When "Truth" Becomes a Cover Up - Torah Ohr Mi Sam Peh #6

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day before not from the day that you addressed me from the day that you spoke to me I'm crap and I'm a cloud lotion have a heavy tongue and a heavy mouth it's difficult for me to speak schrems answer is who created up a mouth for a person who allowed a person to speak who a lot a person to see or the opposite not to see who a lot of person to who causes a person to be deaf or to be mute or to be able to speak so it's all me I'll be with your mouth from there he went in he asked what how do you how he's supposed to understand this exchange the exchange seems difficult as though like I shall not to teach him that he think he created the world and he created a mouth the main thing he doesn't even tell him you know I'll I'll heal the impediment so he starts off the whole idea of the idea of Kabbalah safer at Damona that this is not the first universe it was a previous universe and it is the argument somewhat Kabbalah believe it meant physical but I resell was considered the poison after and the greatest per second Kabbalah says that it was a spiritual universe and it's called the world of tell you and it's also called the first schmidt and this transplants from the first schmidt into this return to this rihanna verse and to that he mentions our my shine camera to understand this he went off on a long discussion of Taiyo verses taken the two worlds a Gulen versus Yasha I resources Calum at length now he's back to Marsh Rubino discussing his speech impediment so let's let's let's read a few logic Bozell Shammar this is what my cement keep at paraquad lotion are nicely I'm at my Congress have my mouth as heavy my tongue is heavy meaning I have an impediment of a difficulty in communicating with say NOLA mark what he meant was assuring me tell you that the shaders the root of his soul comes from the universe which we call title sheesh um how you are a desirable over there the lights the energies were grand were awesome were huge Vallejo you you hilum the slab which became and they couldn't then clothe themselves into vessels into receptacles channels that we call calum structured receptacles the zel onion craft path what we as Moshe saying this he just said that he can't speak when you see I might say with tell you when Ernest and K let me just because without meaning clapper that's the type and that's the depth of what he means that his mouth has us challenged communicating shallow hiya Kailash Pia Osceola totally Appa he felt he does not have the ability to be able to channel the light of his say hell the light of his mind into the vessel called the mouth why because the iris was so powerful was so infinite were so intense and the Kayle of the mouth communication is a structured vessel which limits and it is limited and it limits and therefore he says I can't vizier how your brain of his Sauron gobble and for him this is sometimes this is a this is equally significant sometimes person has this inability which comes from greatness it's fine it's it's it's a mile no for him he actually saw this is a Kassadin as a flaw for my loss article he appreciated a mile of advantage in the world of tickle shakeela me rubin with the vessels are grand logical hiatus to be able to contain the light and tick on the lights are smaller and the glue vessels are greater as he said earlier so he says the my love tequila Flavia cara morena was wonderous and precious in his eyes alkane Armour thus he said in the continuation of the conversation slack nabi a Peshwa please appoint for this mission somebody else and it's a it's a difficult process to understand he doesn't name somebody he just says slash now please send be optician look in the hand of somebody you should say that you will send would assist me so most of them are myeloma forum say just find somebody else just find somebody who can do this job mm Tonya says it's very generic because that's his point the high no Misha mathematical just said somebody from taken why keep it taken in Somalia said because thicken has a miler that toy he doesn't have matured over and asked addition something that is new integral denote so from both colossal we're over there the hierarchy is completely not absolute and the end is etched in the beginning sometimes even more than behind the documents had a Calum the tickets which only comes because of the structures the vessels of tikkun Commission is parallel the angel said slay doesn't have this Chalet who covet pay he knows by himself that he can't come into the Calum he's from Toyo tick on this Calum and the my love that is not only coming from Kahlan but like he said before there's a new Milan ticking with some most awesome decipher their hiya tiniest most should have been all of us all this was the complaint of my Ashish Bellas Artes memory he humbled himself he was very humbly I see on of michelada because of his humility he constantly saw the milah in the other including the Milan takunda Tilak Oba Emma's see my let's Lena Masha Hakata the truth is the fact that he couldn't talk shows his tremendous my list you meant his greatness Shari superzoom it's a dribble itís because it comes from the greatness and the enormous intensity ferociousness of the light of the energy shall calculate like a little hoc huh yeah yeah if I was a very true taina it was a true Tina what why is it so interesting right right right and not only needing the Kalin but the new union that happens in tickle because of the Calum the nose