When Refinement Does Not Bring You Closer, Coarseness Does Not Drive You Away

the yeshiva.net [Music] so we're holding him in the middle of peter gimmel yeah look what the tiger bahar the middle of the gimbal members the end of column one or 83 one two three four four lines from the bottom four lines on the bottom all the way on the bottom four lines from the bottom on top it should say bahar so when the zohar says that in zarya when it says that ain't safe the infinite one is save of kalam and i'm a molecule literally encompasses the worlds and fills the worlds so one might just translate it very literally then hashem fills the worlds and he also surrounds the worlds he's inside and he's beyond and above but the balatanya so that's not what the zohar means mamali and sava are not referring to makkah to space he's inside and he's also outside because you're talking about something that's not defined by space to be inside or to be outside around what the zarya means is that the expression of divinity or the the the terminology that's used as the light of hashem or the expression of the divine in relation to the world comes in two fashions comes in two different ways one is called safe of calamine and one is called the column that's what the means or as he puts it as here as mamale it's not any less here when you say here what does it mean something is here what does this mean something is here something could be here in two ways something could be here in a way that you experience it you feel it it resonates with you and therefore it affects you or even more specifically it defines you it defines you and that's really the right word here because almond is the divine energy that creates and sustains the very parameters and i'm choosing that carefully the very parameters the very durham of the nivra it's not just you have a cup and you you fill it with coffee mamalaka means the coffee fills the cup that's that's that's completely inaccurate it's not that the coffee fills the cup it's talking about the divine energy that defines the very cup and that's why it's called it fills it something fills you up it means you absorbed it you internalized it it's not just here because it's here it's here because you experience it is here and that's what mama is mama is the way the divine energy is internalized and absorbed by every single creation according to its capacity they may be aware and cognizant that it's divine or not but every person experiences some form of identity some form of consciousness some form of life not just every person every single creation spiritual or physical the higher worlds and the upper worlds and therefore malacalamin is all about diversity because it's the energy that is tailor-made and accustomed custom-made literally to every single and it's not that the first comes the creation and then comes the molecule almond no it's the mammalic energy that is responsible for the diversity of creation if i state yeah that's why it's called it fills it it fills it means it fills it according to its gadaram it fills it it's it's matsumtsum it's filtered he said filter after filter of the filter condensed and more condensed and restricted and more restricted and more restricted to the point that it's mammali it can suit the chemistry of that niv what do we mean against suited it creates the chemistry it's the way the divine infinite energy is articulated and condensed that it could become and constitute the consciousness the battery the engine the gas the heels the inner life the soul and the substance spiritual and physical of every single creation and even that is beyond the person's capacity we still don't know what consciousness is what life is even that's bleak vul really when he says mamala is gull it means full in the sense that it's it's perceived to some degree by by by you anime the i how do you define the i the various definitions of i are the definitions of even the most authentic ones even the the deepest and the truest the divine energy the way it remains in its pure infinity and to be clear that that itself is not defined by mammalia because atmos is not begetting meaning when you talk about the essence itself you don't say it's communicated communication means already somebody else something outside atmos is all um so that's completely undefined it's even beyond oh it is already the way it's expressed the way it's articulated so there's two states of art one is the ensigf meaning the way the earth reflects its source and since its source is infinite so the uh also its message is one of oneness and infinity that's called save of kilometer and why is it called savior again not because it's not here it's here and it's here in all of its intensity it's just not grasped by the awareness by the consciousness by the kalem by the tools of the nivera why is it not grasped portion because if i would grasp it right so there would be no i because it's infinity it's ain't safe so it's fully present but it's present in a way that we call saiv again what does sava means i mean it's above it it's around it not that it's above and around it in space it's about running around it in the sense that it's not viscerally or intellectually on any level experienced in the pinemias within the character within the identity of the niv you could call it it's it's super conscious it's above the conscious and then there's mamali which is the way the earth goes through the tsum tsum summit welded some some of the earth itself and therefore it could it could be mammalia it could suit the unique chemistry an identity that allowing the eye to be i and every eye to be it whatever it is and as we explained yesterday from this comes the the two the duality which is really won in the whole world between unity and diversity between attachment everything connected everything attached everybody