Vayikra - Sacrificing Ego

you're listening to the weekly partial podcast with Ari Gold wag record with us Shawn's never-ending assistance in Rome up ich mich Israel 57 79 2019 this week's parshas Partizan ikura and we have the beginning of the tours description of the Carbonite the sacrifices that the Jewish people would bring the Mishkan tabernacle and later in the base hi Mick Tosh in the Holy Temple I'd like to share with you a thought from our time Freelander about what is the masseuse was the essence of the concept of carbon so the sacrifice is what were they to teach us and what are they supposed to engender within us what are the feelings that we are meant to have because even though we don't bring sacrifices today we will not be doing so until there'd be some English temple is rebuilt but we still can incorporate these ideas into ourselves and try to the best of our abilities to live the ideals that were embodied by the karmanís by the sacrifices so he says like this huzzah army rings a Madras or I could historically throw God said to the people of Israel bana my sons I thought we should horribie some English even though the temple has been destroyed but luck carbonize and the carbonize do not exist today main carbon oiler no egg and you can't bring a carbon oil it's a certain type of sacrifice you met him ice-cream a car wash is a law if you are involved if you read and involve yourself and try to understand the concept of Ackerman Allah shiny my precious car bonus and you study the description of the sacrifices malayani alaikum kilowatts and McRaven carbon oil olefin i I will consider it as if you have brought a sacrifice in front of me Shanna as the verse says is a Stars Hollow this is the taurah of the olaf climber what is this coming to teach you what is the Y Z this is the law of the Ola why don't you just say this is how the Ola works or this is what you're going to do Mishu a sigma toy I saw a logical high Lama bow it's going to teach you that someone who involves themselves in the teaching that which can be learned from the idea of the carbon ila so such a personal merit to have the world to come because of US law reclaimed Friedlander brings the SH la escoba terasaka bonus what does it mean that a person is supposed to involve themselves in the in the laws the teachings of the car - veno has panini Osaka bonus it means to understand the inner depths of the concept of the sacrifices of commercial cosa like he says yeah - I wanna say no anonomys miss Bella coin today we don't have a sacrifice and a priest to bring the sacrifice you a martyr I saw a little bit Teresa hot this is ocean I think Coulomb so a person can say can speak out the laws or the the verses that speak about the sacrifice of the Olas ashram etc yeah saboteur Azam is Shivan leave he says that what a person should do is that they should be involved in the learning of this concept with a broken heart each star shall you colossi put pile and be upset and feel bad that we can't actually do can actually bring the car bonus we can't bring the sacrifices from a Rizal or say just tell us I used to be a partner's car bonus I'm sorry skip vias vada and a person should admit ven Lee vanish we're weak here boy admit to his sins his heart should be broken inside of him he's kind basically Kimura finish bar and fulfill the concept which the verse tells us into LM that the today what is the sacrifice to God it's a broken heart when a person who feels bad about something that they've done wrong so that in and of itself is considered like a sacrifice I'm a Rosales say just tell us I sing a Patrick's carbonyl someone who involves themselves in the discussion about the carbonyl sucio suck mush mush a the time to say soccer bonus what does it mean when they say that a person needs to involve themselves it means understanding the deepest depths and the secrets of the concept of the kuratas of the sacrifices I'm Nam sister crime-free down there as follows however can they last with her soccer bonus come of war she have one is paneer sir c'mon it's in order to be involved in understanding the deepest depths of the idea other sacrifices sweet one of the lumoid will have an acai Makino no come on us we need to learn and understand the death of the idea of the car bonus of the sacrifices home run ban casa botamo car bonus Nahum attorneys rights this is in fire crow Alif the first chapter of Leviticus verse 9 as far as what is the understanding of the car bonus yes relish my this is a quote yes for the shmaaya Hatami show no ma'am it seems to me that the reason that we bring the sacrifices what's the concept Qibla of worship boom sham massive any Ottoman ignore my mug shot with Ibrahim I saw a human being when they perform an action so the different aspects of the action there's the thoughts there's this speech that's involved and then it's the actual movement of a person's limbs Siva Shyam God commands share yeah katha yummy Carmen when a person sins and therefore brings a sacrifice to atone for himself you smite the other well of can- Isis so what he does is he puts his hands onto the head of the animal because why because that corresponds to the actions that he did with his hands