Why Women DON'T Grasp the SIN of the Biblical SPIES

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honor of his birthday today on the 24th day of seven and the class is also dedicated for a complete and Speedy recovery amen and thank you very very much our sages the inimitable ability to convey very very profound messages in extremely brief sentences many of the statements of the Ghazal it's literally like one line but if you unravel it it contains within it sometimes a whole a whole elaborate and profound perspective and Velton and today we're going to explore such an example it's your first Source we have it in the original and then it also translated in English I took the translation from the safaria website which has most of our sources with many of them translated so this is a statement from the gemara from the talmud tract outside the page 34b and it focuses on the names of the miragulum he begins with the possible in the opening of which is Numbers Chapter 13. sends 12 scouts or 12 spouse spies to go survey the land of Canaan and come back with a report and the Toyota chooses to enumerate the twelve it says that these 12 were prominent individuals all of them were leaders so they weren't just he didn't just choose anybody who was ready to go on this Dangerous Mission because to be a spy is always a Dangerous Mission but he literally chose the leaders of each tribe and the territory enumerates the 12 the 12 names for each tribe for the oven it's a man named shamua benzaker so shamua and his father is zakar and then you have shiman shafat Ben khairi you have Yehuda Kalah he's the famous one because his report was different Khalif the son of your phone for you soccer you have a man named iGo and his father is Yusuf Ephraim you have another famous One Hosea binun his report is also different and then for binyamin you have palti the son of rafu first volun the son of Saidi for Yosef you have Joseph through the tribe of Menasha Gandhi the son of Susi not to confuse with gadiel the son of Saidi Godly the son of Susie for done we have Amil the son of gamali for Usher the tribe of Usher we have cesur the son of Michelle for naftali we have nakbi the son of C why does nobody give these names anymore you ever had a brist recently and heard these names and for God the last one you have the son of mahi so so the last three Usher is cesur the son of mikhal Mahal is still a popular name and naftali has been oftali's tribe the leader's name was not be the son of sin he was the Spy I mentioned this because the Terry mentioned obviously the turtle wants us to know the 12 names but here the Gomorrah says something fascinating I'm Arabia the great talmudic sadrabortra commented and he said no what I'm going to say this following statement is a tradition of ours that was passed down from our ancestors there's something that's a messiah means like a messiah a tradition from the word Masa which means something that you transmit Messiah comes from the word transmission because it's transmitted from generation to generation from parents and grandparents to children and grandchildren so this idea is a mess Iris it's a tradition that came into our hands it came to us from our avicenu from our ancestors from our forefathers and what is this tradition the spies were named for their actions don't think that their names are just incidental names just random names people have different names rather than names capture and embody their Maison their actions this is the tradition we got from our ancestors oh but we have obtained the interpretation of only one name even though this is true about all 12 all 12 names that they were named based on their actions but we that's the tradition but we like also they know what came up into our hands or what what we managed to obtain with our hands is only one and that's the one sister as you remember this is the leader of the tribe of Usher the Spy that Maisha sent from the tribe of Usher because he chose one from each tribe besides Levy he didn't send one which means his own tribe Maisha was a lady didn't send so sister came from Usher so here is the interpretation where's the connection between the name and his actions so he says the word in Hebrew comes from the word sicer which means stera yeah like stereo which means demolish or destroy like boina almanas Lister when you build in order to demolish yourself what's the connection because demolished he was so sir he was even the word stira in in we have stir means I can't when there's a contradiction you call it Astera why what does a contradiction do it tries to demolish if I have an idea and then you pose astero what are you doing you're trying to demolish and destroy my idea so it's the same concept you say there's Astera there's a contradiction contradiction Beast basically unless I resolve it is one way to demolish an idea so sasar myself he destroyed or he demolished the actions of Hashem what's Mikhail his father's name is mahal that's also part of his name that's what they called Mr surban the word is a combination of two words and kale the word means poor or weak or frail when your brother becomes poverty-stricken when he becomes depleted he made Hashem Atma he was referring to Hashem really means himself but it's it's a euphemism that's what the commentators understand it he made Hashem appear weak week poor frail depleted of energy so cesur he destroyed hashem's actions Hashem weak this is the tradition we have and this is the about all of them and we obtained one um AR weaken add one more we were going to say one more was the spy who was sent from the tribe of naftali what's nakbi in Hebrew hiding to hide is somebody who's clandestine who's hidden he's called nagbi because he concealed where he hid the words of Hashem his father is connected to a word in Hebrew which is which means when you skip over or you step over like in Hebrew a step it's called because when you take a step you lift up your leg your foot then you skip over the space to go to the next step is to skip or to jump or to or to uh to skip over hip so ah yeah yeah so he says his father's name is vasi because he stamped over Pisa he stepped over stamped over the midoise which means the characteristics or the emotions or the attributes of Hashem and this is the end of the gemara changes the subject continues to talk about the spies but this is the end now when you read this people read it all the time you could see there's something here but at first glance it's difficult to understand what's the point that he's saying first of all let's try to understand the meaning of it sister he demolished the actions of Hashem what does that mean where did he demolish the actions of Hashem there was something that Hashem built and he went and destroyed he like his his friends came back and gave a disastrous report about what they observed and they dissuaded the entire nation from going into the land they made everybody feel that it's a doomed situation they're destined to decimal failure to dismal failure and they're all going to die what does it mean he destroyed hashem's actions and Michal is he made a shampoo then the second one he hid the words of Hashem what does it mean he hid the words of Hashem is there something Hashem told him that he didn't say no that's not what happened he did hide a lot of the amazing things they saw in there is Israel they chose to focus on the dangerous elements and highlight that that's what he hid he concealed maybe a lot of the great things but here he says he hid the words of Hashem and then the next one is vafsi he skipped over hashem's Midas which meter did he skip over what does it mean the gemara doesn't explain any of this you just have to figure this all out so it seems like okay he destroyed hashem's actions why not he made hashem's poor made Hashem poor he hid the words of Hashem he stumped over the Middle East of Hashem what are the Ghazal trying to say what is the message here and what do we gain from this knowledge is this enlightening us is there a lesson here what's the perspective it's giving and what do they even mean what is the how do we even understand these very the very meaning of the words another interesting question that was raised is he says we have a tradition that all the names come because of their actions they're not just incidental names they're not random names they're significant names but we only have one what does it mean we only have one so it actually says and the gemorian is interpretation that we cannot expound more than one of them we cannot expound that we have a tradition that there is a way to expound them but we can't we don't know one of them we can manage