We Love Emotional Inspiration; But Oneness Comes From Real Understanding

the yeshiva dotnet okay we didn't take our resources take our associates page poof I an Aleph and we will begin momentarily right now okay so Bruce mhmm oi'm to oliver all who are joining us virtually I guess everybody is joining us virtually this Friday morning Erev Shabbos by ikura baseness and tough shinpai Tunis and five 780 March 27th 2020 today Bayes Nissen is the yard site the yummy Lula of the nebula shop whose Mimer were learning during the last few days and as it happens to be it's not just any art said it's the hundredth anniversary of his yard site of his e Lula passed away on business in tough Naish Hey Mitsuru Shabbos - my ikura the second night the second day of Nissen the night of the second day of innocent in the year 1920 so this business and 2020 tough shinpei marks exactly a century of the lulav this talapus of this great spiritual master and teacher and giant whose Mimer we're now learning we've learned some of his past teachings in the past via dieter last year withered via data Moskva this miami is from the year towfish I in Bay's 1912 or in the Hebrew calendar would be 56 72 which means 8 years before his passing and he passed away in the city of rostov-on-don on the Don River and actually I was supposed to be I was supposed to be here today and may there for Shabbos I sent that an email we got quite a few responses but obviously divine providence had different plans not only for me but for another seven point seven billion people living on this planet so we're here on our sham keenya of death though there is a diary of somebody who was present at his passing his name was my shadows by Rifkin promoted over if Caen came ultimately to America he was one of the receivers of Tara Vedas those who weren't entire with us in the 1950s or 60s or 70s remember a by Rifkin he's author of a savior called char HCI he was one of the mass with him the rabbi's would be of smithy entire Vedas and he was at the patear of the rebel shop and fascinatingly and quite unusually he wrote a whole safer of what he saw the safest called ask after their ever mushy after the Rebbe is an expression from ascetic Silver's called a shafted Arabic service Kafka Moloch of darlin about the historic us the passing of Robin Noah Khadija Buda no say-so rabbi Rifkin rip moyes shadows Barry fkin Rebecca Rifkin they called them he passed away in 1977 I think of 76 he wrote a whole book called ask after the Rebbe a diary which he held from the last few weeks of the Deborah jobs life from his poem of hobbling in nineteen twenty and rest of the Mimer of Purim and then in the last few weeks to only two weeks till business including the last minutes the last hours it's an incredible incredible read because it's really that you get such a personal and intimate account of the last few hours and days of a person of such stature you know how somebody returns their soul I remember when I read it the first time it was beyond emotional there's one line I want to share with you where are my Rifkin rights does he was present that moments before the devilish are passed away he was in bed it was massage Shabbos was close to four o'clock in the morning and he said he said these words he looked at the people and he said these words if Jay in Himmel on the oven was a knife I'm going to heaven and the writings Dux of him the writings meaning the writings of a siddhis siddhis Chabad of himself and his predecessors back to the ballot Anya I'm leaving to you laws of life I'm leaving to you those were one of the last things he said he said that a few minutes before his passing he heard him speak about two levels of bittle and hood they lawyer the Tatar but I once heard myself in the Lubavitcher ever who asked a very simple question and he said my commercial on anyone who goes to heaven they leave their writings here he said if gayen him Oh index of enlasa - obviously what we accomplished share what we write anything we write stays behind the never said that word ever our shop was trying to say was something much deeper he was he said I'm going to heaven but I'm leaving you something which will allow you to have me forever so it's not just I'm leaving you Calvin if gay and Himmel index of am loss of life and through that we shall remain thank you we shall remain eternally connected because a real sadiq a real rubber puts his soul into Steiner so when you're learning you're not just learning words or ideas there's also a deep intimate communication with a neshama with a soul of a true rapper who's completely one with the source of everything with a source of infinity so what we learned these oven and we talked about them and we have a shear in them and we learned them every morning whether it's did a better job with other my mom that we learned on a constant basis it's not just words and ideas if gain him will of the sovereign laws that I and through the course of him there's a very deep and dynamic and living connection it's not just anecdotal and cute the numerous but it's authentic because the Gemara says the metric says that's a dick in my diamond laburnum they're like their creator they're similar to their creator and the Gemara says a massage the sharpest of Cove dalit that the word are noisy on my flesh Emma Latifah is an acronym unknown nav she service your Havas uh Knightley I know now sheik service llaves i have given and written my soul into taylor my soul my essence is transcribed it's engraved in pain that's why it's the opening words of the ten commandments so just like it's caballo caballo shem about today are not in africa obviously Havas it's not just a book of laws or stories or history or mitzvahs or pill pool or lung this that's true but it's much more than that it's the divine itself like we learnt in the pure mind map then all of Toyotas are martial for initial and initial Escoffier law but akame law is a martial for a scythe if you remember that very profound ideas so the same is true in the writings of Masada Kariba and so forth so let's look inside now and we started to explore yesterday a very very profound idea of the rabbit what are the minimum shot from there with vana when you have a chance you can go to the comments and yesterday's year some people roads very interesting comments I'm sure today it'll also be very interesting comments you can text your questions to eight four five seven seven seven forty seven forty seven let's look inside I want to repeat a few words what we learned yesterday and go a few lines further and try to explain a little bit pace go fine olive the line starts show who it's around ten lines from the top yeah in one sentence what did we learn it's not gonna be a long introduction I want to say I promise but I'll say Bleen that there we focused on nefesh we focused on Rua and then we focused on their summer nefesh is evidene II that's the evident if allah he wants of Kahless but he's still in effort he shows up the bottom line is he shows up to work the reason he shows up to work is because there's an agreement there's a conviction there's a value there's no inspiration there's no enthusiasm there's no feelings have the best game initially I'm not interested which is why they could be failure and failure and failure again because there's so many voices in me that are not interested I'm not engaged but I'm still show up and he explains this conviction there's an inner value there's a superconscious called machism of hayashida that guide a person and in evident itself the spectrum is huge from a very base level to a very lofty