When You Are an Addict, Run for Your Life - Maamar Matzah Zu 5672 #10

the yeshiva dotnet so first and foremost welcome everybody and good morning and thank you for joining us and group my bunion wherever you are around the world virtually welcome we're very happy to be together and thankful that we could be together today's Shearer like all over the learning now is of course dedicated to all of our brothers and sisters here and the world over who need a for slave matter for Aviva and may God bring them a complete and speedy recovery and heal them from this very challenging infectious disease monoliths lung I I asked to people yesterday if I should go on this week with the regular children because there was a part of me that felt maybe was insensitive in the face of enormous suffering and tragedy and loss of life and serious illness so I asked two people whom I respect that I trust so one person responded to me and said if you would ask the souls of those who departed those who passed away some of you have friends relatives but what would they say do you think they would say yes well they do you think they would tell you to not don't stop at the whole week just sit at home and you know and worry you be anxious of course they would tell you yes probably asking you can I think of you would ask them especially if you dedicated to them and to their families Selenia is up to the order and the same is true the people will have a higher higher what would they want you to do that was the first answer the second person I asked pointed me to a Gemara and sent a driven afternoon dollar demand Aleph that with the camera says copyright rate Yossef pakoda somebody's head is in pain and should learn toner Harshberger only when somebody has anxiety or pain in the throat and in the whole area of the lungs yah sevate ancient Mantegna Kasbah may earth if his intestines are are hurting Yossef potato and then the whole goofy the whole body is her Yossef became shameimaru hopes are in my pay for all the flesh will be a healing the point of the camera there is that tourism avea refer lila and if we send such a week you should learn much more you want to bring in every positive ounce of light and healing energy into the community and into Rockland County and into Muncie and into New York and into the world she said all but should only increase not decrease so I took their cue I took their cue and here we are today learning in in the merit and the source of all our brothers and sisters needed for schlattman or for Craver and may God breathe them a complete and speedy recovery very very speedily to them to all of the Jewish people to all good people the entire planet it's been quite a surreal surreal few days or some few weeks and we are known in the Tanakh as um sit read a hearth you remember that old song of the London School of Jewish music i'm siri day three they are of how little our gear and well if you don't know from the posse can all from the song one of those old classics long appeared later on one that school of Jewish music our city they pardon I'm sure the curve means a nation that survives the thought the sword when when when war breaks out the best of people comes out the worst of people comes out are people who are passive or sometimes contribute in opposite ways and then there are people that best comes out they don't think but their inner gut a fish mister neshama their essence comes out as servants they're in battle and they know their job it's not about understanding it's not about expectations it's about leadership and I feel this is such a moment we are facing a war seven point seven billion people are facing the war of an invisible enemy and in a time of war the best of people comes out the best of people is the leadership their dedication their relentless selflessness their sacrifice their resolve the most important their courage their courage comes out and you see it today and quite a few people you also see the opposite people who are careless you know think people mama should careless just thinking about their own spiritual perfection whatever it may be I told the kids yesterday that somebody asked her beloved Cohen Cohen from from Chloe Islands from Flatbush he's one of the big postgame if if somebody goes to shul to down cuz Shabbos dua still shows open if it's a mitzvah baba Vader if it's a mitzvah they're constant sir you know like stealing matzah served of it clean said no not a mitzvah baba vada it's a half social Aveda bits for the console it wasn't a veiner it's a it's it's a craft server vada would be like if you don't have matzo for pacer so instead of moxie Co have an idea what he promised mom it's up up up right so this guy who asked the question with kya is very very literal mind so to speak he tells me and like Tommy said it's the system way of thinking he said I want a cleric to say that people of I just showed you have to tell them that when they get home they should read Ivan they should I must again because they Rick yes sir they won't answer they found me with become patient I wouldn't get the virus the calls it breaks a half-alien session in samovar a hell of a night and somebody somebody eats straight for food and then they want to bent and was it might a a bear in the in session in any case different types of people emerge in these situations and we have to be together unified I'm sorry they hearth with high spirits not because of its sensitivity but because of courage when soldiers are in battle they must have super high spirits not because there's no casualties not because they're naive but because they have to win and winning only happens in joy and high spirits and trust and unity and leadership and dedication and resolve