When the Divine Becomes "Something" - Likkutei Torah Pinchas "Tzav" #1

the yeshiva dotnet this mind mer this mind mare in Lakota Toyota of this sweet spaceship Ash's Pinterest you have it on page 154 yeah on the top salvage Benes sure all was said by the outer level by the ballot Anya Shabbos my version of tofu coops iron base the middle of the summer of the tough KO phayam bays which would be 1812 most people when they would write to my ma room in those days they wouldn't write dates that's why doesn't say dates but it's a macaque said that their grandson who he was very marketed on dates so he and when he quotes my mother me often writes the day that's all we know a lot of the dates of the my mother so in one of his writings he quotes this mind man he says bowdabra Maskull as Carboni Lakshmi tough cough iron base and somewhere else he writes tough koh phayam BAE's my version of a succubus a fat ass of a burglar which that covers our training TAS of an Arab oil but there he adds one more detail which makes this my a very special in one particular regard in the Washington that some exotic he says over there in the headline see'em I'll traders baladi the end of all the Toyotas of Lee Adi what he means by this is as follows the ballot Anya lived in a little town he was born there and he lived there for most of his life a little town called lyosha lyosha has a little little town in Belarus Russia Belarus at the border of Russia Lithuania who was called an white Russia today it's called Belarus he was arrested a few times after his second arrest he moved from the ocean and moved to another city not far from there called Lee Adi another little town Lee Adi and the Adi he lived towards the end of his life Napoleon declared war on Russia Napoleon Bonaparte declared war on Russia in July of 1812 I think it was you'd based Thomas so you'd gimel tom was tough tough iron Bay a tough tough iron Bay's 1812 the summer of 1812 crossed he crossed he crossed into governor which is Luthor Way Nia and he began his major attack on Russia was one of the biggest attacks in history of the world until that point six hundred thousand troops which in 1812 was unprecedented Napoleon was certain that he will be able to take Russia just like he took most of Europe it was a man who ruled over Europe and he didn't take it to consideration a few factors including something that Hitler also didn't take into consideration when he attacked Russia also in June 1941 and that's the Russian winter number one and also Russia never loses Russia only retreats so big in Russia you could fit in the whole continent of Europe and the whole continent of America and you still have plenty of space so in Russia it's very hard to win the Russians they just retreat they just go back and back enough so the Russians they have a certain character that comes out sometimes in war so Napoleon made a fatal mistake and this defeated not only is all army but ultimately he was destroyed as a result and that was the end the end of Napoleon valtor ever had very negative feelings towards Napoleon the whole mice is not for now but he had a very very serious negative feelings towards Napoleon and he said he will not remain under the same roof with Napoleon meaning he will not be in a city where Napoleon rules so when a Polian came into Russia and he heard about it so he decided he's going to leave liad be where he lived Lee oddly was on the route of Napoleon coming in because he came in from the West they came and Luther away near Belarus Russia and then he moved deeper and deeper into Russia until he took Moscow so the ballot Anya escaped when did he escape he escaped in the end of the month of of which was only two months a month and half after the war broke out he escaped from Lee Adi and his route went deep into Russian ultimately to the ukraine south ukraine he escaped mama SH in front of Napoleon's troops the Mythili rabbit his son after he passed away writes a whole letter exactly the journey of his father if you compare it to the maps of the war and how it went you see from the middle ear Eva's letter you could know exactly what happened in the war because they parallel each other he ran away right before the end of of before ll tough golf iron base 1812 and then he was on the run he was on a run for ll or a Shoshanna yom kippur asuka's and for the next few months and he ran deeper and deeper into Russia ultimately he ended up in southern East South Ukraine and the cause of the horrible winter the ballot Anya fell ill and he passed away the next winter Abdallah Davis cough-cough ing moe so that Sam ascetic is saying that this was basically the last Mimer that he said in Leo because at mr. Chavez Lavar come off and I ready after that he ran away in many ways this was the latter it's not the last my me ever said he said tired afterwards but this was the last moment that he said so to speak as a Reb settled in his own place with his own cousin because after that it was already everything was on the road there was much fewer people so in many ways you can even call it the last moment of the altar ever again it wasn't the last time he ever said he lived another few months and he said Terry did this Titus that he had we have in toyota's that he wrote but this was the last established settled Miami set on Shabbos to the island that came in a state of our cover relatively speaking this is in so many ways this has a lot of historic and spiritual significance because in some extent explosion is co-moderators baladi this is the end of all the Toyotas of the era of the ADI which really the era of Leo D was the