Two Equal Breads - Torah Or Beshalach Lechem Mishnah #8 - By Rabbi YY

the yeshiva dotnet page 132 the second column close to the end of the mine Madeline starts by Shabbos may artificial penis I could remind the Marianist also loose the line stuff after calls them moving English their less commercial shops the arc are calls they're after all of this and the word Koza is important after all of this in other words after discussing and explaining and elaborating on all of the aspects that have been discovered and explored analyzed in this particular mine 11 angela commission after all of this all of this means the nature of benching the two brofist the nature of lesser min Haaretz the nature of lesser Menasha my in the man and moshe the nature of Toyota cone and I couldn't the concept of the first two blessings of Britta some muslin and the differences between them including the difference between Brock and her dog and then finally the concept of Shabbos and the reason that the man would not come down on Shabbos so you have left them in the RS and then in the mid ball you have left him in a sham I am which is the man which comes down every single day and Friday you have a double portion for Shabbos but it's not ultimately on Shabbos you have to collect Erev Shabbos for Shabbos so therefore the man itself will not come down on Shabbos cause Shabbos is not the man Shabbos is deeper than the man but the man will come down for Shabbos so you have less Amina or it's less Amina shamayim and then you have the concept of Shabbos which is even deeper than the man so after explaining all over this moving English they are left from sugar Shabbos we could now understand deeper meaning of the less emission the two loaves of bread that there's an obligation a rabbinic obligation to take on shops I think Morris says in Shabbos that is a mitzvah Latoya there's a myth Smith Smith mitzvot that on the meals of Shabbos we take two loaves of bread which we call a commissioner and the reason we call it lesser Mishnah the term less commissioner means double double a double portion of bread which comes from passions mashaallah where it says that on Friday they went out luck to let the Mishnah they gathered a double portion of manna a double portion and they came to moisture debate and surprised and shocked what is going on in motion said that tomorrow by yo-yo ma Shree the seventh day there won't be mine and therefore ASA said taffy no I said two vast Lewis I said tofu everything got to be done today in the first portion of course but also in the second portion but luck too less commissioner and they gathered less emission so therefore as a safer to the mom we don't eat one cow on Shabbos we actually eat two thousand Shabbos the two colours on Shabbos are watts for the poor double portion that came down now here you have a third of clucks kasha why are we celebrating Shabbos by eating two loaves of bread one loaf of bread was the Friday mom right we don't ask these questions in this ish okay so you mean Shabbos morning no that it's not Shabbos Friday night is the same question the man didn't come down Friday night it came down Friday early morning but the question is why let her mission the one left and belong to Friday that was every day the shot is La Jolla that itself you want to show that on Friday there was a double portion so we're simply technically commemorating it but when you think about it it's not like the double portion was for Shabbos for shoppers there was an extra portion there was a doesn't it wasn't on Shabbos a double portion Friday also gets breakfast Friday deserves breakfast oh he didn't that Friday night just because he hit up the first one off Friday that's practically speaking in the mid where there was no lack of Mishnah because they really have to feed the family on Friday so what would they left with Shabbos one portion they don't healthy people don't eat at night don't you know I was gluten-free once the Sun sets the body asks for Avanti you could see it almost the Sun sets it almost asks of you to go into a different mode but we in America that's when we ash start evening 10 o'clock at night you come to a console Chevy brushes and they start eating and Betty even one o'clock in the morning yeah that's when we start eating breakfast lunch was to eat but in the mid birthdays lived organically okay so so the articles they're moving instead left from Shiva Shabbos and he's gonna focus on one fascinating detail I'll be Nicola Taric Alani a zoo alga be zoo when you look in her walk analysis of what Commissioner the system is he put one collar above another column what's called the L Y and attacted now there's a question in place skin which one you cut right some cut the L join some cut the tax plane there's a lot of different monogamy this the top bread is also a question we're in the bread they're cut that's another question which bread and we're in the bread you cut which parts the top the bottom aside but the common denominator is one collars above another column so that's why you'll have you'll see Shabbos tables and less emission the pictures that are of course made before Shabbos one collar will be tilted on top of the other collar once al is under the top that's our pea Nicola paella and yet in creates Ryan The Crying veto records the custom of his teacher died reason that he would have daft ate salsa the two left commissioners were not above each other but near each other and not only that pick up the two less emission errs that the two backs hit each other so basically what was facing you was the top of the collar the bottom of the collar would be close to each other right so you wouldn't even see the bottom of the Hollywood only see what we call the quantum of the Cal of the face of the collar when the colors are both on the tray whatever they're lying on so then you just have to Calais near each other but then also bring them close together equally like so to speak to look something like to tell close together the back the back touching and what you see is the front of makalah so the two batters the two bottoms yeah yeah yeah but generally the two showers will like near