Your Inner Haman: The Power of Chutzpa - Maamer Vatosef Esther #3

the yeshiva dotnet suffered a dollar column for puppets Aspergillus Esther 188 a second column much on the bottom 1 2 3 4 5 6 lines on the bottom we have by Yamaha who buy a huzzah bylaw who and balilla huzzah say I am a sahaja yogi Levin is McEvoy when when we have a Yamaha it's obvious that a Sasha and nagila Vanessa but why because the revelation is full force it's daytime which is a time of vision and clarity you see where you going you see what to avoid you see what to embrace your destiny is clear and within the arm itself it's called Z which is undal portion a double dosage of Revelation that's in front of you it's real one could be aware of Hashem well it could know him how's that means it's marybeth's boy it's as though I see it that's how that's how real it is that's how concrete it is I said though I'm Amish see it usually we call the world the su-mei in something from nothing in other words the only way we relate to divine energy to deny it not because it really doesn't exist may be the other way around but because from our perception it's it's just not grasped by our senses we call it high endless what I don't know what I can't pick up I say it doesn't exist Zion it's nothing because in my world in my realm and my perception it's I am which is our vehicle i'm in Sakai has two specially bless his children but at least they should be able to view Hashem as though another person is watching them and that itself is a very powerful a very powerful level of years shamaya shamanism amish watching what you do what you say eruption shame shame Irish Jemima listen Camaro bus well how Yamahas L represents not only that it's your him it's there's a clarity but it's it's a it's like you could see something so then it's the other way around then the world is iron and our Shem is the yesh it's like basically I in me ash because it's the world is just a very finite way of of a certain aspect of energy expressing itself and and actually what's held back is much more than what's expressed on the other extreme you have bah la la whoo that's night it's darkness and the time of darkness one sees nothing we're talking about real darkest not darkness with his lights everywhere Night Lights Lila is a time of light level equals a Fela it's pitch dark and in lila itself it's how who which are who on my casa this third person something that's not here who you always say that it's a term that's applied it's called motion mr. voice is something that is concealed sown balaiah itself you have Bal idling ever who then there's by Yo Ma who which is gonna discuss yet and then this ballet la huzzah there's a state of Aoyama by your masa which happens when it sees Monsieur I am of course a possible Isla Haase or I Lila has ll Shimura the lila becomes Hauser and it was actually middle of the night very Cohutta Lila but he buckets SLI lavash and Hickok offered it was the middle of the night nighttime which represents a time of darkness and the light was turned into Haza like violets was admonished Anna Hal Lila has Amicalola Ellis McCullough Layla's there was a good order not just because the term but also the constant McCullough lela's means there are nights but the Lila has said this night is different and the answers in the question managed on aha Lila because it's Hauser McCullough Lila's the Lila is unique this Lila because it was turned into a lie Lhasa that comes after the introduction of the kya hai' Munna which happens during the all the years of godless with shrine by Yamaha and he says an avoider desire compares Culver Slovenia Mannheim Al Holloway the Masada the trader but then comes the next stage after all appointed one two three four five six times from the bottom one eighty eight the second cow I call a poetic with men who wealthier nation love elder Eric Harris the minister says in between over somebody who doesn't have on them the altar of the yoke of Tyler they have the oil of their Harriette's which is the yoke of the in measurement and the entanglement with the matters and the concerns and the stress of this world after wasted but their head its alpha became your fellow with the premise of my Lhasa person should never think just because his mission in the world his solicitous he can't be all day or much of the day absorbed in the oil of tyranny he is in the world of their caste what are their appearances world of business and physical manners alpha became Yahoo lover lubricant SLI Lhasa still reach the state of Lila hozeva ioan explanation and this is by introducing a story in the Madras mashaallah Kurdish borough who may only Massell youngnam mccoy Gaggia face shavoo Haim show Calvin ashram usual the references are very brief and concise assuming that their learner the reader or the listener of the mind Merritt already knew the source a matter Schreiber an ester McGillis Esther I think it's partial tests I think it's the ninth section and my driver Esther around there he tells the famous story that after hama issued forth his decree against the Jewish people Marduk I gathered 21 version is 12,000 students or 22,000 children we learnt with them he was living with them hookers commit saw the laws of commits ax which is the three-finger full of flour take the flour with part of your your hand and burn it on the altar this was called camisa because it was to Zionists and Xavier came out before Pesach there was a three day fast and this was the sixteenth eveness and when they would always do the carbon I'm Mary the 16th of Nissen we do counselor assignment they would offer a carbonara which was basically barley and the kernels of the barley were ground into flour and refined and a certain measurement of the flour a series a four volume of forty three forty three point two eggs was brought to the base emitter and the Cayenne did camisa which again is a certain separation of the flour and printed on the Misbah and the rest was baked obviously as Matson was Pesach was usually baked as much as anyway and and eaten and at that point all the huh - all the new crop could become permissible for Jews to eat till then you couldn't eat any of the new produce because the carbon armor wasn't brought yet today we don't have the carbon iron when we have Spheeris say but we just countess right them will come in mockery so I'm man we count maracas at Shabbos remember we are from the same red nova we count to several weeks it was to Zion isn't so Martha I was learning with the boys these are lockers the office of what you do with a minister now remember they were in Persia they when Iran they went shoe shop they weren't in your salon there was nobody weakness and harm on met Martha hi there ah yeah they were and Iran not the new schleimann it was after the her but there was no they couldn't bring a carbon I'm we need him is back there was nobody so McNish so this all conversation-- they between Amin and Martha how about the carbon diamond the Madras continues that the children were fasting with Mordecai was a three day fast and the the mothers and and ha maan ha one said tomorrow is gonna kill Martin okay but before he kills mother phase going to kill all of the children I'm appalled when he came Martha had told all the children to run away and they said we're not running away we're gonna stay with you eat car no baby I am and the mothers were staying with your life and death so the message describes how the children were praying they were dominated for our salvation mendler says Hashem heard this and he asked he says my island missile you enemy asked from the higher worlds meaning he asked the angels yesterday yes the higher world Markel guardian that's the expression of the Madras what is the voice of the goats dad the other goats because there was little little children you know the cry and the sound and the music that comes from them Beth from the mouths of babes for the mouths of little children has a unique sound to it a unique resonance to it she says ma curl gadya what's the voice that sounds like the voice of goats so the matter it says a Shiva Hey so the euler missile you name the melaka mansard sure who kolben a is wrong it's the voice of the children of Israel the Jewish children that's the Madras and of course we know that night you know hush very suffers from insomnia and the whole story changes asked about Tanya - I know man fresh eyes with one of his buttocks a strong man father the fun of Nicola what he thought it was goats he's asking the Angels they have better better satellite connection with planet Earth they know that it's not the goats it's true - um they didn't know what was this curiosity inquisitive earnest he taken that and all he wanted to hear something from them what's this concept that Hashem is asking them to identify the sounds and the voices as though they know better than him he certainly knew either the fun of niggler Union the prashanta Zozo look it's a strange thing it's like almost by for him since it sounds like a goat he thinks it's a goat and the my welcome say no no it's not goats it's people what's the word so you know we read these mad Russian we hear these stories ok he asked us I'll assign crimes had missed I produced when I fashion fine yes yes they wanted to know but the truth is that in every such matter is tremendous augmentis tremendous some thinks it's goats you're not hearing right you have to hear better what goes it's really