most relatively speaking of the Bella Tanya's life who was the most calm era relatively speaking relative to the years before he had oh really was a huge island there were thousands and thousands of disciples the opposition of his opponents relaxed somewhat I mean not completely but it relaxed somewhat and the Olin was already huge it was much more menorahs enough relatively at more menorahs enough fish but ultimately he had to leave it he wasn't there many years he was then then he had to run away but he ran away because of Napoleon so this is the sea Amala traders baladi and it's an apostle contentious and it's a pasta that we say every day I'll produce poses a shot mr. Karos fr is he trying to give us a hymn to the English that I don't know that a normal could be list that I don't know now this pasta we say every day in the car bonus before showers and because we say carbonate um it's at least too many killers they say the Carbonite um at every day and when you open a cinder you remember the suit can read by Dabish a mimosa lamer Salvas Benes lava meratol lame speak to the jews and tell them ask our Bonnie my offering laughed me my bradley shy from my fire rare from the hyphy my smell my aroma Tishman you should preserve mahakal even my other offer it in its right time for Martell ahem Zell in Shattuck Revolution what is this fire what is this food that you should put on the fire for simulation of emotion I'm like Milo summit two sheep everyday as a carbon oiler every single day perpetually suck ever said philosopher Boyka we said covers of Shannon's husband our boy one ship in the morning one sheep in the afternoon and then he goes off to the meal offering the grave are serious a for sale is lamentable of a shaman custody saying he goes off to other details this is known as partial sight on with impartial spinsters did savoy the mitzvah to bring every day to sheep or sheep in the morning and a sheep in the afternoon as a carbon oiler known as the carbon Talmud which really became this source according to the Gemara at least one opinion for chakras and minister because chakras is a tamil in the morning and ministers that I'm gonna afternoon and this was done the first thing in the morning the first carbon was the car Muhammad in the morning in the last carbon was the car Muhammad in dusk in the afternoon following which there would be no more car bonus the opening and all car bonus was sandwiched in between the two today these are the sukham on which this minor focuses she says Lahav and playful based palm in Vermont to understand first of all the redundancy that it says twice VAR Marta the gum scenery lush besides that the F dos understand is shinny lush and the deviation the change in the lush so there's two details that he's addressing first of all it says twice VAR mark tell em it sees results it seems redundant to quote the full plastics you'll understand the question right a brush a memory lane salve Esben asrock command the Jewish people for a multi-layer and you should tell them okay that itself is a redundancy already could have said salvaged Bonet sir all and just say it missus Ava's been a raw via Mart our layer and tell them what should you tell them as car Barney laughs me leash identifies little active live in Maya died via Marta Lahan again the arm art you just said commanded Jews and tell them tell them one sentence tell them everything not one vomit and then a second of all Martha you start over whenever you see that in foolish the ears have to perk up because there's some messenger that's number one number two began machine wash and exhibit approval oopsie bizarre Kevin self at our solution hacia another change the beginning he says they'll issue a share Tocqueville Asha this is the carbon the fire that you should offer bring clothes in other words this action is called Tocqueville new so lady should say sack Evis effort package my boy Chris at that position attacker if not suddenly becomes tossa you could have said in the beginning also tossa there Jasha tassel or at the enttec revel in other words this action is first defined as tak Revo bringing clothes and later defined as tasks an action the gap a third Sheena that's the next one type eeveelution wrapping the tassel ocean yacht top three vu the plural tossed send is singular if you saying they should have screamed vocals you speaking to claw lessor all everybody so he says a canvas effort pass to vibe I care not one person toss to all of you know because this is a mitzvah at sea book not a mitzvah on one person the whole Crowley's throw had to do this they had representatives the people in the base something that the claimant did it for them but this was a midst want everybody to do everybody had to give money for this master sir circle as a taxes to pay for these sheep out they pay for the sheep every Jew gave taxes every year to pay for these offerings because these were public communal offerings whole carbon is simple so that's why it says dr. Wu so why lady doesn't say toss a sack ever says a pass through you speaking to are you addressing one or you're addressing everybody and even if you're addressing everybody you can address everybody as one clauser all is lost in your fat cloud you saw one but then say yes a canvasser is a genetic packet of lunchtime three questions number one Valmeyer - twice number two Tocqueville versus tossa number three Los Angeles versus Russian Robin for Union who the explanation and all of this is based commandant I was all based on a madness coma pension Emirates oov who me adalah data's because I'll say in in Madeira Baba mid