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welcome everybody
welcome home to toro welcome to the
evening bait midrash coming
out of the baca neighborhood and you
shall lying
before we get started i want to give
like a uh
not even a summary just some three
highlights three points that we're going
to talk about tonight
so that if you decide that these are
interesting to you you'll stick around
right so the first thing we're going to
talk about is the true nature
of the satan who is this satan
and what is he trying to accomplish what
is his mission
number two the antidote we can't leave
that
out of the discussion the antidote to
the defense
against the satan number three we're
going to talk about the blessing in
which yaakov received an additional name
changed his name to israel
very important fundamental for us to
know who we are
and what our mission is and i and one
more idea just it's really a
continuation of the number three
is that uh ultimately why did he name
the place
pineal the the face of god
okay so without any further ado here we
go i know you guys are
excited here we go so let's
become familiar with these verses in
chapter 32
it's verses 24 through 32.
now i need to read them in the beginning
because i
want you to become familiar with them if
you're watching this on video you can
always
pause it and meditate and go deeper into
them
because i'm going to read them only in
english now and they're going to read in
hebrew
as we always do um from the client car
and we'll read some of these verses some
of the highlights of these verses in
hebrew
now after yaakov has passed his family
across the stream
he went back he went back for some
interesting language because a park
is a container right today if you buy a
coke
or a soda or a beer in a tin can
it's called a park right or even a trash
can something metal
a container a container it's called a
pacha anyway he went back for a small
park
and that's going to be related also to
chanukah but we're not going to talk
about that tonight
that aspect we'll talk about that monday
night
how our parshiots relate
to hanukkah but right now and he took
them and brought them across the stream
and he took across what was his
and then this is the one this is one of
the verses we're going to deal with and
yaakov was left alone
and a man wrestled with him until the
break of dawn
i'm just going to read in hebrew that
one verse
remained alone
and a man wrestled with him
until the sun began to rise
which we call dawn and then
the english continues when he saw that
he could not prevail against him
who's him the angel could not prevail
against diako he touched the socket of
his hip and the socket of jacob's hip
became dislocated as he wrestled with
him
and he the angel said let me go down let
me let me get out of here for dawn is
breaking
but hiyako said i will not let you go
unless you bless me
unless you blessed me he said to him
what is your name
and he said yaakov and yaakov reset back
to him would it
i'm sorry the angel continued and said
your name shall no longer be called
yaakov
but israel because you have commanding
power with an angel and with men
and you have prevailed and yaakov then
turned around
asked the angel now tell me your name
and he said why is it that you asked my
name
maybe that's his name could that be his
name
if you say what is your name in his
songs why do you ask me my name
maybe that's my name
and he blessed him there and yaakov
named the place
peniel for he said i saw an angel face
to face and my soul was saved
and the son s-u-n rose for him when he
passed puniel
and he was limping on his thigh
okay now what is this exact concept of
let me just get my pages in order uh
in the word wrestling right that's one
of the first concept we're going to deal
with
look at rashi i highlighted underneath
well let's start with the beginning so
we saw that yaakov was left
he was left alone you know what he went
back
it means that he went back for small
bottles
and returned for them is that a smart
move
to be all by yourself for something
seemingly insignificant
then it says in the man wrestled rashi
says and the man became
covered with dust why dust because the
word we're dealing with
the yeah bake the root is avak
is dust why do we translate as wrestled
because as we wrestle right if you ever
saw
two men going at it right i'm not
talking about on asphalt okay
you know most of the world for uh the
history of the world has not been
asphalted right you didn't have cement
everywhere
even in your homes you had dirt floors
right so imagine you're wrestling
you like that word wrestling wrestling
and
what comes up is dust but we're going to
see a deeper understanding not only that
so the man became covered with with dust
be right derived from avac
for they were raising dust with their
feet through their movements
i believe rashi says however that it is
a term meaning that he attached himself
and we'll talk about that also because
we're going to see some interesting
ideas of um
what's the word to exchange letters
okay we'll see how it can be turned into
the word
how the aleph and the set are
interchangeable
and therefore you can see them being
connected as you notice when people are
wrestling that's what they're doing
they have their arms wrapped around each
other
and that's what he says for so is the
habit of two people
who make strong efforts to throw each
other down
right if you're wrestling and you need
to
win you need to get the other guy off of
you or on the bottom
two people make strong efforts to throw
each other down
that one embraces the other and attaches
himself
to him with his arms now this last line
is going to be very important because we
spoke about the idea of
the satan right we spoke about the idea
we're going to talk about the nature the
true nature
of the and
i know the christians will not
appreciate this
one bit our rabbis explained that this
was the prince
the guardian angel of asaf
going to find out we don't know yet that
it's the sata
right i think i gave too much away
already
okay but if this
we're talking about he's going to
eventually
meet up and encounter with asov and
it makes sense that the encounter that
he has
first is with the guardian angel of asaf
right as we learned in the war in the um
song of devorah
in sis right by sisera that all battles
are fought first in heaven and then
fought on this ground
okay we just show up it's already been
determined who won
in heaven so this battle whether it's uh
whether it was 100
in the physical world or some of it
partially in the metaphysical world
is not relevant we're gonna read it as
