What Is the Energy of Purim? - Torah Or Purim "Chayav Einish" #3 - By Rabbi YY Jacobson

the yeshiva dotnet market is called issue hoodie even though he came from saving Benjamin the bow upon the alter rebbe explains here that you hood means hide or gratitude it also means hide or as my demonic the water I invited to you submission and more defects called issue who the Ishwara bias the master of you who'd leave a master the source the source of bittle the source of absolute alignment and submission we see this in the gamar who says what's the source of Martha find Tyra parshas Casey saw margery I said yesterday Shemin our mission was a mistake one of the spices of the Qataris the terrorists of course the burning instance was made of eleven herbs right that would then ground the ground up mixed and each of them was offered in the morning in the afternoon and the visa mikdash placed on the altar where the smoke was generated as a result of the encounter between the fragrant spices and the coal mom in this bath this was the Qataris every morning and every afternoon the eleven herbs were very interesting we enumerate them every morning I'm sorry about the paranoia not tell you enumerate them also one of them is called Mara my Marjorie Marcus kisi son the Western Approaches Kesey says when he goes through the spices of the Toyotas getting a purchase you see slow motion is yeah I'm sorry but supernal Hulman evolved owner and we have my book see I'm actually by this Native American so one of them is called murdered that's why the Toyotas also there was the chemin Amish car my shrapnel went up a new-made the oil it also had different spices in it so the first one is Marjory so the double katana Graham said that modular and mayor da isser tomorrow says that's the source of Martha so what's the connection so this develop tiny explain is very interesting that the Rambam another by far some say that this is basically deer musk so it's not a kosher animal and of course the blood of this animal and the meat of this animal would be completely not kosher it's not a type of deer that's kosher it's called hiya do a very very common in Indian hi do and yet the blood congeals a certain part of the blood congeals in the neck and it's one of the most expensive fragrant sources in the world that becomes a poison and this was used for the Qataris and it was used for the shemitah' mission so it's very interesting and this is the source of Martha hi mayor dr. oz what's the connection what's the connection to part of the thing he says basically he have the concept of transformation would he have the transformation that the blood represents the vitality of a person the passion of a person and the very passion here is converted into something spicy into a fragrant that's used at the base of English and here there's a big muff Leykis about this murder of a new artist says you're even allowed to eat it you're even allowed to eat the murder in other words it's not considered part of the animal meat or blog you can actually eat it that's how deep the transformation of a forum say a lot of smell and it becomes so he says the likeness is based on how you define sugar if sugar is a complete transformation like that very becomes a mitzvah then you're allowed to eat it or it's a lower level of sugar and therefore even those has a good rate but it doesn't become Amish motivation so what's the connection with Martha [ __ ] she says we he may modify a nickel Amira doc yeah I know so Makara Biddle supremacist side upper saqqaq mike uyama now we'll understand the connection between Martha hi who is the source of yahuda which is little alignment because generally the source of Bittle is known in kabbalah as you cite abba abba father is the attribute of commerce called father Abba is hokhmah and EEMA is called vino coffee was like the father and Bhima is like the mother the different differences the father like produces the seed then the mother conceives it and develops it into a full-fledged Venus Kaufman is like the concept then B Nunn develops the concept elaborates that comes that's been the huh there nurtures it develops it customized like a flying of inspiration that comes in its like a loose seat an insight that experience that you didn't have before and then be mistaking that inside and developing it into an idea cosmos inspiration Venus perspiration karma basically is always a shock it's like a lightning it's dark and in like this light bulb they pulled a light bulb moment a blitz exactly a blitz it just opens things up where does it come from so it comes from always from a state of bit Vil from humility when a person tries to control it they'll never have a new insight you have to be open to it and usually it happens unexpected you're walking in the street you sitting on the couch in a place we can't expect it happen it just it comes in I mean you always see it happens after you were completely engulfed entrenched in the idea you completely consumed by it even if you were just daydreaming about it you don't even realize how much you were thinking about it and you were thirsty for it or hungry for it and your intellectual ego is absent that's what customer comes in that's why customer is always associated with Biffle it's the Faculty of the soul that represents humility and openness to something that you don't know but openness to transcendence of curiosity and inquisitiveness there's an expression in sparring called gay seitan don't confuse it with the English words called gay sight that means every arrogant