YIRAT SHAMAYIM IS YOUR SPIRITUAL ODOMETER

A person has to have both in private and in public and he has to admit to the truth meaning I have problems. So let's see. If I have problems, let's first check my let's check my fear of the almighty odometer. Do I have fear of the ALMIGHTY AT ALL? MOST PEOPLE have something or at least they portray that they do. If they're religious they have to keep on usually they portray something. Do I have as much in private as I do in public? Because in public when I'm with my wife, I don't look at other girls. But do I not look at girls when my wife is not around? When the computer is on and it's 2:00 in the morning and I'm bored, do I also NOT LOOK AT GIRLS? Do I pretend that I'm honest in business or am I really honest in business? When the Russian Shiva called me and said listen we need stock and he I said I don't have. DID I REALLY NOT HAVE or I just don't want to have? DO I NOT HAVE OR I DON'T WANT TO HAVE to give him? I don't have to give you really. That's really what I meant. Which one is it? What kind of do I have? And simply if a person analyzes just this first sentence they'll see at the very least the root of many of their problems. Why? No I don't know what I mean. Everything's in the garbage. Everything is in the garbage. Why? Everything else is cursed and I'll show you a proof of that in a second.