What Does It Take to be a Real Rebbe?

good morning everybody [Music] and welcome thank you for joining us [Music] and we have the mimer copies you can take it's also posted on the yeshiva.net if you want a PDF but we have it here on the table just want to look up a posseque thank you [Music] foreign so it's uh appropriate to learn so the same time 7 45 millionaire okay so last year Thursday morning we started a mimer a discourse by the time the topic of purchase emmer which is the prohibition of a Cayenne who's about mum who has physical certain physical uh disabilities or or challenges struggles blemishes to do thou void in the basement even though he was a cayenne and a kosher Cayenne and a wonderful person and physically capable obviously if somebody has broken legs they can't stand we understand but even if he was physically go somebody can't see but even if he was physically killed but he had certain blemishes he couldn't do that even though he could eat all the carbonus so eating wasn't an issue even though the carbon is that only Cayenne can eat and koyanim who are Kosher had to eat them and the eating of a carbon was part of the atonement the gamara says it was an essential part of it was a it was a it was a part of that vaida that's not an issue to go into the Hegel and to do that was from the question was what is the what's the meaning of this how can we understand this so for this he began a whole explanation he's going to get back to this later quoted azaya from a statement who speaks about different Souls that are born and emerge to the world through the blemish of the Moon process that the moon goes through where it was diminished and as a result the Moon is completely different than the sun initially they were comparable so there are souls that are born from that blemish it's called them De Sierra gimo means the gam the blemish the Sierra and Aramaic Sierra is the levana the Moon to explain what does desire mean it's obviously using very mystical kabbalistic terms because I mean a soul born through the blemished of the Moon through the blemish of the Moon so he starts explaining what the gemarius says that the moon complained Hashem the two kings can't use the same crown one King has one Crown you can't have the same Crown used by two people will have the King Charles III was coronated on Shabbos so it's one crown for one person can have two kings wearing the same crown I don't know if that's true in a democracy but that's a separate discussion sashem told the moon you're right you're right you can't have the same Crown like the sun go diminish yourself when the moon complains why am I diminishing myself let the sun diminish itself I said the good thing I'm the one who stood up for for what makes sense so why do I have to lose just because I said the right thing so Hashem starts comforting the moon this is what the gemara says in Holland starts comforting the Moon and gives it all types of promises and predictions including the fact that the tadikim are all going to be called small the Jews are going to construct their calendar based on the moon they're going to celebrate based on the moon nothing was satisfactory and the end Hashem says you know what have you Allah bring an atonement for me that I diminish the moon in other words ultimately I need the atonement I need to be forgiven quote unquote so to speak for what for what I did to the moon and that was the carbon of rush it was a goat and the only carbon where it says saying it's a sin connected to who did what does all of this mean this is all an introduction to get back to the to the koreanim that had moment so for this he started to explain so just like you have the moon on a physical level you also have the moon and the sun on a spiritual level is a very famous idea and that is descending into the worlds of and he started to speak about that to explain this spiritual name that they mentioned here the point was that malchus which is considered the 10th sphera from Hashem sphere is the lowest one the last one is called malchus right you have said which is the tenth and final one so to speak goes on a journey and its journey is to vivify to give life to the worlds to the lower worlds known as Bria yitzira and Asia the world of formation and the world of creation information and action and every that's the moon and that's represents that's represented by the moon which is and every wish the Moon Returns so to speak and stands parallel to the Sun and that's why we can't see it and that's called the new birth of the Moon and it's a whole process of a special avoida with a special carbon in the base and it's a unique which spiritually means that so to speak goes back to replenish itself from its source the day of the unity of the Sun and the Moon as I explained last time the reason we don't see the moon during those two days is because of its closeness and proximity to the sun it stands parallel to the sun facing away from the Earth so astronomically which represents spiritually the Sun the Moon is the closest to the Sun and only when it starts moving away and drifting away does the Crescent the little tiny sliver of the moon show up and that's when the witnesses testified that they saw the new moon and Basden could make her Schreiber we announce every month now the mileage with Zine the birth is going to be right and that birth what means birth but the Moon is Born the Moon is not born the moon goes in an orbit 29 and a half days it finishes door but and it starts to orbit again where's the rebirth from our perspective though calls it a millet because it's like the moon so to speak faces the Sun and it's a new birth and a new cycle begins it becomes visible again it goes out of uterus so to speak it goes out of out of concealment out of being completely invisible to art from our perspective to the sense of of renewing again then waxing reaching its fullness and then waning all the way till it becomes invisible again this is the process which spiritually is the process of malachas and the process of malhasi says elevate the Sparks that it suits us which fell from the from the world of toyo in a process known as Spirit the breaking of the vessels which is a major major theme in Zaya and in the writings of the Ariza the breaking of the vessels we spoke about it many times and all the Sparks of the world of chaos which were in the vessels that shattered so to speak are dispersed and Scattered in all over the worlds and malchus elevates brings brings up elevates these Sparks and he started to explain that it says these are the kings that reigned in Adam before the Jewish people had the king said and the reason explains that these are the seven Kings of toyu on which it says there he reigned and died rained and died rained and died rained and died seven times and represented the seven middles of toyu who reigned by yamas each one experienced the Misa death which spiritually death you talk about spirituality death means it says when somebody Falls from their state of consciousness from their from their stature it's a form of Misa so these went into a state of Miss and the reason was and explains what's represents that each media experienced itself as a yesh imlich just like a king there's a lot of fat Affair and drama I feel every coronation there's a lot of there's a lot of honor and Glory that's conferred on the king so he says becomes conscious self-conscious to the point that it's it feels itself he says that's the beginning of Misa from this comes what's called clipper and citracher by ego the egoic mind the egoic Consciousness separate from the source the beginning of that is that's what that's that was the main point we learned let's continue now in sight it's page 62. 