Why Are We Singing to a Wellspring?

yeah yeah [Music] so we begin today based on a new mimer or 123 the second column of the page a middle of the page right in the middle [Music] this is a mayama that balatanya said in the year tough of some that's 1806 probably with shabbos parishes on this passage in the parsha azios the truth is that this is one of the sukim that is very very mysterious because the toyota doesn't give clearly the context of what happened suddenly there was a sashira there was a song that the jewish people sang there's only two azi ushers in tada parsha's bashallah and parshas the first asiyashir is very clear why they sang there's a whole story before it it's very clear but we say it every day after they walked through they crossed through the arms of the red sea and they saw what happened both to their foes and to themselves us then yahshua and the israel broke out in the song here is the second house yoshi there's no other azirsha they sang only twice it's the same words over here doesn't say my it says israel it's also interesting over there here is but the toyota doesn't say what's the story that happened the passage before that speaks about their travels and the fact that they had a hashem told maisha bring the people together and i'll give them water and then it says at that point the jews sang a song and what was the song aliba and [Music] sing to it sing to the to the well and what was the song this is a well which was dug by the sarin by the by the princes by the leaders from the word sar sarah as a minister a leader by the sardar karu and the nobles of the people the nediva amma the the benevolent ones the nadivim the noble ones of the people they're the ones who excavated this well and here again every word it's uh it's it's part of a shira so it's very poetic but you have to understand what it means so literally it means i think it actually says um with a stick the blower yeah i grace and dank [Music] um so it actually doesn't even say anything so when they say from the word but with the law he translates says safari translates it with maces but michonne actually says with their own staffs with their sticks um and from the midbar from the desert it was a gift this is this is the shira matano so it's a very very what happened what are they singing about which bae what what happened now and here the mephirshim all have different opinions rashi brings a whole story that happened a whole story that happened where they were tried they tried to kill the jewish people standing on two mountains between a valley and destroying them when they went through and the mountains came together and then in the well they saw the blood of their enemies that's rashi's interpretation other mufashim have different interpretations because the passage doesn't say clearly what made them sing and what's the token of the song that's the context of this mimer azioshu so let's uh let's hine so here he's gonna balatanya going to reveal the deeper dimension in this whole sheer in this whole song what it represented and what are the meaning of the words israel the aid is not just a spring a well of water underground that we have access to but the aid is also in tanakh it's a metaphor for classes israel for the gathering of all the neshamas of all the jewish people there's actually a clear pasta in srihashi the anila divided the you have the relationship between the khasana and the kala between the hinduities between the groom and the bride and he speaks about the kala and he uses about the word mayan a few times then he says she is a mayan ghana a well a wellspring that irrigates the gangnam the gardens gardens of course need water she is a living wellspring the area of course is a well mayam where living water flows a spring the water is constantly pulsating and flowing it's called interna mayamkayam living water in other words you can have two sources of water you can have a cistern that you fill up with water even rain water the classical mikvah but right now it's so to speak dead water dead water doesn't mean it's dead water it just means the water is there it's gathered in a pool in in a bird mayam khayyam is it's alive it's pulsating it's flowing it's vibrating like when you have a you go to actually a mayan sometimes you go to the mikveh namayan and the water the resources these types of mikvahs where there's uh there's a mayam kayam it's called living water usually in halacha when somebody who's not pure goes to the mikvah they don't need mayam kayam they can go to a regular mikvah it just has to have the halachus of a mikvah type of water and what type of bird etc but there's a few situations where you need daft it's not a tarah so he says over here the lotion is what's the connection why does he call the kaala why does he call crassus israel a well a spring is a very interesting phenomenon it's not in the place where you expect it the sources of water that come from above for example rain water rain water comes from above you also have water that's on top of the surface whether lakes or rivers oceans ponds etc canals of water but the mayam is navas it flows mitaka's it's subterranean it's under the earth that's why often you have to dig until the water comes to the surface on top of the earth about rivers and and and mikvehs and and wells and springs so i'm just going to say what he's going to be saying is or from there from the gemara over there the water of the well that's under the earth comes mil mila it comes from above from the four rivers through the ladder of the euphrates i'll explain in a moment holy and the earth is porous the word the earth is porous the water descends through the veins through the arteries expression of the earth maybe until it becomes well watered and now they come out from under the earth in the opposite direction from a lower place lamila upwards to the surface of the earth where the person can drink from it or the animals can drink from it or you could submerge in it and cleanse yourself from it etcetera what's the meaning of this the gemara speaks incredus over there about the four rivers in pakistan it says there was a garden of eden we put other manhattan to work there was a river that leaves aden to irrigate the garden um from