and certainly as Jews we know how deeply the physical and the spiritual are connected and how deeply Tyra and the world are connected it's a lot more we learn about throughout the year so therefore based on the advice of these two confidants we continue and not only we continually increase notwithstanding the very powerful than challenging emotions that I'm sure each and every one of us has in our own way individually and collectively and all of the questions and some uncertainty that we are that we are facing so we're gonna continue now and it's I'm just gonna add one more one more important point and this somebody else told me yesterday and was just a very powerful line my wife told it to me actually I was speaking to about the situation and she said to me she said everything you learned your whole life everything you learned your whole life this for moments like this it's for moments like this that's when people are tested and the question becomes if it was real or was just enough entertainment let's face it a few weeks of everybody would have to place up lines I was supposed to go to hit Italy it's funny I was supposed to go to Italy so he was supposed to go there too strong some Florida California stay home and going Oh am ia trips right Disney World whatever it is but but you know life life has changed drastically so she said everything you weren't in your whole life it's for these moments it's varnish with these moments so that was I think that's very very true about all of us especially those who have been joining us here learning pretty deep refreshing and revolutionary ideas you know the depth of peda really it's all for this moment it's all for such moments when there is uncertainty when this crisis when there's sadness when this pain when there's a lot of suffering when nobody has the answers from President Donald Trump to a very simple poverty-stricken individual the greatest billion their celebrity of genius to the most simpleton nobody has Dan said but he's trying but nobody has the ultimate answers nobody knows the reality nobody knows how long nobody so in such a moment are in innermost resources and resolve come out and they're not of understanding they're not intellectual you don't win battles with intellectualism Normandy was not won through academic soldiers it's people who have their souls in their hearts and their minds in the right place they know they have a job and they they are present in that moment presence presence a lot of time did Nami self with videos of video games and all that I in the spent some time many people need a little distraction but it's really a very very serious and intense time in the world and everyone in there always a leader you're a leader to yourself to your spouse with your spouse to your children to your loved ones until your sphere sphere of influence it's time to step up to the plate on every level my dear brothers and my dear sisters so now we're going to continue learning those of you who have the source sheets great if you don't you can go to the yeshiva net you'll see house in this Monday morning today is hate listen hey listen tough shinpei five missin five seven eighty parts of South March 30th 2020 Monday morning and welcome everybody who's here you can ask your questions and text them to 8 4 5 7 7 7 47 47 I get it right I just love to look this thing up what do you say you want to remember something you remember there's some things I'll never forget and some things 8 4 5 gotta rest 8 4 5 7 77 47 47 in context new questions eight four five seven seven seven forty-seven 47 you know we did with the kids yesterday whoever wanted a shout out they texted us and we shouted out their name so if anybody wants a shout out that you're here and you woke up so early and you're present and you're not sleeping and you want to shout out I'm happy I'm happy to do that a lot of questions see the kids were not embarrassed to say I'm here I want validation I don't know how many of you are ready to say I'm here and they want validation okay the first shot I was gonna be for me rabbi why why Jacobson is here and he wants an elevation and tell you then I'm here anybody else wants a shot at the key text and I'll be happy to do that so if you have a source check please open up last year was I would say pretty profound about the levels of nephrons north in the summer now we're going to continue we're on page cough I an olive loaf and olive and a few blocks from the bottom one two three four five six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve the walk starts bozell gazelle we're gonna read more a little more insight gazelle campaign Leticia mythos Long Island Illinois at Cedar all of our leaders down here are a reflection of the spiritual leaders everything is evolved physical and the spiritual are connected and the human soul and the higher realities are all connected meadows are rooted in the world of eat cereal some max out max around my resources in Kampala there's an expression that ASEA is Ruby Roth and me look like toys it's Siri that max out Madison Bri a room by 12 meter track and I'm sinlessness collective what does this mean raaah means brokenness I told you many times the word wrath doesn't mean evil or bad in the original we call it bad dry your doing the bad thing but in the its original word round means brokenness above a comma some of you have learned pericarditis I see at least one boxer will learn technical kindness there's an expression called clay so rahula what's Claro que su Rua means a shaky wobbling wall that's not stable in clay Hallis there's an expression heaven guru surah ruse you are means broken spiritedness because all negativity begins in a sense of brokenness in a sense