Why Reincarnation? Rabbi Pinchas Winston (complete)

uh we're very privileged tonight to have Rabbi Winston with us who just finished after a long tedious work on translating and working on the essentials from the arals shulim and he's producing next week should be coming out a book in English called the um reincarnation clarified so batem you can order that his website is 36 and you spell it out 36. org um now we have we share a lot in common not I'm not from Toronto but I do have relatives in Toronto but uh we share uh we both got SM from the same rabbis or some of the same rabbis I should say CIT and R nor weberg I came to aor 1988 and apparently Rabbi Pinas had just passed through the gates of uh graduation and um to the bigger World outside and left behind some of the Holy Sparks for us younger folk um some of the sparing that he uh brought tonight which are for sale somewhere between 36 and 55 sheo um I mean these are some of the books I think it was the end of days scenarios that I first read um but they're really really great books uh I think another sa I read a little pamphlet if only are wealthy um but anyway Survival Guide for the end of days uh The Hitchhiker guide to Armageddon don't forget that one when you're anyway just passing through the impact on reincarnation on everyday life and not just another scenario I guess that means part two um anyway they're available in the back towards the end of the evening of course on your way out don't forget to purchase and maybe there'll be a list if you want which I'm sure you do the newest safer on reincarnation May to sign up and the rabbi will somehow be in touch with you about getting that safer into your hands okay without any further Ado Rabbi I thank first of all making it possible to be here this evening nice sure very quaint I spent a lot of time working on my notes and then I completely ignore them when I have to speak this somehow just can't look down it's almost like something happens that that makes it almost forbidden to do so but uh I'm going to try to stick to them tonight and the next two sessions because it's a very complicated topic lot of discussion lot of points lot of issues a lot of things on one hand is kind of a controversial topic some people have a difficult time believing in the idea of reincarnation Gil guling other people accept it as fact that how could it be any either way right and uh for the longest time I thought also it was more of an Eastern religion type of a thing I didn't know how much of an impact it had in terms of Judaism we believed in it you know and how much we knew about it how important it was the truth is is that uh everything kind of changed for me in terms of the topic one day very nocuous way my neighbor showed up at my front door my next door neighbor uh an elderly person who I love respect for and we had discussions before in the past and he wasn't somebody who was so crazy about cabala so much and I you know interested in me it was important to me and we got you know some pretty heavy discussions and one day he shows up at my front door with his a little black book not like a little black book but a mediumsized black book just one title across the cover it you know it just says right there you know shul I had never heard of it before I had not yet seen much of the arizo L's writings at that point in time but you know he passed it to me and he said to me he said here got a South African accent he said here you know you you take this you can probably make better use of this than me he never did that before never did it after you know just passed the book to me okay you know I took a look at the cover sh have guling I realized it was about reincarnation which was not one of my priorities at that time I had other things to do certainly in the middle of my day so I took that book and I just put it on the shelf for one day to look at you know I'm sure it's going to be interesting you know Gil ghouling reincarnation what you know what what would be boring about that I didn't tou it for the first month or so I don't know exactly how much time this goes back about 15 almost 20 years probably and uh then one day you know I was I to take the bus somewhere and I thought to myself you know now's a good time to look because learning Gamora on the bus is not so easy all the time it's distracting no the bumps all you know small text you know actually going couldn't see as clearly as I once could so I thought you know this is a time to look at something that might be a little easy to read more fascinating so I take it with me and I sat down on the bus and I opened the safer and I haven't closed it since haven't just page after page after page after from the first from it you know the first line the first paragraph it was you know just insight after insight about personal rectification how to fix yourself up what's going on who we are how we function what God expects from us what we can accomplish and then eventually went into history who's the gilg of whom you know you know the whole you know chain of events and some when the questions became answered at one particular point that they really stuck up which we'll get to later on was very important especially to our generation and uh after a couple months of looking at the safe I thought to myself this is something that has to be shared this is not something that I can keep to myself you know and and translating cabala is also kind of controversial in fact the first time I translate safer I didn't use my real name I was afraid to be you know ostracized and maybe even sent to Siberia or something and it was yeah the second time I became a little bit more confident because the world became more cabalistic people moving in that direction was more open and uh at this point in time now actually speaking on the topic itself in public you know not just in private what's your real name I used to know that after using that false name for so long you know assume the identity but uh but uh it was you know it was a it was a tremendous turn of events for me one of those very few SW in my life that had such a Major Impact that's definitely one of them and uh know I find to say God will is based upon what I've seen that say for other things as well but that's the that's the main point the first point that we have to start with to understand and appreciate you know what's coming up is the concept of pares the Hebrew word pares means Orchard that's what it means theor attracted of the tud in the Seder of mod which is the holidays speaks about four rabbis that entered pares there Bea then Z then aai and Alisha abuya who became a heretic because of it right which is a warning for everybody and he became called a in the end because he was the other one he went the wrong direction a story to himself and Thom speaks about him as well in