Why Did Blood Flow When Titus Stabbed the Holy Curtain?

good morning everybody welcome welcome may this day our faceless simcha oversaw snow mound and tie them the kirov please open your source sheets so we could continue inside okay you can hear me you could see in here let me just get my safer [Music] okay good morning everybody welcome thank you all for joining us and whoever would like to ask any questions please feel free to ask questions either you can ask your questions on the zoom chat or you can ask your questions on the Sheva dotnet if you see the banner on top it says live I said this Thursday and if you open it up you'll find the source sheets either on top of the video or below the video and the ability to ask a question I just try to open up something so the Gemara says the machetes gettin Daffy non Volvo midbass this is the famous Gemara v peyrac of gittin pericana zotkin with gomorrah dedicates a few pages to the story of the destruction of the second base Amiga dish the second mesa matrix was destroyed through titus t2 status russia who was the son of a specialness of Vespasian who was first the commander of the Roman legions in Judea and then later became the emperor of Rome and his son succeeded him in the position of being the commander of the legions the ones who were responsible to defeat Judea to defeat the Jewish people and to destroy the base of McNish and to crush what was known as the great revolt of the Jews against Rome following decades and decades of horrific oppression so there's one moment that the Gemara describes himself is gettin over there that is unforgettable I mean many unforgettable moments but one that I want to address here today and I'm going to read it in the Gemara and more describes what teeters did when he came into the base of McNish the type of behaviors the way he cursed his promiscuous behavior relationships inside the base emitter the camera says toughies ina be Odin is Muslim a scotch a Kardashian it's ESA for Taylor / Allah Rivera he had the audacity to take a Sona harlot with his hand going to the Holy of Holies open a safe a tighter on the ground and on top of this effort Ida engage in promiscuous relationships that's how the base and the prior depraved the behavior was next not all sigh of the giddiness apparatus titters took a sword and he he stabbed he stabbed the ferocious the paralysis was the curtain the veil separating the unholy from the holy of holy the kadesha kardashian from the other sections of the base--emitter the nasan ace a miracle happened why a damn mavet spits viz blood spurted blood ooze that flowed from the curtain from the precious ok solver so titters foolishly thought themself that horrid s at somalia that he killed a vehicle so to speak he killed the creator of the world the more doesn't say those words as he thought he killed himself it's a very interesting expression now she says it means he no clapping milah it's just an expression really it means he thought that he killed heaven because look he stabbed apparatus which is the curtain protecting the holy of holies with the divine presence dwells and what happens blood comes out so this means that what he managed to do the unthinkable he managed once and for all to get rid of God and then the Gemara continues about me camisa balaam hashem by Elham could mean powerful a cosa mean mute ones there's no one who was as a mute Elaine Myka Myka be ill Mumbai Ellen we say in the morning Myka Myka Balin bill ma'am there's nobody who could be as mute give a yahoo lazier - mother why a shame A&E you'd say Vicky do fresh lie see Russia wish Isaac he can hear the words the horrible words of this wicked person and God remains quiet Hashem is ability to remain silent is infinite mica mica Bella Masha and then think Amara continues that theaters took the paratus and he turned it into a container like a big basket and he filled it up with all the vessels of the base--emitter he put it into pariahs like a miraculous became this huge container and he put it in a boat to go to Rome with the vessels of the base--emitter - and - you know brag about his extraordinary victory and then there's the famous story way the size that he wants to fight with God this God we already got rid of once you know now he has to get rid of God on the sea and the mosquito goes in Tim the flea that goes into that old continuation of story about it - it's a fascinating and incredible story the question is the Gomorra says a miracle happened and blood came out why why would blood come out of the paratus just so that he should think that he could kill that he killed so to speak the Creator why would blood come out so tasteless says something very moving taste who says my idea the Kaushal of Nam I come home a stomach dish Hashem was telling the people that you should know that this is a difficult moment the destruction of a stomach - I'm not oblivious to it there's a lot of pain involved it's like blood is being spilled a vehicle that was the idea the question still remains what was the significance of this particular symbolism with his lot of ways to which a sham could convey that there is syrettes Kaushal of Nam welcome is difficult but what is the meaning of the fact that the moment tipped us God doesn't just convey that it's painful he also allows titlist to feel then he killed the caballo that he murdered the God through biting asylum so to speak god forbid so it's not just he's showing the Jewish people that his pain he's also giving in to Tito's allowing him to think that he shed divine blood other ways a sham could show that heard Mr McLeish was painful but there has to be a particular symbolism and meaning in this very experience so the Baba Tanya the alter rebbe in Lakota Tara partials Bamidbar has a mind Bashar shaked in we saw massive Enoshima when the Mauryan Shabbos in the Saudi of Martin Taylor and he says there something very powerful Latonya says that the Jewish people were shown at that moment something very real something extremely authentic and that's the theme that we began developing about Schafer's damn ha Adam but Adam dumber you shuffle that the meddra sh compares the set dates had asked the sin of the tree of knowledge which is the origin and the beginning of all the sins and transgressions throughout history to schwitters domin to spilling the blood which apparently what's the connection somehow there's a deep connection between schwitters dhamma between spilling of blood and every evade in the world every sin in the world every time the human being choose to alienate him self or herself from the divine will from the divine plan which we call an Ave or we call this a transgression a mistake a sin it's an act or a word or a thought which creates dissonance and disharmony between the human being and the divine cosmos the truth of the divine flow that vibrates through reality which in other words there is a heartbeat of creation there is a a rhythm that was the word there was a rhythm of creation that rhythm that heartbeat is the divine energy of it like the baal shem tov once said that halacha the word halakha which means law and also means movement is the acronym it's Russia Tavis hurry you wash em colores let the whole world sing to God what's the connection between halakha and her real hurry you is hey wash em call her Aris Halawa hey Lama Coffey a real Russian coloreds