Aish Kodesh Hilula 2021

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interested in the holocaust memorials or holocaust literature they were starving for torah true deep authentic torah taught by a sadiq whose life like theirs was interrupted they needed to know that he too the great rebbe of piazzesna was tormented by the hester pandim the fact that god's face was hidden that he was crushed by his personal losses but he never wavered in his faith in hashem's love or in his belief in the future of hashem's nation promotion berger in the days after schmidty at sarah simcha's torah leading up to this special night in the lobby of the shul in the streets of this town it always strikes me how palpable the excitement and anticipation is amongst the khabra almost like a hunger amongst us here tonight are many who can relate to rabbi's powerful sentiments from sardama to worn by the fire of the age kodesh as they either grew up in such helical homes or those like me from the next generation who feel it very deeply growing up in a home where my bubby and zaidy were survivors heroes who kept their harmoner through it all and taught us with intense clarity what it means to be a yid and others amongst us who even may be without such a direct connection to the holocaust have other indiana that they ca that they have come here tonight to be comforted for and we are all here tonight because there's a place inside each and every one of us whether in pain or happiness longing or excitement to have a deep desire to connect to the tsadik secret sativa and learn from his life and teachings and we gather here tonight with our rebbe who as he always does ignites the spark in each and every one of us brings us comfort and inspiration and takes us into a place where we could connect to and celebrate the tsaddik and a world that was good for the tremendous [ __ ] to start us off tonight and to the lost princess initiative for contributing content for tonight's event with the biggest welcome back to ishkodesh and wudmir embrace to our vitan cats and his beautiful mishpacha thank you for our most special shabbos and looking forward to so many more great moments together miss hashem to our incredible age kodesh team just days after our groundbreaking simcha space shueva with kahilus with hashem to come together once again [Applause] once again so quickly and in such spectacular fashion yaakov schmuckler yitzhak mordechai fader aaron rosenthal menachem lewin dove parkel sam gross andy labour david lawrence benji david ronan fuchs boomer jay gelman moshe polevsky ereshilo yehudan yodatan klinkowitz and ephraim nudman and speaking of ephraim the incredible security team including gabriel fagan noah gordon howard scar steven perlich and ben cohn and to the to the trevor from caverion for volunteering to help keep us safe tonight to our good friend mayor kolka we love you buddy you bring so much magic to everything you touch never more than tonight and baroque schwartz is always tremendous thank you and of course to our dear sponsors it's the biggest quizzic for all of us here at ashkodesh your support and encouragement is invaluable and really allows us to continue to assist rav weinberger and his holy avodah comforting inspiring and bringing joy to so many here and all over the world anonymous for yeshua suleiman for moshiach naomi mayor in tribute tolani zoldan for sharing yaakov with ash kodesh [Applause] thank you hashem in honor of rebbe abe topil and scott and family nishmas our dear mother and grandmother parallel family nishmas avi mori ashley bennett mr alan nussbaum and for best wishes for brock lesnar health analyst for mrs miriam not spelman rabbi and mrs mark angel bashi and benji fish in honor of surreal ross and menachem lewin aaron and sarah greenblatt jose conditions roth and george worth in memory of sylvia and george's father and clara's husband eugenie roth daniel amy gibberinator of being represented some weinberger howie and martha herschkovitz leland nishmas howie's mom leah sorry about zev and rebecca richmond otter rebbe and edwards and weimberger and rabbian rabbits 11 the goldman family and gratitude of weinberger the carmeli and rendler families lila nishmas basaron secretary hey the ish kurdish and allows his special this special kahila to connect to the sadiq into his torahs adam and lindsey oaken in honor of the selfless volunteer army of age kurdish led by its generals jay-z and syria ross yes roosevelt in honor of evan with aquarius to talk to rebbe and everyone who helps in making all of these kurdish events possible benjamin and naomi goldstein in honor of reverend schlitz and the psets and the champions kimberly and kenneth chapman honorable rebellion holy crap everybody's killing them this is these are northern cats and honor roy mcgregor and all the ladies spreading all over the world harmony goldstein for the athletes of clay as well anonymously fanny uh anonymous professional immigration josephine rachel the garfinkel family in honor of rabbi shlita judy amar a member of miranda bashlomik the boris family honorable evidence surveillance rosters temper in honor of the upcoming remembrance of avengers hessel fader miles of the german union of fader anonymous in honor of mr jay-z and family of the dedication stage coaching claudius then i'm sure it's in honor of the holy age quarter entire repeating to spread that fire ari and daniel shirts in honor of their being the shoulder jefferson chef's father and joseph and joseph this is this monday thank you all for coming out and to everybody watching on the live stream a good winter [Applause] thank you first i want to thank also all of the sponsors all of the who helped as far as yaakov is concerned i wasn't