detail but these four rabbis went on this excursion into pares right and we're all think oh rabbis take you in too right they go for little picnics also right and then you read about the results and it's disastrous and he like and they one of those like nature signs don't go here he's like like this is a dangerous place to go what happened so it says that that Ben zma he lost his mind as a result of it and aai he died young because of what he saw and uh and was became a heretic and was the only one who who went in in peace and came out in peace that's what the talet says and even stranger is what is what R says to his his his comrades you know going in his colleagues and says whatever you do you know you go in whatever you see Al May don't say May m was like obviously this needs explanation the talud does not get very cabalistic oh we think that it looks that way on the surface we forget the same rabbis who wrote the Zohar who taught cabala are the same rabbis teaching the the laws and the T exact same people so you know you have to know how to look at a see it's a whole different perspective once you have the key to unlock those simple techical words of the T but sometimes it actually gets a little bit cabalistic and this is one of the few places it does these four RAB go into this place called p and toos one of the commentators says right there in the D they didn't actually go anywhere physical right it wasn't a physical experience rather they meditated on one of the names of Hashem it's actually a 42 layer name of God which prophets used to use to go into state of Prophecy right in fact if you look in your sadin by the the prayer which appears a few times in ding once in the morning by cabal shabas as well Shabbat you know different places you know and I don't know in all the s but but probably this one for sure in the art for sure it shows you to the L it's the only feel that I'm aware of that where they put the the the rosi Tavis they take the first letter of each of the words they put up to the left right and you have you have seven stanas six words each six or seven six seven six words each right 42 letters Al together and you have no idea why they're doing this what's the point so this is the this particular to is very very very Central in kabala if you know how to use it usually in doing itself it's a way to indicate there's a transition taking place in terms of levels of consciousness and reality so therefore for example inabot right we're going from one level to a higher level the level we're leaving is the one of the six days with the working week where you do Mal you do physical labor and we're becoming elevated to a level called which is a level on the level of G the Gard which case there's no need for work anymore you don't do work in the geden shabas is a of the Gard of you're changing your Consciousness if you do it properly you know how to do it properly so right and that's what they meditated on to go to a higher level of Consciousness Called Paradise so the gar doesn't talk about it very much you don't get much of an explanation of what pares is from the T itself but in sh he does explain it thoroughly and he says first of all that everybody has an obligation to learn Torah on the levels of a pares and what is Paradise even though the word Parise means an orchard Paradise right that here it doesn't I mean it does it means a different type of Orchard an intellectual Orchard the real G not the physical one right the ual the spiritual one and it stands for four words remes and S that's that's the way it breaks down soat is means simple which means the simple explanation of a Torah idea or the simple verse in the for example REM is something that is you know indicates a hint in the Torah itself I'll give an example in second and the DU is the the next level up which is you know Med s by you know ex Jesus exal exotical teachings tough word right and the last level is s which is kabala of course these are the four levels of Torah and he says that a person has to learn Torah on these four levels and if he do he can't because he finds himself incapable he should he should pay for a teacher to teach him and if you don't he says theal says you have to come back as a gilgal to make up what you left off so something else very important what's an example I'll give you an example simple example right the W bra for example is a is a perfect the first word of the T bis means in the beginning the simple explanation of the word Baris is in the beginning God made the Heaven and the Earth you can't get simple with that barashi says there's a hint a remes to a different level of understanding in the word itself are you familiar with this Rashi right what does Rashi say Rashi says the word should actually be Bish if if you wanted to grammatically correctly say the verse the way the the intention of the verse seems to be going you would not say B Because B should be b s something it's a connecting word right to come out come after it Bish is the proper language and therefore should [Music] say that's the should say so either God didn't check with his editor first before publishing or it's intentional and we'll have to go with the intentional part right because God doesn't require I require editors even with my editors I make mistakes and I only find them after I publish not before he 10 times 15 times and amazingly it's the first page you randomly turn to that you find a mistake and you don't look at the rest of it because you figure the first page you found one you know what's coming up after that it was intentional Rashi points out so the Torah is hinting on the level of remes to a different explanation so what is so that's so what is bis means rash says so bis is really two words then it's grammatically correct bis for the sake of because b means for the sake of RIS the first God made the Heaven and the Earth and Rashi brings down the verses that say that RIS refers to the Jewish people they're called the first Torah is called the first so for the sake of Torah for the sake of the Jewish people God made the Heaven and the Earth that's clear today I mean it's perfectly clear today we're a small tiny little country sitting over here like no one should notice us and all the news is about us the whole world focused on us and what's going to happen over here this whole election comes down to us in the end if that doesn't you know justify what Russ is saying over here it's clear all through history it's all Bas the entire time through small we don't want it to be about by the way we don't want the attention personally I don't mind me left alone just just give us our space no but the whole world pays all this attention and my my faite story I've heard different versions of it but my father-in-law tells a story he was once in an airo long time ago years going back