When the Undefined Infiltrates the Defined, Beauty Is Created - Torah Or Noach "Vayomer Hashem" #2

the yeshiva dotnet I know yesterday I went a little mundo from the designated time that got caught up in a shoeless but whoever happened to leave its could die if you can listen to the recording to the end of the sheer nest event the last 20 or 30 minutes because this mind is a very complicated mind wind it's a very deep deep complex ideas and we tried to apply it and show the ramifications of the basically the three dimensions that he was discussing so if you have a chancellor be could not just to have a better grasp of the mind learn both for the past of what to avoid that what if we're gonna continue the Nakula that was established here is that there is all teaches that there are three universes or three really paradigms of consciousness it's really a more accurate translation whenever you see the word illumise it's you know loads be translated its worlds assume anything doesn't doesn't really capture it because we see a world world another world where are these worlds it's really three paradigms of consciousness which means three worlds three universes three dimensions to reality is really really a better way of looking at it it's really three types of glasses three different prescriptions I put up glasses and I see reality like this I put on another pair of glasses I see reality like this and I put on a third pair of glasses and I see reality like this why that's so important it's because you're dealing with it with the same reality and different perspectives different vantage points and each are allowed by Hashem another's each one has legitimacy each one has significance which in itself is a very important idea because this is the key to arbitration people who are arbitrators meaning you have to mediate between two parties that are having a conflict it's very very important to be able to understand that the same reality is seen by two people three people from completely three different perspectives simply because they're wearing different glasses and if you can always try to understand the other before you need them to understand you it will probably be we usually don't work that way instinctively is like this is how it has to be if you could seek to understand the other person's view before you need them to understand you nothing will happen you'll be able to explain your view it's not like you're gonna lose your life or your future your destiny I mean unless you're dealing with a real lemon you have to be careful anyway but but generally speaking that's the ability that there's three worlds the same world as Ritalin the same tissue box is not a tissue box depends how you looking at it the width which perspective looking at pens if you have a microscope that's depends of the tool depends on your glasses one person can see one thing I'm not a person can see another so but maila when we speak about realities it's just a general you so the general akadama in all these types of ideas it's called spiritual thinking spiritual thinking is never either/or spiritual thinking is not either capitalistic thinking is either/or businesslike either/or spiritual thinking is everything has its place everything has its energy you have to be able to expand the horizon it's usually not either/or so so the eights time that reisel addresses three universes right three paradigms of consciousness are coded Nikodim and brundun and the way the mind return are the alter rebbe in the Palatine it explains it is from the Italian button with an explanation that a Nikodim the ten lights of spirits are bound up in one vessel in other words they're expressed through one media and in the codon they diverge into ten distinct points Nakota snik goodness I couldn't from the word bound up and I couldn't from the word encoders and brooding they're also existing in ten distinct points in other words the ten lights have ten vessels not one vessel but nonetheless there's an element of integration which he will he will soon he will soon discuss now when a person reads this at the surface the first doesn't make sense at all you tell me that there's ten lights and they're bound up in one vessel but if it's one vessel so what makes them ten lights a Thakur says they're not really tender like one but he still calls them ten and they're ten that are bound up in one vessel so they're ten or they're not tank but you want Klee in the second one we kudamon brood in this ten eleven present tense spirits which are a marriage of fights and vessels but in the first one it's one CLE but it's all uh could be cleared out so the subtle distinction that he's making here is that this is called SS fear psychosis the tense fear is there are goners that are concealed and this is where he makes peace he reconciles or creates a connection between the resource teachings and the teaching of the Zohar about the distinction between the spirits where they have a name and an identity and therefore you could call them ten versus a state of reality which is called one and two had the love of husband even though there's ten over there but they're not ten they don't say how some has ten elements it's all one it's a good weekly I could even though there's ten and two Hakim and two men it's all there but it's love becoming love annuity it's not your do it's not identified why because that reisel helps us understand and give us the mechanism of the I see is the words that it's I couldn't I couldn't be clear and what is the point how do we understand this point is in the word SS theorists have caduceus tense readers that are concealed as I said when we say it physically something is hidden somewhere the thing that you hide in a particular place is not intrinsically connected with the place that you hide it in I hide something in the draw the thing that I put into the drawer is not connected with the draw because that's how physicality works there's no inherent relationship it's generally a world of superficiality in Rosalia's when you say good news ice it's symbolic your this is hidden there what I mean it's hidden there because it belongs there it's part of it so why is it hidden hidden means because you don't see it why don't you see it why don't you see it because it's completely an expression of its core of its source so therefore it does not have a distinct identity and that is and that is the difference between - I couldn't be clearer Eckhart or s sir iris or s sir iris that are expressed in 10 in 10 Kalin and what is the difference what is the distinction so then the coolness had of her and I'm saying this in Isis that are a little more abstract but it's important to get that before it's applicable because if you start with application before you start with the principle you miss them a host of it pretty simple is there are more abstract are usually less compelling to people because you like to hear the applications but my damn identifying the process of understanding it and that is that whenever you talk about something whenever you talk about the spirits you could talk about it from the perspective of a codename of the perspective of Mukunda when you speak about it from the perspective of Nikodim the uptight the definition of an asset asset asset definition of Guevara is gruha definition of Nexus has met that definition of Beeman but whatever the definition is and that's what a Kayle means Kayle is this is how its expressed this is what it is it's articulated kaylee means the ability to articulate something that's what okay Lee always means and Cabala Kaley is the ability to articulate something concrete bring it out express it whatever articulation means it is articulation verbally this articulation in a business model but you articulate it we bring it out becomes comes a reality what's hakama Hoffman's coffin wants asset tested assessed when you say that ten lights have one Kaylie what does it mean they're articulated as one thing but it's ten that's the varnish that's the richness of the paradox how concoct man has said have one hour to calculate be articulated as one they're not a pessimist acid is not worried because in the world of I could then what's the definition of a smear up an expression of Asia since Hashem is a safe and safe means it's infinite so infinity includes every possibility including finite explore she's infinity includes the capacity for wisdom the capacity for kindness the capacity for victory the capacity for empathy the capacity for leadership the capacity for truth the capacity for sensitivity the capacity for analysis the capacity for perception I'm using the English words for the spirit if you realize it includes and includes many fun capacities but it includes ten capacities so when I look at passage what do I see in the world if I could them I don't see essence I see ain't safe when I look at good I don't see who I see I hate a tensor of the ain't safe expressing itself so the faceting Laura are they two or one both they're too but really they're one there's no conflict of identity because what is the definition of their identity not them definition of their identity is a medium a hasty tensor to express the insight here named safe expresses itself Hoffman here expressed itself through mouth closed here it expresses itself through glory here it expresses itself through next up it's a whole different type it's a whole different model weird that can are ten completely ten but they really want that's what it means I could then be clear hunt that's how he explained that could then be clear-cut means it's very straight it bound up in one vessel so generally people who read kiss me hurry so this was really the ballantine his major major contribution so there's a lot of graphics in a lot of code language a lot of symbolisms what does it mean what's the nash of the vortex what's gonna summer what's the essence of the word the essence of the party explains what that reason is trying to say is that it's all there but you can't compare it to the way it's in the goodman in the couldn't the up types of hazardous press it and i couldn't the up types of Hesed is ain't safe and to get from one to the other it's yes me i am it's not really actually high and it's the same thing but the perception is so radically different because the birth of identity happens in the could've not an i could and i couldn't you don't have the birth of the visual identity it's still complete one is even though you have all identity nothing missing but all identity is what is a hasty temperature its add in it's a halakha it's a hey look it's on how I stand the eight side it's it's a it's a it's a heart than the inside but some potential disease it's not possible for us to think that every person is there it's a state of reality it's a state of reality you're only Marquez nowhere boo boo boo baby mice of course of this - its eNOS but this deeper than Obama may in mind is the uber when it's still in the Maya ham in the brain of the Father the brain of the font to give an example it's not my example actually it's an example that's given by the I shop there ever was a grandson of the term I said there was a graphs of the Ballentine he was the fifth of our Embassy has he's known as the Rambam of the sidess because of his approach so he has a famous series famous it's very deep sir it's called Hampshire coffee shine base a series of a few hundred discourses that he started to say shrew is 1912 for the next four years in 12 13 14 15 years the next few years potential toughly cheyenne base could start it's most of the time base but there he gives a very interesting muscle to explain that patented disparity and I'm gonna use I'm gonna say the Washington much that he gives in my own words but the muscle is from the never that shop shop name was a solemn those bed so he gives a very interesting motion I'm gonna first say how he says it and then just apply it a little bit he says a real teacher doesn't give information data a real teacher paints a picture a picture has a lot of details but it's one picture but many students never get the picture all they hear is the details that's what it says when you see a piece of Arts what are you seeing you're not seeing a hundred paintings oh wow look at the house oh look at the Sun look at the bush look at the person no that's not cool a painting is cohesive one its integrated does it have hundreds thousands maybe millions of nuances of details of course that's what great artists but it's a piece of art it's one piece of art you're gonna go to the Mona Lisa and say you know I think she looks better in glasses let's put on glasses down so Reform Judaism let's put on glasses on the Mona Lisa we have to adjust it you don't play with art right you don't add a new stance at the Beethoven's 9th you don't want to sing that don't sing it but don't start manipulating it's a cohesive Stickle you're not in the mood of it don't be the mood of you don't sing it it's a mistake when you start crippling art it's cohesive but some people don't have that ability they look at something all they could see is a detail another detail another detail yeah I once was in Virginia for a Chaba tone and Sunday morning somebody after knew not to give her she reacted collison it was a snow few years ago in Virginia it was 30 feet so there were two other speakers by Brian wits and then Matt Lewin doctor not low in the morning and they both couldn't come so I had to fill in for all three speakers for myself and for the other two so a speech that was supposed to be an hour and then up being a little longer even when okay so how was on something today about that symptom what did Simpson is it happen so in the beginning I said a joke just you know to engage the crowd most of them this book for a very long time I'm gonna tell