level remenham leo says my toffee my tie innit avi avi he's not like a regular EV at Khomeini's arkasha Devitt he's something special in the jus itself you have an avid Kamini from one extreme to another extreme you have every DVD ever DVDs ruin every DVD is he's a there's an the evidence as an Avery there's passion there's enthusiasm every day by Dominic there's a very deep connection if you want to use the word there's a romance there's an affection there's an exciting relationship and when you're in that moment you think it's gonna last forever because it's really there it's sound it's not fake it's not delusional it's really there but he says but there's no real transformation there's inspiration but not transformation so we have commitment ever the Kamini inspiration everybody but a few hours later the beer wakes up from hibernation the animal soul in all of its insecurities and all of its beastliness emerges come laughing cuz I don't know if you ever saw a video of how a beer comes out of hibernation it's like via uh at his dock you know he emerges the beer is here and watch out so yeah there's moments of inspiration my animal my little beer or my puppy I don't know what type of nefesh Obama's you have the Nibin a shop has a - everyone has a different animal song some people have he calls it some people are like sheep some people are like goats and some people are like Bulls it could be a keV that's why this car bonus you can have a sheep and a goat and a box a bull this week's parish why cuz everyone has a different official Bahamas this one is a bull an ox and this one is a goat stubborn and this one is a sheep you know what a sheep is a sheep is a Shephelah and goats goats are stubborn so there's different types it emerges and when it emerges suddenly you realized you subdued it you weakened it but you didn't there was no transformation then there is the third level we'll see the third level is associated with a female servant on Armavia and the air it's not just commitment it's not just inspiration its transformation now let's see inside okay for this you need neshama those who weren't here I'm gonna I'm gonna suggest that you hear the previous um it's a very very rich very rich mind made but this was the point that we learned and you are you also need his bonus but it's brief and the summer here he says you have to understand his talents and understand the look coast and understand every world and understand how it works and what it works and all the details and he have to understand it in an internalized way and with all the nuance and he finished as he says that way the aid of the key is made of economies he's a Cayley we're looking by days a machine has to him listen by Tom who wine is shavoo we learnt a few lines but I want to repeat that Tom will efficient business a fellow shall never shall I kiss a numb came on well occurs the mythos even of the nephron shall I kiss are not Kahlan for Eliquis they're not vessels for godliness shocking words shocking words if you've been learning with us for a while you should know that these words are shocking to say the mythos of the nephron shall the kiss are not Kahlan for Eliquis with the chamois this and coats la Exim chamois they say miss spineless but how the spineless of course lots mythos it's not because they're not good mythos their divine meanness but by definition they remain outside of the core of the essence why cuz they are his spineless but all this violence of hot diksha base Angeles in a Shia Hustlas spineless team defection hot in oneness there's no a spineless only when you're outside of that synthesis path oh my mainland movement training beginners CLE law utility so from outside of the Edson by definition I can't become a real vessel for the divine light my shaken my female penises analyst the Baku owl motion of a cleaners the vacant service after dose not like mythos so I feel the premise is spineless safely even the intellectual excitement not the emotional excitement emotional excitement is that I'm excited about it it's relevant the spineless sickly as I'm excited about the idea he says Graham containable kinases spy Lister but allow my friend and princess oculus the definition of motion is oneness or my assertion of innocence activists remain the movement shall clear oil in surf master of innocence artisan when you one with things so if you could become open you could be a Kaylie for it by day's end much honesty when the dominie and this creates transformation machine Canberra mid this a name is Shana Stephen Kinnock mashup oil a bit to luck the urban aficionados when this myth is its Kaval dick i subdued my animals so i silenced it i was my battle it had created a certain surrender of the animals soul but not a real metamorphosis oh the fish a machinist evila gamma-d and because the person has not transformed himself mr. Moses is bizarre feyza so therefore ultimately unholiness the animal soul can could can hold on to it because it's not transformed there's a knife feyza you're letting your leaving room for outer forces on unwholesome forces to latch on to latch on okay he says you know what i feels I feel that means to hold on right to hold on to something a virus can't replicate itself if it doesn't attach itself to a host cell but cells don't allow invaders to come in the cells are very sensitive you know how many viruses and bacterias try to come into our body the cells don't let in there's a lot of defenses but what does what does the what does the virus do it appears as a friend it appears as a friend the brilliant device and the soul opens up the door and it comes in once it comes in and hijacks the cell and it uses its mechanism to replicate itself that's called on my visa there's an opening for other forces to come in in mythos not in my friend the cell Shekhar so this is the meaning of the PASOK in michl a well yeah quite still between Turkey and base gallows Libra now you have to hear this interpretation because it's astounding the passage says a fool doesn't want to Hoonah he wants his galley boy what does this literally mean a fool doesn't want wisdom a fool wants like impulsiveness you know my heart should just whatever my heart wants I'm impetuous I'm impulsive some of them are farzam said they asked my students when I came his Galilee but a fool doesn't want to learn he just wants to express himself wants to talk whole time what just wants to say what's on his heart instead of sign and learning here that ever gives a outstanding interpretation his gal mostly boys l avid leadership is galas olive his galas Libra here is something very profound it's the love and the ore that is revealed in your heart inspiration enthusiasm shahbazi Shia hafiz' that's what the seal that's what the nefesh a Bahamas wants he wants a vida mashenka be tuna so I feel of middle ship emulsion gammas are Malaya its Casilla the sill the net fish Obama's doesn't want food he doesn't want my skin he wants mythos shegaon Buzzelli shy effect his little fishes nesting will the government cuz over there he can't latch on the host cell won't let him in my shake could be mid this having less you know stiffer the governor in midges he can he can copies the son he can go he can confine that entrance into it not not in my life but still be tuna Excel doesn't want to vana he wants a vivienda his galas Libre now I hope this is clearly understood but I just want to clarify it when we speak these words he's not being Movado out of the year he's talking about a visage M&E recession these are the minutes of the nefesh of the kiss the first part of the my