What Is Consciousness? How the Undefined Becomes Defined

foreign [Music] foreign [Music] foreign [Music] Bays the second paragraph the yuvan betwis beer the share sponsored by repshimson and rifky vashishansky in memory of her father and father his father and Lord of zombies thank you very very much so the summation of yesterday's class the beginning of this mimer was discussing explaining the words of the Zaire the takunized it's not just lamyla adinkates but it's also La Mata adentacles which means that the infinite light the infinite expression of the Republic of Hashem because I is basically Divine Light Divine information and not just diluted information but I is a true is a true authentic reflection are you in its pristine form is a true authentic reflection so the oil itself is ain't safe are you inside doesn't mean we learned last year in the Miami oh it doesn't mean the light of the insof it means that the light itself has ain't safe because the macabola mask Hashem should have been called English he doesn't have a beginning it's greater than not having an end if you don't have a beginning automatically you don't have an end but it says oh it ain't so because the oil itself is answer if not the out of the inside of the Earth itself is ain't safe an attacker it does have a beginning because it comes from a source it reflects a source so it has a beginning but it's ain't so so this ain't safe is La my Landing cats it extends upwards to no end which still has to be explained that's going to be explained of them in the continuation of the chapters of basila Gandhi but here the focus is means it extends so to speak downward until no tacos until no end or somebody translated even in the place where there's no tacos we don't see any purpose foreign as we explained that it's not just that it has the ability to create and even sustain you know infinite realities or infinite diversity which is all true but furthermore the meaning of Desire is that the idea itself islamata it goes down so to speak even in a place we're seem that it's the exact opposite of that of of the alien side if it doesn't express it at all it's actually completely separated and detached at least in its own perception and Consciousness that's what makes it matter that's what La Mata means it's below and it's below to a point that Aden tacos meaning you can't get too low there's no place that's so low that you say not here sorry here here we amputate here we stop here there's no connection there's no place that's too low that's what ain't tacos means not just lamata it's a matter of there's no place that's so Mata that you say that here they're eating safe so to speak gives up or says you know you're you're on your own and and when you say it comes down it means that when you say it comes down it means that essentially even when what you're seeing is the opposite of veins safe if you really really understand the Primus of it if you're really typhus the core of it it's really a manifestation an agility a revelation of our own stuff now this needs explanation which we'll explain but that's the the premise that we discussed and he said according from the my boss ayats that the hiddish of that is not an oil in the world that are known in kabbalah's infinite World not even had Silas because of which is which is a Divine world they're called worlds but over there you're not going to say that's La Mata din tacos and the reason is because no sense over there the light of the inside is manifested in a revealed way so they are Caleb for it they're they're vessels for it so therefore it's not a Pele he says it's not a wonder that they ain't saved is manifested there in a revealed way it's even not a wonder that they can receive it they can accept it they can absorb it the real hiddish is in the world known Asia now what does this mean so now starts the explanation of this piece that we touched on at the end of the sheer and we're going to get into more today it says to understand all of this with more explanation it's based on a teaching of the balsamtiv they'll be it'll be understood based on the teachings which was given over through his student the balcony of student the market of Miss rich in his safer called others is a safer that compiles the teachings of the magnet of misrich from different students and over there the maggot gave over a title that he heard from his teacher from the balshamtov the Peter shakasov and the meaning of the possible that there's going to be a flood it's going to wipe out the world I'm going to start over again and he should build a table you should build the table and Ark a boat and he and his family and all of the animals and the mammals and birds and insects will be saved in the table and ultimately they would emerge from it and begin civilization anew so the the title says in the beginning of means you should create a window for the table but there's two interpretations in Ashley either put there an event a shining a glowing Diamond to give a light or open a window and create a Hawaiian but the point the tiger comes from the word soya means light there should be a way that the light goes in and spreads throughout the ark soyatt oscillative like we have in Hebrew saharayim huh yeah Skylight so Ryan is an afternoon when the sun shines and the pasta continues it should come up the table should come up on the top to appointed Amma which is around a foot and a half or two feet and the door of the table should be on the side and he finishes you should make the Taver of three levels is the basic level the lowest from the word and then you have schnee which is the middle level the second one is the third level that's how you should build this is the plastic that the Maga discussed that heard from the most of an explanation and on this beauty of the bolshev that was given over the magu there's a beer from the balatanya from the title of parishes that was printed in the safe and Noise is which is But it includes the footnotes of his father and his own footnotes because the title is printed by modern himself look at the tire there's a lot of footnotes so he started also on vernacious the same model look at the title of the Gamo parishes Dr Deb is my mother together with the hagas the footnotes of the samachar and his own footnotes that's called the turtles so with it is the famous we learned it a few times it's called The Holy Name of the marble and how the marble lifts up the Tavera melamine that through the flood itself the Taver goes higher and that's where he quotes the famous teaching of the balsham the Teva means a box and or on Ark but means a word right the table is our words David is a word to build words and to go into the words to go in to go into the words that's the mime from the outside with hagas explanations of the samachar and that's going to be this whole piece which explains the title of the Magid that he said over