you how long because you shouldn't get afraid you shouldn't be afraid so at the end somebody comes over to me I'll never forget and he says the opening joke was brilliant I finished three and a half hours this is the opening joke was brilliant I'm gonna use it I learned from it and so on and so forth so he meant a compliment you understand he met the compliment make people hear things but do you hear the whole picture that's a different part in the khuddam it in Akutan there's no Hawkman tacit there's a picture of eight soil it's expressed in ten details but the details are not details the details are part of the insight it Nikodim you start taking yourself seriously what do I mean seriously you pluck the rose out of its source so now the Rose is beautiful but it's not any more part of the context of all of reality now as we explained the ramifications and political systems are socialism versus capitalism right in socialism what's the motifs upper end oh there's no yaqut there's only a super there's only a cloud there's only the big picture you really don't exist what I mean you don't exist I mean you don't exist you don't exist means you don't have independent ownership independent rights capitalism is the opposite it's all about you now even capitalism you have to pay taxes that right there's what's called the social contract there's the rights you give up to the state to protect you or at least supposed to protect you to clean up the snow to fix up forshay roads etc so everyone understands that there has to be a negotiation between the yahud and it's simple but what's the dominant force the dominant force in a democracy generally in a capitalistic system is the yaqut aye-aye-aye especially today's generation and what do they say that everything today is about AI the technology - you have the iPod the iPhone the iPad it all begins with I need out of the game call these little toys very good very good so when you have that Macias over here the focus is very much the individual or the focuses on the zebra this is just a ramification how it trickles down into that have one of that have corner between acerola have the last Ernest I couldn't be clearer corner could and the transition from one to the other requires a tremendous restriction or tremendous a tremendous Simpson there's a void from the ballot Anya Valhalla Amrohi Masako Ellis by martin thailand the nation saw the sounds what does it mean you see sounds how do you see sounds you know because I'll say miss Hilton ameesha member keelaurow unison ich mich I'm innocent either what does it mean you see what is hurt so he says something absolutely fascinated and a difference of seeing and hearing is seeing is from cloud the Prats hearing is from Pratt to cloud when you see something you always see first a claw you see the house you see the picture right you see the event you see the the mansion whatever it is you see the zoom you see you see the mountain you see nature then you analyze the details you start looking wow how did they build this house what is this kitchen comprised of what is this picture made up on you start examining the nuances but you start with a clock we've seen the whole thing and then you go to the Pratt listening is the other way around if I'm telling you a story I could only share detail by detail by detail by detail and at the end you go ah I got it sometimes you don't but you go from pratt clock at the end you've got the whole house Judaism usually experienced and talks seeing or hearing right tomorrow the expression is always talk smile in Sawyer the expression is talk Ozzy why about Tania says because Nicola is based on schmear you're learning the Sooyoung American I'm Elizabeth Alan Bates it's another Bianca oceanographic reporter may miss the Kurdish my bar even the same she should vote in my seven is Bob tsukushi Guatemala master mama its detailed and that's what you take sure it was detail by detail by detail by detail after you hear the whole story then maybe there's a picture by math imperative hollow I'm Ramos Achilles they saw the coila's in other words and they didn't see a detail in every detail they saw the whole picture they saw everything as an expression on the full picture full picture so sometimes all of Judaism the people experience is only praten only schmear there's never sight there's never a vision you don't see any full finish you could know billions of details you may know that I am here today evanescent fishermen it's like a maze infant suit coming you know you may know it well mistletoe Smithson with nasty with my shouts good but it sometimes only praten only brought and then to go from the Pratt to the clown it's very difficult to see the full picture in many ways on an abstract level that's the difference of a kudamon occurred in the khuddam each sphere is a sphere in that coordinate each sphere there's not a sphere that's why the ten are one each sphere is the ain't safe being expressed in the sphere therefore it's ten but it's really I couldn't be clearer and there's only one clits articulated as one mama as one Moses one good okay so now let's go righted he says if parentheses the line starts holy one two three four five six seven eight eight months from the top right a move enjoyed a lot Simpson by eReader but you must understand the depth of the Simpson since the means restriction and descent to get from the paradigm of I called them to the paradigm of Nikodim even though it's the same it's 10:10 Spheeris why two things came over their Shabbat code in the essence witasick noses all you'll be eluded obvious action occurs hacking will uh become you do goodness color in addition to the fact that the sphere is in I couldn't called SS various a canoes astute and the way their concealed again what does it concealed me to mean a hiding place concealed means it's embedded in its source and you don't see it when something is hidden you don't see it why cuz of course you see it but the uptight is not it it's expressing its source that's what it is so it's called Moses over there it's in a much higher state that's called Kimball of comedy it's not the type of karma that we can even identify that's number one each one is on a different space hereõs ice but it's even more than there's Kevon kiha sam over the icky much economically occurred since they're all in one vessel meaning to have one articulation but mmm so miss calculus there's no divisiveness between them in cannes are spam chakras within a stockpile that a commercial when Carla's access that IH was a Cola essence finis agnosia siaka but I put in is up if layouts my becomes it's a package deal you don't only have cockpits not isolated keeping the house I mean completely numb if Nats mclubbe avada Huffman's not independent Kim coalescence winners and losers in lover and admonish all the 10r one and still they're ten in Cana - I admit I'm shocked if they asked me I couldn't even speak about Kaufman being communicated independently came I'm Jacques da Barra nucleuses witasick noses Julio what's communicated is a reality that ultimately combines all the time Marche cover penis SS fear is dinner couldn't in puddin it's ten lights and ten vessels miss Thompson it's restricted the energy is restricted therefore leas Huffman and shackles penis effort Levada ma you know access Levada management ain't s it each one is isolated it has its own Kayleigh it has its own articulation body move up and you understand this is no small difference Shane I read cloud him as cosmic seed me from the apps mom she's writing it almost like he writes his children on earth is he then they move into a night club in his cosmic symphony ops mom levena Huckle Ellis Cole SS finish Yakima there's no era there's no comparison to huh come on its own to conquer the way it's integrated literally with all the tenth welcome Aisha ain't i right Osaka sunny feathers and the table Amish but I save them out there at module the gobby octaver cooler cushaw you call this yawns you have a word love misfit I say femme it's made up of llama dimension right faith yes love South youth Huff men how many letters was that very good one two three four five six seven eight nine ten instead white chose this word he chose it for another reason what's the other reason being over the other right parsha snow yeah he said a practice Maya and it's ten letters let mr. clay say him but there's also a third reason he chosen I'll pay in a moment let mr. McCoy say them so what will it means to your families we did you get that translation from which letter from monolith four men from which letter did he get it the answer is you got it from all the letters if you'll take out the shinned you're not gonna have it if you take out the test you're not gonna have it if you take out the Schlossman you're not gonna have your families you'll have family not your family so which letter makes it up the answer is the letters together make it up what happens if I pluck out the llama the men I have it but do I have it how much of the bishop if I say some do you have an isolated men I'm asking you Lakota you should tell me ten percent right but the have 10% you have 0% so it's an interesting marshal he's given you understand look far either every letter should give you 10% I've hundred dollars I split it into ten so you get ten dollars I have no much books I say to my slid it into ten you should get 10% of they did you get none of that that's how deep that Simpson is from I couldn't to Nikodim here you have a lament and here you have a misfit who's safer and it's two experiences of life it's different experiences of life two types of marriages it's two types of relationships it's a whole different experience here the individuality the mem is not busy fighting with a shin why because the other of the mam and the gathered of the shin same horns like we say in Yiddish same horns I don't mean overt only as a word ain't Vaart means it's one it's one the Cougars one midsi's it's a heartless person I couldn't yeah a few lines you see it's also one level down there's another reason I think why uses the word nominalization and that is because it actually explains family dynamics that's I think the real reason he uses this word this explains family dynamics because every family really goes through this process of Akutan and it could remember routinely really every individual goes through this process his first muscle for our khuddam was the soul and the body in other words this hole exists in the human psyche there's a level of soul where everything is one then there's the marriage of the soul in the body and everything becomes distinct but really have it oh so in large organisms not just my own in your own what we call super organisms and one of the great organisms of society is the best part of the family the family is a very interesting reality were separate and yet we're so on so there's a space where all the children really were not distinct people right remember where do they come from they come from the same the same DNA of the Father the same DNA the mother if you look at them from that perspective what do you see you could look at ten children but then some Amish one you see it's the father it's the mother and sometimes the parents are better that way you could think you're 49 years old but from your mother's perspective you know you're two years old she would give you a bubble bath if you came home you know tell you to eat you're not eating here let me give you some cakes I'm gonna give you some money cookies but in personalities the difference hahahaha but if you only remain in that space and you say oh we're just one we won't we do the same thing right what happens there's a frustration yeah one of the biggest issues of siblings is you don't respect me as a separate person right people have with older brothers with sisters with fathers you don't respect me I am forever the baby working for you and the company I always have to live off the honey and the milk flowing from your talents this is a lot of cause of frustration you don't respect me you don't give me my space either either you detach yourself from me because you can't deal with respecting me or you control me but there's nothing in the middle so you ever academic couldn't and it could the Miss teenage rebellion could the mistrial hood in childhood when your mom is an infant you don't even distinguish diversity in childhood development is a state after your birth you don't even know the difference between you and I right there's no you and I that comes later but when you're a child you're still dependent then at some point usually you staff and when you 70 now happening on your five you're like who's five year olds already teenagers it's like I am my own man I am my own man so what are you doing you take the long with you take the men you take this shit'll admission but I say them nah too much bark anymore none of us anymore Thanksgiving is coming up in America Thanksgiving dinners is always a center of drama who's coming not coming is he going to be this she gonna be this the cranberry sauce gonna be all you were okay but but that cancer of the of the moussaka really there one there's a there's a point where there one they were all babies and they were all rooted in a source but then you become manifested into individuals the question is can you reach the third state and the third state is ticklin versus Toyo which is brewed in versus versus the couldn't but that symptom to get from a condom to Nikodim is dramatic because the difference between cohesiveness and separateness that's as much muscle is not just you get 10% you don't get anything of it in other words in this sphere that's what's called the heme iron you can't recognize the sphere in the codon and you can't see it traced back to the severan and I could