if this is exactly
what happened in its entirety so let's
go into the clear car who we use for
those who are not familiar
the clear car is an amazing parish right
he was taught
by who the greatest of the generation
the morale
and five hundred four hundred years ago
so we are on kufnan hey
where it says
remained alone
that's the word for wrestling
regarding this wrestling match of the
angel with yaakov
there are so many
the clear card is telling us that the
paper
is not big enough there's not enough
paper around
maybe back in his day now you have a
computer it can all be digitalized
but we understand what he's trying to
say there are so many opinions
that the curtain he says is too short
there's not enough space to uh to write
all the different opinions therefore a
marty therefore i
say a little kim petronim
is it not that hashem has all of the
answers
hashem provides all of the
interpretations
therefore i am also going to tell you my
side of the story
after the fact that almost every one of
the commentators have already agreed
i'm not going to pronounce the word but
i will help you
it sounds like som
and that's the first syllable and then
eo okay you familiar with that word
that we basically are referring to as
the satan
he is the arch angel
the administering angel over asap
why is he it this
angelic force called sam
if we can understand the name we can
understand the nature
of the satan
because his entire desire
and purpose is to blind
the eyes of a person
the word sam
means blind sama in aramaic
and in hebrew it's sama with the same
name
and to hit him to the point to smack him
to smite him
to become blind the la soto
summa na sicli and to cause him
to create within a blindness from his
spiritual eye where's the spiritual eye
it's emanating from your intellect
right your spiritual intellect your
spiritual
intellectual eye i just want to i know a
lot of my
students and people who've listened
already heard this idea the word
seychelles
culture right is
right is intellect is intellect but in
the maharalian terms it means
spirituality
therefore as you know i like to put
together
and call it the spiritual intellect
that's how i like to move
i like to bring things together and it
makes sense
that's what the sutton is trying to do
to blind the person
you know from his spiritual intellect
until he's no longer able to
see the truth he's not able to have a
truthful vision
right can you imagine being bombarded by
fake news all day long
right and you believe it
you're a believer right god forbid
but this is what happens is what the sun
does it wants to
do dull right uh negate
your spiritual growth and your spiritual
eye and your spiritual intellect
penelope because your spiritual eyes
what brings you
to a true understanding of hashem and he
wants to blind you to that
from coming to see hashem below
and to come to the fundamental
understanding and knowledge
and secrets about hashem
to those who are god fearing this
israel torah um they fear and they
understand
the secrets of the torah and who is this
he is the satan
who else is he he wears three hats
yeah for those who believe in the
trinity here you go
the son has three hats he is the satan
he is the malacha maves he is the angel
of
death and he is the yates of
the evil inclination i want to quote now
from
gamora baba batra 16a
ray schlakosh says satan
the evil inclination and the angel of
death
are one that is there are three aspects
of the same essence there you go the
holy trinity and you know
that other group he is the satan
he seduces people and then accuses them
as it is written
you can find this in job chapter 2 verse
7.
so the satan went forth from the
presence of the lord
and smote job with vile source
uh the second he's also the evil
inclination as you find in genesis
chapter six
verse 5 the impulse of the thoughts
are of his heart was only evil
continuously
all day long as we know and it's also
written in job
1 verse 12 only upon himself
do not put forth your hand now the
verbal analogy this means a gazera shava
between the various uses of the words
only
teaches that the evil inclination is to
be identified with the satan
he's also the angel of death as we find
in job chapter 2 verse 6
only spare his life so we see that he
has
the satan is the angel of death
apparently job's life depends upon him
the satan
and accordingly the sutton must also be
the angel
of death let's continue with the clear
car
the rama the bremen ladava we actually
have a hint
to this idea now we all know the
alphabet
alphabet the alpha beta and
um in hebrew so every letter
of course has a value but there's many
ways to look at the alphabet it's called
what we're going to look at is called
alpha beta ochenios we're looking at the
alphabet and we're looking at the
letters that come directly after
when you're looking at a word why are
the rabbis called supreme
right in english they call them sages oh
no scribes let's call them scribes right
because sophie means scribes
however what is the scribe supposed to
do
he's supposed to count the letters and
what does it mean to count the letters
does he mean he's to make sure not one
letter is missing absolutely
right if there's 500 letters on one page
he's to copy over and make sure there's
500 letters on one page
but whatever he's copying because if
there's one letter missing
or one extra letter it's no good
but it also means to count right to
count the actual
value of the letters right there's
multiple
ways of doing gamache i'm not going to
go into that but one of the concepts
right here is if you look at a word
if you know every letter even though
you're looking at a word you could be
looking at numbers
or at bash you could be looking at
different letters
okay we're not going to go into that
idea but this one concept called
osiyoshniyos you're looking at the
letter that follows the word
so if you look at i have here on number
three
the letters of the psalm allah every
letter that follows the one that follows
islamic as an ayam that follows
a nun what letter follows an alpha is
about
and what follows islam it is a man so in
place of the psalm
the word for satan you have the word
grapes
what are grapes is where wine comes from
and what do we know it's a big problem
addiction is a big problem
to to strong drink
so this is what he has to say he says
like this
the hint of the idea is that the son is
actually a partner
with the great he's a partner with the
great we did look back in partial
noah right but the first thing that noah
did when he left the tava
the ark was he planted a
vineyard by the way for those who don't
know a vineyard is a great