each other not on top of each other are you sure that's all gonna do so what's the have on in this see you say okay it's a different minute snapshot here the ball tanya is going to show that sometimes generally described in small nuance details even though they're nuanced and they seem not so significant or pivotal but they reflect sometimes cosmic truths now in ancient times that would be and maybe in previous ease will be something of a little bit of bit of a little something would be a little strange or difficult to understand today we know how true that is for example it says a satara atom so cause i'll say the tire can be compared to the human organism and the human organ is gonna be compared to the tailor so the body consists of say approximately 50 trillion cells or more so you understand how tiniest cell is if you're in your body there are 50 trillion cells in each cell you have what we call the code the genetic code of the entire organism each cell in and of itself in other words reflects the totality of the organism the DNA code that is embedded in each and every one of the 50 or more trillion cells has in it the computer program the code of the entire body that means all you need to know is all you have is one cell and the one cell reflects everything zowie cetera atom the same isn't Taylor in Taylor when you get to the I'm Ekaterina one tiny little cell doesn't seem central at all to anything but nonetheless it captures within it the entire organism of course you have to be able to know how to look at the cell how to decipher the cell how to uncover the cell and then of course you could see in one cell everything so here you have a classic example for this so discussion and Nick Lenk of all these different things that my Kabbalah would do one way and the halacha cysts will do it different way you have a lot of different things this is how they do it okay I welcome this Alzheimer pick up all its filling column all right okay this is iron is very against putting on tefillin come on very sharp words very sharp words right in the world of nickel it's not so portions right there's plenty of Eden you name which laymen who put on tefillin some of my it it was one thing that the birth in the days of the tremendous opposition to the early hasidim and out there ever especially this was one thing they couldn't criticize and focus the Vilna Gaon also didn't put on till one column i so because he didn't put on Cilla bite so they couldn't this was one thing but I can I'm Shep enough there cuz he also did a poem to celebrate cause there's I he was a Zoe Hart Jim is a Kabbalah Jew I have a larger night that he wrote he learned he spent more time learning Kabbalah than he learned learning with the Vilna Gaon business he spent more time learning Kabbalah then learning Miglin the sha spice skin Malacca etc it was very interesting student rise of kind of illusion so you have a situation with this different this different views Alpena globe so yeah one of them how much commissioner should be what he's gonna show is that these are not just two separate views they represent like the DNA this little cell captures very profound truth that has been articulated throughout this mind and both are true it is the world of miglin is the world of : both are equally true it's not it's not about a competition this is about a perspective on reality this is real and this is real and each is real in its own context and its own place in its own time etc so many realities Jews you have 2,000 argument each one represents if it's a real minute cosmic if it's a real mimic what do they say it's brought in pi skin that minute he saw Tyra home yeah place was says there are many gives multi-role it's also brought in restrain him that mini-crisis Gannon you know that middlee the same letters like a Hannah so when do you look at admitting and you say it's turn out when you look at a min again you say it's Gannon so the literal interpretation the sociological interpretation is it depends if it's mine mimic it's tired if it's your Minnie Goetze Gahanna if it's your wife's family's mimic and it's Gehenna if it's your own mimic then it's of course title that's on one level yeah on a deeper level of course the question in nature of a minute in the name of calling something a minik sometimes people do stupid things and sometimes do oppressive things it's a minik what's the meaning it's stupidity it's not a minute it's called abuse don't call it a minute you have to know sometimes a minute is Gahanna where's it rooted with it it developed there's no educators in Judaism I decided on I a minute cuz I'm in a bad mood so I need another way to oppress my family so now we have a new minute we have a new mimic in our house so everybody could be miserable Barker son not another they were miserable paste sucks to have to be miserable slow asuka's every sharpest and if you could be mice of everyday so now everybody is miserable cuz miserable people thrive in misery so you have to understand that's what I'm saying it's important to distinguish but if it's a genuine meaning I mean again soltera you follow the ballet allaha right so they asked our trevor this because he wrote a show tomorrow and shall honora's he kept that literally shal Canora it's very fascinating how he did it he completely remained consistent with the model of show tomorrow which is basically it's Eastern Europe so it's Ashkenazim if there are ma ramose de pais second and Europe and Cracow and and that's what he follows ok he also wrote a sitter his sitter he put in instructions not it's not over there he follows you follows Kabbalah so somebody asked him on one of us internet what are we supposed to do so he said you follow the sitter so he said but in the Shannara you said that when the kabbalah argues without lucky you follow that wasa he said cousin so Senora that's what I wrote but it is Sydney you follow Kabbalah and it shows the knowledge I wrote that you don't follow Karbala cos that's America that's a lovely now how lovely you follow our looking on Kabbalah but in Syria Kabbalah you'll say follow the Kabbalah yeah yeah that's a good Maura that's a good moral