we say it in the chapters of tehilim that I said Friday night before the hidayah tea the six chapters of phil lamarr real are some colors from tehilim in the 90s that night the chapters between 90 and 100 because what is how long how lhasa means i'm living a life of harmony of oneness with the heart beat and the rhythm and that and the song the symphony of creation all of creation is a symphony that's why cause I'll have peyrac Shira the chapter of sönke chapter of song they asked what does the Frog sing in the morning and what does the Sun sink and what are the Lions and the beers and the hyenas and what are the squirrels sing what are the birds sing you heard this morning there no the birds are now up very early because thorn break is pretty early as a zing gives a zing in there singing celeb the karela now it's ready for them you know they're getting ready to sleep but early morning that's the time so hazael went and analyzed and gave us two verses that each one of these beings are seeing what's the idea of this the idea of this is it's a very powerful symbolism and a truth that the whole world is a one symphony and there's a rhythm there's a beat and that beat I can be part of the old differences between me and everybody else is the Frog doesn't have a choice and the squirrel doesn't have a choice and the gazelle and the deer here in the forest don't have choices and the birds they're just like programs they're part of the symphony you know they're like the electric instruments that you program and such built as a gate they're part of it but it's embedded into their genetic makeup with a human being we have choices I could choose to be part of the symphony or I could choose to create a life of dissonance dissonance means I'm separate I like extricate myself out of the rhythm of creation because I want to do things on my own but what am i extricate myself from I might wreck myself with a heartbeat the life force of me of creation but that's the uniqueness of the human choice comes the medicine says every single such act is called Schwitters Dahmer was his missus dumb whose blood are you pouring and the answer is Shafer Dharma Adam Adam are you shall give a yahoo the night of shame Hashem means not only cursing the name of God it's rupturing it's creating a hole in the name of a shell and that hole what does a hole do there is the light of Hashem and the vessels which means in the structures of creation every single thing has the light and the energy of a Shem when I do a Nevada I rupture that name so that the energy the blood which represents life or soul Adamawa nephesh that blood now spurts out and withers it go it goes to places with the blood doesn't belong it's like I take a stab a stab at myself and a stab the world and that blood that divine energy which is vivifying and animating and giving vitality to me into the world now that blood so to speak goals elsewhere it gives a vitality and energy to the realities and the forces that we call clipper which means unholiness that which is antithetical people or things or realities or ideas or behaviors that are antithetical to holiness because clipper means a shell a husk which eclipses the heartbeat of creation and that's the meaning of chaffetz damn ha are dumb they are dumb dumb are you chuffing you remember in Paris nyah if you spill the blood of man but Adam dummy shove a through man the blood will be spilled but it's a very interesting plastic so the way the balcony explains it based on the works of cabal of the Ariza is Chaffetz Tom ha Adam be Adam there is the atom of kedusha what's atom of contusion atom is a living organism there is the persona the living organism of holiness in the world and that has a blood flow and Adam here is not just one person it's the Adam that persona Adam ha Elian which includes all of us it's the living organism of holiness which every human being is a reflection of Adam Adam El Elyon as the shallow says the word Adam doesn't only mean earth it also means Adama I am a reflection diamond I'm a reflection of the above so Adam has a living organism which has blood that's how the organism functions can't live without blood as we said Adam wanna fish so there's an automatic addition there's a persona structure of holiness in the world and that includes everything who says olam cottons aha Adam every person is a miniature universe so the larger cosmos is just a person but in a larger form the human being is like a miniature form of the universe and that's why the others there of Nelson says that anything you will find anywhere in the cosmos you will also find in yourself of course in a miniature form you're not gonna find every turtle and every rhinoceros and every black hole in yourself but you could find every black hole in yourself and every start and every insect in every reptile and every fish and every bird and every bush and every shrub in every tree because the atom includes the whole world that's why we could fix the world it can't fix something if you're not connected to it you know that you can't fix something if you're outside of it we include the whole world that's what the ball tiny doesn't look at the tire the morale says it and they menace for him and therefore we could repair the whole world so therefore the little atom the atom the person you and I essentially our reflection of the big atom the whole world is a person it's an atom of kedusha chef Adama are the bit odd when I do an a ver I take the blood of the atom of holiness and I spill that blood that blood flows into the other atom there's another atom which in Cibola is called cacophony Adam it's like a chimpanzee or a monkey or gorilla that imitates a person because what does clipper do clip it imitates condition so it's like I saw a person it has its own substitute life but it's unholy but it makes believe it's an atom like with me other doesn't have real substance because when I imitate you meaning I'm just i watch what you do and I do the same thing but I can leave a very good impression because all energy is really divine so therefore there's only one heartbeat of creation either I can choose to be part of life or I can choose to be that part of that which looks like life but at some point it's gonna catch up to me as I gave an example I always give you this dramatic example but it's I think that's helpful you know a person sells their soul they live a false life so it can go on for a while you know they they play the game it looks like life but it's not life because it's rotten from inside it's like another metaphor we often give silver so the communism of Soviet Russia it was all a lie all based on lies and propaganda there was nothing substantial about it but it looked like there was something real it took 70 years and then it was so rotten it just vomited itself it couldn't lie to itself anymore there was not a bullet shot in 1989-1990 before the Berlin Wall fell and communism fell why because it was always a lie it just rotted it decomposed it almost like it it's it's vomited the system itself vomited itself because there was nothing there but it looks like a nada the same is true with a lot of philosophies today also things that completely there's no substance to it it's just based on delusion and stupidity and propaganda and lies and deception there's no substance to it its power is clipper it's just a nice cover