Why Are Celebrities Depressed? - Torah Or Beshalach - Vayaar Yisroel #2

the yeshiva dotnet so the posix says in part especially after the story of splitting over the sea and the jews passing through it the summation of the story the way the tailor decides chooses to summarize the story is and we say it every single morning by yarrow asadullah are sure I saw how viable mitzrayim by euro Haram s avaya via me noble viable Mercia after the moment you see a sentence with three times the same word especially the most important word in Tanakh right you have to perk up and say wait three words are the same three times the same word in the same sentence well hostel defies the laws of grammar syntax and presentation mainly you have it twice knew the beginning of a ioser all say are delicious are viable Mitzrayim this role saw the great hand that hashem performed him a time okay by year arm s avaya and the nation feared hawaii by Aminu by Aminu boy or vyuha haram right by Aminu bhava it's a continuous it's the same sense not even a new sentence it's it's the same literally it's the same continuation of words they feared how via and they believed in hawaii and the second one suddenly there's also motion by Eero mustafa they fear javea they believe in our via and in motion we say this every morning some of us sitting at this table have been saying this for many decades believe it or not but that only allows you to focus less not more because you know yeah sure well you start changing down yeah so you have three times the same word by you Norma's jávea way I mean oba oba moshav unless it's not the same word it's the same letters but it's not the same word it's the same letters so looks like the same words but it's not the same message it's not the same energy and to understand this the marathon you brought up the big question that a moaner should proceed year a year it should not proceed omona some awareness should precede an emotion whether an emotion of love and emotion of fear and emotion of or the way we explain a mooniz I believe that this exists or I believe in the power of what exists oh yeah really so once you have that awareness okay that usually can trigger deep emotions hence I love I'm scared I'm a norm-referenced whatever I'm drawn I'm throwing clothes I'm drawing I recoil but what if this javea is not one dimension as he says there's two concepts of a body it would mean two concepts Shem is one but there's two names VY average mi apana Vayu ikura Hashem Hashem havana vieja Rubicon own okay here again here it's not just two sentences not even one sentence it's repeating the same word one after another Avaya have I it he introduced us there's a concept called Shaima via della SATA gemma via delaila Shaima via delle SATA means so to speak a lower dimension and again the word lower is really a very inaccurate translation we'll see what it means like it's lower in other words we are relative to the higher it's lower but the concept of lower is the way jávea is manifested in a concept we call the SATA lower reality or our experience of reality is better and then the same Avaya delaila what's the difference both are you'd and hey involve and hey mean both require were both represented by the process of four dimensions you'd and hey involve an hey that process is exist in both that's why it's the same letters you'd the name overlay but still this is the process happening in shame hvala SATA the lower our value and this is the process you didn't hey and woven a happening shimmer via delaila but yeah Virage come upon a vehicular Hashem Hashem is these two Avia's by gyro arm as hvar by Aminu bavaria is not the same via roma Sava he said the same evangelist otto by a manova via Shaima via della Ella the higher viola shot and Aramaic is lower right Tata govern in law govern aramaic catarrhalis otto in hebrew would be LaMotta and aramaic it's worthless Otto just don't want to get confused less apt is like saying Lamar to the lower the lower concept face consideration yeah he says it's you're a boy sure so maybe the translations not to fear as much as or was probably a better translation he says here is bullsháá sits like a an inner or like a voiceless is like a no the word is it's usually translated as shame but it's it's more than shame you lose yourself in the in the off something the Hebrew word for fare pocket now you don't have place to put yourself it's too big it's it's a very it's a very meaningful emotions the presence of real greatness shams embarrassed cause I did it because I did something yesterday and then I'm gonna find out about it it's not that type of shame it's a type of I don't know you have to experience it ah yeah your ego loses itself it's like yeah that's of course a for perform of bit low but it's disco gear is Brosius it's like mush EMSA what do I mean my Shem so I'm embarrassed cuz I did something wrong and you see it and if somebody's gonna find out and you're gonna tell and yeah and it's gonna be in the newspapers that's also a legitimate fear that a person has it's it's it's it's an embarrassment in the sense of not embarrassed like an unhealthy way cuz you know I I did a crime yesterday and nobody found out and suddenly you found out so I'm embarrassed the the boisterous is with my Matias it's a shame of my very Macias in other words ie yeah it's just in a state of awe and reverence yeah yeah you think in the presence of greatness demotius is Asura Nova era samara samara Haggadah lhasa you want to fill yourself because if you feel yourself you can't experience what you're experiencing yeah you don't want to put it in context you want to be in its context that's what boy sisters yeah it's something that's so transcendent an infinite it's it's an or now like everything in life it could be misconstrued it could be manipulative a person who's wise and sly can manipulate you into that so that's why many of us specially sitting