to expound that's what Rashi says which one but this raises a lot of questions why the world of drash is relative even though there's this in every part of Toyota there's a structure and there's a formula it's not health care it's not just frivolous but there's a very famous expression of the Ariza when somebody gives a drash you don't start questioning it because Toyota has many layers and many dimensions and so forth he goes through an interpretation of every single name of the spice every one of the names is expounded there's a very famous commentary on hummish to call the Shah latter also expounds every single one of the names of the Mirage so just like expounded one of them he could have easily expounded the other ones of them as I said the world of durash there is more freedom to use imagination to borrow different concepts it's not such a rigid way of learning the whole world of drashes you compare things you use the root of words you compare it to other words just like he expounds one name he could have expounded other names also a very interesting thing there's a difference when it says how do you know if somebody is arguing or somebody's just adding like if you say something and I say yes and or I say no it's this so then in in in in our literally in gemara literature it's the question says it means an argument he says this and he says this means an argument is a continuation but if he really says that we can only expound one and says we can expound too so there's an argument but here it looks like it's not an argument because it says now perhaps you could say that maybe as some want to say whatever not that he could only expound one but that there was only one tradition that they received in other words from all the 12 names there was one Messiah that was actually passed over and that's a surban it's an interesting thing why was that only one if that's the case and I'm going to add another one on my own but the question is why was only that one passed over they forgot all the other ones they just remembered to Serbia Mahal and I say it's not like sister calls the first one it's basically the third to the last so they only remember that that's interesting it's not like they had such bad memory memories remember in that time it's before there was printing press they remembered tremendous amount only this was pasted says and I'm gonna add only one more if you already want to add to add other ones the truth is that here is a classic example where you have a brief statement of the Ghazal and it really opens us up to the entire inner world of the spies and in order to understand this let me contrast you two statements in swarim about the miragulum and you see how Stark the contrast is and you scratch your head asking which one is right if you look in your second Source it's the same gemari the next page a the people who went up with Yeshua and khalived meaning tense by said we cannot go up to the land of Israel Kumi menu because the people the nation there is more powerful than he who's he more powerful than us I would understand the miraculum were saying something very heavy at that time doesn't mean from us it means from him who's him even the owner of the house doesn't have the ability to go in and take out his furniture take out his vessels even he's trapped it's like you're the owner of your house you were expelled and even if you want to go back to the house and take out your Calum you have vessels there you have albums you have pictures you have personal Furniture you have personal Calum you have jewelry sorry it's under investigation the FBI the CIA has control over your house even the balabayas can't come in no one has allowed him this is the gemara is saying what the Mirage was saying even the owner of the world's his world he's also trapped he can't go in he can't do what he wants over there he can't take out a scale that's what they meant now obviously the famous big question is obvious question is that at least in that generation to say this literally seems absurd not just absurd because it's so audacious but absurd simply because of reality if you would have asked the spies one second where were you guys a year ago a year and three months ago oh we were in Egypt how long were you in Egypt oh a very long time and how much it says 400 years it actually says 210 years what do you do there we were slaves how do you get out oh the water became blood then there were frogs and there was lice and there was another nine plagues and ten plagues oh interesting and what happened when you left the Egyptians pursued us what happened we were at a sea what happened to the seed split this is not a story for them that happened three thousand years ago it's a story that happened one year before it's a story they experienced on their flesh on their blood they were there and they were the leaders hmm somebody once said there was a prime minister who once said to a Jew who lives in Israel and doesn't believe in miracles is not a realist and that's even in our generation when there's a Hest upon them we're talking about that generation if you ask the Mirage by the way what did you have for breakfast this morning what do you have you had waffles you had an omelet with cheese you had a croissant a chocolate croissant what did you have okay I'm sorry kale cucumbers lettuce now now I'm talking and they would say we had a wonderful breakfast it's called man where did it come from oh it descended from heaven and what did you have to drink oh we have this Rolling Stone we call it the well of Miriam that comes with us and gives us water and how do you manage in this heat of the desert without air condition we have clouds that protect us this was happening as they were talking suddenly they say oh sorry God can do it Egypt was the superpower of the time so he got them out of me won't be able to get them in there to Surah and nobody argued with them everybody was yeah they're right it's impossible and yet the gemara says it what does it even mean the gemara says so far to say that they said even God has no ability here now if you say these were a bunch of rabble rousers sometimes you have people it's called troublemakers troublemakers don't care about reality but you say that moisture chose creme de La Creme now I want to show you a source the exact opposite this comes to myself written by one of the great sages kabbalists and Jewish history and this is what he says look look at his perspective and I won't even understand how he could say such a thing Hashem says about the generation of the spies means your corpses you will become corpses in this desert meaning you won't you don't want to go and you won't go and you'll die in the desert and the entire generation dies in the desert and only the younger generation and the women go in Terrace Israel you wonder why there's a crisis now they're called The Madras calls them a dirty a generation of knowledge of awareness there was no generation that had the awareness spiritual awareness like them the only generation that saw Hashem face to face nobody before them and nobody after them they were there at Miami in their physical bodies their greatness is well established they stood at Sinai and they saw that which is heard they heard that which is seeing this doesn't happen to a regular person synesthesia they call it but not synesthesia as a disorder khalilah they saw what was heard they heard what was seeing um at the sea they said this is our God and we will Adorn them so hazal say that a maid at the yam so what you didn't say to the point exactly like you're pointing to something you can pointing to a cup of coffee like you're pointing to a table or to your finger foreign there's an argument there's the generation of the mid bar have a part in Allah or not but they don't so remember Manu says you know where to be achievement England but they don't have a need for is means they don't have a part of this because they don't need it why don't they need it and even though the Gomorrah says abandoned his his piety usually rabi Akiva is the one who finds all the goodness in the Jewish people and here he says it's only because how he said it he said it in a way that it could be misinterpreted the way of yakiva said it it could be understood that they don't have a part in Allah what he really meant was they don't need is like a person I don't know a pretty poor example but still an example if you have somebody who's a multi-billionaire and then he hears that this is a yerusha somebody in the family passed away and left the yerusha and the yerusha consists of two thousand dollars so he says I don't need part in this yerusha not because he's being