health service yeah what's the question many I saw tato is an expression of rish einen not to denigrate man hug him not to look if not to look down at men I mean hug him have very profound truth to them very profound connection to us there's even an expression and one of the resigning mimic Novato Halak a minute could be powerful again you have to know what it means what the context somebody once said how do you know menikmati la loca because our love is if you borrow money from somebody have to pay back the mimic is that you don't pay back with her are you that minute move out to LA all right okay the premise niggler because whenever you speak nicola here he's speaking about negro of Tyria but the concept of nicola which means the revealed he prevents his stall samus is always rooted in his palace meaning in the hierarchy of existence primis Yasha which is the lack direct light the linear light are you sure means the light that so to speak flows down in a straight cough from higher to lower - lower - lower - lower there's a hierarchy of creation as a hierarchy of existence just like this Hockman beam and das and custard and glory this mush of it is deeper this my sir there's a father there's a Zadeh there's an to say that there's an L Delta Zeta there's a hired as a process this rachet from shift a from this height of exactly shy of may Mecca this item hot scissors Alomar breathe is a limited series alla Marcia this madaba their side so may afters diamond the hollows that exists with people are not they lost exist with animals and others exist with Sameach you can't compete cement the diamond everything has its place and its value in the hierarchy in the system coldest ouchless which basically means that Shan ouchless literally means it's changed I'll tell us the chain or the evolutionary process of creation from its highest point to its lowest point than what I mean highest and lowest I don't mean geographically or spatial I mean highest or lowest in terms of sensing its scores or not sensing a source the cache a yarn EF zoo alga be zoo so when you place one on top of another caller my top finish specialist but there is ill Ivalo this basically represents the how a specialist works there's higher and is lower there's one on top and then there's one on bottom this is the concept called and Jewish philosophy the works of the Rambam constantly Allah and Allah Allah is the antecedent to the Allah which is the Allah of the ELA the effect of the ELA and everything in our world follows that pattern of Allah oh you want to plant the tree the antecedent of this beautiful apple tree was recede that seed is the alien it's the cause it's the mother it's the father of the tree that tree then becomes the antecedent for a new seed that is produced from the apple that grows on actually and then that seed will become the ELA for yet a new tree and every apple tree that we look at we can go back trace it back to the first apple trees cause an effect elevado the ELA always precedes the although the allah follows the ELA whether it's in time or it's in consummate the illest Elyan and all is deposited so there Rav is the eel of the Talmud as the tastin the father is the Ilitch the mother is the ela the child is the oval and so far the same is true spiritual realities one is the source of the other and that's generally the picture of niggler you disguise you disguised it works in a process of Elia and Thailand there are priorities there's higher there's lower there's always differentiations always differentiations this is a time for this this is a time for this this is good this is less good this is bad this is very good this is exceptional this is Yom Kippur this is Ed of Yom Kippur this is a regular Wednesday this is Shabbos this is young tip and it has its category this is atomic clock hub this is not a top everything works in terms of e walala just like in a body as well didn't Ziggler of the body also operates on that level there's an organism and as a system and there's a hierarchy you're gonna dethrone your brain and decide that the brain already did its tenure and it's time to retire the brain because the kidney wants to come to power it's not gonna look so good smack you probably so therefore you have ela and oh this is called are you sure Oh premise mister who penis our Kaiser mr. introduces what's called our Kaiser Kaiser means the light that bounces back not the odor that goes down the ER that comes back kaiser means that rebounds it rebounds when you're playing racquetball so then you shoot the ball but then there's the momentum that's created from the way that the ball hits the it's the wall and it rebounds that sometimes creates new dynamics in the game that don't exist initially that's what's called the earth at comes back the earth it's poison it's the feedback it's the echo it's what returns to you from when the earlier hits the macabre hits the recipient that's not early or sharp which is the direct light that flows down it's the earth Isis he says mister generally associated with earth closer alia soidiers with the iris of sand Lea soil is when the slowly spectacular sites collarless the mark if a Chloe canal a whole week the air goes down in the extroverted way if mo Milo Mamata to create the world Cassation are such a message to my investor 'it's took six days forgot to create heaven and earth of Imre the seventh day shove us all the energy now goes up this is the earth Heiser it's the ER that returns after you work it's what comes back into you so now the oil goes up and it becomes included in the ultimate inclusion in what we called maca loli the collective encompassing reality that includes everything but includes absolutely no differentiation even beyond I could them so mister which represents that Aaliyah side and over there it's a map if I Chloe that everything becomes equal my land Matta me Tom's at sorry Shi yuzhu bit sad zoo stayin Basava so therefore it it's not Nicholas says this Kabbalah says this it's sorry Mossad this energy it warrants that the two collars have to be near each other why near each other Basava the main thing is identical shamone de mal premisis