before Zion wherever it says the word salve doesn't just say tell the Jewish people it says the word salve it means it's for now and it's ladarius it's a generate it's an intergenerational communication this L playful Amira according to this you can explain the redundancy in the word I mean of a Martha lamb twice why Lamar Tali and me at one is something you should say now for Martha lemon for right now woohoo in yanaka bonus she gives up as much of a stomach - hi this refers to the car bonus that they have to do during the base I'm English and the Michigan so therefore it relates right now my yacht for my atoll ahem you should tell the Jewish people as carbonyl a family physician luckily mother then there's a new vow Martha what's the second one might of a might tell em I know the daughters should take Mithila can I get me the second of our martyr is for future generations after the base I make - there is also the carbon Tom it but now it doesn't look like a sacrifice of an animal that basically looks like prayer tefillin so there's two of our martyrs for marital am sell each the Friz VAR martyrs as per bond deal ask me leash I definitely tissue rule actually Tamiya died that's the physical carbon brought in the physical mission on the base and mixers that's for my to number one from my Toulon but there's another bomb art because it all opens up with south five means me and all the darkness I have it's me idle Adina's this tootsie William one is for now which will also continue for hundreds of years and one is 'la datus which will continue even after hundreds of years still they'll be virmire tell em what's a Martland Zehra a shackle evil I said Muslim nation Richmond Smith much lamb lamb I lost some of this refers also to Tefila which is connected to car bombers the he mates are as Lahav in here we have to understand so he answered the first question away but now we have to understand a thoughtfully connected to Midian shank was Sabina Shana but Philly but crushes your acumen they hit what is a carbon we're in the world who decided we did anybody come up with this idea that Dominic somehow substitutes a sacrifice of an animal you can't get to experiences that are more remote from each other leap pooped I was truly connected to me the first of all midnight to do with sheep and not only that Clasen a Shana sheep that were in the year old in other words is a certain age we do you have all of this in Davenant it's a sheep with a particular age hey Shana feelings because you're a human thrillers basically you're talking touch them and you're asking you're requesting your beseeching you're asking for compassion maybe it's one us a carbon how does this feel uh but conscious random substitute the sacrifice of a sheep within a year Gamla hava no so we have to understand much accustomed but carbon is rhythmically off by carbon is do is a term that you don't have anywhere with all other mitzvot shun doesn't say put on fill in really close russia looks after mom is ouzo is bass ever misses it's also can have a smell not only back our bonus like right here does it's a really high heat issue road has absurd a a from the earth means a wonderful smell a wonderful aroma verse Epis cabin I achieve I Yura Hashem is rare Fanny fire is it not as true of whom ad hoc upon us can we understand what's exactly this pleasure does the light that comes from the smell of cremona the fact that some hell's that mean oh but that's not what we're talking about subside really oh yeah that's created verse Epis and you ready have it by noah so you see this theme of play at my car bonus Athenian who the explanation and all of this is Keaney noida it's known shikaka Liz you need us Hannah Shah Malayalam Haase the slaw broish bagu finish a Bahamas you did it surgically hey kadar koi he starts redrawing the maps all over again we have to discuss the purpose of life right you go back to the beginning the purpose of the soul coming down into this world and clothing itself in the body and an animal soul is you read it surgically either terrifically as an expression in a sec tamarcus but a person going down a ladder going up a ladder but he uses this term in the cosmic sense that the areeda of life of the soul into the world is Turner Kalia it's for the sake of an ascent what is this alia that the soul experiences by coming down he may cut him Geneva oil Amaya hoosh my beloved period that ever letter says it's a quote from period in emeliza which is one of the mad Russian of the Tanami of lesser than Hercules actually new to her eylem her yahoo mobile vans before the world was created there was he and his name only him and his name who was my beloved him and his name what is the meaning of this before creation huge money Sh'ma bergamot RIA Rossi Kamala Tania says Maya's shinmin love is 346 it's the same numerical value as the word Watson Rutzen daesh's 200 Sadiq is 90 90 and 50 is 140 so it's 340 and love is 6 so small is 346 Rutzen is 346 why because who's my beloved who is he and Schmo represents 346 which is as well as desired so McCoy wash Bava seosan of rayon his Rob sign is the source of all the hash ba the flow wash bombings flow and the energy of the creations Phoenicia elaborate Sonia Bosch idli is Mellish my Nicola why is Rutzen the mother of all hash bar because it ascended in his undefined will meaning returning our passion to be a Mellish my Nicola we saying are doing a llama Dino Allah Masha Allah the teram colored sir liver he was a king before lace knots of a heft say coil remember our Dino long from childhood were a snus of a hefts a coil when everything was created