of fragmentation you're not connecting you're not connected with the source so that's what drives so Nicaea the world of us SIA meaning the lowest world what I mean the lowest world the world that we naturally perceive intuitively without deeper reflection and experience without our deeper souls is mostly broken it's mostly disconnected there's the etc this half and half Bria this minority disconnected mostly clothed and that civilus is all about connection that's what means get serious mess I met Sarah and that's where mid this come from shallow kef solution so some have been told there are common so therefore the middle of the rod cannot be accomplished in the world of Midna smashing conversion magnum bellum Abril myfun originated in the world of reassures shamrock me Attila over there is only a mere thought brokenness shall can be a homeless little a bit that I'm the gum they actually shine as demons and that's why the bit full of RAM brokenness and the transformation of the human condition happens in the world of bleah and man in the world of its ear which in our void the means it happens in the world of motion and now in the world of mythos it happens in the world of ultimate awareness of transcendence and now in the world of my own emotions which ultimately have my own subjective experience as the core upon which reality revolves the hospital delivers hookah made of words or chana masala coitus significant the codis are indicated Spanish community to mock this behavior the carbon Shamian died in caelis month my thinking sum up given us of a mile goddamn as mayor the levels of the insula Mangler Charles Master Splinter's kotas much an example for this in Halawa would be the difference between something that is mundane which is brought into holiness but it never really becomes holy itself it's absorbed it's connected but it doesn't become safer for example somebody sanctifies an animal as a carbon it's actually the the purchase of these weeks by a cure at South she maybe somebody thinks an animal and says hey razor Allah right I take a sheep and you want to sanctify it as a Cartman whether you're obligated or you're not obligated you're just giving it as a contribution an eddy or Nadav I'm a Alya libraries ooh I love but different different formulas Aloha but the point is you confer sacredness on the car this animal now it's a very serious thing this animal is now hectic it has to Lucius are currently she says but it's not called curly - niosh what only faculty - rubbish there's still there's still a very big difference between this state and then the second state when you bring into the base of each dish and it actually gets offered and its flesh or fat gets placed on the altar and it's consumed in the divine fire now that's actually a carbon it's not only sac consecrated for a carbon it actually becomes kaduche itself commit could have it'll die amid this will come by desertion in the Sulaco jewish say me a dying condition amish with the solution is single economy my shaken but motion areas she must've overcome and that's the difference between the bit full of mythos and the middle of money in the pit full of mid this is still like something alien something farm which was entered into the world of holiness Deus inspiration there is holy inspiration there's beautiful inspiration but ultimately there's still like there's a dissonance there's a dissonance and that dissonance ultimately is evidenced in the fact that later that can be the opposite type of inspiration as we explained earlier in the previous year the second state of moisture there's no dissonance anymore there's complete complete oneness and therefore there's no room for a parasite to get nurture from it and utilize those emotions for brokenness the so honking engine ever every Varma evening and the here we come to the two types of Jewish servants the male one and the female one and I lovely to have an avid evening is a male servant and my Rhea is a female servant the Evan in the calling Yahweh who mush and made him in our hoots who may not shook the classic job of that Evan was a lot of it was transport bringing things from the field to the house from the marketplace to the house bringing from the outside and the master made him in happy note he brings it from a place of separation into the private domain now a Makita cool in the comedy but it's not fixed up completely so the same commercial maybe in Iranian are dying on my Salado what he brings is usually not edible yet commercial ad buses happiness truck classic job was that the evidence raw meat from the marketplace was that died in his gallows how he was volume indicated Arthur Michael of them it's not yet edible yes he brought it from the marketplace to the house it is a potential here to eat it but at this moment the person can't really gain life from it or pleasure from it because it's not edible the things that may be left and shame the office may become an Associated ayodhya Phyllis other or the servant goes and brings unbathed read meaning he brings flower goes to the marketplace and he purchases flower he purchases grain and perhaps he grinds it them and makes flower it's not yet edible he can't eat flour now shaken the wrong classical classical role in Halle of the AMA via of the female servant called and younger the milettis have bias left whistle of ashlynn her job was usually to work in the house to bake the cook she hated rhodium.i Phyllis other it takes the materials that they're ever every the male servant brought in and it transforms it that it can become edible the meat is cooked now you can eat it too can become part of your bloodstream it can help you it can become part of your circulatory system the body digests