Why Chassidus Is Critical to Trauma Healing

oh come on come we missed you same here [Music] I want to wish a Mazel Tov to the Alan Feynman for the khasana of the Sun we miss him unfortunately he hasn't been there because of medical reasons for a while but he's he's with us virtually it's a big mazat of tiribatin and his wife I went to the Costa was a beautiful khasana and uh should be a Binion at the yard foreign [Music] because he's the person who ensures that the entire broadcast and live stream is happening and happening in a user-friendly clear concise and efficient and easy manner literally a lifesaver and thank you for your indispensable contribution to make this whole operation smooth and user-friendly and efficient really really appreciate it on behalf of myself and everyone who learns and studies physically and virtually thank you so much [Music] for the past and the present and the future okay so Muhammad okay so we finished the second chapter I believe the second paragraph we're up to 133 the last paragraph of the second column or pages column two Zion column two it was a dedication huh I also want to thank the dedicators of this class Kaya and Elio freshman from Far Rockaway in gratitude thank you very much and their blessing is May all the souls of humanity be healed with the coming of mashiach very soon oh man that's a beautiful blessing thank you thank you for your partnership and your friendship the last the last point that we learned was make a comparison between every Jew learning Terror throughout history and the events and the event of my mother Sinai it's nice to remember it but to compare the two seems like a far cry it's how could you say mala Holland the gamara says in brokers the same awe and reverence and the sense of magnitude and awesomeness that they experienced then one should experience Afghan whenever I open up uh I open up uh or a Tanya or Lakota or black gemara or a mishna or whatever it is whether it's in thought or in words whether it's with a safer with internal how could he says it's just not aimless at Demian it's not you can't compare the two what happened over there in terms of rather Revelation and the the intensity and the Thunder and the lightening and the chauffeur and the whole scenery and The Holy Spirits and that's the main the main the kudi here that no not today it's not that it's not the case because as he put it in the last words of the paragraph the last words it is actually the experience of my monarchina the kayak that was given that my Mercedes that whenever a Jew learns he or she is capable at least to a certain degree when you say capable it means again relative to where they are and the space and the time but in akuda the point is that capable of letting go of everything and becoming that conduit that channel which becomes a labor essentially I'm I'm repeating I'm I'm continuing I'm a conduit for the dvar Hashem that's being said to put it differently and it's it's a very sharp word who's learning Hashem is talking Hashem is talking he's using my mouth he's using my mind he's using my heart that's the Vegas that's the Oneness the intimacy the complete Oneness and harmony that one is capable to touch during learning learning of Thailand any point at any time in history and in any place in any situation um so stupid I think that uh he wasn't home Yom Kippur he was in a different town named Kipper they didn't know who he was so he dabbed somewhere else he wasn't in bardichev um so he was staying by somebody I guess somebody invited him to be able to sleep there so metallium he came home from shovel so everybody obviously sits down to eat you know people are starving for good reason Elizabeth says he can't eat yet he needs a massage the sucker he needs a massage it says you start building the sucker or at least you'll start learning about masaka Circle potatoes so they gave him a sector and the whole night he learned the whole mess from beginning to the end he learned before he broke his fast because the whole day he was davening so at night he went through masakta Suka and then in the morning a tempest and guess I don't know exactly when but that was uh zahid I know his name is zigger from Borough Park so he had a father it was above a professional skier was murdered sent him to learn how to ski it's a crazy story and he was saved in the Holocaust the Nazis were throwing Jews off mountains and he was a skier he was saved and he had a store on Empire Boulevard there's a shoulder called Empire stable in Crown Heights nearby there's a grocery store I don't know if it's still there today but he owned that store so he wasn't really owning a grocery store he would sit with a good mother and he didn't want a customer to come in because he was busy learning if a customer came in never had to take care of him he would stand at the counter Empire between Brooklyn and New York anyway so his son told me that he heard from from a chaplain in the second world war that when his father was liberated so uh this person was going around to the Jews in the DP camps a few days after their Liberation from Auschwitz if they need anything so I need shoes this one needed a different uniforms so I needed a little more food whatever it is so he went to his father and he said he was a Jewish chaplain was dovestone foreign wasn't just an intellectual thing it's like a schmuck a piece of gamada after a few years in Auschwitz finally he was looking for the intellectual stimulation foreign there was something that touched them in the deepest