to lasagna shallow costly o'clock a little haha it's not the Kaylie couldn't contain it because it begins with the fact that the Kaylie is damaged that's the external perspective the real perspective is because the ODE is too big for the Kaylie but Mela everybody says the Kaylie is damaged and this is an incredibly penetrating instant in many areas in life you see a damage scale it's not a damage to it is too big of course the Kaylie is damaged it can't it can't it can't fulfill its role so it becomes damaged that's why I said last year it's not a contradiction it's a different madrasah before she will explain that my shadow physical speech impediment the question is how you explain the physical speech impediment sometimes there's a physical reality of physiological phenomenon in a body if you only have the glasses of gaash mia's that's all you'll see that's it if you have deeper a deeper vision it doesn't change the fact that there is a physical impediment but the question is what's the ultimate source of the physical impediment today there's a lot of and there were no medicine a lot of research about the the intricate relationship between the state of the mind and the state of the body state of the consciousness or the state of the soul a person's inner life so to speak their emotions their feelings their experiences and the physical reality of their life yeah right so you have I spoke last time about back pain right doctor Serena's method is a classic example for that but you have it in MA mission dozens and dozens and dozens of areas of medicine biology any treatments and healings never mind the areas of psychology and trauma so you'll have a physician he puts on the physicians glasses right and he says you have a physical issue how did how did that designer come to his whole MYSA he said he performed surgery after surgery after surgery after surgery after surgery why not overly ponga everything was supposed to come together he did it himself a month later two months later the patient recovered same problem the body figured out another way of making the problem either bringing it back or somewhere else and so forth and then he realized that there was a different mystery here so what's the point the point that it's not a contradiction not so simple okay I'm sorry for simplifying it okay of course so we'll see the continuation we'll discuss that newest was still we're not there yet we're still indifferent in the challenge and the tension so what do you have you have them at seus you could see something physical it's a reality and you can't deny it that's not the issue the issue is when somebody cannot acknowledge that there is more to the reality so so here we have an insight you say there's an impediment there's a physical impediment there is but what is it it's not that the Kayle is broken it's that the eye is too big for this Kayle of course the Kayle is broken the Kayle can serve its purpose why is this so important because you could spend your whole life trying to fix the vessel and you really you really completely missed the target you're trying your whole life to fix this broken vessel which is not working you know you take you're trying to this clocks is not working you're trying to change it it's a completely definition the issue is the lack of the synchro's it there's no there's no synchronization between the light and the vessel the light is too big it's too intense it's too mighty for the vessels moisture is aware of this sometimes a person is not aware of this in different areas so the Kayle cannot channel this earth so what happens to the way though it has no way of expressing itself or it expresses itself through all types of strange and interesting ways not through a vessel that can bring it into the structure or a person's life so the person could look in the mirror and say I'm just a bro in person all my vessels are broken really your vessels are not yet worthy or developed or mature enough to be able to hold on to your so in other words it's not your floor it's your milah what you or the world calls brokenness is really a deeper form of wholesomeness that has not yet found its channels because the channels that everybody wants you to use are too limited and too constricting to be able to capture this oil the oil says no no no this and this is not it you understand somebody understands what I'm saying this has a lot of applications in life bent curved yeah yeah yeah yes yeah yeah no we say it's broken it's really not broken that's the port's not broken so you'll say but what do you mean I see it's broken I see I see it's not working I see it's not working why what does it mean it's not working and what's the source of it not working what's the reason for it not working of course it's not working not because the Kayle is a a bad Kaylee it's because the oil is too big ah the oil coming into Caleb's that's what he says but Emma see my let's Lena misciagna quite special as citizens and liberation laka laka laka laka ma schenken batik oh no Meah Titusville it became of course in taken dis calum for everything the oil is very diminished and the kala is grand so therefore the Kaylee can hard is the our because it's it's a very restricted and restricted iron and the Kaylee is very big yeah yeah yeah the gammas are MS and this is also true this is also true that this is Sauron of motion MA was his milah week when we aircraft path what you're hearing is the greatness LM cozier smiley is say the particular magenta Kayla and yet there's a special Milan ticking because of the