12345678 eight lines from the top says the fascinating you see how One pasta can have so many layers commercial cost of the posix says Proverbs Chapter 26. when you see somebody who's intelligent in his own eyes there's more hope in a fool than in him in other words much worse than being foolishes being smart and thinking that you're smart yeah in other words the fool at least doesn't think he's smart the fool doesn't think he's smart he's like still so maybe one day he can gain some wisdom but enough when you see somebody who's in his own eyes I consider myself Mr genius Mr Know It All Mr brilliant he says there's more hopeless then for men because the moment you become aware of your it's anything but the moment when I become arrogant about my Brilliance or my wisdom or perceptiveness right when a smart person is arrogant woe unto the wisdom so literally we understand what it means but he says it also means something much deeper this is a very very able able a very refined commentary even though you're talking about Isha is Holiness and what's hakum of holiness there's an awareness of the truth of Hashem and the Majesty the hudder the beauty of his majesty in other words it's somebody who has a perceptiveness a sensitivity to wisdom of Holiness yes but when the is in a state of yaesh look I am something is foreign [Music] is something that becomes visible and conspicuous in other words in a state of yashas the spirituality has ego to it has arrogance to it has haughtiness to it it's very much self-conscious about my connection my awareness of it this is the beginning the sill the ultimate seal the ultimate fullness [Music] can nurture from the state of foreign through an evolution in other words it descends it begins with yeshas and then it goes down and in each state it becomes more and more separate from its source in the world of Bria the fool is still it says mostly goodness who persecuted Ali's second wife elkana's second wife and the southern says they all have in mind Hashem but in the next world the negativity becomes more increased and then in the world of asea the same energy that an Ohio world was more refined now becomes more coarse more crass Island this is the Sutton put his eyes on the first base sandwiches got to destroy the second the same vein of my mother contradiction first you tell me he wants to shame and then nothing of he's jealous jealousy doesn't begin with crass jealousy it begins with subtle subtle distortions it begins even but there's a yashas what's missing is that vacas the complete Oneness because in real connection there's a lack of self-consciousness you're you're in the you're in the flow you're in the zone so to speak so it begins with a sense of I the way that devolves it goes to an evolution it's called chains one rung which comes from the higher rung lower or lower it becomes more crass more quests until it expresses itself in pure in pure down pure negativity is the the still has a lot of Hope in him because he knows from this you can get a lot of a lot of nurture foreign of the world of Toya which are also known in Kabbalah as ban youth can be spelled out in four different ways yud and hay and vov and hay could be spotted in fourways there's four ways and that makes up a Gematria of 45 50 to 63 or 72. Kabbalah is what's known as 45 52 6372 it's all based on how you spell out hashem's name yud right when you write out we wrist write a year but when you write out yud it's yudvalid that's 20. you'd love Dallas 20. hey you can spell hey aleph hey which is six you could spell it hey hey which is ten you can also spell it hey like hey you know which would become 15. valve could be spelled of olive so all these spellings are all real they're all authentic they're all forms of energy remember in every letter is an energy it's not just a number or an alphabetical letter it's an energy the world was created through letters through energies right it's like DNA what we call today in science DNA they're like it's like a program of letters it's a sequence every letter is energy it begins with yud and hey and hey so these four ways in which you spell out is known ban shame sag and shame of whenever you see these words Mass 45 that's you Alpha you put an olive so it's you you do 45 you can do it on paper if you want and then the other ones create different numbers of Adam is 45 right it says about rajabi one of the Bible right when Hashem said let us make Adam who was he thinking about you you were the Adam you were you were the dream of them so to speak about you foreign and then you have members 40 and mem hey is 45 but you add another 7 to 45 is 52 at 7 added to mem hey that's bun different way of spelling out yud and hey and valve and hey so behemo behema has the Sparks of Allahu Adam then can Elevate Bahama that's why he calls it ban I'm just explaining why he says the word ban SS fittest they were in a state of yes and they fell into Russia is the ma how are you sublimating them through the tens fears of memhe of yud and hey and hey the way they spelled out 45 ma much what are we foreign there's no ego the Matthias is nullified completely in this this experience of it's not I have it I understand it it's a complete Oneness complete alignment there's no separateness in the experience of a night even in real even in in in in our own world right so to speak in the secular in the secular concept of everybody understands the greatest contradiction to wisdom is a sense of arrogance there's an expression in swarim ancient gay is a Hebrew word gimulyud aleph from the word called gay gay is somebody who's extremely arrogant like exalted it's shaped by definition why the moment you become smug and complacent you're not open to deeper wisdom the prerequisite for all discovery is humility one of the worst things that are nice when you have a scientist or a physicist or a doctor or a biologist and they have this sense of smugness like who are you to teach me anything not just because they're responsible for people's well-being that too but because it undermines the very thing they're trying to accomplish right the moment you study the world the first feeling is humility humility or reverence whatever we know we know that how little we know and that's how you get to know that's how you get to know it's in every area that way the more Bittle in a very positive sense much more growth because I'm not stuck in the comfort zone of my ego and haughtiness when people have an agenda to prove especially the agenda of of of of self inflation and exaltedness and undermines now when you're talking about the deeper it's much deeper when you talk about enough then it's very antithetical to the whole experience because the definition of Ella courses the moment the ego is experiences experiencing Oneness so it undermines the whole experience of it that's why he says in the experience of a night in real this is complete Vegas complete Oneness [Music] is very happy this is a very good form right I think the bees know this is a good place to go to there's a lot of good nectar the moment is yashas and gedusha this is a very good place to feed from because once the ego is involved the distortions can be very very powerful Carol Young was a world-renowned psychologist he was a student of Freud but he argued with him he was a deep soul that used to say that Freud could have had a Minion for minica every day with his people the problem is they were all up because some the only one who believed was young but he was a guy so he didn't have to Davao so he once said he once said I saw he said you have to remember he says the patient comes to the to the therapist or the psychologist because the patient is wounded he wants to be healed but the psychologist also has wounds and he heals them through serving the patient he heals his own wounds so he says you have to know when the two people meet who's the real patient and who's the real