gang gibelewd Aleph is a Hebrew word Russian game called gay every arrogant person as a shelters are full honey enough there's not arrogant people who are smart I mean by definition if you're arrogant you you remain a fool because arrogance doesn't allow you to grow outside of your own self to listen to anything outside of yourself you're completely locked up in your own box especially if you think you're not my brother told me that somebody came to ask him advice so he says you know maybe you have a blind spot maybe there's some things you don't see so he says yeah I have a blind spot but I know where it is right maybe Ellen points but he don't know where this say about a person he's a self-made man and he worships his creator so so arrogance my definition reached us it breeds foolishness you remain a shape them the ultimate faculty that remains open is hokhmah so Hakim is associated with middle he says customers chiasma the color of MA no ma what are we it's the power to save MA what it's a wonderful wonderful thing just to save mouth just tell me what not I know I'll explain to you what this I figured out just cut your [ __ ] must two words car young punk ass ma ma just what what is it and and will become is below the cloud is all beaver all sublimation comes to Harlem hey Nick reissue deduct who is the one who can take the secretion the situation the blood of the mosque there which is completely trade and turn it around into a fragrance that can only happen through hakama through and the reason it can only happen through hospital is because the real definition of clipper our holiness is ashes is arrogance the definition of common is pimple so the one who settles sublimated is introducing huffman into anything introduces bit full and therefore the sublimates it Martha is issue hoody he's the master of the police issue thee so Martha sighs murderer is that unique element in the base--emitter that was taken from the blood of a non kosher animal and transformed into fragrance what level so there's different levels of transformation one is bit the width becomes mama Schluter and one is bittleman but and you can eat it that one is not similar to the two levels of Victo we spoke about earlier if it's mama said the easter becomes like hat there or it's just that it's not treated as Easter anymore you doesn't become like Hector so here you have it Oh Sarpy you have sugar which completely transforms devera and should what we you say it's darkness not selectors bug is that's wired up a new unit or their bid new yarn and others argue so it's interesting that every argument that you see here on a spiritual level the same argument exists on a holistic level on a legal level like we learned early everything is a muscle for initial right so all the my locusts in the middle for example are really a metaphor for a deeper much like us about bit though in terms of bit full of transforming your own negative passions or difficult passions until it deposits used it's used in the Qataris which is most important to avoid and Shemin emission and the kippah that was the most important behind it brought it to the Holy of Holies and looked about hill and mean there's not only a lot of smell it becomes part of you you digest it it becomes part of your blood so it's even a deeper level the heme a home on a little muscle pin is in dr. Harmon was the mother the counterpart of this particular attributes Kamisha amar my comment said Lamia quite some other classes you car Yosemite to who would the king wanna give dignity more than me so yes whatever the aina of a different man to say is what a clever idea of Xia by homina was a B is that if the king wants to honor somebody it's him that's why he told them to go out all the way and honor this man who saved his life that's why Muhammad hate smarter kind more than everybody else because we hate that person who reminds us how insignificant we are come on build but that's the one we hate more we hate that we hate more than anything else because that person or that idea reminds us who we are and whenever we don't we see that we hate it now this is sometimes destructive sometimes construct for example if you ask yourself who do you have the greatest problems with the real and relationships who do you have feelings in a very problematic and you'll see it's people who remind you that you're nothing that you're insignificant you'll figure it out you'll see think about your life now this doesn't mean they really remind you mean do you think they remind you that you're in stairs that's the key really they're not doing usually they're not doing anything they're just being themselves and they don't even know what you're thinking but in your mind they were mind mind for whatever reason right or wrong maybe when I was a child they said something with a did something for a number of years and taught me that this person site I'm nothing so if you're here I'm not here if you're not here I'm here of course I want you to be here in some cases by coming at Martha time Martha if I was basically or appointed to home on that he's had he say nicely sir he's full of hot air he's full of spaghetti that's what Martha I just reminded him he doesn't have to do anything he's so Martha sky he tells his wife whenever I see where that I go crazy why'd he go crazy he sees Emma's mother if I was an old Jew sitting on the sidewalk with a Kimura go away what was he doing Germany didn't bow down so didn't better imagine the whole world bow down to you one out two years with a good martyr with glasses