it then breaks apart the meat well the same is true she bakes the she needs the flour and the water and she Basin and the bread or whatever else she does whether she bakes the cooks the vegetables or cooks the chicken or comes to meet it now could become part of the human condition quite literally what is this a muscle the fisa on Maria's elbow penis Nashawn so it's a penis neshama and a rashanna stiffen economy the armor is reader status in Halawa is reflective of a spiritual state it's a void as I said with the state of Michonne and the state of Nostromo here you transform yourself completely the whole different experience and that's the difference between the Evan Evan Ian Tom Avery what does this mean we spoke about three states everything 90 every am I agree you have to still maintain what we learned in other children good if not it's very hard to understand the answer that I don't want to go back and redo what we do it all because we won't get any further whatever the command the evident and he was the slave purchased from the non-jewish world and the injury is also a slave but a Jew completely Jewish and the planet becomes semi Jewish all the way to 3 is also insures the Jewish girl who sold as a maidservant I told you the beginning of the night we're gonna get to the Home Office of my dream see how the spirituality explains the physical Ilana it's very difficult to understand mreow what it means a father sells a girl as a slave as female slave needs real explanation but I first want to discuss it from the spiritual perspective and then get back to the allotted perspective because it's all mom is connected then it's very very rich and beautiful to see the the the symbiosis is the connection between the two everything Maggie is nefesh ever Avery is Rua and effort and anomaly is neshama everything breeze ever crannies Asiya avid evening is it Syrah Avery is Bria ever tiny is how you do ever every is Borissov Omaha oh hi mom Ashley actually they said the Hockomock is cooler of your shea moisture yeah I would say much lantini's comes from Alabama oh my rear is how mayor Laura's weather in mala koola macam the Malayan al mouth of Somalian college college kovash Alice a lamothe Oh No and finally smiley saw a similar cane are several cards okay so every day in Dominic I evolved and with Chinese the beginning baseline that's baseline everything needs next all my dream of the nest what's the difference the evidence but Rama interested I've the best skater in Italy the Americas in getting a few latnok after initially I would like to be a hefty young I would love to be frivolous that's a very real authentic part of me just to acknowledge that is invaluable to say yes that's fine but you still in essence that's what I'll get admission Mike a story I'll tell you it's one of the presidents of Israel the third present the visual was a Jew named Zalman shazar I don't know if you heard if you had know a little bit of Israeli history his name was Tom who says that snare Solomon shows up his real name was robot a Russian name but he came he was a Zionist and a ha lutz and a left-winger he left the tradition of his family somewhat and he became a very left-winger socialist Zionist it was part of the map a movement of mapa he was I think the first Minister of Education of the Israeli government he was a thinker a poet a speaker an interesting man personality and he became the third president of Israeli stood for 10 years 1963 to 1973 now he was named after the ballot Anya Zalman Schnee Azam because his ADA was a high bar Nick and his elders a delta Z there was a hostage of the ballot Anya so he used to come a lot to the develop amateur ever to visit a lot he came a few times and it was sensational because was the President of Israel but in 1948 he came to the previous level each other for a fabrini you test kiss left option yes you test kissed left off last November 1947 I don't know that date strikes a chord in any of you but if you know a little modern Jewish history you know November 47 was of course the time when the UN had to vote if Israel if the Jews could create a state or not that was Hanukkah Hanukkah tufsa yes November 47 and a few days before he was by the Mubarak government in Crown Heights the previous a tempered abuse against Huck who was already two years before he passed away 1952 from brain so they never the middle of the fellahin the previous low ballots had ever mentioned this Gomorrah out of the bethke de Michelet then of evan loss of case remember the Zalman shazar left anything but he was a very strong Zionist and he came back to his roots like he came back to his roots so the feel about I should ever mentioned this game art out of the bath gate initially that a never likes of Kahless so Zalman shazar sitting by the Fabian looks up at the Lubavitch and ever he says neither he says in Yiddish these words he says after ya heft kailath ya missile a missions missions this is a slave ya hefty yeah but mister late not it's not happy with it not happy he's perhaps King but this is a silhouette he was like saying about himself that there's still a you know a deep connection the English got even though he was not really religious at that time the low bow should have accomplished unbelievable things in Israel in the secular modern State of Israel because of their relationship because he was completely officially secular and very left-wing but he accomplished a lot what's my point in that evident album conditionally there's so many levels as he said how much does your rebellion come out in actions and words and thoughts but there's a lot of rebellion and there's no inspiration there is a conscious inspiration yes you remember how you hit the moccasin