uh grape uh caramel what do you call it
uh great garden a grape garden thank you
very much
that's it so he says
just as the wine come the wine by the
way for those who don't know hebrew yay
in
it it sounds like wine yay in wine
it comes forth it comes out of the
grapes
and when someone is meshach assad that
when a man becomes
drunk because chakras adam
when the when the wine causes a man to
become drunk
what does it do it's either bastard
enough
it causes a blindness in the eyes not
not a literal blindness
but a spiritual and perhaps it does even
cause
when we're talking about stumbling right
you see someone who's drunk
he's tripping his over his own feet he's
running into cars you know if he's walk
on the sidewalk
and he certainly should not get behind
the wheel so this is a plug for
do not drink and drive okay
do not drink and drive because it causes
accidents
right worse it could even be worse
as it says now there's a verse in
uh genesis chapter 49 verse 12 just to
get this idea through our heads
it talks about part of the blessings he
is red eyed from wine
and white tooth from milk so this
right that's the hebrew meaning his his
eyes became red
from the wine so look at rashi over
there
and he was bloodshot eyes for it is
common for those who drink to have red
eyes so there's a redness
and i don't think this means like it's
someone who drinks a glass
of wine every day when they come home
from work is not going to have red eyes
but someone who is very habituated in
drinking too much right if you ever see
sometimes their nose is red
and they're maybe it does happen once in
a while someone just drinks once in a
while i don't know
but let's let's take it for what we know
that if someone drinks too much
their eyes become red mustam sheikh or
holy
he's trying to bring this home that is
you're just physically drunk
you go around like i'm gonna say like a
a blind sailor right the boat's rocking
back and forth and you're like falling
all over the place
right a drunken salad
so too this is what the samik mem is
it's a
partner with the wine called
mizimotov the
all of its initiatives right its goal
is to blind the eyes of man
until he's no longer able to see the sun
now he's using this because we're
talking about a little bit talk about
a little bit later but basically
you're not able to see the light okay
let's just take the word shemish meaning
their likes right as we spoke about
before to say to see
hashem and this is going to play to the
theme
of the few verses we read already
we know that the wine will cause this
blindness
to the physical eye the zest
some chaos sorry this is the same this
is that arch angel of asav who we call
the satan
who is a partnership in the blindness
whose whole goal is to try to cause
a blindness to the spiritual intellect
the shalom so one would not be able to
see the grandeur of god
this is exactly what the word means
we're talking about for those who just
came on board
the psalmic mem aleph lamin is
the satan is the archangel the
administration of
asav it's two words
to blind you from god that is
his goal i hope this is very clear
so the clear card says it's a milat
it's a combination of two words psalm
blindness to godliness
clear as mud i hope reality is used
twice
sorry the alec is used twice once for
the first part of the sunday
this is something you need to know
furthermore from what is required for
you to know
right the evil inclination the satan is
to be compared it's analogous to what
is as luv is a fly or a mosquito
something that's it's constantly around
and
it's really hard to get rid of and he's
constantly
it is trying to get into
flesh that is not healthy it doesn't
have
the power in its mouth to bite into
healthy flesh
so it's looking for a wound a sore an
opening the end of your lip
the side of your eye where your your ear
is right
it's looking for a hole it's looking to
enter a
weak place and he mentions
brought down a gemura brachate which i
have here
so i want to read it
um no i do have okay
and the evil inclination is like a fly
it's in gemara bracha 61a and it sits
between
the two entrances of the heart this is
you know the metaphysical
uh it says in ecclesiastes 10 1
dead flies make the ointment of the
perfumer
feated and putrid shmoel says
that the inclination the evil is like a
type of wheat
as it says transgression this we're
going to deal with this verse
crouches at the door so in hebrew i have
it right below
this rovates
which is the word for sin is also
related to the word
for wheat okay
um i want to look at that verse a second
it's genesis chapter 4 verse 7
is it not so this is what hashem is
speaking to
cayenne cain is it not so that if you
improve
it will be it will be forgiven you if
you do not improve however at the
entrance sin is lying
now it's not just lying it's in ambush
right and to you is its longing but you
can
rule over it rashi says
for to you is its longing let's go first
to the first one
you can improve yourself if you improve
your deeds
i know there's a couple religions out
there that they just believe
there's nothing to do with your deeds
and if you if you think your deeds have
anything to do with anything
then you're a failure and you are um
a denier because it's all through the
grace of god
no broke hashem yes god has a lot of
grace
but he also gave us the power to change
our deeds and deeds matter in fact
all deeds matter in fact this was an old
saying of mine i think i should make a
bumper sticker but i never did
anyway if anybody wants to take the idea
on with me be a partner
all deeds matter i'd love it
so anyway that's what rashi says right
regarding this verse
that's what god is asking kind if you
you know
all you have to do is work on yourself
improve your character
for to you is its longing the longing of
sin meaning the evil inclination
which constantly longs and lusts to
cause you to stumble
but you can rule over it if you wish you
can overpower it you will do it
if you want
okay let's continue in the clear car see
says we just read the verse
le peta jatas kistams vu what
does a regular fly or mosquito do
it's ana royvates the buster hashem
it's not looking for healthy flesh
there's nothing it can do
around healthy flesh
it doesn't have the power in its mouth
in order to create a new opening the
chalet within the healthy or complete
flesh
rotates vein therefore
it it it crouches by the entrance
safatai means lips but it could be a
wound right you have
two sides of the womb so it's looking
for the entrance
it's looking for a place to find even
the smallest opening
yearbots is going to be very important
in the in the battle