place because their experience of learning was an experience of of in many ways you know we usually don't apply these words to it of experience of egolessness an experience of of the death of ego the death of separateness this is what they saw and this is what they felt in it it's a little it's a little hard for people to understand because most of the Commodities not meditate it's not meditations it's not spiritual meditations and that's the whole kaddish of Labor the whole of Lamar is when I'm learning rashi's words I'm learning rashi's words in many ways I'm trying to understand it and I'm understanding very concrete things but it's it's it's one of the deepest maybe the deepest mystical experiences and not in the sense that it looks mystical you're talking about an ox that gored a cow right you're talking about a guy who came into somebody's field right and he's lying to the owner to say it's my field you sold it to me or your father in Heaven I got it from you whatever it is sometimes talking about these types of things somebody who's watching your camel or your donkey and then lies that it was stolen and really he keeps it and then you've discovered that he's the god of you're learning arashi over there you're letting go stick a gamot over there genuine genuine transmitters of Terror was that at that moment they were in a trance and what do I mean by a Trends not a trends like we call a Trends you're out of it you can't be out of it if you're learning it's very concrete concrete stuff a lot of it some of it is a different level but it's all a lot of circle and a lot of yogiya but that goof is the hiddish that's the Kiddush of lemur that is coming through so that was the nakoda so therefore he says therefore the oah of harshilai could be by every person's learning is a the learning of Tada in this state of Bittle who are nice to know he started off this whole discussion that the soul has an antenna Tania but the soul is embodied and there's blockages and that's why Jews were given Torah as a gift it's always it gives the confidence the push the Vigor to the never shall the kiss and to Shia to Shia means it weakens the blockages and his question was tight itself should also have a blockage because it's also enclosed in the physical it's also dealing with the physical or to put it differently a person could learn and it doesn't necessarily touch their nephilicus he says this is the type of learning we're talking about this is the truth of Taylor is that this is what gives the strength the potency to the Divine soul of it to Shia toshia is it weakens it weakens the Citra the other side the blockages which don't allow the soul to soar the zoo this is the meaning of the opening of Martin Taylor I am Hashem so what it means is with the receiving of the Torah what the Jewish people accessed was when you say I what what eye are you talking about this is the essence of Hashem which is saved of Columbus seven Club means it transcends all of the worlds again the creation of the world where all the filters happen that happens in oyu it's all back to the beginning of the moment it's an articulation of existence from the perspective of a ray of light but in that very presence there's always Hashem himself like the sun above the clouds that has never affected because it's a dark and gloomy and rainy day and you woke up on your left side that state of wholeness of infinity is always there Titus rooted there so this whole of the tiger gives this confidence that the nephratulence because Toyota accesses they ain't safe and we're in this world he says this is now you can have a relationship with I the eye the eye the core of the eye which accesses your eye foreign that's why it says in Krishna these are these words that I command you today should be on your heart is referring to tada ver I am commanding because the one that's in Tyler so therefore therefore through he comes into the Jewish people do I know he comes into the Jewish people is to become part of me anohi goes through yud and hay and woven hey which is symptom and asparities a letter that represents the filtering the restrictiveness the accessing of the energy through a youth which is a symptom some literally means like Contracting it or filtering it in a way that it's accessible then hey is the expansiveness of that valve is bringing it down to the next level and hey again is the expansiveness of that those are various stages of accessing an energy from one place to another place until it could become means your energy your consciousness doesn't remain in the world this can be my Consciousness that's that's negative that anointed we usually learn just three repetitions of saying me you know me my Uncle Ben schmel zundel and and I'm talking to you he says no it's true Hashem can become Allah and then I can take you out of mataraya what does it mean then I can take care of him only through a noisy becoming alakaha can a person go out of Egypt what's Egypt Egypt has made sodium means [Music] um confined spaces a Mesa is when you're in a confined restricted place right within confined boundaries a person has to appreciate the fact you see today these words have become popular even in the non-jewish world but this is the first times these words were articulated this way all the light is there in the person the anointing is in a person that Hashem is in a person what happens is the never shall the kiss remains dressed up it's camouflaged in layers of blockages what's called a narctic anarchic means the thief the sheath