the garden this river splits into four outlets and it goes through the four rivers you have a river called piston you have a river called gihon you have a river called hideko vanar haravi hupras usually it's translated pisa and rashi translates as denial the nile delta which is the longest of the second to the longest river in the world i think 4 000 miles or kilometers it's like the distance from warsaw to new york the nile river cuts through 11 countries if i'm not mistaken but it's most celebrated in egypt that's the pisha the gihon is unclear there's different interpretations what it is and then you have the khidekel is the tigris river in iraq and the fourth river is pras process is called the euphrates euphrates is vanara review process that's in iraq githuen is uh different translations gulf of acaba red sea indian ocean uh huh there is a stream comes straight from the shiloh next to it yeah so they said that this actually okay it's it's very uh it's not the first time different interpretations what gives you a nice look i mean arya kaplan has an english rendition of how much called the living torah so he brings there tons of opinions what gichin is so the gemara says that all the rivers in the world ultimately come from these rivers these are the four rivers and even the first three rivers they all get from prost they all come from the euphrates fragrance process the fourth the fourth one so he says the original river that left aden that is the euphrates so that's the first one is brass the shivers of iraq and then iraq is very prominent in in jewish history entire history where avraham avinu comes from where grenadine was somehow that that that region of the world is very special huh yeah yeah so uh so pras is the original so therefore all the four rivers the other three also come from pras so the gemara asks a question but there's wells that are much higher on mountains ain't the midloya that are much higher than pras so the gemara says this soulmate the prosthesis the ladders that come from pras which means when you say it comes from us it doesn't mean it's direct it's clear it could be a ladder what a ladder means is it's just a metaphor of how water travels water travels in very very diverse and complex and nuanced ways it can go up ladders and go down valleys go up mountains and this is he brings another gemara from is the earth is porous from the word khalal the libya it's not like the earth is so solid that water doesn't go through the earth is porous so there could be waters that travel and therefore it comes from sulma the press from the latter that comes from the the pros see so according to that gemara even the bahras all the water that's underground it comes from the water that's above the surface but then the water goes through journeys gideon like the blood that travels through the giddam like the blood that travels through the arteries and through the veins until it reaches literally every part of the body every cell of the body and it's an unbelievable complicated process what we call the circulatory system of how the blood travels through the gidding so that's a metaphor of oil guddell in the larger planet of how the water travels through this through the veins of the earth which means through its pathways until it reaches wherever it reaches underground and then it comes out mul mata lamaila so it starts off from the rivers and it starts off from the press but through the pros the latter of pras the gemara says it ends up in below the earth and then the springs up this is the reason that the jewish people are called mayan ghana cicero the same is true with classes normally say can i say so what do you mean israel classes israel means knesses knesses means the kinos the gathering of the jewish people it doesn't mean the knesset the narcissism that's a complicated institution we're talking about a different cancerous issue classes itself means the gathering of the jewish people what's beside the gathering of the jewish one jew a second jew what he talked about he says israel can i say soul is the source from where all the neshamas come from that's why it's called knesses because all the neshamas are collectively gathered there it's not one or the other it's making isham says it's the source so he says heba mila it comes from above the source of knight says israel comes every single neshama and the source of all the neshamas comes mulmila it's divine first it began as a mayan ghanaian as a well that irrigates the gardens bay's ghanam two gardens grenada there's two gardens because generally we speak about a higher grade and a lower grade is even higher than grenadine like we learned in the previous maimonides then comes from above just like the rivers are above the earth and the rivers themselves a lot of their water comes from rainwater la matara mayam tishtamayim which also comes from above obviously and it descends from the clouds onto the earth into these rivers or into the seas or into the oceans the lakes etc and then the neshama goes through mayan it becomes a mayan that's ghanam that evolves and irrigates grenadine alien and then gone and that's the place where the neshama was before it arrives into this world so why would the neshama go on this journey it goes from the highest source down to grenadine and and that's where it is before it's born why would it come into the gov this is one reason for it to be able to become mayam is not rainwater mayam khayyam is not sea water mayam is the water the spring water that comes from the mayonnaise under the earth so he says over there it becomes abba mayam that's why it says it [Music] deposit my ruach my spirit which we say at night before it before retiring to sleep that's baer we'll see the connection why you say it at night but then the kud is it's the bay when it comes into the gulf it's like the water coming under the earth and now suddenly it's completely eclipsed by the earth and here it becomes awesome florida this is when the shama resurfaces resurfaces it's not the first time it surfaced it's and this time the direction is me mata from a lower place la mila to a higher place as it comes out mean our taker and our taker is it's uh it's lavush it's uh uh what's the word the shemesh it says the