around the table are very allergic to these concepts because it's like you know I'm not melting away in anybody you know I'm gonna retain my full composure but when one taka approaches something that is truly transcendent that level of greatness then my stubbornness to hold on to my my ego becomes it becomes my own obstacle it becomes my own prison becomes my own trap and we understand why we have that trap we want to protect ourselves because when year is misplaced it's like I said a few nights ago when humility is misplaced right Unversed no social sorry I'm enough the bottom says misplaced humility can destroy a base of McNish misplaced fear or even or can be very damaging but really here is Brosius when it's appropriate is the most appropriate feeling so that's why year oh and then there's something called for me no completely different experience and to that has to say javea twice can say we are you a survivor I mean oh boy move a year of I am in obovata that would completely miss the target ye romasaa via via minibar eye and ear the Yamanote is also another element my shaft and this is all a continuation to the first of ayah by yari Strasser I saw a viable Mitzvah what does all that mean what does this mean what shame Javie Adela SATA shame Avaya de la santé he said is the way it's the let's put it it's the imprint of the a knife these are V through and in the world and what do we mean the world we don't only mean the planet and the cosmos we mean he said every world it's the way divinity is manifested through existence and what is existence existence doesn't have one definition existence has I don't know how many definitions every creature has a definition of existence as legitimate as any other creature why do I say as legitimate because that's how vaya vaya claims I've condenses himself so that a mosquito right or a beetle or a wasp can have its DNA which allows for its perception of its existence and this is very important and a human being for his perception of existence obviously more grand and for a cow it's perception of existence maybe more grand anima depends where you are other movie hey Matisse Yasha yeah was there a mice so shame of idle esatas recession Renaissance it's not one shame I've I assure mother basically if you want to put it this way it's how God constitutes the DNA of life DNA is shame Avaya was even the professor who tried to show in the images of DNA you'd than hey involve and hey well that's a separate in yet but the concept is it's the way on the find reality assumes and becomes the divine battery and electricity of existence I can't see electricity nobody has ever saw electricity but I certainly see the impact of electricity right the phone Li that your phone is dead which can create a tremendous crisis in today's world and you lose your entire identity so I see the impact of it I see the imprint of it my laptop is dead my refrigerator is not working my vacuum cleaner is not working my AC is not working yeah now the electricity doesn't change but the electricity completely changes in its impact the electricity in the laptop has a different effect than the electricity on the air-condition or your toaster oven or your microwave oven this is to warm up the rice or the broccoli and this is to have your Holy iPhone operating or on all the iPhone operating so that's the difference in the I understand they don't have perceptions of existence but imagine they were conscious creatures robots soon emotional intelligence yeah they have their way of perceiving it isn't based on the battery the based on the consciousness that's imbued and everything has its level of consciousness including Iraq the resources Arrakis has a nephesh all this is included in shame Avaya dual eSATA it's the value that's manifested that's expressed that flows through every every nook and cranny of our cosmos every blade of grass and every flake of snow and every droplet of rain and every beating heart and every grazing mammal and every star every black hole every map every molecule every atom every particle from the largest to the smallest it's all the imprint of the shame javea the Lusaka that's manifested through the world and every world through its unique chemistry and the identity that it brings to to reality and within each world itself every creature and it's all way and he this is called is why we call the brieant may I in leche and the big question was may I in its from nothing mince our Kyle the answer is how much of them in car is expressed in the ash and you know what the answer is iron see the world is men hurts from you it's not me iron how much of the you of the infinity the pure infinity is expressed in the ash if it would be then the very identity of creation wouldn't wouldn't it cease to exist so how viola got me the ain't safe itself is called I am because it has to go through such a condensed amount of reality which is the you'd and then they hey and then the verve and they hey which represents the four processes to be able for ain't safe to be able to become relatable to the unit's what I mean relatable to condense itself in a way that what is its definition my definition is your DNA your soul your electricity and the first step is always you'd which represents the ultimate symptom the condensing of all the energy into a seminal point and only then must there be an expansion and as the metaphor of the ballot Anya often brings we look this in the summer mind man that within from rebbe hillel about this three weeks of mourning and the chef shivered and attempt if you remember we learned this Marshall at length that a teacher a great communicator who may be a genius and a gone eylem wants to teach the first step that's needed is you'd what is you'd you'd is not an act of self-expression it's an act of actually self restriction condensing all the information into a huge which seems so tiny because if the teacher expresses