When Judaism Loses Its Soul How the Rebbe Understood the Sin of Korach, Rabbi YY Jacobson 5783

the yeshiva.net okay good morning everybody Hashem yesterday we had this to finish the mimer at least on one level the wine libations so today first I want to thank you Kaplan for the copies on such short notice and welcome everybody today's class is dedicated by Nancy Miller in honor of the lubavitchireba on his yard site today the third day of tamus thank you very much So today we're going to learn from the then he said 61 years ago Shabbos parishes but 61 years ago yeah 61 years ago um 1962. it's published in the circus volume four and in it the rebel uh presents a very powerful and profound and relevant take on the whole story of karach as we shall see basically it could be defined as when Judaism becomes Technical and loses its soul as we shall see okay let's begin it's in Yiddish the way it was said but I'll translate especially those who don't understand Yiddish I'll translate don't worry aleph estate insideer Islam say the Islam is a safer that Chronicles goes through the history of the Jewish people it's known as and as he says in footnote one it's quoted in the rajbam and toys what does it say there is foreign and today it doesn't always doesn't say a time for everything so what's the time frame starts staged this whole revolt against myself when did it happen say it happened after the story of the spice so it works actually with the parishes because Parsha schlach is a story of the spies and then conspirations why it's interesting what was the complaint what was the revolution against my Shabbat so first says why are you leaders you shouldn't be leaders everybody's equal ity everybody is equal to Hashem rests among everybody why is there a concept of testosterone why is anybody exalted why is when you continue reading the story it a little changes a little bit how do I know because his people isn't it enough that you're already levim and you serve in the mishkan and Hashem chose you know you also want to be kayanim so in the beginning karak says there should be no leadership suddenly he wants to be a Cayenne so that's already the next the next layer I don't know if you said but this is a famous book Animal Farm but communism so the main of the idea over there is George Orwell everybody is equal and communism everybody was equal at some point they see it's not everybody is equal all animals are equal but some animals are more equal than other animals so karak says no leadership but then suddenly he wants to be a Kayan they all want to be kayanam and moisture says do dictatoris which is Kayana you read later further there's a third motivation and that's the proof here Dustin and I read them they say something else what's their what's this emotions I want to speak to you what do they say foreign you made a promise you're taking us out of the gehandam of mitsarayam and taking us to a beautiful country a land that flows with milk and honey you never delivered from its time so um previous times they said we're going to die in the desert but it wasn't sincere because nobody was going to die but this time they're actually going to die in the desert moisha told them nobody's going to live anybody that was older than 20 is going to die over the next 40 years so they said you did you played a promise delivered you did not you took us out from one country to kill us in the desert when did that happen only after the Miranda before the Mirage we're going we're going but now that I cannot going they're talking not going this is the idea of toy swish bomb say the Islam that the mice of qaida happens after the managal so that's the that that's that's their value pushed in time when it happened because thus none of item could say this is done said perspective if it happened after the monogram why did he wait till then foreign what happened now in other words as having a real time his time so why did he wait till the afternoon let's think about this when did Hashem say to take away the avoida from the first male borns they were the ones who did David and give it Aaron and his children that they should represent Hashem and the mishkan this happened either by Martin Taylor or once the mishkin was established that's a discussion he says in footnote three but according to all opinions the Kohinoor of Aaron and his children which karak was complaining about certainly happened when the Michigan was put up the Eighth Day limit which was when was the Michigan put up so let's remember the history the Jewish people came out of Egypt Nissan PESA Martin Taylor was seven weeks later right the sixth day of seven or the seventh day of silver ah right A year later right the first anniversary of UTI a few months later the miraculum was sent and they came back so if iron was chosen already by Martin Taylor to be a Korean that's already a year and a few months that's a year more than a year before the miracle was sent a year and a few months before the round came back even if Aaron was chosen to be the coin when the permission was put up there they started to put up the Michigan it was eight seven days on and offers who was established so that's that's that's almost a half a year before the miracle came back the miragulum again came back only Tish above it says that's the night that they were weeping so why did karak wait a year and a few months to complain or almost a half a year to complain again again depends if Adam was chosen by Martin Turner or Aaron was chosen next year when the Michigan was put up but certainly waited a while foreign Elite safan the son of Lucile as a Nasi as a leader for the benecahas and karach felt basically kahas was Levy's son Jacob the sun leviation had four children and New Zeal amrams children are in America okay Maisha pointed the youngest a younger cousin of itself from the son of Lucile to run the matter of nakos he says if yeah you took already the main powers yes so the next one online is karach you go to the next brother and I'm the son of the next brother he gave it to us was very upset when did this happen this is when they counted the levium which was the beginning of eer but much before the Mirage was sent and before the Mirage came back so any way you spin it he's upset that iron is the kind Godly he's upset that Aaron's children are calling him he's upset that moisha is a leader Moshe didn't become a leader after the miracula Maisha became a leader ready and certainly by Martin Taylor any way you spin it he's upset that this whatever it is it happens much before Kairos mutant so do you believe this is unjust why were you sleeping till now so if you want to be cynical you could say he was just waiting for an opportunity to give a punch after the Mirage and that's what some people say after them around the people were down when people are down and depressed you can get them to make revolutions right I don't want to compare but huh it's much easier than other people you you this Panic there's hysteria there's fear everybody's afraid they're gonna die you know the people are down and they're upset up much even though it's not moshe's fault Moshe is not the one who convinced them not to go and territory oh so what's this it's not Aaron's fault go to the Mirage but that's how it is the leader you know you go to Mommy you go to tatin so in other words it's just it was just a cynical Ploy when people were upset because they're not going there to sit down but the truth is because got so many leaders and successful people and kaido himself was considered Amanda Amar so the rabbit time is that it has to be that couldn't just come across as literally I just woke up now for no reason just because I can get the oil but there has to be if it's a theme that there was something about the miraculum that shifted the consciousness of the Jewish people that allowed the Revolt of so it's not just a technical thing now you know the Islam is exhausted why not will make some trouble anybody said they're 40 years what are they gonna do for 40 years so I'll make some trouble but rather there's a thematic connection between the story of this poisonous story of well it depends how you define doomed listen it was 40 years that they ate every day from the man they had moisture they had iron huh no expenses no worries they had clouds of God remember the 40 years were literally Paradise it wasn't there yeah they didn't go attaches strong and that's what they asked for you and they had Moshe there they had moisture there there's a vote the student of the Arizona he's the one who edited his father's writings his father wrote down the teachings of that is small edited them so one of the writings of that Islam that Isla has a whole title but not going to actually says that impartials started to prophesize what did they say that Moshe is going to die and yeshua's going to take the Jews and territory so he says the story of the Bible happened right after that they knew the moment we're going to Texas Moishe is going to pass away so they had my seriousness to rebel against Hashem and Moshe so that Maisha should stay alive and they got him for 40 years that's what he says he says they knew they're doing the wrong thing they're destroying the whole plan but they had much should have been for another 40 years he says you know what that gave the Jewish people so to understand the sheikhism says let's understand deeper what happened with the spice the title from the monogamous attack of the previous about explaining the story of the monogram and printed this is a continuation the next chapter what's the summation what happened with the miracle I'm here again when you read the story it seems like karak was a troublemaker and we're even bigger troublemakers at least said that was the one who invented everything The Mirage said that the whole plan of Hashem was one big colossal mistake everybody's gonna die and there's no way we're going in territory strong we have to stay in the mid but pastors you look at it that there was simply Rebellion that maybe came out of fear or stereo or Panic Etc here again is the question if the Mirage were a bunch of lowly individuals I understand but Ashley himself they were all prominent individuals leaders picked them one by one everyone was a leader of a Chevy if you had the creme de La Creme as we say and from such a group of people such a disaster should come out the greatest colossal disaster of leadership that we know of in Jewish history certainly in early Jewish history so the child is what happened so he says the title was Islam it wasn't just a regular sin of course it was a sin but there was something very Noble about the sin what was Noble