aware that lani was sharing yaakov with us i'm a little bit insulted i thought i thought it was all it was all hours yeah it's ours yaakov thank you for everything for living and breathing his car this is our immeasurable love and thanks thank you my dear friend would be safe [Music] together last night and last how many years we're together there's a very 21 years that we're doing this 21 years and over the years unfortunately joseph has started to understand some english so i can't even say the things all these nice things that he wanted to say in english because he understands but he knows without words and he's not a person that cares about words his whole life is a negan he's a [ __ ] he's a [ __ ] he's a hidden song a deep and hidden song that is a treasure that israel holds on to and we're going to sing together it's not it's not a time for [Music] a sheer or even some sort of a minor it's really just a time to express a great longing from the deepest part of where i am that fills every moment of my life and all that i think about and all that i do this sadiq and the other siddhikan but this world of icekaidish you know by the first hilula of mendelev atapsky squishy airline by the first hillulah his talmud his friend rabbi avancaliska scociolano was crying out mimkoy and on the yard side by the elula then the summer of the tsar the gravity and the sending higher and higher and we're so afraid we're so afraid that you don't remember us from that place that you're ascending to so we're begging you that from that malcolm that you're in not just the kurdish world but the sadiq that may come from the place that you're in the army that you should look with upon your people on where we are and who we are and this is all that i'm thinking about this whole shabbos rabbi are you looking from that place are you looking are you shopping naches we're not exactly the way that ever looked in vaishav and pierzetzner you know and the songs are different but you know we're really the same we want the same and we need you very very badly to be part of our lives so whereas that sadik the kawaliska from that place where he's ascended to you know there was at sadiq whose yard site was only a short time ago and we were calling out a few minutes ago to give us physic and he revealed something much greater than that cry of the kawaliska about the vitapska's outside in tunyana's eye in which we've spoken about over the years saudi for our people and for each and every one of us is when we're not doing well khalil and we're drifting away from who we are in smackdown says that that's the biggest rahmanism do you call out yes from shabaylam because all of the pain and suffering of the world going through life carrying carrying these peculiar knows that each and every one of us is by nature so far far away from from any ugliness and therefore the greatest monastery is to somehow pull us out from that maso from that unbearable burden of our mistakes now listen to the resurrection gives us listen to this so we were talking before about the colors crying out meme it's the outside just and that saddik is going higher and higher and we're so afraid so we're asking from that place you're going higher and higher and we're sinking lower and lower we're in the lowest place so we're so afraid that you're going to forget us to leave the world founders that because and this had explored to the highest place in the islamists in the highest [Music] monastery has on each and every one of us and therefore even ahmed says that at the same time that the nisham of the tzadik ascends to the highest place especially [Music] it descends mamish to the lowest place with the lowest jew is that that lowest moment of his life and he doesn't bring it here but that although he brings in here are in this world after they leave this world they're in this world more than when they were alive when they were held back by the goof and now they're no longer restraint then the shamans are free to ascend and ibn akhman says that it's so important for the childhood to leave behind a son a child to go on with his teachings or a student if there are no children then tell me them who will continue to bring the light of this sadiq all the way down into our lives in this world so the da's of that sadly in the ways of the sadduce should be lo mata should be down here even though he's so high la malala his thoughts his ways his teachings his presence should be la mata la mato there was a hostage that's his name of the old school airline and after the tear after the histalk is the death wasn't doing well the gaguen were crushing him the longing for his rebbe it was very hard for him to continue on with his life and we tight those gagoon once he fell asleep and while he was sleeping what are you pulling me down over here i'm enjoying myself with all the saddiqui what are you schlapping me over here into this world and in his dream he said what malcolm said says [Music] i'm not managing without you entirely my eyes i'm in terrible pain entirely my eyes which i asked him in his dream so what do you want and anokim said rebbe please just review with me a little bit to remind me what it means to believe in god remind me what it means to be a maaman and the luck of a chair in his dream set over the first three animals the way that he used to say them with a certain niggin with his fire and his niggin and this anakin went the rest of his life burning marmish on fire with those animals what ibn akhman is teaching us here and with this story of of the tsaddikim of norkhim and the is telling us is that even though many years have passed since the webby since the pierce etchna was murdered he is here and that you and i have the ability through those