himself it's actually going to become a migraine headache for the student and the student will get nothing from it he must completely imagine the world of the students his his or her veldt on showing their mindset their perception and then take all the information all the information and condense it into a tiny tiny point filtered condensed restricted compressed ah why so that the student can ultimately absorb it and it could become his because the definition of pedagogy is that I'm communicating not at you but to you and not even to you in you and that's not an easy thing to do this you'd now from the you and you have to go to hey because you can't teach her you'd the you'd has to be expanded but it's the youth that's expanded not priyad the youth now becomes a hey very elaborate that's all still in the teachers preparation love is the communication look at the valve the valve is actually the flow the flow of energy and the hey is the absorption within that within the student what's called Shattuck amicable the territory of the recipient and you can get stuck at any one of these four points there has to be that flow something called shame javea cocido a shame Avaya shall like acid rain meaning the order of you then hey involve hey in the proper order and then sometimes she like I said you're not in the order there's a certain flow of light that comes through you than hey involved while something once said that when a poor man you see a poor man you give sadaqa she says don't wait till he sticks out his hand you initiate it they said well no no why say he says he says it's partial you take out a coin if you initially take out a coin yeah well we would call our they would call a cop we would call a dime a penny a nickel this is the coin is I you'd it's a little circle you put it in your hand your hand is look like I Hey five fingers as hey and it looks like I hate and then you can stretch out your hands so what do you have yeah buff you put it into the poor man's hand see ever hey ah star angry black shame our value in the belt you came off kids just manifested in the world he says but if the poor man has to stretch out his hand first and then you take out the coin oh you're a Ewing now the energy is confused The Verve came before the youth so it's love and you hadn't haein Hayes's okay Mela well wolf it's better than nothing but that's not that's not the way to do it ah but it's it's it's such a beautiful concept because he was really he was capturing it in a in real life that's when you're in in touch with the energy during in 1942 Rommel was coming on Israel - it was called Palestine under the British Mandate the Nazi general Rommel was already close to Egypt and the Jewish people who lived in an artist role it was a small yeesh of half a million or 600,000 Jews but there was no question the Germans at 1942 you know Europe was on the Hitler and the next was the Middle East it was B Eretz Israel and the Jews didn't have doubt about what their fate is going to be so there was tremendous dread this is pocket dread in the issue of energy so especially I think spring summertime 19 42 or 43 - great tsadikim then in Yerushalayim - who see Otton the who see Athena RIBA grandson of her best religion his name was a bistro Friedman passed away in 49 and there was a slum cos villa most inertial ayah the robbed of Bnei Brak was a drew de behind calendar this is a grandson just became there of there his son passed away of moisture Londo he was about hostage from the rebel shop and he asked to see a tener ever if they could do what filmer by the cave of their hyoma Kaddish so he agreed so they went a big oil um of Jews went to their Heim is buried on the horizon he came from Morocco to your shal I am and he passed away cough cough 1740 he's buried there and he says your tears too suave Thomas I think they went to their a high and yet up slim because villa there who see a tener ever was there and a lot of other Jews and they said the whole tell him to pray for the Jews in air too strong and they finished tell them the who see a tener ever and this system of rusian was very mouth closed it very royal the original himself looked like an aristocrat to the point that people sometimes got very uncomfortable and suspicious yeah the Anna's Reina Compton original miss origin but he was a Kaddish ahlian he was very very holy Jew it was a style of mouth loss of royalty which you know other rabbis in every time didn't is Eastern Europe there was tremendous poverty but this was his was their associate nurse externally and I looked very malleable ish but there were those some of them were very holy juice she stood there very composed he finished till them and but he he was still standing there very quiet so they started till him again I think they Davin for a few hours until he finished to see a tener ever finished and he says I heard this from a Jew who told me he heard it from somebody who was there so it seems like a pretty authentic story I didn't hear it from a person who was there it from somebody who taught me heard it from somebody was there it was a 12 year old kid then he told them that he was there he says the dice the dice finish come in a night sister the Germans will not they will not be able to enter Chester people were afraid very afraid because they heard what's happening in Europe so he had a hostage there even though he respected his rapper but he blurted out is it Vives tur you know it's like we would say you know we've been sold enough Brooklyn bridges you know Vives so he said as I think attending Davenant about use and shame Avaya consider a because when I finished Dominic I saw you'd and hey involve and hey in the order that's that's how I know look I'm not gonna explain the story I'm just telling you a story that happens if you were thinking I'm gonna explain this I'm not gonna explain it just wanted to say that it was an amazing issue