probably 40 50 years at time and he was sitting next to somebody he was wearing his jumo K sit next to somebody I think it was Japanese or Chinese or something you know he says in per it's perfect Chinese you know I want to but says excuse me he says you're Jewish he says uh he says Israel very very big and very very powerful he says well actually no very small and you know it's not so powerful likeit America we have we have k b on our side but without that it wouldn't be the same thing I mean I part of the idea but still you know we need miracles to survive from this country with all of that no very big always in the news so my father-in-law took out a piece of paper and he drew it on the map you know he goes no so small and yet so big and then he like we don't want the attention but that's the way it looks that's you that's what rash is saying what's the level of Dr so Dr is different than Remis R is is like a hint you know you wink at somebody you hint at them they can see something about what you're doing that indicates to them there's something you know more than what's meets the ey over here but JW on the level of madress for example it's not always clear to the eye you can't always see from there's no hint necessarily A lot of times the tment says and how do I know this well it brings a verse down you're looking at the verse going well how great but what what about the verse tells you that it's not always so clear medim they're not so clear from the verse it's a story behind the story so it takes more of a deeper deeper explanation so then what's the what's the Dr on the word bis so the M says the word bis is two words bah bah means he created and she is Aramaic for six on the first the first moment of mes God created the six days of creation and the 6,000 years of History too for that matter all that first moment like gashi and the ran point out right there that's the duw what's what's the cabala I'm just skiing the whole thing over here but what's the gabala also barashi but instead of the six days the six Millennia it refers to the six spherus which are the spiritual Cosmic DNA of the 6,000 years of History if you can read the spherus you can read history in fact the Von writes in his beer on cph called which is from the Zohar one of cabalistic M all stuff right there he writes he says if you understand what I've told you right now about the spher and how all works together you can calculate the arrival date of Messiah and I've been over that a lot of times and I cannot see for the life of me what he's talking about but apparently you can do it from from this from the spher you it's built into the spher like a book my friend my Kusa his great grandfather great grandfather was a makul in you know going back what 50 60 years and he knew this this this gr this donon this piece from the donon and he made the calculation he actually knew how to make the calculation for msi's arrival it turns out at the same time another cabalist in Jerusalem made the calculation and they wanted to compare notes because you want to see if you're right or wrong but the Von said that anybody who makes you can from this you can make the calculation but anybody who makes the calculation I'm imposing an oath upon you don't tell anybody else so they both knew they had the calculation but they couldn't compare notes to find out if it's right or not yeah why why why did they do that because once you start this information you know once you start telling the people you know you can create all kinds of pandemonium people with right is disaster in the end and whe and there's two possible dat M to come early or at the last moment which dat is it referring to in the end they say that the villag gon held the 5750 1990 was was the date for Redemption and it was a watershed year without question that's a discussion to itself to itself that's par why is it so important to know part because because gulim right they fit into the last category of Torah they're not on the level of shat they're not on the level of Remis which really corresponds to the level of mishna they're not on the level of of tud because it's not mentioned the Tam anywhere they belong to the realm of s of cabala and let me give you an example one of the most important stories probably in terms of muser and is an understanding God the way he works in this world by the way I say I don't translate some doesn't understand stop me and I'll be very happy to do so on the spot is the story of e job right the Book of Job very complicated book some opinions in the to even say didn't exist didn't didn't actually live it was more of a marshall that mosha reenu himself wrote to teach the Jewish people about Divine provin but in the end we hold that I and certainly the arizo holds that IO was a real person job was a real person but the story is so bizarre of all the sections of tanak it's the weirdest one if you can say anything like that but it's very it's very hard very complicated why because here's I basically a sadik a righteous person serving God thanking God for every he's doing it all right there's not one thing EO seems to be doing wrong that we can see on the surface of it and The Story begins literally in the middle of something where God and the Satan are having discussion about the sincerity of io's righteousness and the CRA Akra says you know nobody is as good as Abraham he he was real he was a real righteous person so God says you know this e guy he's also Al pretty good in his own right we have an expression right don't open your mouth to the S because you don't want to get his attention once you get his attention it's hard to get it off of you right and God himself teaches us that by this because God says no this this e he's he's really righteous he's a good guy I like the guy right I'm happy I made him and the cak says he's not so good God says he's great the sit he's only good because you gave him all this wealth and everything all this good he's got a great family everything's going his way that's why he's so righteous so God says no he'd be righteous anyhow so the C asked ask for permission to test him to see how true this is so God says yeah you can go ahead test him take away his his money his family the whole thing is he how he stands up to the whole thing and he stands up perfectly well and then he comes back and the exact same thing happens all over again right and God said no you see you made me take away all this good he had he's still righteous and you're still talking about him like as if he's not well he's well because his body's still intact he's still healthy he's got his health you know if you have your health you feel pretty good about things in spite of all the he said you can you can inflict him with boils right with SAS with Leprosy but don't you can't kill him and then e has some some second