about it as I said what what was the situation of the Jewish people in the mid bar they were literally living in the clouds pun intended they were living in Paradise the miragulum were afraid the started episodes I never saw it before the swasemus quotes it a few times that the miraculum were not afraid of failure they were afraid of success usually we say most people are afraid of failure but sometimes we're afraid of success more than failure what would success look like they would go they would be successful they would conquer the land they would settle it would say oh who this is the problem we're going to lose our entire spiritual touch from a nation that is divine we're going to become a nation that is political not a bad not a bad point from a nation that is completely focused on on ideas completely focused tonight what do you do in a desert they're completely focused on ideas it's a nation the only nation that was built not on a country based on territory it was built on an idea think about history Every Nation what makes America how did Americans become Americans how did English become England have the French become French the answer is we live in a territory together right we need to protect ourselves we need to create some cohesive political entity in order to be able to live together and protect ourselves from our enemies so it's the land it's the Earth that creates the identity of the nation Ms no a nation was conceived in any other way so what comes first the Earth the territory makes us a people what about the Jewish people where did we become a people we became a people not in a country not in a Homeland in a place that you actually can't live so what made us a people an idea Martin trailer that's right upside your gun rights and him rights 900s um the only definition of our nation is which explains why a Jew in Australia and a Jew in Russia and a Jew in American a Jew in Brazil a Jew in London and Paris and Morocco ah and of course axis 12 too but that's not the Kiddush of course huh an American is living in Australia for for 1500 years was best on American but by Jews it's not that way right the Jew in Australia the Jew in Moscow the Jew in London why not because hsl is not important not because it's not our land but because um so in history it's a completely different reality that's why Exile didn't destroy the Jewish people not that it was not that it was easy but it didn't destroy them because the definition of Claus we didn't begin nature we began in the desert Los Angeles put up to villain it was this is Mendel Bayless 1911. this is one of the big arguments between the secular zionists before the creation of the state of Israel this is one of the big debates but this was gone argument's argument The Mirage understood this very well they said what happens now we go to church Israel yeah right away you need an army you need a government you need a knesset you know what the knesset looks like in Israel [Laughter] huh it's not such a nice joke but they say that sharansky what's the difference between me and the other knesset members I was in prison before I came into the knesset he was in prison and we're in the Soviet Union the point of the miraculum was you got to be crazy and that's felted appetite is it's a land that eats up its inhabitants so physically it means that it's going to kill us they meant something much deeper the country is going to eat us up there won't be Jews left we're going to be eating up we're going to be consumed by materialism by politics by divisiveness by by pressure the Ecstasy of life that vacuous with Hashem that you're living in the mid but with Moshe and iron and the clouds and the man and and you don't have to deal with clothes and tuition and then mortgages and and all crises that people have because of the pressures of life we're all gone what did they do all day and the answer is they were in Oneness literal Oneness with Hashem living in paradise and they know it's going to change Hashem said it's going to change there's no Mana notice at all you're going to have to plow and plant in other words you it's transforming the fabric of the people the land is going to eat us up that's uh that's not something they're saying something you know when you get eaten up by something when you eat food the food becomes part of you there's nothing left of the food you don't have a banana that sits in your stomach comes part of the bloodstream so if the land is going to eat us up what does it mean that means we're going to become Earth it's not going to be nothing left to us this is our place this is our destiny so the Mirage we're not afraid of failure they were afraid of success they were afraid of losing everything that you describe this now we have to relate to what they're saying because there's a very powerful powerful idea there the powerful idea is that there's this it's hard for us to understand because you know we live in a material world and we have to pay our bills but understand the life in the mid bar right there was gilia this and this was a generation that left Egypt that's they were at math entire the only generation that saw Hashem face to face was them so reality was different reality by us it's you know philosophy theology proofs but then it wasn't philosophy it wasn't theology it wasn't all proof to you from a cell that God exists they didn't have that they they it was they were living in a higher reality and it continued and it continued every day and now we have to lose it all this this was the time of the miracle yeah from Heaven you got to go into the abyss from Canadian again did the nation heard this this is why is it a sin you have to understand why it's a sin a sin it is but it's not an ugly sin it's a profound it's a spiritual sin the reason it's a sin is because the thoughtless of the whole Bria salamis was to transform the physical world that's why it was a sin a tiny they had fear there is but for this purpose the national never had to come down the whole you say the whole purpose of creation wasn't Hashem wanted we created to take the lowest element of reality and transform it into a Divine abode he has to go in practice at all and to build an infrastructure and to build your tent and and and develop cultivate your field and plow and plant and milk your cows and harvest your grain and suddenly you're giving percentage color to the cayenne and Trauma to the Korean and mice into the lady and myself and my son only to the poor people right after the story of the miragulum you have the midst of khala you have the midst of the sacrament you have the Mitzvah you take the wool of your of your of your sheep and you get a little uh and and and and part of the world becomes Citrus what's that idea you're transforming the Earth into Divine you're not going to heaven you're bringing Heaven a fragment of Heaven down to earth is it challenging of course it's challenging but this challenge is the core and the mission that's right that's why they sent down a soul not a malach it starts with the person of Love do I have a body yeah can I neglect my body no do I have an animal Consciousness yeah can I neglect it no I need to work with it transform it that's the whole hiddish of Toyota that was the argument the Angels the Angels said leave tight hear Himachal said you have a yes you guys want a murder you have an issue with you said where my lock and why should we leave that gevaldic but they didn't realize the whole the time and the death it was a preparation to be able to go on territor so we have to understand there that there's a fundamental debate going on it's not Stam a buncher to show him who don't believe in anything says if they wouldn't have been leaders if they wouldn't have been sensitive if they wouldn't have been spruced they wouldn't have a problem yeah let's go fight they were afraid we're going to become bullies we're going to become bullies I feel to some extent people today feel the same way how many people really want sure do we want to go to Israel I hear you they were comfortable they were very comfortable this was the ultimate comfort zone not because of narcissism and materialism because they were spiritual people when you're a spiritual human being and you get it why would I go into again where I have to start fighting with everybody I don't understand never mind if you're not gonna have moisturable as a teacher anymore think about that if they knew an extra strong moisture is not coming in it's going to be a replacement nice Replacements Yeshua benon was nowhere no small person but the gamara says I'm an ambassador that when they scan him the older the Elder the elders he says like the Moon the reason right this is where shemal vital says that the reason says the reason why she didn't go in Texas at all is because Moshe is the face of the Sun it's Israel is the face of the Moon as you saw was known as what happened what would happen the middle of the night when the moon is shining if the sun came out what happened to the Moon you wouldn't see it would be eclipsed so much strong because he would embarrass Israel that's the reason's take on it is going to come it says like we say there's going to be the tick on hagamore now my can go and take it all a different level that's what that reason explains on this piece and there is when I told you before why the spies didn't didn't want to go in because they wanted to keep mush okay so now let's go back to our discussion okay that's a whole uh yeah obviously represents something the Sun the Moon no we're not only talking about the physical is a mirror of the spiritual like always everything yeah we like the moon yeah they did not permanent that yeah okay it was it was a temporary structure wasn't the best everybody was sitting and learning there was nothing else to do and they wanted the miragealum said let we have God here the intimacy with the Rebellion you're never going to have again in history don't be stupid don't leave don't leave well that's the language uses the word vacas ulated he says they didn't want to go down they don't wanna from the world the world of meditation of ecstasy of Oneness of transcendence they did mitzvous in the Midway you can't compare them it was in the mid but the United Sodom it's in the middle of mostly Mistress of the Mitzvah so this mostly mitzvahs there's a question if they put on filling in the midwest the carbon basically they did only once they were Mitzvahs in the mid but of course there were mitzvahs once the second year but most mistress mightiest right especially Mitch was connected to the Earth and Mitch was connected to a house I mean it was connected to a field and a farm and