therapist it's not so simple on one level the patient is the patient the therapist on another level the patient is the therapist and the therapist his point was you have to be very aware of the distractions emotionally when you're helping people it's not such a simple thing the moment there's yeses and it's normal for there to be ashes you're the victim and I'm the big ger who knows how to help that turns the therapist into a bigger patient than the patient now it's not a problem that the therapists are pitched the problem is when he thinks he's a therapist if you could know that you're a patient fine you're a patient I'm not so patient then then is it ready the beginning of dealing with yeshas is awareness the weirdness of it is it really is already a uh yeah thank you huh right you're saying the patient should be paid by the therapist I don't know if all the therapists want to hear that but um Pelletier therapist so so in in real he says there's the Beatles and the same is true with all the other middles that in MA it's always with a sense of Bittle of Oneness of absence of ego of transcendence of ego obesity and when the tenspheres of ma reveal themselves in the Calum of the ten spirits of ban where the sphere is felt in the touches fell they bring Bittle into them they bring them back to a place of Bittle means to to clear out to separate to dissect to clarify to purify like like baited on Shabbos what's better you separate yeah the good from the bad the bad from the good that's what bait it is the word butter comes the word butter things should be clear levarez to refine but silver needs to go through a Refinery gold needs to go through a Refinery so the islands all the worlds need to go through refineries they need bitter so this is the process of the bitter it is that the ten spirits of ma should introduce Bittle into the tenspheres of bond which the Sparks fell to tabria yitzyria and Asia it all began with the yashas and from there comes bayamos once it is it's already downhill because the beginning of separateness doesn't begin in Detachment it begins in the sense of the egoic mind that needs to compensate for its lack of existence by experiencing its ego okay you walk with the wise you become wise you walk you accompany the on one level it means you know you learn a lot of quips right but it's a health nurse you have to really go with the heavy Miss abbots what does it mean spiritually he says when you hang around with Bittle it's going to rub off yeah come it's gonna rub off so when the S is furious of ma go down to the essence Fitness of ban and now they hang around with effects are better than them they become they become elevated is that which goes down and is Nevada says child wakes up still in the middle of the night in order to prepare tariff tariff is pray for her home to prepare food for the Kindle so the Kabbalah says who wakes up a middle of the night malchus which is the feminine wakes up the middle of the night of lavesa to go bring prey back to the house which is to go be my nitsutsis in the lower worlds to bring it back that's all malchus but in many places desire says that the bitter the sublimation happens to the quality of the expression is but the truth is as they say in the Yeshiva language that sway did him they're both animals they're both true foreign there's two types of healing there's two types of bitters Alice levada to sublimate the good from the from the negativity and you need to separate you need to take it out extricate the time that's always through the sphere of malachus she goes down into so to speak the war zone foreign and they go up they ascend in a process known in Kabbalah as feminine Waters in a relationship there's what's called is feminine Waters masculine Waters physically it represents the flow of the feminine and the flow of the masculine in a relationship there's the arousal the orgasmic flow of mad [Applause] the the excitement of the man brings out it triggers in a good way triggers and arouses the flow of my induction because a person wants to be mashpia but if it is a macabella there's somebody who wants the relationship it creates a tremendous passion sometimes the Mayan are not interested so you have to start with because the Mayan lookman itself needs a recited us it depends different types of relationships different times of the different times sometimes man in the Kabbalah says right either man brings out the mad and so there's mad has to bring out the man it can get a little tricky in relationships right and Kabbalah it's called creative Services which one you have to know what to avoid that at this particular point so once the man is experiencing this this eagerness this yearning to ascend so now there's what's called a bit a second bitter and that's the beer that comes not from I hope that you stand the acronyms now that the Mayan doctrine of ma now create a bitter in the Maya nukwin of ban there was already one Bearer the first beer was that the nitsutis of banana Bahama went up in a process of feminine Waters that's man that happened through malchus which brought out all these Sparks and separated them now there's a separate bitter for us and the man is transformed mamish into godliness and it becomes absorbed in which is the masculine Waters this is a muscle like in everything between the Civil between the intimacy of the male the masculine and The Feminine and the reason we give this muscle is not something of a muscle one of the you say this is that everything in the physical world is a mirror of the spiritual world so the relationship between a husband and a wife it's not just a physical thing on the contrary it's a spiritual Divine experience that's mirrored in the physical world and it's not some theoretical when is the Civil within azakra and a cave are the most powerful when it's fully fully aligned with what it really is that's the whole idea behind him is a holy book because at the first at first glance it's very different than the rest of Tanakh right hashem's name is barely mentioned at the end once thrown in the when you reach it I shouldn't be learned there's no mention of even morality of ethics of Jewish history of Toyota of Mitzvahs it's all it's all a story about a Shepherd who meets a female in the fields and there's a tremendous relationship and they get close and they get fine they get close and they get fined they get close they get fine they get close you know what else is new so Rebecca says Kardashian says holy holier than any other safer foreign was given to the Jewish people because essentially which was saying is that the physical world is a mirror of the spiritual world and therefore it's because Kadesh is Sublime aloof what's Kadesh kadashim it's so holy it doesn't even have to be holy he could come down into the Earth caduceus Transcendence what's even holier than Transcendence it could it can transform Earth it doesn't have to go away from it it doesn't have to disengage so that's why the muscle of the masculine is not stamma Marshall man and mad in the physical world is a reflection of the spiritual world like everything it could be misconstrued it could be misused the holiest things that have nuclear energy can be very very powerful in a positive way could be very powerful in a different way as well like anything that's very powerful anybody that has a powerful Talent the question is how you use it so the same is true also with the singing so he says you have it in the Marshall of a relationship the flow of what we call Zera the the orgasmic flow is not just the male it's also the female says is the concept of ishma's and ultimately even the sages of science agree to this the gemara said people made fun of it what is the issues just passive but he says today we know that is a whole process within the woman called the called mazarus