you know thoughts about the whole thing he starts to question his heart it's a very complicated story it's so complicated and so hard to understand that people have used it as the basis of the idea of s Vero bad things can happen to good people end the story we don't need to look any further no explanation bad things happened to he look he was a good person and and God's even in this the picture over here and others have written books based on this this goes back all through history the story how many people have used this story story as a as an example of how there not always an explanation for the bad that happens I mean God has his Bon he has his accounting we've seen it through history and here's God Moses is telling you don't try to understand everything you can't one day you will in the world to come where God opens the book and he shares it all with us we have no hard anymore maybe even in the mic era as early as that but in the meantime you have to accept the fact that things can happen to you that can't be explained and not because you made a mistake and that's the way many people take it and other people went even further to say that this proves that God's not even involved because if God was involved in their lives he wouldn't let that happen you know the reason why this person ran over my toe in the in the M with their shopping cart not because God was getting back because God was looking someplace else he was busy he's not don't bother with the details that's what people people have said the story comes to teach the re say nothing doing the zoh say nothing doing on a shot level you've got the story it doesn't make sense on a Ren's level deeper level well there's things going on over here for example the T points out in San hedrin and the zohor point out as well that uh when when parro actually in this week's para last week's last week's para par right most para pyro wanted to decide what to do with the Jewish Problem how do I de with the Jewish people so he called together a baon he called together three other people to help him decide what to do with the Jewish people the Jewish Problem the Final Solution that's what he was after so what does he do right he calls in he calls in billum one of our best friends clearly he's on our side right he calls in yro right he calls him yro and he calls e those are the thank you those are the three people he calls in three people right what do I do with the Jewish people sillum says he doesn't to think about you know it's like run up rolls off his tongue kill him wipe him away get rid of them they're not good they they're we don't need them that's B's vote he turns to to yro and yro goes just the opposite he say what are you talking anybody who tries to touch the Jewish people they get harmed in the in the end on their own on your own but God's going to get after you he's going to go after you it's not worth it leave him alone leave him alone and he us to run for his life because P doesn't like to hear that he didn't want to hear that information so he runs away and the Merit of that he becomes the father-in-law of mos and he converts and there a big story about him but we'll get to him in the third session about famous reincarnations nice little story how how Israel became who he who he was in the end but uh what about IO what did IO do so it's a m an it's an argument between the gamor and the zoh heart but but one thing is for sure he did not stand up for the Jewish people from the talud it sounds like EO puted the Fifth Amendment he abstained right like the US just did in the the UN he abstained no vote so it's one versus one one Obion exension right and Par had to decide for himself now would par have listened anyhow does make a difference if he had cast his vat the proper way God would have taken note of that and he would have been fine but I had the chance to vote on the same side as yro and at least give the impression of trying to free the Jewish people from their slavery he had that opportunity and he didn't take it so theel says that measure for measure because we know that God works measure for measure he was punished later on with all of his suffering his suffering the St the book of EOB is actually recompense recompense for for having been involved in the whole thing with with uh par measure for measure why is it measure for measure because when does it take place this is I like this this like great for I mean this you know it's coming up soon in parts of right we say we say the across the sea they and they they get across and they have all these interesting verses and Rashi explains them all in detail the one that rashy does not explain explain like this because it's more cabalistic is it says we comment and we say that the right hand of AEM destroys the enemy crushes the enemy that's what the verse says and theza pointed and says well if you look at the verse the word t tat itself is the word SAS same letter as the word SAS which means leprosy and the word o is the same letter as the word e so really the verse as alluding to the taras the the Jewish people when they crossed the sea and they sang this fantastic Tong to God in thanks and appreciation for the miracle mentioned e of suffering right there in the sh so the only question is why what's doing there what's what's the connection so he says the connection is is that at the yamu the Met tells us this is one of the most beautiful things about kabala is how it weaves everything together things that you know things that you don't know and put into a tapestry a big picture you say whoa all that is connected yeah it's all connected and he says right there at the sea what happens the Mish tells us this we know the M says the Jewish people got to the Sea the the attribute of Justice says to God what are you doing and God says I'm going to save the Jewish people and drown the Egyptians well yeah I mean they're the bad guys they're good guys you know when the as well why they the bad guys because they worshiped right they both worshiped idols and Jewish people worshiped Idols in Egypt too and didn't quite do full Tru for that yet so so then he says to God he said look at if you're going to save them and drown that's not it's a little fair right that's not Justice they either destroy them both to save them but they can't kill the Egyptians and save the Jews that's not that's not Justice well you know God's justice is more complicated than the mean of didn't point so what did God God required a distraction to get the away from the yamu so he could stink the Jewish people across so what did he do hey have you seen EO that that righteous e now when the hears those words righteous somebody he go what who where I I'm going to judge this person that's my job he's a prosecuting attorney God says have you seen IO and and the C going don't bother me I'm busy