from the Boston about the table [Music] just for a little history is very not famous the reason it's not famous is because something happened that was very not nice was the grandson of the balatanya he had seven sons had seven sons one passed away in his lifetime so there were six the oldest one about shalom who was the grandfather of the labavator but he didn't want to become a Reb so there's five and everyone became a rep in different cities the youngest one the baby so to speak was he remained in Lubavitch and he was the fourth of there was another very famous copist even of couples couples was for the Second Son of the Tomato his name was and he went to couples then he became a very big he was a holy Jew he died a year after his father so he was talking he took over by his son he had a son of islamazam and he made a safer mug in others he has a safer and he was a he didn't the fact that he was older than his now than his uncle his uncle took over his father-in Lubavitch was the youngest and he was the son of one of the oldest he was younger than his uncle so the relationship of couples to labavage was uh strength as they say strenuous he prepared to say for the continuous with Delta Rapids by modem and his father's footnotes and also his own footnotes and my mother and expressions to put it together so it says it says on the on the on the sharp blood that prepared it was said in the sharp blood that this is this is uh my mother from the alteneba with my mother from the leban from them passed away very young he was in his 40s 48 so his his wife gave over the country to somebody his name was another Jew to go to vilna and to print it to print it they were not so involved or they weren't monitoring it so much or whatever they were busy with other things so some couples hard-headed came and they got the manuscript they took out all the stuff of the rabbit mahadash and they left only though but they left the Shire blood they left the title page that it's from when they got printed they said look look what they did he made us safe it's called plagiarizing everything is from his great grandfather and his father and he put it all on his name so because that's why it was like a was a very he wrote a big letter that could spend this was uh was a very not nice thing that happened in any case I'm just mentioning so the hotel liberal Empire she is it had like this you know this nice and tumbling but uh he would quote he rehabilitated because the pile this is their beautiful explanations on his out on his age is my mother so later they printed they put all the my modem there from the safer that's why if you'll see an aleph footnote Olive so the hotel is she is which is the my mother of but with the footnotes of the samachar but that's why the safer is not so uh not so known so this is what explains the shallah says here [Music] the reason I told you this story is not just to share history with you because sometimes people think that all political corruption started in our generation it didn't it started a very long time ago and Truth still survives so you never have to become uh when you see people doing things that are less than noble and it's painful but the inside survived that too just realize that so I'll tell you the story also you think such idling you're dealing with this it's how do you mix in Lies over there but that's what the the distortions that's that's part of the matter you could take you're dealing with such my mother my best what are you mixing in let's say you have an issue so it's fine so express it somewhere else but that's how it works that's how the human psyche works you take the holiest things and you try to manipulate and exploit right that's also part of the matadent that's all part of the Miami maybe that's why it comes from the title of the global parishes I just thought about that it's all part of the lamata are the intactness and the irishness spot s says you have like everything in entirely you have the physical explanation and you have the spiritual explanation the tave exists on two levels there's a table it was a boat Nayak went into huh New York built a Taver all the good songs but there's also another table that Nair built and that's a spiritual table so the shallow says here build a table with three floors he's telling me you have to rebuild three Worlds the world of Bria the World Series creation formation and action all based on the fact and let's remember this that in one of the fundamental ideas in Kabbalah is that generally there are four worlds at Silas the difference is not called a Brie it's not a creation it's hashem's world it's a world in which desire says he's one with the lights and he's one with the vessels it's a Divine world of Oneness it's it's Divine Expressions the world of Bria begins a universe that's perceived as separate as outside it's a creation it's not Creator is part of Creator it's called that is from the word salty it says he says it's like lighting a candle from a candle our in English it's called emanate like a source of light emanates light it's not a new creation you're not creating something new it's an artillery in Hebrew they said today how do you say that in English to delegate to confer so to speak Authority yeah so so lahatzilla is almost like you're allowing a part of you to be radiated outside of you that's what that Solutions it's like a radiation uh um a a a a a light that comes from Hashem and it's expressed in us our world is called foreign velocus says is that in every word in every table in every word of daviding and in every word of learning there's three dimensions all in reality has three dimensions the world's Consciousness and divinity is said this is what it says Hashem has three worlds for him he has three worlds is saying that what does desire means this is what it means you should create light a window a source of light a skylight for the table The Courier Tavi refers to the words of davening and the words of learning his wife and shall be heroes the table could be dark you need to bring in light into the words everybody knows I could say words that's dark the table is here the words are here but it's shallow it's empty it's devoid of light of inspiration what do they call it words are cheap words are shallow words are Hollow so yeah every table you need to open up the light into it let the light go into the table how do you do that how do you do that so the mashem says because in every word in every table this is you have to be able to explore the islamists in the word the nishamas in the word and the alacos in the world in every paver you have three dimensions and since the words of Finland Toyota basically capture reality so what was saying is that in any all reality has three dimensions it's three glasses three different pairs of glasses you can put on you could see the layer of islamus the worlds you could see the layer of nishamas