collarless amid t Bamako failure because this represents the fact that both Calais are submerged truly in the ultimate mawkish Amica flow plot a plot the eye stylist Weisbrot it encompasses the details and the nuances in every last element but be shovin all equal the ultimate equalizer come aid because in his presence milah Amata shoving the highest and the lowest become identical there's nobody level anymore the highest eel and the lowest a low are equal on equal footing the dialer maven and this will be enough to somebody who understands and as you could say in for somebody who doesn't understand them probably even more won't be enough russian protectorate a couple we can actually suggest I think that's interesting wrinkle and that is that we spoke about i koude them and Shiva Kalyan I couldn't clear but so even in a coordinate which is in the world efficient houseless the COAS there's seven potential differentiation but once the light comes down to the world once the cloud comes down to the front and then goes back up when it hits the world is more than 7 we see billions and billions different differentiations so when it goes back up to be miss la it's not the nickel out of 7 the way it started it's knit while of billions and billions because it's the bound coming back comes the birthday party is more than this set very good beautiful yeah it's much more prot parentheses he says if I'd mush a cost of Allah come on but dibbler maskull's off of a summer later in you sir will be a mime around sucker and some it says on Shabbos in history it says remember Shabbos invest and none ten commandments a summer so we say in the card ID what do we say Ladoga the curse collars off every summer but dbrand ceases Sheheen's avenue cava one represents masculine energy one represents feminine energy soccer ladoris Shyamalan Allah soccer is masculine Shama is feminine the hain base hal is the less emission those are the two colors of less emission is oxidant summer it's gonna be if some Kabbalistic words here but we want to get to the point while peace ada dyas tall shoeless according to the evolution of creation had a a mouth was me cabela's misery open mouth was femininity is a recipient of masculinity for hula Milam Amanda Burma draga and the air anthem which are the Mideast transcends mouth was the zoca my shame box healers but that's only in that sillas femininity receives from masculinity album it's an absolute Saint so for a whole but if you go to the essence of the insertion A&B de barajas mrow there's no masculinity giving the femininity Zahav a summer de barajas nan bro zofran shaman was spoken in one word Shekar Baelish name bish of what do we care for sham said first offer and then shall such a big thing yet to say it together the gemara asks and faxes yesterday the Sarah Debra says zakura semi shops and bars versus Canon Marie she repeats the 10 commandments and from Zara changes it to summer how can it be what did this what did it say in the 10 commandments that God say remember that he says our summer and fared so house I'll answer zharko every summer but did were acid never Masha a noise in your childish Maya vena payoffs on the Dabra he spoke them both in one uh pterence to gathered one like one word I don't know how that means either you say something you say summer it's two different words it was said as one word together what's the why was it so important to say soccer and summer together so that's what he's saying it is or Shan Shan represent actually two different dimensions of reality this is our this is miles and not SIL this one is higher but an abscess we got the abscess it's bit deeper uh-huh this L shall pianist it surgically is based Hallows de la commissioner Zubat Sansone so the 2001 Commission represents masculinity and femininity so there is a world in which there is the differentiation and Allah Volvo and then the that's the world of are you sure that is the world of our Kaiser when you go back to the ultimate ultimate clown you have complete uniformity completely stavos between all of the penis and the matter agus and therefore the two breads of the left omission are not anymore allah valo but rather they become completely one factor facet er yeah which other axis that's what is it were you speaking about the mark of a quali absolute st. so if Berto who is beyond that SIL this is already the world of right that Silver's is already the world of tikkun what is the whole system I mean this is even beyond economy right now this this last piece is very brief it's very concise so it has to be it has to be deciphered who points that the ballot Anya is making is as follows the two breads basically the less emission of Shabbos represent two paradigms of existence and that's the less emission one is a Friday food and one is a Shabbos thicker food now in the mid bar it happened to be that both of them were mom they were left Menasha Maya but let's remember our left Commission is not Hmong I left commissioner has left them in our it's it's good bread that you buying the bakery or your wife makes it so maybe heavenly in one way but in terms of practicality it's the Leatherman art it's not mom and if I'm not mistaken but I love that we eat has a little soilless know especially certain types of Callas with Emma harder to have me the mob sailors than anything else so it's not mama shower left Menasha mine but nonetheless our lesson mission is trying to represent something what is it represented so there's two breads one is the bread of the weekday one is the bread that was given on Friday but it was given for Shabbos one bread was given for Friday for Friday one lesson was given for Friday for shopping so that's already a higher bread so what does this represent in our world and to let a machinist one laugh hem is Friday left which has left them in Eretz the other left him that we're introducing in the last commission is left Menasha Milan as best as we can celebrate like a miniature Maya it's this special style of unique food of heavenly food of spiritual food which came down in the mid were of course for 40s but we don't have access to that so we have the left commissioner so