vessels what what writer there's no Milan taken it's just a she's sore and it's just because people don't like a lot of iris so that's not a real Maya that's a fake Milan he says no meets an Albanian note so from but colossal because the union of note so him with the Lawson that happens only in tichelman sunder kala the world the world of speech was not a vessel for Moshe sinner light yeah well soon see will soon see later what happened should see later would happen but that was his complaint / cannot be a petition to send somebody from ticklin not from tyre to understand what's the Milan tell you what's the Milan tick and both are true so we learned earlier the concept of the Gulen verses you sure that every we'll talk in the world of emotion every mid every emotion its first expression its most primal expression is very intense extremely pure meaning unmitigated undiluted it's not diluted it's not compromised and therefore it's not structured it doesn't have a place it's all-encompassing it's like the thought encompasses you completely like an eagle like like a ball and you're consumed inside of it sometimes a child's emotion will express itself that way or even an adult's emotion when the inner child comes out I'm feeling an emotion and there's nothing else you'll start saying yeah but look at it from his perspective her perspective that perspective yet a perspective you could take your perspectives throw them out the window or throw them somewhere else it's not not that I don't I understand what you're saying but I'm just not there what you're saying goes right over me now that I have no room for it in my experience essentially that's an expression of toil and that's the first development before take when you have to come to tell you because that's when every emotion is in its core he calls it under CUDA it's a seminal point and it's all concentrated there's no nuances and there's no looking at it this angle and this angle that's already praten that's when you analyze and you dissect it and you differentiate and you can give it perspective and then you can create other you see other from other angles and this is this angle and that angle that's only in tickled when it develops into pirata and that's why entire there's no his cows there's no room for anything else there's this and there's nothing else when I'm in this mode this is the only truth so you could make fun of it you could get embarrassed by you people are very embarrassed by it without their episodes don't be embarrassed this is this is the world of for you in fact you can't get there Tico before tell you how she um didn't make tea couldn't stop he may take on after tell you Naoto you did not survive I shouldn't say did not it's not about time does not survive meaning though you must have tickle but Taccone cannot be taken without Toyo just like you can be an adult if you were never a child we tried to do it but it doesn't work we have to be a child in order to be able to be an adult that's a fascinating idea right and if you if you have never been a child so then when you're an adult you have to find a child in you okay Aviva me as a vous Navarre sham Yas trainee in order to be able to become an adult you understand what that means we she ate a child you for yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah you have to appreciate that child in you forever and and respect that place and make room for it toi you is not the end of life to stick on you don't have to be afraid of the rawness of ammo it's very very raw people are very afraid of it but if one thing a person could know is that you don't have to ever be afraid of any emotion inside of you that itself is a very empowering idea that there's nothing inside of you that you have to be afraid of because by not being afraid of it it can actually have its place and then it doesn't control everything it can function and do what it has to do and that state is very very intense those of you who know it right somebody wrote to me about an experience they had on Friday this past Friday an emotional experience that was a classic example of this experience there's no room for anything else you'll say yeah but this happened the days but look at it from this way there's no looking at it from any way it's rigorous something from childhood or trigger something so so deep that's mush and expression of tell you now we call it target which means chaos because it feels chaotic and the reason it feels chaotic is because you have no control because it's absolute it's it's much like atomic energy it's like boom and there's no room for anything else that's let's tell you do something very raw very pure about it obviously very powerful about it there's also something very scary about it we don't like to validate it but the ballot Anja teaches us that this is the genesis of creation all the Spheeris were first in the form of tayo there was no his scalice everything was an orphan of ain't safe now of course tal was divine but it's it's it's everything in the world as an evolution so our experience of tell you is a metaphor and a reflection of toyo and its origin that's what we mean the iris are much stronger than the Calum Calum are always structure structure structure filters restrictions condensing things right and therefore putting it in context don't pick one is always putting everything in context and toy-u says what context I don't put anything in context this is my context I don't have context what's context context means I take the idea and I fit it in somewhere right I have a