sitting and learning doesn't about Doctor Who drives you mad it's war powerful than everybody else bowing down to you how could that be because you know that everyone bowing down to you they don't mean it they're just part of the party they're just flattering you that man who doesn't bow down to you he's the only one who means it right it's like a constant it was above around my yard but Robert risen it was an old constancy once said shot call it put if it's an exit advance he said what's up shop that Eagle what strappy shoes well shut he go he says you have an honoree right career give us some money to the moisten they make a meeting a party he says all the rabbi's get up and speak about him you know for hours either God left or the greatest sound it will have to live this yes whatever you now with those of you ever had the fortune to be by dinners so he said and then a little kid comes up and goes over time and says you're stupid and he gets upset he says that's yeah what do you can think of center for all the good early hunters said you're bigger than them because you know they don't mean it again he said she said see you get upset so how much know everyone is doing it does the medic said bow down you want to be part of the club you know you want to get your you want to get your paycheck right Johnson University a professor so he was the boss he had tenure he basically ran the shop so he would say jokes but they were stupid corny jokes whatever you want under him mr. Latta you know people say jokes do you feel like yeah ah so he would say his jokes anybody would laugh hey one guy the guy standing there and professor tells at my joke it doesn't laugh he says why you're not laughing is this cuz I don't work here so when hummons so mortified when humming so Martha fighter drove a man because he was let that tifus is immoral it's not the murders I was I couldn't no one cuz he took away his power well if I represented the lack of that need and hum one constantly needed that so that's why common was driven mad by Martha and he says sorry yes you double bane of the different master see is what a clever idea of CIA when you speak about the issue of arrogance you could say it's not nice it's not a schmuck it's not sophisticated the ball Tania says hey the problem has been different math to say is worth an arrogant person has detached from God's unity Lloyd Moran Eva FCMs is that everything is part of Russian arrogance basically doesn't mean your great arrogance means your small arrogance means you leave your detached from God you make yourself small and therefore you make yourself big in other words the lattice is very deep the lack of it's very important in education you tell the person stop being of all guy but what how do we understand them go down just be small he sing for character arrogance means to be small the lack of arrogance means that you're part of God so you don't have to be big because you're bigger than you ever imagined your part you part of our show you're part of our show arrogance means you separate yourself from after Sasha and therefore I'm so small so have to be big to have to be arrogant real real arrogance this is a description of real real insecurity of a lack of lack of confidence homines issue is he's a yes he's different math you'll see as well he's separating himself from Russians unity Lima and Eva op cit there's me and there's nothing else we're after Sasha means the other way around this Hashem man there's nothing else everything you're part of him including your mind in your heart and your soul your personality and so forth so home on who's separating himself from has asked us to compensate for that he turns himself into a gasa rural into an arrogant person he hired me Sarah Molly because of my mother who accelerations going in my male the POSIX says our mullick is the genesis of all the nations what does it mean doesn't mean he was the first one he wasn't it means he's a enormous Kanani kitty a mighty pleased if he you will see you know each of apostle names I admit destroys Tigers would sit at home a male kogasa Sarah who nations Lanka Kasasa Rufus traders Columbus drugs when we speak about the seven nations when I'm just talking about seven nations talking about seven qualities within us we say every David kooris in various losses asserts Konami hit them very deeply she went even the most severe Darcy to talk about seven meters we have me the sativa addiction gluttony you have Minister in Syria one disgusted one is quarter typers function displaced woof you love everything Vora miss plays glorious it for your cruel your selfish of your murderous that's rude sicken and that each one is another meter from the seventh I'm mulling is distribution then why what's up Malik Malik he says his bosses are not a particularly is a sense of a self that's distorted when your self is distorted one of matically all your emotions are distorted now this is very important we often talk about emotions before emotions if the mother cell who do you think you are if the self is distorted all the emotions will be stored you can't have normal emotions are filtered through and buy yourself a Malik represents a distorted sense of self your place in society is wrong and skewed it's off this is what he calls Gaza Sarah you have an inflated sense of self you don't put yourself you don't see yourself in a property and this before all the motions ultimately your head said you worry the first people will get you angry for no reason you will be addicted to the wrong things