won everything one and yet me being me or as we spoke in a privilege the iron and the yesh i in his earlier self and uh and yes is a particular particular manifestation which has parameters and and i am i and you are you and if we confuse it it's hurtful if we and it's it's this is one of the most it's a very rich idea because it deals with so much in life maybe everything in life but at least a lot in life where there's this dual need in a person on one hand i want to be one with you but i also want to be me you're familiar with this i want to be one with you but i also want to be me if you could master this duality you can have a good marriage you can have very profound relationships because one without the other is true but only half true and whenever something is half true the other half revolts to have that shack here is going to revolt sometimes you hear things they're good but they're only half true and a half truth is powerful but only 50 the other 50 is a lie when you say half truth it doesn't just mean half truth it means the other half is a lie so they have that's a lawyer is going to revolt against the truth so it's not going to work even though it's half true right so soyviv is ms and mali is amis but but they're both true it's two expressions of ain't safe one is the oh the the the real expression of real what i mean real is that more natural organic shemes ain't serve so the owners ain't safe and then this was the desire hashem's desire to which creates the s of every single individual's individuation of it has to be individuation that's what it is not one miner we're saying this right he said earlier that's the two differences i started my martyrs is ten there's duality there's individuation there's different marmaras for everything why because there's different dna i'm sorry about maurice's dna because the greats if the tackles is one is why is there then because the tacos was the oneness that comes out through diversity and within diversity the oneness that's without diversity was much more pre-creation right the kiddush of reason was from one came many so that for many we come back to the oneness not in a way that negates the diversity or to put it differently the talks whether it should be a relationship a real relationship a real relationship with the other and a real relationship with the other means that you're not me it is in marriage can only be consensual both from the man and the woman why because a relationship that's forced is not a relationship you have that concept it's called emotional a dictator a tyrant it's not a relationship just like something that's pre-programmed this is what it is it doesn't have a choice if someone has a choice but they're not allowed to use their choice to enter into a relationship the relationship is not coming from within themselves because if you would ask them they would say buffet is not so a real relationship has to be ain't no medita that you're there you're you in your distinctiveness you want to be there you understand in your separateness and that's much deeper it's also harder because i can't force it i can't control it it's clear what i'm saying okay so now we go to the next step i told you four four lines from the bottom right the nikrisav why is it then baklal called sava if this is true the word saiva means surrounds i understand you say above above i understand above doesn't mean above it's on the roof right or it's 30 miles upward or 100 miles above means that it's above my my parameters it's above my caleb beyond beyond what what i'm capable of grasping i understand the word the word is which literally means savif it's a round so you could say around means it doesn't fit into the datum it doesn't fit it but he says there's a deeper deocare in saifuth so the martial is it's very clear for example in teaching so you're a person or martial could read a could read something in a safer yeah nist or whatever safer it is and you could see all the words you can understand the language you can even memorize the words and you have all the information there but you don't get it so it's all here it's on the page but is it here is it inside of me it's not inside of me maybe if i use these words i would memorize them and i think for a few years or for a long time i'll be able to unravel it all here so it's all here but it's not here in the sense that it impacts me because i don't get it right sometimes somebody could give a sheer they could say the most amazing things in the world but if it's above we say when right above me above my head been above my head it was here it was said right here it was said right here but nothing went inside why we didn't go inside because there was no simpson there was no symptom means that it's restricted right you have to know not only what to say you have to know what not to say and knowing what not to say is much harder than knowing what to say assuming you have what to say if you don't know what to say then it's not hard not to say they say there was once a professor who was world-renowned but he was also arrogant as much as he was renowned he was also arrogant and it's okay he held from himself more than you know more than reality dictated he should also himself it was once a conference there were a lot of professors speaking so the organizer before he went up he said you have seven minutes so he looks at him and he says seven minutes what am i going to say in seven minutes he says speak very slowly so assuming you have what to say you know what not to say that's what the teacher doesn't say in other words what's held back what's contained the way it's articulated in a way that it could fill you just got it in a way that it could fill the person that's a different indian so that's a marshal from ramallah and saif so he says waiter you see three lines from the bottom of the