all these things Adam most of them were done only noticed wrong and maybe we didn't have it even their food there was there are memifano one of the great Macomb says that when they ate the man they made a bracha before knew they said they were going to replace this with with the sourdough bread here in the bakery Mela sourdough bread with we're going to replace this you have to spend hours in the bathroom all parts of the man were nutritious he didn't have to go to the bathroom after because the body didn't have to reach why do we have to go the body rejects 50 of the food sometimes 99 of the food of its potato chips right but the man it was so it was so healthy it was integrated about it why should I reject it it's the best thing so they didn't have to go to the bathroom for 40 years interesting no 40 years the Jews didn't have to go to the bathroom unless when unless they ate the writer says at the end of Bullock that the Jews met the benoism and they gave them to eat from their avoid DeSoto offerings and then they made them worship the Balboa so that says an interesting thing what was the you would defecate to your deity but as long as they were eating the man they didn't have to go to the bathroom so they couldn't do the Balboa but once they ate from their Foods oh now they had to go to the bathroom I got to talk so they did the ball pies so the point is even the physicality that they had was different now we know that that the moods of people is created is connected to food you eat so imagine if you're eating for 40 years the purest of foods right Heavenly Heavenly Heavenly food there's not a drop of poison toxicity it's a different it's a different Gulf it's a different type of government it says it's interesting to be tofu's Twitter the mind has to be real real tight it has to be clear translucent transparent the mind when it's filled with with with static and stress and anxiety and garbage you you could think but you can't think straight you could barely figure out how to pay your bills never mind think about you know ultimate truth so this was the title of the monogram yeah it would be a whole different avoid so the rep is saying here he's he's not saying that the miraculum what they did was right but he's saying you have to understand their perspective they made a mistake and they did an Aveda and it was but why not because they didn't have they weren't saying anything but because the whole kavana is to take on the world not to escape it I'll tell you again sometimes says a good word in in Russia there was Aid he was known as his name was Usher Ginsburg he was a very very secular Jew and very brilliant and he was one of the big big spiritual zionists but very had a lot of issues with Toyota Mitzvahs let's put it that way his literary name was which itself is Allah because it comes from parishes told us uh he died in 1927. through his wife through his wife he was a cousin with the rabbit hashab with the fifth of she was from the she married somebody from the family um I think he lived in a desk so he once came to the city of Lubavitch to meet his cousin de la bavish let's put it this way they did not see eye to eye on many issues he was a very smart man but he was uh a fine applicator so uh remember if I said the story when he went out he spent a lot of time with the rabbit shop with the fifth Obama whichever passed away in 1920. so they asked him what his uh what his opinion about his cousiness listen to a guy so he said six words but to appreciate his word I just have to tell you says about certain individuals in history they knew their masters and they rebelled intentionally they weren't naive they knew they knew everything you have to know it's like the highest level of uh of rebellion it's not naivete it's not trauma I know exactly you might have a limited mind that's the lotion of Ghazal so khadam used that lotion they said what's your opinion about he said he knows the world and he Rebels against it intentionally in other words you have people you don't know anything else so you're in you're in the system were very afraid of that once you taste this reality you're gonna be you're gonna be finished you could have you understand the reason it was a cat is because that's the whole Taco somebody to go down from the ananya covered into Earth let's see so this is what he says there was no Vegas with Hashem through learning Terror like there was in the midburn Maisha himself was the teacher whether you get better you're hearing every day of Shear for my channel for 40 years not a bad thing and you don't have to go to work after ah life is so bad again says what did you show on color says that the tackles the ultimate Eloy the ultimate greatness is not to remain in a spiritual cocoon learning even though you need that of course but the my Summit is the ability to be able to go into a physical world and bring in the rots and the truth into that world and that happens primarily through the actions of Mitzvahs in the material physical way The Mirage they shun that whole reality the real exhibition now let's think about it if the ultimate avoid in the middle was only a few people could sit all day and learn most Jews had to farm or whatever they did Mrs mice and you had to call him in the base but most Jews not what's the different data amateurs inside of US versus about comprehension in that there is diversity odd infinite one person has greater comprehension smaller comprehension one person is more expensive mind less expensive everyone Hops and internalizes in their own unique way based on your brain based on your consciousness that's when it comes to learning no two people can learn the same there's no such a thing not even everyone has their Saga based on who they are it's just man the type of brain Etc what's mitzvous mitzvous is the same and a simple Jew who's completely energy putting on filling the kavanov's villain you can't compare to moish but the mice of Philip you reading matzah I'm eating Matsu he's eating batses you're taking the matsum you make a monkey you put it into your mouth that's what it is why because it's about the action it's not about comprehension awareness Consciousness meditative experience ecstasy in the internal emotional intellectual life no two people are alike but in the physical activity right if you're farming we're both putting in seeds into the ground we're giving sadaka I'm giving a dollar you're giving a dollar or you're giving more but the mice is the same foreign but the actual action indeed itself okay so now let's understand we're talking the might the mice again it depends how you define your describe so this he says this this is why karach happens after the story of The Mirage it's very very it's it's a bit could not say what he said till after the story of the spies because the story of the miraculum changed something very fundamental what and therefore Kodak seemed Justified before the story of the monogamy could say like this the whole purpose of action is just to demonstrate emotion intention take a marriage of a marriage love relationship feeling obviously if my wife asks me to go to the airport to pick up her sister you got to get into the car and do it this dust is the Indian it's a it's it's an even a boyfriend it's a litmus test so what's he describe obviously there's things you gotta do that notion was challenged with the story of the monogram that notion what martial abena was teaching is that the mice itself the physical itself the body itself that's deeper than the internal experience oh that's the case so suddenly kairak emerged and they went to the opposite extreme um foreign you hear what he's saying are completely in a different caliber everybody knew that who was the prophet Maisha who was the one that Hashem taught the hotel it wasn't a mistake the numbers he was the Perfection that a human being can be come Navi commercial and it says first he would teach it to iron then I would bring in his children he would teach it to his children then he would bring in this Kingdom he would teach it to the sky in him and then he would bring in all the Jews he would teach it to all the Jews so Aaron heard it four times for Moshe his children heard it three times the skin and heard it twice and all the Jews heard it once then everybody could and then Aaron could teach it over to everybody else Etc so it's not just in time it's also in Milo there was levels of learning why did he first learn it with Aaron Maisha first had to be Aarons cavarusa understood that said so why are you exalted when it comes to Mitzvahs in the action everybody is identical so now after the Mirage has a big time the mid aglam said what's the whole package of you this guy spirituality stay in the mid bar and remain excluded from the world says in the name of Hashem noise to the tankless is to step out of the spiritual cocoon and bring godliness into the physical world through the my Summits and for this it's kadai to leave the desert and abandon the nest of Holiness why even though you can have much more Saga you're going to be in a much more spiritual level but how much oh if this is the pack list is why are you any different than anybody else I understand I understand and learning and as he says in eight look like um stages his Revolt he says Hashem has many names foreign that's where his purpose is that's where his Essences I know the revelations are more in spirituality but the atomy is the core the core is in the Goof is the mitzvahsis real equality he'll explain more let's just it'll be it'll be clear the mid gimbal the Midwest is um there's something in the story that's strange there were 215 leaders who all came to revolt and they said I don't understand you yourself I'm like I'm a leader and a huge and a huge uh huge corporate then I come to say why are you a leader why are you like everybody so you would say they were ready to tell March oh let's all quit let's all quit there's no leadership everybody's equal but they weren't saying that the leveeum themselves who came with Cairo they themselves were in a position of leadership they were unique they had a unique status and unique place where they lived and unique Privileges and they could go into places other people didn't go they had a whole you there was a unique element there they had to protect the Mishka and it's not like they were telling motion abandon were ready to give it all up let's just all be equal let's all become like everybody else because Mike says you guys actually want more leadership sir so you're pulling out the Rogue from your time it's like right right everybody is equal but we're gonna be more equal than everybody else everybody is