with the Jewish people right now and and he no no e is righteous and P you know I'll be right back and it goes after this e and the whole story of e takes place away from the yamu at that time and as it happens so hasem says to the Jew quick Qui Qui Qui before before he comes back you know supposed to they all go across and the the citro comes back oh I can't believe it you pulled the wool over my eyes once again so it wasn't bad things happen to good people he was a good person he was athetic for sure but he made a mistake and what happened to him the US was part of that as well Z goes even further he he didn't he didn't not to stay quiet but rather instead he said don't kill them but but he can afflict them with boils like with with hurt their bod so measure for measure the S Longs but that's that's REM that's the story that's that's a story of eot didn't make sense remes and makes a lot of sense now now it fits in we can see how it works out now you go a little bit further what is the level of s the last level of Parise in the story the result says that eov was a Gilgo you know ever here before ter Abraham's father we know the story of Abraham's father from the Rashi explains that he know he started to do truth before he died in the beginning he made the idols AB destroyed the the idols in his father's Workshop he was a he actually was the one who snitched on his own son he reported Abraham to Nimrod who put him and he but later on he realized what was going on and he he began to to work his way back in shua but he still died before before making is complete Chu complete he had to come back to fix it up he came back as e and the suffering that I went through was tera's rectification complete and now he can go to the world to come it's like pares you need pares to explain it all right so certainly from a cabalistic point of view there's no question guli reincarnation is as much part of of tor as much part of our tradition as any other aspect of of Torah it's all part of the same idea the question is you know fine but what do we have to fix up what do we fix up in the first place what you know what are we doing here like now why does reincarnation become necessary why can't I simply live up my life and be a good person die with a good name of give reputation now they stand by the CERN they say a nice spum and you know why is it not enough why must I have to come back and and fix up what in the end so the first thing a person has to know first of all right is that everything in this world is for one thing and one thing alone there is nothing else and that is tikun whether you know it whether you don't know it you accept you don't accept it the only difference is between not knowing and knowing is that if you know it you know what you can you can work on it you can develop a program a plan to to work on you can do the research to get the information to figure how it can be done if you don't know about it it's going to happen happen automatically anyhow it's just a question how many how many yeah t of yourself or t of the world T of yourself will lead to tikun of the world ultimately it's tikun of the world that's the that's the that's the global tikun we're talking about but you start you know they say charity begins at home tiku begins at home right tiu begins with the individual himself you can't rectify the world before you Rectify yourself first that's the stage one it's t it's all about t there's nothing else in life but T it's all all for the sake of TI there's nothing else what you you're learning you're relaxing you're making shabas you know you're going for a walk a cup of coffee it doesn't make a difference you know it's all for the sake of TI so you have to ask yourself the question what's the most productive way to achieve that well what are you fixing up that you have to first understand what's broken before you can know what to fix in here so the first point which may many people may be aware of already but it's an important point to point to point out and that is even though we only have one soul that belongs to us that Soul has five parts five parts One Soul five parts what are the five parts from the bottom up neish R and what's about that bu the book that's the one you're used to hearing the entire time these are like like clinic and tissue right it's like generic right and by the way how do you know when someone believes in reincarnation what's the test how do you know some someone believes in reincarnation when a person leaves everything to himself in his will when a person leavs everything to himself in his will now I told that joke and someone told me there's somebody actually trying to do that legally right now he that is an Israeli businessman actually trying to set it up and with all kinds of signs when he comes back he must know something I don't know but say he can't take it with you so he's not taking it with him he's going to come back and get it mother Jack Ben said he couldn't take not one of those things they actually ask you but uh anyhow but the point is there's five levels of Soul the actual analogy that they use once upon a time we were able to rectify all five levels since the of we have not been able to rectify higher than the level it's off the table at least until the period of time called the resurrection of the Dead in the meantime we're only working and believe me that is hard enough in fact the re says that most people do not leave the the level of neish what happens if you don't Forever on the level of neish but that's where gehen comes in right there's always you know there's always a back backup plan when it comes to so now on one hand I would have thought well that's you scary enough let's get it right and do the giling thing but the zor says don't think for a second that gulim is better than geham and gam is like 11 months 12 months Maybe you know what you're doing there there's no nothing to hide it's all out the open basically and you go through te you're finished he says Gil gulim you know you come back start all over again you reboot right and you don't remember who you were you don't get a chance to remember anyone here remember me you know we're all been here a long time we've been here lots of times that's why you're so tired all the time we've allot over and over this is the end of History you know we've been here a lot of you know do you remember who you were I know there's a thing called P life regression I'm not 100% sure you know how accurate that is if in fact it is accurate but uh you went through it uhoh the only problem is it's hard to verify to know if what you remember what you said is in fact true because a brain I spent a lot of time in the last couple years looking through the brain I bought one cut it open no just Kidd but uh I I know I just a self- knowledge in the last que well I was