myrrh was about nephesh that was about Rua these are extraordinary qualities and you know if enough to fool ourselves you know if I could if I could internalize a little bit of the evident on in my life it's Nishka fairly if I could be for one day and ever the kenai me it's not bad at all PACA birth gated nickel a but an avid Kamini is there's a loyalty there there's a commitment there yes there is disassociation there's anger there's resentment there is falling prey and action or words or thoughts okay that's called a human being we make mistakes and we bounce back so it's very important that the aside of all these my modem is complete honesty not to suddenly deceive myself oh now I'm on my rear now I'm an avid every but to really have honesty in your avoidance of chemin in life you have to appreciate what everything is and what it's not as he said earlier in the minor and I'm gonna repeat it here that when you're in a particular level you're not supposed to want a higher level because if you want it too much you can't be present where you are in other words when I start doing and sometimes we have this temptation to be where we don't want to be because I want to have everything you know I want to have the higher consciousness so it's very important to know where you are because only when you know where you are can you actually evolve I don't know where I am so then I deceive myself I'm dishonest only when I know where I am can I have a genuine relationship with where I am and then ultimately learn and gain awareness from yet a deeper state of consciousness and perhaps organically and seamlessly be able to connect to that on some level but it's only with the prerequisite of never deluding yourself or fooling yourself where you are so everything I nee is very very powerful everybody is mama Shack evolved its mama SH it's awesome but here it looks like he's mawatha lever Divini but it's not my battle it's not Nevada like judging oh it's nothing it's just defining the condition of human existence and its relationship with infinity and here we learn about the infinite gradations from ever taken a knee to Evan every to the next level I've just it's very important to qualify because he says oh the eight suhara wants a vita you know it's a horror wants you to love God than fear God is that such a terrible thing no it's a beautiful beautiful thing and of course in the level that is beyond evident is also an assertion by erisa a visage shame is a mitzvah the point is it's not about alva it's not about Union there is a lot of passion but it's not about the passion what does all of this mean what does what does this make if anybody wants to explain what this means you're welcome to explain as anybody who wants to explain please if you want to speak if nothing can unmute you or if you want to text you can also text if not you're gonna have to listen to my speech so to choice you're gonna have to make now what does it mean these words key words mid this head cut slits up Shammi the same a spineless the call is spineless is hot slow Exim the Ke$ha hobus after dose anus Shia causeless - what does this mean we usually associate myfun with detachment and mid this with attachment right you'll say this guy is a professor he's a cerebral he cerebral he's out for lunch yeah spouses will often explain about their second half their partner I don't feel his emotion I don't feel the empathy I don't feel the email nicely bit sorry you know he's a scholar he's smart he knows all the information right does that old anecdote our computers masculine or feminine and the answer is they're masculine because they retain enormous amounts of data and yet they remain clueless so a computer has a lot of data so I have tremendous data I know and I know when I learn and I learn but where am i I'm nowhere to be seen mid this means I'm emotional I care I love I love I'm in awe I fear but I'm emotional does somebody there's a beating heart there's a beating heart when we speak about emotions right we go with my emotions and fill my heart it's all in there the brain is the source of everything but it means that it's you know my blood is being pumped in a different way it's felt in a very real way so mid this is actually personalization we spoke before about the Biscayne what's the Biscayne the machine is relevance what's relevance relevance means it's applicable to life if it's applicable to life I can get emotional about it if it's just academic academic brilliance its abstract it's abstract right people will often complain that they learn Gemara for many years but they don't find it relevant it's not inspiring they're learning about this law and this how law and it's an interesting people and it's alumnus but ones that I've do with me mid this is all has to do with me so intuitively if I would ask somebody what's a deeper place of a Vedas Hashem moistener mythos and the answer should of course be mid this of course mythos mythos means you're enthusiastic you're you're alive you're inspired mighty names you understand but you could still be cold you could be very very cold and that's a hundred percent sure what I said but that's one perspective here he's addressing yet a deeper perspective and the two are completely not contradictory it's just you have to appreciate there is mythos and there is my friend and on one level mid this is so much more powerful and important than my friend because it it makes it alive and yet here is introducing us to a a deeper state of consciousness where it actually works the other way around and for this we have to understand that my friend he's talking about and the Midlands is talking about now I have told you yesterday if you're gonna understand this right away that's not a good thing meaning I'm gonna say what I'm gonna say if your instinctive responses what is this guy talking about good good if you're temptation is to argue good if you just feel it's like I don't know what you want good good in other words the more confusion the better you'll forgive me the less confusion the worse and what I mean by that is he's trying to change a paradigm here whenever you change a paradigm of there's no resistance it's like somebody comes into a therapists office the worst thing that can happen is that everything that their oppressors you agree yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah that's the problem stop agreeing I'm not touching you if you agree it means basically you're not getting it it's superficial it's the resistance that means that there is there's a point of contact and I'm giving this introduction precisely because it's important to understand the finish it's important to understand the paradigm shift what does it mean mid this and hoods like some shall be the same as spineless Mahalo spineless little when this after this initial aspires the havona is this mythos midges are very powerful emotional connection is where relationships are at you love yourself you love your father you love your mother you love your spouse you love your children you love your family you love your close friends you love your community emotions are where relationships happen emotions and not just in the human realm Lahav them in the animal world as well this deep today we know with all the studies it seems like this deep emotion an animal no question and certainly from us in this perspective the nefesh a Bahamas is full of emotion and the nefesh Eliquis is full of emotions and then official the kiss is a Haley can they call me mal it's godly so the emotions of the nefesh LA kiss are divine how can they never say how can i