nickel save of alderage it's called silver it's based on a pastic or similar to apostle this is in your haskell panic aleph it's lewis this is the famous myself cover the vision of of ezekiel's chariot so the passage says a wheel gal gal so he describes the rascal in his vision he says like the wheel within the wheel eagle cotton it's like a smaller circle within a larger circle then the larger one encompasses it from all sides there's no break there's no opening you're not going to say the part of the upper circle that's on the top is greater than the part of the upper circle that's on the bottom because that's lower than the middle circle he says no the entire circle encompasses it from all sides he says because the hyphen i go to the larger circle is identical on the top of it and on the bottom of it you're not going to say even though physically it's lower than the inner circle so therefore here it becomes so to speak lower than the inner circle it's one circle mechanic what does this mean but thinning we say this in the yamaha in one the smallest and the largest are in other words what the bellatania is saying here is that the word saiv is trying to again this is to be employed as a metaphor if you have the muscle the letter sama right the letter in olive base is like a circle any way you turn it around you could turn it around this way that way 90 degrees 180 degrees it's always going to be exactly the same you're not going to say this is the top of it and this is the bottom of it you could turn it around it's going to be identical because because it's an eagle so therefore we don't identify any part as the beginning or any part as the end any part is mila the higher and any part is not the lower but this is a metaphor spiritually speaking that's why desire uses the word saveth what is saying is even the lowest part of the highest circle of the largest circle is still part of the larger circle you don't say this is the smaller circle this is on bottom of the inner circle why because it's one circle and there's no beginning and no end this is the top of it and this is the bottom of it what's the metaphor he says that's the difference between mamali and savith mamali there's a beginning and there's an end in other words the end the destination has to be filtered and restricted it's different in the beginning the beginning means a higher reality and the end is a lower reality the way it's filtered the point of saiv is that it doesn't go through these differentiations and these variances so therefore even in its lowest point so to speak it's not its lowest point it's as intense as its highest point beginning and end is not beginning an end like a line the beginning of a line or the end of a line it means mata a higher space a higher consciousness and a lower consciousness the beginning is a higher consciousness and there's a lower consciousness eagle the circle represents that there's no higher and lower because the oneness is evident and manifested throughout of good cannon trigonometry there's probably there's probably more here i don't know here there's a vote from the caduceus levy i think it says at the end of massachusetts hashem is going to make a mochel uh a and he's going to be in the middle and everybody's going to point everybody's going to be mario marvel mahou villainy what's the meaning of this the meaning is when there's a maghreil right so everyone is equally distant from the center equidistant there's no difference because it's not like you're closer to the circle and i'm further from the circle there will be the gilui that even though there's different people the closeness is exactly the same and even though there's different avoiders and different natures and different fabrics of reality it's going to be revealed that it's a makal it's a tanz vacation in other words everyone is just a different manifestation of the same nakuda it's not a distant the hierarchy the way we're used to it will be seen in a different way that's the the could have saved of calaman so that's again the makhan the muscle of the muchl so it's both in the distance from the muchl to the center because the muscle itself there's no mail and mata with satsang of kalama you can't say this is higher this is lower this is more true this is less true because you're talking about ain saif mamash the zawsha kosov this is that's why it says since it's an herbity mugabel it's an infinite o so all the worlds it's present in the same way you can't say in this center this is a big hidden you can't say atsillas is holier than asia or the head is higher than the foot the statement that the head is higher than the foot is true in the world of mammalia it's very true in the world of sovereign so all the worlds are equally connected the presence of the presence is fully their why because you're not talking about here what the caylee is experiencing in its own identity the identity of the world you can't compare the head to the leg the consciousness of the head the ability the capacity the life the vitality the indispensability of it right the same is true in different worlds different souls different creatures but the presence of calaman the presence of several kilometers but bleak vulnerable so over here cottonwood god doesn't get in this ball from big people in other words a small big he's bigger than you you know my tattie is bigger than your tati he's saying something else i shove him there's probably if you know trigonometry and engineering and mathematics you probably understand it better but i don't unfortunately so fine i'm sure there's much more i'm just i was just touching as a uh there's always more right that's what server of kalama means and this is it says in parishes at the end of moshe's life he says literally it means like rationing says that um hashem's uh dwelling place hashem's