actually garbage my yeah but uh no but it's whether we can whether we can for the most part we don't most people don't if you're forced to remember for some reason God let you to do that Bes it but most people do not know who they were in their previous lifetime so you're studying all over again I need to be a teenager all over again God for yeah exactly well he doesn't and you have to right the only thing is is that he makes it that whatever you fixed up does not come back to get runic gate you can't undo your previous successes it's like a trust account right when you leave this world after having fixed that we'll get to this next section goding but you know whatever you fixed up in this lifetime if it's fixed up and you die having fixed that part up it goes away in sham next time you come back you can't undo it otherwise we'd be back in square one every single time making no progress or six out of History it wouldn't work out but five levels of soul and the analogy they use it's like a glass blower you never see a glass blower works you have this molten glass very very hot you can't put your mouth in it because you won't get it off after that right you know thir degree burns at least so you you attach it to a metal rod right and you a wood Rod you blow down it right so there's a breath in your mouth first like that like a a Nima is a breath so the word n comes from the word Nima which is like a breath in God's mouth Ru means like a breeze like a wind you know it's like a so the level of a soall Ru is really like a transitory stage of Soul when you blow the Thea out down the rod it travels down the road it's a r it comes to rest in the body which is where the neish is is a day of of noish right we rested on on shabas because the word neish means to rest because that's where the soul comes to rest the soul the npish is in the blood it's the transition between the spiritual and the physical it's what keeps you alive it's what gives your body the energy to survive it's not the food right the food is a is a way to bring to you the kadua spiritual Sparks they connect the the soul and the body but it's not the food itself the proof is take take the deadest person you can find and the healthiest food you can find put them together you won't come back to life again the food's not going to do that it's the soul and the neish inside you have these three levels you have to fix up and a person comes into this world at a specific level on neish primarily right and and what's even more interesting is that these levels subdivide just like there are five levels of Soul the five levels have five levels there's a neish of a neish and a a a r of a neish right and just like the five levels of the five levels right they also have five levels and the five levels of the five levels of five level the five until there's a spark for every soul for every human being who's live in the world and everybody starts out on a specific level of that soul that spark right that's where you're beginning that's your starting point and now you have to rectify well how do I Rectify Myself by ascending to higher levels of Soul by accessing higher higher levels of my particular my my personal Soul not your soul your Soul's for you my soul is for me I have to access higher levels of Soul how do it work right so I don't know what they use for analogies a thousand years ago but today we have all kinds of examples from the computer World basically you know when you we used to buy a program one of the marketing techniques they use which you you buy the program and you download it for free and say wow you actually get stuff for free not knowing you're being pulled into this thing right so I remember that the first one I got I think was called quick time it's like that for for my Macintosh right and I was so excited I got a application I downloaded for free and I put it into my computer and I'm using it right and the one thing I want to do it won't work and I noticed that the things I can do which I'm not so interested using because it's so basic they're black like black text right and the ones that are there they let me know what I can do if I pay $30 for the rest of the program right you know so what happens basically is that is that you you you pay the $30 and then when you type in some numerical key it unlocks the the program and all of a sub the gray ones become black you now have access to higher levels of computer function because you paid the $30 you paid for it right and I thought to myself wow this is before I understood how things work wow that's amazing they were able to put all that extra function in a 10 digigit number because that's all I typed in I didn't download something else it was already in my computer I just typed in 10 digits and all of a sudden boom it all be I have all these functions and then I said to myself but that can't be possible how can you do a thing like that and then I realize the genius these guys what did they do with the initial download everything goes in but it's locked the computer knows it cannot allow you to have access and it's all the I mean the writing and all the uh programming to make it work work like this and this not it was half as complicated as what you have today these guys don't how they do it these these programmers all this code to write it but the computer knows that when it sees this number it's that's you're you permission now to use his other functions so everybody sitting in this room by definition has a NE has a has a has a and unique to you it's yours it has to be there you know why it has to be there because it's a conduit and the top of the system is God himself Orin the light of God you live today because of the light of God but how do you get the light of God he throws it at you he emails it to you right you know how does he do it how do he get the light into you so he sends it to your which filters the light down for your and then your gives it over to your and your gives over to your and the gives it over to the neish and then your body oh I'm alive I can do things now but if it's it's all there so why am I on such a such a low spiritual level why aren't I way up there and what does it mean I can't access till till to the the resurrection of the Dead why you know if it's there it's there so it's exactly like the computer program it's built in God says until the person achieves x y and Zed they can't access their rule it's there it's functioning it's giving light over to you so you can live but you can't access its power you can't use it you know you see these guys I was na Tor for a while I involved in kiru and you know Ruster saw one of the main people at the Cotto meeting people and bringing them up to either aor or sub different places but bring some guy in from the from the Cotto right and you know this guy would come in wearing