equal but I want to be the kind God let me know it's like a joke so this happened in the Soviet Union the whole story of the Soviet Union is this everybody is equal besides the few people who get the power and suddenly they have all the power but everybody's equal and they represent your equality but obviously right in a nation that's called and how does such a tiny take root foreign they weren't they weren't demonstrating hypocrisy they were saying there's a type of that they disagree with through these different madriguez no no two people are equal everybody understands that we might do it is NASA you have one person who's good with his hands you have one person who's good with his mouth you have one person who's good with with the brain you have persons but with the feet to say that every person should be doing exactly the same thing like everybody else's right you have different forms of Genius different short forms of talent different forms of skills the old Society is built on that even ants understand that if you take a colony of ants a super organism of ants right you have millions and everybody does what they have to do to build a colony you can't have everybody doing the same thing it's fortunate and different people have different my list of different levels of IQ and different levels of EQ it's a double portion he wasn't undermining that but that's not this NASA that's shot yeah moisha is good with learning and Aaron is good with kohuna and they're good as levim and their good as the caeda and so forth and if somebody has an advantage a certain skill for something obviously he could be a Nazi and and teach it to other people but this is not a fundamental issue because this is all in spirituality But ultimately it's a TOEFL Legend and in that everybody is identical so the tisnasu is a technical thing you're here I'm here but madhu it is to say that you're exalted alcohol Hashem what's the exaltedness of my Shannara again if the Titleist is massive the title says maybe buddhistan I don't have to receive from others he believed that in the ultimate calling of Judaism after you learn from the spies there's no room for Moshe and Aaron's position the miragam themselves were killed exactly why were they full of it because the tacos is Miser so karak said oh the tacos is mice kashmiris then everybody is the same exactly the point no The Mirage is foreign no no no that's a no that's what they said my son Mitzvahs yeah it's a technical thing but how do you touch myself do you touch my son it's a litmus test the main thing is you have a few things you do mice but that's not the vort the word is not mice for Karen even later in life right as Judaism evolves throughout the generations as different approaches this approach that the whole is one big Clipper One Big Mess you have to go through it in order to get it what's up the whole gosh means it's a nuisance at best yeah if you really have to Vegas so yeah you give to Tucker you put on film it but but let's get to the point that's a good place to be in and it's and they're right that's what the nashama had for eternity the whole is not that they're wrong you're right it's a dangerous world that's what you were sent into he was under the goal foreign to transform to bring light Into Darkness not to get more light yeah this is avoids this is one of these a lot of people explain the Mirage but this is how this explains it but this is one of these scientific that the yidditch in the physical world that's where you have Atmos there's something in Allah that's deeper anywhere else the people that learn all day the souls the souls that are that are uh that are fit for it and it inspires other people you have to know what your advice is you have to know your invite us everyone needs career system everyone needs to have grenaden before you're going to get them you can't take a child needs to be in the womb before it can be born you don't get married when you're two years old you have to first be protected you have to be in ananya covered you have to be in a place of collusion then you can go out but the tactless is not to stay in that cover to go out to go into my goals whatever that means in every person's life there's different madriguez this is not an Indian to go into the silliness not that but the whole world is a messiah in any way you spin it so now gets this credit says oh if that's really in this guide let's change the whole Paradigm here this whole thing of Moshe and Aaron being essentially in a different plane madhuat ishan it's a whole different Indian There's real equality There's real fundamental equality not only that as we will see the time of remains just like the Mirage there's a truth that remains they're right you have to know why does the title teach you about the miracula why is it a lesson because you have to know what they're saying when you go into it says Lord you have to know this it could be there's a truth that you have to learn from as we will see again sinned but there's a truth there there's a truth there sometimes this was something that the balsham taught there's a hierarchy in Judaism that takes over you understand you're the peasant you're the leader and we can't even look at each other right you understand what I'm saying and karak said that's disgusting you're not thinking about you're not thinking about God you're thinking about yourself huh I'm enlightened you're a peasant don't don't go they say that the whole Muslim movement that we saw salanta was created do you ever heard the story huh the literature World they tell a story that they'll be so salanta created the Muslim movement because he was at a wedding and uh there was a Shoemaker but he did very well and he got himself a good question and uh it's gonna be hard for Sid them to understand the story hopefully it'll be hard but and he was dancing as a middle of the circle with uh very hashva Eden and somebody turned to him and said how do you come to dance and you're a Shoemaker so salanta says we have to learn Musa foreign and in the literature World they tell a story again it's hard to accept them to understand this they tell the story it's a chat I read this when I heard the story first attract me Mendel's acts I think told us had a daughter and she married she got married the father didn't show up to the Hassan say the story shocked me but I'm telling you the Meister that they say father why not his son's wedding shop to the wedding they said why he said because I'm a simple Jew I'm about malacha and it would be embarrassing no it's going to be it's not going to be covered that Terror for the coffee that this is who his daughter married so he's not coming to the wedding it's going to be embarrassing for the cover time heard about it and he was obviously upset because time was an aid lead he was upset now when you learn to see this such a heaven it's very strange you know first of all why aren't you thinking about your son having his father at his wedding I mean that's number one something is a little off I'm not judging I'm just saying it's a little but number two the holy aside it's a passionate like the cover that means I'm garbage and you're holy and we can barely look at each other that's a very it's a very dis very distasteful because it's the title becomes ego a lot of ego ego ego ego that's not what Titus the holy enough toad is Bittle not ego other than Musser's ethics and so if you saw someone to say you have to work on your Midas you have to work on even you have to be a man you have to be nice the very heart that fact that people could stand at a wedding with a with a Shoemaker and say it's a passion need for me to dance with you that's already more corrupt than everything else the thought is already you're completely off you're missing the point I'm just trying to explain to you that this kindness is saying something very authentic could be a very dangerous thing if I come into a crown they're like oh a bunch of behemoths a bunch of behemoths a bunch of Scotsman a bunch of idiots and I will Enlighten them you know who's enlightening who who's enlightening home you understand if God is infinite so where does infinity get expressed let's put it this way I want to ask you for Hashem what's more important what's more important yeah a nickel that I maybe give foot stalker one nickel or a quarter 25 cents okay or a black hole that's 25 billion miles in radius what's what's more important so you'll say well one one is one one is was as big one is 25 billion miles but the truth is something Infinity what's big what's more so in the presence of Ain't So if right if you're really enlightened it's a whole different approach now takes it a step deeper he says when you understand what the task of Sabri is what's this what's this absolute exaltedness so this is a very deep amethyst that he's saying over there because exaltedness katakis sometimes be corrupt it's like you're meaningless I'm meaningful if you have a relationship with me then I will redeem you so people misunderstand because I'll say for example a dafka boy right that could be very misconstrued it's like the more you worship my ego the more you have the so you have to understand the credit's Revolt has a very profound Ms if the tacos is why are you making distinctions maybe it's the other way around oh so you say you need a structure that's what he's saying so a structure you need but what's the exaltedness what's this absolute exaltedness you say moshes are different Madre Garners so he says a practical thing you're running the company fine so the truth is that's the truth but this was a corrupt music after the monogram because the topless is my son is wrong enough he was the ultimate Crossland he was the old no forget that I know but forget he was saying mice is the main thing is fine make sure you have a good head you give out the farmer is as big as you maybe he's bigger than you said sure no he felt that there's a corruption that's taking over Claudius after the Mirage I understand if Judaism was based on spiritual awareness and Enlightenment and learning and intellectualism fine but if it's not if it's based ultimately everybody is really equal you have a better hence I teach but there's no histnasis but that's him you're quoting a gemari that was written after he didn't learn masaka's getting he was at home everybody as a technical role he had no problem but the awe of motion abano the respect for my channel the exaltedness let's see let's see what Maisha said he'll be clear he goes into he goes into another few protons but I want to get to the main point so let's go to see if hey which is Page 1052 one so Saturn basically a turn basically