one bread is representing less diminish of my merits and the second lesson is representing leatherman hashem maya which as we know one represents Toyo antique own or the beer of tar you through tickle put it more specifically one is tar you that it finds its healing through take one and one is I could then where there's no differentiation there's no solace that's welcome in a sham I knew which one goes on top of the other of course one goes on top of the other how could it not be low on top of the other lesser Menasha maíam must reign supreme over left my knowledge this is heaven this is earth heaven is higher than earth what we call it heaven left him in a Shania Trump's let him in our it's no pun intended let him in a sham I am range supreme it gains that it has the dominance it has the upper hand this is alien this is taffeta let's speak about it in spiritual terms or psychological terms of apply it what are the two paradigms in existence between these two things one is the element of life where there is already diversity where there is individuality where the a knife has not felt anymore it's basically the world we know Leviathan right where it's basically you're trying to pave a road in the jungle of history where this I and is you and this constant conflict even conflict within the eye never mind conflict between I and thou because our world is based on fragmentation compartmentalization egotism every reality every beast every creature is completely self-contained I have my ego you got your ego I am defensive for my stuff you're defensive of your stuff that's the paradigm we live in it's the paradigm that allows for all conflict that begins the moment man is created other men solve are created they have two children and the first thing they do is they kill each other this is the brook amar volume into welcome to the human race welcome to the earthly planet and the jungle ain't too much better shows genetic over there it's instinctive by us we have that element that extra element of evil with maliciousness with with with intent with said with with melaka to Telugu Phi kill you for the sake of killing you the lioness doesn't kill you for the sake of K rush of Hungary's looking for his own mom this is the best way he could feed himself he doesn't have other access okay but that's the they did the gradations of human banality of what we're capable of but this is a world where there is compartmentalization the ain't safe becomes eclipsed by absolute diversity absolute detachment we are detached from each other and we seek detachment just take any person sitting in this room and say you work for me for the rest of your life and you're in my domain and in my doll Adamas and unless we are dysfunctional that we don't realize we could be free there's a part of us that revolts the morale rights and safest versus them he says why do we celebrate Pesach May when the Jews left Egypt they were freed my raus says we're free he lives in the 1500s in Prague every pace if he's worried about another blood libel that's going to accuse Jews of murder and Christian children this is called freedom why we celebrating Pesach and the morale says Malin when Jews were emancipated but much of their history they were enslaved while you celebrating paisa it's almost an irony a joke Jews in the Warsaw Ghetto I'm making us say that what are you making a seder for so the morale says that what happened by HC Smith Zion was not that they went free what happened may it seus Messiaen was it created a concept of a free human being and no enslavement subsequently can change that meaning the sense of freedom doesn't have to do with my circumstances even if my circumstances may be challenging the fact that I we feel abhorrent about it the fact that I revolt against it even internally that is because you're a free person you don't want the pressure even if you're oppressed but you hate it you're frustrated that's a good thing that means that's freedom that's exercising your freedom huh syphilis myths I'm yeah let's do sure him sent weights ACS kimitaka civilized Mitzvah yet Viktor Frankl Viktor Frankl said was the only thing he can own an Auschwitz right attitude attitude yeah but tasty estimate akka civilized introduced radium says civilized mitzrayim is I will liberate you from being so vomits right the beginning of Exile starts when you start when you tolerate this function and that becomes the status quo when you don't call a spade a spade you may have been abused but know what it is and know the evil of it so that you could fight it fight it for yourself and find it for for others for loved ones and that's freedom so therefore we live in a world where we seek to go out of the collective grasp into the individual grasp the worst thing you can tell a teenager is you were in a mother cat all teenagers are you my womb and you will remain in my womb forever yes mothers would crave that often sometimes they look at their 60 year old babies and they still see them in their womb and they treat them that way because you didn't really get separated it you think you're separate but we know the truth you're still mom's boy but we know that that that is true there is a part of us that is in our mother's womb forever there are deep connections and you have to acknowledge that and as we learned the more you acknowledge that the more you can actually leave the womb right but this is the world in which we we emerge we merge into differentiation we emerge into identity there's the deeper world the world of Octus the world of unity the world where there's no differentiation ultimately that's the world of I couldn't I couldn't be clear-cut Y Z no differentiation because what's felt over there is a hazy temps in the ain't safe it's a reflection of ain't safe so as we spoke many times assassin who at the fairest not so far yes but what is really facet yes it is another way that then finiti expresses itself good is another way infinity expresses itself are they different they're different but they're completely one because ain't cyphers one all the colors are expressing ultimately one truth it's not about the color it's about the transcendent