there is even I keep them of nefesh Andrew ah meaning you get stuff in a deeper more internal way but not completely inside of you and therefore there's still a lot of rebellion and alienation but he shows up how do you do laughs my dog there's Evan ever e-ever tivities already much deeper but if it is somebody who's in touch with the business of the nefesh of the kiss so there's inspiration and the animal soul is subdued there's a real governing this other section the zero such that we evolve it what's the matter for heavy duty what does everything redo bevin livery doesn't work outside the delivery was usually charged with the mission of going out and bringing it all inside what does this mean he can bring in even the animals soul he can inspire the animal soul because when the inspiration you are not nefesh when rua comes to for the animals soul is also on a high it's at least quiet it's at least weakened like a hibernating beer so this is evident he takes the food he takes that and he goes to the he goes to the marketplace he brings a meat he brings flour he brings grain from the field to the sidle to the house he brings it in or he says he brings the bahama into heck dish into pollution he brings it but the food is not ready the food is not transformed the food is in my house but it's still raw I can go into the kitchen and see the meat and see the flour and can't eat it the AMA III takes it and cooks it and now it's transformed it's a different entity so the difference of ever the Kanani and ever every is space but not transformation but everything and it's outside meaning I don't bring in my animal soul inside I'm not inspired I'm not out the best aided Nicollet I'm a commitment I have core values that I'm not enthusiastic about I'm not feeling but my animal salt remains completely outside completely alien despite that I can do the right thing and that's an incredible skill in life because who doesn't have moments of Eventide II constantly in fact often he says you're Mourning don't expect anything else you have to show up you have to show I'm in the mood and that's more important than anything because on that you build on commitment that's where you build commitments that's the power yeah P that's why you can't jump to Evan every anomaly if you don't go through everything I mean because everything line is like a baseline it's the beginning of it but my food but it still outs alright my animal soul is matted Mangum's ourselves out of this gated Nicollet even if magnificent way but they have gave it what's these missile a missile a needs I'm not excited about this whole program there's a lot of rebellion on what level he said to be myself to be be born could be my shovel could be your Tommy told me out of the culture how your why what I've ever commanded that's a very elevated heifer commanding in other words the conviction is so powerful that even as thoughts are in control even as words are in control which is profound which is very profound very profound I'm laughing because last time you know we're speaking about omega-3 and it sounded like you move out to Levin idea but didn't it's not to be Moroccan it's powerful stuff every degree brings in the food he brings everything in but there's no transformation there's no real transformation of why the food is raw the question is if it's outside or inside what is that metaphor that during a good dampening or a good sear or a good nor a good story there's an inspiration but not transformation because the inspiration is ultimately what I'm looking for is I want the high and and it may be my godly soul is experiencing the high so at that moment the animal soul joins the party but it was not transformed and in a few hours from now I still remain the same person deserve the Bahama I'm really the same Bahama yes sometimes the Bahama seems Jewish songs we understand the behavior seems Jewish songs the Bahama got excited and it could even be real sometimes it's fake I'm not talking about that what don't even if it's real because Midlands by definition is still in the world of separateness it's in the world of a stylist I'm looking to get excited by God I'm not looking for God I'm looking to get excited by Judaism I'm not looking for Julius this is very deep it's very very subtle stuff I told you last time that if you agree with this immediately then you can leave this year I like the excitement the passion even business of the nefesh of the kiss which are authentically divine are not came on forever goose because for to be a Kaley Ferra Lucas you need the transcendence of the eye where the eye cuts as a place that is deeper than the eye and over there there's no emotions not because there's no emotions there's deeper emotions but it's not about emotions the emotions are a natural outgrowth of the deepest relationship the emotions are not separate anymore what is aa myriad ooh she takes the raw food and she transforms it in motion that's when there is rebirth that's where a person can really affect transformation every person is capable of transformation transformation doesn't mean you become a zombie transformation means that your animal soul opens up to its truth transformation means that I don't live in a toxic broken fragmented place I live in a place of infinity for that real for that to really really happen transformation happens through this real type of a void of the um Adrian of the motion miss Elsa am I good I am base 1 2 3 4 4 5 months on the top the self some of those Sates a could say salvo when the pasta cooks reduces arm Adrian says something very enigmatic the Eucharist is beaten well um unless execute a somehow the parsha swish but when a man sells his daughter as a maidservant she should