is the Zera of the woman which today we would call it the egg that develops is it has to be from the choiciest of that which is ultimately nisbada elevated and refined from the foods that she eats which the food goes into the bloodstream and ultimately the egg which could become this the beginning of the of the of the fetus as we'll see has to be the choiciest of the choices the body knows what to produce how to produce in order to be able to turn this ultimately hopefully into a fitness but then the seed of the male the procreative seed the zero of the male Mavado it does something it pollinates it refines it makes more fertile herzera and the combination allowed the combination what we call between between sperm and egg allows any Silas if the process is Hashem you know a good process the Silas any Silas which is uh is rejected so from the choiciest they can be an embryo of lad which ultimately will develop into a fetus so this half cell here the half cell here and you create the Vlad from the mufkar and the system has to make sure that the Silas is a way that it doesn't affect and contaminate which the body works very very hard so it's not the man does it the woman is just passive that's not how it happens the use that's what is today okay everybody understands that but there wasn't it was a big Hindu step right as an expression he gives the seed and that's the baby that's not how it works the mail of the seed has something to work with right just like it's also with animals and even in the world of of of a vegetation of produce you have the flower the flower is incredible now you need the pollen that comes from the male tree to pollinate that's called the Zohar and make it now fertile that you can have a new seed which means a new generation so you have a synthesis of both but the male never works in a vacuum it's very hard to work in a vacuum you've it doesn't exist that way there was a religion that believed that things can happen in a vacuum without both that's what he says so obviously in that itself there's two levels as I said there's the feminine Waters re generating the masculine Waters or the masculine Waters begin and they generate the feminine Waters which represents two forms of emotional intimacy but always the soccer is working with the Egg of the nikava says this was written before they had the instruments of uh you're talking about the late 1700s here the early 80s before they had any of any Havana you know X-rays and all that an egg a seed in this but the nikuda is you have to work with an egg and you could pollinate it you could be it you can make it you can make it fertile but you're working with something so that's the point is the masculine is bitter shiny it's not bitter Edition this first bit of addition that's this could be the second bidder sometimes it's there is a delay that there's an arousal from above that's true but that what that also has to trigger [Music] the question is what initiates what does this or the other way there's two modes in avoid there there's no one fixed system there's different modes point is that can only work right with an egg can have a seed a procreative seed for nine bismargan if you don't have the Kaylee [Music] the beacon pollinate the female tree as much as yours there's no flower there's no Kaylee what are you pollinating right the rooster can have all the pollen in the world if the female is not laying an egg to pollinate if there's no egg being developed where's your chick coming from that's the point she's laying an egg now the question is is it going to be a bit of Shaney beer Shani is to make the egg fertile that a chick could come out of it that's exactly the point but you have to work with that femininity is a muscle from Algos it's an Indian of malchus and mad my induction represents the the masculine flow in a building in basement what's the concept of these two bedrooms explain the difference between foreign even I should be it says in Zion that his words are engraved above the words of elio are engraved below even Ashby has something greater than allele and that's why Elio was sent as a schlier throughout history says different stories but there's something in Leo even greater than Ashby greater than Allah his body was interred in the ground the one person the navis describes him Allah and what happened that Elio his body went up usually the soul goes up and the body goes into the Earth and that was the system even by Maisha it says by Maisha we don't know where he is where he's buried but I say by Leo there was no query why Elisha saw the Goof of elio go up in the Sarah Asian the fire the siren the storm in other words there was such a refinement that the gulf could be just like the nashama usually the Goof needs to go into the Earth to for its process the nashama is an ashama by eliola Navi the Goof was so uh it was so refined that it can experience what the nesham experienced this is that you don't have by my by uh by by Maisha the interesting thing that's brought that shop rights of once said once said that if he wanted he could have also gone up like a Leo one Navi but he wants to go through the process of offer at the villafat he wants to go through that process ah said what's this he explains as follows is 52. if that's the gematri of his name it's because his sharish his shame ban remember that the gamatria behema that's from where the Sparks the Sparks of toyu fell and became shame bun is this is a level of critsonius externalities so when he refined himself the refinement reached his goof to the point that his body became like an angel on the Angels it says the legions of Heaven bow to you which we say in the morning the external forces of above can be condescend and send out its branches and its flowers and its glory to the lowest places so the Revelation couldn't reach so low into the physical body is so Moshe didn't have this it will become became on another level yesterday but that which martial had the penis is deeper than Elio doesn't say this it says by motion sifri it says that the Sheena speaks from the throat of Maisha says I'm going to give you rain in the second Parish of Krishna I'm gonna give you raid parishes I'm you're going to give rain it's like a mouthpiece for Russia is a revelation of ma which is deeper deeper than Shane bound what's the idea here what are these two bedrooms what does he say s remember the name it says Joseph had a dream that the in the field and they're taking grain and they're turning them into sheaves you take you harvest the grain but they're all over the place so now you gather the grain right and you make bundles of them and you make an Aluma and Aluma is a bundle of grain it's called a sheave in English and Aluma a bintel ah so I rangle again in the Shire in the garden and The Silo But first you need bintlach so that's you take the grains you make and you tie them up that's the first stage then Joseph says what happens after that my chief my bundle stood up straight and all of your bundles faced it you all bow down to my my bundle Mr did not like hearing so the altered app explains internally I think write somewhere that this is the son of the Margaret of Miss rich that basically these are the two bedrooms this is the bitter of man and there's the bitter of mad he also calls it the ibrishani this pregnancy one and pregnancy two before the fetus is born there's one pregnancy in life when you have to go through your transformation in life you need a second pregnancy ibrushini what's the concept of pregnancy the baby is invisible and is just receiving all the nurture and oxygen from its mother if you want to separate the baby and make it independent you kill it when the time comes it's ready to go out of utero to go and be his gallus so that's the first pregnancy later in life you need a second pregnancy