feelings of rebbe tyler ma'ai very hard for us in this world in these last days before mashiach comes sarla no ma'am and it's not enough that means that you in some higher world that you remember us that you're looking down upon us from that higher place tired of my eyes we're asking you and we're begging you to come down here with us in this world withdrawing you into our lives into this world hey noah when he was going from breslift to uma he went there knowing that that was his last trip he know that he knew that he was going to die and he wanted to be buried in uma so everybody felt that the end was near and he said i'm not leaving you alone and the aura of that's he said for ourselves now we don't have revision but now yes but now there is this powerful river this knockhold this river that's november that i'm leaving with you in this world in the world here left behind [Music] every year thousands and thousands and thousands more and more and more are drinking from those waters of that mysterious amazing river of nacho navaim so too of colony that that's how they didn't leave behind children his children didn't survive the vast majority of the see them as you know were killed and even at the end when he was in that camp near treblinka travniki and there was a possibility for him to be smuggled out so home isis not for now but there was an offer that was made to get him out and he said that there were 20 jews that they were part of the chevrolet that they decided they made a pact they made a bris they were going to stay together so the baby said that i'm only going if if all of us can go together and the message came back was smuggled in that maybe that's impossible to take out 20 of you so the rebbe sent back so even if it's not at one time then at least maybe we can get out one by one to be smuggled out from this place from this get ahead and the message came back to him that they don't know but maybe they could try then maybe the pedestal sent back but the condition is that i'm the last one to leave i will not leave before my friends leave only if i'm the last one then i agree and that could not be promised they didn't know and while these negotiations were going on the germans took all of them and they were all of course killed so rebbe you didn't leave in the vehicle we don't know what you were thinking those last seconds before you were killed you buried that canister in the ghetto did you know that it was going to be found do you know there are going to be jews many many years later who are on fire with the fire that you left behind and we know that if rabin ahmad says that sadiq can be drawn down below to this world that we know that if you refuse to leave that ghana you have the opportunity to leave ghana to save your life but you refused to separate yourself from those jews who needed you so it must be that you refuse to leave us as well and that your fire is here and that because we're learning your tire and we're gathering together look together to be rehabbed you and to remember you and to connect to you that you're here with us and that your fire the fire of ice coilers the fire of christmas [Music] he [Music] saw the valley that was filled without some of your vacations dried bones and then you saw that the skin was beginning to form the veins the bodies were coming together [Music] but there was one thing for abraham the only thing that was missing was the bodies were coming together and over the years since the holocaust since the years that the rebbe was killed we've been healing we're stronger and the dried out bones are gathering back together we have now communities that we have schools yeshivas mikvis but in abraham [Music] just like by the second base amigdas that the second base emit this was so beautiful but the only thing that was missing or one of the things that was missing the gemara tells us was the aishman of that fire that used to descend upon the mizbeh by the first base emitters that is not there by the second base hashem [Music] blow into these dried out bones and bring them back to life that they should live the torah [Music] and the ruach came back into those dry bones and they came back to life kyle go to my admired a very great multitude of jews came back to life the gemara says the gemara says that if the rabbi is like an angel then we can receive torah from his mouth you know there are many many saddiquim that we were circuit to have in the world but not every banana beet saddiq has the ability to be mikhail meismura not evita has the ability to bring dry bones back to life to bring the dead back to life that's what yaakov was reading when i spoke about those years years ago and after that time of the muhammad and watching with my eyes those dried out bones who were trying to come back to life and even though we didn't go through what they went through were not different ruach the ruach is not there the fire is not there i mean an angel who has the ability to be mikhail bimamuro to be able to know [Music] to bring the ruach and to those who are killed and to those who were murdered so there were jews who were killed by nazis there were jews who were killed by russians the jews who were killed by arabs and the jews who are killed by life by living in this world and who have lost our ruach to other things we're physically alive but we're emotionally dead walk into our shoes walk into our receivers look at the look into the eyes of the kids look into the eyes of the that are standing there trying to dive in a little bit there's no nazis there's no russians there's no ishmaelim over here and who's going to blow life into a haruki mahela they were killed by the things that have been seen the things that have been heard and the experiences