shemesh has an arctic a um like a shield a cover that covers it like uh in which you a person has an arctic that that holds it or seeth so when it comes out of the narc he might say hagoof from the confinement of the body lord by er him to shine with the light of life that's when the sum is called and that's why you use the word lord because so the mail of the introduce the introductory idea here is that israel sheridan called mayan ghana why because the definition of the behavior is that it comes according to the gemarium predators from above it goes into the earth and it travels wherever it travels sub to under the earth the earth is porous and from there it comes out to the surface that's the imam and that's the journey of the neshama it starts above way above any confinement way above any limitations way above anything that conceals it or imprisons it it goes on this journey where it becomes what this journey looks like that's going to be one of the big themes of the mimer as we shall see the clearest water and the freshest water is which water which water which is the most huh the spring water you would think you would think the clearest and freshest and most sparkling water should be which water not the water that's been sitting for thousands of years with dirt and with with gravel and with rocks and with pebbles on the ground that's uh that's gonna be the worst water that comes out but it's exact opposite you have to be careful before you drink water from a river you have to be careful you have to know what bacteria is in the water of course how salty the water is it has to go through a filtering process as you will see later in the mimer the bueno and today we know it also in geology the ribonucleation created under earth an unbelievable filtering system it's it's it's not sinister globin you would think somebody spends thousands of years over there they have to shake themselves off when they come up you have to go to uh to base americans for a few years to clean it off the water comes up there's no water like that right you found you find the mayan even when you go to a mikveh in a mayan it's a whole different feel it's even better than the water that comes our top water that's clean and it's hot and it's warm doesn't come close to the bay my empire a special taste too yeah yeah everybody buys it instead of drinking the water that comes to the house everybody buys that water huh yeah so that's it's a paradox and that's true about the neshama the reason it's like that physically is because that's the whole system of creation is the purest of the pure it goes into situations and places where everything becomes challenged everything becomes covered over and sometimes the mayan goes through serious challenges it's not like it stays on top of the earth and it observes sometimes it goes very very deep and it's full it's it's enters it enters rocks and boulders and it's covered with earth and then it's where it becomes the life of a person he makes it the garden of eden to work it to toilet or the shamrock to protect it two things so it says in uh it's brought in zoya i think in tagamore new zeal la of the mitzvah's essay or mitsubishi when adam was placed in ghanaian there wasn't to sit back and watch the garden with a good view there was right away la of the other it says the mitzvah says that's what i'll interpret and we understand why the shamrock is protection passively nothing should destroy the garden and others to cultivate the garden it's two things that a garden needs first of all it needs smearer you don't want the deer coming in and eating up everything that you worked for and you have to be careful from the weed and bacterias and the infections that's the shamrock you have to push it work the guard and you have to toil it's an avoid the farming is in avoid even though there was no bezeas with the sweat of your brow you should eat bread that's only after he eats from dates so maybe it's not bizarre with the sweat but it's still the of the shamrock it's recessive it's restlesses through the mitzvah's essay and the protection of mitral slices because mitzvah slices say you don't do something it's a protection it's what you don't do it's like a boundary in a way mitzvos license is passive it's not that i do something i don't do this i don't do this i don't do this i don't do this so what am i doing i'm just protecting i'm watching it's like a product it's like a fence and then there's mitzvah mitsubishi is actually doing you're doing something so he says through the kiyam of essay and the smear of oysters adam cultivates and repairs and makes better improves which what's that why do you do in a garden you're saying work the garden what do you do in a garden the first thing you have to do is lash guys you have to bring it water a garden without water will not survive and will not thrive so the first thing is you need to come in that's how the toyota begins the whole story that there was a nar a river that comes from aden to irrigate to bring water to the gang to the guard and that's where adam was brought of the to do this and this work of irrigating the garden happens through israel through the the summer here is as we said the knessets israel the source of the soul is called mayan but here we're not talking at the bay we're talking about the first stage mayan ghanim it's a well that irrigates the gardens it's masked it irrigates it gives water to ganeden elena in order to irrigate it in order to make all the fruits grow you can have that smikhasa peres none of the fruits can blossom can be can grow without it because water has the ability to be matsumiya to bring to the fore to grow call me natainu all of the delicacies all of the fruits and of course grain and vegetables but all mine everything that is so pleasurable and delightful you know sometimes you eat candies from the store that are toxic but then you eat you know you eat a cherry you eat a blueberry you eat a grape and you say you know god's cotton candy god's cotton candies he says all the natural tan looking that hashem put into the world hashem's cotton candy hashems tainook this expression on my matrix is actually from vital islam it's an interesting expression of khan vitalization he was the student