truth that the individual color expresses it's about the painting that's expressed all over the various details it's about the music that it's expressed through the entire symphony through the entire Orchestra it's about life that's expressed through the various limbs of the organism but all these metaphors are already in worlds of differentiation because you could see the French iation in the body the world of echoed them that's so subtle Leon see differentiation so in the process of life commissioner this is less of a national magazine local Menards this is heavenly unity and this is earthly fragmentation this is a world of holistic oneness and this is a world of compartmentalization this is a world in which we're all connected we're all attached were all one there's no distinction we're all part of the inside were all submerged in it and this is the world of complete differentiation everything is differentiated and we think thinks seeks to the French yet right so now you have T in a relationship this is the tension always between the two are we one or are we different every husband and wife has to go through this process are we one or are we different and the answer is you're both yeah you're one and you're different and here is the key for you to be different successfully if they're able to be one and when you're truly different then you can also become one and when you're truly one you can also become different the two are the two are very deeply connected but there's that and the same is true with the Jewish people the same is true with the world there are the moments when you're lost in oneness when you forfeit your identity your of kooks writings this is the euphoric moment of his koalas were all the details and all the differentiations he always writes about this very poetically are forfeited and subsumed and submerged in the in the word he loved the word claw and the collective energy of the loom of the national identity of the Jewish people there was a poet who once wrote Shanna's nasty leer shall I am Shakti as sh me she walked into Jerusalem after the six-day war when it was liberated and she said I forgot my name that's how she described her feeling she basically melted in 4000 years of Jewish history there's no mean there is basically a transcendent collective entity called kanessa see strong right that's a process that's very very profound very deep and in the evolution of the world one infinitely precedes the others of the lesser Mishnah this is let them in our Eretz witness always be ruined there's always the beer between the ego and the divine between mindfulness and mindlessness between eating like a beast or even lower than a beast and eating leshenka maíam between seeing the purpose of existence and seeing the purpose of existence that's basically the beer of Toyo working out your issues and aligning your own self with the divine self but that's a process of biro you have to work it out in a condom there's no beer there's no upside list is complete afters is complete oneness that's the system of miglin that's the system of this is the system of Judaism this is the system this hierarchies this is tall so most is my Landis motto and we judge things based on that we judge things based on my land motto and that's a real reality in the world of Nicola what do we mean by the world of Nicola and we say Louie de Nicola usually in these companies Nicola of Tyra Joss Boyce Kim soeun ayahs tomorrow tomorrow for shrimp sausage service the realm of love Tyler Kabbalah you'll start talking about others Farm Terrace Aniston here obviously he means Lannister in that sense but in a much deeper sense Nichol is basically the way the world emerges the way reality is articulated the way it's revealed there's eleven although everything is ill avala but then there's the reality of mr. the reality of mr. doesn't compete with the reality of the reality of mr. simply identifies a dimension that is not the let's Bannister and that reality always comes out not in are you sure but an earth wise ER in are you sure it's what you're revealing it's what you're sharing what you're sharing is basically coming from the part of the self that is prepared to reveal itself our Kaiser is the unexpected light that shocks you the Gemara says me tell me - I learned a lot from my teachers more for my friends when we tell me that I see McCallum the most for my students what does that mean he's teaching his students how does he learn most from his students that's our Kaiser Kaiser is unexpected our Kaiser is while Tonya says sometimes you start speaking you start saying and explaining something and in middle because you're speaking to others there's an article is there that comes back and it brings out new ideas that you could have never experienced if it would have the information would have remained in you if their major would have remained in you so then there's how much I I'm getting out there but when I give out the ER that comes back our Kaiser basically goes into a deep place and brings forth it arouses insights that I could not articulate before that's the earth wiser that's a different type of iron that's the ER that returns to you meet Almeida Yeltsin me Coulomb that he can't it's not what he prepared it's not what he's going to express it's something that happens in there I've only as a result of the talmidim a malleable Aoyama that's the horizon what's the in this in this sense what what's in the world of mister the wilderness they have a new reality what's the reality the reality is the way everything goes back up to its original original source a vehicle what he says here in Makaha Chloe Mac if a potsherd hyah ha quali or as he puts it here at smus that's masane Southborough in the ultimate core here the two breads are not anymore higher and lower it's no higher and lower in here the two breads are completely equal they're completely be shoved LP Nicola no way one is higher one is lower Alpena stir every shovel what makes lesson in origin discrimination my ambition one is a world of complete unity the obliteration of diversity one is a world of complete diversity where you have all these