never say sham in this our filo shall never shall the kiss am Kalyn well of course what words the minister stand if you tell me the mythos of the nefesh a Bahamas are not Kalyn forever cuz I got it the myth is an average Obama's I'm in a primitive animal consciousness got it I'm in love with with with with with with steak or or milkshakes or my ego or my insecurities fine I understand but the mythos of the nefesh le kiss are not Calum willikers and who's saying this this these are the teachings that teach what a methacel the kiss is we look many times you remember the beginning of the moment is so much and Assad to be Tahiry he I'm after sell the kids know what I'm f inshallah kisses I never shall the kisses the infinity in you it's the godliness in you it's the divinity you the mythos of the nether shall I kiss I'm not Kaelin fella course what words I'm gonna say I look I am on coffee that God shall help that when I say now should I should be a conduit for at least a little bit of the truth he's trying to convey yes mythos are very very powerful mythos our emotions but let's remember one thing about mythos one thing what is the underlying core of myths the underlying core of mythos and that's what gives it its power what gives it its power the underlying core of mythos is one word and that word consists of one letter and that letter is I capital I I feel I feel every middle is that paradigm the software of the mid that may change but not the hardware those of you know about computer programming which I don't know but I'll still give a metaphor no the software can change but then there's going into the hard drive and then there's going into the chip the hard drive of every meter and the chip of every myth is what lets go talking about cells the nucleus the nucleus a cell has a lot going on in it it's whole universe but the nucleus the brain the core of it is what I I know today we text love you thinking of you but love you is not a sentence in English you would fail you would fail your English exam love you must have an eye with a love you what law I I love you and it's not just about English grammar and diction it's about the concept what's the definition of a Midna it's appealing to me it's relevant to me that's the beauty of it I am excited about it I love you I hate you I don't mean you I'm in love I'm overwhelmed I'm overtaken I'm emotional I'm excited I'm nervous even I'm anxious but I'm feeling I'm feeling there's some truth that I my system is responding to and because my system is responding to I'm getting excited about it either I'm gravitating to you or I'm recoiling from you either this connection or the disconnection either this attachment or this detachment but celebra diksa Freimuth because the basis of all mythos is one word i that's what it's about it's ultimately how truth is mitigated to accommodate the eye all mythos it could be truth that's the nefesh of the kiss the never shall the kisses mythos are coming from truth they're not coming from blindness from bias from trauma from toxicity from insecurity from selfishness from narcissism they're coming from the connection to the divine it's the nefesh alec is a mess the myth is coming from truth from Eliquis but you're not occasionally frill of course why not a Calif relic ruse because what's the Nakota what's the essence what's the core what's the nucleus what's the hard drive of every meter diagram it is how truth is mitigated to accommodate my emotions my experiences my sensibilities that's why I'm excited about it I will never become about something that I don't relate to could i how could you get excited about something you don't relate to you can't I need it to relate to me so I should be able to get excited about that's why he says mythos are always hooks lesson because mythos are his spineless and all these spinelessness hooks let's what does it mean MIDI sorry spineless mid this is how I am moved by it and that's what I'm excited about I'm excited because I'm moved by it and that because I'm moved by it it means that I have not touched the core what am i where am i I'm trying to experience it and trying to experience it in a way that it's relatable to me and without that you can't have a mid that's the beauty of mythos the beauty of mythos is or betaine it's relevant to my life my body my sensations my emotions are responding I'm on fire in one way or another call his stylist Alexa why what shot a stylist his stylist is I am moved by you so it's the way the you reaches me and redefines me by definition is stylist denotes distance emotion emotional closeness denotes emotional distance because what's making me emotionally close is that it's the way the X and whatever it is the idea that truth the person is filtered through the prism of my experience to be able to appeal to my identity and have me emotionally involved in this experience it's beautiful it's amazing but it's Hookes law at something I have not touched the core of not touch thermos the MS touched me but that means I did not touch it in science today we know and a very good metaphor for this is how light works we don't see anything we say this is red this is blue this is green but no no no this is not red and it's not blue and it's not green it's basically the object gives off what's called electromagnetic waves frequencies of light that can be absorbed by my retina by my eye my eyes chemistry can relate to certain frequencies of light that are coming from that object and my brain interprets it as red or green and blue now as long as seven billion people interpreted the same way it's not a problem because it's considered red but this is not a description of the XM it's a description of how I process it through my calum through my perception and that's what myths are all mythos is my processing of the idea in a way that it actually speaks to me and excites me the more is spineless the more outside of the XM I am does anybody know what I'm talking about that's really that's really what excitement means get more than that you cannot become in essence one Mississippi because he yes he is and maybe even if he lives through us and has that Natasha and and Shama that is cured him but still ultimately what we want this relationship ultimately we want is in a way emulsions of being in relationship right oh this natural pursuit in a way even if you comprehend it more and looks like moissan is the ultimate truth but that ultimate truth should bring us to that relationship to that closeness we cannot ask for more in essence what I'm asking wish what's wrong with being in the state of emotional love and or it isn't it ultimately well what we can reach right so somebody texted me try to experience this rather than understand it very well somebody wrote the emotion emotions even the highest and most exclusive are necessarily to motivate the person but are external to the essence into motion after some conspiration by external mid this one can internalize the mic and intellect to absorb the truth and transform oneself I have observed hundreds of bollocks over those who last go step by step those who last go step by step at a solid foundation then building of those who go for the black hat right away fail easily I didn't understand the connection isn't a sum of the level of exotic ok thank you for the text and all the comments not somebody just wrote the truest way to describe read is to call it three point seven megahertz very good 3.7 megahertz precisely because the essence of the myth this is the eye is why I took the halt amid humble person without an ID to receive the intellectual essence