children it sounds like goats so they're clarifying it to him it's very strange so you have to understand the whole story from much deeper perspective Hashem is identifying it as colgada he's Takei identifying it as the sound of a goat when he's saying McHale gaya it's because from his experience from his perception it's the sound of a goat and then the Malakal introduces their perception that it's Kalpana is wrong that's what you have to say it's not a mistake like I can't hear clearly and you're gonna tell me what it is the angels are gonna educate the God had it listen to the voices but there's actually two different experiences so to speak but that only strengthens the question so he decides that it's goats he hears goats all those it's not to those it's really children which would be maybe the other way around God should have it more clear so the answer that about honey gives us are half of the half of the kabir mamas it's one of those explanations that can accompany you for life for your whole life in the indian is i say it's not he didn't he didn't know that it was children he thought it was a big farm I gather 22,000 goats and they started to physics to math outside maybe was well I said now it's not goes inion chicka my Hardy just like the goat should so you ask her Amoy when mommy goes away when the mother got the female cold goes away the D screams it it moans what's the expression by a goat bleat right if it moans and groans it yearns it cries it cries for its mother belief some say over does are you dealing with a goat it's not that there's an element of deep intellectual calculated awareness but this is instinctive the goat even the baby goat that was that was just born a little while ago if you ever see how sheep and goats it's it's hit D here yeah when it says B D is it means the Africa goat dealer Sebastian typically be my refers to all of these types of animals sheep goats it doesn't have to think and grow up and think it through and understand this is my mother and I need her because I need milk and I want to survivin and etc it doesn't have to go through that process it's instinctive it's embedded in the very composition even of the baby goat that when its mother is gone or its mother leaves it chases it at Christ for it and with your instrument police himself over das cat Holly sad psycho Bayes believed ozv is bananas Hashem identified it as called Gardea was a tremendous profound idea beyond even the word profound profound the world works in the world of say that psychic the cry of the Jewish children and the Jews at that time was believed as Lisbon honest it wasn't coming through contemplation and mindfulness and awareness and perception rat momma's girdles are awesome because of their great distress saw cleaver militia they cried out their heart cried out our sham commercial customers expression in tehilim capital Cove Zion when mm Ellis describes the people who go through the challenges of life right many say it Erev Shabbos before minica commercial Kosovo eats a koala Shem but Cyril aha they scream to our sham because what's our because of the distress yeah yeah yeah and when does when it's a complete surrender yeah yeah completely emotional from the core even beyond them it's obviously emotional to but it's from the core huh yeah and when does it happen it happens but Cyril ahem but silent means with its tremendous distress when the person doesn't know what to do anymore when I still feel I have control over the situation I'm still busy trying to manipulate it I'll call this one I'll call that one I'll call that one it's a mechanical handling Hamas gonna mace it I'm gonna dab it now so cuz God is one of the calls I call this one I call that you got a call card - you got a check-in but that's not this inion so finally in you know a checklist you gotta change he's one he's one of the candidates you have to have a good connection - but this is a different matter that's all saiful with - with his brain Ernest because life affords that becomes sometimes a moment in life as he puts it it's gödel terrassa a person feels sometimes completely overwhelmed but not overwhelmed where they could manage it and assimilate it and integrate it and then it just becomes part of the structure there's only one thing then complete surrender complete surrender my all might my all the elements of my ego got shattered I have no way I and that's when I have to give up the very I Dyson is fighting this is a beautiful thing we have to use our mind that's how we live that so you navigate you're gonna try to run your business without das without his bitterness without thoughtfulness I mean that's how we live sale is a very big gift analysis and scrutiny and figuring things out and checks and balances and innovation and creativity and organization and structure but who leave a Hooley every person according to their human their cash readiness what they to themselves what they get up from others but then there's a moment where according to das according to his bonus according to saeho it's not working but sila at this moment the person gives up the very very I I can't be in control anymore because my I at this point is lost that's the cry that's why Hashem identified it as cold god yeah looks like the voice of the goat the goat when it cries for its mother yeah it's not done with a calculation with a cashman I'm calling my lawyer I'm calling my defender this is embedded in the very core of an animal doesn't need us you see animals don't have that doesn't need that to us this is what is this is what is the cub and the baby runs after its mother and when mother is gone it causes a tremendous anguish and it starts moaning and groaning and crying as we see with many animals different animals express themselves different ways sometimes it's more visible less visible VEISHEA vu hain so when our Shem says Beck oh god you what's this curl of the Gaggia so he/she vous aimez shot psycho who believed us so the Malakal tell us them this cry is be it without das hoola my lament us but the prasat is it's not lower than that it's higher than us he ain't adorable at psycho sub Amos she believed us vila madalena thus and this is where it differs from the cry of a Bahama a Bama doesn't have this type of das a mass instinctive perception of how its created so with this type of sophistication and curiosity inquisitiveness Bahama nervous as far as we know them and ever since down to ask questions like how did this work come into being why is it called yesterday ayan why am I here Who am I to be or not to be that is the question what if I would have been another animal at the pit all or not to piddle that is the question animals usually don't go through these identity crisis an animal is programmed that is what it is cute adorable sometimes dangerous sometimes less dangerous what it is so Amendola when it cries for its mother it's not based on das its LaMotta Minard us so they're saying it's that stamp god yeah which is LaMotta mad ass it's lamella mad ass it's a person who reached a place that's deeper than that they're ready now to touch a place that's deeper than the are even intellectual eye they're ready to touch truce itself they created space for that because that's the outcry the outcry is everything else is not working by in psycho will assure my completely surrender to you ah the gobby-o dish borrow who shall in my lumina does the gaba a sham who is Lu my lumina das how he said sac Hasan believe das termites Akasaka Deva Bahama their psyche is believed as without das like the cry of the D of the goat and the behavior generally the young animal searching for its mother commercia Castle says into hill in a puss akin to Hillel Vani I'll quote the whole Bostick so you'll appreciate what he say I think it's I in Gitmo but I need VAR remember if on Ivar the light ADA this is a tell them should we capitalize demo data somewhere in that sliver yeah capital lying gimel positive base Vannevar Valley ADA Bahama is hi ECE ma Vani tom edema no how does the world type deposit van Ivar you know the virus like each barrel Elena I'm ignorant a bar its face garnish I'm making her below age I know nothing Bahama so you see Emma I'm like a Bahama with you I'm like an animal I know nothing Bahama see fine me Tom edema and I am always with you what's the connection I know nothing I'm like a Bahama so usually we say but I'm still with you I know nothing but a second Bahama is with the master I'm with you Bella Tanya sir another heart Vande rival Aida Bahama is a ECE McDonnell Shani EEMA when I'm with you I'm like a Bahama when I'm not with you when I'm with you I become a Bahama Viney Tom edema we're having and understand this was after the Madras says there's a famous process why my mother says Pasi yam in LA called over the our room Yavin dover la Shura a fool believes everything that's all we say yeah don't be a fool don't believe don't be so gullible a fool is gullible why cause he's a fool for our room our room is our Wanaka Sharan clever let's say clever clever man love in double-a cherie he'll look to understand something well he wants to understand it a fool doesn't have that built the abilities the skills so basically you sell them the Brooklyn Bridge televised the Brooklyn Bridge whatever you sell because he's a he doesn't have the resources to be able to discriminate to be able to dissect to be able to us there are people you'll feed them lies we call it