of the ariza and he speaks about the four elements a shrug offer in the in the in the person what they represent so he speaks about you said it's the power of cravings which is spiders and then there's offer which is atlas and oxford's laziness and depression so with this expression so the truth is just as it's in a physical garden it's because it's in a spiritual garden like we always learn the physical world is just the mirror of the spiritual world so whatever exists whatever exists in the physical world is simply a manifestation and a reflection of what's happening in the spiritual reality that's why in real judaism there's never a dissonance between the world of science the world of physics the world of biology the world of geology and and and and today and the contrary it's all one a night mulvaney like it says in zone it's taco bell he looked into the toyota to create the world how do you look into the turret to create a world you need a blueprint to create a blueprint you have to have the exact plans the answer is you have the exact plans because the physical is simply a manifestation of the spiritual you just have to have the language of metaphor you just have to know when you say gone what god means you have gone the way it's in the physical garden you have gun it's a spiritual garden so whatever you have in the physical garden is because you have it in ghanaian what is it just like we said in a physical garden basilagani you have all the taino you have all the pleasure that's what a garden is first of all just looking at the garden walking through the garden right smelling the aroma in the garden and then of course enjoying the fruits that grow in the garden that's all at experience of tainak basilagani and so he says therefore you have it also in ghanaian what is it very interesting expression because the shrina in [Music] it reaches a place where it could be revealed and comprehended by the soul you have the shrine that won't be comprehended so there won't be the tainug of it but in ganadin it's the way the shrine comes into a state that it's manifested and it can be comprehended it can be grasped by the soul that grasps the light of ain't safe by hide and when the soul really grasps it it experiences an ecstasy and a delight that is infinite that delight that ecstasy says that has no similarity in other than it's good that he should go through all the cleansing that he needs that he should be able to come to grenada shafillah call you surigan all the pain that it has to go through to reach this place is worth it just like an example somebody is stuck somebody has a lot of lot of setbacks or somebody has a lot of challenges emotionally and they're stuck they're really in a prison and you know that to to to get to get rid of the toxicity it's going to be painful it's like a emotional surgery emotional surgery is not easy because to spit out all the stuff that i'm dealing with is painful the question is is it worth it or not is it worth it is it worth it to bring them to the play the worst is you open up and you don't do anything you know it's like you open up a body for surgery you don't take out you don't take out the cancer you don't take out the infection the doctor gets scared of the blood but if you know what you're doing you say it's kadai to go through this pain that you should be able to have the menu fish and the taina of life so that's in this world but that's really the concept he says is it's a very interesting definition of what gehenna is in order that the neshama should be able to experience pleasure [Music] it sometimes needs to go through a process where the negativity or the toxicity or the trauma is removed and cleansed so that the summer should really be able to get back to itself it should really be able to experience the thai nugget of urine safe parachute so it's not shocked when you talk about gehenna it's some form of revenge for shalom or vengeance like you're going to go to gehenna and you'll be burned forever there's huh you're going to be burned forever and you'll be tortured because you started up with me and i'll show you who's boss and in this world maybe you'll get away with it but over there i'm going to torture you forever dante's furnace and a person like you the gehenna is going to get hotter you know we're going to put it up we're going to put it up a notch you're talking about a process it's like you could call it cosmic therapy or divine therapy sometimes if i am really really stuck it may completely not even be my fault but i have to go through that process of identifying who i am and who i'm not and letting go of who i think i am in order to become who i really am is a very it could be a very painful process we all know that anybody who's done this work right it's a painful process but it's also a beautiful process and the reason it's a beautiful process is because it's not pain for the sake of paying cash for solemn it's pain because you're letting go of things that were trying to protect you but instead of protecting you they really made you miserable it was a coping mechanism and letting go of that is a very very intense process and each one of us in our own way has that process and that process however is the only thing that can allow you to have tainog what's taino real pleasure it's not just this it's two types of pleasure in the world there's pleasure that comes from distractions i'm stressed so i eat i have pleasure for six minutes you know my cotton candy whatever cotton candy looks for you this one has a pleasure they go on to this they do this those are called distractions they're pleasurable for the moment it's a distraction there's pleasure in which you become one with yourself anybody knows what i'm talking about it's hard to describe this because it's it's an experience it's not so much words it's a different type of tanning it's not a tiny where you're running away it's a tiny where you actually don't run from anything you just experience the ultimate truth of who you are in the world is and he says the ultimate thai nugget is that oneness with ain't surf which is which is infinite which encompasses everything including you because you're also part of the aidsife yeah for sure you know the most the biggest