that covers it up and encapsulates it and packages it sometimes a very dense narctic like the sun has that cheese that night thing that doesn't allow you to experience its full intensity so yes to go from the nephritious Bahamas is the way the soul gets embodied The Animals still in the body and it can limit or even not only limit one thing is magbil and one thing is malbish it's two separate things magbil is you're not concealed you just expressed in a limited fashion malbushes you actually dressed up and camouflaged it's two different stages the first thing it does is it limits the nephilicus its language becomes a limited language it's not blocked it's not distorted the second thing is malbish it puts a lavush on it you don't even see it those are two stages means you can go out of that Messiah I take you out of that those limits on this deposit success I will bring you up from the poverty from the Affliction of Egypt to a land of expansiveness and goodness earlier he said and he said what's on the other side you saw the pain of the middles that are stuck in between spiritually so now the ls camera I'll bring you up okay what how does that hurt management happen he says because through receiving the essence of divinity which transcends the worlds not that I'm always here it means that this Oneness of pre-creation is still always present because everything in the world beginning with yourself when traced back to its original core and all the doors of perception are cleansed everything appears as is which is divine Infinity ah you'll say it's not true this cup is a cup I'm a separate lonely and maybe even wretched and victimized creature that's a certain definition of self as a result of a ray of the Sun going through one filter another filter another country another contraction until it could be affected but in that very moment the sun is absolutely present and remember it's not in the physical metaphor with the ray of the sun is in a separate place the ray of the sun is inside of the sun so that very moment who are you you're ain't safe Mama so as we spoke many times in a very practical level even if I went through different situations small ones big ones but from this perspective who went through everything and the assimilation is it ain't safe and there's absolutely no separateness that's the State of Consciousness and even beyond the word consciousness which is called cyber column so he says when I could receive that anointment I could be open to that of Nike you're never in which I mean Adam it's right who wants the god of Egypt anybody huh physically you can go out of Egypt you can go to take a ticket go to Cairo and fly back why do we speak so much about Judaism you ever wondered it happened many many years ago a lot of water came under the bridge yeah we went through a lot it's like you would think the only thing that happened in Jewish history was we left Egypt from the texts of davening and braches and kidneys like you know a lot of things happened over three and three and a half thousand years we're like still it's a beautiful story the answer is because you see some assignments it's that's that's the story that's the lamontis the question is am I right do I have the resources and even the awareness the stamina and simply the perspective never mind the emotional fortitude to be able to go out of my mitzvahim and right now right now as I'm talking right now as I'm living this morning Thursday morning based option understand what the material is that's part of it if I think my never shall a kiss if I think my Netflix you understand if I think my survival skills are my Divine soul now suddenly Egypt becomes you can't you what the saying is you can't understand what ghoul is if you don't know what if you first have to have a working definition of gallows that will work in definition of Google one of the most painful experiences in life is when somebody is so lost they don't know they're lost they're so broken they don't know they're broken the Brokenness has reached a place where the Brokenness becomes wholeness not because they want to because they don't have any other definition of self I told you once I heard from vessel Van Der kolk a few weeks ago I spoke to them I asked him what happens he said well he's one of the world leading experts on trauma so I asked him what happens if a kid is traumatized at the youngest of Ages you talk about one two three maybe even uh in other words before their identity was formed it could be even four five six but very very young years before there was a solid eye that's formed so he said so he told me he said from his research what he's seeing is at later periods on I can experience a very painful situation but there is an eye that experienced the pain you have to deal with it it could be very very devastating but there was an eye to experience it he says at age two or three or four there was no I yet so he says it's not the eye was traumatized he says the eye is trauma the eye is trauma but do you understand what that means that means there's no but that is and there's no other eye it's not like I was thrown into Egypt no I am Egypt and I don't even know that I'm Egypt because that is the only eye I know of how am I supposed to know anything else you understand the tragedy of that ah is who is having me the B Joseph I love you but these in your name you have to talk about from experience not Circle I'm to tell you trust me the flags get the cautious I'm just telling you this is something experienced it's not Seiko