indoctrination and they accept it why because the pissy forum Yavin evolution take a look at Madras magic shop I think it's partially stabbed all the time he brings it in a few places and he says past see young and the hold over the Madras our quote is mo should have been that much in Habana which is strangest thing in the world moysha is considered the Rambam calls moisture myths are min Han douchey the ultimate that a person can be in terms of me days in terms of hakama there's a reason moisture wasn't chosen just from the vacuum he became the main person who transmitted to the world the divine wisdom divine hokhmah and he remains more humble than everybody else if there's anybody who's not a so with a passage I mean if my menu is the past see who exactly is the haka if much doesn't understand the stick of Yamada who does my she does not learn the pasta how my shoe does it's the strangest thing in the world for all people the magic sound moisture as a Pasi identified mentions the pass and also seems very disrespectful pastor yamaha called off as a mushroom in a pellet the commander's but now you have the answer right here in total in this mind man well Tania says it explicitly in other places including in Tania Perry cute hats we also discuss is the same theme and he brings this positive and Eve r2 and here we have to understand what the union of the moon is spoke about a muna what is a muna we spoke about this a few times especially in the mona classes the first few children the world hydras there's understanding and then this faith understanding means I understand it and faith means I actually don't I can't know it I can't prove it I just believe you that's why we have an English expression called blind faith what's blind faith wine faith means I close my eyes and I believe you say jump I can't jump close your eyes and trust me so the idea of faith is I don't know if it's true cuz if I know it's true I don't need to believe I don't need faith for example that it's daytime now we may be in this room you need what can i cooks done what do I need faith for what I need a muna I mean I could say what my eyes are not functioning I'm having optical illusions ok you can always say that but if I'm trusting my eyes I can look outside and I see it's dead I need faith and there's a table there I need faith that deployment sitting here do I need to face that you're sitting I do yeah we're talking of course you can always doubt everything you could say your eyes are not working in your mind is me sugar you know you can always do that you know we're back to yesterday's for what you know the physics of today nothing but I'm talking my with in the realm of what we consider reality I trust my eyes I trust my ears I trust my mind my nose I trust my my sense of smell my sense of touch should exists I don't need to faith so many people touch taka that's what I'm gonna is I wouldn't means you don't know you just believe why do you believe well if there's a good wine and you're off the belief right did the Jews of Vidya Smith's I'm at antenna have to believe but here we see an interesting thing where's a muna introduced we're at the greatest moment of Revelation bhaiyaa shamba yahuveh rises from its services from asos wa sallam right we said every morning a year associate at the Dolorosa shan women sahib by Aminu Basham vie amino by Aminu they so like nobody else saw they just left medallion they just attend market you're such curious specialist what else do you want God to do for you what he wanted to change the world he changed the world what he wanted to do splits easy splitsies Marquez crazy smuggling well you want water to become blood the water became blood the system so there's gonna be modern tennis and there's gonna be man-made assurances that lever the controls by Eero armas a chambray I mean Oba some of my shaft so the truth is there is an element of a Munna which is faith and trust those I don't see it there's room to doubt it and I have to accept it but there's a whole deeper concept of a Munna that's what he's describing here the deeper concept of a Munna is past see Amandla holdover ultimate truth ultimate truth cannot be experienced to intellect it not because it doesn't exist but because intellect is a tool like every other tool just like we speak about colors the definition of colors is my brains way of making sense of a certain reality the way I process it so even physical manner I can't grasp the way it is there's not a human being in the world who actually experiences the truth of matter all I'm experiencing is the I can process this truth according to my Calum according to my instruments and this is the assay that he showed us today of science and physics and chemistry in every area which which is not a small thing that's even physical manner even physical matter I'm processing according to my abilities and my tools imposing my definitions on reality but since we all do the same thing what most of us do the same thing we can live in such a world and that's how it works when you're dealing with absolute truth and absolute infinity here intellect serves a very very limited purpose what it can do is it can explain certain things if you try to prove certain things but you're not talking about a mathematical intellectual reality you're talking about something that is completely beyond dass beyond seho beyond intellect how does one grasp that can one grasp it this is what the clerk of emunah and muninn never competes with the mind and Munna never competes with the intellect and when it transcends the intellect and there's two types of a Munna there's a murder that's LaMotta mana das and on my lumina das Lamarr termina das means I don't understand I'm intellectually lazy so I just believe whatever you say that's LaMotta manavas and one of the my lumina das is the exact opposite I will use my mind and I'll use it to the fullest to the best I can but the mind will take me to a certain place to a certain door and then the mind will say sorry I cannot cross over this door step I cannot go in there not because I don't wanna because I have limits back to our Marshall that we always give about the net right you want to get all the fish in the sea but the holes in your net are five inches fish that are four inches your net will not pick up they're gonna slip through the holes sorry should you say but where are those fish there's no such fish of course the structure fish you just don't have the net worth all of life were using nets I judge people with my net I look at people with my net everything is with my net but do I ever stop to ask and who made the net and maybe the net is limited so we all understand this when it comes to psychology and emotions you know we always defining people based on our net you make a comment to me I don't hear your comment I hear the CD playing in my mind for the last 20 30 40 years and your comment just fits right into there do with your comment you may have not a meant that and it takes courage to always ask what is the net I'm using to catch my fish and how many things am I missing how many things are getting am i slipping are slipping through the the cracks because my net is so limited and when somebody challenges the narrative a summer sugar in there this is it when a comma style of course when it comes to the divine the very element of circle understanding them at sea you serve our chef it's not a safe holding a thing it's not a mathematical equation or a soirée jenna is not a Sawada he created circle so how do you have a relationship with him Vannevar Valu Aida bahama so you see Emma and then money Tommy demo when I me more have to be a Bahama I have to be an animal I have to be a little puppy a little God if it's a mark of it's with you if I just want the intellect then I could remain against immense up our dasa and intellectual and I'll understand great things and if I have a brilliant like you for brilliant mind I understand more and understand more and understand more but the more he mark with you the hey Maurice now I turn into an animal in the most beautiful sense of the word bahama usually some of you when you hear the word behave I know it brings back memories Bahama Bahama Bahama don't confuse it with this mind we're here the being of Bahama is the highest level the Jemez say you see ma when I'm away from you then I can be a mensch when I'm with you I'm a Bahama and I know for some of you I noticed a hard transition because some of you have been told many many stop behind my right anybody I mean I really am Akira Carmina except the head no for us we use in something some in some segments of our culture we use the word behave in a very derogatory way which has to do with also how we look at animals but it's not real it's not real Judaism toy Hashem black oil Baraka mauve I'll call my starbella Higham yeah according to management a ricer in other words there is deep sensitivity to about hi there's deep sensitivity to an animal but he was saying even something deeper there's something very beautiful about it it's the innocence it's the child and the children reached that place and porom all the jews became children the beauty of the animal is and that's why people some people have that sensitivity to animals because it's not with this sophistication it's not with the saiful it's not with a self-consciousness and therefore without complexities it's the simplicity so by a behavior that could