Who’s forgiveness do you need?🥹

I was in bar park for shabas and I was passing through one of my malum from Camp okay and I've always had this guilty conscience that maybe I didn't behave well in his class and every time I see him I think maybe I should go to apologize to him that's where this takes a turn because I came to notice very clearly that what I did in that class is something that 30 kids exactly did I don't need his forgiveness I need my own forgiveness as for why I'm feeling so guilty about about hurting this person and I think that that's super important with every single person in their life with whatever they are struggling forgive yourself be nice to yourself whatever it is that you're struggling if you're feeling you need help you don't it be nice to yourself and that's something that we are not taught unfortunately but be nice to yourself