not go out as a slave now it doesn't mean literally she does go out she goes out of she's 12 she goes out if she served six years she goes out of there's money to buy her back well truffle he states he can taste off of them desire says it's not like the Jews left much right he literally Paulsen they left him it's ragging in haste and she goes out differently what does this mean in the soy iris strange ramus sure but my area ain't subtly aside puzzled by its ears welcome to Sully's when the male of slaves go out of slavery they have to rush when the female goes out she doesn't have to rush the fish above the maintain epoch and I know now the Gandhi the castle is the asahi puzzle because by evolving the brokenness was not transformed so you have to always run away you have to run away because there is a voice lurking in you which well schlep you back into slavery if you don't run you're running away from a part in yourself you can't just walk calmly out of your state of Aldous because there is a part of you that will pull you back into Alice about a person down for them it was a common young in the haste of the slaves to leave to leave serve it to this different dimensions Alif who are British if in a bad economy the first is the ability the Mamas run away from real now should become being young and so little it finishes absolutely domine the certain things you're not allowed to do because it's dangerous for you you have to run away from it if you stick there you could get swallowed up all better its symbols are the numerous system it's a little muscle the Gemara famously says in Arma RS which means somebody who's very divorced from the spiritual man of the only of the earth of the land am Horus is now that ate meat efficient boss in jugadores boss sir eating meat this very intense experience the canals meant of the buzzer is were buses very strong very powerful meat this powerful or masonry climate TV and it adds tremendous natural warmth to the body had a beer or a custom it's not easy to refine the meat to use the meat as an instrument for your Infiniti and I'll Kingdom others and we hope to love us the lesson bosses and so the hoof is actually communism the certain foods if you can't refine it don't go there because it's gonna schlep you down just like we all know some of us have a food addiction right there's certain food yeah one potato chip if I eat one potato chip I eat the whole pack if he give me cake I don't need a little tiny piece like my wife does she takes off a piece and sheets minute submission in this Turkish minutes yeah I eat when I finish the cake and I'll finish another piece of cake when you have an addiction to something you have to stay away the Camorra says about an aussie they talk don't get close to the vineyards alcoholics they're not gonna drink wine by the Seder why what's the big deal I could drink four cases of wine because they drink one cup of wine Kaiser veneer their whole khalipa they're all addiction their whole dirt could come back this is called running away you cannot stay instructor places you have to disengage you have to acknowledge the fact that these things are dangerous for you that that idea buster is not an easy thing to eat in the way you're supposed to eat it bossa is a very very intense food and if you don't have an intense ability to refine it so the gomorian are more it's also a little boss the mela you see what meet the stew people the salvia Nana daughter that's the concept of Nidoran min ha ha ha promises shabam a common gone insane be halted without it but after da maybe the most it's a little fish from the company there are things that I can't refine on the contrary they're gonna bring me down I have to segregate background that doesn't mean the Builder commanded as I'll corner to kill annoyed the bhai ml which I remember who Ben even though it doesn't come all on an authority are associated with Billy the gomora says when you make a method it's like he making the nether by the life of the king which in Kabbalah is associated with banana comb occur and the arabic i am Ellis is on my ship in the NASA a mob born in Miami kilometers or melon is a trash Lama he's explaining catalytically it's called the hi-yah mela mela is how Pina becomes a mother of children mouths loses femininity in other words it's a source of mythos and that belongs to the world of my father my father and have to make Nidoran certain promises that I cannot get close to this because if I get close to this my wrath could come out and and take me out take me down you have to just be careful though Indian a few pauses so what but finis - Bharatha the ever must leave in haste yes to run away from its antiparticle why because certain places if I stay there I don't have the equilibrium I don't have the wholeness to be able to stick around it's too dangerous for me those of us who struggle with certain things you cannot go to certain places the moment you go to certain places your route will come out somebody who's transformed to go there he can eat this he can be there because because he's very refined and it's not going to trigger the diamond but if I'm not refined I have to know it and if I'm gonna go to this place or to this food or to this situation what's gonna happen even though I feel inspired it can trigger the worst in me which has not been dealt with there was just a hibernation and then I'm right back in servitude and that's the idea that I have to be in the state of Bora I have to run away from Egypt because I may have left Egypt but Egypt does not left me I want to be somewhere else but there's still parts of me that are very very enslaving and you have to know who you have to be careful that's the concept of a net