not physically enough to go back physically to the womb of the mother it's going to be a little painful for her the second time around a little more painful especially if you're not dieting well that was a joke but ibrishadi means emotionally emotionally we got to go back into a state of pregnancy to be reborn again there's no birth that happens without pregnancy there's no birth was in the cave for 13 years that was a form of pregnancy invisible literally under the Earth inside the earth in a cave that's a concept of ibor the invisibility of Ebor the vulnerability of Ebor allows for a second birth that's called bitter Shady the first bit of it is every all the shmatham do it on the same everything is separate you have to make bundles what does this mean this means when you look around the world everything is separate we all live in a world of ego egotism ego is easing god out as we said many times I am I and you are you everything fights for itself and it's not just physically territory it's emotionally it's emotionally I want to win over you you want to win over me it's it's a it's a what they call a lot of a lot of sharks out there or in here we're competing we're all competing we're competing for attention we're competing for money for validation that's the world of ego what's the beginning can you take the separate grains and bring them into bring them into a bundle and it's not easy that's called what does Bittle means Bittle means that you become aligned with the source and then there is Oneness because in the source we're one we're not disconnected Hashem all this connection comes from ego the Deep the ego the more the disconnection when the ego takes over the reality there's war there's violence but even before war and violence there's emotional violence because my ego is wounded why is my ego wounded because I live in a space where for me to win you have to lose I need to overpower you and we are often live in that space that's a space of ego if the word also comes the word Elaine which means a mute elim is somebody who can't speak because whenever there's Bittle there's less words and more silence ego loves words Look Who's Talking I shouldn't really be talking about this but we'll talk about it because if I'm quiet you won't know what I'm talking about so but really we should be quiet the ego loves words that's why silence is very threatening for many people because silence is difficult meditation in the world of Silence a person reaches always a deeper truth the brain especially we spoke last time about going out of the brain words words words words so aluminum comes the word elim there's a sense of muteness a sense of Silence a Stillness that's the first bidder the first bitter it is to go into the world of Talia where the Sparks are scattered and to bring them together to create an address how do you create an artist by introducing the source the kayak beniffle the malhos [Music] is not for the fear of the malhus people will swallow up each other alive the devil once asked usually you don't have prose poetry it's more simple words straight words should have said if not foreign I want you to be alive but for you to be alive you have to be inside of me as long as you're inside of me I'll give you everything I'll give you better life than you have now what do you have now because Gardner still be inside of meeps cast The Heist High employee I want you to be alive but blow you as long as you're swallowed up I'll give you much better in life I'll give you mochai and it's coming Dusky said so because you'll be this because when you know your greatness and you see an apocry another person just become part of me and everything will be fine that's who he touched the mission for this you need to understand that that's not coming from from awe of God if it is real or of God there's a sense of awe for the for the for the individual process of every person to help each other yeah I don't need to swallow you up that you should become maimonious that's the insecurity of ego that doesn't really exist and therefore it has to compensate by swallowing up other things of course God is the best thing to use oh government you're right so according to this you're right you're right you're right and remember was talking about Rome he lived at the end of my shade it's even a that is one so he's speaking about Rome on the basic level he was saying that all government is better than Anarchy that's on a basic level all government is better than Anarchy because with Anarchy just there's no even if the government needs help right but Anarchy could be much more disastrous you have to be careful maybe you will hope for a different government but when there's complete efkadas you know sometimes people want to overthrow systems you always have to tell them just the chaos that ensues may not be so much better than what you have now so just be careful what you ask for you know it's very easy to destroy things the rebuilding is not so simple um yeah no you have to be curious to be sensitive because sometimes we have the Zeal we're going to overthrow everything and we're going to be idealistic right and you create an animal farm you understand somebody who's manipulated the whole process you know you have a a Trotsky a Lenin and this is and suddenly we're all equal but some of us are a little more equal than others and in some cases a lot more equal than others for those of you who come from the Soviet Union you have good experience with this and uh you see you're saying you see it now in America oh in Russia it's not so easy for the Soviet Union to die Soviet Union dies a slow death so what's the code here it says that it was really a muscle for Malcolm so that's what malchus does what malchus does is it creates a consciousness of Oneness and the consciousness of Oneness is the opposite of a consciousness of yashas the consciousness of yashas' the consciousness of separateness that comes from an ego that needs to compensate for the fact that it doesn't have real oxygen and therefore the more ego the more life creates the first Bittle the first bitter that's my aluminum they take separate grades and they say it's really part of an Aluma it's part of a bundle for this you need an elim you need a silence you need the meditative silence to be able to go into that space because the ego is very very threatened always threatened and therefore always needs to live by eating somebody else up that's how it lives it eats somebody else up emotionally or physically oh but then Yousef said you need a bitter Cheney what's the bitter shiny now all the bundles stand up I'm sorry now my bundle stands up and all the bundles bow down to me this is where they started to hate him we're ready so why do we have to bow down to you so today and this is what is my part of this mime is based on the bitter shiny bitter Shane it can only happen through Yosef this is the first bitter in malcos happens through all of them they all make bundles but then there's a second bidder for the second bidder they needed the Joseph so their bundles needed to bow down to the iso but they didn't know he rise they made a mistake they thought Joseph nashama comes from their where their nashama comes from so why are we bowing down to him that means ego if it's ego it's bustle it's worse even than the emesis that Joseph was a completely different place when Joseph was in a different place a bitter Shane he is not an element of ego punct it's real Bittle but if you don't have a Visa that Joseph is in a completely different place so then what do you think you think Joseph is the most corrupt in anything anybody else people who don't have a real hush and Bittle right when they see sometimes the holiest of the Holy they assume it's like the arrogance that they're used to so they can't be Movado themselves and