or what happened that's what Jews in Israel was saved yeah yeah there's something is syndrome something that's syndrome so this this this process how much of the you'd how much of the pure ain't safe is captured in the you'd the answer is from the teachers perspective everything is there but from the students perspective it's called iein what do we mean I in right may I only ash means how much of infinite energy for us DNA is incredible it's infinite it's not getting credible but relative to the P range so if it's a condensed mminton to you it you'll almost call it iein I in means it's like what's the value of the how much of the Sun of the intensity the electricity the electromagnetic power of the Sun is captured in a ray of light that flows and shines through your window on a beautiful Thursday morning to brighten up your kitchen on your dining room it's very significant that ray of light I'm talking about one ray of light yeah relative to the Sun yeah you'll call it alien I that's four may I in Lesh the world comes not because it comes may I in it comes from our Shem you'd cave of good but the energy that's manifested in creation is the God that I know through creation it's called the tire Pyle Beneful the imprint of the creator in the creation look at the core of all consciousness is divine the core of every atom is divine the core of every cell is divine the devar hashem that's what it is it's spiritual energy what state of spiritual energy that's called you Dan hey involving him what shame our valued Allah Allah the ballot on you set what shame of aya delaila oh so you'd cave off meaning also has a symptom because if not it wouldn't be you'd so so you'd give off key which are called names and all names are relationships that's what her name is why do you have a name that I should be able to identify you without a name why do people have names if you're living yourself on an island your whole life you don't need a name you usually don't talk to yourself by your name right some people do there's somebody here I hear him something I speak to himself he calls himself by his name but it's part of a healing method it's an interesting healing method because you're if you don't know you like somebody have to get to know yourself at least as a stranger ah yes dishes dishes look yeah no no it's it's it's something but the point is usually usually you're having a conversation with yourself with yourself but if I want to talk to you I have to call you the mother the names are tools of communication also I don't only mean your name's Ella crying ankle I'm also talking about a name in terms of person has a name right what's her name my name is your name the way we know you your reputation I don't know you I know your name nobody knows anybody else what do I know I know what I see I know what you tell me I know what what seeing what's visible so you say shame jávea what shame abaya it's the way ain't safe is in a relationship with a universe but that relationship requires more than everything else the suspension of infinity for the sake of consciousness even consciousness on the highest spiritual level that's why you came up a there's not only the lower world even the highest world what shame aviod Allah Allah shame Aveda lela's he gives the marshal before you create anything it's always first must be created in your mind it's only successful that way everything this is what you know people do during their in different parts of the day you daydream if you'll ask around people who are daydreaming right now as I'm speaking and I don't mean to disturb you at all you're probably creating a company if you're Jewish you're creating a company as I speak right you're creating an organization a website a company buying a building selling a building I hope you sold it already for a lot of money make sure huh how did I know yeah yeah ah yeah but there's a shear before should my nasta so you could build another company what are you why you have to be stingy yeah and what do they say to people fail in life those who don't have a plan and those who stick to their plan right but you have to have a plan that plan begins right here the architect doesn't begin right away with them give me a piece of paper no no no it's all in here the composer doesn't begin with writing notes it's all in here and you could see it if you have an x-ray of his mind he sees it it's all in nobody would know it the same is true with the speaker the same is true with the writer the same is true with the artist the same is true with the producer the same is true with the contractor the same is true with every artist and every businessman and a woman and in any area in life the whole creation of anything whatever it is before its externalized in the concrete world its first is created in the mind now when we create something in our mind it's really worthless you built a house in your mind you built a company in your mind right but because if it stays there right if it stays there if it doesn't stay there that's really the genesis of creation when you're talking about ultimate creation this is really a layer of identity it's really a layer of existence what does the world look like within God's mind so to speak so so you'd cave Africa because that creation is a you'd and a hey and above and a hey but that's called decent Alma discussion the concealed world in other words the entire world the way he puts it as a lotion of Kabbalah Holabird Sinai in ascending in his will to create a world the way it is in that state of rut sign you have all of reality but all of realities then call shame aviod Allah Allah not shame of Ayatollah Sato it's not externalized outside but it's completely internalized and that's why it's called s cassia S cassia means it's concealed what is it concealed by it's like when you create this in your mind as no way of me seeing it because it's inside of you and it's