up you know the clothes have no emperor when clothes have no emperor there's nothing there it's just clothes it looks like there's an emperor we have the emperor has no clothes but sometimes the clothes have no emperor so show fit damn ha autumn bit atom I when I do in a very or what am i doing I'm taking the blood of atom and I'm spilling that blood and to the other atoms over time on the bottom the autumn of kedusha the blood now flows into a whole other reality whole other perception in which there's dissonance disharmony between the divine oneness which I and we are all part of an inflection of into a substitute reality that God allowed there to be called clipper that we have the ability to choose if I'm gonna dance to the heartbeat of I'm gonna dance to the beat of life and be live I'm living in the present moment the power of now or I'm going to disassociate myself from the dance of life and that's by the way the idea of living in the moment living in the moment today there's always a big discussion about living you know power of now living in the presence living in the moment it's really the essence of Judaism people think it's like this revolutionary idea that was discovered now to live in the moment this is what the baal shem tov was saying about hurry allah sham kala orit's living in the moment means realizing that right now everything is happening because there is a danced as there's a rhythm going on there's a Tiffany I was once when I was a child in yeshiva was in a choir and in the corner in the choir so we had a children's choir the director was a man named le Lipsky all of our shaman he passed away not very long ago I think like a few years ago many of you remember him le Lipscomb he was a musician and he had a el eel obscure choir so we had a bunch of kids in school who joined the choir my school my you see then quite another few schools and was pretty good you know once in a while we would go to these concerts with Joe amar and Marta said Ben David and you know the singers of the time when I'm well the freed was just coming onto the scene then so I still remember we we had a concert I can't remember which song it was but we were at a concert pretty very little kids we were very young it was a cute bunch and some of the some of some of them saying actually nicely I'm sure some didn't and we started to sing and Nellie Lipsky was there you know there was somebody named me who I think he started another tune or he was completely offbeat the pitch I think it went very high or very low I don't remember exactly what do you do in practice you know you could start rebuking but here the whole crowd was there was a big concert I think it was a midsize shop as big concert the way what do you do so le Lipsky was trying to steer at this child in with his hand you know motion that he should get back into the rhythm but I don't think he understood so he could he continued rhythm his pitch his song and if he would have been quiet it wouldn't have been a problem but the fact that he was singing it created such a distortion because you right away saw you know there's the power of the unity of the synchronisation of every all the children singing in unison which creates such a delicious sweet sounds very exquisite very heartwarming to the soul and then you have that one person who chooses or doesn't choose just to create that dissonance and sing a different tune or a different beat and the equilibrium is gone and essentially that's what we're talking about we're talking about in a very deep way that a person needs to choose to be able to be part of that and that's what kedusha means that's what holiness means I'm living with the ongoing divine Symphony and on a very the word Rivera comes from what la Xavier my there I transport myself and part of my energy and part of the world what I'm interacting with I transfer I'm maverick from the domain from the atom of holiness into a different domain I take out that energy which is part of God's symphony whether it's me the actions I'm doing and a certain part of my blood my energy and that which I'm interacting with I may be eating something I shouldn't be eating I may be saying something I shouldn't be saying I may be doing something that I shouldn't be doing with my hands with obviously my brain my mouth my ears whatever it is and I may be interacting with a part of the world and in all these cases I am maava I'm transporting it from the holy to the unholy asks little Babaji up in the mind for one second God created clipper if God created clipper he gives it energy it can't create something without energy everything has lifeforce doesn't have lifeforce it doesn't exist so what do you mean that the person comes and gives blood and energy to the clip it's already has it's blocked it lives the answer to that is there is clipper and there is clipper the word clipper is not bad clipper means a shell so many fruits have shells that protect the fruit they're not the fruit themselves but they protect the fruit they allow the fruit to grow on the trees successfully and ripen up without becoming damaged and then they continue to protect the fruits from decomposition it's the layer above the fruit the layer or the other or the or the husk or the appeal that protects the fruit on the tree and then later even after harvest it protects the fruit it protects the fruits from all types of bacterias and infections it protects the fruit from the scorching heat or from the moist of rain it protects the fruits from various infections and it protects the fruit from rot rotting and decomposing that's not a bad thing it's a good thing and then we peel the banana or we peel the orange or we peel whatever the fruit is we peel the kiwi and we eat the fruit or we crack the the husk of the nut of the warm up the ENGOs or the another another peanut or whatever not we're eating or fruit and we have access to it we discard the clip and we have access to the fruit so clipper shell is not bad sometimes it's actually the greatest accessory and helper and assistant to the fruit it allows the fruit to survive says the lubavitcher rebbe would the world was created clipper had a place the definition of clipper was that it was shiny merely pre it was a protector of the fruit its job was to be there for the fruit to help the fruit reach its goal that is clipper in its ideal sense not an enemy not a tyrant not a foe but actually an accomplice however that definition of clipper can change as we will see what does this mean and devoid of a person in that weight of a person it means that even though we talk about the fact that there is divine oneness and a night malvada everything is part of divine oneness and one of the most grotesque qualification characteristics is Guyver you Burress pompous nurse arrogant self-centeredness cell fragment narcissism and all the other words that come along with the bowel Guyver the person whose ego becomes inflated that's true because the definition of arrogance is a clipper I become a husk that eclipses the truth that I am a manifestation of divine light and suddenly my ego becomes the center of the universe and as we say sometimes ego stands for easing God out ego eg up that's all true nonetheless well for a person to begin serving Hashem they must have a sense of yes a sense of a healthy ego or what you might call today in English a healthy