father text means I have a filing cabinet with a file and this goes into this file that's what context is the way that they name as business context this that's those are words of Taconic let's put it in context I don't put anything in context this is the beginning the middle the end of my context it's an eagle it's one big circle there's no beginning there's no middle and there's no end I have no contexts no comparing there's nothing to compare it to it's this is it's it I know yeah now if you talk in ain't safe if you're talking in godliness every mid is in its pure form energy so it's infinite and it and it maintains it maintains that this is the truth why should i limit myself just because you can't deal with truth why do we force ourselves to limit our emotions and quarantine them and repress them because we're afraid we're afraid we're afraid of the backlash were afraid of the feedback and Toyo says I have nothing to fear you got nothing to fear but fear this is truth and this is it that's how it is over there and therefore there's no beginning of it there's no middle of it there's no end it's like an endless circle the beginning is the end the end is the middle it does not stop it's all-encompassing unlike Yosha which is very different it's like a straight line as a beginning there's a middle there's an end there's sequence sequence there structure it is limit it doesn't encompass you completely what's the my love taken we understand the my love taken wins then the milder my left are you was the earlier the my love the conus the Kayle cooperation coexistence listening to somebody else understanding another position creating room for another perspective dealing with the conflicting emotions within inside of within yourself as well you're not just one-dimensional you're many dimensional right creating space for all of that and therefore the error has to be limited then go into Kalin that's the my love Kayla look higher it seems that all of Calum is a compromise in order to create with what we call really politics politics and I mean politics in the negative expression of it but politics if you look for the definition what's politics politics is the art of governing when you have different people with different interests and you have to have them live in the same boat or in the same country so this is called the political political science what's the best way of doing it and it's always about compromise in one way or another there's no that's what it that's its definition and for that it means that there's nothing could be too extreme and to absolute now we in our society and culture for very good reason we celebrate balance we admire balance people will say he's a balanced person she's a balanced person right everything is balanced and centered you're not extreme yeah even your convictions are ballast are balanced because extremism and fundamentalism are seen as dangerous raging fires we love fires but only if there's a fireplace and there's rocks around it right and it's controlled and then you sit by the fire but we all know what a raging fire looks like or that are opposite a raging tsunami we love the water wheel of the lakes we love the oceans as long as the Draco are it's a llama em kill em cos day as long as there's a limit and Allah you are Malloy llama die when it's raging it becomes very very dangerous why because it's threatens to overtake others so within ourselves also we appreciate and we admire the balance the structure that's what's so scary about Toyo tell you is a very very scary place within ourselves they've been hard to validate it it's almost like you have to be embarrassed by it but that's the big hitters here that tikkun can only come after Toyo because if tickle doesn't come after tell you if tikkun replaces the experience of Toyo that there's something in the oil that is very very that is starving starving to come out and it's just the only we don't it's only the only message we have to it is your ally no you're not a lie you are the mid in its pure form you're not a lie and over there there's no there's no room for anything else that's true that that's that paradigm so at this at this point if the magma would stop here you would say okay I got it you want to be normal ya can't live in that world you have to live in the world of called Alma the Shakira it's called some people call lying some people call diplomacy some people call it politics some people called negotiation some people say calm down grow up yeah Egyptian perhaps perhaps but this is without Arab is maja - maja this brings out a new Vaart it's not just Tikhon is it's like a compromise we make because we have to lift together on the same ship pregnant or in the same island or in the same boat so what are we gonna do is we'll fight opposites of course we're opposites make a work you'd be quiet' half the day and i'll be quite half the thing the famous story about a couple that was struggling with some bias so we're so he came he said he comes home and he says something and his wife is triggered and for the next five hours just an argument fighting here fanning in she came to this great kabbalist supposedly a Kabbalist told them that there's a great schooler for this in Cibola what's this goola goola is that right before he comes into the door if he should fill up his mouth with a cup of water Molloy look him up full and to hold it that way for 45 minutes every night of the week and that's a tremendous gula for spiritual healing he did it for a few days and he came by he said it's unbelievable