them even though it comes from there because the metamorphoses are so powerful now of course the metaphor is inaccurate because when I have a lamb and what am I supposed to do with the omelette but the truth is it is accurate because there's a lot to do with Alam it al-amin has a personality Alam it is very interesting al-amin as a shape Alam it has a Demetria Lama has meaning comes toward limeade to teach mem has meaning Shin has meaning it has a personality up in the mist the membership as I say from is lost that's completely lost even though it's really there why because when I bring back the letters it's all there and then oh this was the Lama as a different moment what's the up types of Lyman's in the quicken its llamas and I couldn't it slim mich Mich a safe makes up a word it's a different updates like a piece of art you could focus on the detail he said ah it's part of an art there's a famous story round about five blind people who were given an elephant to touch you know the story right and everybody touch the elephant and everyone came at different conclusion this one touched the leg of the elephant and he said this is a tree this is the trunk of a tree right and this one touched the Tusk and he says it's a pipe and this everyone did this one touch the side of the elephant he said it's a wall it's a fortress and then somebody who was a blind says it's an elephant they weren't wrong they weren't wrong they were just experiencing it from their perception from their perception it was really that it just didn't have got the full picture which includes all the details that's the key difference between I couldn't and the cook he says ain't I raised a curse and if ever there was little I say come out that if Marshall The Gambia TAVR Kulik show you color issues yeah move at my penis are hoc Mizuki with my ABS monocoque media mashaykhina Menezes finish that could the nickel hurt him beloved her community in addition this is talking about the unity besides the fact and they're connected of course that here the column is called media here it's called naughty the love a media the gammas are Shia and to haggle over huge one human change some penises how possesses feathers come out and there you could say it's still one because there's no division now we come to your question or make Alma coin buried ain't saying borrow who ops my hula Milo Milo McGinnis according the oil itself is beyond academic e gamma could the Micra autumn did really Gabba hey he's not my turf in this right now but in other words a puddin is already some level of articulation of the tents various because you say there's a clean even though it's one message it's the way the age safe is expressed because beyond this we're not even dealing with expression we're not dealing with expression this is already expression next paragraph we he may have he he may Allah Muhammad could be more shreya sir Caleb we come now to the next step in the world of Nikodim in consciousness to the world of aquaeden there was the breaking of the vessels sri recycling this is an acronym or agitators the smashing the shattering of the vessels Shizu engine oil Amato you this is the concept discussed in key cerveja ariza at length known as a long hot oil any even most basic student of the any of the terminology of terrorism mister immediately dabble with the terms Alamut are you verses automatic on Severus ha Kahlan Olam haba khuddam a llama accordin alum hub rudin and so forth but here he's out not just to you know quote the terms but to give the have one of them to understand the soul of what's being conveyed obviously it's all symbolic language always breaking vessels it's all symbolic ideas conceptual concepts that are conveyed through graphic images in a llama I couldn't we learned that the ten lights of the series were occurred bound up completely unified in one Kaylie in one vests Nikodim is already the emergence of the tents virus from a state of transcendent consciousness to the point that there's no distinctiveness even between the ten let mr. Jose M it's one cohesive word now they emerge into ten lights contained by ten vessels which means really that there is ten ways to articulate this virus because there are ten different spirits so you need ten ways to articulate you have ten kala and what it means I'm a conceptual level this was our discussion to the previous year amiss it's not just you went from one to ten it's not an issue of quantity you added another nine that's not the fourth it's a different different creature I'm too hard beloved husband and to Hakim vallabhacharya idea and to maven vallabha vini idea to hesed guru Taveras nets are hide with a shame you dear and what that means conceptually here as we explained I'm not gonna get into that whole discussion just remind you that in a cordon there's no ten spirits there's in sight it's the same size being expressed in so many different ways but what's felt in the consciousness of the slitter is I'm expressing the inside we only one goal is your unit you don't call it a sphere right we call it ssj4 as how good noses hidden and the spirituality hidden means it's hidden physically hidden means it it was just hidden I cover the cup you don't see it in spiritual terms doesn't work that way relationships are based on inherent properties not circumstantial properties you put it here it's hid good news this means it's essentially hidden meaning it's not seen you can't see it because there's nothing to see because it's definition is not one that represents its own identity its definition is what I hate pizza for the GUI for the expression of the a knife and therefore Hoffman has said I really want even though they're so different because what's nearish what's felt does not the hokhmah it's not but acid what's felt is the ain't safe being expressed but as a result of a tremendous Simpson a tremendous restriction and as he said earlier in the parenthesis it comes to quite many some similar restrictions they called it simpson modern cabinets and somehow thickener various sim suman which is also a major term entire semester there is now the next stage called olam haneke Odom with the 10 spirits emerge as ten entities divine with all my divine entities divine energies yes when I say met whenever you say next in a synthesis it's never time never next means no conceptually it follows it but they both always remain they exist simultaneous some of it in our psyche is expressed in time that's true but it still exists the level that's there before you're born is there also after you're born you just may have a harder time accessing it it's always there there's an expression in ruthlessness knocking over in rouhani's is nice knocking over sometimes in dramas I finish that kanava huh it's not past it's right now I'm just giving a metaphor but that hopefully we can heal from in real ruffini's is not over it's not defined by time its presence if you touch ruin is it's not over in every yes we may access it in different times modes and ourselves but it's not operating in nothing limited to the union of his mom so an example for this would be when say for example celery simple one plus one equals two right and therefore two minus one equals one what came first what came second if you can't establish that one plus one equals two so you don't know what two is first you have to say two is one plus one now you could say if you take one away from two you're left with one so the second statement follows the first statement but does it follow it in time was there ever a time that one plus one equal two but two minus one did not equal one no they were always together so why do I say one after the other because in concept you can only appreciate number two after number one so we say the word after but after doesn't mean six o'clock seven o'clock Clark yeah that's in the Piratas at length white end off okay that's a whole separate so you could have been serious ain't Cates also ain't safe could express itself and in the pile the building blocks of our world are ten and that's why ten is de mr. Holland Ebenezer says ten is the complete number and generally ten Basara memores never Hamish um decided it should be ten if you wanted eleven that could have been eleven so sad implicit said o essa Marcos when you guys think this is differentiation in the coolant we still haven't reached not only to be brilliant yes yes right not not at all in the khuddam there was a crisis the crisis is here a second breaking of the vessels and this is called a lama tell you what behind all the fish all your doctrine is no goodness call a COS pretender be from a yachtsman the reason is because the problem was shouldn't say the problem because the reality was that it was nakulan and it could that comes from the word nicholas points in other words each one self-contained and because each one is self-contained therefore ultimately the vessels break and this is what gives it the name oil ama tell you which tire actually means chaos or confusion for our Atossa saw you of a volume of russia happen ASA in varrock Allah Kim mera heifers apnea my in Harare choices saw you in kiss me Ariza the point or the experience of telling the truth in the way says in madness rubber and beret shoes that I couldn't borrow her boner illumise Omaha Reva he built worlds and he destroyed them this is the pin of alum ha ha you where there was severe suck a lemn and here again we're not talking about a one-time experience we're talking about a perpetual concept and reality of Nikodim and its consequences now what does this mean that the cause in the could that each one was Colossus in epiphany ops my Swedish Aquila what it means is that in this state of nakulan Harry's were conflict arises and the reason conflict arises is because the you and the eye are not one anymore in the could why are the you and the eye not want anymore because we lost that wholesome cohesiveness that existed in the world of I couldn't in the world of Akutan Kozma hasn't been a good at if edits are completely one that's why they're in one clean why are they one because they are one eye they have different identities the different identities is only in the way of expression but it's not in its core because the up types of Hofmann I could them the up types of be enough has I couldn't miss watch me though the ain't safe because that's it's uptight that's its identity so therefore you and I are really one you're expressing truth through your personality I'm expressing truth through my personality you're expressing the infinite light in one way and I'm expressing the infinite light in another way so your light only enhances my light and my light only enhances your light speak about it in human psychological terms your success is my success and my success prompts your success that's a different type of perspective there's no concept of competition in a negative sense competitiveness where if you win I lose if you're number one there are authors who check every day every week the the bestseller list of books and as long as you're number two right you're praying that number one has is my Paolo next week so you can get number one cuz there can only be one number one the whole Olympic model is there's one winner to the rest there's one winner to the race comic Emporium in Kabal Arnett's ahem Hoyt every young tough is a sphere oh Hanukkah and Purim are Nessa Cana Kuznetsova wise Anakin Nessa because the Greeks were all about victory and they were brilliant they were about victory they created the concept of victory hammock is also about net sock but Chanukah is there nets are from the world of Akutan nets in the world of academic opposites that type of nets are the Greek type of matzah there's a Nets aware if you win I lose from me to win you have to lose we can't both win how could we win there's one person on the top that's a person who's compartmentalised and therefore my success is your downfall your downfall is my success one Accord of it we're dealing with very a very a divine world but everything trickles down into the lowest space of course always yes there are husbands that if their wife succeeds too much they get jealous and there are wives that are their husband succeeds too much they can't deal with it if you have any success outside of my own orbit I can't deal with it because somehow it threatens me it competes with me so that I could have is really the infinite broadness of understanding nobody could take away your light why could nobody take away your light because it's really an infinite light it's an insight light and the way it's expressed through Harkema is not expressed to test it so when I could emits felt so to speak in the most abstract transcendent way but the way we articulated if we're speaking in words of caelin and words a greater that's the model of I could now Nikodim is a very opposite definition Hashem wanted identity that's what he made me could emit reality could have stopped by accordin if I could it would be the end of his style is the end of the evolutionary process the world would have looked a certain way we would not we would not see each other as separate people everything would be minute minute would be nobody is very important there would be no border it's easily hook and it's one minutes not 2 minute I were so different we're not different we're not different we look different and we don't even look different you might think you look different I'd speaker once and he said I don't speak long it just seems that way it seems that way we're not really different and that's also what it means when you say it's beyond man beyond mahkum higher however year that what does it mean was is will be or or space misra might have dharam itself and it's all connected it's all integrated so you have in modern physics this with this