through his Robson his kayfetz as i Mellish my nickel he gets a new name and that name is mela a dino Lama Shama wants a contradiction firstly tell me is a sham olive battalion colored sooner before anything was created but there wasn't mellersh my neutral a snots of a theft psycho when everything was made with his desire as I'm Alex my Nicola now finally can have the title Mela because he can be a MELAS if you don't have a people if you don't have a nation expression are being a Buckeye is a MELAS below yeah so the mail the whole source of everything comes from ruts Oliver its i9 that he wanted to be Mellish my Nicola one thing I have the shame Ella one have a shame Ella you need to create so it all started with her Robson push it with a desire to be a mela lee I smell ash my Nicola and that's why Rock sign is the source of everything his world look commandant we say in bar of Shama what do we say at the end of bar of Sharma your feet you remember the furnish the shaded over the Vanessa will praise you for often the develops a better American open a solution come okay no okay no your hit ko Alam and Malik we should become French mammoth literally it means yah hit he's singular ki Lonmin the life of the world's melon summer summer fun but he touches as a yogurt sale it's two separate in the Kudus who live at the academy natsound himself is one say hello nan na la pagina smeller the seers of the world's comes because he wanted to be a melon so we say bark Shama Dallas Concha better identify risk of anomalous cover nasturtium come okay no okay no yogi yo yo hey our alum in where does it happen that you also become the seals of the hilum in other words you define your energy as one that will give life to all the worlds that's because you wanted to be a melon the kite emission never I'll um now we go back to the madness before the world was created how your who's my beloved what was he what was there he and his name alone meaning Shekinah smile who saw us a clue labate said Barack amongst his mouth which is SHM I was submerged in the infinite one vanilla attained sober of who services in mr. this is called the light of the ain't safe his mouth was is called his name in Madras his mouth was in hazael and his owner in Kabbalah so before the world was created there was he but there was also smile but it was bull VAT it was alone nothing else because the schmeyer the name was included in who who was : ain't safe that's his name it's as Robson it's a small house and that is called arrange safe and the oil is the light while your earth Kabul by Marriott schmuck the light was submerged in the mire Meyer is the luminary the source of the light the pasta combination is called the Sun Maire goggle the big luminary from there comes the light so Meyer is the source of the oil the oil is in the moment the efficient liver oil and what happens after creation NASA splashed to survive as if the oil extends it spreads out from the word we hit the posh a to spread out his fastest Lahav he is on a volume to give life to all creations may I in Mama's Liege mamas from nothing to something say that I stylist are my dragons with a whole order of evolution of levels Derek ela valo with an antecedent and an effect arch a la maza gosh me until this physical will show Aisha gosh we the dominant Manish which becomes a physical being and it's completely separated what do you mean completely separated you do not see in this world any link to anything divine anything beyond this world is a completely self-contained universe you could walk the face of this planet comfortably define yourself as an atheist and win a Nobel Prize and it works because this is yesh I got rid of a different mama but who you needed a little agape our vows Eve show your collarbone inside father this is the first unity and the biggest unit the biggest year it is the light the way it was submerged the name sight to the way the light emerges and the sense it's miss facet to give heels to the world that's a tremendous unity in the moon in the small in the Rutzen anomalous the tackle is cited on this we speak about the community that's our Italian he really doesn't begin with the soul it begins with Hashem Zoe and the fastest of this year it is Leo Smee Ashla lion to convert the ash back into iron III a champagne bottle vanilla but inside bar homage that the EA should also become nullified and submerged in the light of the infinite one Hamish the he aha lyoha Icarus and this is the biggest Alya shall L memoranda salient was said with yusin Isaiah Sarto Lusaka quite you created the Leviathan fish to play with it to laugh with it it's a very interesting pasta commercial option with your son's a 'it's our telepsychic way you created the love you're seen as a toy you'll esophagus hike laughter we play with it you laugh with it you you toy with it Sam is an Massasoit versed Allah my Allah the only thing that can create laughter joy humor above is the bit Doha Ashla I as the ace goes back to ayan why why I'm gonna read a few lines and explain she's harvest me I in Liege Union abrir creation is the transformation from nothingness into something less commercial costs of the PASOK initially Hoffman may int matzah slain my mother says it as a question he uses it as a statement the mother says - man what are you gonna find Kaufman what are you walking the street and you find karma like you find a pen we're gonna find Cara it's not something you can find either you gotta know you don't got it he types us for haha from ma int matzah hokhmah emerges its found from ayan Hashmi ratios are given mustachio silos karma is the