excluded because it's not going to do anything they say there was once a teacher for me she even came over to Baron Rothschild and he says if I would have your money I would be richer than you so Rose child said how he said because I wouldn't quit teaching so Rebecca says why don't they need to go to Isaiah it says about is he says on that day they're going to say email the king who say here is God in other words godliness will be Vivid there'll be a reality they said he's saying that they're even higher than Allah suddenly the gemara says they're denying even hashem's ability to go on territory and their their leaders there has to be something here what happened to The Mirage how do we understand the story another interesting thing is the portion of schlach is an interesting Parish the first two chapters Deal completely with the story of the spies the entire story they come back they dissuade the people from going in as a result Hashem says you'll stay in the desert and that's where they remain 40 years and that's where they pass away and it's only the generation of 20 and younger or the women who were in part of the sin of the Mirage Israel the next chapter chapter 15 the subject changes completely a new Mitzvah is given to the Jewish people it's called the Mitzvah of what's the Mitzvah of that when they brought carbonus they brought various offerings in the Besame so if you would bring a meal offering or an animal offering it was often brought with wine and the Cayenne would go up to the Altar and he would pour wine on them as best this was called vibrations of wine there was a hole in the Altar and the wine would go down down down through all the way to the foundations of the in the mishkan obviously there was the earth there were foundations that went very very deep there was a opening that went very deep when David prepared the territory he dug it out that's the Mitzvah that comes right after the story of the spice the mitzvahana pouring wine on the mizbayak for many of the carbonis what's the next Mitzvah that comes right after that the mitzvah the Mitra of khala which you're all familiar with that when anybody baked a doe was ready anybody needed a dough meaning they mixed flour and water if there's a certain volume of that dough they separated a piece of that dough and it went to the Cayenne the Kaya name who did not make their own Revenue they didn't have fields and they didn't generate their own Revenue because they were responsible for the spiritual welfare of the Jewish people they served in the base I make Thursday with teachers they were mentors they were pedagogues they were Educators they were instructors and they were responsible for the spiritual state of the base amiced or of the mishkan so they were given khala and basically 24 families who baked bread would support the khala of one coins family because generally the is that a woman who's baking a woman or a man in the house was baking khala and kneading the dough you give one of 24 a 24th so whatever the natural dough that she's preparing 24 times that amount would be the whole dose so it's basically 24 families that would make up for one family of a country they would be able to have the bread and this was a regular Mitzvah that was done on a constant basis and the hiddish is it's done even in hutzler it's outside outside of Heritage Israel unlike other unlike other things that are done only trumas and meister's only inert Israel today of course since khala is Holy and it has to be eaten with purity and even the kayanim don't have that level of Purity so what's done today with the dough that's separated it has to be separated and we make a Brach on it but what's done with it is it is usually burnt or discarded in a respectful way discard in a respectful way that's the second image that comes right after the spice there's one more Mitzvah and that is the Mitzvah all the way at the end of the parsh when you look at this is there a connection right after the spies Libations of wine Highland and cities so to understand all of this and then come back to what tribute told us about the names we have to delve in much deeper into understanding what the real issue of the miraculum was it's not like Maisha made a terrible terrible mistake and you know sometimes some of you know this well in a you hear great things about a family and you hear great things about a Bacha you hear great things about a girl and as I say in English you realize you didn't end up with an Esther you ended up with a lemon this one didn't say the truth and this one didn't tell the truth and this one hid the truth and a year later whatever I don't have to elaborate on this people in this room know this situation better than me but it happens sometimes and it's very very sad it's painful and sometimes people you know get into very challenging and painful situations because of this so it's not like moisturabeno you know he thought he's choosing twelve Australia and he realized he ended up with 10 lemons people personally the Toyota says that they were prominent individuals the Toyota says that they were leaders of their tribes if they were leaders it means they were people of renown and distinction so just to say that there were a bunch of lowlifes and degenerates and they just manipulated and exploited moishra nabenu and camouflaged themselves that's not to that's not a real logical way of explaining it foreign who gives one of the most beautiful and Powerful explanation of the spies not only because it's so it resonates so deeply but also because it's so relevant and to put it in simple words is the miraculum were not afraid of failure they were actually afraid of success the simple reading of the story is that they were frightened of failure we would go up we're weak we're doomed our wives will die our children will die we will die this is a disaster let's go back to Egypt better to live as a slave than to die as a free human being we don't need this this plan was ill-conceived it's ill-fated and that's it and this Rises the big question come on a year ago you left Egypt remember the miraglan was sent on the 29th of seven the anniversary is coming up next Sunday is when the miraculum was sent they were there for 40 days they came back to shebot the night of Tish above and that's the night the Jews were crying this was a year and two months and change from when they left Egypt they left egyptus one year later the first anniversary plus two months and a few days they were sent so the Miracles they saw and they were living with happening that day and you Jesus time just happened a year early pancreas yams of and Martin Luther and they were there what really happened with the miraculum was they weren't afraid of failure they were afraid of success they told the Jews what they told them but the motivation behind what they told them was they were actually frightened of success now psychologically this is a marvelous Insight before I explain it because we know that people are afraid of failure we don't always think about the fact that sometimes people are afraid of being successful one second I'll explain I understand I'm afraid of failure is it possible that I'm also afraid of success and therefore I undermine what I'm doing in case I might be successful now why would anybody be afraid of success let's think what success would look like what was their life like in the mid bar what was their life in the desert like just think about it [Laughter] it was it was literally talk about yeah talk about living in Paradise this was a Life in Paradise physically they were in a desert but that's just the reality of the geography the way it was before they entered in terms of their life they were eating every day Mana from heaven to the point that gazal say it was the only food that was all of it was healthy our body breaks down every piece of food and the body right away knows this goes into the bloodstream this becomes fat we won't talk about that and this needs to get expelled from the body because there's no nutritious benefit for the body uh uh what yeah of course of course that's the man like Silas it was Heavenly Brethren Heavenly bread there was nothing in it that had to be expelled from the body in other words the food was fully integrated it was created the healthiest lifestyle physically and emotionally they drank water from a Wellspring which was miraculous the Wellspring of Miriam they were surrounded by Clouds Of Glory they sat at the feet of moisturabeno and Aaron the greatest prophet and leader who ever lived and learned title directly from Maisha communicating it directly from the Rebellion Islam for the master over the world the Clouds