a page go to 10527 if them is I'm going to read a little fast because I want to get to the next videos wait till the morning and Hashem will let everybody know who belongs to him and whoever is Holy is going to bring close to him in other words he's going to let know who's supposed to be a levy and who's supposed to be a Korean what's up it's morning Moshe said let's wait till the morning biker in the morning God will let us all know s is one reason is Moshe wanted to give them a chance to do chuva sleep over the night you'll wake up in the morning you'll be normal you'll stop fighting yeah you know a couple gets into a big fight go to sleep we'll talk tomorrow you'll have to fight a bike then actually says a deeper shot Marsha was telling them is there any any scientist who can blur the boundaries between night and day between morning and evening sunrise and sunset there's boundaries in the world sorry there's an orbit there's a soulless there's a Lunas in this day and I I one day to be night and night to be there there's boundaries in nature the ocean Remains the ocean dry land remains a dry land a dog is a dog and an elephant is an elephant and a coyan is a coin and a lady he's a lady and his soul is a Israel there's one kind of it's essential let's put it this way the sequence of the DNA of every person is different and I cannot blur those boundaries break it learn from the morning that's what Rashi says debate the title father nabir lightness foreign the first reason says you could do in one moment don't have to wait till the morning and say well some people don't do right away or some people won't do till the morning also so maybe give him a week the second reason was during the day hmm that's what hazal says he says wait till night when the sun sets you'll see right away the boundaries well you have to wait till the next morning was attacking when the infant of them do it is never responded to that Moshe just showed that Aaron was right and there was no nepotism through the story with dictators burning the incense into 250 people got consumed in the Flames he showed that he was right but he didn't explain why he's right karak was asking a fundamental question so I'll prove to you I'm right I'm going to kill you through killing somebody you don't win an argument you understand you ask me a question I punch you in the face so you could punch in the face but you didn't win an argument somebody just said I'll swallow you up you'll all get burnt fine I so you're bigger and stronger and you have access to God but explain to me there's a contradiction in Judaism also he complained not only about I don't know it's about Maisha the most so you have to say that Maisha did give him an answer the answer in the words biker look in the morning wait till the morning he was saying something very very powerful what was he saying and I just want to bring it out in a sentence and then you'll see it inside the miragulim where this The Mirage sinned because as a result of the Mirage we learned the truth is we live in a world of maisa we live in a world of gashmi and that's the tackles but there's a big danger here and the miraculum knew about it picked up on their mistake and he went to the Other Extreme and that's known as the danger of Judaism losing its soul some of you know about this very well Judaism becoming technical action action action action the physical world ecstasy is not experienced meditation Oneness spirituality Transcendence internal transformation where's that Judaism it's a checklist it becomes a checklist the miraculum were wrong and Kodak was equally wrong so the story of slack and karak it's not just a story about an event it's a story about two polar dangers that can happen to Judaism and that balance is so delicate because every day I can become one of the miragulum and I could become one of peoples of one of kairak's people and the truth exists in the space between them and in the tension and Paradox between them and in the truth that comes out in between those two spaces like right the stupas are going to contradict each other Polar Opposites so what do you have to why do you have to have to suck on the contradict each other and then bring in a shotgun to make peace just bring me the third person the answer is why we say every morning yeah you remember this what do you need the contradiction and then bring in reconciliation you understand why push it bring in the third plastic you'll never understand what you're really saying first you have to understand one extreme because there's a truth there then you pull back yin and yang you pull back and you go to The Other Extreme because it's the truth there but I there's a truth here there's a truth there and they're two opposites ah yeah and say there's a truth there and there's a truth there but if one truth excludes the other truth it's not the truth that's the cost of our solution it's not just to make peace it's to bring together the paradoxes the marathon were right and then we should learn that the Mirage they were dead right and they were dead wrong they're dead wrong so kyraxas okay so let's pull the other way let me tell you what's right and he's also right because he's opposing the monogram and they were wrong but he comes out to be dead wrong so the Miracles are right but they're wrong and that's exactly the healthy tension that challenges the person to become the person he or she is supposed to become and the Jewish people to become the people they're supposed to become and we have our fabulous fabulous meditation on two opposite dangers in life you know very often Jews speak against Eastern disciplines who focus on meditation and Transcendence and you live on a mountain and you're secluded for the world ah you don't talk for years because we believe in talking and talking and talking somebody once asked Ellie Wiesel if Judaism has a tradition of Silence because everybody's always talking he said yes but we don't talk about it you know they say about a Jew who became a Buddhist he went to India and he went to an ashram and they said you know every five years you could say two words so after the first five years the guru asks the Jewish kid new food bad okay he said his two words five years later bad horrible five years later I quit the guru says it's about time all you've been doing since you came is complaining so we dismiss it we dismiss it as essentially of the Mirage Pro review get married build a house build a family live in the world comes karak and says oh really if that's the tactlessness they all have different jobs everybody's equal so he pulls the exact opposite he says serious so Marsha and the farmer attack and there's a truth in what he's saying there's a truth because you have to do what God wants from you and he wants me to be in this Farm in this world this is my body this is my life but there's also an untruth that's the sivaf is it doesn't say true when it says and Evan toiv is a sparkling Diamond it's shining Salt River says massim taivam is not just actions that are Mitzvahs it's my symptoms you can have Mitzvahs but they don't shine he's going to explain what that means so my sim means this through chuva your mice and become bright luminescent they cast light of them is mud you have diamonds submerged or found in mud was done is when the diamond is in mud not only is it not shining but the light is eclipsed by darkness by by by the dirt by the self true if I'm a diamond connoisseur and I take a look I know this is worth this is worth six million dollars it's worth six million dollars nobody else will see it because the characteristics are there the power is there but the light is not there the shine is not there certainly you don't want to display this in your store because it's going to be a turnip because not only is it not light it's actually dark I'll dead exists the same is true with Mitzvahs in your name is foreign I'll just read and I'll explain but hello um foreign but sometimes just like the diamond it could be covered over with mud and when you see it there's no light not only that it's the opposite of light all the characteristics are there the truth is there but there's no light what does that mean in a person's life are divorced from inner refinement from inner work from inner transformation sometimes like a diamond not only does it not add light it can actually add Darkness that's what it says in svaram I can give to the Clippers he said you see the person's life through learning tight I can become more arrogant through my mistress I become more arrogant I become more judgmental it's because I'm more from that I'm more judgmental if I want to be so from I wouldn't be such a judgmental person if I wouldn't be learning so much I wouldn't be out of my tired of Mitzvahs themselves become used they used they become missiles to feed my Venom my arrogance like the gemara says in in Titus a terror could become a poison for somebody not like some of us it's massive it's my Sofia I'm holier than thou sometimes it's used my mission away like it's called La Canter sometimes that Russia does and it says there's no real cavana and I become more arrogant I say look at I look at myself with with this pride and dignity says the opposite of a Mitzvah the point of a Mitzvah is to connect with Hashem through yashas and Guy where you become disconnected because Hashem says I can't live with a bulgiver so the Mitzvah itself is helping me disconnect from God it says in that even our Russia should continue doing Mitzvahs and always do tell them because it's still a diamond and one day you'll do two children everybody will do everything is going to be sublimated but at the moment the diamond is in mud in simple English it means all elements of religion and ritual and Judaism can be practiced in a way that even though the action itself is Holy and sacred and it's a dominance God's will but the mindset is contaminated the inner Consciousness makes it dirty makes it filthy there's no refinement instead of seeing rooknis oil light divinity what's coming across is negativity and judgment and egotism and haughtiness it's very intense what he's saying again um who cares who cares if my Mitzvahs are beautiful or ugly bright or dark that's all gallium Revelations but the ratsun Hashem is in the mitzvah my suic and I'm building a home for God for his Essence my Consciousness my spirituality I don't care if it's technical there's no soul the soul is all your appreciation your spirituality but hashems through the physical world so the main thing is the technical thing you got it done boom that's the bottom line look at the bottom line stop talking about my mindset take a company