believe us it's not to believe us but lagaa be hashem who is la my lumina das hawk will keep saw him at Slayers Bharath here being the Pasi is the greatest compliment in the world pass see a miracle though you know who was I thought to be a Percy Sam I should have been because he was the greatest intellectual if he was not the greatest intellectual he couldn't be a per se because he was the greatest intellectual he knew everything that there is to grasp with the mind oh we could be a passing the other guy sits by the feet of a great sage Allah says one day maybe I'll understand what he's saying he's still busy with the intellect with the power of say ho because mush understood everything because he was myth come in and Russia he now saw the stood the limit my mind could grasp tremendous but it's a net it's a tool it's an amazing tool but it's a tool that grasps a certain dimension of reality a certain I mention of God the way God could be appreciated through the world of intellect I could prove that there's a source I can prove that there's a I could learn certain things about the creator when I look at the world others when I study DNA after ask myself a question how did this come into being and my mind if it's a good fertile mind will come to certain conclusions that may be very accurate maybe very profound so what's the God I know I know that God based on the information that was given to me in the world I know I said this is a what a moon is Emunah is that there's something in the soul like by the be like by the goat that sees God and experiences a shell why because it's a chemical to calm him out it is divine so what's a moon a moon is the dimension of self the dimension of the self that when it's cultivated it allows you to experience ultimate reality it allows you to have a relationship with ultimate reality that's what it is it's like a sixth sense we have five senses to which will react to reality there's another ability the ability of a moon it could be plugged like everything I could put in what do people do in the plane they put in earplugs they don't want to hear I could blindfold myself because I want to go to see but I want to see what's going on around me I still have eyes but I'm not accessing their abilities a person has a moon every person as a moon my meaning my name our minim but it could be plugged but when it's unplugged what is it it's the sense that allows me not to see physical reality but to experience ultimate reality which is not intellectual as beyond circle and if I experience it it's obvious it's just who I am it's like I see it even though I don't see it physically but it's like I see it that's what I'm gonna is and it's embedded in the person when does that relationship come out when I could suspend myself home not in a bad way and that's the difference between really moon and faker Morland real the moon is never threatened by the mind on the contrary it welcomes and it appreciates it but it knows its limits I could take you till here I can't take you further if you want to embrace God if you want to touch God if you want to touch the divine see it experiencing mine is a beautiful thing to a certain point this is a muna that's why he used before the word and moon is a community IRA pure refined it touches a level of purity in the person and touches the level of purity in reality when somebody says a moon is threatened by the intellect yeah we don't allow conversations we don't allow questions that's a different type of a movement that's LaMotta minato's that's because I'm afraid I'm afraid of a intellectual conversation you know why cuz maybe you'll find that I got nothing to say I'm just an occult right right right yes in other words where the world of intellect is is worthy is it should be used to use a moaner for that it's called intellectual laziness it's don't replace it say Phil as a tremendous role in life when a person is really in a cult you have to shut down your mind they will tell you do not speak to certain people because if they ask too many questions it may trigger downs real and one is not afraid of that my mom is up based on blindness because I'm stupid because I'm ignorant cuz I closed my mind to evidence to my eyes to evidence you showing me evidence it's not it's never competing with saiful if it's true it doesn't have to be afraid of a conversation it may be things I don't understand other things I don't understand okay there may be a journey demand etcetera but evidence won't contradict it if it's true unless I'm afraid of truth when do you hear what I'm saying that's why we welcome more questions so there's is Barlow a dove cilia Vanessa's here Vannevar Valley ADA famous you know why cuz I ECE more veneto edema because my knee rival iead and now I can hold on to you I could be with you but I'm not distracted by the ego of the intellect which has to grasp unis drift away I surrender at all and that's where Mona comes up when do we experience this in life sometimes this is the mates aku Allah sure but there's nothing else when there's nothing else the title that when it comes out my brother told me my brother sim and Jacobsen rabbi shimon jacobs and told me once that he met a person who was a girl she was in a terrible explosion a suicide explosion in israel and she suffered terribly and she met him once you just told me a line that she told them he said her how do you have so much faith and she said faith is the real faith you can experience when there's nothing left but faith she says that's my life real faith you can experience when there's nothing left but to say you know I heard some of Shah Mardan IRA Bastion now what somebody says somebody could do something you don't say okay I just surrender Hana then again becomes laziness I don't want to go to work and muna that's not the part it again and moon is not supposed to replace all the talents and resources and Katrina's that have true a person is given I heard some of Shah Mardan IRA bashed him so I heard the word before but he he from delusionary after he came out of prison last years i stomach there so there was a suicide dog by somebody's house who was it uh-huh I remember danske it but Madan ski damn skis house so he had his lawyer there and his lawyers said they appealed eight times and after it comes you can't appeal anymore and Hanukkah time the last appeal was rejected they sent it back and I said rejected which basically meant now you got a sentence is twenty seven years so the lawyer said it at the party at this other side or I didn't want to send that letter to show Martha Kai why should I let him have hope what do I have to tell him that the last appeal was rejected what is he came again so now he knows he has to be there for another two decades myself one day maybe he'll have to find out but the viola you know what it would have to delay the good the bad know what do I have to tell him the bad news so he says he says at the party that's why I didn't tell it to you so so mother I said I knew because they send him a copy directly he said I knew and you don't understand for me it was good news so why was it good news I was holding it back because it was good news because when it came I realized now I don't have to deal with nature anymore till this point they had to always find them some lawyer another lawyer another life now I realized I don't have to deal with she says he got this letter was so sonica he was saying hallo he was dominating me as he was saying how was the last day of Connick and he got the the the guard came in and said this is an important message for you and he opens it up reject it she said I started to say how long my thoughts are similar so now it's gonna go beyond Tana so I asked him I said to mr. mache via the busines mal that was Meshuga explained explain this to me Bahama the hipster behavior he said yes but it's with Iman so now I want you to go back every time in class you were called the Bahama really was the teachers way of saying that you're an unbelievable child that's the truth he may have not known it but subconsciously that's what he was trying to tell you it was it was almost your initial and putting the words in his mouth mister behind a bar assure me and my should've been on good company Pasi I'm and the holdovers I'm I should have been so you could redo that whole past and that's really how life works any per thing a person told us he told the trans reasons but God runs the world I had to hear it sometimes it takes me years to figure out what I had to hear so I asked her some other have we did he get such a such a you saw it she said of it I knew the words because I read it once I heard it once practically he said a voice from the Regina and pay the kid gimel and capital e had given Tehillim state well I'm not say his mullet of it I don RM tishka Haney Nets ax and unnoticed respond Anthony many and are no ashes H has been a free three out on us how long will you forget me forever how long are you gonna hide your face from me how long am I gonna have to look for advice and ways out of my problem so the illusionist said it's not three questions it's two questions and an answer are not entertaining that's how long you're gonna forget me i don''t asterisk for necklace when halloween gonna hide your face dancers I dunno ashes ageless as long as I have AIDS as long as I have aces I'm busy controlling the situation my sake I don't know how she senses but now she as long as