dwelling place ma'am is like a house is a home a residence so hashems dwelling places in the heavens and underneath you have the arms of the world what does this mean what's the connection between the two things hashem lives in the heavens like we say a little bit she says in the skies and then he says asylum and under the arms of the world what what what what's my shrapnel saying says there's no difference between the alien and the if you're talking about a light that is finite that is filtered so there's higher and there's lower but if you're talking about the light that's ain't safe so it's identical and the lowest point and the highest point is identical again like that circle where there's no my landmark of calallen after there's a parenthesis for two lines but so therefore the light that is mislabashious that is manifested is enclosed in the worlds to fill it you can't compare it it's kaloicha shiva you can't compare it relatively comparably to the origamis is the hidden light that is not mislovish that is not manifested and limited within the parameters of the nivera and that light is therefore called serve of kalam even in its lowest point it's like saiv there's no mata it doesn't because it doesn't descend based on the tsim tsumim that are required for the parameters of the nivid it remains pristine in every single space so it's completely here but when you say it's here in a way that it's not grasped by me and therefore i'm not experiencing it as being here because it's not defining me in a way that i'm experiencing my eye based on it even though it's fully present and it may it may be far more impactful than anything else when you say it's it's not what does means value but it's knowing when you talk about value in numbers here it goes again into math one has an addict it has a relative value relative to thousands thousands upon thousands ah but if you're talking about something at least theoretically that's infinite in number so then that no number will be better to it will be will have relative value to it but not to put it this way a person has a billion dollars right it's a lot of money if i take away one dollar from a billion dollars i don't think he's gonna cry but but you can't say it's nothing because one billion dollars are made up of individual dollars people that are richer are more macbook yeah sometimes they're more mac somebody who has nothing true he's going to help you i'll cop on him it's not always true but sometimes it's true but the nukuda is that a billion a million it's made up of ones you can't say one has no shivers and it's 10 closer to a billion yet it's not that close is 100 close to you it's 10 000 closer a little closer once you get to 500 million you're getting much closer that's all in a num in a in in misparam than a mugabel even if it's crazy crazy numbers when you're talking about gleek voldemort's bottom theoretically infinite numbers i don't know we don't have infinite numbers because at some point we're going to stop counting but that concept of infinity he says so i want to ask you a question is is one million closer to infinity than one dollar yeah is one billion closer to infinity you're not getting any closer to why you're not getting any closer to it because you're not dealing with something that's before you're dealing with something that's legal or to put it differently one and ten and a hundred and a thousand and a hundred thousand and one million one billion one trillion are all identical lagabe the believable it's not like when you get more you're getting any closer you took away some of it you made it any smaller that's that's a marshall for hashover um it's not just it's much more it's crazy more it's a different indian it's an indian that there's no er that's what he means there's no error to it it's not like it's small it's insignificant one lagabe a million is insignificant it's not very valuable it's not for smoking it's it's not serious money right it's not serious money but uh lega be believed but it's still a mathias lagabe though the whole indian is not shy you're not getting any closer with more so the and this is of course a martial you have higher and you have lower the several a million and a billion is not getting you closer to that in other words more spirituality is a geval decaying in mammalia but it's not closer to savage that's the shot so the whole so this is a this is these are big words so the whole idea of even the highest is it's like you so you have another trillion dollars gevalvik well we're very we're very respectful of so much money but it's all talking in the realm of mamali in the realm of numbers yag valdik much much more you can't compare you know the schneider who has ten dollars in his account of the billionaire how do you compare it's a whole other world but that's only in the world of gul in the world of bleakwool it's trevor marsh but it's all the same thing they're all equally they're all equally distant you can have 10 billion dollars you're as far from bleak wool as the person with one dollar why you as far because it's believable it's not infinite it's you understand what this means in avoider not everybody likes to hear these things because you understand the ramifications of this ah oh it's typhus you have to put it a little differently though you have to put it a little differently because that could be misconstrued that could be misconstrued we'll see how to put it directly huh you took a billion dollars from it you didn't deplete it the basham once said it says hashem it's complete it says nobody touched it you know if you have a birthday cake that's been around for 3000 years and people are nibbling on it at some point yeah becomes smaller and smaller and smaller the toyota jews have been nibbling on it at least nibbling some people have even been eating it so he says