because your sense of self as distorted so that's why if you can deal with a mulling it's won't it won't help to deal with the other Buddhists because they are all ultimately branches children descendants gratias go you my mullet that's the expression of the positive marshes pollen bilham said gracious goodbye very sad day Ivan so homina comes from Zamalek so the show dish of all of it is that you have a distorted sense of self you don't realize your holiness you don't realize that you're part of Hashem right now right now this moment that's why and this is really what the arrogant people are we're arrogant because we're afraid to be humble because if I'm gonna be humble apologizer I'm going to be honest I will die there will be nothing left to me I have to profess this bubble of perfection in order to be able to be if I'm just gonna be vulnerable and honest what's gonna be left of me this is a distorted sensor so you think you're bigger than you are and therefore you become smaller than you are thank so you have to know how small you how great you really are now small you really are in the cuoco together well okay how much openers gas alot Salah - Valera disco liar who them chamber cleaners bit too late but they are gaseous the most powerful ones hormone is the ultimate arrogance he wants to exterminate who asked all how you hood them the first time Jews are called you hood then is it McGillis Estes he asked before you didn't only want to kill you who didn't he wanted to kill all Jews even not you but then the ant series it's the you who be that father Tomlin is the ultimate arrogance who drives him crazy more than anything else the Jew because the Jew every single Jew somehow represents a concept of bitl hate the connections Vikas doesn't even have to what type of Jew it is a member of the Jewish people carries within his or her soul the reality of middle the reality of that he or she is part of God and Hamas is driven mad by this Tilley does not exterminate the last Jew he feels that his place in the world is unsatisfactory and this hatred you can't cure it's not hatred because you took my money took my house took my business so we can split this is not about that it's your existence or to put it more more accurately it's your lack of existence it's the middle of the Jew the lack of existence that Harmon is so enraged by VMI you came from cost-efficient Oy yoy Simla Club if the Jew would have denied that he's Jewish and connected to the Jewish people he wouldn't have done anything that's interesting what he's saying literally you think Xavier was on every troop no never said there was an opportunity to get out of it for Jew completely changed his identity so I don't want to be shiny shiny like Gaza Rock aligned you who do his ater was on your hooded he said you because you wouldn't poison and you somehow part of it even a little bit cool this is unlike in the Second World War unlike the homeland in our generation he didn't care a true could convert to true concern he didn't kids it was Jewish blood in the sinews even with what what a jewel is a little bit Jewish blood in other words our generation wasn't a scholar even deeper than even a Jew says he's not there's also is also even that Jew was still I you would be but by hung on by harmony said what by Hamid I said if you would be cool ok alkaloid all night at my service customer song national and yet none of them throughout the year have any alien thoughts they all had mysterious nephesh members unity and this is a bit bull it's very interesting without it ever makes a statement like Ola I'll die to myself is a special how does he know how does he know that there was not one Jew that throughout the year with Isaiah didn't have a special it's very interesting but he says this is a fact other person ok this is that same good Martha's doesn't saying good morning tomorrow Method Man doesn't say that's what I'm sure it's interesting but this is what he says like although cool my back to my service does it convert okay with machetes shovel wasn't there they were they were there it says embellish a famous story that Mordecai was with 22,000 kids learning and Holman came and he said he'll kill all of them well if I said run away right run away and they said we're with you look I get my momís were with you but he says the whole Jewish people nobody had another for know before after the exam no not before he spoke my after the Xavier yeah yesterday bacopa color for me so this biblical is the potential of everything worth in cash of account even the most light-headed of Jerusalem sonow shallow palmar Michelin apart it must have see as well overshot my football a long it's capable of giving his soul the poem how much not to separate from this unity anyway every single Jew you see even a culture McCollum has this you could think he doesn't care by Jews II saw an interesting thing but the serious knowledge wasn't something that belong to people dedicated their whole life to religion they understand that you have by other religions you have people they dedicate their whole life to the religion and the moment of truth they give their life whatever you want to call it with moment of choice my Jews you saw often that you had a Jew his whole life he was a he was careless he was a column a column and suddenly when it came to moment of truth the connection emerge from where did it come to whole life you laugh from it so it's not something that was a rational Cashman it's basically but cousin every single Jew this middle of Martha finds because in