of Emma's the trader to the my friend to be fully transformative yet wasn't Hashem acting on his mythos by desiring the derivative dynam I'm not sure I get the point you're making exactly please dumb it down Hungarians please no racism there I guess you're talking about a no if you don't mind my grandma used to say how's the finished as they claimed business desire grace real truth once realized intellectually encompasses both the intellectual realization and the passion emotions both are vital for the relationship remand the photo as you say that English is a grab us broth because whenever you spell the letter R it's always capital ok very good very good hardest very good artists we're talking about a relationship in above room but we're talking about two types of relationships there's a relationship where I remain outside and there's a relationship where there's complete oneness and this is the difference between Ruark and Osama or the difference between mythos and my friend why I really don't a text I really don't understand what you're saying but I know in my heart that it sounds and feels good okay I live somewhat of what the rabbi is saying here and there to some understanding I'm hoping to stick around long enough that something will stick my whole life is an evident I need it maybe at best how do we break it down to start and change and perhaps more evident and so forth is there a way to break it down the Catalina's gonna claim it can I experience an awareness that my eye is part of rather than an awareness that is part of the eye is this what you're saying try to experience this rather than understand that experience and awareness that my eye is part of rather than an awareness that is part of my eye whoever said this very well put why can't we ask for more we can get closer and closer we're part of us them yeah that's why we're asking for more but you always have to be honest where you are maybe let me give up a muscle that it's maybe not a perfect muscle but I think it can it can help us understand in a CUDA again it's not it's really deeper than the muscle but but I think there's something to be said about it they tell a story so Marshall I heard many years ago for a VL can actually with a whole story but I'll just tell you the point there was a poor man who was invited to a rich man's house for a dinner he hasn't had a meal in a long time never mind a good meal he comes in and he sits down and first he starts commenting on the comfort of the chairs like wow wow then he looks at the cutlery he starts clicking the cutlery and looking at it wow wow he looks at the plates and he marvels every course that was delivered he was male his spineless emotional ecstatic excited the wealthy person was very quiet just eating very quite politely serene so somebody in the kitchen says finally somebody appreciates our food this guy doesn't start complimenting it so his friend said mama mama this is new for him see he's excited about it for the wealthy person this is who he is he's not excited about it for the poor person he's hurt slow etson he's distant from it he's excited there's his stylist for the rich person he so takes it for granted it's so much part of his his system he's not excited not because he doesn't care because he's so connected he doesn't even get excited and I'll prove it to you he says tomorrow take away the food for it from him and he'll see if he gets excited they don't give him the regular food and he's up in arms she's furious he's angry so the chef tells the other guy says yesterday he seemed so apathetic and there he was not it was just so much part of him that he wasn't excited not because he wasn't excited because the excitement was completely completely one with him today you're taken away from him and you see how angry he is with the poor man it's the other way around the yesterday was so excited today he doesn't have it no it's back to the same situation why am I saying this Marshall why am I saying this Marshall I'm just gonna read what somebody just wrote wrote here why is my friend considered a Kayleigh for Exim isn't it oh so a limited medium albeit less limited and less self oriented amid is the ultimate response to the above roam the ultimate is not a relationship on my terms only but to lose myself completely to lose the I in the essence of God a relationship exists between two disparate entities but the ultimate is to merge into into one I understand why mythos is really remote because it's ultimately I and at the end it's dangerous because there's no real transformation and I could get confused between good and bad that's why the Excel wants is godless limbo in the bit full of mid this I touched the accent and this is something that people are very very afraid to experience and to understand and to feel they don't want to surrender maybe the level which is higher is to be a mere cover like the office where you're one can you explain this Constantine a husband and a wife relationship between wife and based relationship versus myth is based relationship South America New York okay you want me to get back into marriage let's try to summarize all of this at least by Kitson we don't have a much time but just very the kids that try to summarize all of this what the point is mid this versus my friend asked not what God can do for you ask what you can do for truth ask not what truth means for you ask what you mean for truth ask not what your wife can do for you ask what you can do for your wife ask not what your country can do for you ask what you can do for your country ask not how I remain the center and everything now needs to be filtered to appeal to me you could ask that but you always remain in a very confined orbit and your relationship is very limited and you're not ready for any real transformation so when you're in a good mood it's beautiful it's beautiful you're inspired but why you inspired you inspired because God works for you that's what you're inspired it works for you it works for my system kaval vaq and now a few hours later my animal soul wakes up and suddenly the system is in a different place so the Midna SAR changed and it's very easy to fluctuate from one place to another place why because the basis ultimately was asking how you can be here for me which in a certain state in life is very very important because i am i and i need to be able to feel that you mean something from me and you enhance me and you appeal to me and that's why minutes are so so important but they're never a state of oneness of his after dose on the contrary I remain an outsider and because I remain an outsider that's why I cherish my excitement I'm excited because you have reached me and because you have reached me I'm excited about it because my system is now on fire what's missing here what's missing here is one major element in the relationship and I'm gonna go back to that words Exim bitl his after dose the real oneness the real relationship with truth that transcends me I'll never be a Kaley frelich host if I remain in the realm of mythos there was a debate about this I don't know how familiar you are but it's a fascinating piece of history the ballot on he passed away he had a cousin whose name was of Aaron Halevi Horowitz from Aaron stress Ella he became our ever the ballot Anya had a son the Mythili rebel who became the second Rebbe of about there was a split a lot of Hassidim went to the bar in La Vie of special who was a very big man he passed away middle of Dava Newman yet Sara's son took over then his son passed away shortly after ended dynasty dissolved no Byron La Vie