it's worthless it's not that the person giving the love is worthless the everything is filtered through the lens of matram huh it's called it's called hell on Earth without knowing it for the mother right yeah right with the Divine eye that exists oh so that's the hiddish yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah but I just want to identify that sometimes that is a lifesaver the fact that a child has a mother who's there for him or her in those formative years and the child is not lonely that actually guarantees an eye to have a solid foundation but sometimes that's not there even if the mother wanted it it's she didn't know she may have not known or she herself yeah she herself was suffering from her own anxiety or preoccupied with something that doesn't allow her even to tune into it with the best of intentions she has her own with Sarai if I'm in my own with Triumph I can't slap you out of petroleum you understand that right because mitzrayim can't take out of you can't go out of me trying with the person who's trying to liberate somebody from Australian needs to be able to have a vision of something that transcends Missouri [Music] I once said for the laborator something is opens up with the words the opening of that God the next thing is right my serverless a 70 year old man he wasn't 70 because he was really much younger but he was appointed the Nasi the leader of the Sanhedrin and lieu of Lil was dethroned because he insulted Yeshua was now the new Nazi and I never had I don't have a source that you're supposed to mention you'd see us with time at night it says by day I know you have to speak about your system every day which we do we do it in Krishna we do it in the Darwin told me that Simon said he could have said remember during the days of your life that's days Carl all the days also the nights [Music] so this was basically this was the day he became anasi became the leader of the Jewish people and this was the first title he said why was this the first title he said so the neighbor said what's the role of a Nasi the role of a real Jewish leader is to teach people how to remember Yeti at night by day when the sun is shining or in the language of the Miami when the save of kalal man I could remember you see myself at night when it's dark there's no YouTube it's time now I'm an exile he says the first role of a Nazi of a genuine leader he said nothing what's the real role of anosi to lift you up would be to lift you up that at night time you could recall the possibility of redemptiveness that's why this was the title of the Blessed is that that that's the kiddish that at night so yeah if you're here that even this type of mataram where the mitzrayim becomes I it's not I I say it becomes I because in my Consciousness what best of undercook was talking about from his perspective and he was right it was the experience of the person and that's powerful because that's all I have when I when I went through this right I didn't know this mime I mean the child didn't experience if you would have experienced it wouldn't have been stuck there all that he can tap into very well very well all that he can't tap into not all that he has and it's not all that he is but it's what he can tap into with the tools that were presently given to him by his caretakers who he is so dependent upon and therefore so vulnerable to their actions and behaviors positive negative and destructive but because there is and that applies also to the person who are you are you your name or are you you do you even know the self beyond the name and I don't mean the name Yanko why why Isaac as real the most that's a fine name it's wonderful names I'm talking about the name we all give ourselves names you know what was the name you once said you got in Yeshiva somebody once said not for now but stupid guy's mother right an email that's your email address okay in the person is I am who I am but how do I Define that I and the answer is the moment you define your anointing it's not a Nike because what tools am I using to Define my eye with those itself are tools that are concocted by certain definitions of myself and even if I could liberate myself from those tools there's other tools really I know if he has no name but you know it when you touch it with a knowledge to understand where to go that's why in many ways the most important thing is to always be able to be a child to always go back to your own childhood success right little children are called mashiach that's where your mashiach is in your child that's where it is now you don't always tell adults you know let's overcome children and you know it's going through a Sandbox even though would it be a bad idea you'll understand that my mother much better in a sandbox running around throwing sand at each other you know what I mean they'll be much better actually it'll be visceral and experiential but that point of childhood is where so much that's that's where reality is happening no you could teach this to children I think children understand this much better than adults I think children grasp Infinity much better than adults the Purity the purity the Purity I'll tell you an interesting story I had a I have a friend who lives in Crown Heights his name is Menachem Levy his father was the head of okay his father was Bernard Levy better Livi anyway so his mother she's a Deutsch from your shalayim family so Family Once came to New York it was the late 70s so the labor would come out of shul and he was walking to his house or at his Library