a ponytail you have an earring you know torn pants you know and you wonder like you know what is he doing here and who's going to talk to this guy and what are they going to say to this person right and in fact I'll tell you I'll tell you a real story real story I wasn't there for it this is this is it was a legend in my I was there that was the one of the Legends there at the time you know cure we have a lot of cure of Legends the story of somebody was actually a biker he was riding his bike through Europe and he happened to stop in there s around with his motorcycle and the guy looked apart apparently black brother Jack the whole thing and he sat down across from a rabbi or somebody you don't have to be a rabbi to to teach these things and he said in a a person and the person gave him everything that he could to try toar this person to to introduce him to Judaism and bring him back to get to you know you know back on the right track start the process at least and he gave him whatever he could and the guy sat there for an entire hour and said nothing did did nothing maybe stay for lunch that's one of the subing points right free lunch and then left he left and the person who spelled conduct himself is not you know it was a hopeless case that wasn't you know there was nothing the guy didn't even respond he didn't answer didn't you know you know just sat there and looked at me you know there was nothing to do there's no impact Story Goes two sub three years later four years whatever at some point in time the person who spoke to him went back to finish his degree in Florida some college in Florida okay that's not the funny part yet right you know you know to to finish his degree in Florida you know where this is going that's where you're laughing okay he go he goes back to Florida and yeah it's it's a gentile University College so he asks you know he's an orthodox Jew you know is there anybody else here who's Orthodox who I can be a roommate with because it' be much more you know easier to get along with each other that's what you think hopefully right and and he said well yeah there's somebody else who also asked as well and we've already put you together so he great ready you know he goes up to meet the person right and the guy's lying in his bed and as he walks in the door the person looks at him but he looks at him in a way like there's a sense of recognition and you know how weird you feel when somebody you don't recognize recognizes you and you wonder uhoh maybe it was better off not this this person's room right in the end and he says his name but he says it with a sense of from right now he okay he knowes my name because the register I told him my name you know but but he's saying he knows me in the end right so he says right he says yeah he says he says you don't recognize me do you he say no why would I recognize you you remember about two about three years ago there was this guy who came through wearing a black Lether jacket and his motorcycle the whole thing you talk to the guy he said nothing the entire time I guess whatever you know you saw a lot of people in the meantime says what what connection do you have to that she that was me he said what he says that was me how could that I mean what happened you know what worked you know how he was speechless he said you know when I left I had no intention whatsoever of ever following up on this thing but there was one thing you said to me on the way out that kind of like stuck in my mind as I biked through Europe and did my thing and it was like like got you know stuck there you know and and it kind of affected me and I went back to you know to the states and went to go to college and I met this this kabad Rabbi and he said you want to come for a meal on Shabbat so I thought to myself you know it's free meal you know good cooking come and go what's the difference no pressure you know and I went and one led to a second which led to a third which led to fourth the fifth and here I am today a Fired Guy an orthodox Jew what happened what happened how does that work why does a person one day doesn't believe they're distant they argue I mean I've sat down with people who I thought there's no way I'll ever make a breakthrough with this person and they turn around I I I myself I became religious about the age of 20 right I went to college with with friends of mine who if I had to bet back then who would become religious and who wouldn't become religious I would have bet against bet against all of them including myself right all of them I would never thought for one and then one day I see somebody you know and he's religious and I see you know his wife is wearing a shet toe and no where like what what's the change what is it manipulation is it brainwashing it's not brainwash I can tell you that for sure when I was in a shura we had good rooms well the food wasn't as good yet at the time but it was good enough and you could you could you could supplement it if you wanted to you know and you get and the conditions were great especially considering we didn't pay much for them in the first place we had a great time some of the happiest is it was no brainwashing manipulation no manipulation so then what changed that a person One Moment In Time says there's no way and the next moment not exactly the next moment but somewhere down the road the okay yeah yeah I see it and they and they capitulate [Music] because when the neish is far away from the r they're distant because the person is secular the person's not they haven't had the chance to be connected yet to Torah to the understanding of this world life what life is about the ne is just is far away the light coming down to the body is weak so the body can't have a spiritual experience as far as the person is concerned there's no such thing as God there's no such thing as because I don't feel it you ask any darness you ask any person involved in Evolution how do you know for sure this is the way how do you know for sure God's not they know for sure it's just that I have no experience of him I can't see him if he's not if I can't see my must he's not there who says that person is distance the the light coming down to the body is very very far away and very weak so the Soul's inside there but the body can't feel it because it's light so weak right it's like being out outside on a cloudy day the sun's there it's it's day you can say it's daylight but you can't feel the sun doesn't feel warm in your skin but the cloud goes away you go closer with the sun it's a different story so then what changes the equation a guy comes in right and he hears an idea a true idea a Torah idea right now as I'm talking to you and you listening to me you feel your soul more more hopefully more than you did before the should begin because we're talking Torah I'm bringing down Torah through