problems of time of chaos of egotism of a breakdown of the system there's a lack of cohesion a lack of unity a world that doesn't work together people that don't work together this integration and so forth because ultimate detachment and then tickle is trying to pick up the pieces and you know bring it together but the chat really is that the fact that I couldn't has to stay and this is very subtle the fact that I couldn't has to stifle differentiation is already a betrayal of truth now we have to say this with a lot of course because I could them as gilja ain't so it's not such a betrayal of truth but the fact is that it's format its version of ain't safe is one that seeks the unity of everything it seeks the obliteration of self that's the one that's the truth that project is that a truth of course it's a truth but as we learn here it's not what are they saying court the whole truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth no beyond I've got the miracle to be on the hood and here we have something very subtly profound and that is that toy who in some ways is a rebellion against I couldn't tell you is you know they say in therapy that children articulate the subconscious emotions of parents that parents would never be able to articulate to themselves sometimes a woman is having certain feelings towards her husband that she doesn't know about and her children will start talking about their father in a particular way what they're expressing is mom's emotions or many different examples dad's emotions or different attitudes in life what they're picking up on energy that the parents can't pick up but it's very true and therefore you could learn who you are from your children not the data are you sure but they're a firefighter that's our size or if Kaiser is a lie that you could never pick up on your own it's not what you give forth you know I'm a nice guy I love my husband really let's let's let's speak to your son Lucas Lucas Miriam Baz Bilger at the end of suka Lucas Lucas so what happens here is that ty who is basically a child of I couldn't so tikkun is a good shot ticklin as a child who goes through the system very well you know he's that everyone has that boy you know from three o'clock here and he was learning his home at three years old he was already learning never had a hard day with them you know he was always ready for the bus 25 minutes before you got a call once a year from the principal on knock Hasan knock us enough as it comes on Tomodachi vouet on with our college gets the prizes and so on and so forth teammates but Mitzvah you know you'd almost don't notice him he's so good right he works balance structure hiya you send them off BAM it's a Shiva marriage are being in our yard okay bays Russia and then you have that child of Boris Hashem keeps you up day and night for 10 years 15 years 20 years everything is taught you there's nothing that works there's nothing that works there's no balance there's no structure there's no satisfaction it's very very intense it's very intense there's a lot of energy there it's very easy to dismiss toyo to say we don't deal with tall you are houses stickler but as altar never told us there's no such a thing tell you is the core of reality tell you is the gasm reality this child is really bringing forth a real powerful energy that you need that everybody needs it's just distorted he has no place for it he has no context for it but in many ways what tell you is sometimes doing is it's the child who is revolting without knowing that he's revolting subconsciously or consciously against the truth of Akutan that says that infinity excludes differentiation because that is already a version of truth this is one of the alternatives greatest addition that to turn the whole world into a kalau is very close to truth but really it's also a distortion of truth because the real ain't safe has no definition not even the definition that it has no definition even that definition that it excludes diversity that real truth means attachment versus detachment real truth means that there's no I real truth means that when we sense truth there's no differentiation there's no world there's only cohesion there's only infinity which is the truth of I couldn't and yes you and I know that in the world of niggler that is truth that is truth there's no conflict there's no ego there's similar serenity there's oneness and yet there's still a deeper truth the deeper truth comes out in the world of mister that basically says bow bread's are the same really lesser minutes of my malefic minds became to say tayo and tikkun and I couldn't became the same here there's no soil assay to Silas hey this ain't safe hey nobody knows ain't safe anymore everyone is busy figuring themselves out because they don't know who they are if we would know who we are we wouldn't have to figure ourselves out because he wouldn't be busy with ourselves because we know that ourselves the reflection of the divine and yet in a very interesting way the struggle of Tania and tickle is not just a struggle to undo the quantum leap of I couldn't it's also to undo I couldn't it's not just between I couldn't tell you there's such a quantum leap and we're left with the pieces and we have to pick it up it's also because I couldn't itself is a story it's part of a specialist it's part of not no no we don't mean over that these are our mistakes this is all of course inherent to the fabric of existence to produce the reality that that Hashem wants to produce and to create the whole drama of what we call existence and avoid this example but in this realm the two breads are completely identical because as much as God wants unity God wants diversity and as much as you can find truth in unity you can find the same truth and diversity because the ultimate truth is not defined by either it transcends even I couldn't even I could them is the way it's echoed Beakley echoed it's a cloud that takes all the prot them and turns it into a clock in the ultimate source you don't call it a source a source already means you're the embryo you're the mucker you're the mother of all of the pro tomorrow love the details