self-esteem because one of the greatest techniques of the 8th Sahara is telling you me Ani Oh Marni Who am I and what am I in fact little Babaji Reber once said this was on slippahs slippahs nights one of this the third night of slickest option contest 1969 and he said over a minor then it began with the words i think i Milla died David ideally 1969 option of tests and he said something incredibly powerful he said what's the AIT's a horror of our times the Jewish people have been through so much and they have been through decrees and holocausts and pogroms and mass a person ought to the phase and expulsion savage suffering so in that sense the Jewish people are so refined cease and there's not a Jew in the world who didn't have a hero to who didn't have a thought of coming better according to his or her capacity so the Rebbe asked what do we still have to do true before 1969 what do we still have to do true before and one of the things he said was then that the eighth Sahara comes into a person and says these four words me Anil mommy one of the great sins of our generation is Who am I and what am i it's the notion that I am so far I am so remote I am so valueless I am so insignificant how dare I even think that I can begin to serve God and have a real relationship with us especially in this minor here that we're learning from 52 Topps nude base summer in the 52 what to avoid this I chose me to serve Hashem serve Hashem doesn't just mean I'm doing nice things that means I'm serving God like a servant what does a servant do a servant helps the master servant just doesn't do nice things whether he's gardening or he's harvesting or he's building or whatever his task is he is serving he is doing something that the master cannot do on his own he is helping the master in his life whatever the form of help take heaven whatever the form of help is but that's what he's doing that's what a never does cuz I'll tell us avoid the session means myseif him had this expression of Hazael myseif encourage the pimalia shall Milan a Jew through his service increases the strength so to speak of the divine reality I know it needs explanation we discussed this at length in our sheer Tuesday night this week the title is does Hashem really need me and does God care if I Darvin or I don't davon it was a pretty long class look at these citrus parishes Pintus but I would suggest if you have time especially in the last 45 minutes last 45 minutes in the last hour you could put it on double speed that's the secret you have to put it on double speeds everything goes faster so we discussed that at length the concept that avoid this Hashem means is an expression in Kabbalah which a lot of people when they hear it the first time they're like oh it can't be but these are some of the greatest capitalists who write this this is not by why we didn't invent this avoid that Cyrus Guevara who he avoid this Hashem is a need of Hashem it's a need of heaven does Hashem need me that I shall need you yeah Chum needs you I said what do you mean he's perfect he's infinite he needs me are you joking well what am i it's like like telling you God needs an ant God God needs ants God needs mosquitos God needs bees now there's whether you need an aunty you need an ant in your life without an ant you're gonna be missing a lot and the relationship between you and an Ambu team and ant is much closer than between me and God because the DNA that I share with an ant is significant so the closest to me and an ant is closer than me and God because we're both created and God is a creator so the gulf between the antenna is it 40 nights you know I am a little bit more evolved or developed fine my brain is a little bigger okay even though ants are not lazy Ashley my Malek says in Proverbs you know go to an end and learn how not to be lazy go to an ant colony and look at it fascinating verse in Proverbs you learn how not to be lazy ads have something that we don't have also their discipline no laziness and the way they work together you know you can have a colony with a millionaire and they're all working synchronization scientists call them a super organism because it's not one organism it's a million bodies a million ants but they all work like one organism unbelievable and they never went for training for arbitration and peace and then and how how to work together and cooperation and how they run a company and then run a corporation and it keeps the team together and this is a team of 20 people how you dealing with a team of a million ants it's incredible so what does it mean you say um needs an anthem needs me because I'll tell us it's not the main discussion of this moment that through our avoider session we do something very real not just for ourselves for ourselves for the world for history for all over the world and Cabaye Aquafresh of himself and the other way as well the posix has an Ozzy Newt Sharia law Hitoshi through your lack of a visor through my absence of savedoff service I weakened the force of the divine so the eight Sahara says who do you think you are me and the amani you you think that's real it's a joke you're just a little insignificant creature that expression of the eight Sahara that insight seems so idealistic but it's really very very dangerous it's one of the most successful tools employed by the Exxon Hara as he said in Yiddish door handle set Vega Nevada saw some use but you're dealing here with serving our similar small hemlock and you know who you are how dare you think that you can come and serve God remember your position and that's why the rebus says in the beginning of avoiders Hashem you need to have a little ashes you need to have some sense of of what's called a healthy ego a healthy self esteem a certain sense of appreciating your identity and your value why so that you won't listen to the ate Sahara and you will serve God your life has to matter to you you to see the value and the significance and the beauty and the amazing opportunity in your life you have to be able to lift yourself up and say yes I am significant yes I am valuable yes I do matter to God and yes I can do something that nobody else before me or after me has ever done you know but this can lead people to a lot of arrogance and and they become self-centered here the self the sense of self helps of a discussion it's crucial for my discussion this is not a follower Vidor session this is not the arrogance that we're afraid of we say oh this will undermine your relationship with God in your relationship with your spouse your relationship with other people no this is something that is an assistant this is like the shell of the fruit it helps the fruit become ripe we'll see what happens when the fruit becomes ripe what do you do with the shell it's time to get rid of it but the at this point yes even though we sometimes talk about yes as a clipper this is a clipper that is helpful it's important it's vital it's good it's beneficial person has to be able to believe in themselves person has to be able to lift themselves up and tell the ate Sahara don't use those words when that voice we have a voice that comes and not all of us but many of us have a voice that starts playing in your brain you know that voice the voice it doesn't matter been and I'm a loser I my ID up I'm a shape I'm a fool I'm an idiot especially if somebody told it to you as a child the