it was never touched how could not be touched the answer is because when you're talking about something that's bad some infinite so you could take and take and take and take and take more but you didn't touch it you didn't deplete it if there's a billion dollars you take one you took it you took you depleted it you take 20. you take 30. but if it's a then it could have ain't safe and total that was untouched it's untouched it was untouched ah yeah madeline's name in there we'll soon see how this translates into avoided what this means that definition you said was an interesting definition i would just put it differently because it could that's how we have to understand the oil that's manifested in the world's the primary light that's not manifested and grasped in the worlds that we call it what does does it mean smaller doesn't mean it's much less doesn't mean it went through so many filters means as we said the highest point of that lowest light is not closer to the infinite light than the lowest point of the of the mamalakalam that's the void and it doesn't mean mama is smaller than slave it's simpson it's guru that's not what he's saying that's true ain't iraq means that the highest point of mamali is not any closer to say than the lowest point of mama why because it's all within the realm of guvul it's not like you could say he's more present saiva is more present in the highest form of mamali than in the lowest it's not they're both not caleb [Music] this is the beginning of the understanding of what is the aliyah of the neshama through coming down into the goof to this world he started off with the mime that is israel what's up they are the version and he explained that length the unique difference between thought and speech to all the worlds and even the angels versus the shama ms ms all true but but is which means articulation of mammalic of the soul but that represents an indian of mamali which is unarticulated divine infinite energy of the is that happens in this world is that it touches it touches it becomes one with savage the ultimate ghillie of that will be that's why the neshama itself is makshava so you say buddha kardashian it's an indian of briya and that's why you say in davanin what do you praise the name what's the name we said that length remember the name the uh what's the name the name is the way i experience you that's what your name is what's your name your name is the ability for me to be able to call you to feel you a name of a person means the element of you the way it's experienced by me your name your reputation the way i experience you which is amazing but that's mama that's what mama means mama means not you but the way i get you the way i experience it the way you impact me the way i process you by hashem that's what mali means everyone processes hashem everyone you could be the biggest atheist you're processing hashem he may not call it god you may call it nature call it the laws of nature call it consciousness but you're processing god all the time everybody knows god everybody's talking to god if you're talking to yourself you're talking to god hopefully you talk to yourself sometimes right everyone is processing hashem you're in a relationship it's called a relationship with yourself hashem but what is that it's the name is a lot and then there is dalia what's that from yesterday and that's why this is going to be the soul in the body he asked earlier is temporary the ultimate sky is amazing is much higher the grenadine is souls without bodies how do you compare spiritual consciousness in a body to spiritual consciousness or without a body in fact if you look in so many swan including them they'll discuss the rambam says what you can experience in the most is a joke the rambam has an expression of perishables he says to talk about ganadan to a person down here is like talking to a person who is born blind about colors it's not that they don't understand you they're adding they're not listening you didn't explain it well the music is not shy right the the muslin is not shy the whole concept is not relatable and here we see that the ultimate is but now we're talking and so everything changes not everything changes a deeper dimension is revealed once you go to the point of real infinity so then asiya the lowest point of physicality has everything just like the highest form so the ultimate geely why shouldn't it be in the goof of course it could be in the guff we'll soon see the next chapter daffk in the but now it's at least also in the gulf it's two steps here in other words the basic principle that's true it's true to some degree that the body limits our experience of the divine which you will find thousands of times in swarm and it's understandable too the body is a limited tool and it's a physical tool it's very powerful and it's amazing and we live through the body but like the pressure says in pricky office this world is a corridor right you know you don't romanticize the lines on the airport right the point is the destination you have to get to the destination through the airport so that's a certain conception of alam hazard and of the goof sultan says all that is ms in mama and mama you can't compare the higher to the lower it's more and in this world everything is so concealed because where there's myla and there's mata there's higher and there's lower in higher worlds there's more revealed consciousness as the light descends what do i mean the sense it goes through more restrictions more contractions more filters there's a lower consciousness in this world you have the consciousness of a b the consciousness of a bat and the consciousness of a rock which seems dead and lifeless diamond and you could be a full atheist in this world and still be a respected professor and scientist you say why are you using the word aliyah you're