time is there's a question of destruction like it's all destroyed so how is that how is that applied well that doesn't apply to you so you don't have to worry about that but this is quoting the gemara the imam says who was a pretty big russian you know we have in ghazal we have hundreds of tanayama we only one of we only know about one who's otd who went off the derek only one and he was the god of ladder it wasn't it created a trauma because alicia banavuya wasn't he wasn't catholic he wasn't uh he was the rebel of rabbi akiva so the fact that he left yiddish kite was a very severe and gemara says even about him let him go through the din and he's going to come to almados what you're asking is that the more it says in rosh hashanah that uh that gehenna the heimainum colon yeah that sumnersham the gehennam will will fit will finish the fire will burn out and they won't in other words no gehenna is enough for them right so so it's actually very interesting because the reason writes in that gemara fakert the pratik amar is will ultimately finish vehement calling but their nishamas won't finish you understand in other words it's unbelievable tai chi genuine usually attached genome color no general is enough for you the fire will burn and burn and burn and go out and you'll still you'll still be there he says forget it means that sof khalsa if every new shama is going to have a tickle why because ultimately if it's a helicomi mao a part of hashem is not going to be destroyed you understand so so now there's different levels there's different levels what hashem has to go through you know usually we say kaddish 11 months right why 11 because it says that even russia the mishpat is only 12 months and you don't want to make that your father or mother needed the 12 months so every jew says kaddish only for 11 months because even the russia the mishpit is not more than 12 months now you have different hashamas that go through their journeys but the nikolai here is what's in a could have gained in the could of gehennam is that sometimes i have to go through a process in order to be able to experience the ultimate tainook because what is the ultimate timing the ultimate tainough is says the timing of the saga and the ainsaif doesn't mean intellectual comprehension it means you become one with it it completely engulfs you internally and externally makes sense did i answer your question hashem is called it's called it's an expression from zaihar he stimulates the secret of all the secrets stimmer means that which is concealed sausal it's concealed it's closed but it's stimulating which means even the highest concealed realities can't be toughest that which is stim even from holstein it's beyond that which is beyond saga so how is there a concept of ghanaian where there's a gili there's a manifestation it's the opposite of stimulus it means it's completely concealed and gilia saga means it's revealed and it's manifested to the point that there's a comprehension of it how does that happen ah so ganesha needs water the grenade needs water alaba sarusa the lasat this is the whole reality of turin islam the mitzvahs that are manifested within physical realities for example all the carbon is the assad the the offerings which are animals or tremors or mysteries the tithings of the grain chamber princess which comes from vegetation [Music] is diamond with a mitzvah which comes from money which is diamond so he went through here the three categories of kait semayak and daimim kerbonner's deal with the kai with animals turmeric and mysteries deal with cement fruits vegetables grain dog ontario shitzer and then you have zdoka which deals with diamond copper gold silver minerals metals inanimate or today it's a green dollar or a check or a credit card whatever you want to call it then there were no credit cards or green dollars but you have madbaes you have coins it's all doing sure the source and the inside the foundation of all the mitzvahs is very very high today kaidish in the mountains of holiness madrigal arsenal invading save basically each mitzvah is a manifestation of hashem's rotssen hashem's will and the light of ain't safe this is expressed in the metaphor of a fortress of a wall that falls when a wolf falls that which fell much further comes from a much higher place in the wall when the chimera falls so if a rock falls off the lowest part of the kaima it will usually fall close if it falls from the higher part of the wall it falls much further if the hulkhammer falls which part is the most distant from the highest not the lowest the lowest part of the wall stays right there the highest part of the wall when it falls it's much much further or if it gets hurled away if it gets thrown out it gets much further what is that a muscle sometimes when you see something that's very far very low it doesn't mean it's lower it means it's higher collage just like you see it by people as well right sometimes when you have somebody who has very high energy this is very very important when somebody has very deep energy very creative energy very sensitive energy very lofty energy when they fall they fall much much further than anybody else for kurt if you didn't have such deep energy if it gets squandered okay it's still it's it fell but it's not the same nephilia so when you look at this soul you say oh look how low they are they'll be says no look how high they are look how high they are they couldn't have fallen so low if they're not gavia and that's the essence that's where all healing begins all healing begins in that understanding if you weren't so gavoya and and and you know we we see it we we you see this uh you see this constantly when somebody falls very low it's only because there's something very gavoya very uh very high and when that gets distorted you know when nuclear energy when nuclear chernobyl right the story in chernobyl ukraine when nuclear energy is uh is not controlled when it when it when it falls so to speak i'm using the word false it's uh the damage has a different level of damage why is it a different level of damages because it's governor b because it's so intense because it's so powerful says this empire shimini he says in the merkava of eskel the lion is on the right side and