I'm busy with my aces with my - with my circle with my spine dinners then I'm limited in that world which is a beautiful world it's a grand world but it's a very limited world so when I sham says back well God yeah it's not coming from his know who it is he's identifying that it's a goodie it's a Bahama they say what do you mean it's people it's an itch cream Bahama says Valtor never will accommodated by nature Balaam who's LeMay Lumina das the only way to grasp it was through being a biker babe Bahama so you see ma what do we mean by a bohemian we mean by obeying me the courage not like a Behaim who doesn't have dust Lamott savannah das this the courage to go beyond das das is not a bad thing hospital this is very important because a lot of times when we speak about a month people like they they turn cycle into the enemy it's like the devil the mind is the devil has for shala versus the mind is the devil the mind is a special breed from the reminder Shalom and that's the difference it's a much more real it's much more sophisticated approach and you go beyond sophistication you go beyond our room but you don't dismiss the gift of huh command the gift of - the gift of say that was the cycler that was the cycle that's just a moment in life a person screams what's the scream it doesn't have to make sense I can't make sense out of it it's just a complete surrender like control like an infant like that little cute goat like that little cute sheep just running after its mother through thick and thin with complete trust you relate to this experience sometimes when a person is in a very difficult situation that's monoliths lon it doesn't have to be in a difficult situation this point doesn't have to be nothing but sometimes when a person is in a very difficult situation and my ego just collapses on me you know I'm busy figuring out my life and everything is integrated and you know we have filing cabinets how we work right and then everything is just war you know everything is just gone and what's left what's left is Emunah whatsapp Munna and moon is not blindness and Munna is the core relationship of the soul with Hashem essence and I Shems essence is Beyonce Khan therefore you can't grasp it with sale and then the deepest truth comes out and that itself is very comforting one of the great literature receivers of the last generation was roboticle a Brahma ski your to be Haskell a Brahma ski in the rope of he wrote the monumental work called hezonia Haskell the vision of his ESCO is a commentary on the tie Sefton the tie ceftaz like somewhat of a neglected hey look of Terror Shah Baba it's the prices at the end of the game Morris in the back of my eyes you have to chase after and he wrote - so you know people have a forum our mission is kamorin bobbly you were shown me less but still Tice after he wrote a huge a-hole how many is forever by Krieger huh 30 books on taste after hezonia cask it was a big gone he passed away next role in the seventies 1976 long involved home with hats kelabra mercy it was a barker who was once talking to me Shiva bhakta and he quoted at us after he said so far were fanatics after you know for far from means far flung cast away he says Nana nanana that I selflessness for Warford du bist well Martha that I ceftaz we sit outside that I self this way it has to be you you're somewhere cast away this is not cast away the mr. farmer finish that ice EFT he was working in comedy robbing communist Russia Soviet years the the previous Lubavitch Rebbe never die yachts had code languages code names for all their abandonment Russia the code name for Carter presidency was toys after when he would write to somebody about hats crab hats labrum ski he would write this after salami I suppose Evan was Raschi where we had all these code names necrotic labrum ski was tried and sent to Siberia for very long time and in gulag of Stalin was most people died there you couldn't and apricots kebab Rimouski the Catskill a Bronski came out he was freed on the way out he went to visit the lubavitcher rebbe but the previous Lombardi riots and I saw this in his biography from a student's or his family and he told the lubavitcher rebbe that one day he was in Siberia was the middle of the night and he felt that he doesn't have coitus and he can't do this anyway people inside we don't even understand what people went to them and then came the morning and the little sleepy had yet to go to work work like a Chicago this winter could be 40 below zero 60 below zero all day outside and the barracks were also not very hot that's why most people he got sick he died frostbite illness hunger it was the impossible circumstances Stalin killed that way between 20 and 15 million people more than Hitler killed in any case he tells the rabbit Allah by virtue never that he wakes up one morning I'm just say my Donny says my de on I have nothing to be thankful for I have nothing to be thankful for I got no family got no love I have no relationships I have no body I have no health I have no money I have nothing I'm probably gonna die I'm Amish have nothing to be thankful for my life is a curse my dad Neela phonetic Melek I retire because I have to be nice this is exactly monster at the finish was not assembler rubber and I did I said I don't have what this be thankful he's telling this forever and then I you said the word una cerca rabbi Munna circum and I realized that in this circumstance I still have a Munna and that I be thankful for in this circumstance I still have a relationship with you that I could be thankful so their ever told them sharp abort the given key design and severe so they had another heart it's sometimes worthwhile to be in Siberia to be able to experience such a thing Bahamas because it's not words it's not words some experience to be able to really experience that gift it's sometimes when the person is stripped from anything else it doesn't have to be when the person is stripped but we're limited people sometimes when the person has nothing like that girl told my brother faith is when there's nothing else but faith nothing else put into something else but faith it's not faith it still does first taste first taste of the closest finish glieben and one is deeper than globe by he - Hadassah he Esther they say an anecdote I don't know if it's true but it's a cute anecdote that Pavarotti one of the great opera singers did a rendition of Psalm 23 in tehilim bismillah dove Adarsh Emre allah azza the Lord is my shepherd I shall not want the Lord is my shepherd and it was beautiful on the highest contour levels and the crowd gave a standing ovation and then an outer you - Shah Baba got up and said I also have a rendition of Psalm 23 can I do it go ahead she starts presenting Psalm 23 the Lord is my shepherd one problem she didn't know the words clearly Shh her voice was not let's put it this way it wasn't Pavarotti's voice her rhythm and sequence and beat and residents put mildly were you know pretty low on a low level but her soul was in this in this song then people started to cry the Lord is my shepherd people started to cry when she said it she finishes and everyone is with tears in their eyes so Pavarotti says I don't understand I did a flawless impeccable Psalm 23 the Lord is my shepherd nobody shed a tear like this you can't carry a tune you don't know the words broken accent horrible voice everybody's crying so she says mr. Pavarotti you may know the psalm but I know the shepherd that's a muna you may know the song you know the rhythm you know the words you know but I know the Shepherd and sometimes you see it even among us you can have a person he learned through shots three times he knows the song he doesn't know the shepherd some people don't know the shepherd he knows the structure he'll tell you every in Mishnah Brewer but you'll never get the Shepherd information the information is there the data is there which is great it's awesome but then there's knowing the Shepherd experiencing the shepherd experiencing a relationship then we knew knew nothing but they said they opened up a tiller and you saw there speaking Tasha ie the pressure to eat he opened the city to darvon and he saw that he's talking to somebody and then you could ever drew he's been through shot seven times right and the second the house and goes for a ten second is ready with the girl Marius to finish the Duff it's a whole different experience he knows the song he does everything right but you're not gonna get the shepherd so remember that's the Bahama so you see Mahoney Tommy the Imam okay so now let's see the last point the in Akash I saw cleaver mahashiv is a koala shabbat Sarla Oh Mama's a Yahoo love Allah they have money show goodness al-ilah zakat scientist this is where the Lila becomes a Lila means I am I got I'm confused I'm in the state of night I don't have answers but that Sokka turns Lila into zeth and that was the disease material this day our nest the Purim show penis bubble he's Shambhala Hashem there was an extension of Malthus bubble which is considered below mixed everything is mixed maja vein you have to understand us in this ultimate confusion of Bevelle where nothing makes sense they touch the essence the you Helios by Yahoo and then they reached a state of by Emma who which is deeper than by your master why by Yuri Mars even be said before it's very sure - or it's Annie Molly I feel heaven 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hotspur