of Strich Ella and the Mythili Deborah had a very big debate barn a levy of special rights that the main thing in Yiddish kite is his finest emotions emotions emotions you looked at him davon ink he would dance and jump and scream and make with his hand and he was actually a holy Jew he wasn't fake I'm not gonna fake stick and the middle and ever used to say la yak points Silbert Verna key in Bigelow slid by the nefesh a Bahamas loves all these emotions and he held he held that emotions are beautiful but there's a certain fakeness in them and when it comes telecourse it becomes very delusional even and not because the person is that the person may be holy the person may actually be holy but as he says there's an accuser a lot of dishonesty could come from it even if not by the person himself but by other people who are at a later stage in the person's life why because the paradigm of emotions is God I need you to accommodate me I need you to speak to my heart do whatever it takes but just get me excited Lord get me high Lord get me high what's the problem at that statement that was said by somebody what's the problem with this what do you feel when you hear this Lord get me high huh the answer is clipper there's something there's something there's something very profoundly missing here I'm never a kid I don't want to be a kv-4 analyst I want to look course to be a caitli for me I want to use God I want to use truth I need to live an inspired life God can you help me oh great you help me the mentally never said learn this is this understand understand understand understand not in a way of understanding we are a detached robot no mightiness bittle mightiness actus mightiness asking not how the Lord can get you I asked what's the truth of Eliquis understand verses Allah Coast versus age life of course as much as I can as much as I can in my friend I'm searching for one thing for the MS for the penis for the abscess and that's why real-life and he said I'm not the Behaim it's asked man how it relates to me I'm asking another question how do I relate to it or even deeper I'm not even asking about me I'm trying to strip myself from the eye and touch the core of the idea and as he said earlier when you touch the core it's not an idea anymore it's not an idea middest idea has to come down into relevance and in real life and I'm looking for that which is even beyond the idea I don't even want the idea it's true might even without mid this yeah is something fundamentally wrong because we come back to a place of emotion we come back but it's not that he we don't want me this we don't want it should be about me this you understand the difference we want me this of course we want me this without mythos you have a computer computer knows much more than I Google knows much more you want me this but you want the myth this should be a faileth of the myfun it's not about the mythos of course this out of the area the Alpha the year in motion is much deeper it's an out of the year of XM it's not an out of the arrow of his spineless it's a navigator of oneness it's not an out of the era of my experience of you what did this person right before well this person right somebody had a very good expression it's the weirdness that my honor can I experience an awareness that my eye is part of it rather than an awareness that is part of my eye in mid this the paradigm is my eye that's it every awareness has to be part of it you work for it great what am I looking for I'm looking for hit semillas I'm not looking for X and I'm looking for hits aeneas and you know be inspired give me good information so this will Mike said making this one likes a story this one likes a joke this one likes a Vettel you know what I'm looking I'm looking for a good vault bachelor shudders so I can get excited why did they ever dedicate hundreds thousands of mime on him with long explanations of Astana shovels in the world that ain't safe why why he wasn't trying to give information because that's where real transformation happens real transformation happens over there you know why real transformation happens over there because that's where this transcendence that's where my I can go to a place that is beyond that and therefore even my animal soul becomes deeply deeply affected how its transformation and life happened anybody knows transformation doesn't happen through emotion emotion is the beginning transformation happens through awareness that takes me out of my orbit opens me up to another reality at that moment I'm a different person now I have to assimilate it back into my emotions into my life into my behavior you can have a person sitting with you and they're very emotional they're crying or they're happy and they're very very emotional but they're completely confined in their own orbit why and they're not even ready to go out of it why because I'm completely defining the truth based on my feelings and I'm very very emotional with this transformation happen all transformation happens when you can actually not become distant not remain distant hotz letsa which will never allow you to be a Kaylee 4 ain't safe because it's always about my experience of it but rather where I must surrender to the truth rather than the truth surrendering to me and in that truth that can be rebirth I transcended the eye when you go out of the system of eye you can recreate and recalibrate that system when I'm inside of it I'm just I'm just stuck in my confinement where I always remain outside of the Etzel there's no his active in real life in business after this what strategists artists it's like I go into the mikvah I'm completely submerged you don't even see me in mid this all you see is me all I see is me in my sin I don't see me and because I don't see me then me can actually go through a rebirth or to put it differently in mythos I want to find myself and God in my friend I want to lose myself and God in my friend it's not even I want to lose myself in God I'm ready to lose myself and God how many of you you asked me to bring this down in Hungarian words I don't know exactly what you mean but how many of us are always looking to find ourselves I want to find myself and God I want to find myself in Yiddish kind beautiful beautiful beautiful we love it but what does that I do with Emma's what does it have to do with ms that's all me me me me me even the metaphor Charlotte is is excited about Dorothy says you're not a Kaylie for Eliquis to be a Kaylie frelich goose is a noite Malvado to be a Kaylie fella coos means you have to be typhus infinity and the very definition of midlas defies infinity because mythos is the way infinity speaks to my condition and my situation today it's beautiful but you're not a Calif Ehrlich Oh Stephen the mythos of the nephrologist and that's why the SIL loves his Galilee boy he loves the love and the passion the love and the passion we get excited about passion so the leper says I know we get excited about passion but I want you to know who else gets excited about passion the nefesh of muhammad's gets excited about passion you know why it gets excited about passion now we're talking about deep stuff here meaning most lectures you'll hear about Judaism everyone is complaining there's no passion nobody Davin's with passion nobody's a Jew with patch and everything is robotic robotic robotic right we all want passion passion passion passion go to any Sheva tone any lectured what are they called project inspire this project that project to get inspired passion passion passion and that's true because passion relative to lack of passion is the