with his limbs he's vowed to be peeled can I get a D bore and he needs to speak out the sin that they've done that's corresponding to the sin that they did with their speech the yeast relief by a shock Arabic Lois can claim of show vltava and part of what happens is that the innards and different aspects of the animal which correspond to the ability for man to think those things and the desire of a person those are burned on them is back on the altar but quraíam can I get the other Parag Adam is in coma left eye and the legs of the animal which corresponds to a person's hands and feet but they do their thing user I cut down on his bed getting a dumb abhinash I and then he sprinkles the blood on the altar which corresponds to his own blood and his soul okay there she yeah shave autumn the whole point here is for a person to think bicycle Allah that as the person does all these things he caught a little cove the gulf of inertia that a person is supposed to focus and recognize and realize that he sinned to god with his physical body and with his soul Riley she shuffled um I really would be appropriate that his own blood should be spilt you sort of goofy and his body should be burned Lula Casa de buri if not for the kindness of God she'll look at my Manito more of a cry for a carbon has that God decided that it's enough for a person to give a replacement for it which is this sacrifice done my tapas done by the blood of the sacrifice is in place of his own blood never stop has no fish the soul of the animal is in place of his own soul rush a Vario carbon connected or shave off and all the different limbs of the animal correspond and are in place of his own limbs Mona Isla has been Maria Therese paddle or love and the reason that the person gives certain portions of the animal to the Kohanim to the priest so because they represent the Torah they represent those who teach the people of the of Israel they teach us how to keep the Torah those people who are the teachers they should pray on the person's behalf governor tell me about virtually and that's the rabbi Mohammed and another example of this is the carbon which is brought every single day twice a day on behalf of the Seaboard the public because it's impossible for a Robin not to sin real enormous cow much miss Olivia de ago de Rabanne says this understanding is one which a person can can feel and sense that is true this is the true understanding of the car bonus of the sacrifices so recline for the nurses but at San a nuptial hi I'm a car hate the truth is that it's impossible to live after one has sinned commercial almond our sages teach us more in a rush on me and Marcus a nephesh a late estamos that the person who has seen the soul that as sin should be should be killed it should die why am I not generally shoveled I may be served goofy and it would be appropriate that the person lose his life the blood of the person beep spilled and the body of the person be burned Ellison has Lea Hashem like we said this is one of the kindness of God truly cath me when I was timorous a carbon taffeta of the Sham accepts the animal the sacrifice in his place para achozen Mr Al cabochons amazingly this is all speaking about a sim which was done unintentionally because only then can one bring a sacrifice to atone for suggesting a sim kicker burnish iraq Makeba shiok a carbene is only possible by an unintentional sin la cascada bahama so certainly but hate de mais it if it wasn't intentionally sinned a feel of Karbala means it was close to intentional I start the Hagia chakra hit in high school scheme a person should really feel that he doesn't have any any rights to exist he should feel like he doesn't have a right to exist as a person should feel he turned away from God God is a source of all light person is out of resonance with God he's at resonance with life doesn't deserve to exist so now but he said says look at the suck where we are let's be honest my duaa another Marga shock Rivera also in let's go scheme why doesn't a person to feel that way person doesn't necessarily were ordinarily feel like oh wow I did something I didn't know they're okay they might feel bad but to feel like oh I don't deserve to live I don't deserve to continue to exist - oh my gosh that's like a motive because the person feels like I'm already here I belong here I I'm alive I deserve to be alive after I hate come I come I hate they don't feel the difference inside of themselves in a mortgage to add some coal regular Kabbalah he was Scottish and they don't realize the truth which is that every moment person is getting new life new animation God is animating him brand new every moment you know who knows from a college readiness a mahadji to be call young I could find that God renews all of existence so each and every human being if they continue to be to live it's because God is giving them new life Hara gosh a la cara hate he fused Kadosh America she love negates the moment after the sin is a new life it's a new God is giving that person life after the sin but it's only the kindness of god I hate lily has dia boleh there's rooms cause Kim person should contemplate the fact that if not for the fact that God was giving him life and