words for it but there's also another concept and that is that the differences the nuances of reality even though they may be very different they're really one because they're each of ultimately expressing a oneness that is manifested through different mediums and it could be manifested in in infinite other mediums and it's still all the same the same ange life in a fight assertion we say in Kay London on Shabbos about the Sun the galaxies the Sun the Moon malanez if from a freak him noggin oz even Mahalo Island they're filled with radians they emit light the radiance fills the world it's beautiful and then we say smake emits a Samba Samba volume they are happy when they go out meaning the Sun comes out in the morning the sussan before him and they rejoice when they return so to speak when they set from our perspective and here you have a paradox do you love going to work or do you love coming home if you love one it's very hard to love the other if you love leaving the house for whatever reason you don't love coming home and if you hate leaving the house right so usually you don't love leaving the house smash him I mean so then you know yes you know one of the two specimens ace of accessibility the answer is Iceland Bahama Ritz own Konami they both feel that their duty in life is to do it so in Kona so if the Rutzen of my coin of my creators I should go out I go out if the Ruxin has now come back in its going it could it's the same thing because if my eye is just a conduit to fulfill its ancona so say some and volume is simply a technical difference now you want me in this sea or now you want me in this seer now you want me here now you want me here but it's a signal could this Mason would say someone goes what's felt is its own kind so if there's a conflict so then it's a questions say suppose cash knocked by him is not good luck I like my job I don't like my job if it's the could've read sign coin um so then the very eye is not caught up in the details of space limitation massive Irvine and the same is true in many other areas but that's the most unique Odom that drastically changes in the coudn't each sphere which ultimately will become the source of identity in the world it's the building blocks of the universe each one has a separate fort in other words it has a separate K it has a separate distinct vessel container it articulates itself in a particular way it's called Ana kuda I a minor kuda and you are your anaconda but remember that there's still infinite and therefore there's a clash of civilizations there's a clash of priorities so what happens Veera so Caitlin literally ahead and head collision because if I'm infinite and you're infinite and the definition of our eye is what not expression of a larger infinity but the definition of my eye is I the finishin of your eye is you so we're not one anymore so now when we meet - - Marisa Kaylin is a breaking of the vessels of the waves the clash between finite to infinity Julie yeah using something finite but he didn't lose it that broken all brokenness comes from this space yeah well soon see about the technically what happens with the tickle but the shriyak Elam is the concept that there was a breakdown and the reason there was a breakdown is because the extremism of individuality and it's real individuality it's not mitigated individuality it's not compromised individuality it's not diluted individuality it's infinite individuality so what happens here is ultimately there can't be coexistence the clash is too intense and all of the vessels break and what happens when the vessels break is the vessels have light so there's light of toyo everywhere in broken vessels so wherever you look in brokenness tis a lot a lot of light a lot of light because the calum have oil but they're broken they're fragmented part of it to a distant element of the harder that departs from shirasaka Allah but does the elemental area that can't departing Tristram the Kaylee captured at the Kaylee contains it but it's fragment and what does fragmentation mean fragmentation means there's no cohesiveness anymore so therefore you can't even identify the depth of the spark the depth of the spark that's what we learned in other mine martim about the secret of food why a person is dependent on food because really Toyo is higher than Tico it just went through a terrible trauma all the source of all trauma and brokenness in our world essentially spiritually is rooted in the sphere Sakhalin of tell you where the eye ultimately was broken because there's no recognition anymore of the oneness of humanity and even the oneness of you as a reflection of the insight that's good not that was the issue of fair circle what happens it brewed them as something fascinating what happens in brooded miss finiteness is introduced so it's a tremendous compromise legate the infinite splendor of kudamon even Nikodim because each sphere is oh so it's ten but finite and because more finite so therefore I respect my boundaries because I have boundaries and therefore I understand that you also have boundaries and it's a give-and-take I need you and you need me and therefore the passion is far less intense because it's not infinite anymore but there can be what's called a hope what we call cooperation which is a combination of towards co-operation we operate as close or what we call interdependence interdependence is not independent there is dependence we just dependent on somebody there's codependence okay that's another parsha you have independence you know I don't need you and then you have interdependence interdependence is a blessing interdependence means the ability does the awareness that ultimately I have something you don't have but you have something that I'll never have and therefore I need you and you need me and we have to complement each other and it's never mutually exclusive so there's an element of deep individuality there but there's also an element of understanding the boundaries of individual and therefore the need to give and the need to take so the reason that Bruton could operate in that fashion is because the intensity the infinity that existed in the couldn´t which is really much closer to a code in terms of power in terms of potency because Nikodim speaks the truth that God is ain't safe but it corrupts the truth in the sense that it applied the ain't safe to the individual ego imbued them that is lost that is lost in order to protect it from shirasaka koume you don't have that extremism that intensity that infinity that tell you has that Nikodim has that's the third step which is I Lamar Odom which means the world of in of integration ain't Rand Ayn Rand's no it's a heart it's a voyage it's a way it's a concept is among everyone is responding to the crisis of humanity to the pain of humanity how best to build a society and it's very complicated building societies building families building communities what what gives what takes that's why you have here the two due to the two radical models that we address this is the model of socialism versus the model of capitalism and in its extremes I'm not talking not in it and it's screams it represents I'm gonna say the word Lahav dill because I'm not gonna compare label of brown stain also known as Leon Trotsky mama style Omaha hood and certainly not the Russian militia Stalin but I'm explaining how things trickled down to consciousness they weren't about them economy he was a paranoid monster but but the philosophy that justified his monstrous actions was based on what on the concept that if you want peace in the world take away ownership don't allow individual reality to reign supreme see the world as its sibour see the world has really one cohesive support where there's no disparities beautiful love brilliant from the wreckage hover gone in Halawa the sector breakfast is a must Lakers between urban wanna be a Kiva about about Vict I see about breakfast has emerald what do we do by breakfast are ximen so three is say Navarre 10 you say in a vertical Akeno and then it basically goes up and up you have a hundred inner self changes a thousand in US exchanges and ten thousand people eating a soda there no such changes it always changes Allah is not a Lhasa is that it doesn't once you hit ten you say Alec a no even if you have 10,000 Jews eating together what's this far so much like this so the no kochava explains and he shows that in the whole shots they argue about this if a saber is basically a hair clip of you hidden it's basically nine you hidden plus one and whenever you have ten people it's powerful one person is powerful to is more nine is more and ten is like a critical mass that creates tremendous power like you know a company that has ten people a jump a jump 20 therefore is more and a thousand is more and when you have a company of ten thousand people a lot more is going on we have 10,000 Jews screaming Novartis Calacanis economist a lie there's a bigger on shock of Kalusha you have to say poor it's more going on which other says the other and that's that what is that when you hit nine ten you reach a transcendental point of oneness the knowing people now merge into one transcendent Macias of cohesiveness you add another ten thousand you didn't Adam II think you added ten thousand people but then the coulda of simmer of oneness it's a whole new identity that was great it's not ten people a minion is not ten people a minion is a neshama clawless because 10 Jews are 10 Spheeris because every Jew is an undeveloped so if you could bring 10 Jews in one room without screaming at each other dr. Davin right so what you created was you went back to Elam ha couldn't you went back so there add another thousand Spheeris you added numbers you didn't add to the oneness you can't add it you it's a different part that's the quantum leap that's why I was hesitant with your exception so you understand it's a whole different Mahalo because it's not it's not pirata many more it's a cloud you can't add to the cloud you can add more protein but they all merge into the same cloud that cloud was there you have to say different some are senators I offered Allah Adler rakia Schuster Abba mr. lisara why because their sister album is a world of multiplicity and once you hit a certain height there's no multiplicity anymore we should say your kid is Euler Adler kyun how I should say Yahoo this Euler Adler kiyah that's the vote a the word seaboard simple means a community seaboard this is a big thing by him these to my house to me he says that he writes a lot ompletely Bahamut Eric Allah the whole Turner they argue about this the whole Tyler if there's a bit serious we hid them lose their identity and they become something else they become a transcendent reality that's the clay it have a minion and therefore part of the Gemara brings the Mercosur shaman virus everyone are everyone said perfect I'm reading there's 10,000 rules you don't change the New Sun right by benching it's an argument because davon Inge you're connecting to something in heaven and beyond eating you're eating the question is if an eating you can experience that same oneness which which right and for eating so by definition you're dealing with a fragment the whole idea of to feel is how lost sublimation but an eating is the other way around it's about earthiness can you connect to that space I just want to say we would we have immediately started to have a minion here at 7:45 just you should know that's what I'm gonna stop we have a minion here in this room 7:44 there's a meaning that starts also upstairs in a few minutes but not upstairs in the tent Nintendo okay so now it's so in an extreme fashion you have one model of society which says we're all one and therefore even though we each contribute you know as in the kibbutz model so to speak the socialist model ultimately what is yours is mine what is mine is yours you get what you need I get what I need hopefully if there's no distribution that is fear and it's honest but the concept is that you don't own and then there's the capital I love the capitalistic ideal which is what on the contrary it's all about the individual it's all about the I what is the challenge in each one and here we have to understand this in order to appreciate through the the challenge in the code them is very clear it's what free societies in an extreme create and that is family structures structures that demands sacrifice get compromised it's hard for people to stay married it's hard for people to have loyalty it's hard for people to make sacrifices because the definition of capitalism is it so if you meet my needs fine the moment you don't meet my needs bye-bye the whole mahalo from Oshawa is one that my individuality reigns supreme the world if I could them in political system completely denies that completely denies that not only there's a foster loyalty it doesn't acknowledge that there's anything but loyalty you don't because this innocent independent your whole purpose is to create it simpler we all know there's different types of communities some communities are built on this model you don't exist as long as you are part Siddhartha's off you are part of this that is your value and therefore the moment you flex your muscles what are you what's the word okay and there's a reason for it now for a person there's a reason because it only doesn't only force to Lord it fosters a certain lifestyle it's all about commitment dedication you're part of something you build your building you're always here to build somebody else to bring in firms as a rabbi once told me my objective as a rabbi in this community is three things i hatch them I match them and I dispatch them and we move on that's what we do that's what we do and as long as it's going the cycle is going and you move you move next you marry off kids ain't