between yaakov and this angel the angel
of asa
what you want to do let's keep reading
here
that there at the oh little opening
that's where it's lying in weight and
ambush
to open up even more even open wider
the opening of the wounds
this is what the evil inclination wants
to do
its anon is dave
it cannot it will not
there's no possibility of it connecting
and joining up with a human who is
perfect
who is complete
who's healthy i shall love parrots
because there is no break there is no
unhealthy
flesh there's nothing unhealthy about
this person there's nowhere to break
through
i'm sorry
there's no chance of opening up this
person towards
sin or is downfall you shall
name and when it's with
concerning a person who is i'm going to
use the word
spiritually mature who's healthy
spiritually and intellectually the whole
myself with all of his actions very
old deeds matter
he's got no business the the the son is
out of business
he's on a lockdown he's on a corona
lockdown
he's got to be the dude stay by himself
right he's not going to mix
okay low yahoo club because he has no
he's no chance
there's no ability to overcome the other
person
the human being ah however
however when the person himself opens
up an opening even a small bit
and it's going to become very important
when we talk about the hit on the leg of
yaakov
pirates gdero veracala
then there is this opening of the fence
even for the lightest slightest
transgression
then immediately the hr rod will join up
and say this is what he's going to say
what do you think he's going to say
me and you are the same
we're bros man come on man
come on man we're brothers
then he will take you up this journey
from the light
seemingly insignificant not severe sins
to you know to much more severe
and heavier sins um
he's going to try he's going to make
every effort to widen
that breach until we'll go up this is a
based on a verse in second chronicles 36
16. uh it says until the lord's wrath
but he's using he's saying a different
word the word we're using in in the
actual passage is hamas
with a tough but he's changing with
islam
as hamas is a crime so he's going to
widen he's going to make every effort to
widen this
this opening until the sin is so great
that basically there is no remedy and
that what it means in the verse
until the lord's wrath ascended upon his
people beyond the remedy
in other words when the person is beyond
any help
he's incurable he's unselfish
salvageable
that's how bad right if you keep going
in that direction
until there's what we call no return but
the secret of judaism is
there's always return but you need a
more drastic recovery program
but anyway let's move on um
now this is a verse based on isaiah 5 5.
so much so that you breach its walls its
walls are breached
until it shall be trampled so the whole
verse says like this and now i'll inform
you what i'm going to do to my vineyard
i will remove its hedge and it shall be
eaten up
breach its walls and it shall be
trampled
so this is the same idea of beyond
repair
it is the arch angel
the administering angel of asap
it knows it knows that the
ultimate battle between jewish people
and since we know asap is western
society
christianity we know that it all comes
down and hangs and depends on keeping
the torah
keeping the torah shmira satora the
desire
to come close to hashem through his
torah
now how do we know this how do we know
this
so i want to take you on a journey it's
not far from where we're at
we're in chapter 32. just go back to
chapter 27 verse 40.
you know when yaakov when gitzka gives
the blessings
right so to both the
the sons
so what does he say to asap he said you
shall live by your sword
you shall live by your sword
you live by the sword
now you will serve your brother okay
so asaf should be serving yaakov
right and it will be
when you grieve why would asa breathe
when he's aggravated when he's agitated
because his the younger brother he's
serving the younger brother but the
younger brother
is only above him when he keeps the
torah
but if he's not keeping the torah he
shouldn't be above him
so this is what's going to agree this is
what's going to agitate
asap the western society christianity
if the jew is not doing what he's
supposed to do
anti-semitism
what does it say then you will break his
yoke off your neck
then you will have every right
to say this is unfair you're you
yaakov are only allowed to be superior
you're only allowed to be above me if
you keep the torah
when you fail to keep the torah i'm
going to make an uprising
a revolt and god through yitzhak tells
him this
let's look at rashi a second
and it will be when you grieve to read
it's an expression of pain
i will laminate in my speech you can see
in psalms 55 3.
when the israelites will transgress the
torah and you will have cause to grieve
about the blessings that he took you
will break his yoke
clear his mud so my message of course is
please
my fellow hidden jews
just begin with the desire just have the
desire to do the right thing
right and you can begin to learn
that's that's where you start okay start
praying
start praying and learning
you're going to save the world right
let's go on
hine calls
meaning for for asap the whole time that
he doesn't see
any sin in the jewish people
but we're not talking about asaph but
we're talking about the angels
right so as long as he does not see any
sin in yakov at all
he the satan will not couple up with him
upon him to blind him to blind his eye
of spirituality in its entirety
but when he notices and sees that yaakov
was breaking through the fence even the
smallest amount
in coming out
he sees that god graced the jewish
people
the not only and god gave the jews a
blessing
but unfortunately if the jews are not
keeping the torah they're not worthy of
the blessing
and they're worthy of having asav remove
his yoke
the ocean because of so much wealth and
property and honor
the yaakov of youth yatsam miguel
all that yaakov did yaakov meaning the
jewish people
they left this very important trait
the trait of being sufficient and happy
with
small amounts they went for the
wealth they went for the properties
they went for honor now
there's nothing wrong with those things
in general if they're used properly
right if they're used to serve hashem
then it's good
when it's used not to serve hashem then
it's bad
then it's a reason for asav or the sasha
asov the satan to have a
claim so this thing is called his top
kudz
this is the way of a torah scholar not
to look for riches
yes it can live let's say comfortably
modestly but he should be happy with
and sufficient with a little bit but
