take the
light and put it into every single but
the comes down in the rain.
It's pure. There's no very little ois
there's very little
is but it's very very little and was a
huge I don't have to tell you he used to
give a sh every day many hours
but the the toyer that he revealed is
the mag
which is the sites also the
of the mag
the maggid
before he came to the before he came to
balm the magg was already a huge kim
he's a toa and he was also a big makubul
with the clo and brought he was a
makubul in the very classic ways that
people studied kabala
and the mice is that the mid came to
bales
And um and he was he was suffering and
that's the story.
He was physically he was also not well
and he came for for a tupa for like a
healing
and he came for Shabas and this is the
story he came for Shabas and he sat
there and it didn't he didn't connect it
he didn't connect to the
so much shabas he decided he's leaving
and the told us
[clears throat] was walking by
the tlus is walking by and says what's
what's what's happening he said I'm
leaving I came to the it's not it's not
my my so I'm leaving so the tlus walked
into the into the room where the is
sitting he didn't speak to directly he
started walking around
and says
that's sitting outside your door that's
malikoli
How come you're not?
So picked up his eyes and said call him
and call the mag. The mag came into the
room
and the mag told the bashm that I'm
leaving tonight I'm going because I
didn't find what I'm looking for.
So the bashem said before you leave if
you have any shilus anything you want to
ask. So he says yeah I have a shilan
zoyer that I have and no one really was
able to answer me. So the mags
said over the story said over the steer
closed his eyes and the way the mag
is that the started talking and all of a
sudden
the whole the whole room became lit and
everything that he was saying was not
information. when he was talking about
he experienced and when he said the
shame of a malik he experienced that
malik
and he said this is my
because
gave gave the the is
he gave him life
and if you look at the
We'll get
you'll see that
his big if you wish one that made
is that the whole simp
is a joke
and tin this is the mag over and over
again
that what you think is a symptom that
it's real and it's harsh and it's dark
and it does feel dark. He's not saying
it doesn't feel dark but you should know
that the mosh that he gives is
that is
a father that plays with a child. This
is a kesh of a mshel. It's never found
before the mag. There's always from the
bm before where it's a father with a
son. He sends him away. That's already
an adult. The first time you find a mush
of a father playing with his child
obviously had a child
which means he gave he gave the mid.
He was able to look at the tsimum and
able to look at the constrictions of
life and able to look at whole toy
and he was able to find
in
the
word that's used over and over and over
and over again is
anytime a person does a mitzvah
always
is to draw down.
This is not found
of it's
life. They're not arguing. It's not an
argument. It's not a stir. One is using
the oasis of
and one is using the oasis of
the
wanted
to the
of the
or to say the mo of the of the
of this two because you can have
but doesn't necessarily mean you have
and you can have a lot of mo
unfortunately and have an there are
people that are bucky in all
you you know such people it's you and
they know exactly where everything flies
but there's no oil and there's some
people they don't never open the rash
don't know what it is never heard of
rash and they're full of oil what did
the alterb want the alterb wanted the
shaliv
the toyra the ofem
with the the intelligence of of his and
going back to going back to that's why
it's brought up in
the was
and the is more
because
it's about it's about
different
to use is more about actually writes
that he he could have done it other way
could have done the other way but didn't
the point is that it's
understand this
is everyone following me
>> okay whoever's following me is whatever
if you don't
this is
not negate what I say if you feel it you
feel it you don't make just open your
heart. We'll figure out the for another
day. The the the
which is that it's
not and it's not
because if it's or it's
or it's anything then it's not the thing
in itself. It has to be something that
has everything.
That has to have it has to have
that's
and in the in the of
sometimes you have sometimes you don't
but you're always connected.
There's a there's a there's a lotion in
the
brings
that there are four we always think
about that there are two ways to be in
this world either there's
or there's honest
or there's a gill upon him
writes that there's actually two madas
in between to get him to
does y and smile
because we think that ye is upon him
and we think smo is
we say if
and my life is working out and
everything is [snorts]
that's playm I have a relationship play
hashem and when I feel
that's
But it's not true.
There's there's y mean small and then
you know what p means? P means
you ever spoke to somebody and they're
telling you everything what they're
saying. They're saying words and their
mouth is moving but they're not there.