I understand why if you don't if you don't have a hush and Joseph what Joseph is it's very threatening so you become very cynical the problem is when you're cynical sometimes cynicism protects you the problem is when you're cynical in the presence of Truth you lose everything when you're cynical in the presence of Lies it's a good defense mechanism but when you're cynical in the presence of Truth then what are you what are you left with a tip tips [Music] no no Joseph is the second Builder because at this stage you who didn't needed Joseph then there's a period of sleep okay that's uh here it's two bit of them what are the two bit of them Joseph is what ah okay that's a good order that Adam never went through pregnancy you say yeah and it didn't do him so well it didn't do him so well I mean this was a challenge that Adam had huh what that's an old joke why did Adam live for 930 years because he didn't have a sugar he didn't have a mother-in-law and then the joke continues and if you wouldn't have had a wife he would still be alive but the truth is if you wouldn't have had a wife none of us would be alive right everybody would be dead so that's an old joke not such a nice one huh what's the record of these two bedrooms the first bitter is a bitter from period from yashas into Bittle from separateness into an Aluma the second bitter is a bitter into Allah what do I mean there's the first bidder in Practical he says the helic of my channel Elio had to work through his body because he came from ban says avoida was with the Goof in a way that even Maisha didn't have to to the point that his group could go up in other words the bitter was a bitter of ban of Bahama was a bit in the most external cross a crass layers of life of the world the second bitter is not a bitterness of the world it's a bitter in the eponymous of the world what's the difference the brothers could do themselves the second bidder they needed the isef it's a whole different type of bitter I'll give a marshall until never gives this Marshall over there I'm just going to use my own words let's say somebody contemplates going to visit an unbelievably extraordinary person in the mashallah today would always give you going to see the king in those days the king you know the Tsar was people had tremendous awe today we don't understand what it is you know they tell the king what to do how to dress up how to shop for the coronation was was pretty intense it was pretty intense you know you smiled the wrong way to the king and they called it huh so you imagine you go but let's talk about more what we you go you're imagining going to to see I don't know some some someone who's truly truly extraordinary and you really have a sense of awe and reverence so you anticipate for it you anticipate it and you prepare for it and you you get ready for it whatever that means but then there's actually entering into the room what happens then all your preparation suddenly proved to be completely meaningless why because now it's not your preparations that create the relationship now it's the actual Gili the Revelation the presence the presence of that energy that overtakes you it's also true in spiritual Journeys a person can prepare and preparation is important but all the preparation is done with my tools so as much as you prepare and you talk and you think and you meditate you're preparing with your tools and you're becoming more open and more open and more open and less ego but then there's something sometimes Beyond you that comes in boom this you couldn't expect this is transformative because it takes you completely out of your Realm I could climb and climb and let's say I can climb to Mount Everest but even if I climb Mount Everest I'm not getting to the Moon but if a spaceship comes and takes me it transports me to another level the first bitter is the bitter that you're capable of doing with your own tools and methods which are amazing so you grow and you challenge yourself and you challenge them but who's challenging yourself you so ultimately the bitter is always relative to what you're capable of experiencing you understand and that become become a trap because people could work on themselves their whole life I know what you're thinking people could be working on themselves their whole life right and they really mean well and they did everything in the world the guy is in therapy for 29 years talking talking talking talking listening but what part of him is evolved whatever is available whatever available through words and through emotions and through meditation which is very very deep and it could be unbelievably beneficial but there comes a moment and this is really a gift it's like a Matana biru Shane I'm giving a bit of Shane is when something that's completely Transcendent shows up in your life I couldn't prepare for this because this takes the eye into a place that the eye itself couldn't reach that's a bit of shady that's complete transformation that's a whole separate bitter and it's so powerful in a way in a way the distance between the lack of bitterness is closer sometimes in the distance between because the distance between Peter and Buddha Edition is still in the realm of ego the question is how deep and bitter Shani says this is with the stack of the eye is completely won and for this for this type of bitter this is greater because he was in the first bitter he worked with his gophinimius is much deeper that's ma much had to be buried Elio didn't have to be buried because Elio worked with the Goof in a way that Maisha didn't so Leo didn't have to be buried because Elio reached that place of bitter the second bitter is completely diplomious it's not something that's visible on the outside on the outside after bit Edition there's no ego but there's a spiritual ego so malcos went up Malco was brought up then it suits us but it's that creates a whole different transformation that's our second that's a second bitter and for this you need yes that's the concept of a real rep a real real Reb a real moisturabena what is that today because of the generations right it's popular for people to make fun of Rebus and miss a lot of people especially people that come from uh from certain communities and there's a reason for it I'm not going to get into all the reasons but a lot of people here know right what do we lose out of that we lose that value understanding a real Yosef if you tuck it with a fake yes it's good to to be a little cynical but when you're in the presence of a real Joseph when you lose that opportunity it's a tremendous loss because what Yosef can do for the shavatam they can't do on themselves them themselves it touches it takes you to a place of Ms that even my deepest truth will not reach that emus not because I don't want to I'm a good guy I'm sincere I'm honest I'm authentic but authenticity is always relative to my understanding of authenticity and then there's authenticity that is it's it's it's mislamita it's Transcendent it's pure it's freed from any Vestige even of self-sublimation that's of second bitter that's a whole different bit so there's the bitter from the war zone from the place of of yeshus of ego even of RA to be able to that's the beer everyone has to do on their own nobody can do that for you you have to do it on your own if you run to Yosef for that it's premature you got I gotta work through my stuff my insecurities my ego my pain my traumas my fears my Brokenness my only Sahara you have to work it through that's what malachus does goes in so to speak to the war zone of Tayo with the Sparks all over the place to be Movado to be Movado to separate to extricate to refine write and bring up now the Zara Haisha is is amazing it's bufar now there's a whole other element of Biro Shady this is the period of mad it's the bitter of it's the second