every Jew and that's what hummons saw because Amin saw it it enraged it because the Jew by definition represents something that is the opposite of the entire existence of homer for me to live they have to die for them to live I have to die the two cannot go together it's interesting that in Italy among chamoy one said I saw quoted from an interview with him that they asked him why he hates the Jews she said because the Jews circumcised the world he says two ways the introduced physical circumcision that you mutilate the body it's not a perfect body he said they also circumcised the heart because they're the ones who invented the concept of conscience they circumcised the heart they put a limit on the heart because they invented the reality of a conscience conscience this you don't do because of conscience this is right this is wrong etc you don't murder a child you don't murder I meant to this is all the toilet introduced conscience right it's not it's not the right of power it's not to overmix you have power you exercise it fully there's a concept called virtue of compassion sensitivity justice righteousness power has limits power has limits and he drove him crazy it drove him absolutely crazy 70 they circumcised humanity and he wanted a bun circumcised manatee humanity should be unbridled that means whatever the super race has to be victorious and everyone else is exterminated like cockroaches a human and a cockroach is the same thing irrelevant well Marcia Eva Shara Vedas I alas be saying every Jew has this you see that who is doing plenty of our Vedas and what happened he says hi nope neighbor who washed us said not a lot I've seen a different member there's bonafide they are very much alive versus into something this is a from a year but there's a rush dose spirit of insanity that makes him feel that he's not being separated through this silver why son Phillip he's a cemetery Mitzvah so therefore he thinks I'm a good Jew when it comes to a situation he realizes he's gonna be separated then he becomes a lion but usually in regular situations he doesn't think it's detached to give an example of course it could be in a big argument with their wife a silly sound took what a functional you civil bad situation a serious argument and it couldn't happens daily weekly whatever this issue that issue that somebody at that moment will and they may even say negative things that he may even think more negative things about his wife or about her husband then somebody that moment will come right and take away his wife take away right you'll see the same person will go on the citizen average the same is true you know a person could complain about their children or the children complain about their parents you know I don't need you my house form that somewhere else whatever it is I'm not talking right or wrong mister and then somebody will take away the Chavez something will happen to the child an accident something they'll go on missus nefesh mother ten minutes ago you is my God Almighty I wish I would have never had this person of this marriage so what struck you're crazy you're not crazy your essence was revealed really Obama serious never for this person you're connected to the person but when you're having an argument you don't really think you're being separated even though you aren't temporarily but you don't really think you when it push comes to shove and somebody's is okay to separate you forever you'll never see each other suddenly you're a lion suddenly it'll protect them but every fiber of your being I'll turn episode that's how it runs work Joe's worth oh there with God okay yeah and they still fight within me I'm gonna Vader have and you don't feel the separation even though there is a separation they don't feel but the moment you'll feel it he says now everything is being changed change because not because something new because it was always there the connection was there it's just the argument eclipses the connections in rushed us you don't see how to live that way always but what a moment of truth comes and you realize that now you're really gonna be severed that you're not ready if you would have known that the argument is gonna sever you it would also not done it but then you're not in touch with that part of yourself or you don't think that the argument is so faithful and it made that cannot be it made that cannot be always again depends on the situation if Sabbath test the second column page 197 sided test a second column The Apprentice mysterious knifefish welding which would be um the line starts you de Aveiro one two three four five six seven eight nine ten ten lines from the topside the tests on the bays the second column see it so we explained that Martha heís called issue hoodie the Jews I called you hoodlum because you hood that from the word hide uh represents the bittle the complete dedication the complete submission and Mordecai is Mira Dalia the ability to transform the blood of the non kosher animal into guitarists or into the chemin emission a mullick hormone represents the antithesis of Martha hi he's enraged by Martha fed because he is the ultimate arrogance Amalek and the Jewish people experience the complete mysterious nefesh complete bitl the whole year he says nobody had any other thoughts and this is what angered hummin about Martha hi so much because of the Yehuda aspect the Yehuda mahashiv Alara Kalama the scholar you wouldn't see him a penis mysterious nefesh nimisha maximus album asceticism item in a das mysterious nefesh comes from the concealed