Of Glory made their Journey Serene and tranquil there was no bills to pay no tuition no mortgages no laundry even very good so literally their existence was transcendental they were living in the heaven literally a Heavenly Oasis souls and bodies no generation before that no generation after that experienced us they knew we're going to go with territorial it's going to be a success story and what's going to happen everything is going to change first thing is no man we're going to be plowing and planting and harvesting and reaping and threshing and winnowing and selecting and grinding and kneading and baking I just went through the system of what your great-grandmother did in the stetal before you went to the supermarket and bought your sourdough Hollow besides that you have to create an infrastructure there's an army and there's a government and there's municipalities and you have to run cities and run countries and all of the daily pressures of The Daily Grind become part of reality and this is the plan and this the miraculum we're afraid of what's going to happen to the Jewish people they may actually lose their entire Divine Touch one of the fascinating expressions of the Mirage Israel is it's a land that eats up its inhabitants what does it mean how does a country eat up its inhabitants Eric and what does it even mean and one of the interpretations is this interpretation is when we eat something it becomes part of us the food that I eat becomes part of me it doesn't look like food a few minutes later and a few hours later it's part of my bloodstream so what we eat literally becomes part of our blood part of our bones part of our flesh part of our circulatory system part of our physical body means this is a land on Earth that eats up those who live there what happens if the land eats them up what do they become they become part of the errats that's what food is they become food of Earth in other words they become earthy Earthly and they feared in the mid bar it wasn't just you spoke about Hashem you spoke about godliness you spoke about spirituality this was life the physical world was a mirror of of divine reality they saw that which means the Divine energy vibrating everything vibrating in the world this was a reality suddenly you know it is wrong the danger is that the physical pressures and daily hustle and grind of Life are going to completely eliminate this sensitivity this ability this power and they said to themselves we got to be crazy to go to go into this land so in other words it's because of their spiritual sensitivity it's because of because of their spiritual greatness it's because of their tremendous love for the relationship that is so powerful with their own souls and with Hashem that they refuse to go on Texas so they wanted to do everything to stay in the desert yeah well that's what makes it a cat what makes it a sin is not that they did the right thing they did the wrong thing but there are different types of sins there are grotesque sins and there are noble sins this was what you would call a more noble sin it was a sin why was it a sin it seems like a very beautiful ambition and craving a person is asking to live in an oasis of transcendence and of Oneness and of spirituality it's even hard for us to understand what they were experiencing because we live with concealment we live with so many blockages we live with so many cover-ups it's almost like they were put back into grenadin and now you want to throw me out of grenadin again that's what they were asking for wasn't it if you say they were just rabble rousers I understand but according to this it certainly coincides with their greatness but where's the sin uh -huh now let's understand something even more let's understand something here the truth is it's hard to give a class to women about the Hat of the spies you know what no I'm serious no no you know why right huh because because the women were not part of it Rashi says clearly Rashi says that the women were not part of it the women were not they did not they did not agree with their husbands who went into hysteria they said Relax it's going to be wonderful and they all live to go and tear it to Strong not only that the clayaka writes the opening of send men to you what's to you so the clyorker says if you ask me God says you send only women he lived in the 1600s this is not a feminist interpretation of 2023 the clayo was the rub of Prague in the 16. this is what he says I know you one who send men if you ask me do not send men there's a danger there maybe they'll do well but I'm telling you send the women and everything will be fine it's interesting Moshe sent men and that's the end of that story so the very fact that you're you're rebelling against my class is a very good sign because that's what happened a few thousand years ago okay just just realize so history history what do they say repeats itself and the circle is always complete so thank you I remember I was once teaching in Yeshiva we were learning track they saw him about pesach so the first missioner says that before pesach you have to check the comments so the commentary Isis explains that really minatira you could be Movado Comet meaning you could just make it onerless to clear it owner listen then you could leave it in the house so Tyson says so why did the hazard make Jews so exhausted that they have to physically clean from the comments good question right and he answers because since people are used to eating hummus a whole year so they wouldn't physically clean out their house people might come to eat it they come down there's a piece of uh cheesecake right and it's there I may come to eat it so one of the boys in the class I still remember he he jumped up he says that's ridiculous nobody's gonna eat it nobody's gonna eat it I said look you see that scream that's how you say they were successful you see your your shout out that's that's that that's why they did because comments so that you should say it's impossible imagine if the preparations would consist of 10 seconds of making your helmet's owner list it wouldn't be ingrained and people and you wouldn't be able to scream that way so it's like the story in Hallam they had a debate in hell and what's more important the son of the Moon so they had a long uh convention about it and they debated it for seven days and the conclusion was that the Moon is far more significant because the sun shines when you don't need it The Sun Shines during daytime who needs the Sun but the Moon the moon you need because the moon shines at night okay so that's just my my commentary on what's Happening Here in this class yeah maybe we should bring in a few men and they'll understand what oh yeah okay good good question I'm getting there mama is a moment but I just want to add one detail that's important to understand this when we speak about godliness or we speak about we speak about spirituality often we speak about it intellectually but that's not what that generation was like it wasn't an intellectual experience it was a somatic experience it was in the body in the nervous system it was like I relate to the physical that's what it means by harcina they saw what is usually heard and they heard what is usually sin what's it what does it mean you hear what you see and you see what you hear they saw sounds how do you see sound [Music] the difference between seeing and hearing is seeing is only physical reality I can't see Transcendence I can't see spirituality I can hear about it meaning Hearing in terms of understanding doesn't only mean here it's like do you hear me do you get me do you understand me they saw what is usually heard meaning that which is usually heard that which is abstract they saw it was Vivid it was in the body it was in the nervous system it was a somatic experience the experience of Oneness the experience of hashem's reality wasn't we learn about it we do things there is ritual we believe it there's texts about it no it was it was it was an intimate experience like something you see that's what it means they saw what is usually hurt and that's a whole completely different type of experience it was visceral it was as real as it gets it's a whole different type of yiddishkite a Yiddish guy that remains intellectual God remains a concept if God is a concept it's not God it's a concept math is a concept it's a subject godliness is not a concept the miragulum had that in the mid bar it wasn't something that they worked for this was reality so therefore therefore they wanted to remain in the midboard under all costs actually so they were to go work they would have to go work of course it's not it's not just the physical