bit and this is where the got stuck with the isef because if you're not real I think evaldikovar this is foreign foreign and when their father passed away they passed away very young at manashi was 48. so uh he was the youngest son of the summer said not this whole idea of a rabbit nothing to do with me nothing to do with me he completely uh then there was a time when people weren't fighting to beat ebus uh he started he abdicated he didn't even feel that he has to abdicate that was a time when Brothers not everybody was fighting to be the dead on the contrary it was considered a punishment not a fighting not to be and the middle one that hashab also didn't want so 11 years khabar didn't have uh consented and he became the fifth of so they asked the razor they asked about his brother they said uh you know what do you think of your brother he was like his baby so to speak his baby brother you know so it's like a certain type of relationship you know you watch your little brother grow up and suddenly uh like Aaron with Moshe right Moshi didn't feel so comfortable he's becoming when Aaron is going to be under him not so you know what if your brother is like the real the real real deal this is what he answered he said in everything in life you have one extreme you have another extreme and you have in the middle well Marshall you have a sugar yeah a billionaire a billionaire and you have never had Captain another man he doesn't have three pennies to scrape together but you have in the middle what would you call he's comfortable yeah you have in the middle yeah you have a you have a genius you have an Einstein you have a genius yeah you have an architova and then you have NABA haksil and you have in the middle you know what I mean you got elephant in the tests not Olive I love your base whatever right you have an arrogant person you have a humble person and you have uh you have somewhere in the middle and everything in the world he said one extreme another extreme and you have in the middle he said there's an exception a rabbit he said either you're the real thing well you're a ghanaf he says I said one thing I can tell you my brothers if I stainless The Neighbors when they came to a restaurant so I don't know if you know this Apostle it says it's good to wait till the till the storm passes so he ran away to a kretchman he went to a pub in liajna to hide nobody thought to find out in a club they didn't come search for him so he was he went to hide there the government came to Reston 1798 so ripshmaul moncus was a very close Hassan of the balatanya he went there he he knew where he was so he went to be with them so they were there a whole night you think I should I should give myself in should I give myself in because he didn't know actually you just waited when he waited was it going to live there sir said you should give yourself in you should surrender to the government said why so this is what he told out to them he was accustomed but this is what he said he said if you're a real rabbit the bullet won't get you if you're not a real rabbit you deserve it is with what right did you deprive hundreds of thousands of Jews of just the Ecstasy of islamasa what what who gave you that right if you're not the real thing you're a criminal you're a criminal and if you are the real thing don't worry he listened to him he gave himself thought he was arrested and in the morning he came out they arrested him in the morning you understand what he's saying that's how you speak to them that's how you speak but if it's not the real thing then you tackle gunness you're not playing you're playing here with fire you're playing here with people's Souls it's not uh that's that's the issue that we're seeing today people you that's what he was saying and if not a level you're not just a nice guy say you're a nice guy I don't have a problem with nice people when you're talking about this Indian you're talking about either it's real and if it's not real it's Criminal not necessarily that you're trying to be a criminal not worth talking about you may be a fine person but the type of bitter Shani if it's not Ms but m is but Ms it's a very serious thing and that's where you have people they give up their soul and then one day they say to what did I give up my song and it's very very painful it's very painful so what they have to do is they have to either become naive shut down their emotions make believe that they don't have all this pain and live in delusion and a little detached from reality or they go to The Other Extreme they just become so cynical and they just laugh from everything and everybody it's a very sensitive thing and that's where the schwartam was so suspicious because bitter Shani you understand Hackman is and if you come from the same place like our world what are you what are you asking our sheeps to bow down to your why should our sheeps bow down to your shift that's why in the Biro shayni in Yosef if there is even a slight moment of distortion it could be lethal ah start it starts with the ashes any spiritual they're not talking about a physical ego doing spiritual eagle it becomes the source of tremendous danger people don't realize the avoid of a real rabbit within himself is of any person because you can't afford even to step away for a moment from the Vegas if you step away from moments with Vegas you bring Darkness into the world huh it's Mississippi just people don't understand that's why they didn't want to be rabbits here when people are fighting today to beat Everest it's not because they have such big egos because they don't know you have to understand we're not even talking about realistic it's all about real estate no benediction is not real estate real estate is stem real estate better Edition is is godliness but there's still a yeshis ah what no there's no bit of shiny without bad Edition you could reach it for a moment you know you could be like taken to us you know taken as I boom but ultimately you have to integrate and then that's when we have an affili so bitter shiny has to happen happen always after bit Edition and people know this in their life there's people who worked at themselves for years and years and then there's a gift that Hashem gives you and it takes you to a place where you could have not reached on your own with all the efforts in the world unless there was a special autonomous a certain guili it by it it it goes through the blockages in a way that verbal work and other forms of work often can't get there or at least often I don't know and in that itself there's many many levels and that was the Joseph that Joseph could bring them to a place but for this you have to be able to become pregnant a second time who wants to become pregnant a second time I mean who you have to become not pregnant you have to become on Uber you have to become a fetus a second time who wants to do that I already have a have a job I have a resume I have a a name in Wikipedia where am I going to go back to pregnancy delete everything erase your name you know when you're pregnant in your mother's womb you don't have a name erase everything but that's the there's no going from the first place to the second place without a second igboard without a second battle the first Eber is in malchus the second Hebrew is foreign place somebody who's in real Vegas with Hashem in the prince of it's a diff but but this is not a game this is not a game if it's not real it's dangerous because if you give your soul away to somebody I'm not even talking about a cult leader that's of course they I'm not even talking about cults that's obviously dangerous I'm just talking about aganaf and I don't mean a gun if somebody who pickpockets money I'm not talking he didn't mean that he didn't mean that his brother is not a gunner that he doesn't go to the bank and rob