the ox is on the left side panee ariel hayamin pane shera la smail so it should have been that down here the lion should be kosher because it actually comes from sadiyamin which is which is higher than gvura the answer is it's true but it went through on the filler kalagawa bey sir the arya the lion is higher in kedusha in the source but the way it comes down it's not full of mata you see that the power of a lion you can't compare to an ox an axe is also powerful but you can't compare it to a lion lion is the king of the jungle the gemara says melaksha bakayas why because it went through on the filler went through a process from the rookhni to the gash me and in that sense what you see in the lion is a lot of power you don't want to start up with a lion very very ferocious but the way it's translated is in a completely different format and the point is it's not a kosher animal the shirt on the other hand he says the shirt it's a more gradual transition it's not so remote from its source because it wasn't so gavaya and therefore it's a cautionary animal even down here that archaic explains so he says something that's very very gavaya when it comes down it could go much further much more distant [Music] i was once talking to a group of secular jews who are very very successful people and it was a manhattan and very creative people and involved in all types of things to repair the world take on allah so i said you have to understand the jewish people okay a jew without tita is like mozart growing up in a house without a piano what would have happened to mozart he had a piano and at three at three when he was three started to write symphonies but what had what happened if he wouldn't grow if he would grow up without a piano he was one of the greatest musicians one of the greatest composers in history whatever happened the genius would be there but it wouldn't have an outlet so where would it go huh he would blow up his school he would blow up his house he would express it he would express it the piano gave it a beautiful outlet to create genius music but the energy would have been there but it didn't have an outlet so i said every jew is a little mozart how every jew is a mozart that's what the gomorrah says every child is acclaimed mashiach every child is a little meshiach that's the fact if you don't have a piano the genius comes out yeah you take a person like carol marks he was a genius you take a person like trotsky these were bali kashminas you take a person like freud these were big big ballet kitchen big ballet kitchen the question is what piano do you have without toyota very often the genius and the creativity can come out in so many different ways sometimes very very destructive ways very destructive ways but you'll see at the forefront of every major revolution you'll see some jewish creativity there you'll see some jewish talent there ada at the forefront of every move every new movement to destroy another value you'll always have jews on the top why is it it's not because they're insensitive it's because they're sensitive they call hagovoya if you're on top of the wall when you fall it's going to be very very far the same is true with people fakert the reason that the soul sometimes is so destroyed is because it's so deep and therefore when you when you play with it it doesn't just okay we'll do something else that whole energy has to go out and become to put it differently that i want to told you i heard from dr twarsky all of a sudden he said that when you look at addicts you have to understand that they're usually the more spiritual people because they're spiritual so the regular distractions don't work for them to fill up the void so they have to go to extremes in order to be able to deal with the emptiness that comes from the lack of having a relationship with god so they they can't just drink a little bit [Laughter] another person you take a drink go to sleep right another person fine he does a little thing no no no they have to go all all the way they're radicals why they radicals because their souls are deep so this is a very important site in in terrorism it's an important site because it tells you how to look at it you have to see it in the right with the right way it doesn't mean it's not lamata but it means it comes from gavaya and the way you're gonna fix it is not by telling it oh oh don't don't aspire so much don't aspire to such high things no no i cut i come from a very high place if you don't bring me back to that place i won't be able to find uh to find the healing yeah yeah obviously you have to be able to learn turtle in a way that it could become mozart's piano sometimes a person could learn tired and it's you know it doesn't necessarily bring out the best in them that depends how you learn today says in yuma says the toyota could be if you're not it could be poison tata how can you say that about torah so the answer is it doesn't say the toyota is not some of us not some of us for him it becomes the sum of us sometimes a person could use toyota right to rationalize and justify foolish things sometimes a person can use tighter to become more repressed and more stifled a person just like you could decide that your piano is a washing machine you know put detergent on it some people use their pianos for hangers right like their treadmills you put out you put clothes on it you put jackets on it so lava dove gets used that way but but the nakuda of tyra is that it allows the neshama to uh to flex its muscles so it says that's the whole understanding of mitzvahs when you look at a mitzvah you're talking about a very technical it's very practical but he says really it's coming from ain't safe it comes down in such a physical tangible way that's dhaka that i'm giving with the coin it's dhaka that i'm giving with my credit card or with my dollar bill it doesn't seem very significant but he says ba etzem it's coming from ainsaif ki commercial costume that's the most ancient work of kabbalah the siphon the end is etched in the beginning the end of the mice originates in the first thought is [Music] therefore what's the water that irrigates the garden so the third and mitzvahs which would seem like they're just very tangible and technical but they are the