God had compassion on him and God's got his kindness to us despite her sins we wouldn't be able to continue to exist and he brings an amazing statement from the terminal cat classify time with the very cashier autumn high-tech this is what tutor me tomorrow right someone a person sins as I was called he'll surely last this is a very look at my sham even at the moment that the person is sinning God is giving that person life person is rebelling against God and God at that very moment is giving a person existence amazing kindness of God hurry shine this is the quote Michalka Micah the verse says who is a God like you mine our God I mean as I smile I yesican superhuman Elif this indicates the fact that God is an embarrassed King what does it mean Sara Albin he he has to undergo embarrassment we are embarrassing God mashallah I feel a Ryan something which the mind can't can't understand I reigned ever necessary Mishka hospitably Saavik obviously there's nothing that is hidden from God's house Kafka is divine providence he sees everything plane wreckage surely Adam needs a nice guy Mikkel you're not shy boy I love every single moment the human being is given constant sustenance by God a person exists because God is giving him power married samsara I'm like hot on Adam neg die slow yeah Yahoo boys a regular Amish a fair shot Hewitt to no savour of God is on animating his body gotta the one giving him life while he's doing that very sin and rebelling against God the man I shot him quite a bit ha hoo when one a mimetic Lao and despite the fact that the person is sinning steering himself away from God with the very power that God is giving him Hashem doesn't stop giving him his existence let's save others Brocklebank as a rather God endures the embarrassment yes mafia but correct new I save our to continue to give him the the sustenance such that he will be able to continue to move his body who might see a circuit or a regular Kosovo and the person does what does a person do what they continue to sin that caused God and and anger God Shem indoors it like time are shainiel column name in about sci-fi who don't say that Shem cannot stop from giving a person that good classic song she little burger came earlier Bashar al-assad in a moment can cause a person to be paralyzed excuse me can jostle your album like it was done to you Robin in first Kings chapter 13 verse 4 name cuz they're shy could be elastic haneish bahu and despite the fact that God can take back the power well Americans are talking agreed double officially God could have said and should have said if you want to sin against me use your own power don't use my power lime eatin is m1a2 via autumn survival el mine so a Shen does not retract the good that he wants to give to the human being but rather God endures the embarrassment of the fact that he's giving us power he's giving us life and were misusing it his Pia the hated autumn Tuva and God continues to do good and give strength to the human being I raised the album it's a lot of Australia shirts and amazing endurance and patience that Hashem has that we can't we can't estimate okay now back to rip time cuz I our I say just say to the Marmon of her stuff cook food Tonya I'm Reba Sherman as a boy or a maxi departures cabinets really never behind like care will I look Kim Kavya it's very interesting in a if we look in the parties of core bonus it doesn't use the name kale which denotes certain aspect of kindness it doesn't use the name la Kim which denotes the aspect of judgment why what's the idea it uses the name you'd cave of cake which is a deeper aspect which denotes God's all-encompassing he's beyond time hiah hiah via he was he is he will be its own aspect of certain certain aspect of mercy what's the idea she'll eat a piston pair the bald in lock like in order not to give an opportunity for the Sutton the Satan to to fight its Kabira Mary the Robbie and and we explained by my teacher going about olive olive Dessler that's what explains itself called tothis embryo Gila goddesses kavadi is brought on the run the entire purpose of the creation is in order to reveal the honor of God - to all of his creations vampire shaggy de who made me this Dino God reveals himself and the creations recognize that God is there through God's judgment something incredibly difficult or challenging happens we see the power of nature you know a great tsunami a great earthquake we see the power of God through his din through his judgment he ish me me this Rathnam sometimes we see an amazing thing a six-day war 67 Juju's people get back all of you all of Jerusalem the West Bank etc well we see God's amazing mercy fish maybe this cos day sometimes we see his kindness call Gilligan mush mush van Hagen manna gusoff each time a Shem reveals himself in a way which is connected to the way that he interacts with us right we perceive God as sometimes it's the name of the Kim which denotes God's judgment we see he's judging us we sees he's coming down hard on us or on the world and sometimes we have an end Cal which has to do with God's mercy or or his kindness Sheamus Sheamus of shame shame is Brock we have different names which is the way that we perceive God's interaction with us all eh Gilly's shulam Milam ecology Liu Yin he left to say there's a deeper revelation of God in the world which is called the revelation of his unity the revelation of the fact a dealership and I'm a viola that there's nothing else besides her God God is all there is the goddess of clapham it's useiess bruh but Lacombe it's yuzu Lhasa which reveals that when it comes to God's reality everything else is nullified except for him you must air Chi and when we compare it to God's stature and kaliesha so mom's Pokorny bruh there is no reality to all of the creations we gotta live it real cool or nothing in the entire creation none of the creations are not the creation itself a ghetto get lazy and the aspect of this revelation of a Shem my room is Mishima values barakah is denoted in the name you'd cave of K that name which we don't pronounce heaven forbid we never pronounce it as it's written when you pronounce it differently why because it denotes a connotes shame her eczema Shawmut coz-theta how does Calabria it denotes the fact that God himself as it were is the source of the entire creation and he truly is all there is and everything else is nullified in his presence is Emma who's a carb hot carbon he says an amazing thing this is the essence of what a carbon is what is the sacrifice what is the purpose of the sacrifice Levante as Vito Corleone shoots on of Rome we stepped away from God we said we have our own will I'm gonna do what I want to do now we come back we step towards God and the way that we do it is by saying I made a mistake I thought that I had my own will and I could do whatever I want and now I've fallen out of my relationship with you now I've fallen to a certain extent out of true existence but now I want to come back into that existence how by acknowledging that you are all there is you are Shemer all there is and that's the aspect of you'd cave of K that name which is used in regards to the sacrifices the zemo's I'm reading it again is a most carbon Navotas Beetle collages and a rom-com a mezuzahs bora this is the essence of the idea of the sacrifices to express that every single creation is nothing in relationship to hashem confession karim bana now like the Ramban speaks about at length visi masha aloha big amaura show nice copper carbonate solution a viable vibe that's where the Gemara says that the only name that's that's used in regards to the sacrifices the name you cave of que ganar shame avaya get a clue say Gomorrah because the aspect of the name you cave of Wolfgang represents the fact that a Shem is absolutely warm there's nothing else besides for God gilad I could do seda tuck in rock like they spotless I call a funny sports the only way to experience that unity of God that God is all there is is by not lying myself admitting that I am nothing that I my will is irrelevant and only God's will is relevant well he they are crevice are carbon from Votto's clear shoe site and by a person bringing this sacrifice through which they nullify their entire sense of being Haresh if she asked Amish and NASA the Carbonite certainly us as bats me the person thinks about the fact that all that's happening to this carbon should have been done to me I should have I should be on that altar I should be the one being burned my blood should be spilled by person recognizing that having that in mind ie they came to max versicolor Shivaya in doing so a person returns everything to the root which is the name of you'd cave of gilja to say absolute unity of god so this is a very powerful explanation of what's going on here one more point I'm them and with this we'll finish you should connect nice to be spotless back crevice head corbin there's another aspect of nullifying oneself when it comes to the sacrifices nevada you know all merchantcircle hoggish as he's about to loose a mocha lettuce besides to the fact that a person has to express his complete enough self notification in regards to gotcha cohosh and i said currently it certainly has his buddy that all that's happening to the corbin really should be happening to him and like i'm eddie a mechanic a crevo comes in circlets samson it's a head like a shackle I mean it's seen as a common key via Hashem when it comes to the actual Corbin itself there's an important there's an important way of viewing and understanding what does it mean that I'm giving something to God right I'm putting this on this I'm sacrificing an animal to God and when we talk about the the MS Beth there's enough HeLa as it were there's an eating as it were that God does but what does that mean God eats God means the food gone easily the animal there's a part that's for guevara there's a part that's for us what is the idea of a catfish levar I'd mush on he says like this we never be sure how gas is a real of nicoya Kubo if haddock is she really Claire this is a Gomorrah also manavas Lamar says it speaks about the fact when we talk about an animal we talk about a bird of a mint claw you Cherie ethnic laughter we talk about the the soilless the flower offering in all three of them it speaks about a fire offering which is something which God enjoys he gets nice roof he gets an enjoyment from us bringing this Corbin let me look how what is this to teach you at connemara that kind of mom and with a jicama distinction I am that weather person brings an expensive animal or all they can afford is a bird or all they can even afford is a flower offering and all these things a person has the right qivana the right intent that he's doing it to fulfill God's will so then it gives God in all three of these cases it gives God enjoyment tyrella kilo hoots Arak and if you will think that God needs to eat this this carbon God needs to eat what does that mean Tom and lemare in the era of low alcohol Keeley's half of the Millea what you think I need your food you think I need your sacrifices I own everything everything is mine God created the entire world I never kill ich heisse oh you are behemoths mihari mihari Elif all the animals I created all the animals the wild animals the domesticated animals your dr. Cawley forum i know all of the birds of the mountains of aziz Shaddai muddy how I shall Becerra biram pedometer the master do you think I need to drink and to eat your sacrifices laa Martelly from zip coo coo - eater master it's tiny but it's an idea sir it's tiny the only reason that I said Hashem is speaking the only reason I said to bring his car bonuses that you should do my will I said and my will was the leather returning items they became you're not doing it for me there's some time atoms like him you're doing it for yourselves it's because you need to do something which shows you're giving up yourself to God never Lord Sun countries but who like the verse says for your for your will should it be done he's gonna explain it now that's the Gomora rock crevice our carbon CERCLA hoggish when a person brings the sacrifice a person needs to feel she ain't on an oyster mushroom we are not giving anything to God God does not need our sacrifice Lacan escena say no Iraq Kimura's Hashem the thing that we're doing is just to fulfill the will of God shakeela sure it's a micro versus a carbon he has revealed that he would like us to bring a sacrifice the Lully shakeela a son if God had not revealed this desire Gloria Ananda back reverse a karmic law there would be no reason to bring the sacrifice at all c'mon Rosario hecho Martinez resigning like I say just say it's a reactant clerk it's a it's an enjoyable smell for God what does it mean because I spoke and you did my will Clara Iraq what does it mean Rock Alicia Marty yesh initial NASA at signing a Haas work it's just because I said to do it if I would have said jump up and down 12 times and and sing a a certain song that would have been the thing that we fulfill God's will with but now God said to bring a sacrifice mela ali they came nancy key title commas hey no bitter returning the phone off what is the purpose of everything that we're doing when it comes to these sacrifices it's in order for us to nullify our will in front of God's will okay enough and I'm already had a moment and that's why it doesn't matter if you bring an expensive Corbin if that's what a person can afford or Berzon brings an inexpensive Corbin if that's what a person can afford key a none se na a karela bit Loretta and the point is that a person is doing God's will not how much they're giving will Indian bits allow Rutzen in have w mama to Lamar but when it comes to now find ones will if a person does what a sham says they've notified their will Shana your ID must say the car bonus when we understand the secret the depth of the sacrifices vasilica item is spotless color selection means welcome a chroma so carbon the purpose of the car - is to nullify ourselves to nullify our will to God and we do it in the temple times by bringing the core member bring the sacrifice but now we do it by he's about to explain Venegas it Chicago say no Amy toy is poor alcohol a so-called raiga and if we we sense the fact that every single aspect of our reality is from God every single moment oddish Davide loves so then we can make ourselves subservient to God and it's by jahsh the photo may have a racial on it will be embarrassed in front of God from our sins she can that occasion NASA quitter second bonus Naaman Espinosa a second a judgment on today La Habra love understand when we understand the depth of the car bonus which is to recognize that we've separate ourselves from God to come back into our relationship by nullifying our will to God and recognizing that he is all there is and trying to do his will to the best of our abilities just because he said so when we do that we have understood we have we have inculcated into ourselves the depth of that idea of the car bonuses so I want to bless you and please bless me Hashem should help us that we should be Zeca to understand this we should be safer to understand which merit to have that understanding of the depth of the idea of the car bonus we should be able to nullify our will to God to draw ourselves back into that relationship and recognize ænima vada there's nothing besides for God thank you so much for listening have wonderful Shabbos this podcast was made possible through the gracious donations of listeners like you for more podcasts like this please visit www.carmensognonvi.com/newsletter [Music]