difference from east to west if like mister who my death but here we're touching a much deeper inner CUDA and that is yes passion is amazing and passion is awesome and passion is beautiful but passion is always based on one thing and that is I have to find myself in you I need to find me in you in other words if you can't become me if you can't accommodate me I am out of the picture so it's great it's a great level of avoid assertion it's a beautiful level of awareness Hashem but he says that's their fertility but what I'm in a state of as spineless and every state of the spineless means that I'm outside of the ex and I'm not touching the X of Y because if I would touch the Edson the I can't be present because if the I is present I'm not touching the Edson I'm touching the Edson the way it affects me and appeals to me and speaks to me which is always filtered compressed mitigated compromised diluted so what I'm calling passion that emphasis I know you're very very passionate and it's amazing and it's incredible I just want you to know that the animal soul can have a very very easy access there there's very very easy access there why because at the core of midlist is yes at the core of ministers that I have to remain outside I'm not ready to become one I'm not ready to melt away in now when I knelt away in infinity theories love and there's all and this passion and there's emotion much more but it's not about emotion it's not about passion my emotions and passions are not the barometer of the relationship the barometer of the relationship has asked not well how you can make me emotional rather it's me becoming part of the ultimate truth not the ultimate truth being reduced to my sensibilities to the buffet so the mainland the mainland we usually don't speak this we usually don't speak this you know why because if I could explain you this guide and bring out the Behaim it's a very high level relevance relevant that's what people want to hear yeah if I can get up and show people how Judaism is a path to a better life a happier life yeah I'll tell you I travel a lot I give lectures well not now but generously yeah what are the titles one of the titles that people give me yeah one of the titles how to live a life without anxiety how to live a life without stress we have here a few therapists sitting why do people come into the office why do people come into the / then they sit down with the therapist yeah yeah what do they say they say oh my marriage is horrible I'm unhappy I'm miserable I don't get along with my mother I don't get along with my kids I lost my job and I and I hate myself I was abused what are they looking for they're looking for somebody to soothe the soul to comfort the soul they're looking to be able to to cultivate mythus relationships with themselves and others that are that are that are wholesome that are nice that are healthy that are productive right I go around what do people want they want me to speak how I can enhance my marriage how could Judaism can be exciting how a kind of better relationship with my children how I can be less stressed how I can make how I can be more successful how it can actualize my potential and those are beautiful beautiful words I speak about this all the time many of you know it but what is this this is always truth with Abba Thane I'm not looking for the truth I'm looking for how truth me a happier person awesome beautiful and we're gonna be that we want that we want you to be a very very happy person but even the nefesh shall the kiss which is looking for truth that's excited about truth the moment is about my excitement about truth my other my yena my is gallows lee boy my leave is on fire a Kaylie for Eliquis you're not you're a good guy but a Lukas is oneness it's a night Movado it's everything it's infinity and the very experience of it in terms of my experience my orbit is already is it ready ass dinner now let me tell you something most people don't like to hear this you know why right why don't most people not like to hear this because if you like being this then you didn't hear what I'm saying cuz if you liked what I'm saying then you didn't hear what I'm saying I don't want you to like what I'm saying I want you to say rabbi why why you're exaggerating you're speaking about levels stop it's about not really relevant yeah yeah fight it fight it we want emotions we want relationships I also want emotions but this is real emotions this is not not emotions real emotions I'm gonna finish with one story it's very late I'm gonna finish with one story a lot of a lot of text came in today somebody says who has achieved this what human being has achieved this and stayed there seems like nobody if we are going to find a locus we can't be present total bit full so we may not know we are there in other words we can't be present at that time if we're not touched by myth that mean we are in touch with the essence not necessarily but I understand what you're saying from our guests at particular perspective I became Froome from emotions slomique alba breslav style the myfun intellectual approach maybe works for others thank you thank you for your honesty Carlebach song stories yet emotion tugs at my heart makes me feel good about Judaism that's what made me from and I like the breslav approach teach breslav i love you okay I'm just reading all the all the older a lot of comments here even more comments I'm Hungarian but I did read Martin Buber Thank You great Shir okay so you're Hungarian and you read Martin Buber fine Tavia lhasa Brava before you ask a question who achieved this and can anybody stay there and what's the use of it you're asking good questions but I want you to be typhus why didn't the ballot Anya and the never - ABBA why they felt so strongly about learning and understanding Exodus non-stop and most of them I Martin don't deal with direct emotions we learn about spirits a calum taught you tickle not sillens Bleus finis nefesh on the kiss a spousal some preach them some yes I always try to give up a shame in this year to make it a little relevant in marriage and stress and your children and yourself and your vitae such stuff but why was it so important people ask me well you gonna learn again about my mother kawaman and save of cologne somebody asked me if I get bored saying mammalian save us somebody asked me a close person to me said don't you get bored so I told this person I said whenever I teach her Molly and save of I actually hope that he says something more about mammalian side every mind miss says something else little Molly and so I don't get bored of it because it's the oxygen of existence like you get bored of breathing you don't get Boyd's the oxygen of it's a DNA you get bored of your genes but I want to finish with a story it's late so I want to finish with the story the story is a very very deep story extremely profound and it relates very much to this and I'll explain to you why the Mittler ever disagreed with her Byron Olivia of stress Ella he used to say lay yeah Priscilla betwen Hakeem his girls the band he was a holy Jew some of you won't relate to the story which is also fine the Byron Our Lady of Sirach Ella I told you became Arab there after the ballot Anya passed away he was very charismatic extremely charismatic and because he was so charismatic he had a big following and he was a very big man he was a holy holy Jew he was not he was not a politician he was a big man and there was a big closet of the ballot Anya's name was it of Isaac humbler your took Isaac Epstein he was the Rove of Hummel he used to finish ass every year he