the guy is giving the money I don't care what he's thinking he's arrogant he's not arrogant he's filthy he's not filthy there's parts of him that are immoral in other words so it's the voice for my soul but Atmos is here and God's Essence is not about Consciousness and spirituality you should continue learning at least in many of these cases not lecante fine huh just do any money if there's the Infinity of them that this is a mistake it's missing a major truth the dots and alien is so imagine you build a beautiful beautiful palace Mansion for your wife for God everything is there one thing it's dark it's pitch dark Ness I built the home it's pitch dark and it smells bad the deal is there it may even have the most expensive thing but it's pitch dark there's something missing in the dinner that's that's light candles before Shabbos says why because they have the meal at night is against him is not just to have a house I can see there's a house here it should be a Bright House you walk in it's bright you can appreciate what's in the house it's beautiful the Aesthetics is not irrelevant you see I'll build you a house but the house there's no furniture and it's pure dark it's a very poor dinner so the dealer is I built the house I did the mitzvah but that you should be able to see your spouse you'll be able to see the king you're able to see Hashem there to be able to see you should be able to see the edelkite of it he says not just there should be a dinner it should be a lift ticket you see that the Toyota mistress refines the person that has to do with kavana Mitzvahs that make your life bright that make your life refined so the miraculum pulled to one extreme and it said okay Maisha said no gosh me as Dash me as gas so credit said oh gosh means my daughter so Maisha said something very heavy and that is there's a big danger of Judaism losing its soul of Judaism becoming technical ritualistic even if I'm not a rush I'm not a bad person I'm doing everything but it's a checklist my body is doing it the Mitzvah I'm doing scar I get the right finale and I did I put on the thrill and I ate the mats I followed them I follow the system I'm a religious Jew s I'm doing with my body I'm doing with my animals so before the light I don't feel that I don't see who cares who cares spiritual egotism so that's part of the kavana the inner transformation the inner Consciousness is not an extracurricular activity that egotistical spiritual people need That's essential to the kavana that the diamond should be bright that the diamonds should shine I just say the diamond is there even though it's covered over and you completely can't see it that the relationship should be there Ms if I only go into the relationship and the kavana and is nothing else that's the mistake of the monogam but when Judaism becomes a technical religion it's robotic I do everything and that's what it's about and there's no true Oneness with the Republic I don't see the beauty of the dude there's no light in the deer there's no lift the kite now what does that mean lift the kite it wasn't me lift the kite that has to do with how much I work on myself my mindset is it refining me you know the mice right when he was they came to arrest him he was wearing filling it was in the morning he was Dominic so I have to suck his tough government test 1798 they came to a rest of the tsarist government they're very serious was like a capital uh Capital accusations treason so the the the guard who came in to arrest him he saw that film made with his hand and he left so somebody said what just happened so other episodes the Nations I mean they'll see that hashem's name is they'll be scared so this Jew tells doctor that is I also went to Phil and nobody gets scared Salah right away he says the gemara doesn't say the gemara says it doesn't say it's villain on the head it says fill in inside the head he says you you wear filling on your head you understand the word that's the vote that's my symptoms that has to do with cavana that feeling is the same thrilling you're right my sister they all put on film I put on for the same you hear foreign foreign we're dealing with the transformation of the physical life and physical world and physical and physical body but the children because doesn't just mean there's a home where he lives it means it's a bright home it's a luminescent home where you could see your spouse you could see you could connect you could feel the relationship and for that you need light so now let's see how moisture said this is the first thing is we could do everything in the night time but it's dark biker the main thing is it should also be with a brightness it should bring you to knowledge and awareness and intimacy with the divine intimacy with the Divine means I shed my ego and I let myself become part of infinite Oneness that's how very the Primus that's not technical for this I need to be able to deal with my Brokenness and my ego and my insecurities and my pain and azerbius would say my trauma did I quote you correctly I have to be able to deal with all this I have to be able to open myself up you dear silicos can I say that through this Mitzvah I can experience the Divine in a deeper way where am I what what divine who Divine as a result of my davening I became a more authentic person this is Hashem inside of me this gilia who cares say the words and finish say the words just say the words get it over with knock it off don't knock it off do it slow that's the danger Baker um foreign foreign so now you have the two explanations in Rashi what Maisha meant and they both indicate this truth the first thing is let's wait till morning in order to do two of us he said you can do Triva right away or you may not do triple for a month or a year or 10 years but he was he was indicating something of course you could do Trevor right away but intruva itself there's a dark chuva and a bright shiver that makes him should be light bright you need a certain sugar there's a chuva I'm afraid of punishment what does that mean we don't have a real connection I'm afraid you're gonna punish me it's like a husband who makes trouble but he's afraid of the consequences he apologizes the relationship doesn't disturb me one of the interesting things that happens in marriage therapy is the wife says something that the husband did or didn't do and the husband says I see how much it hurts you so I apologize and she gets very upset why it hurt me but it didn't hurt you you understand it hurt me but it didn't hurt you so you have true I'm afraid of the punishment and I'll forgive you it doesn't refine you you're not a transformed person you're you're a practical person you don't want to get punished you still remain in your ashes you did Sugar you apologized but you didn't get it you didn't get it you're not in you didn't see how you how you were broken from it I hurt you I'm sorry especially I'm afraid of the consequences but I still I did show the technically again the diamond is there but it's the the yashers is still there yes just means the haughtiness the arrogance you could do everything right but the chorus the core is the sky you understand there's a diamond there there's a diamond But ultimately there's so many layers of of of Filth so he says the children needs to be biker true that of love and then the gemara says the sins become Mitzvahs through that the sins themselves become and certainly the Mitzvahs were which were Ingalls and Clippers they certainly become Mitzvahs they're certainly transformed the second thing is there's boundaries between Night and Day meaning night is also created by Hashem it says but this is Adam this is by kid it's a completely different world this is ah different energies Knight is also a Bria Knight is also khrushive how does that answer only do it is of course everybody is Holy of course Hashem exists in every person not only in their soul but also in their body and every Jew through his or her mice are mitzvah's axis is atsumus itself but essential to the function of mitzvah's they should shine with divinity my symptoms so therefore even in the Mitzvahs themselves in The Miser do something extraordinary and unparalleled mitzvahs because of his being ishalakim and furthermore you need to become a student of my children this is what Maisha and Aaron give the Jewish people because since my true conduits for Hashem motion his humility and his Bittle was truly transparent she can not only he teaches you tighter not only he teaches even spirituality but even the mice are Mitzvahs you need to be atomic nasu even in the kashmiris why everyone is equal because he's Central to the durable consciousness transformation The Soul alive and Moshe rabeno and the extension of motion every dirt it says his extension of motion is to help the mitzers become not just technical but transformative divine my connection with Maisha my connection with iron allows me to be elevated to be inspired to be able to see the diamond inside of me and remove the mud that may be eclipsing my light this is there's two types of exaltedness and exaltedness which is arrogant I'm better than you I'm bigger than you in that sense is right there's an exaltedness that's not about arrogant it's that this type is something greater that the person could give and credit says the greatest thing is gosh me the mistake of Cardiff is of course there could be mitzvah's done at night what does that represent this is but it's dark it's pitch black remember then that night it was dark it was really dark he had to light a candle starts I want to take care of an army to be rich the coronary play Maisha the Kiddush of marshana why you need to be macabo for myself is exalted is after the Mirage because moisha and Aaron embodied and taught Judaism is not just ritualistic it's not just technical it's not just I'm doing things even though I'm doing very very holy and sacred things it's a Divine experience there's an inner one as I'm connecting to you become a conduit for Infinity in this world this requires personal work internal transformation because here comes the lesson for every person from this whole story as my sandwiches there are those who say that the main thing in Judah was to have a heart you want to have a Jewish heart the main thing is in 1962 the represents was a very prevalent idea I have a Jewish heart so now you're going to tell me uh cashews Shabbos give me a break I'm a heart I'm emotionally connected God wants the heart that's the expression huh yeah somebody once said why a cardiologist once said why do Jews have so many heart issues he said because Jews are walking around all day says I'm a Jew in my heart so there's so