first glimmer of consciousness the first glimmer the phrases are given the first revelation of the order of the world starts Kaufman so that's the first time the oil emerges from its womb to be Messiah never I'm the first thing this customer so called me ayan to me I only yesh that's Bria mashaykhina Savas me ash Lyon but to create from yesh I in who Dover huh - this is novel machine whatever this is a change of nature the icarus like vasudeva and the main mechanism the main characteristic that makes up joy and laughter is machinery in scotches is from change and newness Coderre schiessen LIF name Elohim Vasari if you'll see this is how they entertain kings and princes and he lived in a time when monarchs ruled Europe they ruled the planet and they always wanted to be entertained how do you entertain Malacca Minh sergeant Hayes ocean revisit axis you need a change and you need something new the tsimko psychic just generates by them joy and laughter all different types of sticks circuses and and some of them cruel some of them noble but point is they need obsessional something abnormal irregular to generate some translate and he says okay my tanks if the same post in the same capital who tech a display Adama yes makishima massa you'll renew the face of the earth and then God becomes joyous in his creation love your sensei a cyclist athlete boy the same personality will come valid with such a display Adama and then you have yeast Mahesh on the Massif Vinokur Olivia Sun why is this coke love you son calavius on Russians keyboard the word love yusin means connection come i the love o allah Felicia suitable purchase Kyra Bolivia McCord love iam because he loved who Allah upon me love it Ishay light my husband will accompany me it he'll connect to me the love away laa the love iane will accompany you and serve you honey lima la semilla char said they accompany God the counseling in Hebrew of a typical an idea and that's why the V Asin represents the link between yesh and I in through the bittle of the h2 the iron and that's why the V Olson creates joy with Austin's a esata was acid by because that's the bit full of the H lion which creates the greatest symbol to the traitor said what's the Nakota being explained here two new two points number one the process going down and number two the process going up the process of you reader and then the process of alia what is the process of Union de the process of urea is there before creation who was my beloved there was he and his name what shot you could say before creation was him what's him and his name the definition of a name is that which other people identify you identify dint affiuent if you don't know if you're living alone on an island you don't need a name when you talk to yourself you don't call yourself by name right you don't say dove in your soul your ankle mayor you want to eat breakfast you want to get up you just you talk to yourself internally but if I want to talk to you I can't talk to you from inside yourself right I call you by your name so your name is the ability it's that which allows me to communicate to you to identify or if I want to talk about you how do I talk about you you could talk about yourself without your name from within you can also say I if you're talking to somebody else but if I want to talk about you I need your name yeah so you say play me out my knee this prison is the whole term is that way at meto starve ROM it's a gap if you need a name on a more abstract level but it's a saner clinda the name is not only a name Yankel Finklestein the name represents your reputation your name castor Shem Tov what type of name do you have every person has a name a name doesn't mean by the whole world the name could mean by your own wife by your children by your siblings by your friends in your community what name the ass what shut what name do you have how do I know you how do we know you when I hear this name what comes up in me what comes up in me something wonderful or maybe not but something comes up in me so your name is basically how you're known by somebody else are you called by somebody else how you're connected to do you somebody else connects to you somebody else knows you that's the name so I was a what shot actually never aha I'll um how Yahoo SH my beloved watch my we was their name how you ought before creation was a shell and then variations but Allah Kim is a shrine messiahs he decided to create a world so the picture that emeliza should say a redeemer actually never I'll um hi-yah who was on the in car what's the finish of this Madras what do you think was before the world was created him and one else in the Big Bang how yo this is now how you who marry bill that was him and there was his name so the power Tang is explaining what this means Shmi represents the oh yeah within him that will one day become the consciousness of creation but at this point there's no creation yet so what is it it's completely part of who he is AB Marshall for this a teacher which he gives in another moment a teacher we we learnt it in one of my mom of schlocky ever teacher but when he was explaining about he gulaman Yoshi you have a teacher he's a brilliant brilliant teacher and he's giving a shear and he knows that maturity knows it very very deep he's let's say teaching machine ayahs to a nine-year-old boy or Gomorrah to a 16 year old boy or a pasta homage to a 20 year old or seven year old and he starts learning the Mishnah and the person doesn't understand so he starts explaining and explaining more and explaining more and giving illustrations and giving mashaallah where were