that's Consciousness and you could see the layer of elucus that leadership that's divinity Ephraim was the grandson of the balship had a son a daughter adul right yeah so adult was married to ayid Ashkenazi was his name and they had a few children so one of the boys was rabbatical of major Bush he was an annual of the balchem and another one was known as the degel machines it was a robin Cedric of in Ukraine and then he went back to measure but she's buried near the balsham that I heard my he said I heard from my grandfather also direct from the grandfather this word and he said he explained is from the word that's islamus is connected to the word mishnah isisium is connected to the word in Paris says the the overarching leader the ruler the shalish the shalish is like the the governor the ruler that's elucos so that's open up the light see in every word the islamists the shamas and the elikus foreign what's the role of the soul soul is in the middle the soul connects helicos soil soul is the interlacing link if you wish between Heaven and Earth the soul is at the vortex of reality the Consciousness to be able to connect Ole Miss telekus the world's to divinity they go up they connect and they unite one with another and then all of this from all the branches this is a very very often quoted quoted uh line of the balshamtov it's a fundamental teaching of the balsham because in many ways it captures everything about something was trying to teach that in every element of reality you could see it from the perspective of islamus you could see a world you could see it from the perspective of nashamas with his consciousness and you could see it from the perspective of elucus which is Divinity which is beyond Consciousness as we'll see what these three things mean and ultimately when you open the window then the words become alive because you bring together all three and there's no nakuda in the world or in life according to the we don't have these three things and you need to build a [Music] there's a famous letter from the walshamative that he wrote to his brother in Lord of Gershon kitiva and he says 1746 he had an aliasama so to speak went up and had an experience that was outside of the containers of the gashmir the death of ego the solution of ego his nashama had an Ascent the whole story did about something describes what happened he writes to his brother-in-law nature and he says that he went into the famous story he went into the Heckle of mashiach and he asked him a psychosima when are you coming which became a song when the wells when your Wellsprings will be spread outwards said he got very anxious he got very upset because how long is that gonna how long is that gonna be so they told them three that he could that that that this will work but then they said he's not allowed to tell anybody so it doesn't help he said I tried to get permission to tell you they didn't even let me tell you but then he said one thing I was told which three things and then he said this about this that in every word is we have to open up the light to be able to explore and reveal these three dimensions and connect them so you see from here that this is not a teaching of the bosemite but it's the teaching or at least one of the very fundamental teachings of the balship but what does this really mean what does it mean on one level it means it tells you what a person is a person is not stamina an insignificant a person stands in the in the center of the universe so to speak you know the eye of the storm The Vortex of reality as a America's Island to be able to be makash but what he's saying is even deeper than in every in every word you have all these three dimensions in other words all of life can be lived on three different levels of the table means it becomes come together so whenever anybody whenever you're feeling something or you're having a conversation with somebody that's deep and intimate and they say something about reality you have to ask that that's solution which layer are we addressing if we're addressing islamas it's one level the shamas right away the conversation will be much more productive all the introductions you could throw just ask right away and then we'll know where to continue but it's really three states it's it's three it's three states of consciousness even though the third one is beyond the shama it's okay explains someone said to write it but Canada says remember that said that this comes from this desire says Hashem has three worlds but what are these three worlds so if you look in Kabbalah traditional Kabbalah there's two different ways of explaining it okay now here's going to be list kabbalistic issues don't get scared I'll explain it the same which is a commentary on Zohar he says that the three worlds that it says Hashem has refers to artillery remember this is is saying islamus refers to yitzira nishamas refers to Bria and attila's reverse holocus so the three levels of the class almond that the Victor schmelik says is that reflects what the boshamtv says that it's Allah and it's called hashem's world because Asia is already a world in which you don't see Hashem but the three worlds that are called hashem's world so you have Silas which is known as because this is actually from the Kabbalah series was also from the early micheb also from the students Peter she says something else well it says almond it's referring to Adam kadman at silasia not like the Mickey Mouse I was supposed to explain the technical the technical definitions is you don't get confused everything the gamara has an expression everything you can discuss in detail you can discuss in cloud and it always works that way for example Yavin mishnais you have taras right so there's a whole say they're called say the titles all stars are called but there's also a planet that's called so you have things on a cloud level and then you have things on a pratt level Attila is Pratt and Kabbalah says there's also at Silas Syria on a cloud level what's on a cloud level meaning on a more General General level of practice the way it gets more specific and spelled out in Nuance on a cloud level it's much more General so you have atillas is here it's on a more Cloud level so attilis is considered that at least here which he doesn't even mention three symptoms is called that Silas de colorless yeah and then you have Bria so you have silences again when you get into specifics you have artillers when you get into the cloud right so even at Silas as he says here at Silas is already the level of uterian Adam kadman isia when you get more specific then you have already the division that we're saying but what's what's the we're trying to say from a very general map in Terrace harizo he says okay begins we spoke quite a few times this is how that result begins his teaching so to speak now you should know that before Hashem decided and wanted to create a world filled