voice remains in you and we all know deep inside ourselves we feel unworthy I'm not worthy not worthy of life I'm not worthy of happiness I'm incapable Who am I you know those words Who am I Who am I to be successful I'm going to be powerful who I might to live an amazing life I'm just you live what's the word we surrender to live all the expression of a poet we surrender many people most people live lives of quiet desperation quiet desperation becomes the status quo and we have great religious reasons for it God is big and I'm small I'm mortal I'm frail I'm weak I'm in a bad mood anywhere I am anyway ruin so many things I made so many mistakes look what an idiot I am and I look at what I did yesterday and look at what I did this morning I look what I did a half an hour ago in the H the hardest this is the way to go come on come on make a fresh banana fish more come on let's go let's examine more of your flaws and it sounds so idealistic you're doing shoving you're not doing sugar you're going into depression you're going into depression you're wallowing in the quagmire of despondency and solitariness which takes you away from your divine mission and purpose and this is one of the techniques that toxicity uses to demoralize and the great people and therefore this type of yeses which means a sense of my own value is paramount and the vital in the beginning and the beginning of avoid assertion as a foundation to serve God to be able to appreciate it's like the remember we learned to Miami before she Lewis from the ballot Anya look at the Toyota why Turner was given on a mountain and yet cuz I'll say it was given on a humble mountain on C night there were other mountains who competed Mount Carmel Hera Carmel are the mountains her cover right her share mine cover the camera and bishan Kiera Nino lammeter odds Dan Harlem governor Shem shows are seen an expression of Cazalas mawkish we called to Riya the humblest of the mountains says the ballot Anya if the burnished Laila wanted a give us started to teach us humility so why give it an amounted give it in the valley yeah telling me shows the humblest mountain scene I sign a is a humble mountain and it didn't even come with the other Compton's to demand that they to be given on it because it was so humble it felt inadequate great to teach us humility moisture Kimble Tyra Messina says the Madras more moisture received Tyler from Seema he learned from Seema had a received tighter with humility with another with Biddle says dial Tourette but don't give it an amount and give it in the valleys much more Bittle go down into the valley you don't want to give it in the valley give it on plain land flat land what are you going into mountain and now you need the humblest mount it's an interesting question and what's his answer senses this answer is answers of course you need humility but in order to receive Turner you have to have the component of a mountain a mountain is elevated a mountain is inflated a person has to be able to recognize their power their greatness not just as part of the collective but also as an individual who has things to do that nobody else can do I shared a story Tuesday night it was I thought it was a very moving story I really appreciated it they'll share it with you I heard it from rabbi manis Friedman he told me that he was once called to go to a hospital because there was a Jewish teenager who tried to commit suicide it didn't work and he was hospitalized and they realized he's Jewish they called a rabbi so a man has told me that one into the hospital room and I walk in and the boy watching television he wouldn't even look at me he wouldn't even pick up his head so the rabbi says what bothered you so much about what the priest said the boy says God loves me what's there to love so the rabbi says maybe you're right maybe you're right maybe God doesn't love you this the boy wasn't expecting from a rabbi you know the rabbi the priest loved God loves you God loves you God loves you I mean that's the language the language of the priests and that's the language of the Rebbe my love but suddenly the rabbi says maybe God doesn't love you he picks up his head for the first time he was watching television he picks up his head and he looks at him he saw that he got a boy yeah of course not everything I did I'm such a failure there's nothing to love the rabbi looked him in the eyes and says maybe maybe he really does not love you but one thing I know for sure he needs you maybe he doesn't love you but he needs you he got his soul they touched the soul why because that never changes if I have been a failure I have been a disappointment I have been a letdown I let down myself I let down other people I let down my loved ones I let down the world I let down Hashem that may be true and there's a lot of regret and a lot of remorse and a lot of failure there and just to ignore that and make believe it didn't happen I can't ignore that I make believe it didn't happen what if it did happen and what if it's true maybe I'm exaggerating it but even if I'm exaggerating it a part of it is true I have to understand something maybe I have failed miserably but God needs me so the fact that I was not successful yesterday only means that he needs me more and the fact that I was unsuccessful two days ago on a week ago and a year ago on maybe for so many years it only means that he asked needs me that the need is so much more powerful so says their ever this sense of what may you may call yes a sense of self-worth of self existence this is not an enemy to avoid as a chef this is the greatest help an assistant to avoid recession that's a way of understanding in a void in a person's life what's the idea that the Clippers in the beginning of creation not only were they not an opposition to holiness not only did they not conceal holiness on the contrary they were the protector of holiness their entire job was there to bring out the condition and the person this is all the way clipper was designed in the ideal world before sin that's what happened what happens now after sin something changes let's see Vahine a well the fifth paragraph of the Mimer I want to learn these two paragraphs and we're gonna continue also tomorrow Friday morning Lena de will have a sheer 7:30 but I want to learn how these two paragraphs being a parole ascetic Siddhartha shall clip is human and animal evolution the sin of the Tree of Knowledge affected that the Clippers should be in opposition to holiness in the beginning they were not opposed they did not even conceal they were actually a protector what happened through the sin the clip has become an opposition there is now an opponent the Talmud of Earth when they show some Shia at NASA and Tallulah's Toyota because through the Cindy became a mixture of good and bad the left may I show you tired of his tirade I mean who shot Clippers lawyer yeah but Malcolm a kedusha before this in good and bad were not mixed which means the Clippers were not in the place of holiness Dickey Virginia oh my gosh Mina Vaganova kedusha and a McLaren atomic Russia because clipper defined itself as a protector for holiness it remained outside of the sphere of holiness come by the martial bagapsh means that clipper shall I please let him up him up in the apse my element slippery I know bein up leave me but they'll hug and I love prayer Marshall could say