completely part of you and it's completely unified with you and it's clearly an expression of you is Galia is a whole different world it's the way it assumes already a distinct identity outside of you that's a marvelous otter versus Tama by delaila now you say what's the difference whatever is in your mind comes out but there's a very big difference between the two because in the first when it's inside of you it's completely one with you there's no separation there's no dissonance there's no alienation there's no detachment because it's completely inside of me it's it's within yourself right right but we're talking about the world the way it is the way is perceived on that level it's from a place of peneleus of internalization to give a Marshall Marshall by people you could see the same thing I could know you but how do I know you I only know you yeah from trying to understand what I see and because I try to understand when I see so therefore I come to a certain recognition of you and sometimes that's how you know yourself you know yourself from the outside and then you go to the inside what's the beginning of a real relationship that your relationship is when you allow me into your own space your intimate space and what's a deeper relationship what's a deeper relationship yeah this relative this acquaintances dis friends dis close friends there's best friends there's a best friend what is it it's inviting you or me into a more intimate space all based on the space that I know within myself but at least I'm inviting you into more intimate space to see things from my inner world you know it's always fascinating you read a book of somebody and it changes your life maybe or you hear something and it affects you but you never met the author you never met him but you imagine what he looks like you know and then sometimes you'll read an interview you know you wonder what this breakfast look like what does lunch look like what's the schedule what what is why do people why people fascinated by this I want to know you know what makes you tick you know what are you doing you get depressed yes unless you're a young person you develop these cat you you've you know these people who leave an impact on you but always from a distance you don't know they are babies stories maybe literally whatever it is and then you get a glimpse you know come come spend time it's a whole different one off sometimes you're very disappointed distance is very good in fact I would say many great people the further you remain from them the greater they remain I don't mean ah the closer you get you often get very disappointed ah what familiarity breeds contempt and it's not about judgment it's just it is even in her Walker says I'm Ella ain't really no sexual Arum you're not supposed to be in a mikveh with the king you're not supposed to see a king by the barber he's not that why why not why not but you nobody knows that the Miller has to go to the mikveh he has to go to a bathroom yesterday I got a haircut the shop is there's a certain awe and respect that comes from a distance you know suddenly I see you know you're just you know this and you this is an expression for this but it's not for now but basically you do what everybody else does you have you have individuals the closer you get to them the more distance you feel but that's very unique because usually you get close and you see you know he also has a temper as I had scintillator Bissell you know he also gets into his moods is a person from distance you can create a an aura you know a halo and this you come out as always it's all mitigated but a relationship that's not a relationship that's a relation from a distance i reaiiy read your book I saw your architecture I went to the museum I saw you a piece of art I know you do I know you do I know you what do I know about you I know part of your brilliance no question I know the ray of light that came from the Sun it's brilliant I know you're brilliant I saw your arts even that I don't know your whole brilliance I saw twenty pieces of art I read your book I heard you speak fine I saw your actions I saw the imprint I look at the businesses you created I see what attack I could see your charisma I see a lot does not see a lot but how much do I see really there's no religion and even what I see what's the relationship we as the beginning of a relationship the beginning of relationship is actually the vulnerability of seeing everything inside what does the inside look like what we call an x-ray an MRI now if you want to remain a celebrity you don't know how that because again it could compromise it but if you want a relationship you must have that why do so many celebrities drug themselves up or kill themselves because of this he comes home from a concert okay there were 80,000 people at the concert they were licking his saliva the saliva that he spit they lick it he comes home yeah his wife says this garbage to take out they're coming tomorrow morning they're coming through they're coming at seven o'clock you don't go to sleep before you take out the garbage okay I'm doing it already for a month and why do you come home so late why do you come home so late he texted me coming home two hours ago he's a guy than 80,000 people saw him and we're ready to they melted an ecstasy yeah ecstasy one type of ecstasy another type of ecstasy but whatever it was and suddenly came came home and then she's like take out the garbage you know it's too hard the dissonance dissonance am i a god or am I not a god by then I'm God here I'm human you have to choose and you know what most people choose right it's more glorious to be God than to be human so they get divorced you live in your own world in your own cocoon but you're really desperate for real relationships so what do you do we do other things it's a very tragic situation it's the failure to be able to go into a real relationship and if you're