schoola how does it work he said it works because you're quiet you come home you don't say anything so it works so we could we okay okay but the message is the same everybody can apply it in the way to the way it should be applied but there's really a much deeper engine and the kid sir this is this is the the it's not tacones is a compromise fantastic another compromise thickeners really its maturity not only because we have to get along which is very important of course but something new really happens what's the new thing that really happens Toyo is very very truthful but it's truthful because it's infinite in other words it's truthful because every minute says I'm ain't safe because if I'm the divine and it is divine tell you is a world of godliness we forced very sick a limb tell you as much holier than taker that's why the child is tired the child is holier than the adult there's something very pure so how can I create room for you creating room for you means that I'm not real but if I'm divine I'm real so if I'm real there's no room for anything else of course I have to be infinite those are beautiful words and that's why I tell you every minute is infinite and that's why there was a shamira because when I mean there's and when the earlier is infinite the Kayle can't contain and it breaks that's called Severus I Calum the weight is too heavy on the vessel the voltage the electricity is too powerful for the for the caelian you know when there you ever happened to you you had a laptop and you plugged it in you went to Europe you plugged it in right and you saw a little spark go out right what happened it was a shoe that's called Severus I Caleb's today Baruch Hashem they make the voltage it should go till 210 so your Kaylee is big enough but that's what it means so you don't need to clear some mace very good very good so what does tikkun do so take on tells the oilless and calm down you want to be ain't safe gahafer naland you want to live in the world of structure you relax your itis bring you have to have your Kaylee we don't mind you can have your structure but that's it's seven ounces I'm good you want sixteen ounces we could negotiate you want twenty nine ounces okay you want a gallon fine but apke odka so let's all take on is up shorter but the Emma's then it could it is that there's another Nakota this is all true but there's another element what's the other element the challenge of Toyotas a siren of toy you is not just in an issue of cooperation and compromise but what happens is in tell you divinity infinity gets articulated through a certain meter and that means it becomes infinite and that's we were there is I don't want to say a lie but it's a little bit of a lie why because tire grasps one element of divinity but not another element of divinity it grasps the media that it's articulating but shrew egg soy if is not defined so therefore by if defining ain't safe through my media might me this part of the truth but it's not all the truth so therefore tell you is grasping one true point of godliness that it's infinite that's true but exactly tell you was has Spheeris has amid this so hazard of Tori was infinite so the limitation of tell you is I say that all of God has has said because I'm in that state and that's what we feel emotions when I'm having this emotion this is it right and I'm really feeling that that's an expression of Toyotas now there's something very beautiful and raw and important about that to be able to give room for that but because there's no year food so what does he who do you know hood actually touches something that's deeper than tire it touches the purity of infinity which is not defined and because it's not defined therefore to confer two different identities can come together so tikkun can operate on two levels as a compromise or as something that's even deeper than tell you as a compromise it means basically calm down your convictions are too strong and therefore just relax and chill out and don't take yourself so seriously and don't take your emotion so seriously which is theirs do some goodness to this message it's good sometimes to tell yourself don't take yourself so seriously that's a very good message when you're in a state of toy you to tell that to a person is just mutilating him that's why if you were never a child you'll never become an adult because if somebody tells me don't take me too seriously before my me ever developed what do I hear and that don't take me so seriously means I'm just a joker everything there's one I'm a nobody right so before you can hear don't take yourself too seriously you don't tell you with two-year-old when he fell out of the crib where he's screaming about some car don't take yourself so seriously don't take it it's not what I tell you tell your infant oh you have to nurse don't take yourself so seriously I'm also hungry no of course they take themselves tell you takes itself very seriously and in its source its divinity but there's too many on him here this is what we have to understand Hashem is infinite Toyo takes every media to its infinity it's true because it's godly so it's infinite there's no room for anything else but godliness in its essence is not defined by anything so because it's not defined by anything this is where to--you become a little bit of a cover-up for truth in the name of truth in the name of truth though you covers up truth what the truth no it's safer with the maasen with the maasen be safe no separate husband class and the syphon means that sometimes the lowest their leg is