everything there was no room for any worlds and when he says there was no room he doesn't mean only physical space because space is also created means there was no concept even like you say in Yiddish this idea has no space doesn't only mean it doesn't have a place on the table asvari doesn't need a place on the table you could live not on the table it could live wherever it lives it can live in cyberspace or beyond means it's wrong it's foolish so preach Simpson says to talk about worlds outside of Hashem is like I'll tell you I'll tell you I have a gevaldic award for everybody today here's my voice listen carefully two plus two equals pink you got it huh beautiful yeah so it's not like you're going to argue with me I think you're wrong there's nothing sometimes if somebody says you know nine plus nine equals 17 you got one off okay right it made sense you just got it off okay if it gets a little more complicated people make mistakes constantly very good two plus two equals pink yeah it's just there's no there's no secret you can't even argue with me that's a shot before symptoms if somebody if you go into a preaching some reality and you talk about something outside of age nobody is no no no no preach him some there's no worlds breed symptoms so that result says but there's a world religious border so he says there was a symptom what's symptom symptoms is a famous idea it's called withdrawal or contraction or filtering or limiting with the audience this is what his words I didn't say withdrew itself creating an empty vacuum this is called means empty space or Hollow halalosa means empty space and in Hebrew they call today Halal as the space but really the word Hollow means empty it's Hollow what is it Hollow from the inside now here's the big question we discussed a few times already among the students of the Ariza what he meant the balship and other all the different there's four different so so then that result says then he was cut sir so to speak a line a short line a thread he calls it a hood back into the empty space and from there Begins the whole Parsha of of the worlds outside of that empty space there's become a place for the world it's all ain't safe that's called Eagle the great circle around the empty space because it's called a circle the reason he explains why he uses the word Circle why not Square because in a circle every every nukuda is equidistant from the from the sides of the circle that's why he uses it's all metaphors obviously it doesn't mean that you know God drew a circle like he means it's a matter it's it's all it's all written in metaphor like cabal is written a metaphor this is connected yeah yeah so now what's the first world so to speak post-symptom it's called Adam kadma in his primordial man and that Adam kadman includes within itself everything that's gonna then be La havdal I don't mean to give these but you have you know a zip file when you have a zip file and then you have to open it up and and and flesh out all the protein come out in the zip itself so Adam cardamom and Kabbalah includes everything [Music] like compressed so to speak and then Begins the the details so Adam kadaman is like the first reality post there's other madriguez there's what's called him which is and that's our world said is [Music] the milk looks uh the three worlds is much higher it's here that's the three worlds that's so he adds that this works with the shalah because you could learn in two ways the individual bridge then it's exactly what the ramaz is saying the first world is even though specifically that's not Brie it's called AK brie is much lower but in the cloud that's called and then attilas would be in Syria and then so it fits with the shallow also how in the world does this come into the table what do you want from the table but this is very important because what happened by the marble when this Earth is getting destroyed it means reality is getting destroyed because this Earth is the Titleist so God says we got to rebuild this world from scratch so whether you rebuild it someone said it says over there we have to rebuild called you got to rebuild the whole hole preach them so you don't have to rebuild that's fine but post symptoms you have to rebuild everything so you need you need solution I'm just talking about the floors of the table he's talking about now you have to rebuild the gun Savelle from the beginning so from where Adam Cadman because even that was even that was all all bent on destruction and that's where the tave is foreign [Music] if it's post symptom apparently it is there's some some effect some effect on Ark Jacob right like it says a rope and when you shake the Rope on the bottom the Rope all the way on the top has it has some impact a vibration [Music] that's what I'm saying because what happens down here affects why don't they hold the voice I guess listen it's always there's one that could uh right like in everything there's one and Kabbalah focuses on one Accord another that focuses on another and it could it's not right and wrong is foreign why because according to the ramaz what are the three levels Adam kadman it's called the worlds of infinity it's calledus and Bri it's here so that those are the three levels so this is explained really with turism because saying what are these three things and if you what is the difference between so according to the Namaz we understand much better why the balsamta puts it this way because that really captures these three realities rather than atsillus which also works explains that also works but it's much when you understand it to appreciate that is are these three dimensions and he adds writes that could be heard from Silas it's a skullum of floss it's a wondrous Seiko it's uh it's a a unique Escala a skull of floss means a a wonder is a skull a wondrous insight to be able to understand what is the difference between acilus and higher the nutsellus and that's the difference between the shamas and Allah so you have the three worlds is saying everything is and now of course is Adam Cadman which is beyond that Silas says to understand what is the difference between absolute because you're saying there's a difference this is and this is but about symptoms word tells you what it is it's come from the vessels even though it's also godliness is but you can't compare to the Irish which is Allah and that's beyond that Silas and that's slish him that's a Locus which is Caleb and Olam Hussein which is so even though nishamas are alsoever cause but it's different than the Olympus he says why hear this Caleb and hear this Iris he says it's a skull of flaws what he's saying here to understand the difference between Achilles huh because we had the supposed to have the balchem and the Magid and the altered you're right but we was like that they they were magalit so we I don't understand but we could at least talk about it yeah to find primordial