a clock you could move on a new dirt right and there is something powerful to it the world of Nikodim is a backlash against this world no there's something called AI and it's not about you it's about me and when you take that to an extreme it has its consequences it has its consequences but what's the challenge of Akutan the challenge of a khuddam is that God didn't want things to stop by a couldn't he could have stopped it by a good there is something called AI there's something called the individual it exists and when you deny that when you cross that what are you doing you're denying a certain truth of our existence so the question is cannot could Amanda could them ever gain solemn bias that's the Schuyler there's a Maile Nikodim there's a kaval the Camille in the could've but each one ultimately was not the taxes of the breed in the khuddam the historian is the h is so extreme that is Ashley dresser Kayla but in I couldn't and I couldn't as no his sovereign I couldn't miss I couldn't when we're applying Anna couldn't I couldn't to life or the political systems or the building of of society and so forth we couldn't make believe that we're one we're not we're not we're just not I got my stuff and you got your stuff is it a curse no that's the question is it a curse now of course you undo it's part of qivana Sabri yeah I'm exactly and when you try to recreate it do the truth there there's a truth there the truth and I could them is that it speaks to a part of a person that really has a space in which there is a space in which were one limb ish but I say we come from one mother we come from one womb we come from one ain't safe and therefore one of the deepest pleasures a person can have in life is now it's hard for somebody who grew up in a stifled community to appreciate this because they always try to run away but somebody who didn't one of the greatest pleasures in life is when you feel cosmic oneness people who engage in mindfulness and other things know there's a description where you feel one with the world that's feeling is exhilarating like you you lose the burden of having to exist independently you lose the burden of ego sometimes in a symphony in a musical experience the music is so powerful and people they surrender their ego they melt sometimes you have an intimate group of people who are very open with each other you know and in that process you don't feel ego anymore you don't have to protect yourself ultimately like to identity say to each other there's a very powerful moment in that when it comes from a space of enlightenment not from a space of of repression that's the thrill the thrill of oneness and then there's going back to to individuality and then there's the yearning to go out of individuality to feel the oneness which represents I could so now we have the third step where he says for Africa Olam haba Rudin who Allah Marty kaan Shahnaz oh the penis part soutien here they become organisms structures shal'alu shalom yerushalayim above maximum there's never any more huffman it's on that's why if you ever see pictures and Kabbalistic works the Spheeris in britain changed pictures in the code emits point by point by point by point and brewed them it's always a sit on the right who are on the left if Aris in the center it's like a structure of an organism because each one is in a relationship with the other but it's literally like a living organism you can isolate your right arm from your left arm your heart from your brain your liver your pancreas etc it is a scholars EMT Akula gum can McCulloch Cespedes Hoffman should also include the others but it's not like I could them anymore it's a different type the niccola parts of ABBA and Kabbalah it's called the structure of above the structure of the Father the hakama structure behind parts of Zhou parts of is a ramp and this is a metaphor for the six minutes shaker epicness emitters cool on how you clone them yo the gamma moistened the above the mMmmm all the minutes are integrated and they even have array of the father and mother via days and Miley is say the middle cleanest and it could ensure you're not call it cleaner before now my cousin Nevada twirl Avada this is AG evolve the Camille over and it couldn't cuz and it could them everyone was a lone wolf I will be thickened or I should say alone me Tahoe be ticklish penises scandalous miss Cobras and he comes back to his metaphor Kamiya that if Marshall Hebrew Asian if we do Lea Smith starving a cutlet havens imagine when all the letters went into fragmentation and now you bring them back together and what happens and you have a word that comes out of it you see suddenly that it's one word oh so now you're gonna ask a question though this is I couldn't this is no Macomber come Enza come my penis I could that's not it's not anymore I couldn't so how you cool and over a fat mama cha-cha here at Berkeley as in a code them they were all one to the point that it's one CLE ma che could be blue them call Swedish Laclede with my ABS my Bruton is similar tender could them in the sense every sphere has its own vessel it's ten it's not one it's not like I could them reaction is Gamelin mica versus versus it's just they appreciate that you needed an integration that is given to you from the other sphere and that's our different model then I couldn't and I couldn't you didn't have the birth of individuality you had only one us in blue Rudin there is individuality with deep appreciation that my I to really be able to be fully alive your eye is indispensable to my eye that's a whole different definition this is already an integration of cohesiveness within the visuality that's the hitters that happens in the reality of Bruton was called the oil on a ticker omake Alma coin alley day his scholars ooh which one is a higher state of consciousness you might assume and it couldn't because Nikodim is still infinite imbrue didn't you become a finite being and that's why you create a room for somebody else he says but the truth is I they his scholars ooh through this integration Mayer behan how RL Y anima in Southborough you actually experience the higher light of the ain't safe he attained save Peru who here is a line healing saber of whom may even instead of kaboom approaches impervious catalyst true infinity will only connect in a place where there is synthesis and integration and unity Camila Matta its exists in the physical world za Harouna cave a Barham Valley days abaya verifies voracious it says but salam alikum hashem makes Adam and hava suffer in a cave a Boram via verify some so it's not stomped tooth details he created male and female and He blessed them no the only way he could bless them is when male and female became one because male and female are the paradigms of contrasts sucker and a cave are our conscious everything in the world is operated by the male-female contrast of genders the whole botanic Kingdom the whole tree life plant life male-female of course animal kingdom and of course human race soccer and akava exists already on the highest echelons of existence male and female and then it trickles down to the concept of male and female here and when we say male we would not only throw my male female in every person is male and male in a male and a female but it's the concept and only when czarina kaiba come together which demands always compromise sensitivity mitigation negotiations always write a professor of English once asked his students what's the difference in the English language between an engagement and a battle so one of the students said one is before the wedding one is after the web whenever you're engaging you're engaging the opposite or the one who's different if you don't compromise your Sakhalin so there are marriages that look like I love my tell you exactly what they look like you walk into the kitchen the kalyan break I mean quite physically sure suck a lemn the calebrek the pots break and the pans break hopefully not over your head but they break in the sink sharira Sakhalin right in the world of brooding everyone is mitigated you realize your finiteness you realize your smallness you realize it's another vantage point so if we have to create space for it so the higher you're living a much more limited life in the world of Nikodim you're a bohemian you're you're uninhibited that's the beauty of it the kiddush here is that the age so if you can access only imbrue because it's reminiscent of a goodness it's the way I could them as articulated in a world of individuality in other words it's not really mitigation it looks like mitigation it's really infinity little of I could that's the finish the kiddush is when you to put it to put it in these words I think when you become finite you can become infinite if you remain infinite you will actually remain finite when you become finite you can access infinity because infinity can only be accessed with labour and it's catalyst why because one of the great messages of this alignment because the truth of infinity is never defined by one by one Mahalo so therefore infinity always integrates infinitely always unites because infinity includes everything therefore what I think I'm infinite by definition I'm stripping myself from the gift of infinity when I could really discover my finiteness and therefore create space for you then I can access real infinity because infinity rests infinity is accessed in the space that we create for each other with the skin arrest in the space between the Krewe of them me bein a a proven the male and a female the space that one croove makes for the other growth that's where the insight comes in because how is ain't safe accessed in a world of fragmentation in a world of particularity z' in a world of parochialism in a world of eye how is ain't safe access we can't operate on the ain't safe how is it accessed in a conscious on a conscious level so some of us strip ourselves once in a while from ego you become one with that space and marriages also have that but how do you operate on a daily level on that space the only one way by finiteness acknowledging its limits essentially what that is it's not a compromise of self it's an elevation of self to the self of i coudn't and that the self of I could them you and I are really wanted sucker in a cave a Barham value for Eliza and that's what he says here let's finish this line come I bet city of asara I gave the muscle of a minion not coincidentally come I bet Syria if I sardar aluminum dover shall be kedusha that colbert saw the shinta shia my shaking him whole a low how you ain't lost article after birth announcement this is something we take for granted ten Jews come together in a Cadiz shirt when I read so borrow a shaman virus we do it so often it just becomes a boring experience but understand what happens if you say your cell work as I said I'm very it's a brothel of Attalla you say Kaddish on your own it's a brothel of a tongue you say I'm a nation we got business at Terry Barton over it's a brothel you saying that shams name live at all it's an issue ten Jews come together suddenly you say it what is it what happens is that there is an energy of the divine of infinity that can dwell when ten people came together you send one of them out of the show you can't have it anymore now you can have ten nine motion of a nose you can have nine motion of a nose we don't have it and then you have one motion of a know and nine simple peasants and they could say borrow if you have nine Marcia's ran out loud oh except Ella but this is the Verte the Vorta is that it said the unity of the ten people which represents the ten Spheeris and therefore it's a recreation of a good that that's why it's dead not 11 it's not mine it's ten people recreates a representation of each sphere and they're together in one room even if they take it for granted God is here and now when I say Bartles and I read it it's a serious thing the kedusha enters into the space of their psyche where the consciously or unconsciously because in glued them you could once again access the ain't safe even though it's in a different way that it's in a coma the five lines from the bottom page 20 the second column when ten juice meets when temperatures come together well Tanya said you could say a dovish of the kedusha the gomorrah says his son had recalled by sergeant acharya za Karuna cave of baram via de Zavala verify some it's in the plate spaces that we create for each other it's in the integration of the individuals creating synthesis integration cooperation where the infinity so manifested in the world of our rhythm that can compromise and broken in the world of Nikodim emerges even though in brooding there is a finiteness a lack of intensity that is of course a much lower state in some levels in the world of of brooded so he continues gazelle holiday shame ma am mayor by element echo the tickled which has his scholars which has established which is reminiscent of a coudn't it's not like I couldn't because there's a lot of individuality there are ten vessels but it's reminiscent in the sense that it was a certain unity comes from the name of meme' hay which shines which has manifest shines which is present it's available in the world of tickle now he's gonna say here a few words about shame mile which is really a whole suitable from a yachtsman I'm just gonna mention one thing for Pierre Jean Miller's youth cave of kaizar Shems named you Dan hey involve and hey which is 26 your day is 15 involve hey is 11 15 and 11 is 26 but that's when you have the letters UN and hey involve na what when you write them out you write it out fully you'd is you'd you'd love dalit hey hey Aleph love love love our love hey hey Alice do that and you'll find 45 you devolve darlin hey Oliver Oliver hey Oliver's body funny this is known as shame my cave of