it was trapped this afternoon to go for Shoppers meal so the family was there just to say good job was that this little kid monogamy was a little boy so he saw that Embassy ran over and he took his hand and he started to shake his head like four times he was shaking and holding his kapatan and the mother was very uh alarmed because the sun wasn't stopping and the devil was good Shabbos and he was like shaking his hand like you meet you know another kid your best friend someone said but she told us to me but sorry Shabbos she wrote a letter apologizing that her son was so uh Rowdy and disrespectful so she showed me the answer she got from the Devil such a beautiful answer he wrote the question mark exclamation point and he says you're apologizing it was such a moment of pleasure I couldn't remember that okay you can't estimate use I wish adults would relate to me this way I wish the adults would would be able to connect to me this way because you can't estimate that the Simplicity the sincerity the authenticity and the wholesomeness of children says how have I that the godlin would have such a we're able to have such a relationship and then he says connected to the after of this week and he quoted a few of them that speak about it and then he gave her a beautiful broker for her and her children almost a long answer for her apology that her son was uh it's that stand because it's those moments that the foundations are formed you're touching them you're touching a person who will either be able to see himself as God's ambassador to the world to save the world or as a curse to the world who has to constantly justify his existence that happens in tinical don't touch mashiach when you touch a child you may be killing mashiach so that's the hiddish can take one out from the midsummer and I should just say mid Sawyer mcvullum here doesn't necessarily mean the big big catastrophes that may happen to somebody obviously that too but every never shall the kiss experiences it's made sorry book for them simply because the gopherdin Bahamas it's not necessarily you know the dramatic events of one's childhood it's every person's life in their own world in their own orbit even in the most benign and wonderful of atmospheres the matrarium is inherent to the to the condition of humanity even with the most loving parents and really positive environment when those exist for the situations where they exist and they do exist so he says mentioned this a few years ago the mission that the people in Eureka used to sandwich what says they used to sandwich they would not say foreign didn't so they would not say it says foreign hmm it throws out as a word they wanted to come from because what's it says in Zohar that is it's a higher level of unity a lower level of you that's what desire throws out what does this mean if it's Unity How can there be levels foreign and I'll explain to you the difference it's very very deep difference now today explanation is no small level means the ability to see The Courier benefit the ability to perceive the Divine structure and chemistry of the universe to be able to see the divine within the DNA of a squirrel of an elephant of a beer of a flamingo of an ostrich and even of yourself sometimes it's easy it's easier to see it in a flamingo than in yourself the cuts could everyone said yeah look at yourself now that's amazing because what that means is I could see the spiritual energy vibrating in the universe when you're looking at a tree you're not just seeing a physical concrete embodied tree but you're seeing it as an embodiment of urgent safe because that's the way the Divine energy is in the level of meaning it's articulated as being the engine of the universe and over there there can be rupture because it's the way it permeates consciousness that save of kalaman that's Ani Hashem that's the level of unity the way it's pre-creation which can be accessed post-creation because everything can be traced back to aid safe mamish including the squirrel including the tree including Flamingo including the ostrich ayatsa flamingo the flamingo is the way the iron safe is articulated an array of light that goes through billions and billions and billions of filters and becomes embodied and concretized in the structure of a flamingo but that very Flamingo is really rooted which is ain't safe do we do we just hint it's in a small town to don't minimize the oh is incredible means living in a world of Oneness but it's in a world of Oneness you're living in pure Oneness because the whole world is traced back to a place of pure insight foreign state tree he said let's let's get rid let's let's not deal with Baruch from why because the echad that produces vahafta all Darkness will be transformed into light because this type of Bittle creates the eyes and to Shia for the never shall the kiss and the Never shall Bahamas the actors of Hashem on the level of the Bittle the save of man this creates this no nephrisha Bahamas that blocks it's all paravania so yeah point about motion Uganda that he never said blockchain oh Moshe didn't say we'll see in a moment is hashem's pristine Unity he is one and the entire universe is ain't so like pre-creation is in the existence of a world what is the world the world is divine energy it's spiritual energy all these three names the name the glory the mauchos that's the way the ray of the sun is filtered and contracted to create a chemistry of a chemistry of a universe physical universes spiritual universes and with sad this light if you go to