land oh so that's what we have to understand let's just finish this paragraph because I want to discuss it a few minutes also to explain the difference between these two Dimensions which dimensions it's the difference between it says in Zoya his characteristics his kalim karmaya or Calum like vessels are one if if he's one with both of them to say it together just say why repeat it you say he has a relationship with this and he's one and he's one with this it means it's not the same there's there's a subtle difference then you have a third level that's is which are called they're created over there begins separation this form of disassociation no that's much lower than Kayla calebsillus okay so here you have a classic example okay here you had a paragraph filled with Isis of Kabbalah and then the altered husbands but when you finish the paragraph you see how abstract it is it's very abstract most people will tell you if you say what's the relevance to life I'm trying to make a living huh maybe they have to know this right but the truth is that this is the furthest thing from the truth this is the blueprint for life you have to ah yes the worst thing you could do is take this and say yeah that are busy with madregas foreign and that's how you open the light into the table and all all three come together and then Hashem is the one that brings it together you can't expect it from the islands you can't expect it from allocus because Alamos and all of course are like the two uh they're the two extremes the shamas are the one who so to speak could see both perspectives you know a mediator has to be able to see both both sides I have to see you're excited after see your side and after that to translate you have to master the language of the original manuscript you have to master the language of the man of the that you want to translate it in and you have to master the theme because if one is missing your translation is going to be flawed you see it constantly there's people who know the language but they don't understand the token they understand they don't know the language so nishamas gets the language of a Locus it gets the language of islamus it gets the nakuda and therefore can bring it together ah oh that's going to be the next piece in the Miami which nishamas which the shamas and and that's why this is so fundamental to the balship that the nashama gets everything in a way the nishama does something that Allah doesn't do course is a Locus the nashama then the summer translates right the nashama goes to places obviously it's so it's it's right then the summer has that courage to go into the battlefield to go into the go go into war like we spoke yesterday the foot soldiers yeah which is a replica of the Tava on a different level ah is illas about the words we have to show because means it's uh now today is it's a wondrous Escala you know sometimes you hear an inside and the whole brain lights up he says you know that's not push it the hillikova Silas why is it not pushed because the telecoast it's both illicus I understand Brie is a new creation but I've seen this is not creation it's also God so what are you making me two two Gods because Godzilla this is not Bria it's not nephrit tell the course he says but it's not but it's still got sham it's all of course it's godliness so he says it's the difference of nishamas Caleb and what's beyond Caleb what he puts it Otis foreign but this he calls it at the course is beyond that syllis and then there's ah on one level maybe Clara Pratt But but so we have to understand the difference of Caleb and Iris because that's what he says so the nakoda ah right but even act is after the Simpson good question at solicitis post-symptom Ms but even Adam and science of his posting that's why it's called preached symptom you wouldn't call it islamas you understand so all the course here means postsymptomyelicus that's true that's why you're rebuilding it after the marble that's why you rebuild it not before the map that's why you're rebuilding it you're rebuilding it because it's supposed to occas post symptoms also no no the eagle Our God always preaching that's preach them that's true primordial man yeah again I don't understand primarily man what's what's primordial and what's man it has nothing to do with me you're right you're right the alter never once said I'll tell everyone said unbelievable of Art I said it once at a conference of Educators I said over the world said he told it to his son the middle of cooking via state or VC state in the Adam kadman whenever you look at assault talk about we talk about empathy we talk about mentoring we talk about therapists so so you won't get better than this when you look at an ashama what do you see what do you have to see somebody comes in to you yeah therapist the client comes in what do you have to see you go into a classroom there's a bunch of kids what do you have to see well let's bring it home right your child comes home from school what do you have to see besides the fact that they have to do homework and they have to put their coat in the closet that's important but what do you have to see so the Balto never said you have to see them the way they are located in the makshava Duma of Adam Cadman you have to be able to trace them back to the way they are present in the primordial thought of Adam kadman [Music] and over there it's not just them it's all what comes from them till eternity at serve Colorado what does it mean practically I know what other I know what it looks like so practically what it means is when I look at a person including myself including you I could see you how much do I see of you whatever I see of you if I know you better I know you better if I don't know you better I don't know you better what's I want to ask one question when Hashem thought of you initially what did he think when Hashem conceived when he conceived yeah Jacobson or Isaac North or the black of Ginsburg you'll be Michael if I don't say everybody's name but that's the same nakuda because in Adam kadman I don't know if there's last name so anyway we don't have to say last names what did he see what did he see Hashem Hashem thought of you whatever it means he thought of you but that dream right that because if you're here you were there you didn't start over here you didn't start off here in 1974 1976 somebody in Williamsburg or in Muncie or in Lakewood or Knights and still decided to have a baby that's how it came out but it's it's what did Hashem see what was the the product what's the thing is then what did he see when he saw this that's the episode that's that's what you have to answer before you start dealing with the person yeah he says you have to see it you have to see it not just you have the ability if you don't see it don't deal with him he was telling the middle of that but because he gave the middle of the deal with all the younger light