man just less physically what is a clipper clip is not in the space of the fruit it's outside the space of the fruit when the or there's an orange and outside of the orange you have a clipper that protects the orange it's not inside the fruit there's the fruit and then there's the clipper me who'd slippery in other words the clipper separates it's the border it's the boundary between the fruit itself the substance of the fruit and that which is completely outside of the fruit because the clip of the Hospitaller cell protects the fruit from that which is outside of it which is whether the scorching heat or the most of the rain or or or viruses or bacteria or infections or or whatever it is that may damage this fruit the climate the weather decomposition whatever it is the husk protects the fruit from that from forces which are outside the fruit so the Clipper is not in the fruit itself it's outside it's separate and it's very clear what is the orange and what is the hospital will attend the mucker my pre-op smilla cameras would see is a clipper in the fruit itself you don't have the clip of the Clipper is there to protect the fruit from that which is outside so that's why the husk is in between the herbs is more than this should pull this a clip a dock bass missus up early but they should th mr. Burton Machado unless you have a baser I feel as happy as ur Cammisa Clippard and because the mover and shackle it bein machemer come up buddy ounce me what is more the purpose of the shell is till you come to eat it once you eat it now you have to discard the show you peel the banana peel and you throw it away you don't eat the banana peel in other words the husk has a function while the fruit is growing when it's growing it's critical and it's what allows it to become edible if you don't have the clip it's never gonna become edible it's never gonna develop you're gonna lose it so it's a very interesting thing to make it edible you must have the clipper once it's edible and you want to eat it now the clipper becomes a disturbance you don't dig into the appeal you don't eat the peel of it I mean you could eat certain peels but generally you take over the peel you throw it away you discard it circular throw and then you eat the fruit so what do we see from here that there is a very clear distinction the clip is never in the place of the fruit and substitutes the fruit no its boundaries are very clear I'm here to protect you and therefore I'm outside of you on two levels first of all physically it's outside of the pre number 1 and number 2 you're gonna throw it away at some point you're not gonna eat it so there's a very clear distinction that's what a healthy clip is Aliquippa knows I'm a clipper I'm here to protect you I'm not you I'm outside of you I'm protecting you from that which is outside of you that it shouldn't be able to penetrate you it's like the skin the epidermis of the human body the epidermis epidermis the skin the height of the human body is the first clipper that protects us from foreign invaders when a virus kalila has to enter once to enter a human body it first has to deal with the skin the skin doesn't let invaders come in most invaders don't come in that's why we could survive the virus is a hakama to them the viruses are and the virus has a mechanism that convinces the skin that he's a friend not an enemy so he manages to penetrate security and he manages to penetrate a healthy cell because of the way the virus develops that gives the impression that it's a friend of the body and then the virus abducts the healthy cell and uses its mechanism to replicate itself and spread throughout the body coronavirus and every other virus la la Nova LA and all those who need a recovery should have a complete and speedy recovery but the body is very sensitive to invaders it's a clipper but it's a good one I don't want the fruit to get damaged I want the fruit to be whole to be good to be edible so there's a very clear distinction that the Clippers ma'am in the place of the fruit itself and especially when it comes to eating because you're gonna throw away the clip or be an Indian by voice I saw them what is this an avoider what is this not weight of a person he now pea machine is boy welding in a clipper schemata Solapur Union ayash is the mixer sonically is b'stilla saw either had a said Africa between us all right there Mitchum show us after shiet Sahara in a girdle avoid the patinas me Ania Marnie well offensively is as in you now yes but they log in all avoid a Vlasic action McGill M solid action brother McGregor so much success Laverne am on the for NASA sure the pin is Willoughby hubba carry how do they occasionally not gonna say it's well okay no Seraph lovato licinia Nyasha sliggoo marie anglish were maka maka maka my ashes anybody see my co-moderator shall avoid the axe ma la rag bay nevada my it's on I'm an Aggie the lava now above a that's my a negligee lashes what is this in a void that we explained before that the Clipper that protects the fruit is the concept of yesh --is a little bit the ashes which means a tiny sense of self and I wanna leave the word arrogance it's not really arrogance but very very significant a significant sense of self-worth of self dignity of self inflation which one needs to have in the beginning of evaders Hashem to protect them from the edge Sahara who wants you to feel I am a nobody what am i and Who am I Marnie O'Mahony or me any Who am I and what am i how dare I think that I can build and construct a life of a true relationship with truth than with Hashem and change the world who do I think I am this is vital in the beginning of a person's avoided but when in the beginning of your avoider because the fruit will not develop without the clipper and what's gonna happen that fruit is going to be devoured or rotten or decomposed or fall or fallen off or eaten up or consumed or scorched or so wet then it won't be able to develop it needs to have like grain has a chaff or so a clipper you're not gonna have the kernels of grain if you don't have a chaff protecting it from the dangers that exist in the weather you need some and you need rain and the birds are there and the animals are there and the infections are there and the viruses are there and the bacteria is there they're there they're part of the ecosystem ecosystem they're part of the ecosystem and as part of the equilibrium of our planet and therefore they are there and without the Sun without the rain you're not going to have photosynthesis you're not gonna have the rain that allows the soil to produce the grain or any other vegetable or any other fruit but you must have the clipper there for it to protect it so it could develop whether it's the kernels of grade whether it's any other fruit or vegetable or leg you and as a result of that the Clipper becomes vital and if you get rid of it you're left with nothing but now comes the point when you want to eat when you want to eat no not now the clip is not necessary now what yesterday was your Saviour and protector today becomes something excess something excessive unnecessary superfluous in the beginning of avoider the clip is very very important but the Clipper is always understood there's something outside of the fruit it protects the fruit but it's not the fruit so there's this fruit and there's the clip of the fruit you eat the fruit and