the source Allah said this there's always this question are you talking about is about identity the identity is a Divine identity identity why do you have to reduce yourself to Identity it's all in safe Mama it's a completely different state of consciousness in the first state of consciousness ah the I is a conduit for the Divine eye but because the Divine eye is the one that infuses the eye and every eye happier means there's a world but it's a beautiful world it's a Godly world it's a holy world it's a sacred world when you identifying everything right it's Sayer in Dover you see deeper deeper because a thing is a word it's all it's all a program it's all a program I started my marriage we redeem a world from concealment s these things is not much like us it's a different state of consciousness right oh ah yeah yeah Avada Avada remember in the altered world there's no period there's no separateness but everything is really one so so really means just taking off all your glasses it's just letting go of everything really won in our experience we we go into two places itself is an incredible awareness understand he makes it here like you know butter shame is you know uh [Laughter] it means that the whole world is divine energy it's a different consciousness it's a different Heaven it's a different Earth it's a different consciousness understand that foreign yeah well moisture said I'm from the water Maisha see you I don't have words these words because God has words he articulated himself in words that's why this chemistry that's why there's DNA that's why there's an eye and there's a nose and there's a mouth and there's a heart and there's emotions and there's disposition there's reality Bodacious brother like him I told you the market says he created the letters that make Heaven and Earth what was pre-creation there was also a heaven on Earth there was no letters there was no way to say heaven there was no way to say Earth so what was Heaven and Earth what's the answer that heaven and earth still exists oh he said what do we need what do we need let's go on a trip a spiritual trip let go of everything smile you slow by that man wasn't it so was experience of Hashem Hashem doesn't mean there's one God and no two gods means God is the only one not this one God and then I also exist huh the only reality Hashem means the reality of achad God God is one till here means you are God the Hest whatever you're blaming on God blaming yourself you're part of the whole plot but you're part of the whole plot I'm just saying I don't mean to traumatize anybody Maisha wore a mask because it's hard to see it's blinding I can't look at the sun directly oh okay but this is that we have to work it through there's a reason this God wanted the world it's not a bad it wasn't that it wasn't a mistake of the plan embodiment is a divine plan is not a tragedy happens only in this world why are they so special oh that's a good Shyla foreign [Laughter] Sierra if a person has a year that's spelled differently yeah yeah that's a language of he doesn't discuss it while this other about that but this would they said let's get let's go forget stay in the world of save of kalaman where everything is safe and live that way no labels no not even the labels of words not even the labels of of and and look how he puts it he says over there there's always there's this complete transformation because Universal Bahamas is not bad it's not evil you're good there's no blockage it's all traced back to its own source pre any definitions and pray any definitions it's all one us shame he puts in the words what does this mean s God is a king I'm going what do you mean God is a king ongoing means the guy inside of me Parish shame says God is a king over everything of all the nations including in other words is filtered and condensed it goes through a state of monstrous reductionism reduced reduced reduced to the point that is with all the nations which have different definitions different structures also in the whole world the whole world is huh [Laughter] loved Africa loved Africa there's always the tension is essential to the story of creation embodiment is relative if I touch your love I tap into the Love by definition or is there a place called love is that yeah you wanna know if I've ever been there I want to tell you something you did I once heard from the rabbit of fabrang and he started to Christ that he heard from his father-in-law that the rabbit hashab once said there's a famous expression in Jewish philosophy if I would know God I would be God it's a beautiful expression in other words some things to know them you got to be them right sometimes it's in very negative things tragic things but Hashem if I knew him I would be him like it's not I can't know him without being him I can't know Infinity without being infinite so the rabbit our shop said it's a question if I would know him I would be him it's rhetorical you don't you're not him so you don't know him and then he said foreign I know him and I am him he said it with tremendous emotion it wasn't it wasn't a cute word you started to cry I remember I was there it was very emotional he was saying over from the dead if his father said is he died what's that mean you're not talking about you're talking about very serious people here it wasn't a cute word foreign [Music] and there's a moment that a soul tunes into it acute term is a reality it's it's a way it is reality and it's a way of living with reality now you ask a good question is there consciousness