higher than the head what do you mean how could it be higher than the head because he says it comes from a place my bleeeh she a mozzarella sighs God is never defined by anything not by the head and night by the leg well the moment the head becomes an absolute head that means it's a reading divorced from the place of undefined reality and therefore when it becomes infinite it's telling you only part of that story what is it covering it's covering a deeper truth that there is something that's completely undefined and because it's completely undefined so therefore in that sense there's things that the head that has that the foot doesn't having these things that the foot has that the head doesn't have the hierarchy is now not absolute how does the head touch that place of undefined reality how how does the head touch it only by going out of itself by the space it creates for the foot by the space we create for each other in that space the undefined reality dwells right where does the screener speak to my shrub a know between the two cruising between the two cherubs there was the male boy and the female and they were looking at each other in the creditor conduction now SERM says I'm gonna speak to you from between the Krewe of him he couldn't find a better place to communicate all of Tyra all of tyre came from there there's a male there's a boy there's a girl they're looking at each other their wings right so it's not my finish it hasn't parsha Struma you're looking at me as though I made this up in parshas trim it says this and many other places yes some speaks but neither till the costume that's what I'm gonna meet you with the bar me bein a crow why why because truth comes from this space the male creates for the female and the female creates for the male what to put it in other words I said this in the National Security Agency the National Security Agency is the security in that it's in charge for dealing with terrorism from all over the world have 34,000 employees or so so they had a day with they had dedicated to security but understanding different perspectives so they had an Islamic professor from Colombia speak and a Christian professor from Colombia speak and I represented Judaism and they had they I think an atheist for Martha for people speak so in my remarks I said that one of the greatest revolutions of the Hebrew Bible was the opening of Genesis where it says that the human being man and may male and female were carved in the image of God and the obvious question is anybody who knows a little bit of the Bible know that God has no image so how can we be carved in the image of God the same Bible says you know wanna make images and statues are alien to God and Moses and the tenth commandment says you never saw a picture you never saw an image don't make any image no statues so what is this a contradiction I said if you look at the verse it says male and female he created in the image of God Meilin but male and female are different images very different images and that's exactly the point God is imageless God doesn't have an image how do I become in the image of God I have an image everything in our world has an image that's how we study it if things have no image image means character identity chemistry a physical image a spiritual image a chemical image an atomic image any there's no scrutiny of any part of our world with out discussing images if I want to discuss your face I want to discuss your bones or I want to discuss your brain I want to take an x-ray and miR it's always about image nothing exists outside of an image you have your shape and your chemistry and your color and your personality and your DNA and your molecular makeup that's what an images so how do I become in the image of God only one way if I can create space for your image in other words if I can transcend the fixed model of my image and create space for your image and you can transcend the fixed model of your me to create space monument in the space we create for each other that's where image listeners dwells so I said if you look at every war in history from beginning of time till now you will identify as the motif behind the war was always one thing and that is because you're not in my image you're inferior to me that's the genesis of every conflict what does it mean you're out of my image you're not my race yeah you not my tribe you don't live in my territory you don't believe in the same God like me you don't share the same values like me you're not from my family you're not in my image you're not missile Unni as we say misters from the agony you're not from Aunt Rachel oh my knee right so therefore you're inferior to me and that gives me a right to abuse you or even to kill any war any war from beginning of time till now whether it's a territorial conflict or a religious conflict or a racial conflict or any conflict you are not in my image and therefore your image is inferior to mine and it gives me a right to dominate you in one way or another came the Bible and said you may not be in my image but you're still in God's image I may not be in your image but I'm still in God's image and what type of image is that it's imageless which means there's no one image that can say this is God's and that's the exact point so how do we who are all defined by image connect and align ourselves with image lessness that i just make up a word no okay I was trying to be imageless by making up a new word but fine I'm glad how do we people define by image align ourselves with image lessness i can't i should cease to be