yaakov was the yacht
the avatar yaakov it says that
yaakov remained alone right that's the
whole idea he went back for what
seemingly petty stuff why
he needed that extra what did he need it
for put his life in danger
the aesho marine likado now the bet
and the cuff not not that they're
interchangeable
but in this sense when it says yaakov
remained alone
read it like this yaakov remained
the caddo to be trapped he went back and
he was trapped
trapped by the satan the makham sakana
in a very dangerous place which we're
all alone at night
that's when all the dangerous spiritual
forces come out at night
and he remained at night all by himself
on account of these small
vessels again how much could they be
worth
he there was this basically a scheme to
go back
a desire to go back and to raise up and
carry just on account of what
of these little these little um
these little insignificant articles well
there's a concept called
misery loves company that's how i
translate these words
and i think it's referring to the sun
himself when the
jew goes down to a certain level
the sutton is quite happy because misery
loves company
that he remained in a in a place that
was very dangerous all by himself
that's when the the islamic meme says
come on man
i now found the power i got the power he
says to
right the sun says i got the power man
after the fact that yaakov began his
downfall
he himself made himself a little bit
blind
in his own eyes how did he do that
because we know those who love
money those who love money or what
keep me either come on all they are mom
own who's blind who else is blind
other than people who love money it says
regarding that
in michelle that's proverbs 27 20
the grave and hannah will not be sated
it won't be satisfied
and the eyes of man will not be
satisfied neither
what does that mean louis rashi
the grave again will not be satisfied
from receiving the wicked therein just
as the eyes of the wicked man will not
be satisfied from wandering after
temptation and gratifying as lust
what do we know about someone right who
loves money he'll never
die who always will die
only halfway to his point of
satisfaction
right he has a million he wants to he's
got five he needs ten
right it's always he's only not even
halfway
towards his goal that's how he will die
so we see the words
of barna the eyes of man will never be
satisfied
that's when the psalmic meme says he may
ace liquor
now is the time to come close now is the
time to wrestle
now is the time to cling
and i'm going to have a chance to put
into his eyes
dust the afar dust and and
and and dirt kadasha suma me called the
call
in order to cause him entire blindness i
wanted to be completely blind
got me meaning physically sickly
also from his spiritual intellectual
eye vizesha amar the avatar yaakov
jaka remained alone this is what it
means kashir avar
hook his top goods he already
transgressed this
statue of being satisfied with a small
amount
viovato levado licado and he remained
alone to be trapped
meaning he was alone he was
he was no longer an individual but he
was like with the masses
kimi pasi yusur hine hena
lasakin atomo bavor davra morpazet but
that's very hard to understand
why would any fool risk his life
right to be all by himself
at night in dangerous territory
just for a small thing like this
is
this is very important the desire for
money will cause someone to forget about
hashem
right as it says in
deuteronomy chapter 8 verses 13-14
right hashem is going to bless us going
to give us this blessing
but is it really a blessing and your
hurts and your flocks will multiply and
you're solving your gold increase
and all that you have increases and your
heart grows hardy and you forget the
lord your god
who has brought you out of the land of
egypt out of the house of bondage
right you see clearly the castle is
all this increase and then what what's
the result
the ram
you're going to end up forgetting about
hashem your god so where we going with
this
it says like this miyad what happens
immediately after he crosses back
each emo that's when this arch
angel of asa
that's when he tries to get him to
forget about god entirely
yaakov himself opened himself to the
trap
just a little bit and that's when the
sutton comes and really tries to give it
all he's got so the word the
the word the abec is like the word
why is an aleph interchangeable
so it's the say for yet zero which is
attributed to
adam the first man wrote a book or let's
say
authored a book maybe it wasn't
published but it was kept oral okay we
have it today i have it my library
okay and i do refer to it every once in
a while
i should read it more often but anyway
it's brought there that's the source
but the reason why it has to do with
there's five different parts of your
mouth
that pronounce different 20 different 22
letters
and therefore there are nasal there's
tongue
there's teeth there's throat and i
forget the other one right now
but basically you have these five
letters
which are the aleph
i'm sorry it's four letters the aleph
the hat the hay and the iron
i'm already on page four they're all
gutturals
and therefore they're all
interchangeable so what's what's the
idea
avdeck means dust
doesn't mean wrestling but we understand
when you use the word then
as we already said that's when you're
attaching yourself
and embracing the other person so we saw
that in rashi also
so why is it written within aleph
by alef
in order that we can learn this whole
idea of
this dust in other words why would
the word dust raising the dust have to
do with wrestling
that's the word for wrestling right when
you're embracing somebody
why aleph why use this term when it
comes to
dust it doesn't make any sense kerosene
is driving this home
the whole idea is because he wants to
blind you
he wants to blind you your um
your intel your intellectual spiritual
eyes
just as the dust rises and blinds the
person
so too it rises up into the mind to
blind the person from his
spiritual intelligence kadela haviu
li dei hachasat elukaima
the whole purpose to cause you to forget
god
and this is what it means in coolin 90
91a did i copy it anywhere
yeah number 13.
it's just a quote and
there's two different opinions the
rabbis say why did what did they do
with this phrase how do they understand
and he wrestled with him
so the war answers because they required
for the other interpretation we should
have been lazy
we'll be sure that levy says this
teaches that the dust from their feet
ascended to the throne of glory it's
written and he wrestled
with him and it's written somewhere else
in the prophets at 1 verse 3.