so he was once complaining about the job so this was his answer to him that this one is lazy and this one is uh this one is not interested you know how it is when you're you're trying to run a show right so look at that I'll put up his answer to him then your problems will be settled okay but like everything so the clouds of the plot [Music] a real rabbit a real rabbit is somebody who who everyone who has a contact with him becomes a rep you understand a fake rubber keeps it for himself a real rabbit whoever comes in contact with him he gives him the uh that's the whole point of yeah there's nothing like the cynicism of the hasida there's nothing like it the literature can't even begin to be typhus for them ah foreign if he has that humility so so so what this means is if I'm not seeing you on that space I'm not seeing you I'm seeing you from my own bias my own insecurities which is normal right but in the world of psychology they say you're triggering me if you're triggering me I'm not seeing you I'm CP you're triggering me I'm responding to you to protect myself I'm not responding to you enough to protect yourself you're good you're safe let's put it that way you're safe this is pre-everything but it shows you that when they spoke about these worlds they weren't talking about madregas from a couple yeah somewhere in your shalayim and I guess so to have cavanas you have those people give all the kind of shamas but that wasn't what the function of the balsham and the balatanya were they wanted me so leban with them to be able to live with it we're in our daily lives in in New York 2023 in whatever you're involved in so let's just touch upon the nakuda here let's touch upon the nakuda but Hashem will continue tomorrow so same time tomorrow we could start 7 45 because the chakras finishes earlier it's not rich I want to because I have a women's class so I want to start 7 45 blender but let's just just touch touch on what's Caleb and what's Iris that's the sugar what's Caleb and what's this again to summarize but it's called nishamas because the nishamas begin in Calum of attilas beyond that Silas is also Lucas but it's all of course mamish because there's no Caleb so what's this thing of Caleb that makes this big difference between a Locus and a Shamus and then you have Oilers is already nephratum it's separate or at least it looks separate you with me so there's iron and this Kaylee what's oh what's Kaylee Kaylee literally means a container okayleie is structure that contains something everything in the world for it to succeed needs a Kaylee you have a business plan yeah you want to make of course you're a Jew you want to make three billion dollars not two three so you have a dream yeah but the first thing any serious person will ask you is huh what's the business plan oh it's gonna work what's the best first of all we're who's investing what about the overhead who's doing this oh I forgot about this usually you come to your wife with a big plan for the family right and she throws in a bunch of Caleb and everything plots us because Calum was always cruel Calum is always structure Caleb is not dreams dreams is Otis those of you who are artists you know the frustration right you have Otis you have Otis are very creative they're pulsating they're alive light energy Calum is give me a plan give me a structure give me a timeline who what when where how oh leave me alone Calum you don't like you have other people they're very much into Kalin business real business people right they're not interested in the drama they're not interested in the area they're interested in the Calum they ask one question who's gonna buy it and how is the money being wired into my bank account and when that's my only question your dreams are good for your much saver [Music] you can put on your matsaver I just want money I want to know the product is going to work now the truth is all of life is a marriage of iron and Kaylee all of life what's the oldest of marriage the love the relationship what's the Calum of marriage somebody got to pay bills somebody got to take out the garbage where are we going for pesach find the right school for your kids pay tuition it's a whole different world and every you can get stuck there everybody knows you can get stuck in Caleb you can also Fly Away in notice and there's no Caleb sometimes the most creative artistic people can't be in relationships because they don't know how to be consistent they also can't limit themselves right they can't limit themselves you have uh Stars they have a concert there's 50 000 people at the concert people are ready to uh kiss their saliva and then they come home to their wife and this is why you're home so late and they go take out the garbage he's 50 000 people were were bowing down to him and now his wife treats him like a regular person he has a shredder what does he need it for so either he gets high or he gets divorced I'm giving you an example of Otis without Caleb and Caleb without a sometimes called goofanashama right this is music the music is the air the notes of the music are Caleb if you want a symphony it's a beautiful ballad beautiful song but if somebody didn't write notes and didn't do a musical Arrangement what instruments play What notes it's all beautiful but the Calum is going to be a Corbin because it has to be but some it has to be restricted into Caleb right we all understand that now let's take it one step deeper what does I really mean real oil in its most pure form doesn't exist what do you what do I mean I just said it wasn't me real early says I don't exist it says I don't exist the existence of other is I am here to reflect my source in its pure form is ego lists the only such existence scientists wonder why does light have a speed of 186 000 miles per second something unique in our world they also can't figure out if it's a wave or it's a particle say first they thought this now they said it's everything light is full of paradox why because light is the closest thing we have in our physical world as a muscle for earningsife and what's real Odin save that the early results have because real oh what's what's the function of O says you know who I am I'm a conduit um um I am the way that you will see where I come from I am not I the moment Earth becomes I it's not earth anymore it becomes its own would see us the definition of is allowing me to see you your light allows me to see you that's the real function of light light in its purest form is only a reflection of the source now because we all have limitations so the way I take the light is only what I could take with my Caleb but essentially what is uh it is the purest transmission of the source without anything else so I is the first uh reality that is outside of the source but essentially it's home it sees is Bittle the mysterious of oh the the identity of it is the identity of what it is just see my