but Hadassah shall call me there are who penis are Moloch the hood spur and the gases the arrogance of a mid-air are not its substance if it's coming with substance the white light will go away what spur means I don't have to have sup you say this person has hoods for those hoods for me chutzpah means I have nothing to say it's just hood spur they say in the name of the seller are you hood to me master ma he says he said a small why people won't believe a huge lie everybody believes a huge lie everybody will believe you just be using you understand why yeah because you can make that up for what if you have hoods / then you can make up anything and that's where people get defeated it's so nothing that it becomes powerful if you're coming with substance you have nothing to sell the hoods / all middle volume they work with hoods bang gases yeah you had sometimes people who would attack some of the greatest Sadiq him holiest people how would they do it just could spend gaseous and everybody believes it it's nothing there but split gases it's just pure audacity and arrogance there's nothing near not upset the baby but that them with ideology ideology once it reveal Connie said that there was I eat who went to to a play a player Symphony and you had to take off your hat you know that was the death in Europe you take off your hat but he didn't take off his hat he sat to the person behind him said you blocked him he says I have a I don't think of my hat so he says were you blocking me I have a the middle he got so upset he threw off his Anthony so that he's completely bald he said that yes LaRocca I'll pass em easy your ball don't turn it into a yeah don't incur your ball don't turn it into a philosophy and ideology he knows that on ideological crowns he's not gonna with darkness is never gonna win lights you can't win light because light is real darkness is devoid of light so what does he have yes hutzpah that's what it is he's a Mahotsav it's the Hotspur it's such a big lie everybody believes it how could you make this up when Hitler knew he said it he says he say small why's nobody believes you say about Jews big lies everybody believed we all know that they take blood for matzah who who doesn't know of course there's blood in the matzah what's the question we all know that Israel does genocide every day they do genocide and ethnic cleansing you don't know they send in gasps - gasps - gasps the kids everybody how do you argue against this it doesn't begin I can argue on a policy and idea this this is pure hootsburgh that's he says that's our Maliki so that's not Mecca lift mmm because I have no fist here why did the convert I have and what do you have to do you just have to call it out as a husband and I got you shall call me Dada whooping a Somali the seven nations are the seven myth is the substance of it you could fight it you could combat it the hood spin each me there that's that mulling of it almost AMA wash a meter there you know Mikey hoots female who Sybil a tiger you don't get a better expression you know what hoof is an empire a mouse loose without a crown its mouth loose without a crown I'm a mallet wieszczyk I decided on my mallet who died and made you King nobody I'm my own cake that's what hood Spurs you know Israeli bosses are very crowded right since my uncle five put him cameras are gonna Bissell put him later so there was an Israeli buses are very crowded as you know and there's a lot of tension there cuz you know it's Israel Middle East somebody once said the zoo there's a beautiful country's just in a bad neighborhood so which is very true it's a beautiful country in a bad neighborhood so this fellow this woman gets up on the bus and shackleshot shall you if you don't exactly you're dead you know there's nowhere she says get off the bus she she points to hurt your heart or chest she says imitate a idea my ash puff you would have known what I have here you wouldn't speak to me this way I'm sorry I'm they melt they're Jews for Jews they melt okay so going she standing she can't sit anywhere it's all packed she turns to a fellow sitting if you would know what I have here you wouldn't stay seated as he gets up she sits down but she's still tight somebody near if you wouldn't know what I have here you will it's this gets up he sits yesterday our mouseka yeah butts in front of her her feet are still types you would know whatever you wouldn't share better there's an old woman behind what do you have here what do you have it Jesus hood spur that's what I have that's my Lucy beloit our mouse was without a crown first Kiko I made this Sharma McCoy demand I go find the Commissioner deceive all midlist are rooted in a perception of goof what do you mean a perception of goof semenov goof means a physical perception of reality devoid of God it's called the skin of the snake Yahoo savage baletta that's all you all developed me destroyers the Cassatt could be misplaced Vora can be misplaced whether it's jealousy cruelty judgmentalism anger fury insecurities right depressions these are all me those arrogance these are all middles that we're all capable of why because our perception of reality is very very small but sometimes based only on the Gulf's I get a very jealous of you all these minutes that I have to deal with hate animosity judgment whatever it is he said that's normal and then you deal with it you could deal with it through awareness whatsoever huh gasps was my Unabomber collective that but with all the min destroys have him at sea is based on a certain perception you don't hate somebody stomp I hate you because you threatened me I judge you because I need a judge you for my survival every midday raw has a reason that's this point it has a stupid reason but has a reason bringing are the kerchief will go away give me a larger perception of reality and the cushion will go away but it has a reason I can handle them at them it's dark for a reason bringing light let me see more and then I don't have to be jealous of you I don't have to hate yet off the judge enough to be angry so this is the process of a rider but he says witness what's four come from it is not based on anything good for me this would spur your arm elusive your hook spin yak you have nothing you're a stick garnish your whole kayak is gaseous stupid it's arrogance it's nothing near it's not an argument when I'm jealous of you in my mind somehow you're taking away something from me it's not true but in my mind so deal with it that's how took a look at any meet that you struggle with you see there's a reason for it that in a vacuum that's what officially therapists are supposed to do some do with some gold but that's the point helping you become aware of what is triggering these emotions and the truth is all over them when you bring in order the fish will go a course as vaneck a lifter man it's easy to get pata it's abstract and for the ballot Anya it's easy to get pot to familiarize take sometimes 85 years but snake a lifter huh yeah to change the meaning of bahama right I was told on my behind and then to turn it around yeah but what happens is he's just hooks bang gases come from what's the justification for it the point is there's no justification if it was justified it would it be hood spur it wouldn't be hoofer so where does it come from whom asha costs of this is what the Megillah says my cheves huh Menasha hashem allahu dhu when Esther comes to her face my Chevis hormone asha kashama why you didn't what's my Chevy so - a crush on Elijah who did literally it means the thoughts of Harmon that he planned about the Jews Tiny's Dalton every diner shyah shyah Hollis a Clippers and Nick Republican Osama there's certain chamber chamber is a falsehood of clippers called home whom are spear mash of is Lagasse saroja hootsburgh this basically it's why I called my Sheva shaman was my cheves it's the plan of hama they're talking it the MS Mr Vaman the scheme of armor no no because the Megillah is also talking our pyrenees psychologically emotionally the marsh of is of Hudspeth is my Chevy's ha Menasha harsha Malaya Hood this is a humming chamber who makes sure the mass Elvis come into the juice how are you doesn't mean he's planning on the Jews on March over that's one person that's shot Mahesh of Assam a national anthem is the mash of Assam and that go into the marsh of Avedon I start thinking humming thoughts what's that hoots / gases what is this in life you become Mahotsav in yourself this is something you know it's not good for you it's not a question there's no justification for it it's stupid it's nourish there's no basis for it how does this meter this much over this behavior still have Korea and answers it has Hotspur nothing else so now you see in your life you're doing something you know it doesn't make sense you've been convinced it's destructive it's ridiculous it's inconsequential there's no benefit but you still do it you can't stop why it has one quality that you don't have to deal with it has hoods but that's it it has it flexes its muscles it becomes a bit see us and it's nothing there's nothing there not even a balloon Mama's garnish it's hot here Mama's hot here but it looks like it's powerful that's what husband's good sperm means my loser boy path I walk around like a mela I got nothing I got no crown not be Arusha not some skills I walked around my Camela it's called complete hot here we all have this in ourselves we have within