i'll read the whole verse and the lord
is slow to anger
great in power but he will surely not
acquit and
the lord his way is with a temptus and
with the storm
and cloud is the dust of the state
so we're relating this somehow goes all
the way up
to the throne of glory odd kisa covered
until the actual throne of glory which
means to cause you to forget
that to that point um he mentions
i couldn't find it but in the ncifra and
the
talks about the reason why king said
keyahu
became blind but the bottom line is
this idea causing you this blindness is
in order to
reach the essence of your faith in the
creator of the universe
and ultimately to blind you from
that relationship with he who sits on
the throne of glory
marsha on russia and no gambit he said
now
relating to this idea how it actually
reaches
or concerns the the throne of glory
lando zamamar remember it says in the
original verses
when did this angel want to leave he
realized that the sun was coming up
as the sun is coming up he wants to
depart
so it's before odd means before
just before meaning until just before
the sun comes up because once the sun
comes up
too late it's like the vampire right
what happens when the sun comes up
i'm sure you've all seen the movies for
those who haven't they're such a
stuyot as a vampire
who when the sun comes up they have to
go back in their coffins for some reason
anyway fake news let's put that aside
but apparently this is not good
sunlight right let's say for example
let's just take an example
there's a supreme court case over on an
election fraud let's just say
so there's a party that wants to say
sunlight
is the best enemy against fraud let
the let
let's see what it has to say maybe
there's a cure right
because mold doesn't really as far as i
know
it doesn't really grow in the strong
sunlight
how do you know if you ever get lost
here's a tip if you ever get lost in the
woods
maybe it doesn't even woods anywhere and
you don't know where north south east or
west is because that will help you
find i hope you hopefully you know where
you're going you just need a pointer and
direction
that at least in the northern hemisphere
that we're in
is where the moss will grow by the base
of the trees
right because the sun doesn't hit
the northern part of the root of the
tree
as much i don't know what happens in the
southern hemisphere i guess it's the
opposite
okay i'm just guessing i'm i'm really
just guessing
but uh so if you ever need to know where
you ever heard this before see it's a
good thing you came
you learned one thing you learned a lot
how to save your life
so the sunlight kills the
the infections it kills the the
the impurities as we all know
right in this day of coronavirus that
the lockdowns are not good
right i'm telling you that sunlight
be outside as much as you can get some
vitamin d
we're going to hear about it a little
bit later in this hang in there
it's very good the sun is very healthy
and very good
and yeah you heard it here and i didn't
make it up
it's the truth
and guess what happened as the sun is
coming up
this is a prevention this is preventing
the
sum of men from doing what's what he
wants to do
because the rising of the sun is
he would not be able to cause uh in
yaakov
the what his ultimate goal is is for him
to not believe in god because the rising
the sun is in the reason to believe in
god
yes that every single day like clockwork
right that the sun rises that that
shows you that there is a creator of the
universe
and someone who's constantly guiding the
universe
like the ikeda mentions this is a safer
impartial on
the posix not in british but he mentions
it over there probably about the word
hayon
because if you look in deuteronomy
chapter 4 verse 39
it says and you shall know this day why
does it say this
day and consider it in your heart the
lord he is god in heaven above and upon
the earth below
there is none else it's true it was
referring to the giving of the torah on
that day
but it didn't have to say this day look
at the hebrew
specifically as the day as the
i'll call it a miracle if you want you
know the miracle of nature
that every single day the sun comes up
the word hayong is a a
symbol a symbol for the sun right
as the sun rises you will know it should
place on your heart
that within knowledge of the the
cycle of the sun obviously the sun
doesn't go around the earth
but as you you if you're aware of
astronomy right you're aware of the
cycles of
different planetary orbits whether it's
the moon when it's the earth whether
it's
you know just looking into the sky and
just being wondered by it
right if you're aware of the the
miracles and the wonders of nature
specifically the shemesh the sun itself
yahoo hamas then the intelligent
spiritual person will be able to
understand
that hashem is hello king that hashem is
the lord god
just like abraham abraham abram
he understood through astronomy right we
talked about this the other night
the six different pillars the six six
different um amudim
of knowledge right if you
use them for total learning your total
learning will be
just propelled right like a thruster
a booster rocket right to unknown
heights
there's nothing wrong with i'm going to
call them secular knowledge
if you use them in the for the right
purposes
in order to know the world know hashem
and glorify god
so that's what avraham did he understood
astronomy he understood the sun
i'm going to say his beginning he
abram himself he went up like the
like the what he called like the break
of dawn
it says in isaiah 40 41
2. he who aroused
from the east the one whom righteousness
accompanied
he placed nations before him and over
kings he gave him
he god gave him dominion what's dominion
mean
we should know it's the the ability to
choose who is
going to be the next president who's the
next leader right as the
um that there's a company that deals
with um
computers in the elections it's called
dominion
okay because because they're choosing
who is the leader
okay we're talking about abraham right
now who aroused from the east who rose
up from the east
abraham right he came from eretz
kazdin to arts canada the
the one whom righteousness accompanied
obviously it's him
and god placed nations before him and
over kings and gave him dominion
he made his sword like dust and his bow
like
wind blown stubble so miyami misra said
who arose who arose from the east with
righteousness
passage then this passage
is the governor baba basha says
that he wore some kind of pendant on his
around his neck it was some kind of
stone
perhaps a pearl of some sort and it
would heal people but what did he do
show him the first name of the coleman
see us okay he went around telling
everybody yes
he was the true missionary
for god right he wanted to spread the
gospel the good news
hallelujah avraham and he went around to
tell everyone that the one
true god now i just want to refer now to
the gemara here
so it says here
blessing of review right we didn't see
this maybe we did
uh there was a question whether he had a
daughter named because he didn't have a
daughter at all
but uh he possessed knowledge and
everybody
that everyone needed from shimboy okay
says
that a precious stone hung around the
neck of avraham our forefather
any sick person would look at it and be
immediately healed when avraham our
forefather died
the holy one blessed be he hung this
stone
he took it off his neck and put it on
the sun it hung from the sun
which from the that point on brought
healing to the sick
that's why i'm telling you go outside
find every reason during this lockdown
to get out into the sun
by i said this explains the adage that
says as the day progresses
sickness is lifted beautiful
let's go on
if it had not been for the sound
emanating from the universe
hammacher the sound itself the
the sun somehow pronounces or
exclaimed proclaims that there is a
creator of the universe
roma this is also because rome is asap
they battle each other they don't have
room for each other this is
interesting so you have the sound
coming from the universe if you didn't
have that sound coming from the universe
all you would hear is the cheer chatter
the cola the sound coming from rome
which totally contradicts the unity of
one god
and that's why it says odd o
odd until the sun comes up not including
but just before you de-adhere to
us hashem is because once you understand
the the true
nature of the world and astronomy yo the
yaakov
understood the shemesh like his for his
grandfather avraham
he understood there's only one god that
would not fall for the
ghost
it's for this very reason that sick that
um
that evil people are what are
examined or judged in the mornings
we see by saddam chapter
19 in genesis verses 23 and 24.