that's a very deep question we know there's no ego this is but we know that there's no there's no there's no separate there's no there's no consciousness of self but the question is is there consciousness right excellent so when my eye is subsumed in Consciousness right if there's Consciousness if there's awareness there's some form of I because if there's a weirdness if this consciousness yeah somebody's grasping it but there's no eye grasping it there's no eye grasping it the eye is somewhere invisible in the consciousness the eye grows out of the Consciousness the conscience doesn't grow out of the eye but now yes absolute or it's relative it's a it's a very profound question in other words the moment you you you touch foreign are not two terms you know one is in China and one is in New Zealand so to speak it's it's always relative on one level you know yesterday's there's a mind with not today but he says yesterday becomes today's mamale right tomorrow's may become a Molly the next day he explains that's how there's going to be a munua mashiach comes what's going to be a Muna a Muna means to believe if you're going to see everything you don't have to believe she says what you have to believe today you'll see tomorrow and belief will relate to something else completely so if this is the case so so he says that comes into the worlds in a way that is a world with Guardian with everything else foreign there's no complete transformation because the Divine energy is condensed it's reduced in a way that it can be higher and vivify the world he said who needs it go away [Music] bye-bye I don't need barakshay what's the we do say we don't agree with I told you once there was a child who asked the altered when he was eight how do you say well after after you say but after means you should love where's the you to love a question so that went into his body in us and said because we say Barak shame in the middle it was the best in there he was eight years old his mother brought himself he was awesome he asked this question now you understand why if this buttock shame of course you could love of course you should love confirms identity doesn't abolish identity it's a it's a SP it's an amazing it's a Divine identity but it's identity the spirit Hashem himself goes into a place of identity you understand law could be Consciousness without an eye on a deeper level there's no consciousness but they wanted to live with the law is relating to life that's my like a fish and water there's there's just Oneness you just see the water you don't see diversity in the abortion dry land you see diversity but it's all from the Creator so he says we do say Allah we say butter shame but we say it quietly we say it quietly yeah but we say it loud but every day we say it quietly because it says in zayar that is really it's just exchanging letters aleph and vov are interchangeable there's letters and out of Base that are interchangeable so the dollar interchangeable because Allah in our old letters that come from the throat so they're interchangeable Olive viewed indictoroso interchangeable the reason they're interchangeable is because it's brought it's brought its Phantom of dict he brings here they're all called if you know dictator they're all called Isis Hampshire so they're interchangeable so void is really the same like so what's the point the point is that ultimately are deeply connected but it's the way comes out in different letters yeah yeah it's not a state obviously it's only in a place of Bittle you can only be indictive adhesive in a place of complete Bittle if it's me grasping it then not you're right what he meant was that in the Liquidator you could lose matseus and become one he didn't he didn't didn't lose sight of the fact that he didn't know but even did not knowing is in a place of Bittle SS it's not a stitter it's not a stitter there's a moment of United Way the moment of Vegas both are true both are true sight of the fact even for a second that you're a grain of Fleck compared to the cosmic yeah to the best that you can you have but right in the beginning right right I must so why do we say it quietly we say it but we say it quietly we're not like actually I'm sure you didn't say it and we say it but we say he says it's almost we want to hold on to you we don't want to let it go you do it quietly and Kippy do it loud right so there was a Mac like I said no it's not there right that's what we say it quietly because it's an added peace comes from Jacob avino that's what the gemara says that's who he said quietly another opinion is I don't know how he could understand it without them foreign okay I'll give you a metaphor the king had a daughter and she went to the kitchen and she saw what's called you know what seeking date is you know mitsari Shabbos when you clean up the pots on the bottom of the Challen pot what does it look like it's black it's dark you don't need it right you put water in it you don't eat it right it's like it's the bottom of the pot you know the burnt pieces of Bissell Schmaltz so there's some oil some it's like you know you put it in the garbage there was a princess who saw that seeking data she saw this this leftover of the pot and she wanted it he craved it the mother says like this to give it to her she's royalty not to give it to her she's gonna get sick so they gave it to her quietly and that's why we say baruchem quietly I say something awesome man you can't not give it to her because she's craving it she's going to get sick but just to give