love in the Jew which transcends das in other word it's not a love that you think about something and you think that it's positive and therefore you develop an emotion this is an essential love that transcends any intellect the law Hanley miss Cabot Toyota Tamil mr. das nefesh Michael Alvin Emmer Tom in Toyota you won't find the reason for miss citizen average only on love commercia cos of the posix says in itself in lava a shamanic a freaky who you should love Hashem because he is your life people love their life people will do anything to be able to live longer anything normal people they'll give up so many pleasures they'll remain years in a hospital in order to be able to live that's how precious life is they'll go through surgeries and operations and therapies Lelaina and order just to live so they already love Hashem like how can I love my they really love us because the electricity of life is a sham that's the that's their soul so lava Sasha Malekith Aki whoo ha ha ha he is your life so since he is your life that is really life it's the battery it's the engine behind everything you say how do I love awesome you already love our son because you love your life you love your soul your soul your whole life that is God's energy that's divine energy but veins autonomous sittest nefesh but that's not a reason to give up your life c'mon Tom wookie hey yo but a mysterious nefesh a la Hache Lakai of myhnegon the reason is that he is your life so that's a reason embrace him as much as I embrace life but not to go beyond not not to go beyond life so ultimately says Aloha Indian change Shia conversation on the citizen efficient the truth is the mysterious nefesh is really not based you can have any reason I'm a citizen a fish because any reason will basically bring you to do something that will strengthen your life will strengthen your midsi is not something that will cause you to go higher than your mid CS or give up your Macias a mysterious nefesh milk is Macrina Shalem alumina does the search method comes from a place that's deeper than that in others without cycle I can agree to something that affirms my identity it affirms my existence that makes sense the question is what that is so there's superficial things and those deeper things mysterious nefesh really is the concept in the jus that is completely beyond us he made Peter steel Hayek haw when we say he's your life what does it mean hi no ma sure his brother whom Allah Columbus Kalon shem fills the worlds and encompasses the world side is a Micaiah maja the kalam in through this he gives life to all the world's crime is by ll but we explained before the premise mom oliver say over a cartel of Adam and his murder that mammalian save of our only array of a shot of ammo who say BOTS Macias but if any but ended almond colorful alia save over Mali LOM his essence is even beyond saving kilo is a he could Holocaust mashallah miss miss have a memento on the cabin tiresome amenities but you cannot define the akhira bellicose by the fact that the world's come from him and get their highest from him it's true only he could create the world but that doesn't represent who he is it doesn't capture what's what's a locus that he's a creator for carrot it's humbling for him sherry after watch Lainey really more efficient every bit of erm Amish like we say in the morning you were there before creation and after creation identically forgot Allah la jolla boy they are the Messiah cause travel of one of his bar it's not they for smokey my torch linear island even without the Briere would be identical allah masha micaiah mavala misericorde amenities bar what gives life tire Loomis is all from him but it's like relative Tim was like a ray it's like a little ray of the Sun my should cost of makamaka explained us with little catch any crab really yes me I am that's what we call existence something from nothing why is it nothing he's not nothing chef Genesis a verse a ash were Iraq I they are our elevation Achra I am the government see what Macias bother because the world comes from iron because the array of the divine that creates the world's is I in Maga be his essence it's like one what's the value of one ray of the Sun relative to the whole song you're gonna say the whole Sun is defined by the fact that one ray comes into the house it's true only from the Sun could come this array only from our Shem could come the world but in no way does the world embody a personify ur capture the truth the whole truth of God or even part of it commercial Kosovo at the Messiah School on Peters Virata so Artie says Heinrich of Bayes Isis a love through Tov Atta devar hashem a a low fat of the hamate sauce and all the 22 letters come from the mouth has five sources from where letters come from like Bay's of of men pay come from the lips and olive kese I income from the from the from the throat and get it and you have you have gimbley ah bass bass valve man pay after bring the lips together hey mid-sized supper so you have after he says you have a love you have soft that's the 22 letters and the hey shy they hoist you say Mathias Kalamata through the ISIS I love tough hey you give life oh hi ISA Soraka elevado Kamiya Isis bar the miracle of Oceana fresh like letter is in the person the letters of a person are like garments of the solvent cane millisieverts Macias Bharath hoola my leg a mechanism a Drago's Oh on this canoe kayak so ki ho chi yoga the way we experience God it's the way he compresses himself into becoming the life force of the world but Zell rakuyo