banks and he doesn't borrow money from people and not pay back it's not what he's talking about a gun if you understand what he meant by Ghana he meant uh means when you steal energy from people you still energy like what are you giving what are you giving you're taking energy from people right they're giving you your enemy what are you giving them if there's even a drop of distortion over there that's called the ghanaf and you can't blame people for this if you're not yes if you're not Joseph that you can't you could be a very good person you're a good person it's a different printer but this is an Indian of Ms either it's Ms completely that's what he was saying you know there's this truth there's lies and there's middle right Abyssal truth Abyssal but some in your name in life if it's not kulai MS it's second it's second oh that's a deep question that's a deep question could it be that for one group it's kulamus but for another group it's cool or at least it's not that you know for one group it's a real real MS huh I think it's a beautiful question and there's probably levels there's probably levels in other words when you're dealing with real real Ms by definition everyone is connected it's not one group if it's real real members like it says in tiny when you're dealing with the brain of the head if the brain tells you I'm responsible for the heart for the Torso for the chest for the kidneys for the liver but the toes nothing to do with me go go find yourself another another head that's not a head the brain takes responsibility for everything 24 7 it doesn't stop thinking about every nukuda so when you talk about that level of MS it's connected to everybody and everything but like in everything in life you know there's there's things there's a ramping on a miniature level you're having on them right like you have throughout Jewish history very very holy people who were leaders for groups very good huh no commissioner but very good he doesn't take Commission because his wife has a yeah yeah so you understand so so yeah like in everything another I think in the real nakota of Emma's he said you all bow down to me not because he was arrogant when you really really bottle you could say that you know what I mean when you when you're emotion of Ben will have no problem saying I'm Gonna Give You rain it wasn't an issue had no problem telling kairak you're playing with fire when there's no ego you could talk about yourself as much as you can talk about God if there's really no ego if there is then that's part of the if it's the real thing so then you you don't take the you seriously so of course you're part of it but I think we have to acknowledge the fact through our Jewish history and the same in the Hasidic movement and so on and so forth real real very holy people said that mashiach's name is Sheila and the Yeshiva vyanun they said that name is Yana and uh it goes through the talmudum so it actually says every talmud used to say right that the name of his Rebel the name of which is the name of Israel so the morale writes because mashiach has certain qualities and these qualities says all the names are true they're all right and there's more in other words they saw ah yeah in mouthless you could say everyone has their own so so there's different madriguez even in Biro Cheney there's different madragas and then there's an akuda of Biro Shani right what Joseph says you all bowing down to me he meant all of them not just certain of them because once you there's a certain like my shoulder right it's not like my Derek is not through my if it's really moisture if God chose Maisha so then Maisha is not competing with you moisha is not going to take anything away from you if mosh is just like the toe doesn't have to be afraid of the brain you're never gonna have a toe that says you know what my brain is a dictator the clown my brain doesn't believe in individuality and the cloud my brain is manipulated and the cloud my brain is also stupid and I want to be my own person so what does the toe do toe takes an electric drill and drills through the skull and takes the brain which is only like jello two pounds three pounds what does it do throws it in the garbage you know what happens to the toe yeah [Music] you tow it away right away why what was the mistake of the toe the moment your brain is competing with you it means you're very sick unfortunately you need a doctor ah yeah if it's a brain it's never the brain wants the toe to shine the brain doesn't want to compete with the top the brain the little you're taking away from me the brain doesn't want to the brain wants the heart to shine the legs to shine the arm that's what the brain is the moment the brain is about me I don't care if you amputate the rest of the bodies it never has a sick brain that that could run away from this brain find yourself another brain okay okay so those are the two big order so there's the bitter of malchus that's the bitter mamesh from within the the dirt the filth right this is a very serious bitter and that's going to be the next part of the Miami discussing it we're going to continue tomorrow basically and then there's the higher beer the man that's completely understood it's two separating so in kabali you'll have the bit of man it's not Astera it's a completely different bitter one is a bitter with the ra and one is a bitter already one's the route was sublimated to bring it to completely a different space of a lekus mamish where the toive on its own can't can't get ibrishani the second pregnancy will continue tomorrow 7 45 have a happy end of vlogboam and happy like boimer and have a beautiful day wow such an Applause today huh everything comes from within that's the real nakuda it always has to be from within but usually we need something that soweth in yeah it's a Julie from Hashem in other words the point is that something that comes from higher than my own formulation of reality right right it has to grasp me yeah that's where transformation happens on that level this transformation that happens with increments through increments which is the that's the foundation of transformation working it's awareness it's growth and that's incredibly powerful but then there is a whole different bit of and Agape that the person has to go through a whole new Bittle a whole new a whole new cessation of ego wow right I understand for you Authority represents evil leadership [Music] and it's still very hard for people because if this is not real yeah no listen it's it's it's a very very sensitive thing you're playing here with the deepest levels of people with the deepest lives what he said if you're not the real thing go to prison you belong there you believe you belong in prison yeah [Laughter] you should in the general sense if you throw them out or if you must be another so uh yeah and he says the story that you said said a little bit differently once went in middle of the night 12 o'clock at night two o'clock the night you needed to go to another city you went out and the market he said I have to go but I'm gonna go out and the Bible says woke him up and he said you woke me up passenger shoot him I guess a long story I mean you put my life in danger what's up shots [Music] wow beautiful so you said something very briefly that if you're if you can't if you're saying that he can't say it because he's ego because also yeah yeah so where's the there's a fine line there you're a very fine line a very final say something you Avada says I'm just a Simon you know when you have a street sign that says go here the street sign has no ego when I speak about me you know who I'm speaking about when was he when obviously no but it's true about all of us there's a space for when I'm saying I it's not I without listen you're right you have to know it's scary the real I is not a danger