was a very very big gone big mind he has for him Connor really iris my gosh it was massive it was they robbed of a big city of a big community home elgamal as the Russians say Gumbel and above Romulus Russia or Ukraine Russia yeah Belarus tamil komal Belarus the buttes of Isaac Epstein so he wanted to go see that of an ostrich Ella she went he went Shabbos a virus specialist said the Cygnus he said a miner he finished started to sink middle of the song he got inspired and he jumped up on the table to dance he was dancing and dancing and there was it was a site where people were very inspired and middle something happened and I'm gonna try to explain it I'm gonna try to explain it if you understand you understand if not okay I understand if you don't understand you know sometimes you're sitting maybe by a fab renge no buy a meal a Shabbos meal or by an event and people are singing a song and and they're into it and then the song finishes and the inspiration is gone they're done they sang it every two three four or five times but nobody wants to admit to themselves that they're not inspired anymore so they do this song once more but you could sense that this time it's devoid of real emotion it's like a shell without anything inside they're singing the song they're going through the motions trying to convince themselves that they're still inspired but really the battery is dead they're just doing it because nobody wants to admit that two minutes ago we were dancing and we thought we touched heaven and now it's all over it's Carl it's dead I'm not interested I'm ready for my child in fact ready to admit this so what do we do we do this song again but it's not the same sort of Isaac saw that had put him out in our levee of straw Shella was on top of the table dancing and then he finished the song and he continued dancing but he saw that when he started the song over again to continue dancing the inspiration that was there a few moments before was gone and he just continued the dance you know I don't want to say continue to show but he continued the dance and herb Isaac looked at him and he called him by his first name as he used to do in the olden in the earlier days and he said these words adalah adalah gay are upfront ish our Allah our Allah get down from the table and he ran because the casino vanish Allah didn't like when somebody would call their ever by his first name but that's the moment he went to the middle wherever because he felt he felt that such a thing would never happen by the middle it ever the son of the ballot Anya I will say what's the big deal he wanted to be Marley to the crowd yeah you're right relative to lower levels it's not such a big deal but he felt that this there was something off about us well yeah Floyd Silbert when I came this gal slim boy that's why in the world of mythos the nefesh a Bahamas has an aphasia why because the world of amid this takes you away from the Bittle and the oneness with ms it brings a little coast into my Macias the moment real ghost manages now my official Bahamas woke up I never did momma's woke up okay so now I could go away even from true me this I can go into false witness I can fake my inspiration just to impress the crowd in the world of muffin in the world of muffin and it's a catalyst of XM you never step away from that truth you never step away from infinity you never step away from infinity let me read the last questions and we'll call it a day if I'm not in touch with my midlist does it mean I'm in touch with my essence you're asking now a very deep question no I could not be in touch with my mythos because I'm just dead but it's sometimes an opportunity to touch the Edson when you're not feeling you can actually sometimes go into a deeper place because you could say I'm not doing this for me I'm doing this for my spouse or for my child ask not when you're not feeling it's actually an opportunity sometimes to go to a deeper place the barometer of truth is not your feelings the parameter of truth is not your barometer of truth the problem fresh taste abyssal huh even faking is a good moderator these days when there's so many of us who have no mythos no muffin leather because singing dancing happy minions visit for people even if it doesn't last so much okay point well-taken once you are there it lingers within you forever that's you said very profound once you're there there's no not now going away who achieves this the others might shiver banal who didn't our shop obviously I don't think that I yeah I told you I struggle with being an avid Konami right but this like everything into this it's not about all or nothing it's about appreciating the truthfulness and each one of us is impacted by it in one way or another obviously relative to who you are and knowing all my flaws and the fact that sometimes emotions would be the greatest thing for me for some of us myself included a good wholesome inspirational emotion would be wonderful at the end of the day even one who gets the truth even there isn't there the good feeling of being in touch with the truth so everything always circles around feeling for us humans at the end of the day you're right but if you can understand that you're already in a much better place than ever that sharp is not telling you to experience this at least understand this and if you understand this you already have an experience of it because what we understand becomes part of us if you can understand this and really internalize it you're already in a much deeper place in your life we're in a much deeper place in your life you're in a much more authentic place in your life most importantly this is where all transformation happens real transformation happens not in the world of mythos it happens in the world of my friend not detached my friend my friend which brings me the face to face with a truth that is not defined by me the eye is defined by the truth rather than the truth defined by the eye that's the summation ask not how the truth can be defined by the I ask how I can be redefined by the truth and the truth is that in truth I don't even ask that question in truth I don't even ask that question because if I'm asking that question I'm already stepping away from the world of my friend to the world of middest okay we'll stop here I wish you all a beautiful and healthy day beautiful beautiful Shabbos it's a very special day the yummy rule of the of the debonair champ is a very special day with a lot of spiritual energy the yard set of exotic generally has a lot of very spiritual energy so maybe it may it be a date where each of us could glean inspiration and even more than inspiration transcendence to be able to remain fully connected with our truth with the truth of our loved ones with the truth of our people with the truth of the world especially in chaotic and and crazy times and my love and blessings to all of you stay healthy have a beautiful day a beautiful beautiful Shabbos inspiring meaningful exciting joyous with your families and may hi - listen and baseness and and all the days coming bring Yeshua refer Brocket Slava I'd bleed I to all of you and all of us but I'd Claudia strong and really tar whole planet and I wish everybody a wonderful and beautiful Shabbos ambassador Shem this Shia will resume Monday morning eight o'clock and now we're gonna learn Gomorrah Sunday at 4:00 we're gonna have another children's program on the yeshiva dotnet please share it with your children or grandchildren and have a beautiful beautiful Shabbos this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot play ueshiba net / donate