saying it's not aliyah okay that's a good question well we'll get to that we'll get to that but safe of calamin what's safe of kalam sayo kalaman is completely beyond any level of identity even the highest spiritual identity because it's pure infinity it's the earth of infinity and therefore shavu mashvakat and vegadol the smallest and the the highest are the same why because it's bleak bullets ain't safe so therefore when it does get experienced there's no there's no you can't say oh the goof knocked then the summer yeah the guff knot the alien and the tactin are identical so therefore it can be experienced la mata just like just like lame island therefore the ultimate scar is going to be dafgone or shamus in gophen because lagabe this earth the goof is not lower than the neshama and is not lower than any higher world there was a hasid of the he was surrounded by the balatani in the middle of this name he was he was the rover of a city called charnagov you may have heard of the city recently in ukraine charnagov so he once uh was explaining this he said in yiddish just a beautiful expression he said what although he's saying is dard vu edelkaite i'll say it again darth vu edelkeit is king kalinist is grubkite ken stynisht where edelkite doesn't make you more of a kaylee grubkite density bruteness doesn't doesn't undermine edelkaitis can calinist is you have to have the edelkai to know that edelkite is not a kali yeah you have to have that edelkite you have to have the edelkite to know that the edelkite is not any closer than the grub kite that takes a lot of edelkite basically the difference between amalia and savith is in mamalee the definition of the reality is that which i'm experiencing it's that which i'm experiencing and that's real that's real i'll give back the scan this simple muscle if i'm sitting at a shear like like you're sitting here and i understand it yeah i grasped it i went away with something i could say it over to somebody else it impacted me to some degree yeah i got something if not i may have been there physically but i didn't get anything yeah somebody's sitting in a class at a seminar at a workshop and a therapist at a meeting yeah and things are being said and you get it you understand that it resonates you feel it it impacts you you make changes good it was it's here with you if not it's not the definition of its reality is how much it impacted me in a conscious way right that's what it means it fills it fills me so the urge of a male kalam that's how it works it's the definition of the energy that's relatable to your identity to your experience now somebody who's more developed somebody who's more fine-tuned can access more information more subtle information right there's things that 10 years ago you couldn't have heard today you can hear them why you had to go through a process there's things that a 20 year old won't understand a 50 year old will understand right away there's things a 50 year old won't understand a 60 year old gets it there's things a 60 year old doesn't understand a 90 year old gets it right away they say this is a 20 year old a 40 year old and a 60 year old is a 20 year old that's very self-conscious who am i who am i not which clique do i belong to what type of who do i fit into with i don't know what do they think about me you become 40 and you say i don't care what they think about me you could do whatever you want you could jump into the lake this is who i am you like it good you don't like me i have other friends and then when you're 60 you figure out nobody was ever looking at you but it's a process so the point is that there's an element where you define reality based on experience which makes a lot of sense what else do i have to define it while taneba is saying that's all good but there's another nakuda and that is that present in your life in your reality even if you can't grasp it with your tools is something that's absolutely infinite and that infinity where does it live does it live in a higher person in a lower person so it says as follows where refinement can make you more of a kaley to this light the opposite of refinement will block it but where refinement can't bring you any closer there can also be no blockages there could be no blockages to it blockages can only exist where the removal of blockages opens you up to it so if you remove blockages you'll open yourself more and more and more if you don't remove the blockages you'll block it but that's only the type of energy that ethyl kite the removal of blockages the self-refinement opens you up more and more and more that can all exist when you're talking about that type of information that type of reality that is finite the question is how much can i perceive it so if i'm more open i could receive more i could be more perceptive when you're talking about that which bets and mohammed si is shallow in its core it's pure ain't safe it's infinite so the deepest form of refinement doesn't make me more open to it in terms of my finite consciousness because even the most spiritual form of consciousness doesn't allow itself to experience that which is beyond experiencing within the parameters of consciousness the challenge of experiencing soviet is not that i'm not refined i could be the most refined to be the highest world he says but even the highest world is already defined by the i in manifesting into a yesh a particular manifestation within a finite identity not no thingness when you're talking about yesh there's a higher yes there's a lower yes when you talk about no thingness the highest level of thing is not any closer to no thickness because the problem is not that you're not refined the problem is that the very refinement is the challenge does anything i'm saying make sense with anybody but this is good news this is good news because this means there's no