all these words before all these Mashal and all these stories all these illustrations where were they he didn't take them out of some some magical container he suddenly took it out it was all inside of him but then he have it organized before Noah was all in potential he understands it very well because he understands it very well he has within himself all the osseous to be able to communicate it but it's not revealed cause he doesn't need it he gets it suddenly he's sitting with a student and the student needs information is let me tell you this story let me give you this much let me give you this soul attack let me explain it this way let me spin it that way before this all the ices were there but they were there in a state of potential all of creation is divine energy where was this divine energy before divine energy was in him it wasn't conspicuous because it was completely submerged in him all the ices that create the world yeah it was all inside of him he goes even deeper it starts with eruption the beginning of the world is rots and desire everything comes from desire looks like by us everything starts with desire all energy begins with desire Rutzen Rutzen is Isis inert the first channel of energy this is our you he wanted to be a melon he wanted of a relationship he wanted ever Bria this was all in him this is smoosh my become a tree a rotten the Rutzen for the world was inside and the Robson which translates into Hughes that was also inside it was all who is my beloved so where was mouth hostesses explanation at Dalai Lama Shamala battalion college so never before there was a breed there was still small that was the career of Malthus was their race nice of a chef's a car as I'm Alex my so today when you say outdoing I'll um you'll understand yeah it's two things but terram coloured certain area was also mala what's all there lace NASA left sir club then he has a name Mela as I'm Ellen it's actually it becomes a name it becomes something independent it become self-contained so what's creation creation in many ways is not new it's just Hashem allowing this color this seals this money to actually emerge how by creating the world and each world has a different energy but there's a hole stylus which begins with Kaufman comes down all the way to this world now suddenly God has a name what says he has a name he has a name what do we mean he has a name people are talking about him you could talk about it he's identifiable and why is this associated with SH mine because remember that which people know about you usually has very little to do with you right you know that yeah as most people describe Who I am and they'll tell you things it has very little to do with who you are it's a Muslim there's even one percent similarity even 1% namenda Lahore a Ducker Amendola Vitebsk it was a Talmud of the Margit so his talmidim once asked him if he could show them at Southwark mr. they wanted to see outside the cannister concealed soldered see he said if it's been outside the keenest Amazon they said you're not mister you're not concealed you revealed everybody knows you he says as Arcana the way I mind Sitka's won't give and if a leader of give us go on to me if I was at Sadiq as much as you think I'm at sounding in other words the definition of my sister's would be defined by you mike sidic ins has nothing to do with what you know it's completely different because what you describe a person is only what you can what you're capable of understanding even a person who's honest most people they don't even tell us who they are so we mummers know nothing but even a person who tells you even what they tell you is not everything because they themselves can't always put it in words certainly what you want so first of all is what they're capable of knowing themselves do you know yourself how much do you know of yourself but my shall much how much percent how much percent do you think you know of yourself really how much ah you say nothing Epis nothing something no huh it's what do we what do we know even iciest only describes a certain element of the self that which I could contain consciously and I understand and I'm comfortable with then there's what I could put in words to you and then is what you understand how much I you can understand only what your brain could contain so you understand how many some of them there are until you get to my name so you say my name my name is how you know me that describes much more you than it describes me you understand when you talk about somebody you're talking about yourself much more than you're talking about them that's Mahalo Club whenever anybody talks about somebody else they're not talking about that person they're talking about themselves the way they understood that person funny ones there was once a year who decided he was a brilliant artist some people decide that at some point in life and he went to the Louvre you know the Louvre in in Paris to this extraordinary art gallery so this awesome is standing as a you know like a real art critic when he's looking at one of the paintings were seen and I'm Ahmed knows I'm a kroombit knows he likes it he doesn't like it so the curator the the museum person says listen young man these paint Oh he turns to the curating system I'm trying to see if there's any depth there in this painting it was only worth fifty five million dollars I'm trying to see if there's any depth it he says listen young man these pieces of art are not on judgment right now they're not sitting on the throne of judgments okay they're brilliant system established hundreds of years ago by people