gain spelled out you are another three ways of spelling out you to cave of K because a hay can be spelled as hey Aleph hey hey and hey yud love can also be spelled as evolved Oliver vah vah vah viewed Vols as a result of various spellings are another three names in Cibola known as shame bond shame sag and shame off so we have 45 52 63 72 here we're addressing Shaima each one represents something in a llama tickle Shane Myers associated with Bruton sure sure sure love my llama krishna couldn't shaima's rooted in a space that's higher than I couldn't qihoo shame Martha Adam Kadmon because this is the shame of Adam Kamali which captures the general light aldera canal bakudan similar to Akutan alkane me men new name charity code shaggy and NASA has scholars be brutal so it's the map that allows then imbued them there should be a sense of unison and integration bahai new what's the connection - shaimaa so in Kabbalah it says Shaima is in oil emoticons and now he explains Kedah Rico he shame Malvinas bittleman lotion vanassa no ma the jewish people attack my Sidibe no and parsons beshallach moisture says vanassa no ma ke sully no Elena what are we but not gonna like I not know what are we kiss Allah no Elena what does he mean don't look at me and Erin as dictators as tyrants who are trying to control your lives and there's a power struggle here and the question is who's going to win Moises has trust me I'm not in this job because I love to control people but lately not who I am then ask a new ma what are we ma is ma right call Kemal Wilmer what it's the question of what the question of what sounds like a simple question but it's really the deepest question the question that people stop asking at a certain age because you don't have to ask what you already know everything so what is really the question that comes from profound humility I'm not I'm not ask you to explain yourself I'm just saying what like just tell me everything let's start over again I'm ready to reinvent myself in ma means I'm asking what what it's not a specific question I didn't understand I have a real a book that's already inserting my opinions but national mais I'm an open vessel and that's what my she was saying about himself I'm a conduit dessert I don't I'm not this is not an ego thing here I'm a conduit and because I'm a conduit I'm a never - I'm this is not about my power at all so therefore it could be the most powerful person but also the most humble person because all of his power was not coming because of his own power and the need for it it was coming because of his selflessness his power came from his selflessness his sense of self was so powerful because he was so powerless the most powerful people are the most powerless people tomorrow says a melon even Chikara souvenirs I could from wearing bras every Jewish minister you say barakaatuh Hashem once more and then till the end of an era your zoic if you stand straight at the end there's Minister again your Correia hemella a king if he's dominating ensure they've done with our melaleucas davening ensure well there was no shui master then but if a melody stronger governing with the shrine astra cubed Shikari the moment he goes borrow aha he stays down all's - you want to whack him over his head it's a good time it's fascinating you have the king he's obviously in mizerock everyone is straight then he's down some fella the answer is exactly because power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely power of a monarch is very dangerous which is why we cherish democracy and then we'll see what happens on Tuesday but but monarchy is is fraught with problems I mean we're thankful for democracy with all of its problems or a hit with all of its issues with all of its failures because most Kings don't deserve the title there either lunatics monsters are only talking about Caligula us I'm talking about even more civil Kings but the power gets to you to a place of insanity and even if you're a nice person there's no way that people could be immune to this so therefore the mellah he has to be down much more than everybody else because that's the only way he's suitable for the position that's moisture but not a new mop since Tikhon has that ma the ability to say what therefore I can create real space for you I am not busy defending myself or criticizing you I can actually create space for you without the need for impose to squash too crush that's the ability the uniqueness of mom where is ma rooted in its rooted higher than the couldn't it's rooted even higher than I could then what he calls here shame mad the other movement which other madmen in a sentence because it's not I know you want to know about Ogden Codman we'll get to it based on one day but has to always be bordered in a show you need a lot of Boyer plus yeah of us nish other than Codman means primordial man which basically means an energy that has the blueprint of all of existence in other common just like an architect makes a blueprint for a house and every good architect I'm talking about and every nook and cranny every detail and nuance in the house you could find in the blueprint if he's a good architect is not an akuna that's not there it's not fleshed out in its real size it's not a house it's a blueprint it's a piece of paper but in the blueprint you have everything but you have it another Wow and then it's fleshed out so there's a concept known as adam kadmon which is the primordial atom which basically is the atom that is the blueprint for everything that will develop in existence on every level so that's even procedure couldn't there's shame ad hoc that's what he says it's similar to I could the malecón house are there some outlets Oracle all equals an era Chloe the oil Chloe that Shane MA is made in tickle again I'm not getting into the specifics of what Shane well I hear is and shame are vaak I just wanted to give P Rochon Millis to the words but they I scour licentious mad must have bit to more in in Southborough all integration real integration always comes from a sense of alignment a sense of surrender to the infinity and infinity always means that is more to the picture than my own identity the Lehane I they shame on NASA gum can i scowl as best as fit as the field since Shaima represents middle wanaka no ma and little to the aid ciphers what allows integration so that's why in tick one you have the integration that you don't have in tall you you don't have in my outer you've on this one now give us understanding to essentially what we began mother bit if Aris Berkeley gum kanuma penis shame Avaya my shangkun behave Michaela McKesson for the beginning of the my mer started off with the durha flog and then he continued to say that the result tells us that Hashem has seven names we know and halacha semi seven names right you remember you have kale and you have a lick him and you have youth cave of K and you have to suffer quois and you have sinned Allah dude and you have eka and you have Abner I love dollar new news and they represent the seven seven spirits facet through Malthus Kahless I said le Kim is Gomorrah you'd cave of K is to Ferris net solenoid you have smoked oysters now the good Abner is mouth us add the audio in a leader mouth was a master comes the reason and the remark is revered a remark and said in the beginning you have to understand something when we said que las casas and Allah Kim is Guara and Nevada Ferris it doesn't mean that the seven names are seven different customers from seven different realities it's one God in other words the owner is the same the owner is the same by all of them the owner of kalle Kim it's always a similar so what's the difference the difference of the name is just the Kayle the vessel through which started there is identical the vessel is different with one exception you take off you cave of K we say is - Ferris what do you mean you cave of case the Ferris Devorah is also you'd cave of K you just said that the owner in all of them is Shaima via the difference is only the calum so Cassatt so when you say kale you said Kayla's castle right you said that the Kim is Gura you'd give of case to Ferris but you just told me that all of these names of a sham it's one acute cave of K it's just the Kayla is different so why is the fair is called utica of cake wasn't affair is the Cayley and the Oilers sent the Kayleigh and the owner is the same meaning its youth gave Africa whatever but let's say Devorah for it's different the oiler is you'd cave of K and the Kayleigh is Ella Kim right Malthus the oil is it gave off gay and the Kayleigh is Abner then you'd cave of K the two are the same what does this even mean what does this mean again it's this is code riddle language so generally a person here is this you know okay why don't you bring on some more some more such symbols so the expression is its its secrets its secrets we don't talk about the sequence but his objective was to try to apply it so they explained now we'll understand what this means by T that is the kailia same Avaya mashenka became the castle Buddha why he may eat rice Carlos a massive automatic you know they carve on social primitive edits mido special yeah although tikkun has all the tents various the secret integration lay always interferes you didn't have him say the middle column this is the mid of yakima slay mode our von doom REM suction mucosal Emma both Lucia Baba's the most perfected model of the three of us gases were at the ferris Yuri chef al Holland the dweller of tense meaning she macabre tennis lesson of girl he synthesizes the two tenets of Castle Engvall full of hey me a clean him should cleanest I could him to couldn't move read the whole story with the Sheep I could include the memorandum is Jakob story because when he was doing there with the Sheep as he was accessing these three were universes meaning sure him should put in a sock Macrinus I could them Gandhi Brenda migration Maldives catalyst Yaakov his ability was to access I could them even in brewed him how through Tavares Shaima there should be integration for la gente Farah snicker ice MS bizarre mesh party later Tavares is called ms which is the coven sorry which is ma which is his scholars why of nation macabre vases scowler you am in distress and the villain negative is a loser fastened and who are natural opponents Tavares synthesizes and makes integration that's why it's a mess he may we 7th Avenue barakaatuh Shambhala caramel is ago gamma K legado Hagee Bavarian IRA her girdle is casted Hagee bird is guru Tina's hustling for van hoy de pinna Stephanus reacts by toys first off that's why he deserve off should've been a god o vagabond or Haggadah lucky brainer because of a Venetian ameesha come shackle Univ of always represents a flow of energy from a higher space to a lower space as the form of off because this axis is something that girdle and giver don't access what is it shy days at NASA high scalos tiff eros naira brings in something that's higher it comes from a khuddam which Nikodim doesn't have and therefore it creates integration ok in yin are now that taken by scholars are they I'm shackled Shaima the hand be active nem are man Norah Hamacher Massa when Yakov wakes up he uses the word MA and uses the word naira the Zelda Berkeley atef Edison mayor shame Avaya show her aura Doyle of analysis rabbit hill in the castle Devorah in the vessel of to fetes you have Avaya which you don't have in the vessels of Hazzard angora those vessels yeah became Cale smoker is eka behind nukid a shame our volumes of criticize Cowell associate cause of Xavier Koch my saw similar K no hashem echad word is hashem you'd give off there's always a there's always integration and therefore int if eros which represents complete integration the Kaylie is also youth gave off K not only not only not only the I let me explain a little bit what the Ballentine is teaching us there for this we have to understand what if Eris's you want to know what apheresis what's the connection of noise anti Ferris McCoy do you say no your means yira right yeah Munira hamako masa so Tavares literally comes from the word what's the word - Ferris right now do you how would you translate in English Damaris splendor splendor ah hey exactly pee huh Bashar I sigh it's its glory its beauty its splendor the concept of you say this is a shame all the tavares right a shame with the helo it's if Aris it's full of full of beauty here we have a very deep meditation I would say on what beauty is what's difference what's beauty defend us as we see her something that none of the other mendes have even in tickle the Ferris has something that is unique and that's why in other ones there is a disparity somewhat between the light and the vessel in Taveras we say the light and the vessel are completely one the vessel is also you to have of Kate and that's why it's expressed as Taveras what is this youth cave of K that's being expressed hashem echad which is really a khuddam Shaima you'd give off case 45 ma that comes out in Taccone but especially it comes out in Tavares that's what comes out in ya Cubs life Yaakov is the great synthesizer his life has the greatest extremes he is the man who navigates through all types of extremes and emerges Yosef takes it even to the next level Ayla told us yak of Yosef Yakov is differ as Joseph is your sight cough him sigh all the middle column in the tree of the Spheeris which exists in brood of not in Nikodim Anna couldn't there's no tree in academics dots in brood emits an organism apart so if it's like a body is given hake you'll have always come on the right been on the right for the center that's it on the right were on the left if air is in the center and that's look on the right height on the left is lloyd in the center mouth closes below it detached it's already a different concept