a talented person you understand this very well if you're not talented then you won't understand this bar Akasha people who are brilliant artists know this very well it's a tremendous tension the product says souther that says that this was Yoshi's problem and he says this was I say issues problem and he says it about one more person ah shops it's me he says they both had this issue they were very very deep people and when your your imagination works your imagination works and you become your very powerful and you forget your humanists and it's very tempting who wants to remember that they're mortal they're finite they're naked they're small they're in pain they cry like everybody else who I don't I'm you become like superhuman you know Batman Superman Nietzsche's ubermensch i Berman you understand but you have no relationship why because you don't let anybody inside your life because you know why it's pretty messy inside the business up a bust of Adam like everybody else ah it's very it's a very vulnerable experience who wants to do that you typhus Danian huh I'm just giving using this as a Marshall you want know what the Nicholas maybe the Marshall is dimension but this is a beginning of a glimpse to understand what the ballot Anya is teaching us here at least one aspect of it is much more at least one aspect of it in other words do we know what type of relationship do we have with God she says Perry was ready for the first one but not for the second one me Avaya Schwab Michaela fine God wrote a beautiful book God is the best greatest architect I'm good I want a personal relationship I want you I love you books I love your works I love your brilliance I love your DNA I'm fascinated by it but I want you I want you what's called Alma disgusting I want to be able to go into your mind I want to touch your soul the nihlus yeah yeah yeah yeah in deny and he did it in denial pun intended for the first it could be here for the second you need a Munna because a Munna unlike most people touch many pH Ramona as faith meaning blind faith I believe we see here that a Munna is deeper than here here it comes from the word the same word like same letters like RIA you can only experience this type of or if you see it if you don't see it if you're far away you won't experience or real or is when you're close you know people it could be two people in the presence of an extraordinary great man one person is not a nor the other person is in or at the surface it looks like the person is in or there's like you know it's more childlike the person who's not a norm is bigger but sometimes the opposites the person who doesn't get it can afford not to be in awe the person who gets it you can't afford not to be in awe you get it when we're looking at it from a place of abuse or manipulation then the one who's a noise never you know he lost himself when you're looking in from a place of MS yireh comes from rear I see I see too much I don't have a choice but to be in awe how could you not be in awe like are you not human who don't you know you have a soul like look look look what's in front of you look what you look what you're in contact with you want to remain in your own ego okay never that could be an RV Adela SATA you and moon is deeper than that what is a Munna a Munna is the ability to touch and experience and be in a relationship with that that I cannot see that I cannot even appreciate that I cannot even wrap my brain around in any way and Munna is a name for a relationship it's my relationship with something that I cannot put into any context that's what the moon is it's a very deep relationship I'm onna we call it faith like I believe you I don't know I'm not sure like what we call the moon is I'm not really sure but my grandmother used to think so so I why not you know somebody once said I used to be an atheist but they don't have any holidays you know you want blintzes you mean impeachment once oh you mean so in other words religion you know it gives good structure those latkes Devoe's blintzes de Ville smut so you want to go on summer vacation you want to go up a this is action yeah I believe I believe do I know yeah initiative the yeah my grandmother is good enough it works for me it's a nice cultures good shalem's office and the community supports the casa knows why not then the Shriners soup we really get China soup if you're an atheist you have soup and you know what it's a powerful idea to community and all that but then it could have a moon or something else then I could that woman is a relationship that's extremely profound it never competes with intelligence it transcends it and one of the competes with intelligence you have to be careful of and muninn never competes with intelligence and muna means I don't want my life to be limited by that which my brain can wrap itself around and one is actually extremely intelligent it's so intelligent that I want to go beyond intelligence not because I'm dumb and cultish very different our omona did the opposite of what most people think about that's what you see in this line mara mooner comes once you do a year now the moon of I am in liubov I - are you sure my by the Leila stop it's not this Amana no no well the next year is Monday I'm going to Chicago for the wheel for Shabbos tomorrow is no she tomorrow's Friday right Tamar's Friday yeah according to l-'izzatu lillah it's a Shabbos the system style chain our body is it came of cash time same Arbor the flame stripes memorable it's a half of the katana first an abyssal trouble you to go through a death phase may see learning but I hear you I'm sure it's connected I'm not familiar with it's hard to give an illustration of Yunus bushes because people didn't see anybody that they could experience yeah Tom he slept section Mastana schlubs extra the law the lines there were two three hours oh sorry this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate