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[Music] I made a big mistake which I want to give this message over to CL Ro when you decide and you make the commitment to come back to do Chua you're so your heart is so into it sometimes you take on more than you really are capable of for that moment they get into cabalistic things before the basics and they take on upon themselves so much that eventually it's too much for them because it's too quick and they end up crashing they become even less than what they were because they just gave it up and once you going down There's No Limit how far you can fall personal story that happened to me in the beginning when I did make cha I took on too much myself learning all day I was learning 7 eight hours a day it came a point I just dropped it all I remember it was my anniversary 12 years ago we went to a Traer restaurant and I'm sitting there in this really fancy restaurant I'm feeling guilty I shouldn't really be here 3 months ago look where I was I was in sh every day how did I get from there to here in so quick a time theur was fighting me so hard and I had to stake in front of