when did the it says the sun came out
upon the earth
and lot came to zoar and the lord caused
rain to come down
meaning brimstone and fire
so when did this come look at rashi at
dawn at the rise of dawn
as the dawn rose a time when the moon is
in the sky with the sun
when there's still boat there since some
of them worshipped the sun and some of
them worship the moon
hashem said if if i punish them a day
then the moon worshipers are going to
say ah
see had it been at night they wouldn't
have been destroyed so god said okay
if i punish them at night the people are
going to say the same thing had it been
by day
meaning the people who worshipped the
sun when the sun rises
we would not have been punished nothing
would have happened
so that's why it says as the dawn rose
he actually punished them at a time when
both the sun and the moon
both rule okay
let's go on
this angel of asav saw
that what killed he could not overcome
yaakov
he couldn't overcome yaakov the same
ayan siklow me called the call
what was his goal to totally overcome
yaakov
to make him right totally blind
in his spiritual intellect from
everything
he had to try another method he had to
try
a totally different scheme the same
could sought iron cyclo
to blind him a little bit just a little
bit remember he's a
he's completely whole and yet what could
the
satan do he had to find a little opening
somewhere
you holly rose
in order to cause him right uh minimally
that he shouldn't be able to see the
secrets of the torah
and words the holy words that are hidden
now this is referred to having
challenges
which is referred to the yara that's
where the thigh
see this area here this is where
everything is hidden
right here by the thigh
so he says like this
and it says in song of songs chapter 7
verse 2 how fair are your
feet in sandals o daughter of nobles the
curves of your
thighs are like jewels the handiwork of
a craftsman
okay so we're referring to
to what the torah the secrets of the
torah
your height
what is it about the thigh truth be told
me
people don't know this the thigh is
supposed to be hidden if you walk out
today into the streets most people don't
have their at least in the summer time
they don't have their thighs hidden the
thigh is the upper part of the leg
it's supposed to be hidden makes sense
because you're conservative right you're
a conservative person
so you understand what it means to have
your thigh hidden
so two devrake targets cesar so
two the thigh so too
the words of torah are supposed to be
hidden
i want to refer you to the the gomorrah
and sukha 49b
the very last few words what is the
meaning of that which is written
the hidden of your thighs is the song of
songs
chapter 7 verse 2 why are matters of
torah like into a thigh
it's to tell you that just the thigh is
always concealed covered by clothes
so too the matters of torah are optimal
when recited in private and not in
public
so he says
the clear card does not want to remove
this verse from its simple meaning
meaning he hit him in the thigh
that's true
it's certainly true that he affected him
and hid him in
the actual thigh ah however
shiny no teen time badabra but i want to
give a deeper reason
lamin noga badafka the copyright why was
it specifically
in the upper thigh like the hip alasha
rama was low
he hinted to him
this all happened because you love money
get it through your head
this is because you love money as lisa
then without any doubt you will become
blind
in spiritual matters
the call but the truth is if yaakov
has sufficient strength that he won't
come to complete
heresy the comic com at least this is
what the sudden is thinking
yeah at least he can affect him
a little bit in the thighs
remember the sutton realized there's no
way i can overcome him entirely
but maybe i can affect him a little bit
i stand the chance as to something
if i can get the jew if i can get yaakov
right to diminish just a little bit of
his knowledge
and i stand a chance
now we're going for the end here
i know this goes a lot longer but i
don't have the stamina
so we're going to go through and i think
another two paragraphs
when it says the vertex
the socket of his hip became dislocated
right the ball became dislocated to
teach you what
kishnay kenyan there are two
things to acquire in this world one is
torah
and one is mammal one is money but guess
what
they don't go together they don't go
together
now i'm just going to clarify something
so people don't get
misunderstand me money
property honor all that
if it's used for torah it's fine
okay if it's on its own as a goal
it's not fine okay so these things
contradict each other
ki him kazarus lazuna zoo they're like
two competing wives vitteka
this idea
one is being pushed off for the other
you can't have them both
okay one has to be submissive to the
other and that's what it means in psalms
119 71
it is good for me that i was this is
king david it was good for me that i was
afflicted look at the word in hebrew
in order that i learned your statutes
totally
um
from the word like poverty impoverished
afflicted okay it's good for me that i
became
impoverished or in order to learn your
torah
let's see rashi it's good for me that i
was afflicted that i was chastised and
afflicted in order that i repent
of the evil way and keep your statutes
in other commentaries i found the
following
it was good for me that i was afflicted
it appeared good to me when i suffered
privations in order to learn your
statutes when i learned
the torah in pain
okay so we see they conflict with
each other hinushi okay
okay next paragraph
this angel wants to escape he wants to
leave because
let me go for the dawn has broken
he realized there's no way that he can
bring yaakov any further
towards heresy
and he yes it was yaakov who said i will
not let you go until you have blessed me
the omer lo ashley
that at least admit to me
admit to me yaakov wants to know shayna
taylorjoli
estaplus
that you are not able to overcome me
regarding
this riyas histakus
the seeing and glancing at really
understanding
the concept that god is
one kadesha malek
basically like we do every friday night
we
he mentions here like we do on yom
kippur basically
the the yetzer hara has to totally
succumb
and answer amen right that um