that we've had over the years far away from treblinka from warisa from lodge for such a thing we need a mall of says the rabbi has to be like hashem savaka's and how do we know how do we recognize arabia who's amala we never saw malik how do you know if the rabies are male so does all tell us angle collective ace of every single blade of grass that's able to grow it's only because there's a malware there's an angel that's clapping that's giving it a smack on the head of that blade of grass and is saying gardel there are many wonderful teachers fantastic teachers rabban and rebellion shivas men and women who give their lives to teach a malek is a person who's able to bring a river of anahana or an asia fire of an ace kindness and to give us life to bring us back to life and to tell each and every one of us gaddel to grow to be different to change we don't have to be dead jews one of the talmudim who survived his name was khaim khan who ended up as a who ended up fighting in the war of independence in 1948 and eric israel and he was one of the he was one of the of the boys that was part of the rebbe's the rebbe's world of his inner circle and he was interviewed a few years ago and i just saw i think if the interview was is is available and when he was asked can you describe the rabbi can you describe the piazza he said hi [Music] i can't describe the he he was different east gavor he was very tall him i don't know what an angel is but he had a face that was shining like a malach he had the eyes like an eagle when the rebbe looked at you [Music] you felt and you knew for sure that he was looking at who you were he understood you he saw you mamas it was astonishing [Music] and whoever was in this viva of the arabi gurma asmalis alois it brought him to an aliyah and then he says 1948 in 1948 he started i fought in the war of independence this poor guy came from from concentration camp and he and like many of the cover that he came together and they gave him they gave him a half of a rifle of some sort and he was on the and he was four he was fighting in the in the war of independence and he said he was one of the fiercest battles not going to go into which the whole situation in which which battle he was in and he said are you kamen dakot in this battle there were some very difficult moments in those moments all of life passed before us what did i think of those moments when my life was flashing before my eyes i thought about my rabbi the psets how we were connected to him that was my last thoughts that moment that i thought i was leaving the world once the rebbe was standing with some hasidim they were learning they were talking entire some sweet little jew came running in crying and he said rabbi rabbi rabbi the medicine that you wrote for me that's what he said the registered the medicine that you wrote for me has faded and i that the terrible headaches that i have have come back now nobody knew what what he was talking about some of you might know that in warsaw all of the drug stores in warsaw and all of the doctors who were there honored the prescriptions that were written by the by the ace by the rebbe by the pizzazz he was a big big bucky in medicine and he wrote prescriptions they were honored by the drugstores and by the other physicians who were there in varsh so this heat was crying ready my headaches are back because the cure that you wrote has faded if there was a prescription you give it to the drugstore and you get the medicine you take the medicine mr ebby asked i want to see them give me a piece of paper and they maybe wrote something on the paper and he gave it to this year and this year took off his hat and under his hat he had a couple of yarmulke and in the yamaki he had an old piece of paper that was the old prescription he never gave it to the drugstore he had the old prescription in his yarmulke for his cave roger and he took out this one and he and he threw it down and he took from the rebbe the new prescription and he put into his yarmulke and he put the amico and he put on his hat and he sat back a little bit oh he's just showing it shine good abby i feel already i feel bad i feel better no rabbi where do we get prescriptions like that the prescriptions in our yarmulkes have faded no our heads are hurting our hearts are hurting it's your yard sight you didn't leave gehennam then you certainly came down from getting to be here with us and you haven't forgotten us and you're stronger now than you ever were in this host of each one of us remembering you in this course of singing the gunam and learning tara in honor of you from your place look at us with rahmanis write for us a new prescription each one of us should have the prescription that we need for ourselves for our children our wives our husbands our parents so that we'll be healed in our minds and our hearts and our bodies and we'll be able to join you with all the sadhika foreign and now we have a special treat inspired by the terrors of the h kodesh during the planning of the civil special schweiver the wrote this song in honor of rebbe if shalom cats heard the [ __ ] knew that the [ __ ] needed to be heard by claudius in honor of the art set of the ish produced by the thank you hashem khebra [Music] [Applause] [Music] i [Music] is [Music] is [Music] [Applause] [Music] woah thank you [Music] [Applause] [Music] is [Music] [Applause] it's a great honor to us to have with us of eitan cats sing together with us [Music] oh [Music] a [Music] foreign [Music] [Applause] amen [Laughter] oh [Music] [Applause] [Music] is [Music] and is [Music] you together [Music] my [Music] oh [Music] i [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] do 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