us the hood stuff every meter amid the raw you could deal with the hoods bother me there oh that's a problem because he doesn't have to have anything that's this point you understand you typhus so say my daddy coverton avoider it doesn't have to have any feet polls and that's what a real misogynist I'm saying there were times in history of sort there was a ye'd who was coy - kaduche Sammamish and another year of the Cavendish start to speak spew against them you would think oh afford new husband the whole koreahas cleric of hoods bang gases and the world those people are stupid people are stupid because there are moon Islam at the mat on the dust that's what it is and there's no way to answer it no smarter the guy is no smaller is that pustak a leap Amish what's this is the Clara from Hama how many not tired at midnight soon as he of hominin Tytos he uses tato so i miss the first dates is to know it that's the big estates to know and say this is our male and that's what we say I'm mullet doesn't have at econo all the other nations you could be Misaki and you could be my sock and all the minister is because they're always looking for something I'm jealous of you for a reason I could use it and find how to be to heal it like behemoth I'm awake you can't fix there's nothing to fix he has not there's nothing to fix it's just gases it's pure hollow arrogance you have to your passion have to muck hit him huh and we're talkin a mulligan side we're not to what other people's are Malin he's talking about my Chevy's humma-nah hush of a mile then it's pure hutzpah you'll see sometimes anti-semites do this they're very very good at it don't make up a lie you understand it doesn't have basis in reality and all the TV reporters all the websites it's already a given and now we're busy denying that we don't do ethnic cleansing okay you already lost the war that's the brilliance of this congresswoman Omar all these types of people they apologize they want to apologize that Nigeria you apologize the main things say that it's all about the Benjamins that's the main thing that pologize who cares which doesn't kid off what she could to bother you put it out there in the world now it's already acceptable to say that Jews are not loyal to America where did she get it from congressman Omar knows the Megillah in the Megillah state there's no say I'm Ella haenam I see food zoomify did everything you'll see her speeches from the Megillah she just said it in English you typhus it's a and it's a brilliant tactic you know why because there's nothing there well there's no dual loyalty shine yeah now now start denying it the moment you are dealing with Hudspeth and and Jews don't understand this Jews don't know about how much they don't understand that we think everybody operates on a level of justice and intellectual and so a busy arguing I'm hooked if you don't argue with me get to my flask you understand mark hey Tim it's not nobody to argue with you can argue with substance you can't argue with Xavier there's nobody to argue with I can argue with her sure I can bring her into college you have nothing all you have is gaseous what should I argue with you so very deep understanding in life and in our own life we have sometimes sometimes you have my Shabbos it's just good spent gases there's nothing there there's no don't deal with it don't start arguing with it you boys should have to get rid of it we don't know how to kill that's the problem show couldn't even kill the king of a Molokai Magog started to cry crocodile tears yeah and show melted that's what they did so melted which is why ha man hates Jews because he's the opposite since for hate sylla's uh but tipple of near a gloss the age of sober kitchen this is he asked how do you fall before the feet of our my temple for the high no amalaki monochrome but shame rag love commercial cause of sarov him I am the me ma cross remind him the Madras says that the straw from the angels are standing above him and it compares it to the cross remind them so that's the rag law caballo Halawa Shem represent the Malacca the zovut eighth but the salmon Lahav Ermakov asuras the eights is a Jew has to cry and plead plead that these mock office of homage should be gone Rahzel Vitolo I serve as Bonneville ah aged kavaja mishima may have to take Harmon and his children hang him up on a tree which is 1250 armas-camacho cousin Hashem mullah Gaius lavash Hashem became a king he dressed himself with exaltedness Gaius lavash exaltedness means a sense of the ramus you have to build a tree that's guevara commissioned mama that's a sense of Gaius lavash when there's a sense of exaltedness of Stults of pride of dignity then a Mali could be defeated you have to hang jamón on that tree when there's that tree in other words hood spam gasses can only feed and exist when there's no sense of Gaius when the tree is it doesn't exist or it's very short when a person has an inner sense of dignity and pride they will never allow that Amole to get close because the way of dealing with hooks was not arguing it's basically responding in the same way your hoods fill will trigger my hutzpah and completely obliterate it I'm not gonna get in with pull pullin a shackle of Metallica's you're not interested in that all you're interested is your gas asaru off so what you need is a sense of Gaius a sense of pride a sense of Stults to completely to completely dismiss it that completely rejected - completely blotted out but Esther knows it's not simple she pleads before him she pleads before the that temple if an Arab which attaches to my welcome but Paiva Toscana like to get rid of the amount of service of hominid ugly the my service of a Jew that has not me the psoriasis the hoof of the mistress so she cries and she pleads get these mock service out of me because this is the most lethal weapon of the age Sarovar malik against the truth is much Chaves too much service of gases which have absolutely no substance the plumbers first annan and one is really experienced it's it's it's it's seeing it's it's it's it's being one with something experiencing the relationship you can ask some questions I'm not gonna have an answer we have to realize the limitedness of our mind first you could always ask but you have to be humble enough and realize many questions don't have answers okay so that's it's a good question if the question is such that the whole thing becomes senseless then you should ask such questions yeah because if not I would believe anything you sell me I mean you could sell me a boat and I believe it what do we want from all the Muslims or Christians or more medicine they grew up in homes and this is what they believe well what do you want from them we would have grown up in a Muslim home in Afghanistan what would you believe to them occupy a some US but it's Capasso so that's why the situs of Yiddish kind you don't need a mother friend you don't need a for you can use your central and one is not here to replace said my money is to touch the place that say who won't get you there but because cycle is not good it's wonderful questions about details yeah how the things are the world wrongs are this or that [Music] if all of you described by a person the person says I don't know why anything is true I was told if he's a pop star partially in a good way then have a mourner but at some it's just reveal it's fine there's no mystery to ask questions there's no Mitzvah to ask questions you don't have questions I think you have to go into second grade of every year Shiva and say let's discuss every question on your district why why do you have to do that but if somebody is 18 years old that 20 years all the 30 years old if they have a bunch of questions and just tell them you know what ask anything but we gave me the questions about going away you need to talk to them you listen to me maybe you'll have answered me we won't have answers for everything it's not a mitzvah to ask questions but if somebody's experiencing a lot of and wouldn´t is not competing with that I read has a movement and one is dinner summer Caesar sham it doesn't need Reyes it's not about sinful but a person doesn't always feel they're a Mona that's why circle is so important to lead you to a certain place but I don't have to trigger questions and every child's my own class for show them why should somebody do that if it's Emmis you don't have to do that but you're never afraid of questions for fifteen year old comes and asks you a question you don't scream at him shake its Pama go why should you do that what are you gonna help I know a lot of a lot of kids come to me they say they will scream that for their questions and what does it do it just proves to them that there's no answers so you try to be missing their either side all you're doing is you're pushing them away basically you're telling it I got my younger mom once told me he says before I asked my questions I was fifty percent sure there's an answer and fifty percent sure there's no answer I was had a suffered and I once they screamed at me now I'm a hundred percent sure that there's no answer so this this person is trying to be my hazard as a bonus he's screaming at him by doing that he actually convinced him that there's absolutely nothing here he didn't realize so he's thought he's actually bringing him closer to history now he's not trying to do the opposite the guy means well I'm sure I'm not judging it I'm just saying