why would anybody make a method if the Turner permits it to do it if not not that he is because a net there is based on where you are in life certain things for me have to be off limit and it's also true psychologically we all know you could be in a very good place and then your wife tells you something or your child tells you something or your boss tells you something or you tell yourself something on what happens you're triggered and you lose it you lose it why because there is some brokenness in you that has never been dealt with or even if it's been dealt with it has not been dealt with fully and therefore at such moments you're not going to be able to really emerge in full purity and glory you have to quarantine it you have to be able to tell yourself you know what this is a broken place and I'm not going there and you have to run away from it if the norther is there and then literally step away from it with a lot of resolve and this is this takes haste and this is the first time I will uniquely puzzle Virginia not apostle there's another element in proposal who Indian Army hereís its swiftness the cashless after the Taylor separated our swimmer to connect yourself with words of Taylor and through them it's actually yes they have bill bull them the aides are beneficial bombers should move out balloon masonry silver so the whole consciousness afternoon get a massage pillow there's a person who gets up to Davin I think we'll all relate to this and they can really melt away in ecstasy but some people can't their thoughts are all over the place and you need to be pause and you need to be conscientious and really connect yourself to the words the words of the Train of the words of the Domini really they contain you they hold on to you because of all the bullying of the ex are nuts Obama's we had before meditation so our dear leader of the meditation right always during the meditations would say that if your mind is taking you to different places right slowly move your mind away from it and try to focus on what we're talking about because our mind goes everywhere and that's a deposit that the poison is I have to be able to extricate my mind and my awareness from these places and really stay focused there because yes there's a lot of different forces going on in me that's called being a human being will be very super Hawaii sure my pillows my Shabbos other sin who detained inserted man cloud the hates Allah so the conscious after barista cetera which accustomed battalion the very basis of Hershey this is even a middle of Domini even more during the day sometimes you start having my Shabbos that you really did not want you really don't want this but they're there then you can't escape them think we all know from experience on these I know from experience is so one or two of you understand this you could be the middle of the day right and suddenly an image comes into your mind or an experience or an encounter or a conversation or a certain person and it really gets you it drives you crazy it could be probably problematically morold morally problematic it could be promiscuous it could be unhealthy unproductive but it's part of the human condition if you're not gonna run away if you're gonna say it I'm all good I'm a wholesome person you know what's gonna happen in a few minutes you could be in a spiritual of this this happens to many many people they don't acknowledge that they're in a state of Aldous yes I want to be a servant of God but part of me is in a different place and I have to have the courage to extricate myself and this is what do you do at that moment you can start arguing with it you have to connect yourself with Isis al Qaeda says in Konya light expels darkness you can't fight with the light you have to go to a place of you can't fight with the darkness you have to go to a place of light the serene you're not imposing shalini anomaly here this with consciousness at the basis of 10 will commander yourself vino ax mates and intimidated because I'll have an expression Ravel comes a finer that the message to the Jewish people was at Spinoza hide yourself in the word soften like let that soften and in the Seder right well have spin time how do you stop and imitate it's like a hiding place it's like a cocoon it's an escape in a good way an escape an escape an escape to a place that it's more wholesome absolutely a second puzzle she want me it is but they love - no Nazi cold in your nail appli- enough there's a nominal interpret possible the first element of the poison is haste is there certain things I have to run away from like an example he gave of meat for certain people the second element of the poison is that I need a place that is safe it's called a safe zone boil a tiger have spin Watson in domine middle of day when you have all my service where do you go when you have these thoughts that are not good for you where do you go you need a good place to go a safe place this is a deposit yes you have to be able it's called an exit plan a strategy plan to exit you need an exit emergency door why because sometimes you just gotta leave the room if you stay here you can get consumed by things you don't want to get consumed there's another big puzzle that's la magia Sarasa to hasten the yearning what does this mean call of a dvd-r see in a pursuit of the Scimitar Bhishma and Shawn welcome Laurie vast saga these vendors can call Kiki yasuo ootsuka the Summa where the person's eye void is it so catezuma not so much in contemplation but the main avoid is obscure catezuma turn the singing or come I can be spending that's Bulava so shall the cattle hey yeah it's a holdover yes he is so the key Enoch Gamble's that so that Leah saves Ben this is an act but