me I shouldn't have I should I don't have a nature anymore I have my genes I have my nature I have my blood type I have my mishegoss and only one way and that is it's called his scarless t : I create space for an opposite image so in the space between the male and the female that's where the divine could be communicated so Toyo is very true but in the name of truth in the name of truth it eclipses a deeper truth tikkun in a way is very untrue it's like very Bala bata shtick it's not the MS it's not right on the other hand in its in its right in its insistence on cooperation it touches it touches the undefined reality which transcends definition and therefore you and I of course we can work together because if we touch absolute infinity so then you are an expression of it and I'm an expression of it why is my expression superior to your expression if it is it means I didn't touch real infinity I only touched defined infinity you know the difference between the find infinity and real infinity the find infinity is ah it's an affinity in other words it's infinity that's defined by being infinite I'm infinite I have no room for you look at me I'm infinite it's beautiful right but it's really by night because in real infinity I don't have to be infinite what I have to be infinite I could be finite also if it's really infinite so in the real truth every color captures a truth of God no color captures the full truth in the rainbow we come together to that which transcends any particular color like in the jigsaw puzzle like in the symphony so tell you is much deeper than tickle because Toyo speaks about ain't safes tell you is pure so tell you precedes tickle it Tico and everything is filtered and compromised and limited but tickle suddenly touches on something that Toya doesn't have that's no still us and beside from a self empathy loss and then those are the thing your lower and I'm higher no no that doesn't exist in tell you the hierarchies absolute I am are you are you I am in ticklin that doesn't happen there's no such a thing absolutely lower and higher something new emerges which as a result of that is no higher and lower because in the world of undefined this so every any definition doesn't capture it so therefore everyone expresses something and every nobody compresses all of it and together they express all of it and in that sense there could be a mile and irregular the race doesn't have there's a mile in the relational doesn't for you so you're right you're right and you're wrong meaning it's true on one hand the the compromise of Taccone could just be right I'm limited I don't believe too much in anything so I create room for you yeah that's this that's where tikkun is a compromise lagari tell you the oil is not so intense that's the fits ideas of tickle the premise of tacones you know Toyo and you you can appreicate it khun comes from a place that's deeper than tell you that tikkun you can't get to without Toyo the first tickle yeah you can get to from fear just be quiet and shut your mouth okay let other people speak okay you understand just repress it fill your mouth with water that tick when you write and that's what it can look like but there's a deeper tickle and that can only come after tell you it's not afraid of Toyo I'm fine with Toyo I appreciate full intensity but now I want to touch something deeper inside of me what do I want to touch I want to touch that which is undefined how do I cut that image lessness how do I touch that I can't touch that through my own infinite experience of this emotion even though there is room for that as space for it we get it that's the world of toil but what's called at samosa shams essence is beyond time and beyond tickle Soto you and tea can both capture a truth though you capture the truths captures the truth of infinity and clickin captures the truth of something undefined but how do they capture they both capture it within a limited world and therefore they need really each other tell you who speaks about infinity No Limits pure pure pure extreme light light light stop with investments I don't need your structures to hold me that's what it captures a very real truth Tikhon captures a very different truth taken captures the truth of the undefined the undefined our identities can't conflict each other but they each capture them in the way that the world captures divinity so that's why it could be manifested in ways that are alien to its true essence because they each capture this truth but in a way that limits it through its own experience that as well yeah yeah so it's in it's it's an understanding both dynamics that they can both reach their true self where they come from you understand the understand this this is very deep this is not just a push it okay we have to stop era okay we'll continue tomorrow being in the image of Russian Jesus you are imageless yes yeah being in the image of our means your images you have male and female and in order for we'll continue with the Gemara now yeah yeah exactly yeah yeah yes yes yes emotion through all this apparently my son all this year by Moshe was at the snip he never sat down in the yeshiva and learn Torah how did he absorb and have such insight maybe because he didn't go to yeshiva asked him of Ramallah can have two dimensions and one of them has no dimension oh yeah yeah at least two could be three it seems at some point he was healed yeah first Annan no I'm sorry we have to try harder right right you're 100% right but I would have 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