ones that generate the flow and the light of ainsoif that it should be manifested it should be revealed in ghanaid so that it could be the giluiha saga it could be revealed in a way that you could comprehend it and then hashama can experience the pleasure in the higher grenadine which is and the lower grenadine which is a la masia because when you speak about grenadine canadian is a different place canadian is a different dimension the rambam says in hill that it's called not because it's in the future not because of the future but because sometimes it takes a person to die in order to experience it doesn't mean it's a future world it's going to be here in a thousand years or in 100 years means it's a future in the sense that the person may need to go through a process in order to be able to experience it but ganadan is a dimension of life it's a dimension of life so he writes that every person yeah every person has the avir ganeden that's around them every person has the atmosphere of grenadine that's around them or he says oh the average hennam that's around them in other words canadian is not something that's uh some metaphysical transcendent thing you're going to be taking on a train or on a plane or uh or on a spaceship somewhere to go to this particular place canadian is a dimension of life right he says other mauritian was put into ghanaian but he was a physical person he was a physical person but his consciousness was one that can experience the world as ganesh where was ghanaian it was a physical world that's a different dimension of reality it's just a dimension where the neshama can experience that tainan what so what's gahannam is the journey the process to be able to open yourself up to that so what makes ghanaian grenade and he says you need the water what gives it the water to be able everything all the time without water there's not going to be any tynug in the garden it's going to be a dead garden so he says the turtle mitzvahs makes the grenadine it's the water it's the flow the mayan that's ghanam that makes the water the flow that's masmir could be manifested in a way that they could be the time valdez charcoal all the mitzvahs either thought or speech or action is [Applause] and then you have mice the actual mitzvahs that you do physically with your hands with your feet with your body heinen it represents three worlds [Music] which are in thought speech and action which represent these three worlds what do they do the kavanagh of the mitzvah creates the grenadine of briya the deeper of the mitzvah creates the grenadine of etsyra and the mice of the mitzvah creates the ganet navasiya in other words each dimension of the mitzvah brings which the mitzvah even though it may be very tangible but it's rooted in the highest end scythe so that mitzvah creates the flow of the water that makes grenadine spring up what does it mean to make the grenadine spring up it creates the entire identity of ganadan all the timing of grenadine because it's mamsha it accesses the ancient from a state of concealment stimulus into a state of gili of revelation which is ganeden nan in mizivash it creates it in a way with this grenadine of breed the grenade navy silicone syria through the mistress and that's why the jew down here becomes the mayan ghana the the well that irrigates the gangnam the ghana the ghanaian alliance attacked them through the turtle and the mistress okay basil hashem will continue tomorrow 7 45. everybody have a wonderful day [Music] yeah of course it's it's going to get more detailed he's going to explain more detail the connect we still have to get back to the miami and this is all the introduction yeah if i could just you can email me i'll give my to the sun when they go up when they go down they go down the lowest when they go up once you fall you're not going to get up so fast it's not it's it's about talia if you go up so high you go down so low if you have a plane that's going fast right it goes up very high and khas for shalom if it goes down it's when something is is deeper and bigger if it's destroyed the damage is much deeper right because the energy is there's much more at stake if you invest in a company a thousand dollars you lose it a thousand dollars if you invest a company a lot in the faulty county yeah even the fault they come to you yeah you need to check yeah so when you fall you know it's just it's painful but it's uh it's a hakona having the phil is a preparation for the aliyah yeah yeah welcome back oh so what are you doing here so one day i have one day a week oh okay wow but basically so you said you said one thing that the whole point the best feeling the best possible feeling is when you feel one within yourself but the problem is it doesn't last like there are moments where that's true you have this feeling that's true yeah when you become completely one when you're one with ain't so if that's what means you're one you're one with infinity because that's who you are you feel it you feel it yeah it goes away the next day yeah it lasts about like yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you're asking a good question that's going to be this mimer you're asking the ultimate question here well you're from the lucky ones you even know that there's such a feeling you even know that there's such an experience right you your bones felt that it existed but here you have language for it right you never had language for language yeah yeah when there's no language so sometimes we don't have the experience in others because we don't we may have it but it becomes like experience we just don't know what we don't know what it is you can't name it that's why adam had to name everything he named it so it could become a reality so you said that the whole journey the journey needed mayam khayyim you couldn't just take rainwater you had to have mayam khaim spring water with the ashes azov needs mayam there's a few thomas that you need mayam khayim most not a regular person who's taught me you go to a mikvah culture you need a kosher mikvah but not mayam khayyam you can't have mayam but you can't you don't need my empire is unique inaugurated with springs such as such a powerful force i went there you mean the new it's a shalom hole in the