much pressure on their heart you have to distribute your Judaism to your arms and your legs and your fingers and your head then your torch so then the heart will be a little uh calmer but that's one one point maybe it makes it emotional there's a sense of belonging and camaraderie and inside I have faith and give all the katana zone of the Stein and I have the Other Extreme of course of course uh God doesn't only want the heart but the main thing is mice you know show up show up and do your job the opposite extreme to transform yourself means to avoid the inside my emotions to work with my emotions my attitudes my moods my perspectives my feelings you're learning about your inner workings your inner relationship you know everything to do you learn mission or whatever is learning and you know everything to do and you know exactly what to say Amen when not to say Amen when to say if you're middle of British Krishna what to say what not to say how to do how to get an Aliyah how to have a kosher kitchen what to do on Shabbos God doesn't want a heart only he wants my submissive so not really what do I have to now go into limitations we don't need that how am I so awake latents.theid at the same to someone so you have it two Polar Opposites both have a truth and both are wrong the truth of the monogram is spiritual consciousness is the main thing it's wrong God doesn't really want your heart and once you goof he wants in Africa Bahamas he wants your maiser he wants the world so now I go to karak and I say that's it and I could lose the soul I could lose the Consciousness that's the mistake of I can have diamonds but the diamonds are unrefined they're not cultivated truth is truth exists in diffusion in the space and the tension and the Paradox and ultimately in the Oneness I'm not going to stay in the Clouds Of Glory yes I go out to a world and my work May sometimes be very tedious and it could seem very robotic and a major focus is actions within a physical environment and a physical society that can eat up my soul but don't lose your soul never ever make the mistake of karach and say my channel and they don't play a role the main thing in Judaism is just physical stuff not emotionary and emotionary inside of you represents the link to heaven the soul that's the test NASA the soul in me always has to remain exalted not because the function is to a neglect the body not the neglect the body but to be able to always Infuse it with an inspiration with a light with an Enlightenment um foreign he's saying you saw a living example from the devil says my father-in-law the rabbit ayats whose base tamos he was liberated then from stalinist imprisonment and death sentence they sent him to Exile and they commuted descendant they let him out in 1927. it says he saw his Mercedes both on both things first of all for maiser a Jewish child in the Soviet Union should learn all of Base you could say without the it's not deep spiritual consciousness it's learning all of this or a Jew should do one Mitzvah even though the person was not ready for the refinement and the Deep cavanas and even from mitzvah's itself he was far but then Abby said it's not fish you should do one mitzvah he put the same crisis with Mercedes nafis to spread Toyota and Primus what's available to teach people how to down and how to connect to work on themselves foreign so those who follow in his footsteps ought to embrace this Fusion is critical the power of a Mitzvah the maisa I will say it's a physical action who cares if this is the purpose but that includes something else that the Meister should be Pure Clean able refined and for this one requires the learning of that deals with the inner element of Terror the soul of Torah and not just learning it I can learn it intellectually people could learn a very spiritual stuff it doesn't mean anything their ego and Trauma remains intact avoid the satvilla means you have to work on it you've got to work it out I got to internalize it that's what avoida means it's not just I learned now so I learned about Consciousness in Chicago it has to go into my nervous system as I go into my body and this as we know it's very easy to run here run there because once you have a movement the yiddishkite that focuses on maximize you could lose the soul so let's just talk about soul and you could lose the mice and that's why slach and Kaira come together there's the mistake of the Mirage and then there's the opposite mistake of and there's a lesson avoid this but also avoid this even though there's a paradox here but it's not and it's not just a question if you focus more on doing or you focus more on learning it's a focus I could do when I could learn but what I'm learning what am I learning am I learning and elevating my true Consciousness because learning also could be soulless I could learn technical stuff and I could even be intellectually creative so I understand a lot of things but the internal the internal development and cultivation of the soul to go from night to day from Darkness to light that's the that's the key this creates a home for Hashem in this world the house includes both things as Hosanna did a lot it should be a deer for hashem's absence and hashem's Essence isn't the physical as much as in the spiritual sometimes more in the physical but that the exam should be revealed shouldn't it but it's dark God is here sees anything with davening we're learning we're doing everything God is here but nobody sees the glasses are tinted the glasses are dirty the AdSense should be manifest be present there should be a feeling a revelation a Consciousness a Divine awareness who cares who cares that's an ego thing I need awareness I need kind you don't need anything he's here that's not the cavana Sabria part of the did is it should be this is for this I gotta go deeper than my ego I have to open myself up to the inside this is what limit real limbodak synthesis This Is What avoida Shall Believe is the response to the Mirage as a response this past you've got to go to the physical world and do the my samitswiss and the response this nasus of Moshe and the spiritual leadership and inspiration of infuses Claudius because yeah it is important it's not just everything is just physical and Technical that's not true for this you need my channel and every person is not represents the spiritual beacons of light not just a good teach you as a good head the leadership of Maisha is what helps the Jews see the Divine in the world because of my Shem Circles of um was such a worked out person needs a soul you got to reveal the soul and this tension we still see constantly you see constantly there's people who run away from Orthodox Judaism because they're very soulful they're very Soulful and they're looking for spirituality and they don't find that spirituality within ah they don't see it not in learning Gomorrah not learning coming to should not in the Jewish lifestyle they see sometimes the opposite that's very technical it's very ritualistic it's even robotic sometimes lifelessness like a certain deadness sometimes you know the same thing boom boom some people it works perfectly they love the structure and other people I need experience they run they run to they run to another place where they think they'll be able to find it more huh was lighting up The Souls of the Jewish people so this is where we see constantly this challenge that when you when you create an infrastructure and you create structures it could sometimes numb the soul numb the creativity it can deaden the inner experience and sometimes it can even become outright boring monotonous meaningless irrelevant and sometimes even worse in the name of religion I can camouflage my insecurities my ego my mental illnesses my OCD my arrogance in the name of religion this is where the diamond becomes covered with mud I use the type against tired I use the mistress against Mitzvahs you understand I use my religiosity to become dismissive become judgmental remain isolated justify my rage and my anger and I have God at my side so not only are the Mitzvahs not opening me up to Infinity they're feeding toxicity the Mitzvah itself is Holy but the way I'm using it I exploit it I manipulate it it's like people who use Allah systems to abuse and oppress you know whether it's women or men I'm using the holy system to cover up crimes and Injustice you use words like or whatever it is you want to use Authority or there are herods or women have to listen to men huh whatever the ideas itself Are Holy ideas beautiful ideas they're diamonds they're God's will but be very careful I may be stuck in darkness and then again and in the spiritual abyss and an emotional poison and a narcissism and then I'm not going to use the word trauma but that's what I want to say I'm a completely broken individual so I'm doing tired I'm doing mistress but it's so wrapped up in layers and layers and layers of junk and dirt and filth one day I'll do chuva and this the diamond will come out of the dirt that's not a question misses will come out of the clippers but right now my Tita mits was I suck their trapped they're trapped in shells and layers of toxicity and you got to be very careful with that ah you need bikers I like them right okay it is in its elements you can twist it and say that's where it belongs now because it's sad it's in Italian yeah a diamond we want to polish it should Sean huh there's Daniel we're learning it that's what we're learning and listen this is true to every person in their own level it's true on so many different levels Hashem what does it actually say yeah oh so the President says without a biker without above so now she says Hashem made boundaries you can't make morning night and you can't make Aaron Unholy yeah okay without evolve yeah it says I guess usually when we spell boycott it's worth of yeah so let's talk about who's the rabbits you can't you can't so uh they were too much like everything is just one yeah so the miraculum wanted to live in a cocoon of of Vegas with Hashem which is amazing and we all want that a soul wants that and we need that we need that but the purpose is not to shun your body not to shun your animal Soul not to shun your emotions even your difficult emotions not to amputate part of my life to include everything to elevate it doesn't just mean the world outside of me means the world inside of me means the lowest parts of me that's where Hashem wants to live people make a mistake means yeah in Los Angeles and in London and in Downtown Dallas downtown Dallas is good downtown Manhattan is also good but the some of the hardest is yes everything is bigger so means all my emotions and all my challenges