pressure it's not laziness it's not laziness I have to get up in the morning and go to work in the midboard they also weren't lazy they worked in the midboard it's a different type of work exactly losing attachment you're in the womb the gemara says there's no days as happy for a person as in the womb of its mother the Zoya says the child sees the world and starts crying the fetus comes out it starts crying why do we call it a sin we call it a sin because the famous statement in the madrish that the whole purpose of creation was otherwise Nissan the whole purpose of creation was not to escape heaven and Ascend to Earth but to bring Heaven down to earth to transform the very body of the person the very animal consciousness of the person the very physical landscape of reality and not just the physical landscape the emotional landscape of reality I live in a world of concealment I live in a world of blockages I live in a world where it's often even hard for me to see my own spirituality it's so easy to get distracted it's so easy to get wounded it's a world where we get broken and we shut down from our own inner core Infinity and when the person works that through and reveals that light of the Divine inside the darkness not by fear but with the confidence that the areas is not a healthy as Yeshua and said the other way around we will eat up the Earth the Earth will become part of Heaven the physicality will become an extension of divine Oneness this is the whole purpose of creation so the the debate between the spies in Yeshua and Khalif it's not a small debate it's a debate that still continues in the Jewish World in many different ways of course in order to be able to go into the land and remain connected a person needs to have moments and hours when you can go into the desert that's why we don't jump right into a child is raised in a cocoon of Holiness in order to be able to grow up and take on the world even as an adult according to Yiddish when we wake up in the morning first we need to spend some time in a cocoon of Oneness of Holiness the first thing I do when I wake up is I start checking my emails it's a disaster because we get schlepped down right away into stresses person needs to be able to is a crib where we sleep a bed gracious it says the first moments when I get out of bed a person needs to dedicate it to a space of kadusha you have to Anchor yourself in that to then be able to confront the land and then instead of the land eating me up which is very easy to happen because a person it's you I could get so fragmented and so scattered and so frazzled and be bogged down and especially when there's painful and difficult situations during the day the person could just go into a place of numbing I just need to numb everything just to be able to feel good rather than functioning from a place of centeredness and inner spiritual core the person now becomes a victim of different realities that just pop out on me and confront me but what's the ultimate purpose the ultimate purpose is I don't have to run away from any of elements of my own Darkness or my own Brokenness or my own wounds on the contrary means to be able to bring in the light of infinity and the light of Oneness meaning in the lowest element of reality that was the whole purpose of creation the midboard was a preparation it's like a child says I'm staying in the womb for the rest of my life you need to be in the womb don't leave the womb too early I don't have to talk about that in this room but the to remain in utero for the rest of the rest of my life to remain pregnant the person remains pregnant with potential the point is to actualize it God will tell much says the power of talmud is that it brings today mice and in every person it may translate itself into a different element but the point real Yiddish kite is not afraid of the physical world it's not afraid of physical reality it's not afraid of an emotional reality it's not afraid of struggle and challenge we need to be equipped to be able to deal with it and the greatest the greatest tool is the confidence and the faith in the fortitude of the Soul which is to be able to bring the light into the darkness and that's why that's why essentially you see a fascinating thing it looks like Hashem just got angry at the whole generation you're all gonna die out in the desert but understand they lived 40 years in the desert with Mana every day with water for Miriam's well every day with the Clouds Of Glory so it's like after this whole terrible story for 40 years Hashem produced for their miracles 24 7. really they're such Sinners you hate them so much they rebelled it wasn't so push it AKA said you're not going to go and take Israel but essentially they got what they wanted they remained there the rest of the generation remained there it's interesting it says in Zohar that the reason that the Mirage came back with such a bad report is because they knew that over there they won't be the leaders here they're the leaders so this fasama says it doesn't make sense it's really about nepotism it's really about power power struggle for that they're ready to derail the whole history of the Jewish people so I should be the leader I mean that's that takes a lot of khutzpah that's pretty disgusting imagine you know that the entire Cloud Israel can reach their Redemptive place but you're gonna be in a different position again women won't even understand this question so because of that go to therapy I don't know go find another leadership job Grace ask Alan musk for a job because this is not what you have to do swasama says beautifully based on this doesn't mean physically they would lose their leadership it means that the mid by the Jewish people were all on a level of rush says they want a level of head and over there they were afraid they would lose their head they would become on a level of regular is aware of it's a seat of Consciousness the foot doesn't have the same level of Consciousness there's a person who lives on a level where there's a consciousness of what the world really is and then there's a world person who lives in a more numb place that's what they were afraid they were afraid the whole generation is going to lose the level of Rush coulomb and that's why right after the story of the spies there's three Mitzvahs which Mitzvah wine Libations what's that there were three gifts that they had in the midboard that they didn't want to let go of what were the three gifts the food from heaven in fact there are many Flint that is not fully nutritious the man was I said was pure pure pure not an not an Iota not a not a drop of toxicity then you had the water The Well of Miriam and then you had ananya covered the clouds of Glory it's all going to be gone you're not going to be living in the clouds pun intended you know you say he's living in the clouds that's exactly how they were living and then I don't want to I don't want to not live in clouds I want to live in the clouds you know you see sometimes they're living in the clouds they said why should we ever stop that we don't want to leave the clouds so the three Mitzvahs in schlach are the Mitzvahs that explain what's the purpose corresponds to the man it's not bread from Heaven it's bread from Earth but what are you going to do with this bread from Earth you're gonna sow you're gonna plow and you're gonna plant then you're gonna Harvest and you're gonna thresh and window and select then ultimately grind the kernels and make flour and mix it with water and then you're gonna take part of this dough and tarimal Hashem it's going to become but how through your efforts through the Earthly bread much deeper than the man in the physical bread that I created I make a Divine through challah and the same is true with the wine this is Miriam you have to plant grapes plant a Vine and you have a cluster of grapes and you take the grapes and you crush the grapes and you produce wine and you ferment the wine and then part of this wine becomes a carbon and the whole wine is Holy wine and then the chitsus because I'll say that in the Titans they had the blue thread the trailers the turquoise thread what's the point of the trellis it's Diamond it looks like the sea which reminds you of the heaven which reminds you of the kisser covet so that sitsus is a replacement of that the clouds of Glory that produce that surrounded them that protected them that's why it says in sits us at the end of Allah and it's why men have the cities to this reason I'd explain to you they usually feed the family the ananya covered the protection the men need it just like the minion the whole source of a minion comes from the miragulum you know