you get rid of the clip that's clip in the ideal world that's the clip is the way they were created by God before the Shepherd's are thus in a person's life in the beginning I need the clip I need to have that yes when a person though is already in middle of Nevada to a point where matzah is Laveau a mem Allah for national we say by removing that you found his heart loyal lavalla with two vases so cuz I'll say both elements both ventricles of the heart we're loyal walibi hello' became a governor Melek says my heart is is void in me which means he did not have to fear anymore that position of the ate Sahara now you don't need any ashes now there's just one astac on do it of the divine there's no need for any sense of self whatsoever why because the place of yesh is the place of of self-worth is never in the same place of that void itself it stands between your avoidant and you ate Sahara like the shell of a fruit in the void itself that weight is the fruit itself there's no feeling of yes of I what stands in between you and your avoid the end eh Sahara your avoidance are 7/8 are you must have that clipper and without that clip of the fruit will not develop but the boundaries are very clear this is the fruit this is the shell around the fruit and when you eat you get rid of the show what is this in a person's life in the beginning as my fruit is developing and as long as it's developing and as long as there are the forces of the HR inside of me I must have the clipper of yetta's I must have that powerful sense of eye there's a deeper place when my Apple when my fruit is already ripe and developed now I don't need anymore that clipper and it doesn't mean then the person disappears it means that the person experiences themselves that's just an extension of a shadow I am a conduit for ahsha so the whole eye is just one with its creator there's no separateness anymore but in a world where I have a hate Sahara who is telling me that I'm nothing and I'm valueless and I'm insignificant in Amish Matta now it's very very important to build up that sense of I in order to be able to start serving Russia this is the beginning of the explanation this is going to develop here because there's quite a few details that we have to understand still which we're going to continue basing our some tomorrow morning I'm gonna take some questions so please tomorrow morning we remember 7:30 a.m. we're gonna have a shear let's go to the questions here let me refresh the page ok I'm grateful that the internet came back on ok number one yeah Byron Byron says I think the real secret is not to put the shear on double speed but rather to put it on half the speed to take it in thank you can it be said that the eighth Sahara as many weapons at his disposal some weapons are actually opposite one to the other one person he convinces he's a nothing he's worthless so the person needs a little self-esteem yes just the other person he convinces that he's God's gift to mankind the great is the best so this person needs humility yeah no question they saw our you know it's like a virus it mutates it didn't get you today it wants to get you the next winter it mediates our mutates the divine energy is in the blood we deal with the blood of sacrifices and we eat the meat in a particular way we're not to cause the blood to flow out of living beings certainly not humans wantonly how does this fit with the old and maybe current practice of bloodletting and the map modern blood transfusions okay it's a great question but of course bloodletting was only a prerequisite for for healing for a for in the days of the Talmud cause us damn bloodletting was a very common practice which was used for medicinal purposes for healing and even many generations after the Talmud till today certain situations it's used much much more more rarity but it's still used but over there it's always a prerequisite for healing in other words it's in order to be able to strengthen a person's energy so therefore it's it's fine but we have also the concept of key so you had done right when we shaft a chicken a bird or a higher and on domesticated kosher animal which is a mitzvah to cover the blood to protect the blood God conveys a message to the Jewish people with the blood that comes out of the curtain the paralysis that it's painful for him as well but this is the second destruction perhaps the pain was attenuated by the historical fact that this destruction has occurred before and yet there was a Redemption from the gullet and rebuilding of the base--emitter yeah okay next question it's interesting to think about the correlation of 17 Thomas today and the cessation of the daily comment in relation to the depth of the relationship expressed to the carbon Talmud based on your earlier class this week also the line about the therapist saying a healthy relationship requires checking in every three hours is fascinating okay beautiful what's the connection with titus stabbing the parathas and blood coming out well that's what I explained from the ballot Anya that actually was showing the Jewish people this is an incredible insight what their sins have achieved what their sins affected the blood that came out was really a physical manifestation of what their sins have done if I Yoho the blood of the Divine the the the life force of the whole world which is divine Venoy give Shaima via the name of javea was ruptured as the kabbalah as their easel puts it so hashem showed the jewish people what they achieved what was catastrophic Allah created through their sins through the divisive néstor the hatred through the slander through the gossip through the horrible fighting through the murder the terrible murder then through all the stuff that was going on he showed them what happened they ruptured a vehicle the divine system the divine living organism of the world of Aaron see sure all of your slime of the based on victors and where's the blood going now the blood is all over the place to the point that the blood can give new energy to Titus that's without Ballantine's doesn't look at the Toyota the rabbit Arshavin am I'm a Torah Shayan tests 19:19 adds Hashem also wanted a shoat it to something don't think that you have the power to destroy the base of mikdash the only reason you have the power to Streatham ISA McNish is as he puts it because the blood has spilled and has poured out from the Calum of our Zyliss the blood has not contained anymore in the vessels of holiness the vessels were shattered or pierced or penetrated or perforated and therefore the energy could go to the places of clippers and give a person like you extra animation and energy don't think that you are destroying the base of mikdash that's what he wanted to test to know what the teachers think there's a toe I killed him I killed him so this brings it all together okay next question the way I understand this is God has been compassionate from the beginning because he knew that he created us with the flaws that he wants us to overcome he gives us and keeps giving us many opportunities to do that to overcome our challenges to work on making ourselves better one of the reasons we're still here is because of his compassion other men however did not die immediately after they ate from the tree but they eventually will die could that be the meaning of you shall die we'll get to that instead of living forever