so you have Gotham saw is das Taveras and you cite Gotham say the middle column which always represents integration synthesis between the right and the left it's different personalities you have personalities that are right oriented extroverted left oriented introverted left is always introverted right is projection extroverted TIF eros is not about extroverted or introverted it's a different reality because between extroverted and introverted it's a hard balance some people love being with people they become alive at Bar Mitzvahs they become alive at the condition when you put them alone in a room they turn into pumpkins other people you put them between people they turn into pumpkins you give them solitary confinement and they come to life they have to clear some ways they're creative they think they're interesting right they have to meet somebody or this they already almost to call the heavy condition emotionally it's very problematic it's it's a clash are you out there or are you in here of roaming you took what opposite personalities TIF eros is not Casa de nada cavora it's not a little bit of both you see from here the ferris is not you know a compromise and a little bit still fiddled at the little bat the little death do you say about one of the Israeli Prime Minister's that he was spineless and he couldn't say anything he couldn't say anything decisive they once asked them do you like tea or coffee says half T half coffee Taveras has not shot half T half coffee it's a different creature the Gemara says koi is in this case saya Myshkin bahama it's a different creature it has elements of this in elements it's a different creature what's discrete it's called Taveras it's the middle of Yaakov what is it what is it so here he says it's the ain't safe it's Gemma fire the Kayleigh is a fire what does this mean the Kayleigh is a Phi and other ones a Kayleigh is not a funny so I'm going to explain it based on the ball tiny speaks about this in quite a few places and the other rivers of Chabad explain it also length in there my Mari mahasiddhas so I'm gonna bring at one point that they make it's a very subtle and a very profound point what is beauty class ed we call love giving yes it kindness everyone understands what that means on some level Laura we could also understand strength sternness discipline boundaries firmness penalties with us have been medicine which is not bad sometimes it's crucial that's it's vital it's it's helpful right huh it could be could be bad of course you have a sieve and you have you took and one is conditional one is not kedusha but the concept is strength firmness quid-pro-quo be the connective need etc has said this much more tolerant you see the good and everything what's this creature cooked if air is beauty but suddenly the names change wrestling we're are obvious emotions I'm attracted to you I'm I reject you I love you I'm having issues with you I want to be close to you I need borders with you we understand that some of these borders are very healthy they're very good but it's a time of withdrawal so time withdrawal sometimes he given to your child sometimes you have to say no sometimes you say yes and sometimes you say no and if you don't know how to say no as the experts say you also don't know how to say yes because if the only reason you say yes is because you don't know how to say no so then you're not saying yes you just don't know how to say no but if you know how to say no then when you say yes yes say yes because the no is another okay I hope that made sense of course of course as you give when you shouldn't be giving you give in when you shouldn't be giving in you you tolerate things that should not be tolerated you tolerate injustice you tolerate bigotry you tolerate criminal activity you tolerate abusive behavior in the name of Hasset that's not good that's very bad you spoil somebody in a way that they can't become a human being and so forth so what's this concept called Affairs and how does it become number three and a beauty and yet Yaakov can't be the first if you don't have a Roman it's like you can't get the Yap if you first have to have the first tooth to get into notice because you can't really access to fairies you can't skip in interested in who are you need to first Yaakov could have been the first doesn't work that way it's the slimmest but Ashlyn most doesn't mean this is it lame-o's doesn't mean slam must means it's up everything as a process in this process it represents something special there's my listen Tessa does Milo singular so for this we have to understand a little bit what beauty is so we all know the lovely expressions beauties in the eyes of the beholder I'll come Varia and Litvak a fer gonna argue if if falafel is as good or horrible an argue even ill ice cream or chocolate ice cream ok shine beauty what's beautiful yeah you think this is beautiful and I think it's it's as ugly as the devil shine the good morning service yep a shaman says kalakashi miss ELISA scowl Innova casue them dummies is what if not what if it's not a Colin I'm bacillus says yeah when your friend your wife goes and buy something when I show can you think it's horrible don't say it say it's beautiful it's Navajo soda sure don't say it how do you touch my cell ok I mean we discussed the ones bar it says what's the of it silicates of maroc then we learnt look at the Turner so what is there something called bu d what what you look at this you say wow this is a beautiful body this is a beautiful painting this is a beautiful house it's a beautiful face yeah it's a beautiful safer a beautiful table a beautiful stand I don't mean this tape it's also beautiful but there's levels what what is different up types the beauty is dear a gender a hug daughter to beauty in other words there's no hug a daughter but the ballot Anya did give a gala but what time you gave a hug the door at the beauty the haka daughter was that there's no haka daughter you'll hear in a moment but there's a hug the doorman there's a hug the door into beauty and the reason he wants to give out the director beauty is personally able to understand the rhythm beat and beauty represents what really makes something beautiful what makes something see often says a lotion that tea Farris doesn't come from one color every artist knows you don't just take one color one pigment then you make a painting it's the combination of many colors which is white if eros is the thin synthesis of castling for all beauty comes from synthesis he's gonna say so if Aris comes from this scholar loose one color is not as beautiful a few colors together as they converge the symmetrical quality different components converging together make something beautiful music music an instrument is beautiful but when you have a symphony right you ever saw 600 instruments 600 musicians playing together there's a resonance that can melt your heart if they know what they're doing of course it's a different level this is TIFF eros - eros yes it is not beautiful it's powerful but not beautiful Gura is not beautiful it's powerful but not beautiful - Ferris is beautiful why because it combines two opposite colors red and blue in other words guru which is red and lesson which is usually blue or sometimes white usually blue it combines the colors that create art and we see this things that are beautiful is when the artist the Builder the architect the creator what's called a beautiful paragraph you never read today sometimes in our literature people don't care anymore about grammar eloquence definitions you read an article you say this was beautifully written you read a book and you say this is a classic you listen to a speech she states that what makes it so this de Poisson but I'm talking now about the words if a person keeps on repeating the same adjectives the same words now it's the ability art is the ability to bring together different expressions different words and they converge to create a sentence a paragraph a chapter a book on si a speech and you can sense beauty in it ah complexity but not complexity in and of itself rather the synthesis of various distinct forces that's step one but really it goes one step deeper and that is Bhavik Tania says beauty is whenever there is little humor a lot Sora whenever this bit AHA heimer a lot surah the brute superficial reality yields to the inner soul of the reality you look at it and you say beautiful I'll give a very simple example take a table what makes one table beautiful and another table not beautiful so you'll say well the type of woods type of moldings the type of designs okay so if this table let's imagine it's mahogany cedar with moldings and designs right whatever it is a cheer a beautiful chair a beautiful body even a beautiful physique you fato yarn via fave my rear that's the commercial finishes what is it what is it that makes that why do I say beautiful the answer is LP sight everything in the world has a climber and has a surah climber is the physical reality or the brute reality Sura is the purpose the function the meaning the objective when you look at somebody at something you could see the climber climber is just the brute reality what it is surah is the story it tells the story it wants to tell what's the meaning of it what's the purpose what was in the mind of the person who created it what is its objective what is its goal the naamam says true as always did a sum of something the content the inner design the inner purpose but surah also means the form of it when the form of something conveys its functionality it elevates the object from brute physicality into something that points to the spiritual to the transcendent a cheer that is designed in a way that brings out what a cheer is that is the climber yields to the surah the climber says I'm telling the story I'm bringing out a message when you have a body that's symmetrical and every limb every organ right is designed in a way that it captures the uniqueness of this organ the uniqueness of this limb both in terms of itself in terms of a face and also its symmetry with the other limbs and organs it tells the story of what a goof is a story of life a story of a healthy life of a powerful life of a soul that's fully alive in the body when you think about it when you think about it a great piece of art it could be a simple picture now you see every day but the artist brought out the full drama the full depth of the story it's not just canvas with with colors the greater artist is with the soul the soul that's in it then the summer that's in it it's that sewer that's in it and anything you say it's a beautiful home what makes a beautiful home you put a lot a lot of gold on the dining room table like some Jews like to do doesn't make it a beautiful home makes it I'm a sugar in the house it okay foolish what they call the golden but there has to be Havanna how fun it is it's a gift I raised it simmer this is a dining room what makes it really beautiful is the dining room comes out the living room comes out the bedroom comes on the same is even with a bed everything has Beauty the more its purposefulness is felt the more we experience beauty in something we don't we don't go through this attachment we say this is beautiful but the truth of the beauty is that the chimera is telling a story there's a vision there there's a poem that's being said there's a message that's being conveyed through this through through the design you're right it's the truck is very clear what its purpose is but what is its purpose its purpose is to schlep earth its purpose is climber you understand its purpose is climate but but even in the world of trucks we all know there are beautiful trucks the purpose of the diamond is that somebody much more abstract that's a unified it's the beautiful I got it it's a whole different level of imagination but I think some people agree I don't know maybe not in your world that some cars are gonna form they go crazy about them they go crazy about these cars it's a whole obsession it's an addiction it's a whole expertise about cars every car you could see what it does but there's the car that brings out the car now is this real beauty depends on which state of consciousness you are you know what what is what is it sort of what is your purpose that's the beholder that's the Baldr that's where the beholder is it's totally a coil of Fiamma Vice Rama's bias because TIFF Eris is the bittle of high Matsuura the bitl of brute matter the elevation of Brut Manor conveying something higher therefore it always the most beautiful things are things that include synthesis that bring together opposing objects and they converge into one as in a painting or in music or in a body a physique a beautiful and so forth why what's the havona Lahaina is a version of the ballot Anya that one color is not beautiful many colors is beautiful one voice is often not beautiful the choir of children singing suddenly has absconded Aiden yeah so I don't mean to ask some klutz Kasia but just rhetorically 0+0 doesn't equal 1 0 plus 0 equals 0 if one is not beautiful and two is not beautiful one isn't one beautiful so how together they become beautiful the percept of course is and this is the nuclear the very same his scholar Lowe's brings out another Nakota i am i and you are you two separate realities my ego is my ego your egos my ego how indeed can we both together create one piece of Arts how does the musician the violinist and the drummer who are very different types of people if you know drummers and you know violinists takes a certain guy to be a drummer think certain guy to be a pianist or play the cello and yet here they're working in complete synchronization so you'll say cuz they're both getting a paycheck Emmis with all my art artists let's understand the Huff on air how does it work