that ten how do we know a minion is 10 people it says God calls them a Bad Minion a bad community so every minion is trying to correct the sin of the miragulum that's why women don't join a minion because they weren't part of it they don't need a minion to correct the sin of the Mirage when men ten men get together they create a double shabigla wanted to be holy but they didn't want to leave holiness so that so it surrounds and protects the person to be able to integrate the spiritual with the physical so these three Mitzvahs were the way of telling the Jewish people that you don't have to be afraid of Eric's law you don't have to be afraid of the field you don't have to be afraid of your kitchen you don't have to be afraid of the responsibilities and the pressures of you don't even have to be afraid of the inner turbulence on the contrail you have to be able to have the confidence and the faith and the realization that you have the tools that you have the tools to be able to not just confront it not just to triumph over it but to actually transform it now according to this we could come back to the names we'll see how it's now all in the names ake says we have a tradition that the miragulum were given names based on their actions and even though we have this tradition but one tradition passed on to us why because each of the spies had his own struggle but the point of all of it that had to be passed down to us that we have to know today is one nikuda and that's the name it's not that he couldn't expound the other names he could have expounded the other names but the reason one the reason he did or according to the other interpretation the reason why one tradition was passed on to us only one name is because this is what's most relevant to us today foreign what does it mean he demolished the work of Hashem whether he demolish the work of Asha but now we could understand this Hashem built the world and he built the world which is a physical world and it's a world in which they can be Brokenness and Trauma and even evil and Corruption and a world in which there can be confusion and darkness but he gave the person a mission and the mission is you reformat you redesign you rebuild the world you create What's called the Madrid schools we create a home for Hashem in the reality in our hearts in our homes and our souls and our brains in our emotions in and in our environment our physical home our place of work and everybody has their corner of the world where they build they take a world and they fashion it into an abode for the divine what does it mean I fashioned it into an abode for the divine it means that during the day through the person's thoughts and words and most important actions they literally took all the aspects of their life and it becomes a place in which the truth is revealed in which Ultimate Reality the Oneness of infinity is manifested and every Mitzvah every action of a mitzvah is one aspect of repairing that world of turning it into that dear that Abode Russia the miraculum wanted to remain in the mid bar the word midbar is also connected to the word Deborah in the mid bar the main avoida was not Misa action the main avoida was words and even more Consciousness thoughts because that's what their spiritual existence looked like because they didn't have and they weren't enmeshed and entangled with a physical reality very little almost nothing it was all provided like from heaven like I said they were in the womb can Aiden have cast he had a son-in-law right and his father-in-law had a PhD which means Papa has dough and he sat in in his father-in-law's house and he was supposed to learn all day and he didn't have to worry about anything till his father said enough is enough cast so the main avoider was avoided in in in in the deepest spiritual experiences it's mashava it's consciousness those who are a little bit familiar with the world of meditation and the world of transcendence know that there's a moment when a person can experience The Godly nature of reality the ego melts there's a death of ego and there's a sense of Oneness with infinity there's no I you know it's Israel they would have to step away from that because there is involvement I have to go to the field and I have to plow but over there is maisa when the miraglam refused to do this it Sasa myself I leave the world a destroyed place instead of rebuilding the physical world into adirabitat it's awesome I leave the world at to start the place a demolished place or as the gemara says even more this says in your xiaomi that a generation that doesn't rebuild the basamiktas some things when I don't rebuild it it's like I destroyed it so when I don't rebuild the world I just let it be destroyed it's like an active part of myself I'm doing salsa myself he says that's the nakuda that a person has a responsibility to rebuild the world rebuild my world a person's power is to be able to make and this was how can this happen how could such a thing happen if Hashem wants how can a person's power or choice or fear or insecurity stop it this is his father's name he made Hashem poor what does this mean it's really a very profound idea Hashem allowed himself to become to appear weak in order to be able to give the human being the choice and the creativity to Fashion the world so Hashem made himself kevayakal appear weak this is the concept known in Kabbalah he concealed his infinite imposing presence so it allows a human being the arena of creativity and choice if hashem's Infinity would be fully manifested so then there's no taxes there's nothing outside of him the fact is that Hashem concealed himself what does it mean you concealed yourself you hold back your Infinity so it looks like it's an independent world that's why the miraglan was so afraid of Eric's Israel and that's the idea when they said we cannot go in there to Israel because it's more powerful than him what did they mean come on how could you speak such rubbish and nonsense to that generation they knew better you left Egypt they were saying something very deep this is what they were saying listen to what they were saying they knew about Simon they weren't a bunch of jokers how could you stand up to a whole generation four million Jews who saw ten plagues who left Egypt who were being fed by The Man Who Saw Korea who stood at our Sinai and heard gods of God's voice what are you talking about I understand today somebody gets up and says these things fine but then what they were saying is as follows we know that Hashem can do whatever he wants it's his world he's not afraid of the 31 there were 31 Empires there were 31 tribes in out Israel 31 little Nations that had to conquer he's not afraid of them he's not afraid of Pate he's not afraid of the canine if he's God he's God what the miraculum was saying is something else I understand when we left with when we went into the desert over there Hashem is running the show through Miracles that I get but an artist Israel Hashem is telling us clearly I'm not going to run it through Miracles anymore we're going to be working through the mechanisms of nature you're not going to go out in the morning and see the bread coming down from the ceiling right into your kitchen counter on a golden platter and say Kindle the mom came down go eat breakfast the laundry is not going to happen on its own somebody does it your kids don't know that but tell them somebody's doing it in the midboard it's a miracle but in Israel he's running the world alpiteva so this was their taina this is what they were saying I understand if Hashem is running the world through Miracles you can do whatever he wants he could take us out of Egypt but in there it's Israel where he says I want you to navigate life through the medium of nature if we're following nature then we have to think about it from an Earthly and natural perspective a philadelph if you make a system and you say we're all following the system he's not going to come and change the system every day let's say I'm planting there's no rain okay it'll grow without rain he made a system he's also so to speak a victim of that system if that's a system that's a system made himself poor he made himself incompetent so to speak he made himself in a position where it's not all Infinity where it's working through mechanisms of nature I need a doctor I need a lawyer I have to get a job I have to find a way to work out peteva you can't have it both ways you can't have the cake and eat it too [Laughter] [Music] not that there won't be Miracles but the natural day-to-day life is going to be based up they said even the balabayas then he limited himself what was the mistake the mistake was not