What happens when you choose an extraordinary life?

I didn't choose an ordinary life right I'm not your average Joe I chose a life of extraordinary I chose a life of doing the amount of a what 100 people do and I don't want to get lost within my own thoughts and feelings so a therapist is for me not to talk about what's going bad or about my trauma it's about talking about my winds and learning how to integrate them on a psychological level how to live how to breathe through my winds