Under the Truck A Near Death Experience in India #thestruggle#spirituality #menifestation

I slid under the truck and I'm under the truck and I'm crying and I'm begging for my life and I'm just going through all the things in my head. What if I die? What are my parents going to say? They warned me. They said, "What are you doing with this guru? What are you doing in India?" you know. Um, so I am just like in desperation and suddenly I hear a voice on my right side and I look over and there's an elderly woman who must have followed me into under the truck and she looks me in the eye. She had these piercing blue eyes and she looks me in the eyes and she says, "Ayelllet, at least if we die here, we die with our guru." And I remember looking at her and thinking to myself like woman you are out of your mind. I did not come here to die with my guru. I came here to experience enlightenment. So, I close my eyes and I'm like, I am not ready to