if they love you a lot the king of them sometimes you're not in a position of this bonus the focus has to be look at the zoom to look at this isn't even what we learned before so good a zoom is not so much about meditating that hideous look at the ximena's more about allowing yourself to get excited allowing yourself to get enthusiastic talking about the wonders of creation talking about your own wanders on relationship with God talking about the idea to love God because it is your life everything is really pious al'akir the whole world has really divine energy nothing else there's no other institution that exists you could look at reality today and everything we learned about you could see happening in a Gambas absolutely say that they love another came of them even when you think about this the focus should be to reach the Behaim what's the Behaim the application by Anusha age suddenly essentially I saw them was over prophecy in magnificence bundles kidnapped mush at some of these vendors but they love it love the thing with us you're not in a place where the elaborate meditation is necessary or even possible you need to get to the became the Zell officiating a kingly lajas on the alien made ex later later on the key remain letter in it putting all of Memphis Obama's but an emphasis hasn't be I said although such these days venomous not that they love you love him lava I'm not in a place of real Hasan real comprehension when my animal soul can be transformed where I'm truly a vessel for transcendence I have to use the idea for application for became the zelbinion ah it wasn't so we need not be heroes slow - an officer yeah if the hasten your yearning Tasha in a much deeper level you don't hasten it you're not hastening it you're not running away here yes you are running too late you have to get yourself on fire you have to get yourself in fact it's a fascinating idea you need to get yourself me hero Isla - Roxy get that fire burning get that fire burning I the log is not on fire okay bring in some kerosene when I'm talking about a fake fire so could the sim is not fake but we're talking about the same void in yanaka poison Lavinia nice spineless gopher finally there's the supposin of the emotions the spineless so Indian mijitos hate the commercial business mashaykhina spineless Jobim is what's the difference of mythos and my vision this finals has always fast haste my friend is about a sash for settlement emotions rage they're exciting it's like a roller coaster right that's what we want excite excitements Sabrina Toph is a plaintiff I have invisibly carlin these up and install Absolem Samantha fire yes burning the burning a fire never rests fucking-a fire is never relaxed the fire burns and that's his spineless my name is the opposite Joshua's miss Josh's now to everyone's ass what didn't I should have been to look like very Martin Taylor well it moisture look like they're in math and Taylor I am sure no one ever thought of the other thing about this question so you know where the answer it takes to cook the ash Nick eyes he looked like a piece of ice you understand because whenever the excitement there's always distance I'm excited about you understand I'm trying to overcome the distance so his finest is always me HEDIS just haste Mikey this is Josh's yeah these furnaces new heroes from the hips will be spineless you have Farrell demidova laughing and because you're in a state that is fabulous you can get this bow from something that's outside of you welcome ugly chambers I have sir you can always get interrupted math math issue is spineless of this biosphere silliest tummy that if as I have said this violence has to come to an end you can't always move that way it's going to come to an end whenever you're emotionally excited about anything know that it's gonna end you have to know it's gonna end my thing doesn't end his fabulous has to end Macomb occur cutting market possible but this is what you need now you need the haste the young Sardar Italian evening a positive memory in one of the suppose there are not transform you must have a deposit it's beautiful it's fine run away so what's the deposit number one run away from certain places because they're too addictive they're too dangerous number one number two you have to have a safe zone where you go to does we go from and as we go to that's the second element of running away number three be poisonous hey send the inspiration by not focusing on the ideas per se but on their application even though it's a compromise because that's what you need and number four allow yourself the world of his spineless which is the world of hit possible this is all in the state of the evidence ertainly never konami they go out from slavery but he pasa in haste we go later to Dom we free up the female servant she doesn't go out and hast lysate say could say stop weapon she does not go out in haste as we will continue base in our show tomorrow morning so 7:45 the Tuesday morning we have our meditation and an eight o'clock we'll have the sheer and now we're going to continue with the good morrow class everybody who is stays with us who's staying with us thank you very much those who are moving on stay healthy and have a beautiful day my love and blessings to all of you may God grant a complete and speedy recovery to all those who needed the sunshine phyleus all in the entire world the nightmare Amane have a beautiful and meaningful and inspiring and courageous day courageous day courageous that's the word today courageous oh my question questions ok that moisture it seems like worldwide world work World War three the whole world involved not one second against the 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