such thing you don't have access to it another thing i'm so filled with blockages i'm so messed up i'm so messed up yeah i'm disconnected no no no no no no no no inside there's no such a thing you're fully connected not only you're fully connected all the light is there the light is fully fully present with all of its intensity with all of its intensity and therefore faquette sometimes the lower one becomes more open to it because they actually have to let go of identity now here you have to hear carefully when i'm in a spiritual comfort zone identity is beautiful so i may never touch cyber because i like what i have it's good everything is working when nothing is working what do i have to do i have to let go of identity ooh now you can touch slave if so sometimes daft in the lower can is closer to it true [Music] i don't know what that's a simmon for but it's time also connected so let's let's summarize this in cyber column there's no mathias you're too dirty for me to connect to you you're too messed up you're too traumatized you're too wounded your past is too problematic for me to connect to you sorry those are all statements that have context and could make sense you're too messed up to get it i get it yeah that makes sense those are all good state they're fear statements when you're talking in mammalic alone when you're talking in save of calamine hashover cut in the guttal if you say such a statement you're making a mistake because it's based on an error that if you're spiritually elevated you are open to it and you're not because the problem is not that you're messed up the problem is that you are i shouldn't say the problem is the challenge with cyber vis this is not dirt the student to save is what mathias is blockages dirt plugged everything is stopped the student decivis not your filth machias so the most spiritual exalted reality adelkite rishkin kelly versailles if adelkite is not a caylee for it why is it not a kali for it because it's a nakuda of ayan so my deepest spiritual elevation doesn't open me up to it so then grubkite is nishkinsdire first taste ah you're always there that's the vart you're always there or it's always there and you're also always there we'll see we'll see is this just the beginning of this relationship no no no right i can't obliterate soul it should make no difference yeah i can't obliterate it a hierarchical structure mamali is a hierarchical structure it is a kilometer is based on hierarchy there's higher and lower on one hand on the other hand he's as close as can be always right the the cake the caylee forsave is by transcending kaylee so there's no such a mitzi as you say that a person is disconnected all those words connected or disconnected are talking about when you were talking about the oil that is relatable to the identity of the person in his or her consciousness so now i'm sorry this is not coming into me there's a blockage so if it's not coming into me it's not here but the relationship of calaman to the person is not if it's coming into me based on my experience of it because again even the highest experience of it is not really a vessel for it it's here because it's really here because this is your truth so then even when the person finds themselves in the lowest space this still remains their truth because it's not like oh you're not a cayley fruit i'm not here and when you hire a kaylee for it i am here i'm not here because you're a kali for it i'm here because it's ain't safe if it's ain't safe so then wherever the person is it's not a stitter to it because it's not here because the person became a kaili moocher to be able to experience it it's here because atmosphere so we say yeah the lowest world and the highest world lagabe are identical they each have it fully why do they each have it fully how could they and the answer is because they don't have it without their own kalim their own tools because then even the highest world can't have it even that's or even that had to go through a simpson the earth that's mammalia the highest will also have to go through what's himself so how you call this a highest world in the lowest world you call this the higher consciousness but that's in my mother we talk about the savage is the same like mayan elect why why because in this over here the presence of save of calamine is fully present because it's present it doesn't need that the person or the islam that's receiving it should be in a state where it acknowledges it or it's open to it on the contrary its openness to it and its acknowledgment of it would could only relate to the filtered that could be midsumptum and restricted based on my consciousness yeah what does it matter if you can't experience oh good question what does this matter is fine it's here so as he says the whole reason that the summit came down here the lee of the nisham and alamosa is to to to to get to this that's going to be the next piece in the moment now i was just saying when somebody's in a spiritual comfort zone so their mamali so to speak is working when somebody is not so they have to emancip that they they there's a shriras akeli whenever there's a shri sakaili it's already so that's already on the kudos so sometimes tafka the lower person who's in a in a more challenging state where they have to shatter their vessels you got to break the glass as they say then you could say mazel tov what's the mazel tov the mazel tavis it's a gilly of save okay we'll soon see what the ghillie of save means but then it could is that sometimes for carrot if if my comfort zone is not working for me right it gets cracked so that's what allows the higher light to come in to come in in a more uh impactful way it's always there because i have to let go it's the humility modern the kaddish yeah the modem the kaddish comes out in dakar why because the the the the only