Urchatz: The Reminder of Hashem's Love - Rabbi Aryeh Cohen

the second step in cedar is to wash ourselves before the car pass that comes after kadesh to make kiddush the first of the four cops pashad is making kiddish and washing ourselves but on a deeper level doesn't just mean to wash ourselves it means to wash away all our sins to remove all the bad within us to think about spiritually washing ourselves and kadesh is making ourselves holy connecting to torah connecting to mitzvos connecting to fila that's our avlada that's what it is to be a yid but seemingly then the order seems reversed it should first stay workouts and then kaddish because first we know surmera and then basket of first i have to remove all the bed i have to wash myself cleanse myself from all the veras that i'm doing and then i can start doing mitsuo's toy remits with some rav attitude as the puzzle says remove the bad first the order seems reversed why is khadesh first so many of us have such a hard time removing the bed there's such a hard time getting rid of all the things we're doing wrong we do them day after day week after week we try and we take kabbalah's there are times when akrishbar who takes us to this beautiful place when we feel close to hashem and we'll feel one with hashem it doesn't matter what i've done until then they'll stay there we're all malaca we're all kings we're we're all my luck and we're all angels we're so close to hashem we're sitting in our kettle and we feel that closeness and we know that hashem loves each and every one of us and if we were there he would have taken each and every one of them and trying and he's there by our side we'll say there even if i don't wash myself even if i don't do the proper ritzah i'm taken to a place of kedusha i'm connecting hashem in the deepest ways i feel close to hashem i'm lifted up to that special place so let's say their kaddish comes first of course i have to say they want to lift it up to that place and i feel close to hashem and i feel that amuno with hashem and then then i have to learn to wash myself and then i have to learn to remove the bad i'm doing so that i could stay in that place but let's say that each and every one of us is taken to the whole list of places who brought me a very special matana if you take the gamacher exactly with the kaila ghana the shabbos because in truth every shabbos were taken to that place every shabbos even if all week long we fall and all week long we don't focus on hashem the way we should shabbos i'm disconnected from the world shop as i'm disconnected from all the distractions shabbos i could be one with the shaman kadav and i could see mirrors i could learn hashab is the ultimate shot this is cool on the highest of levels we feel one with hashem we feel the kedusha no matter what recreates i've done even if i haven't done the proper truth once i do kadesh then i can get to work and i can wash myself properly and stay in that place [Music] and then do the proper rochas and work on it work on ourselves to remove anything that we're doing wrong any impediment in that relationship with hashem and that's the days of your summer and that's what pays off leads into those days and the puzzles are shabbos we start spheres on there after shabbos after i've been lifted up to the highest place then i can start someone there and work on myself and cleanse myself to prepare for the ultimate kabul so torah and we should have a beautiful yantev of kadusa we feel hashem by your side know that hashem loves each and every one of us every single