Has that ever happened to you? Or maybe
you were not there and you don't
remember that you were there. It's also
sh
some people can be living in the same
place. You can be you can be in the same
dormatory and you can know exactly how
the schedule of of your when he gets up
what he's learned everything but you
actually never faced them upon him. He
never had a real relationship with him
means that's atmosph
connected with you not in it mean it
feels better feels it feels much better
and small doesn't mean
is the pmius is the essence is the of
everything it's the pim of everything to
be in relationship with the ponim with
the pashm
spoke before about
there's a very interesting thing that
happens on Khan the original
happened at
it got very long the days and it got
very short it got very short then it got
very long so other saw it's getting
darker and darker said the world's going
to get dark for me and he and he cried
and wailed for for days and then
and then he uh and then he [cough] when
it stopped becoming lighter
He made a that's the original
there's a there's a
makes a exactly that on the night of
Kaneka on the night of the Kaneka
it was the it was Kufis
he does ah but the reason why it's
important is because it wasn't
and it wasn't the longest night of the
year so they would have a little bit for
the next night how do they how do they
make the the
and they took for the longest night of
the year. They said the longest night is
let's say 14 hours and they made a 14
hours but if that night was was only 13
and a half hours because it wasn't the
longest night of the year then we have a
half hour for the next day says
so that it happened in
you know what happens I don't know if
it's a thing
you know when Shabas starts getting
earlier you familiar with this Shabas
gets earlier and earlier and earlier
there's a certain
I want say
but there's a certain there's a certain
okay and then shabas starts getting
later you feel a little relaxed is this
a normal sensation you have
what happens when shabas doesn't move
in New York it's 411 chabas 411 the
shabas before that is let's say 413 okay
2 minutes okay a little more we got
The next two it's going to be already
14. Okay, a little relax. What happens
if you look at the calendar and it's
4:11 and 4:11?
What do you do? You go.
Why? Because we know only ups and downs.
We feel good when we're going up. You
mean we feel bad when we're going down,
but at least we feel.
What happens when you stop feeling?
That's the problem.
Not that you're feeling down because
you're feeling down and you're you're
still feeling you're still feeling that
you're feeling down. That means there's
still life in you. So now you're feeling
down
and you're going to make you're going to
figure it out. You're going to find the
but when there's no movement.
We have to connect and this is always
we're connecting to to the PH not you
mean not
the PH the PH means that I am living my
life
in conversation in dialogue in
connection
always I feel down I feel up doesn't
matter
But then I have this conviction and this
conviction when I have this conviction I
can live this way pray Hashem and I
connected to pray Hashem
then I feel whatever I'm feeling I can
feel the oil
and this is a little bit what wanted to
reveal to this world
is not only to wake us up which is galic
we should be wake up we should wake
It's a good thing to be awake
but to live with the gula to be mo from
the for the for the future and instead
of thinking yourself
sorry I'm going to do one I say one more
thing you you need to go I feel bad
I saw the shil
the rebel asked the shil about this
which I thought it was an interesting
shyur
Let's say didn't go out of prison.
It was different from from what happens
if the story didn't end well was there.
Whatever happened he stayed in prison
whatever happened it didn't end well.
What would have happened? He said you
wouldn't have
kenz but he said something else. He said
no. He said he didn't are are always
good at we not doing in fact every time
there's a gilli there has to be gilly so
there has to be
has to be gill of of of
so there has to be
okay so so
yeah they say I should stop speaking to
say is that without without tokis
we'll be connected to the orb we have to
we we would find ways to connect the but
it'll come through such hardship
sobb coming out of prison and theis
allowed people to experience
without the without the darkness
so should help I'm gonna endure always
helps we should help ourselves allow to
help
to be connected to the
to live with
>> to close the night. We're going to have
one niggan where we sing. We got the
opportunity to take the incredible words
of Torah from Rob Pinson, from
Wineburgger. Let's put our hearts and
souls in through
one final as we close off this
beautiful evening.
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>> Night die.
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heat, heat.
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>> Heat. Heat.
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Heat. Heat.
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Heat. [music]
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Hey,
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Heat
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up here.
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>> Heat. Heat.
Heat. Heat. [music]
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Heat. [music and singing]
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thank you very [applause] much.
That was all.