smarter than you or I the one who's on judgment now is you not the paintings so you have to understand that when you're talking about somebody else you're describing yourself sometimes more than you describe another person so now we come back to the Schmo when you say Hashem his name what's Prasad why is this called name it's the way godliness is defined by creation how much of godliness does that define only schmoitle you understand its again we'll go back to this I'll give a marsh let me yes of Zevon right the derogatory gone was unbelievable communicator and deeper and in speaking in writing nobody understands a word he says in speaking reserve unless a five-year-old understood and it's sad because his reading skills pay a just he couldn't write it wasn't a communicator in writing it's Shrek looks read and then this shimmer are unbelievable but you don't begin if you don't know shot if you don't know Bob Lee you saw me with every - giant oysters ball path you can't begin even to start with him you can't begin yet need somebody to help you with a Myra McComas that's besides understanding what he says just to see what he says forget about understanding in speaking a five-year-old could understand them so now imagine the racket rubber is giving a shear to a five-year-old he comes home and he tells his mother I know the Rockets over I even know his brilliance and he says over but I ask you how much did he get he didn't even get 1% did he get part of his customer yeah he said what he knows right but what he can get is only that which he could get he doesn't know him he knows that of him which he could understand we'd speak about Hashem what are we speaking about we're not speaking about him was being on his name in other words that which we can identify based on who we are not based on who we is but that's pretty good because I am a reflection of the Divine you are - so when I know me I know God but what do I know of God I know that which I know because I know because it's me in other words it's the seals of our Sun that gives seals science to creation that's that that's smart where was all over this before we was that share of the record shavon before he spoke to the five-year-old it was there in him was he busy busy with it now because it was it was a tough full of a tough love a tough on the gap his brilliance right he was going deeper that's his marshal of the ZIF Hamish for so much you have the Sun that's let's call it the solar core you have a light wave right a light wave is very powerful it's a martial that he often brings a light wave is very powerful I wish we would get some of it here but imagine the light wave the ray is coming into the room it's muddy - dick it lights up the whole world lights up the whole planet not the whole planet half of the planet during day time half of the other half of planet by night our night what about that light wave in the solar core if you go into the Sun itself you look at the Sun does it have this ray of light in the Sun of course if it's outside of the Sun it's also in the Sun but in the Sun it's not noticeable that's Schmo in the Sun you have everything every ray that comes to your house or to the planet is in the Sun also that comes out of the Sun it's in the Sun but in the Sun it's not noticeable why it's brutal in the source it submerged in the source so before the world was created where with Schmoe schmoyer was part of who it was all in him what is creation creation is that this heals disease the ray of the Sun comes out of the Sun and suddenly we look and we say wow now if the Sun would come into this room you know what we would look like toast but real toast it's less even we would be toast to thank God the Sun doesn't come in we got a little little little ray so we can identify since smack we can be warmed by the Sun we can be illuminated by the Sun we don't get the Sun itself the Sun itself is beyond so she represents that level of energy the way it's in him before and creation is basically the e-reader of that earlier from the core to come out that Hashem should be able to have a name in others we should be able to talk about him why could we talk about him because the name it because the energy becomes a name in other words it becomes restricted to the point that it constitute the consciousness of creation and because it constitutes the consciousness of creation so therefore we identify hashem as our source of reality so we're describing what we know as reality and we say this is the void is a divine yes and no it's absolutely divine but let God be the core it's really very limited its minuscule you typhus what I'm saying everybody's typhus it's a little bit of abstract stuff you have to understand this so now this is the process called may I in leche why is it called ayan because it's like the light wave in the solar core it doesn't have a yearís you're not gonna write about it it's cold I ain't doesn't mean it doesn't exist ayan means it doesn't have a separate identity outside of its source ah undefinable it's undefinable it's submerged they're Italian it doesn't have separate significance it's part of the most it's back to that teacher the shot that he's telling the student when it's in him it doesn't have a separate significance it becomes significant because for the student it's like wow for him it stuff will ship a powerful the light wave in the solar core for us Wow we have light we have warmth in the solar core yeah you go to that plant decotion the annual point you say wow there's a drop of water there aha if you're in the desert and somebody brings you a cup of water who the