source like Elias even practically if you put if you shut the light in the room everything stays in the room we're all here but we don't see anybody I'm saying there's no light if it's night then there's no light and there's no electricity everything is there we open the light what happens what happens suddenly I could see you I could see the table I could see the people around me the light allows me to see everything else in the room the light doesn't say hey I'm here look at me we don't do that right when you put on the light oh now I see you no no I see the light no the whole Union of light is to show me you to show me where it comes from in other words could create the worlds even though only Atmos can create the world because beside the middle of Earth to the source it completely embodies The Source itself that's uh if you're talking about the Earth that comes from a tissue box or the light that comes from me or from a cup or from anything in the world from the Sun right it's reflecting a source that has a matseus if you're talking about iodine so if so what's owed if you talk about 18 save what do you say no if you don't matter that comes from inside another too much Dam so what is that urge that ode is like its source so the whole Indian of the earth is the way the inside is transmitted is experiences what's perceived what's perceived is no identity nothing outside of infinity it's the undefined quality of the answer without a we wouldn't even be able to talk about any of this let's say Hashem didn't want there should be a what would the world look like everybody would be alone you wouldn't have light I wouldn't you would be you I would be me we would only be able to relate to Essence I allows it to be relationships I could see you I can talk to you I could think about you who is that which is transmitted from you to me that's what light is light is the information that comes from you about you to me that's what light means if there would be no it ain't safe that would just be ain't safe alien safe means God wants that he should have a relationship he should be known perceived but Aid in its Purity what is it it's a reflection of the of the source and the source is complete Infinity what's Caleb Calum is the opposite Calum is structure Calum is limit Calum is the cup is a Kaylee for a certain amount of coffee so what does Caleb do Calum takes the oil and shapes it it molds it [Music] that's what a kale is huh good where do Calum come from the answer is well they ain't safe is not limited by only being Unlimited it can also come into a structure there's a famous expression and safer avoid the Sakai dish it's a Kabbalah safe ain't safe just like the inside could be unlimited it has the capacity to be limited that's a good child that's a good though do you want to know if the Calum come from the oil or the Calum come directly from the source that's two streams in Kabbalah two streams in Kabbalah on one one place it says in its kind of the Calum come from the earth gets more thick and more dense the coarseness the light becomes more grub and it becomes a Kaylee on one level on the other hand we have sources that the Calum have a source in in the source itself and that's why ultimately they could become one but it's a very good question you're asking where do Calum come from is it just when the earth gets compromised or Caleb have their own source which is a very big enough because the napkin is if the structure of Calum could really connect to the source so they can't tough luck the standard yeah huh so the union of Kelly is the exact opposite of Earth because what Kaylee says is I need to mold you you can't be infinite if you're infinite there's no Kaylee you defy you break all the Calum Caleb means there's identity the structure that's okay you say Gator studies from the Calum you know remain remain composed who yet somewhere Caleb you know he he went out of the Caleb stay in Caleb so here is here is the idea the worlds of infinity our world so to speak in which the definition of reality is ain't safe and so if it's oh it's oh it's the way the owners experienced in those worlds so the only definition of reality is ain't safe but Attila says the way Hashem says I'm not Unlimited only my unlimitedness could be filtered through vessels through structure in other words characteristics identity that's all Kalem is a name it means kindness it means love is a definition is wisdom being is understanding guru's boundaries to ferris's Beauty empathy in early there's no such names why are you giving me names in Caleb there's names because it's a structure it's a mold but the kalim of attilis are still ain't sorry if it's Allah it's the way of the course is manifested through structure that doesn't make it no seller cuts for cat there's a givaldi canyon in that that's what allows there to ultimately be out our world because our world is a structured World our world is a world of diversity everything has its place if you tell your genes no structure if you tell your cells no structure you disintegrate there's no world oh very good please what's the difference and that'sillus the calamarella course the Kayla Marella course what's presented Kayla marelicus inatsillus what's felt is that the structure is just for godliness to reveal itself the structure itself is not the reality it's a Divine structure that that that's nashamas that's nishamas IA it's called nephratum it's separate you perceive structure and the world as an independent reality and I see that can even be atheism it can be a complete atheists in artillis it's called the lacos I it's this hazardous it's Godly has said it's Godly word it's the way Hashem is channeled through mediums through musical notes so the musical notes themselves are infinite you don't get stuck in those Caleb because those Calum are simply a way of channeling the infinite through this experience ultimately from the calim you can have a world with out calim it's just a world of ain't safe foreign yeah yeah yeah Adam Cadman is beyond Caleb oil it's called ain't safe because there's no Caleb attsillus is ain't safe but ain't so through Caleb the first frequencies are showed up in that sales the first the frequencies of light show up in attilis because what are frequencies frequencies Channel and filter and constrain and Define the movement the speed the velocity of light that's what Caleb do proof is if Hashem should remove himself the Calum disappear right right says no more the world disappears yeah no Calum was before and until is the Calum are very well worked out attilas came after SRI Kalam in taihu the lights were so heavy and big that the Caleb broke there were no Calum taka so all the Sparks fell and that's taka how Bri it's here I see it happened the separation of breeds here I see it happen because of the breaking of the Caleb so at Silas is called where the Calum are solid because they