they were expelled but I'm asking you if this is the way he wanted it in the first place was there no intent for us to live forever excellent question we're gonna get to that beside the creation of the cities of refuge for those who kill by accident are there other examples of God saying you will die but it didn't happen because it was substituted with other things I don't remember committing the sin passing blood from one to another like murder the cosmic explanation of transporting energy of holyness into the domain of unholiness holiness is therefore blocked or destroyed it's blocked from us this is a whole new way for me to see what exactly an Ave is what it causes what it does flipside when you do a mitzvah it benefits the world can it be said that it's like murdering your chances of living serving God is living excellent we're very well set what am i very is yeah it literally it it it's black the holiness is blocked we transport the energy of the holiness into the domain of holiness Dali this is black from us very very well I always thought clipper was a negative concept we always say clip is a horrible thing but suddenly you're saying no it actually can be very very good that's gonna be the point very well it Sahara was created by God it keeps us on our feet that's true self-confidence is the word not arrogance at least for me arrogance is derogatory many people appear to not have self-confidence they meet self-confidence all this makes me understand more of how we're supposed to make ourselves better every day collectively and individually okay beautiful but a beautiful let me see the chats here I see there's more questions let me look at the chats a second if anybody's asking on the chat okay [Music] okay let me take one last question I see it's late we'll take one last question okay okay let's let's take the last question here beautiful questions by the way everybody beautiful beautiful questions if somebody just wrote the idea that ever makes is found in great mooses swaram take a look in rub a newly ina you say that sugar exactly beautiful robe a new owner says a personal thing how can I do truth I'm such a sinner I did so many sins I'm like a thief I'm embarrassed to come I can i trample his courtyard and fulfill his mitzvahs don't think so don't think so because this comes from the 8th Sahara you have to realize that God wants you back and create a new heart for yourself and throw away your sins beautiful robe a new owner you say doc silver miss ELISA Sharan nineteen Rubino Moshe Dayan Lutz Otto if a person says what am I Who am I I'm gonna pray for the end of exile and for you shall I am you think because of my prayers machine is gonna come the answer is the Gemara Mishna says in Sanhedrin man was created alone Adam and Chava are the progenitors of all humans so everyone should say from me the world was created and it creates a pleasure for our Shemin as children davon for this and even if God doesn't fulfill their request cuz it's not the time yet or any other reason you do your thing realize your power and God is happy somebody asks that some authentic rights in a retiree pays off I'm at Ocean and gimel that the Gemara says you shouldn't have any arrogance atomic Arkham needs mini shemesh - which is a little bit but comets is arrogance and comedy now that even have a drop even a Master System aestethic says a Thomas Holcomb can have a little bit just like shoe is your letter have comets in the base I make fish to stay a lesson was made from comments because fools represents a time with Hawking because it's Toyota I'm shoe is you can have hummus but I'm pacer you can't have comets cuz I'm pay stuff you're still arguing with the ate Sahara the word matzah means also a fight mats on my River is a quarrel when you're fighting with each other there's no comment whatsoever sewers is after serious Emmer you can have comments so the Talmud Kafka can have can have yeses and not and not and not the not Tom at all how does this fit into everything we're discussing it seems only atomic Gotham needs dis yeses here it seems the opposite when you ate so Horus still struggling you need the ashes it's an excellent question and I'm gonna answer it and coming Sheeran okay it's a very good question very good question it seems like mamas opposite of whether it's a mother kiss a sceptic is saying only the time of Karim can have yeses and here he's saying four-carat once you hit a higher place in a way they get rid of the ashes the edges is only in the beginning it's like the clip of the fruit that series itself about two different types of the ashes but we'll get there was Adam caught between a rock and a hard place Hashem is called a rock and his wife Havisham said don't eat kava said eat what he's supposed to do listen to God and listen to your wife more ever other was unaware of what had never existed before the concept of sin and punishment and death so could be seen as accidental it was like accidental murder he was banished from granadan like accidental murderers because the whole thing was a missed okay interesting will become clear later we know the concept of Ben Sira may never actually happened do we know of any accidental murders where people were banished to RM iKlip to cities of refuge I have to research that it's a good question I've heard that there are movies where the audience is given the choice of two endings tragedy or happy God gives free choice he knows our choices in advance past present and future so before the sin of the tree of knowledge there were two possible trajectories the world could take and it depended upon Adams choice how the movie will play out as usual a Shem knew his choice in advance if he had wanted a different result it could have made the circumstances less enticing and convincing so summer we must say that he wanted this choice this trajectory over the world the possibility of death you got a point is that true you got a point kaien an devil was sin number one eating from the tree of knowledge was not the first no that was the first kyon an devil is number two atomically must have an eighth of an eighth of arrogance 1/64 notice that it's less than one sixtieth which we consider bottled magician very good it says that a bow sugar must have a little arrogance to keep his individuality at first later on atomic awesome doesn't even need that notice that a teeny bit of self-confident a teeny bit of arrogance is higher Cena is the lowest of mountains but it was a mountain very good yeah the - says that a new ball chiller must have a tiny bit of the ashes to keep his individuality yet summoned the other movements try to make him a complete low schemata they have bokram go into a bakery ask for a pound of nails I don't know if that's done today obviously a different approach okay beautiful beautiful questions nice questions and the questions comments feedback where's the class on the davines if you go to the Shiba net you'll see one of the top features is does Hashem really need me that was a class to let the end of it was about Dominic I wish you all a beautiful day thank you all for joining us I'm sorry for the technical mishaps but it was beyond my control and have a beautiful day an inspiring day it's a special day a nice Rutzen especially for Thailand Finland Dhaka to focus on gula and may it be transformed to a day of joy with the ghoulish life