couple of waters guns crushes right sorry I'm sorry my house in the mid part but when you're in that plant a can you take a cup of water say wow look at this there's an ocean it's a trap in the ocean right the drop doesn't have it's on special shivers that cup doesn't have them so unique significance there's an ocean that extends hundreds and hundreds of miles never mind the depth of it you go away from the ocean you take a cup of water it becomes significant so smiley represents the eruption for the briea the kya that which will develop into the heels of the bria and in every world that will be something else until this world also has the energy but here it's completely h completes you don't even know this source anymore at least I look at the Sun I see the light wave and I see connected I at least I go back to it I see that it's my right the student is sitting by the teacher at least he hears the teacher hey you don't even see the connection that's how far it goes away from the source that's how it clips to this that's you dude that's a theory that's the unit that may I in liege yes you would think is and Ilia it's not that so you knew that iein is a much bigger alia why i amines when you're not noticeable you know why you're not noticeable cuz we you you are were you supposed to be you're not noticeable because you are where you're supposed to be so you're not noticeable it's good to be not noticeable you understand what's taste huh I'll turn ever had a constant he once said it's an ADA love word cuz every commencement speech is the exact opposite he said I want to leave the world and it shouldn't even be noticeable that I was ever here shouldn't be noticeable I was here usually you say make your mark follow your dreams make an impact which is a good message but his point was he wanted I in shouldn't even be you shouldn't even know yes a healthy body is when you don't feel it in its in its right place when you're in a really really good place you're in a state of iron iein doesn't mean you're nothing iron means you're part of infinity if you're part of infinity you don't have to be noticed we need to be noticed because we're not part of infinity right iein doesn't mean people say a iron mr. Gardiner's yeah it means your garnish your nothing because you're in infinite we need to be something when we're not infinite so Who am I I have to be something in the state of I in the light wave is not insecure I am such a nothing it doesn't need to be anything it's part of infinity we have to become something when we have an identity crisis when we leave the source so you go may I in liege that's the e-reader what's Dalia so what's the tactless of this so the biggest unit is not the neshamah the big it is the unity of Hashem legate except the smile agape who right that's the primal you reader and the primal ally all you read this in the world begin with this year either every person has not the mother who is the mother of all year it is the mother of all crisis the mother of all I don't want to go there but the mother of all depression the mother of all ank's very good better angst you know what angst is Isaac MA Thanks my anxiety angst is a little better than anxiety anxious Amma Drager up angst is like it's bets em right it's a felt tempest so felt tempest every void in life begins with this void that means if you don't tackle this you're not tackling anything that's why people learn these stuff and they're like what's Ville stuff I can't get my marriage together I can't pay my mortgage I can't pay my tuition my kids don't want to talk to me I don't know if I'm coming or going I'm miserable therapy has not been helping bus Hawks Tamara miser with whom I Robson in this but the truth is that this this is the long way but it's the short way the short long way is you tell a nice story you tell a nice and you say all is good that you have power the long short way is you have to go to the source of every angst every you read that begins with this you didn't if you don't tackle the core all the symptoms will never be dealt with if you tackle the core you get the picture right you come to a doctor and he looks at in a face looks at a symptom and he deals with the symptom he doesn't go back to the core of it what did he help help you for a month maybe it's gonna come back you didn't deal with it when you deal with the angst of life you have to go to the core of all angst the core of all angst is the reader of schmoly from who that's the beginning of it all now you say ya know you need the human are you need could I see it but this is the biggest unit this is the deepest you readin the the the quantum leap from I am to yesh I in is we you don't have to be noticed why don't you have to be noticed because your your will you belong you're where you belong the child well not the comfort zone today's used as as negative but it's like it would be mmm David I'm Alec has a Washington tehilim no kagami al am i right unless she vcv de Monte I know how to be silent like a child an infant who's nursing in the bosom of its mother and he's just there and he or she is happy to be there they're one with their source ayan I don't have to be noticeable I even can't be noticeable he's : the more that transition from who - SH my in order to create a world so it becomes a yes because it becomes the identity of a world each world according to its McLagan that's the beginning of all your readers the taxes of that is to bring it back up that's the Olivia some say yet sorry - lusaka boy as we will see this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot AUC vennett / donate