contain the light the light are not too heavy for the Caleb that's not godzillus that'sillus is tick on integration the reason bring it to you I see you how did it happen that over there there's so much separateness is because of the breaking so the Sparks fell down and you don't see their Source anymore that's taka bias connected to the [Music] so in a person right in a person's life Silas is very structured but it's not really structured it's really infinite because you're not stuck in the structure the structure is just a channel for ain't safe an example would be if I'm a teacher and I'm talking to students and the students may have very little information about what I'm talking about right I have to structure my lesson very very carefully but when I structure my lesson it's not like I forgot everything I know in the structure everything is there it's just what the person perceives is limited in order for them to be able to receive it but it's not a real it's not really really cutting out the information right the Kaylee is a Kaylee in order that the Earth should be able to be channeled in a specific way in a specific structure but it's not that the Kaylee itself takes over and eliminates the Infinity of the Earth so it's also infinite but it's a different type of infinity the infinity in island so if it's pure Infinity the Infinity of attilis is infinity that assumes the camouflage the the frequency of finiteness of Caleb but why does it assume it not because it's finite because it's the way Hashem wants Infinity to work through a structure an example it says Joseph for example was an Assam of what was Yosef was he didn't live in a world of infinity he was in a pit he was a he was an assistant and then he was a slave and then he was a prisoner and he was stuck but he really wasn't stuck you know why because he didn't see his location as a confinement he saw it as a way of channeling the ancient through this particular position you understand so he told his brothers you didn't sell me Hashem sent me I was a shliach well excuse me yeah you were thrown into a pit you were sold as a slave watch somebody asked you because there's two ways of being stuck one way is I'm in this place I'm stuck yourself was matilis so when the Calum badcillas are ain't safe I'm infinite so why are you here oh because that's your Slickers because you're in you you channel the infinity through this particular place so there's no concealment in artzilus or some of you would put it there's no trauma in artzilus why because wherever you are it's ashlikas there's no there's no there's no interruption there's no artistic I just kill him Caleb is structure no it's insiphon structure it's like God wants to be channeled through this Seer so the form is not something that imprisons the Earth the form channels the Earth through this particular medium so it's the same age safe it's the way ain't safe comes out in the Seer of of Caleb you understand that's on the Sham of attilas total acceptance right complete acceptance complete acceptance because complete Oneness until this is so it's not green there's no separation it's all illicus in other words I'm here because Hashem is here God God is not afraid of being in the pit so fine I'm with him he read the New York Times that morning I knew this no it says so this asked the question why was Joseph punished because he asked the butler to help him everybody does that you call a lawyer why do you call a lawyer don't call lawyer don't go to doctors you're supposed to call a doctor it's a Mitzvah rapper you're happy the answer is because Joseph was from artillas if Joseph was from you're right you have to call a lawyer you have to know who you are if you're from matzillas without you have to know you are always so so you talk beyond that silliest there's no KLM it's not you don't even have to discuss this beyond that syllis there's no Caleb divinity so so it's a skulls to be toughest so to speak the distinction between ain't safe in its Purity and ain't so if the way it's manifested also in its Purity through Caleb but the same ain't safe because the Calum I just are just part of being safe it's our skull on flask to be able to really to really be tough as that so the balcantov comes and says in every hood of life you have all three you have islamus that's separateness you have an ashamas that's consciousness that's the insofen Calum that's Consciousness what's Consciousness Consciousness is there's no better definition for Consciousness in history Consciousness is ain't safe in Calum if it would be ain't safe without Caleb there'll be no consciousness Consciousness is I'm conscious Consciousness that's Caleb there would be no if there would be no Caleb it's not consciousness it's like a Humane so there's no consciousness there's no shama there's no breath but something says in every course and then hashama brings it all together go into every word and every word see the islamus that's the easier part that's intuitive the lowest level see the nashama that's you and then see that Locus and bring it together that's how you rebuild the world has Calum but that's what I was telling him that the Calum they shattered they weren't they weren't bottled they didn't have a relationship with the uh we're trying to out the whole time every sheer we try to do it top is this a nice way of telling me to to stop I'm just joking that's part of Caleb you know that right time clock this well so you have an assume is that even in this world or artillers it's different types of nishamas those are the shamas that are never ever stuck in structure and never ever stuck in ego the one thing the first rule is if somebody calls himself a nashillus he's probably not that laughs huh if he does if he calls himself on the German that says he probably doesn't understand what it is either so this is all to understand what Le Mata says that to say that they ain't safe is expressed in attila's that's not all about it's a big thing Caleb is is it's a revolution but that's not La Mata it's not the lowest of the low with no end the avaman is so interesting you see the edelkite The Havana was that maybe that was to have them in them maybe that's not because it's a Kaylee foreign Begins the language of separation that language is a language of that doesn't exist before the language of disconnection this Association right where the eye goes into exile that begins there's levels in that too there's billions of levels brie is pretty good and Asia that's where the real real dysfunction can happen to the point where it it goes crazy but that's about symptoms are always present there's no such a thing everything has three levels at least and you have to be able to see and appreciate it on all three dimensions in every nikuda then okay everybody have a beautiful day on the levels tomorrow 7 45 a.m please be on time huh yeah okay handle um I don't remember