What did you do that was so bad that you would be held by the dark angel?

I have an a question by Beth Beth is asking what was so bad that I did that I was held by this black angel uh so first of all there are a few other videos kind of explaining H the whole concept of the Black Angel uh to be more precise the black thing was the angel of death uh I explained in in another in a different video that when a person does God's will when a person does a Mitzvah it's called in Hebrew Mitzvah comes from the word means to connect to put together when a person does a Mitzvah a Mitzvah is also a commandment so when a person does a Mitzvah he connects himself with godliness with God meaning that nothing else can touch him but God but when a person do a sin a sin in Hebrew is called a a a comes from the word a moving too so when a person does the opposite of God's will he moves himself away from The Possession from the domain of God and he moves himself to the other side what what is called in a professional term sitra it's the it's the language of the Zohar the other side there's no the zor doesn't want to go into definition what's the other side it just says it's the other side of Hol Holiness so when a person does a sin a in Hebrew KES he basically moves himself away from godliness to the other side God is is compared in many different sources like cabala and to light God is light so what would be the other side of God darkness which is very well obvious like you that you see that anything that has to do with godliness refers to light and everything that has to do with the opposite of godliness is dark so first of all my own uh doing you asked what was so bad that I did I did some pretty bad things uh that I was shown to one of them I didn't do K respecting my parents I didn't do that which is a very big sin it's actually in one of the Ten Commandments uh I was a very not nice person I used to make fun of people in public I would embarrass people in public which is called making somebody embarrassed in public which is considered a very big sin uh I didn't deal good in business I was wasn't honest and straight in business and it's known from uh from the talmud that the first actually the second question that the soul is being asked in the base de in the court the Heavenly court is did he deal in business hon honestly I didn't deal in business honestly I was pretty corrupt uh I did a few more other sins that were pretty bad they were they considered in in in sham very bad so in my own doing it was considered very bad now there's a whole concept in the Torah if it's done by mistake or if it's done deliberately or if it's done B meaning by mistake I didn't know I did by mistake then you're not held accounted so much for the sin uh there's a whole concept of people who were born not religious uh they're in a category of like a baby that was born to a a family who was not religious and he grew up not religious it's called and it's not his fault that's what he was brought up to so he's not accounted for his his sins so much or even or even at all and according to Hala to the to the Torah when one does a a a sin by mistake a person you know broke shop is by mistake he didn't know you're not allowed to do a certain thing so when it's by mistake he's he's he's a little bit guilty but he's not he doesn't get punished so severely for that but when a person does something deliberately then he's accounted accountable he's founded accountable for that 100% And and in some sins according to the Torah the punishment is like a severe punishment so right A lot of the things that I did I did by mistake cuz I wasn't educated in all the laws but unfortunately for me a lot of the sins I knew this is bad I was told the fact that I didn't want to accept it or the fact that I didn't believe or the fact that I chose to ignore it that's my own problem so I was found i f i was founded accountable for that there are certain sins that I knew are considered a sin and I still did it so that's considered that I did it on purpose with deliberately and in my case that was looked extremely in a bad way so if a person was born in Greenland to an to a family and never taught anything about Judaism he's not going to be accountable for his sins because it's not really sins he didn't know he's it's like a like a baby I grew up in Israel I learned all about Judaism and Torah in school in public school in Israel in public school you learn about everything I celebrated all the holidays I did my ber Mitzvah I I I I couldn't say I didn't know even throughout my life I met here and there people who tried to introduce God to me who tried to introduce religion to me who told me you know you're allowed to do that in the eyes of God this is a sin etc etc so in my case I can't say in other people's cases but in my case I did a lot of those sins and bad ones deliberately and knowing that this it's considered a sin but I just didn't care and I chose to ignore it therefore I found was found account to that so to kind of put it in a in a perspective first of all everything that I'm saying in my testimony it's my testimony could be completely different to other people from other people that I heard their testimony it was pretty similar now to kind of explain this whole concept is exactly what I said before is that when a person connects himself to Godliness he's connected to the light when a person disconnects himself from God then he's basically putting himself in the domain of the other side which is compared to Darkness so I hope I answered your question even though it's a very deep concept and and can be dissected to another few hours of teaching but uh to sum it up uh this this was the how severe my personal uh sins were