i want to be totally victorious i want
to get you to say i'm made to my
blessing
in order that the malach this evil angel
will answer amen
but against his will the
hatagai yellow that we get the
prosecutor
to actually be the defender that's the
ultimate goal
because no matter what we do all deeds
matter if you're doing mitzvahs
you're creating angelic forces that are
going to be your defenders
if god forbid you're not doing positive
acts but the other way
you're creating demons you're creating
negative forces that are going to be
your prosecutors
but ultimately you can overcome and do
truva then
you're negative your negative uh
creations
will actually turn into the defenders
themselves
like you say the same yom kippur
just like ultimately the same will act
on yom kippur now
yom kippur is representative of the
world to come there will not be a
yatsuhara
there will not be an angel of death
there will not be
right the the
satan in the world to come so yom kippur
is a hint to that idea
now i want to speak about the name of
yaakov
versus israel itself
israel no longer will your name be
called yaakov
but rather israel because you have
commanded power with god and with men
keep this in mind it says with god and
with men
now the lushen of your shark hail that's
what israel is
you shru you shrug ale
with there's many ways to understand the
name okay
but it also means besides everything you
already know
it means straight to god but when you
say straight we're talking about
visually since all this evening we've
been using the word
right to be able to see or to become
blind
and we're going to no notice he closed
the place
i have seen god right pineal my face
i've seen the face of god
so ki yashar who lost
he's now going to prove the love the
language of yashar
is the language of seeing go to numbers
17.
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i know it says behold but look at it as
look
i see it but not now this is billow
cursing blessing the jewish people
thinking about meshiach
he says irena i see it vlog
but not now uh shu rendu velocaro
look but not soon it's not sorry below
girl it's not close
look but it's not close that's how you
read it
okay a star is going forth from jacob
and the staff will rise from israel
which will crush the princes of moab and
uproot all the sons of seth
okay we're talking about king mashiach
here so
he says the ho ho the lopezette that he
admitted he he admitted in this
who we're talking about the the what the
um
kiyako roa pineal he's admitting this
no longer will you be called yaakov but
rather right
the name of israel the satan is actually
admitting he's saying right yaakov
saw the face of god
and he wasn't able right it didn't go up
he didn't succeed in what and causing
him to become blind
in knowing hashem and that's what it
means ki
sarita imelo kim now sarita we said and
you striven with god
god you fought with god and you want
look at it like this like then again you
saw god
a car shame yaakov as soon as he was
able to
overcome and not fall for the for the um
you know the schemes of the satan
yaakov was basically admitting to this
idea i'm sorry
the name yaakov is myra yaakov itself
the name
teaches as look in jeremiah 17
verse 9 that what the heart is deceitful
above all things the word deceit
akov
so this is the two names of yaakov
yaakov and israel
so the word akov means like twisted
not straight that's the heart mikol
from everything his deceitful heart from
everything
whereas the israel is lush and me sure
okay so twisted as opposed to straight
so eggcav is more twisted but israel is
straight
like it says about the future in isaiah
chapter 40 verse 4.
every valley should be raised and every
mountain and hill should be lowered and
every crooked terrain
shall remain a plane and the close
mountaintops add a champagne so this
idea in hebrew
is that everything will be straightened
out
let me show that which is
crooked see the words that which is
crooked will be
let me short in the future god for god
bless you
everything that is crooked will be
straight
and it's not straight what appears
in other words we're going to talk about
the difference between what man sees
and as opposed to what god sees what man
sees is not always strength
when it's both you need both the the the
quality into the spiritual insight of
god
to be able to see straight man alone
will not be able to see straight
but man with god or god with man
together
we will be able to see straight and
that's what it means
that now your name will be israel
kisarita
as it says you strove don't you don't
say stroke but you see
you see with god and man together
man can seek straight only with god
and then basically he's telling him that
with your
ability your spiritual ability your
spiritual strength
you'll be able to be a tsar a tsar means
a leader
a nagging is a
an ambassador to god a leader a
representative of god
it's only emailer
only with god and man are you able to
overcome that's what it means israel
you sharp hell straight with god but
looking straight with god seeing eye to
eye
that's where we're going to see that
this is you looked at god you saw god
it's looking eye to eye with god you're
sure that's what israel is looking
eye to eye with god it's like
unbelievable it's an intimate
relationship
with knowledge meesha hanira gambein
that this looking straight also
with the eyes of god as if you're
looking through the looking glass of god
okay we're not going to go through the
whole next paragraph we're going to end
here but basically
it leads us to yaakov called the place
pineal
pineal the face of god kiriti elokim
because i saw god face to face
okay and basically
this is regarding what i already said
that the same
wants to blind the spiritual
and the spiritual eye of man
through the what through the
dust of lush and hara okay we're going
to end here
but basically we know already what the
sama wants to do to us
to cause us to lose our clarity
our pristine vision
that will elevate us and the world and
bazrat hashem
will strengthen ourselves in torah and
in deeds and truly knock off
this um
and we're going to see you next week
with rajashim have a shabbat shalom
and a great life
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