but he doesn't understand person has a brain that person is played with questions you can just scream at him what are you gonna do with that can you do one of two things either you'll make him crush one of his questions and I'll become like a robot and he won't have real tears or he's gonna attack the run away but but but there's a lot of things you do have answers for her you do a lot of things you have explanations for and the most important thing is the person hears that is truth is we're not looking that the key issue is if you this guide is based on avoiding truth a lot of people feel that way they feel that all religions people tell me always I get emails every day about this somebody once told me for me the definition of religion is don't ever follow evidence that's the definition it's irrelevant truth is irrelevant know what type of meter spend does this person have so of course there's a lot of so many things we don't know we know why people suffer we don't even understand one cell in the body fully we do we know we know the others and mysteries of creation we know plenty but there's a lot that we do know not to look at be what we don't know but there's a lot we know you know there was once a husana all the time he made a constant of an a Nicholson at about time the baton was about horses but he couldn't do about harness in front of the ballot Anya so he took a Bissell mask otherwise he was more comfortable yeah looks really good hooks by guess hooks for closure man as he started this but Thomas so how did he started about corners she started to speak to the ballot on yeah he said I decided recently that between you and me there's not much of a difference which was an interesting theta theorem well Tanya ready and his lifetime was considered gone not only Maccabi his generation but like I mean many generations yeah they called them the Rav and their but as Bat Mitzvah they said you draft an apology right there was it's going this wasn't wasn't but it wasn't a regular to believe it right Safran of show tomorrow can you already see Nicola Coppola and I love them and the sciences it was not the thickness you can understand this to you but if you know a little bit more you see that he covers so much bloody woman law Romagna SERPs on the ice of seven rights that he found the Assizes of brisk skin and conscious action of South America of all these ideas of risk but in any case so this person says the baton says I discovered later there's no big difference between you and me this is why verse was ear vase nisht vase if I finished what you don't know I also don't know thus each vase hasty right whatever I know you also know Ella my sadaq poor exhaustion was erased in this race nish no it wasn't the feeling there's a few things that you know and I don't know so what's the big difference what you don't know I don't know what I know you know there's a couple of things that you know when I don't know what's the difference see that I'll tell em I'm very emotional so that's because it's a very deep part well you don't know they said I finished this could be something much more that's age safe yeah yeah it's much more than oh yeah it's much always what you don't know is infinite what you know is finite so it's always more what I know you also know this things you know and and it's a very very powerful words it's a very powerful voice record small difference yeah I got never had a plastic cup listen ain't safe as we could see it's a little bit over seven no different between I need - yeah pedicure fest so we learn today how cold keeps I mostly is butter so then a CUDA is that Unicorn is the fact that we don't understand so many things that's not a finish but it's within a context it's not stumped because you don't understand therefore I'll sell you everything that's not I just wanna say that that's month because everybody every crook in the world can do that every cult can do that every religion can do that very emotion I sort of mela who does the - businessman said he started to cry that I never saw that he started to cry that I never saw I saw the my son's brother Dalton ever world had I know he was be structures did you ever the story that I quoted up because Kim talked about schools and asking questions in the answer you know do you know a cow you know what you buddy what do you makes and for you makes and you understand you know a chicken you understand why I said a little I said it in a shared Leuven Dunnan from - yeah it's a char for mice he didn't use that word but okay so after all that ever comes in we need to be a best spouse the finish of filler is not a finish of breslav it's assess Saratov Davin and for the fibrous okay this anyway the questions were which come on which you would travel push stronger which those girl and mare for the Arthur nebe mustard is an adult that evident vegan tiller say it a song containers in a sacrament and this was hear the song Hashem says Michael God dy what are the goats what I said well he doesn't know so now some was identifying then it could that it's like a it's a D so they told us some Islamic D a Bama doesn't have das there were my lumina but lagari Hashem recovery Hashem who is the my lumina das das doesn't work that's what it is they were saying it's not a good deeds children they weren't typhus devar hashem said it's agni they said masonic these people know the gambia who's beyond das the only way to be in typhus is not through das it's throw a DD that's the way to be typhus Eric they were they were dumbing it down he was dumbing it up not dumbing it dumping it up yes dumbing it up the connection to my walkin it's not so clear the outer Edmond the ball of tanya is not so clear what's with the Malakand it seems to me when we say regular you Martians feet of course it's a metaphor Sean doesn't have feet so it represents the angels Malakand means solution the emissaries they are the channels for the hush ba it says enjoy your clearly linear a glove that the rag lime of our sham is the melaka yeah that says Isaiah the melaka generally are called I'm Tim there's a POSIX Ruffin I'm dim mean ma Allah right from your Shia the vision of your silence what he brings Ruffin which are the angels called Seraphim them are standing meme alloy there's also a plastic with a satin look on my house had been Holland him that's in Syria with my walkman called aimed in desire says that the beams of the Mishkan crush him are called ad see informed him just like the Milwaukee Mile called flame them the crush from the beams of the Michigan which connected the top of the Michigan on the bottom of the Michigan the ground the beams the pillars are called aimed and they represented the angels you stand on your feet on your a climb right when you say a person is I made it means you get up on your feet stand up on your feet flame a doll rag will you stand on your own why that's why the Malaka mark called find them a cold rag life it seems to me we always we refer to in star him as melaka mash lute a harsh ba the conduits of the flow every mush of every thought that comes into me basically is a flow it's a flow of energy that's coming from a particular source he says here in the mind that their hallways of Hama there are the chambers of jamon from which these ma Chavez come into so I think what the ballot Anya perhaps is saying is but people in a rag love that the person is basically begging Hashem that the Malakand the flow of energy the marshals that come into me should not be from a Molech I don't want my shrubs about Molly I don't want desserts but this gas is to come into my mind because that's the power that all these Minister eyes have so basically the tip over to Shannon she's begging at the feet of a harsh reddish we always picked our Shem we're not we don't dive into Malakand customer Shalom we don't dive into Milwaukee we davon Tasha but the temple if Naraku of which is asking is that the mala whom should channel only ma J should not channel my Shabbos of Amalek she doesn't want thoughts of Amalek get rid of Marsh Eva's humma-nah go gearshift shovel are you hood all of these much I was impartial asking a Shem get rid of this Hotspur discusses Aurora and then he says another point where do you put jamon you put him on a eights Commission arm and has to be tall Commissioner my Shambo with his love ish to descend wind with is a sense of gayest of exaltedness like we learnt in the mind mer by Iike hominis a sorceress a lavash right another mind that the sense of exaltedness of inner pride is what what what obliterates our mullet because I'm only comes in the name of Howard spin the name of this arrogance it has nothing to with just arrogance that's what it is so the counter the the how do you counteract it through holy holy arrogance to holy gave us a sense of exaltedness you don't you have this app it's called yiddishists thoughts healthy human Jewish pride the dignity that comes from your true value it doesn't give room for this hollowness and this superficiality and this insubstantiality that's nothingness that hummin this type of hatred represents which is based on hand here it's based on nothing so they're the two points for temple of near a glove but only after you have the aid scovia commission mama we have to put Haman and his children which represents homer and all of his offspring all of his manifestations this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they you Shiva net slash donate