caylee for save is the recognition that i'm not a caylee you understand ah there's an expression in hazal caleb it's an interesting if you have a kali tilla kaylee is finished it's not macabre tuma once it's finished it's makabletuma but caleb if it was finished and you made sure that whoever finished it was pure so the mail of the kaylee was completed batada so if you want to use let's say the kelly for carbonis you want to you want to cook the meat of the carbon in it it needs a nutri villa it needs an even though you know it wasn't for truma you don't need to fill up but for kaido so there's somebody who feels that he's a complete caylee and a pure kali he needs villas the words because he's negama batata if i'm not complete fakertif isn't incomplete if the kali is incomplete so then he's takakeli for cyber because there's no kaley so life sometimes you have him at sea is that the calum got broken in other words all the systems that were working for me are not working it's a very humbling moment because you know you had everything set up the chess game was set up beautifully and and everything was functioning so at so sometimes it's just stamiasis some you know deception but even if it's tucker very deep and real and authentic so you were a kali for your own male a gevaldic but the the the bittle of the kali opens the person up for the believable for infinity because that can't be manifested within a limited cayley within limited consciousness and that's the beginning of the aliyah of an ashama that happens daff kalamata alamhaza because everything that goes through an oil hazard allows it and challenges it and compels it to make a quantum leap from kaili to beyond cayley from the eye to beyond the eye that only happens here in the higher worlds uh everything functions very nicely it's geshmaka place canadian is a gesh maca place it's all beautiful places what but in this world right a person goes through the ringer so you you have the opportunity to go beyond the eye you know people always talk about the fact that there's no such a thing a complete person in this world everybody goes through things it's designed that way it's not a mistake it's designed that way right everybody will explain to you you didn't have this when you were trying i didn't have that when you're a child but maybe you're suffering from this and this but who's not yeah yeah and if you have perfect parents then you're probably the worst off if your parents were taking perfect then you must have answered they would take tucker perfect you know what what type of per person are you gonna be with mama's perfect parents your mother is perfect your father is perfect you say this birthday mother was i don't know if i want to meet that person what do they look like perfect huh person kids your kids let's bring them here itadaki have very special kids with perfect parents perfect mother perfect father yeah yeah so so the but the voice is no that obviously it's part of the design it's not a catastrophe that was a random mistake it's part of the nakuda of of the alias on the summer that happens here we'll continually tomorrow have a beautiful day oh that it was one uh definitely that that that's that's only slave over there if we're all no top and nobody could tell no but there the void is the clown that all the names are connected sometimes yeah and sometimes when you as you knock out the gold one part goes here one part goes here but inside of it's more emphasized but that nakuda is everywhere the eagle yeah so what's everybody's the same distance same distance yeah that show is in the middle yeah so you could see it beautiful beautiful you're saying when they're dancing everybody moves into the other person's place you're not just in one place you're not just in one place you're moving around and around you're going to another person's place so here's shane and then he says yeah i don't know why he says thank you for coming back you understood a little bit more [Music] ms yeah if it's 50 ms it's also 50 check and the 50 checker is gonna protest so but melee you have to have the word but you hear the vard where edelkaite is not a kali yeah i knew rapkite is not a stitter yes that's that's like this is what i was thinking about like there's no such a thing that you dismiss somebody you're not a kaley fruit that means that i'm completely closed off to anything that's beyond me if i dismiss somebody it's because that's that's my graphic basically i want i want to control the spiritual spiritual experience so you're not good and because i want to control it then i'm not shy to it i'm not the person who's grown up could be much more because there's no arrogance the greatest steerer to save is the arrogance the i'm talking spiritual arrogance it's mine yeah it's mine it's mine it's not yours the moment i'm there i'm not there sometimes the person who's completely not there they have at least that humility so they're open to something beyond them that's why you know the first thing is bitter the first thing is this is bitter that's not that's what it means that's what he's going to say in the miami basically that's what it is it's not yeshs i'm learning i'm doing the mitzvah i'm this it's bitter it's it's oneness we'll see later he explains this is bitter that's what it is it's it's a tool for bitter faker it's true for real bitter because this bittle through emotions which is which is big but that's also a bittle based on my experience and tayden mitzvahs is is the tool for ultimate bit when you learn this how can you be dismissive yeah really that's what you mean huh you'll see my back oh funny on my face too but low yaro my the face you three you see through not singing this class is brought to you by the yeshiva.net please help us continue the classes make 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