my words out to you and you're thinking the same time in learning you know what's going on at the same time it's like a magnet it pulls the neish up closer to the R so now the light of the r could be more felt in the nap because it's closer it's a stronger Bond and because it's a stronger Bond my body can now sense it and feel it and become changed and become transformed that's what K Outreach is all about I found that the hard way and after a lot of work and making a lot of mistakes along the way I was trying to I was trying to S Tor I was trying to make people religious or at least see why they should be you don't do that that's not how cir Works Tara sells itself just to get the guy to come back a second time and the third time to hear another idea it will it will get in it will it will change him he won't even know what's happening he'll even resist in the beginning but after a while the defenses will come down the idea will stick in his head because his and have come closer because they' come closer the light has less this to travel talking spiritually and the body will feel its impact and the body will change you'll change and then you do the same thing from R if you're fortunate enough and it's even more powerful and that's how a person changes that's how you make that's how a Persona because it's all about pulling the light down from higher levels to elevate the love lower levels the process of teing for everybody is the same process basically just getting the light from the level of but as you pull it down and you change yourself and you become more spiritual as a result by definition you will gain access to higher levels as you gain access to higher levels you will be able to sense the light even more and that will inspire you and that will motivate you and that will cheat that will change you and that will be meten you and that will limit the amount of times to come back as a Gilgo because the more you're able to accomplish Tik in a particular Lifetime and we just next next session we'll go into more detail about what that means God willing but that's the process that's the idea that's why ter had to come back that's why everybody has to come back that's why mosu has to come back we're all coming back for the same to get higher levels of life to gain access to higher levels function in the Lev the realm of the souls and we do that by increasing our access of the Light When God gave us the Torah he didn't simply give us instructions on how to live and be righteous that's the side it's more of a side thing it's more the result in the end he gave us a conduit to his light and we access it Remis dusan s and get to those levels draw them the light and we change automatically what are the last two levels what what what are the defition of those last two the word means life right because basically it's the level that we'll talk about this also next more detail but that's the level Let's Start From The Higher One first the level of Y which means like a single you know reality it's actually so Sublime but so spiritual we don't even know what goes on there we only know what goes on there based upon what go on below it but it's considered to be a very very hidden level of light where everything is Unified because the higher you go up the more unified Things become so therefore it's called the next level of is already a level on which the names of God become revealed this this revelation of this creation taking place so therefore it's considered to be Tech the starting point of the life force of a person so therefore it's called it's actually called the soul of souls the soul within the soul because they're like you know overlapping concentric circles the soul are compared to the skin of an onion where it's like you have overlapping you know levels basically one inside the other but uh this is this those two levels are so the last person to be able to deal with the level was backed by and we won't see that again until you know basement the will to come but the last person historically who was able to access the level of was right the one who basically God took it while he was still young God walked with God and God took him and R he explains he to a pendulum we back one day he was good one day he was bad so God took him on a good day right and he went up on a fiery horse El got the Chariot right Kan just got the horse on a fiery horse and became the angel mat right who basic the the minister right but he was the last person on that level we leave at that regarding people got up to or there very few or everybody is can get well everybody should be able to for sure you have a con you have specific people the last person right question is lower levels were also you have mentions of people that they were able to get to the yeah mosha is one person for example right and Y also got to a level of M from kind actually but but yes historically I mean the the the righteous people in every generation you know yeah very possible it's hard to know this is really God's calculation but theoretically speaking everybody has the potential because not everyone has the same level I mean your n my Nisha are two different levels you know and and but you have to get to yours I have to get to mine whatever it is in the end so uh there's also you know idoris going down in generations of History uh how gil g plays in the whole the whole picture but yes everybody should be able to get through the level of if they follow the program you can't do it without PES you can't do it without Torah you can't you know even the concept of a righteous Gentile for example is a true concept but it's not the same as somebody who's acquired the love in the sh it's a whole different reality you know and uh the person becomes pretty detached from this world and your life is quite miraculous at that stage of the game but yes everybody should be to get through their love of the sh there was evidence well that could say so well that gor the gor says that they were there because of the time difference well Rashi says that you have lived anyhow 400 years he lived 400 years right right he died just before the spies went him in fact that's that's that's what that that's what when when MO B who says to the Jewish to the spies to go by the land I forget which which which which word it was exactly but but but mosha was indicating go see if there's any righteous people still left protecting the land and Rashi says they referring to e see he lived a long time he certainly lived at least 116 years because that's how long it took the time that I was contacted till the time they actually went out by the yamu and all that but it seems to be he lived a long time yeah there it's Canan Gentile they all were at that time the canani but he was a righteous one he was a righteous one okay thank you very much for coming out