in the ground and the water springs it springs up and it pushes you out yeah what is it called in arabic i think i was there the giron yeah that i don't know like when i first started to try to get to that point one that feels trying to understand it it was much like i always look in the past and i always see that like i was better like my life just wasn't so [Music] majority of the time i see myself in such a low state but then there are points something happens but then it falls back down so i'm but i feel like now it's it's like constantly low but then sometimes it's in the high and i don't understand it like it says over here you're saying that it's that's a preparation there's two types of pain there's a pain that [Music] you know sometimes we can do a lot of things to help us get rid of pain there's no mitzvah hashem to be in pain right sometimes a person is is involved or doing certain things that's just causing them pain and it's unnecessary we can get out of it sometimes it's much more complex the pain is part of the journey you know what i mean if somebody's lifting weights they want to build muscle it's going to cause pain i want to build muscle without pain over there the pain is part of the growth process so that's necessary pain it's essential pain but sometimes we get involved in things that we think we have to and it's causing us unnecessary pain negativity yeah and then we want to ask ourselves you know what can i do what can i change if a person is involved in some relationship that's toxic and destructive they don't have to they can create boundaries you don't say oh the pain is good not necessarily good if i'm in a relationship with somebody who's driving me crazy right you're 18 years old yeah somebody's just driving you crazy you have there's a boundaries there's no mitzvah to go into gehennam and say oh gehenna is good get out again you understand if i'm trying to learn something and it's hard it's painful right that's that's necessary you want to grow you're climbing a mountain yeah it's going to be hard you're going to exert yourself you're going to be out of breath you're going to be tired but you know that's what it takes to climb a mountain that that's good that's powerful it's good doesn't mean it's comfortable but it's really comfortable because it's bringing you to where you want to be but then there's a pain that is i'm just confused and i'm allowing toxicity to overwhelm me what is what is that that's complete i know the difference but what is that so that is where a person doesn't know who they are and who they can be and they allow themselves to be pulled in many directions and to be overwhelmed by things that don't belong to them and that's where you have to be able to uh to prioritize your life and say this is where i go this is where i don't go well abdullah you have to protect yourself you have to protect ghanaian you have to build a fence makes sense i think sorry abdullah shaumbra you have to protect your grenadine i told you the ramepnus says every person walks around and the atmosphere of grenadine is around them right you have to protect it you have to protect it you can't just let everybody infiltrate it and take it away protect it in a good way you don't want to let gehenom come into your grenade all the mitzvos lysa say essentially is a form of protection it's protecting a person's energy protecting a person's soul because what i take into my mouth is what i take into my ears if somebody's talking to me things are going into my ears they're going into me it's food this physical food i take into my mouth and there's food i take into my ears this food i take into my eyes it's all food food is energy food is not tomatoes and potatoes and popcorn or steak food is energy right so there's energy i take in here there's energy i take in here there's energy i take in here it's energy i take in here this energy i take in here so you have to protect what's going in i'm not going to eat glass i'm not going to eat poison why not because it's going to create ghana in my stomach so the same is true with everything every relationship a person is involved in a person needs to be protected you know in a very good meaningful and positive and loving way and if not i i may be derailed i may become very affected and overwhelmed is there a way to know what the right how to what the right boundaries are so you have the boundaries of that's one level but then every person needs to know who they are in other words there are boundaries that you can't create there's not one boundary for every person you have to know who you are who you're not what are your priorities what's your mission what's your solicitors where you could go where you can't go that's very individuated there's boundary that we all need mitzvah slices like he says the shamrock is lysis but within that every person you know you have to go to yourself you have to know what are the boundaries that you need to protect your grenade makes sense 18 you're lucky you're asking these questions man some people ask them when they're 49 or 59. some people don't ask it maybe they're lucky you've been screaming ass it says in pre-k obviously my name is right so tyson says in conduction why is kedushin called kidushan because australia when a person gets married so the woman becomes astra to the whole world like hector like uh something from the bastards so that's a boundary a husband right marriage there's boundaries what's boundaries boundaries is what's the issue of the issue if i go into a private room with somebody i lock the door i close the door you have to know you know that you just cross a boundary if you cross the boundary you have to be careful because the same is true many other aspects of life i wish i could come to this class every single day every single time i come here it's like you said you said it one time like one time i came here you said that like this is like you feel you're like you're connecting with yourself you feel like the truth is you could listen online it's way better i do i do this you're in hasken camp pass you're a counselor yeah well amazing it's an amazing place which bunk kvaldik okay that's a very special place i was there man yeah okay everybody have a beautiful day