what about a body the heart and the brain are very different they work complete unison and a healthy person so the vote is that each one appreciates the fact that it is what it is but there's also more to my story from my story to be completed I need your story like an a jigsaw puzzle each piece is indispensable to the puzzle but to create the full picture I need your piece and your piece has to be different than my piece if all the jigsaw puzzles look identical a picture won't be created if all the limbs and organs are identical we know what the body will look like we'll be able to function it's the diversity that allows for a bigger picture to emerge if we would be uniform if we would be thinking the same way dressing the same way operating the same way then nobody perhaps would be threatened or ex threatened but the bigger picture wouldn't be created my picture would replicated again and again and again and again my picture the larger picture I need different pieces and each piece is unique should they clash or not depends if they don't see the bigger picture they clash who are you to be so different than me this is what happens in so many a marriage because that's when two people are sitting on each other's head for 24 hours unless you run to the shear in the morning but stam you have a drum you know what it's gonna sound like well what happens here is if you don't see the bigger picture the reel will be conflict and conflict resolution that becomes an ego question I give you this I give you that you give me this you give me this we compromise so there's gonna be violence it shouldn't be exaggerated but that's not real this callus his scalice means I recognize there's a larger picture of which I am a part of there's a part of the picture that only I can I can convey through my jigsaw puzzle but there's a part of the picture that I cannot convince and I need you to compliment me just like you need me to compliment you and we need each other to compliment each other and then the larger picture was created the deepest bit too ephemeral at surah happens in integration because integration is all about the recognition that my voice is valuable but it only contains part of the truth together with your voice my instrument together with your engine with his instrument with his instruments and you get the full resonance of the Ballad of of the song of the symphony or whatever it is that the whole the full piece of art so the black the white the blue through head the yellow and the piece of art they're not conflicting even though they're very different colors of them are opposite colors why because they're all dedicated they surrender so to speak their personal ego to a larger truth when we look at that we say it's beautiful what made the symphony beautiful it's not many voices it's that for many voices to come together they all had to leave their individual ego and reach a state of transcendence we now reach the final beauty is associated with deep pleasure beauty in the soul of Fela Bala Tanya it's a soulful experience from what from going back to your source the source is a coudn't in a puddin there is no ego there is simple simple reality undefined reality because yes it is undefined and glorious on the front why are they undefined because they feel the ain't safe whenever you feel that in the world you say this is beautiful where do you see that in the world our world is based on fragmentation our world is not I could our world is based on you and I we're not one with the faith it's not one but whenever you see synthesis where is synthesis coming from synthesis is coming from the recognition that is a larger picture the way accordin is experienced in a fragmented world is through synthesis so this is how the undefined a scythe is manifested in our own space and whenever you get a sense of that you melt in beauty that is the experience of beauty the experience of beauty is that sense that marvel a sense of simplicity of oneness of cohesiveness will you feel a vision of the oneness of the world now this doesn't mean every time you see a beautiful table we start analyzing it this way obviously this is giving articulation to how the soul experiences beauty in other words you have a code in the way it's in the world of I couldn't I couldn't in the world of our code that means there's no self there's no self but how is ain't safe translated in the world of Bruton I can't say there's no self how is it translated you now it's translated it's translated in Shaolin bias it's translated in a symphony it can't be translated in our world by obliterating identity that's not true if you try to obliterate identity in this world you are deluge no that was the problem with socialism that's the problem of the dirt of luggable see they said let's go back to i coudn't it's a much better life and they right but they're delusional because they couldn't happened who could them happen it's not a fiction in other words God wanted identity there's no denying that and if you don't give that to people it's gonna come back to haunt you there was no system in the world not a religion out of politics were you suppressed individual thoughts and expression and it succeeded it can't succeed because diversity is not a tragedy diversity is sewn into the fabric of creation was that a nice sentence what made that sentence beautiful complexity because sown fabric creation diversity right then sewing usually doesn't work with diversity for sewing is what we used to do right very good that's Toy Fair on Shabbos that's amalaki so fabric fabric - is Malaysian Tavares Yosef is a POI circle Imus you can only interpret dreams if you know how to be toy fur because dreams are the subconscious okay place to this type for you placer and Joseph is the next level it's a ferris as you cite these see son so let's be miss a convenient so in other words how and hand in minor couldn't and that's why socialism really can't work why cuz first of all practically why because the person on the town has so much power that unless he's upside the gum without a yet Sahara he's gonna manipulate it right how you gonna guarantee that the one on top is making sure everything is really equal you know some animal whatever everybody's equal but some are more equal than others right or well ah if it's an elected person so what we're still gonna elect a person who's gonna be sounded car door or the sudeikis of the generation the grace America that's the big American sure so by the what do we have here we have a situation that even if you could find outside the government but it's another issue the issue is creativity is unleashed through individuality that's a divine truth it's not a human flaw so divine truth well the tiny believes that a during a flood is mistake was they wanted to deny that truth vanassa lah-nu shame which shame youth cave of K I couldn't Hashem I thought Hashem is the one who scatters them you would think God would want people to be together not scattered no you can't be together if you're not scattered first if you're togetherness is based on suppression you be in the same room that's not together that's coerced and I could them yeah there's no self there was no emergence of ego once there was an emergence of self you can't reclaim that world unless you're delusional so you could be a hippie for a few years and sit all night with your guitar and melt away in oneness and let's face it it's much more ghachok than going to work ah etc etc so these are very valuable human emotions we want to go back to oneness most artists most artists are very very complicated of course we don't like this really they convey a truth that we're not comfortable with but on the other hand it's not a sustainable truth how long can you sit in Woodstock a long time this is the whole new Quidditch this is we're trying to synthesize the Miglin Aniston the whole new code of brood them so is it a hopeless world is it just the world of capitalism no no no no we're do we experience I could and we experience I couldn't in his scandalous so when you see synthesis you're not looking at synthesis you know what you really see you see us you see ain't safe you see undefined reality and that creates when you see the undefined that fits because the soul is looking for the undefined we don't like to find reality really UCB people don't like to find reality it's very hard because the find reality is really a compromise of truth as truth is one a night more vada but could you live in that world so the way it's translated into our world is to his scalos when you see a scholars what you're really seeing is ain't safe manifested in a world of fragmentation where i and you see the bigger picture what's the bigger picture ain't safe and therefore i create space for you create space for me that's the second the secret of marriage that's the secret of the minion that's the whole concepts of the mela come back now to the vote in all the other names guevara is also ain't safe but what's the update on gloried updated Boris Guerra the updates of Gloria smooth updates of Casa discuss it what's the update of the Feres the updates of the pharisees integration beauty so therefore the Kayle of the Feres is also you tip of the articulated element of the res is also a condom it's also ancient it's also chitters that's why Yaakov is the one who who accesses I couldn't include him a brother this was the uniqueness of Yaakov that's why Matassa Schlemmer because from Casa Rivera you're not gonna have Beauty you will have fall out his small will have a fall out and and you'd smoke will have fall out Asaph Yaakov none of his children will become OTD this is basically the OTD story why not because Yaakov never gives up on any child why does Yaakov not give up on his child cost if Aris never excludes ever to Pharisee associates with ms/ms is Aleph meant tough truth pervades from the beginning the middle and the end the power of medicine emesis that it always could find the Nakota of ms in that space because it could find Anna couldn't of Emma's in that space it never gets stuck in its own identity whenever you get stuck I know it's late but I have to tell you a story that somebody sent me yesterday there was a year durable yak of nine men from something Petach Tikva he was a British receiver there to be active Naima never yeshiva it was a very Hasidic achiever and they told him that there's a boy who goes to the theaters that is Shiva going to the theater would be like I don't know something she was going to the theaters is almost part of say there but what but this is a personal intimate was aa look of a dishonor or worse they told him this boy's going to the state as he's going constantly so they came to him to tell him they should so he says show me the next tell me the next time he and he skips out of the dormitory let me know so they did and he gets into his car and he drives there to the theatre it was a winter night and a tiara and a black of Neyman was lurking behind wherever he was waiting for the boy arrives however he came out on how he came a taxi whenever he had the muscle is and he's about to go in and who's there the older rushes she bit of the act of - shows up it happens shocked that I got the love and there's nothing to say he's right there going into the VIP long that he's like you know he becomes you ever you ever caught by your principal remember the feeling when you're 14 years old 16 delivered right he's congealed he's frozen known to say you know my bub had died my out the bumper died there was a third world war Trump won whatever what is he gonna say sort of yeah Kiev Naima looks and they look at each other and he's expecting you know Rock'em diamond look sims's I don't understand it's winter how do you not wear a coat how do you come in without a coat you're gonna get a cold I don't understand you I'm looking here and I see my comment without a coat so you know what wherever you going you're going to enjoy yourself I'm giving you my coat take my coat I'm anyway on the way home I was just here for another reason I'm going in a taxi the way home you need a coat probably do whatever you want to do enjoy whenever you come home you she will just put the car in my office and he walks away he walks away the ye'd says he went to the theater and he's sitting at the theater he says above the mantle but Mouzone give a damn he said I couldn't even concentrate on the hitter like on your mommy takes up disco he says do you want to do but take a card over here to get cold and he says just know the mantle that cold brought me back to you this night what does this have what does this come from why can't people do this they say cuz I'm from how can I tolerate not from behavior yeah this comes either from cluelessness or from egotism I can't get out of my model you don't fit it I can't get into your head if you can get into somebody else's mind and what did he do he could have screamed that if he could have throw him out of Shiva he could have done that everybody does that every Shiva does that constantly right what did he do he went into the space of that child so you picked him up that's what emesis ms doesn't mean you compromise ms is you not stuck in your own ego in your own expectations of who your child is supposed to be you tune in to that reality it's a moment of synthesis msys synthesis whenever you have synthesis what do you have ain't safe when you have ain't so if you have undefined reality undefined reality when we sense undefined reality we sense beauty in the world even a beautiful table a beautiful picture what are you seeing you singing sighs the way it's translated and restricted in a picture but it's always that Nakota this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot a yeshiva 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