that an artist's role that won't be but true there was to have an artistro the mistake was to differentiate between Miracles and nature huh yeah nature doesn't mean that it's not divine it means that the Divine is acting through the mechanisms of nature and that's why there was such a distinction between the male gender and the female gender because one of the differences between the soul of man and woman is exactly in this area the male soul gravitates towards spiritual fulfillment through experiences of transcendence the female has the Keener ability to be able to perceive it within the Earth and that's why the Mitzvah of khala even though it's very Jew but it was precisely given to the woman the magala mukha says based on August the name Khana shmuel's mother's and he says that's why by these three times women pray like she prayed for her child shmuel so when they bake khala and when the middle of the Mikvah and when they like chabas candles was the quintessential yiddishamama who gave birth to shmuel who was equivalent to my channel and all these three things what they what do they represent khalo represents bread all they need bread used to be the main food today I know people don't eat bread anymore because we have a lot of other Foods you know we have danishes but and lasagna and steak every night but Amal Hollow was that's how you lived you couldn't live without bread couldn't go to Evergreen Uptown downtown Middletown and have everywhere food endlessly you lived with grain people that's how they lived so it represents all the needs of a person but it's bread from Earth need does the world of intimacy the world of intimacy is a world that represents the physical Cravings of a person that's why there's a certain religion we won't get into we're priests I have to be celibate segregation and then there's which is representing the casting of light on the world Illuminating the world Illuminating the darkness before electricity Friday night it would be dark in the house so the woman has that Keen ability to reveal the Oneness between Miracles and nature it's not a separate thing the Mirage believed heaven is heaven Earth is Earth in a desert in Paradise they have Oneness but I'm out in the field sweating I'm dealing with bread I'm dealing with tuition I'm dealing with mortgage and I'm dealing with my own stuff where's the godliness here but that's based on the idea that the Simpson is real that God made himself tackle weak and frail and he withdrew and he says sorry it's off limits the world is off limits to me come to Heaven you'll meet me there what they fail to understand was that Infinity doesn't have to look like Infinity it could look finite light doesn't always have to look like light sometimes it could look like Darkness spirituality doesn't always look spiritual it could also look physical the miraculous doesn't have to look like a miracle it could look like nature in a way that's a deeper Miracle because it expresses Infinity with infiniteness unlimitedness within limitations there's no Two Worlds there's no two Duality and that's why it says when Maisha prayed for hashaya his his student he changed his name to yahushua foreign Hashem should save you from the scheme of the spies so he added you then hey his name was the idea the Gomorrah Judes says that the managers that the Islam was created with ayud alum has it was created with a hey what did Maisha do he brought together and Yeshua that you're in the hey that SAS miraglam was that there's two separate realities to come down into Earth 's name is you don't hate together you didn't ate together means there's no Two Worlds it's one world it's one reality nature is also a miracle the fact that Hashem made a structure doesn't mean it's less divine the fact that I have to work through and find godliness within my reality and within my limitations and often within my Brokenness and my darkness people have things that they have to work through it doesn't mean God is there less it means that here I get to reveal it within a different reality within a reality of nature within a reality of Darkness it's you and hate together that's the khala and then the sacraments so Sur when a Jew disengages you destroy myself I'm supposed to build the world and I destroy the world where I let it remain demolished I believe that he made himself poor he withdrew himself he's weak and now suddenly oh I have to be scared of nature but the mistake was you don't have to be scared of it wherever you are you're saying is Messenger enough to be scared of anything but that idea that he made himself mock he made himself weak that allows for this type of choice it allows for this type of creativity it allows for the person to be able to be determined and decisive and flex their muscles and surface as a partner with Hashem in building the world says that a person is a co-partner in creation well I'm a co-partner in creation when I created something I can't create a mosquito if I wanted to I wouldn't want to but I can't anyway apparently God wants even if all the people of the world and history come together they wouldn't be able to create One Wing of one mosquito so I once said this over they said oh synthetically you can I say do it from nothingness don't do it synthetically don't take a pre-existing material from a non-existing universe you don't even get gas or bacteria or helium or Prebiotic soup from absolute nothingness you create me the wing of a mosquito good luck with all of our technology and artificial intelligence that has not been done yet you take pre-existing material yes that's the valtic that's yashmiesh it's not yes so what does it mean we're partners with Hashem and building a world we're not partners were recipients but that's not the word you are a partner because either two partners is each one does what the other partner doesn't do Hashem created a world he created The Brute material of the world but the building of that world the fashioning of it into it this is the human being does I'm the only one who could actually take and find my own Infinity and bring it in to my confusion and bring it in to my darkness and bring it in to my difficult and despondent moments whether it's my depression or my anxiety or my setbacks or my failures and says and here is the last point in order to be able to hold on to this and not make this mistake we have to add one more detail and that's what was he hid the words of God what does it mean he hid the words of God is saying is a fascinating idea it says in veracious Hashem created the world through words through 10 utterances he created the world so he said let there be light he said let there be a firmament Let There Be vegetation let there be the Sun and the Moon the galaxies Let There Be animals Birds fish Let There Be man NASA Adams in other words what is the underlying chemistry of the universe words I used to say that's what doesn't tell him [Applause] used to think okay it says I'll say it we believe them today how the science describe the underlying physical reality of every living thing they use the word DNA what is essentially DNA DNA are called letters they're chemicals but they're programmed literally like a computer program with sequences of letters in other words if I can un unravel the outer layers of the world you come and you find words you find a program it's fascinating we look at the world as just pure gosh me the deeper you go you find letters you find Isis if you go even deeper you find dwar Hashem at the letters of Hashem but by hiding those words when I don't see the words underlying the world so then I say Miracles are Miracles and nature is nature there's two worlds of the world of light there's the world of Darkness there's heaven and this Earth this is a body when you're in the summer okay that's heaven but when I'm in my body and when I'm in this in the experience of my body that's a whole different world that I'm afraid of there's no connection it comes because he hid the words but if a person looks at everything and understands and tries to reveal the world words it's a different world there's nothing outside of Oneness of actus Hashem and that's what it says if you say something in the name of the one who said it you don't plagiarize you redeem the world what does that mean so one of the most marvelous interpretations is everything in the world has something is something that is said by Hashem to make it exist what do we say in the morning in fact in Hebrew we use the same word for a word and a thing why because everything is really a word Dover is deeper what does it mean if you can identify in every Dover and everything shame Roy the one who says