it to her as I said on a beautiful dish it's a positive [Music] that's Baruch okay so what's the Havana here so that's saying okay so basil Hashem will continue to tomorrow's Friday so tomorrow we'll have a sheer because I want to try to finish so tomorrow morning we'll have a sheer base eight o'clock Leena there and looking forward to see you in the meantime have a beautiful and wonderful day all right huh yeah I'm home foreign amazing amazing wow that's special I was making it like it's going to be amazing amazing yeah yeah he's a talented fellow yeah smart fellow tafasta he's telling you to ask him the questions foreign the kids trusted him you said so he's saying that he inspired Us in the child the inner child there's a moment that everyone said he was speaking about davenings he said you start diving which means thank Hashem call out his name call out in his name notify all the nations of his schemes his this is gavaldica you know realism this amazing reality she said that's the beginning of davening it's the beginning he says why is the beginning he says again you're still in a place where it's nangea to notify the Nations [Laughter] huh he says it's a whole world he's my look on the guy he's still in a place where it's typhus mock him this is foreign means in you doesn't just mean the the Chinese and the English and the amem is the amim inside of me yeah the part of me of amem you understand it still I'm still struggling with it foreign for the discern where they were used before so the fact that we had all this time should be the opposite of what you always say about how every new every every uh radical political view came from Jews okay maybe we should have been there for 2000 years should have made an impression it shouldn't be just a couple of million Jews in the world we should less susceptible to to going off on the on the road yet we are the most susceptible going on it doesn't seem fair if we had to put in those 200 years of suffering I have but listen we're here it was done but we're like crumbs huh ITA is a very very deep state of uh of Consciousness it's uh it means the world is one it's called a lower level of unity because the Oneness is within the world it's within the structure of the world you understand what I'm saying there's reductionism the own has to has to go through monstrous stages of intense reductionism until it could be articulated in a way that it becomes gashami it becomes a tree becomes an animal it becomes a mammal a flamingo you like the flamingo ah get us from the zone and walks yes fella every day yesterday I went out of Islam won't help me today that's why you'd see as much time is the the central story of Claudia stock it's not a story of um it's the question today can I go out today yeah again physically the water doesn't turn into blood but continues yeah thought we had the experience of a long elements library now so that was that was the foundation that that created the Paradigm that you could go out of Matra but is a daily Avatar by day and by night whatever it looks like for one person it's an addiction for another person it's anger for another person is depression is already a form of gula but in economy but this is relative but that's awesome in terms of a person is very relatable to a person's experience because it connects to the world foreign okay welcome back I have to finish I started foreign [Music] like that was I was happy for me was important was a child so what is this line look like being enlightened of personal really like I deliver speechless excellent excellent question excellent questions I was very nervous I was nervous I wasn't so nervous but I was nervous I mean I wasn't paralyzed but I was nervous it's a good question you do have in the Eastern disciplines the concept of somebody says if I'm nervous I'm not enlightened and I'm not capable of speaking or I'm speaking to 20 000 people here but there's a point in Judaism huh yeah and and it's something we all have to work on in other words if I'm feeling you know a lot of anxiety you know there's a lot of self-consciousness is there a need for perfectionism am I trying to impress the people do I need their validation we we always want to be able to work on that right however there's something deeper or at least equally deep and that is responsibility which they don't have Judaism teaches we are responsible for each other and for the world cholesterol are and we were sent to help heal the world responsibility brings in a new dimension responsibility sometimes says you know what I'm not enlightened fully I need to work on myself and I will and I should but right now I have a responsibility and in many ways that's a certain form of humility and Enlightenment that can be a lot deeper because in reality I'm present I'm showing up for the other person this is important for him to hear I there may be ego involved and I may need validation and I want to Applause and I'm going to feel insecure after okay I have my work I have my work but it doesn't take me away from the responsibility right now a mother may be in a difficult mood but she's going to nurse her child because he's hungry you're going to say yeah but I'm not really feeling like a mother and I'm not one with the energy okay but but your baby is starving your baby is starving and that they don't have they don't focus on that they don't Focus bliss bliss [Music] if you have this opening basically I went to some conference in the foreign look every Chinese a little bit martial arts and that's very