Sonam Oliver Sava ohm is an named chef lava Q Phi a cos of mammalian scythe you can have the Heritage that he is your life commercial cost of NAVSEA visa commercial cause of the tanya the cause you're my soul therefore I love you I crave you cuz you're my soul of aloe mysterious never / Lakai of my nakedness actually reported the most about samosas but the serious Nevers comes from something else he doesn't want to separate from ashrams essence Shalu my llama kayak hi he's beyond of being beyond being the life of all the world's become a killer mom especially in his presence the whole world doesn't even have a service vato koi dimension every element Oaxaca she never arrived that's what mysterious nefesh is rooted so there's two premise the lavas are similar carefully who kayak home that's experiencing God as your life now that's no small thing appreciate that every new code of electricity and energy in the person's brain the person's soul is really divine and therefore I love you because you are my soul I love you as much as I love life because you are life the only entity that really exists in life is divinity Virata Mathias calm the fuse of every nook and cranny of every flake of snow every drop of rain every blade of grass every heartbeat every cell every new Kadena CUDA in the human body and in the large world and the planet in the whole universe is what is is him it's Malik alarm and a save of kalam but that's all the reason to love him as much as you love life but then there is that the Jew feels that the garish M himself is not even defined my life completely transcends it completely transcends life in fact all the divine energy that in that is enclosed in the world there's only a restricted very tiny form of energy that comes from that completely doesn't reveal a more expressive and he wants to connect he wants to connect to that then for that he's ready therefore to go beyond life he's ready to touch that Nakota which is beyond life he made calls Oh Shh pacaya call effort me strong this is the potential in every Jew volcano yozma Syria Staffan prepare mama [ __ ] so call his Lord Allah farted man to see his birth on Purim it came out by all the Jews that not the separate from his unity as L was my mother hi this is the meaning the Megillah speaks about my mother hi everything was based on Martha Hakim are the fire a mocker Apatow issued he was the issue he the master of little the source of Bethel is Ovid Keeble are you with the mr. Shea molasses this is the meaning plastic says that the Jews accepted what they started the Martin Taylor she did manasa Lanisha while called they were part Finnish Messiahship in his mid to the mysterious nephesh Sherlock akazawa Martin Titus colossal opposed higher benefits there's a bit was every SSS so now we come back to the whole discussion we started the tireless marshal Academy a Marshall for an intial for a higher national financial toolkit money in order to accept that in order to absorb that by Martin Taylor there was the complete little because of the love of the mountain was so much that they completely opened themselves up to that but their souls their separateness flew out from them this Bittle gave them the ability to have knishmas to be able to get Martin Taylor by after Schrader she had the same type of pit bull keep an even greater cuban martin Tyler your pickles a Bob Mackie Moscow - delaila shook off valium high by Martin Tate it came because he put he showed them 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where he is completely rooted in the essence this is who he is and this type of bittle came out and put him so therefore as a result of that it's much deeper than what happened to Martin Taylor my bed it's called a table and here it's mama Shan Indian of of akeeba why you voted now here is a huge parenthesis which is a common said that but if you go to the next column the page 191 98 the first part of our Pisa you remind me results and now he comes back to what he started a piece of you remind me result higher finish lips away before you add the wada jacinta's put in assumably cinema Simhachalam Tov this is why synthesis puddin is even greater and deeper than young what does Kim a I'll call young turkish-iranian newts at the combustion tsadikim should sing should celebrate god oh who move or bizarre drummer the calf alien ms/ms ever shot bosses vehement Eisen because that's what happens on young - he may have voluminous espousal asylums the shame you'd cave of care presents the 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identical Kakaako era once God the finds himself in the structures of the universe there's light this dark is positive in the essence itself darkness is like commercial cause of gun consciously actually commercial cosa in sadoc the Matt eaten my redouble chef are Matassa law the POSIX says India soul afraid how do you say you can't separate it in autumn anub arak modify because through the mysterious nefesh of centrist poem they reach the essence and their everything is identical because he's completely beyond any element of and the element of of creation so the aura hummin is not without yoga the aura hummin is the way and it is it is in his essence even not with Zod Yoda even the way in him is the are at home Elizabeth's others essence and that's the Simca that happens on Purim Abdullah Debenham Oliveira smarter kind the reenactment of matataiteita which is the Gili of Toyota Marshall Huckle my knee the Codman shallow alum which is higher than Cybermen Ramallah which Tyler