and all parts of my body don't amputate it don't run away from it bring Hashem into it bring truth into it that's the work that the miragulum didn't want to do they don't want to bring God down they wanted a league they wanted to go up to heaven which is beautiful so karak said oh that's the topless the darkness that's where God wants to be so then what's the advantage of my Shannara they have more light the tacos is Darkness the tacos is not Darkness has transform Darkness they said if the tackle says goshmias so that why my shin are in greater and such greatness white is not so on the contrary I'm greater I have more Darkness than them the purpose is that you need a connection to heaven if you just go down to earth whatever you understand it's very easy you go down and you fall you fall into the mud and the diamond goes into the mud because every soul is godliness do they know how dark we are we don't do so so Mrs there's borders between night and day night and day are both God's creations and God didn't only want night didn't only one day he wanted night but everybody together there's no aftus Hashem without edible you need night and day but you have to know the difference this is darkness and this is light is ah yeah yeah because Maisha is an ishalakim mosh is teaches a Jew about his own godliness we're not aware of our trauma like it says in Tanya pereg base that a real Jewish leader right makes every Jew aware of his or her vacation and like it says in tiny base every Jew has a moisture inside of him what's the motion inside of me the motion inside of me is that so on a practical level it means this is not transforming me as an individual into a beautiful person into a refined person into an authentic person I may be in darkness I may be doing good things there's a connection that I have the relationship never ends especially when you do a mitzvah but I'm still in darkness of my ashes of my stupidity of my Katniss of my pettiness you understand that's the real concept of the ultimate what's the real concept of Arab not just to teach me intellectual things that I don't know because he has a better head that's a gevaldica Indian and not even just to be an example of a very good person but it's to to Kindle the soul to put your soul on fire to be able to show you who you really are and what you're really capable of they say the real function of Arab is to bring you closer to God without getting in the way because what for that is between you and Hashem we don't believe in intermediaries right so rabbit never gets in between he goes to the back of you and he pushes you he doesn't go he doesn't go in front he pushes you from the back means I don't mean pushes and push him it doesn't get in between it could be an intermediary and I come in between like you need me to connect to sometimes you need a push like a marriage therapist who gets in between the husband and the wife that's the worst thing in the world the whole tacos is to be able to talk to each other you may need me right but it's to talk to each other you know not to talk to me a good marriage therapist the middle of the therapy they'll say look at each other don't look at me talk talk to her talk to him a real Sadiq it's not come to me so I could bring you to Hashem no never I want to teach you who you are because because the real emotional is one with every neshama so it doesn't get in between it's like the brain the brain of the brain doesn't get in between okay yeah activated when you experience the Primus of it if it's a technical thing what's the joy you just do it I shook a little of I'm excited I'm enthusiastic but it has to be real it's not just I start screaming you know there's people there was a yeah you know Naki Gordon for Meaningful minutes so uh so uh he was a very funny person he had a very good sense of humor so he the ones came at the 770 polishing you that finally you'd and his Derek was to Scream by davines he started screaming [Music] first try to talk nicely enough to start screaming he was joking but his point was we're not talking here about externally screaming we're talking about an inner an inner excitement you understand what I'm saying now think how important this is for teenagers for bakra or for girls they could sit in Yeshiva many years and learn all the things to do and not to do they can also learn a lot of information they could learn ideas they can even learn they can learn a lot of beautiful things but then you ask one question where are you where's your heart where are your emotions and often it's completely not addressed killed that's very very important follow the assist it's good you're doing good things and you're learning good things and everything is Holy and beautiful but sometimes the person is not there there's no avoid they should believe there's no focus on it where are you in the process how does it connect to you how does it relate to your struggles how does it relate to the Earth inside of you the earthiness in you is good not only the heaven in you the miraculum said the heaven is good God wants to live in your in your heart he wants to live in those parts of you that you call toxic and lowly and earthy means toxic it's it's slowly that's where I want to live don't be afraid of that part bring it in over there I don't but don't if you can't don't discount if you're having sex don't discount that all for carrot that's part of the silver by the way yeah now the opposite extreme is suddenly he worships the darkness you understand he worships the darkness till the Mirage escaped darkness and they made such a mistake because the cavan is let's go straight into the mud nah that's not the fart you want to bring in the light over this should be a place of giliola course not a place of where Hashem is present in darkness God could be present in my heart but it's dark you don't want that you have it even in a marriage you can have a marriage but it does the right thing you know he fills his duties but there's no passion there's no life there's no excitement you understand he's a good guy she's good they follow they do all the rules everything is fine but what's missing the Theus the the excitement the life you're getting good training in this year you're getting good training but later you got to go on there to throw huh so that's very deep there was Aid who came to the altered and he asked sometimes that's right by the way it's very deep with just that what's so deep it means that the the same symptoms listen every person that relates to us each one according to their own level but in some position Ava only should should weren't allowed to get involved in other words you can say no is that support what you're saying like if I put it up in other words only even though you're pushing it and you have some push them into somebody that's what you do that's the poop it's only for the aim to them it's not just not closer it's not it's not because later she gave him a hiring than you a father this nasu is not exaltedness I'm better than you for carrot then it's not moisture then it's thumb Guyver is because he's completely bottled Hashem so his power is not his own it's an expression of Hashem huh he could bring up other the moment my power is about me versus you then it's dangerous it's toxic that itself is poison then cradle is right it's a different it's narcissist means because moisture was completely nullified so he was a conduit for Hashem so for moisture you learn what it means the ultimate of it so two things so it's all about what moisha does for the people because he has no Matthias no ego and it teaches you who you really are that's the vart y yeah let me call on um what's the connection between Kimball Thomas 1994. what's the connection that's your weight for the fabrina foreign first taste that's not there's nothing but smart it's it's not as much experiential experiential look about going through life in darkness it's not going through life Anonymous it's embracing the tension and embracing the darkness and saying this is exactly where I need to be had a depth the depth is don't run away stay with the name and over there you're equal to everybody else because this is where God is MS a father God is right here but we all need a support system we all need help we all need inspiration empowerment to be able to reveal the purpose to be able to bring ourselves up from this place to be able to reveal the meaning here that's what support is that's what real empathy is that's what a real rabbit is it creates the connection holding space with empathy for all the parts so that we could find the light ultimately inside there and not just remain remain stuck there that's what that's a real support system is it's a deep deep deep deep debate here it's not so it's on many different levels emotional psychological practical spiritual so who isn't close to the city when I first came to the river I couldn't believe that oh that the whole world ah yeah yeah they say the pillow parature once said that before he came to the Altera before he learned he looked at the Goof as disgusting once you heard the titles that from my flesh I perceive Hashem that the Goof is a muscle thrill of course he says but you're talking about another vart before I came I didn't know how is how God will be able to find an is good enough for me right and then my child is for cat yeah okay yeah the Boston representative call from uh was the first lady Isabel social that was born the Boston area Beacon Street Boston Beacon Street Brookline yeah see this is too much if you're too much like the Wonders you can be too much connected but real connection to Hashem means that I go into my physical body and I go into the physical world and I change it then once you're there you have to be able to have the heart right but you always need tighter you always need limit that trainer you always need to stay connected because if not I can lose it the wire has to be connected you can't pull out the plug if you go too far you pull out the plug you lose the connection so I spoke in the Tuesday share about the gas and the hay and the cuff and the race it's all the same nakoda you have to remain connected that's why there's a void of the miracle of everybody we have to remain in the mid bar every day you need time in the mid bar and then a covered to be able to go into the physical world to remain there there's Jews there's a coin God will never left say I mean he went home at night but but the old days right the people that they could remain in in in in dalaramus of Terror so everybody has to know what their schless is what our Chef wants from me 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