it the one who brings it into existence through words which means concealment is to conceal why is Islam concealment why don't we have a nicer name for the world it's really the most beautiful name it tells you that the world could conceal reality my outer self could conceal my inner self my old pain and my trauma can conceal Who I Really Am I don't know who I am I become detached but if um if you can identify in everything the one who spoke speaks it into existence says that creation happens every moment which means not like Hashem gave a speech once the words are constantly vibrating from their source so now when I'm eating let's say a piece of food any piece of food and I can really I mean I'm not going to say I can see with myself I can't see it with my eyes you have to unless your eyes are microscopically spiritual if you have spiritually microscopic eyes that's the Google but generally it's we can't say we see it with our eyes but if somebody is sensitive to the fact that the Divine energy is what's making this food exist at this moment it's divine words I don't hide the words I expose the words so now there's a respect for it I can't just be comfortable gobbling it up and being Glutton is respect it's a respect for the food it's a respect for whatever I'm dealing with it's a self-respect that then gives you a respect for everything around you you're dealing with a Divine reality you're dealing with Divine energy what do I have to do to get over this hide the words and that sometimes what happens I take a piece of food what words move words just I'm just hungry and I want to run away from my pain just eat it I'm not respecting the words that are in it I hide them I make believe they don't existence yeah that's the idea of the brother why did they make that everything came into existence through his word bidwara so when I identify in every Dover the Hashem you redeem the world you rebuild the world you redeem this Islam you become a co-partner to Hashem and creation and the last thing he says is a buffsy what causes me to hide the words so he says he jumps over on hashem's middles what does this mean in order to be able to live a life with such alignment a human being needs to have some source of inspiration Midas are generally emotions the person's emotions are called Midas the reason they're called me though is means measurements sizes like amida because you size up a person a person's Meda is basically their emotional being their emotional disposition that's the human personality that's how we connect to people in an internal way a person's midice come from how do you connect to him so it says for a person to be able to live a life in such alignment I can't skip over meaning if a person is just in a robotic state if I'm not inspired it's very very difficult to live this way because I just want to survive and when you want to survive whenever I'm in a survival mode we always deal with the superficiality of it think about raising children if parents on our survival mode I can't think about the depth of what my child needs and who my child is I'm just trying to survive it's 10 o'clock I'm about to lose it I'm just trying to survive it's very hard to connect to a deeper element of a person when we're in survival mode only when a person is in a more expansive mode you will understand what I'm saying right too well now it's not always easy I haven't slept last night you're working a whole day we have to respect the fact that we're human beings but the more we can respect and have empathy for that we know that in certain situations there's not a time to make decisions it's not a time to tell my children what I think about them because this is not the time I'm not in that place I have to take a shower I have to go to sleep I have to drink a cup of tea after exercise whatever I needed my vitamins every person needs to know how to become aligned but there's a whole different relationship when I'm on the line when you're feeling yourself when you're in a deeper place of me dice my decisions are different my self-respect is different the way I talk the way I connect the way I reach out the way even I answer an email the way I answer a text the way even I eat something everything is different because it comes from a place of awareness of mindfulness of sensitivity I hide the words of Hashem which means I ignore the depth of reality because because when a person doesn't have that connection to their own Meadows to be able to be inspired by hashem's middles which means the middle of Ava the middle of year the sense of love and awe of gratitude of appreciation when I'm just in survival mode I'm like an insect in neurology it would be I'm just in my amygdala you know that amygdala the stem of the brain is trying to survive I I can't I'm not in my limbic brain I'm certainly not in my prefrontal cortex it's normal I didn't sleep for two days and I have the flu and I have a migraine headache and the cleaning lady quit and I'm making the Chevy blockers tonight and there's 20 people who coming for Shabbos okay I got it I got it so Pisa in a person has to nose these limits it's not a challenge that we have limits it's when we ignore them but we make believe they don't exist and this was the mistake of them around them they don't understand you could be aware of limits and instead of the limits limiting you the limits become an opportunity to grow for the miragulum if we go into a limited World we're doomed you want to be successful remain in an unlimited world that's not yiddishkite for that Hashem enough to create the world the world pre-creation was all Infinity the whole Hindus of creation is the partnership of a human being what we contribute is in a world of finiteness we bring in Infinity so therefore in summation reviews he demolished hashem's world when you don't rebuild the world through maisa the world remains spiritually destroyed chaotic my inner World remains chaotic how can that happen because McCall because Hashem made himself weak and when we exercise that free choice and we believe in that weakness so then we're afraid of a world and we're afraid of our own world says in order to achieve this we have to add don't hide the words see the words and everything how for that you need don't skip over the Midas when a person cultivates an inner relationship an inner connection that's so important for a person to take time to be able to develop your inner relationship my inner connection not to be robotic not to just do things by rote because then it's stripped from from Death from from depth from he was from vitality a person needs to be able to sustain themselves spiritually Inspire them be nice and then when I walk around the world I look for the words I identify the words I don't want to live in a petty superficial world I want to live in a real world in an authentic World in a world that's alive everything is bustling with energy every leaf is alive every grain of sand is alive every droplet of water is alive it's alive Adam and tell us this is the formula to be able to repair this world and build it into that which was hashem's dream have a wonderful wonderful week next week there is a class regular time Tuesday morning 9 30. huh the plan is 9 30. okay I'll give it over to my wife you're welcome thank you for coming yeah oh okay yes did I answer your question a little bit hopefully no huh no okay um frail sounds good question yeah the answer is this is part of a cassette the fact that Hashem so to speak it appears that his energy is limited allows for human free choice and human accomplishment so there's a power in that depends what I do with that you could use the mark in a way that it motivates the person to fill in the gaps this is with a huff yeah thank you could be my face I don't remember yeah thank you no I just have to come early with the copies I usually no problem yeah they traveled no no no when they travel they didn't light right so when the Michigan was in one place he would light them in order every evening but then when the cloud went up and it was time to travel they would pack up the manure and all the other vessels and they would move they put out the fire but they weren't they would have to put out the fire okay okay yeah of course no no they would pack up the vessels in the end of parsh is my midboard it says how they would pack up the vessels and they would transport it and then they didn't it wasn't lit I did see an opinion once I have to look it up maybe there's another opinion but I have to look it up but according to the literal interpretation it was not lit and they would just transport it a lot of continuation to last week have a wonderful day