gives you but by toy that came it's at the middle of modern time and put him it came it's up a bit full of porn emissaries never supported which always comes from a place of a delay yada and that's why the similar poem is a simcha of a delay Adela my lumina das Bianchi who haka it's the new code of Atmos and therefore there's are omnivorous motorcycle he's completely beyond any gather of the world in over the tactile but he adds one of our own aam this probably know us or a warm thing right I'm Nam lenient Easter asking this a lot enough when it comes to melaka stuff to be humped of a little bit for work as we learned before and she'll tomorrow a lot of work important young to fee not let her work commander Zhao the Camus goddesses that poor him at Martha's I asked us as al to take away Malacca from puddin but they said no well the psychics in lastest I see me may wish to the simcha the Liang tough likes Mordecai asked them not to do melaka important to be around but they then they said no mister Pacifica but not the octave was right if I can just explain put it in is not deeper than young tough this is very geeky he and they sent us now you'll understand one Indian issued a since Malacca what why don't why do we stop doing work show Elias have say kilometers less harsh as a linden ashby son when a person works you're involved in something yet programming your mock being your washing your running you're busy and suing you this so your mind and your emotions are involved when you sit down you relax you're sick let us come back is it you know if your cycle your intellect was involved in some of your emotions it comes back she's helping in Ostrava civilian alia sorry Loomis on Shabbos young to the world so to speak go back to their source everything goes back to the source can I lead them a union key voice Chavez's coals that energy I feel about ownership aside the distortions when you're talking about the divine energy that's enclosed in the world the Shia sham Milo Mathematica so this fire in his lower so the loquacious young toss the Malacca well you're in my V show my 30s and I was hiring tissue bus Leah Saudis soil is from at Vegas Allah my telomere Gasol Uranus yes you go from the lower state to a higher state okay now there is a becau Liang Shan in Japan place was arguing there's a higher level of divine consciousness so therefore you have to abstain from your involvement at certain things in order to be able to tune into it by day's a Shia Islam Allah Commission busted mammal offers openness hacia la madre Gasol your Namaskar laws then a level of speech a level of thought deeper levels of consciousness the calls a may Allah be say that is doubtless - I have some on Vegas myeloma aluminum over there in its tall supposed evolution of the words it could be higher and lower spiritual of abouts Muslim Ozias verdict Shanee be gathered almond clown but in the essence is imagine I ain't shy about finish Missa there's no concept of rest and show alia some other agus which means lifting up the layers of your personality shine a myeloma to shove and that's the legume right because the higher and the lower are identical shah see it - music awesome a law Shinae and shovin mom explosive physical material action and the highest level of wisdom crocodile are completely each other they Maga be at smus the lehenga be Shabbos never Shabbos la via the canal be near anguish a victim Basha full of fame the poor dear multi Perseus melaka so poor him smoke the bossiest melaka because the physical melaka gosh must have put in is not so sir doesn't undermine doesn't contradict the spiritual energy of put on sharpest and yum typify work i'm undermining the energy of Shabbos on yom tov because what is it it's a higher flow it's a higher revelation of spirituality within the world and an order to experience it I have to abstain I have to go out of my physical structure my physical calum of work in order to be able to experience it the person has to go to a higher my dragans they have to stop a seer and they have to go higher in order to experience that Shabbos la vía around Radhika Marvin my shame can put it what what what comes out and put Emporium comes out the patina of acts most of the essence of our Shem which is completely beyond the world even beyond being higher the highest and the lowest are completely identical like we lived in the beginning that mammalian size of is all his relationship to the world that this is a higher relationship a lower relationship that's was himself transcends even being higher so you can't say you have to go out of gaash meais and be be ruthless in order to be the Kabul the oil that doing work in gas trees is a steer to the idea of Porter Shabbos and yump if it's a steerer to Shabbos in youngters poor him being in gosh miss is not a stated because rupiahs is that closer to him than gosh ruk Aeneas is closer to a higher consciousness but to add summers ruin this is not close to the cache miss root means doesn't bring you closer to the essence then gosh breeze brings you closer to the essence so that's why I melaka - what's important does not negate the concept of work so when you have symptom it's a - then work contradicts it you can't be after be in a certain mode when it's a simcha Sheila my lumina bass the a de lugar de which is connected to at muscles so often the coil doesn't prevent doesn't eliminate that experience of simcha this class is brought to you by the yeshiva dotnet please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot play ueshiba net / donate