it's being beyond the mucker of details and therefore and therefore what happens in there when you tilt we're dealing with that space differentiation has the same truth as unity the same truth is unit two even though in the process you can only recognize the truth if you understand the world of unity because if you begin with the world of differentiation ultimately you end up only with differentiation so in other words in other words in the ultimate relationship between man and God it's not that the relationship is basically that we get lost in the light of oneness and there's no you in the ultimate relationship there's knowing that is a very enlightened path that is a very enlightened process where you get completely lost in the relationship and there's no you but there's something even deeper and that is that the process of creation was that God wanted you he wanted a relationship with you so in many ways we become we become I'm gonna say this in a dramatic way but you should take it as a grain of salt you're not only divine when you're divine you're divine also when you're being you and in many ways you're more divine that because creation was not about God wanting himself he had himself before creation creation was about about God wanting wanting you so in the process of you that is where the real truth of the divine exists in that process of differentiation in that process of you now from our perspective the perspective of talu that can develop into the extreme individualism where what you might call secularism where it is just an apathy to any transcendent truth here we're talking about the opposite in the earth closure which takes you back to the ultimate optimist so here the claw and the prat completely coexist and the cloud doesn't stifle the Prats Khmer myelin matter becomes shovin so automatically how is it expressed in the whole office of life commissioner automatically is going to be complete uniformity between the two breads to the point that the breads will be picked up and their backs will be placed against each other you won't even be able to recognize the difference so to speak of the breads because both breads are completely integrated this is deeper than the manova coudn't this is the concept of Shabbos that could unite the lesser Mishnah in the original Friday there was the meal of Friday and there's the meal of Shabbos our left omission is doing something else our left Commission is trying to integrate two different experiences the experience of lakum in the arts and experience of left Menasha Mayan one is alien and toxin and one is complete complete oneness and therefore generally speaking is not just about the commissioner if you think about this you have here a paradigm but clown Ziggler and mr. work I told you meant about everything is with systems Nikola and mr. is not just very laws of Nikola vertical mr. it's two systems of thought and both systems are very real systems there is the system of how Nikola works it out and that's a system and you're not gonna go away from that system but that system is legitimate you know you can't take into consideration quantum mechanics when you're trying to put coffee into your Styrofoam cup because you're gonna go crazy or when you try to play basketball you can't take into consideration quantum mechanics because the ball is not even here the ball is somewhere else so therefore you think you got a basket you didn't get any basket or when you're going skiing and you take into consideration quantum mechanics when you're going up you simply be going down so there is a world in which systems must reign supreme there's also a role of mister the world of this is a different system which is true in the world of a nickel of this is true the world of Mister this is true which is true are all Jews equal are all Jews not equal are all jews equal alters not equal huh yeah there's the world of Nicola there's the world of mister it's physicality and spirituality of equal value this is the world of is the world of mr. the challenges when the world of Nicola is completely divorced from the world of mr. ultimately it lacks a certain profound truth and sophistication I'll just give one interesting example that's very very timely constantly and it was really timed in it the issue for example of learning all day or working this is one of the sugus that a lot of young the light struggle with I get quite a lot of calls this person is having a very hard time because he has to support his family and he was told that ultimately the objective in life is to sit and learn a whole day and his wife he was told that he should marry a woman who is going to work and support the family and now suddenly there's a couple of kids later and the Shred said come on come on go go work and this is it this is for some people it's we get cynical about it in certain circles but yesterday for some it is an existential crisis this is very very deep and he goes to work cause he has to unless he's gonna be seeing as a hefty young but he feels a younger man called me he's in Cairo for 18 years 18 years and he says he feels like he feels filthy and dirty and lowly and a betray betrays betrayed God he betrayed today betrayed the truth he betrayed the nefesh a Hayami betrayed he betrayed his yeshiva upbringing betrays my sashimi betrayed the ultimate pathless of the world which is Taylor Taylor Taylor Taylor Taylor and of course you could bring a hundred memory cos I actually could be nine thousand my Marika's are about our same motorists a crime a lot that are I and what a Thomas Holcomb is and what limo doctor is and we learn to my memory if you remember before shoeless about tire and mitzvos and so forth also boredom last year five initial some of the portable toilet is right really which Jewish history are you reading which books of Jewish history are you reading okay so tell this younger man you want I should give him your number the one I should give him your number the mistletoe says Shh this young man tabloid zoo mitzvos I say so I told them the same God who invented today the sensation was first what do you want from yourself chez Shoshone taverns and mrs. gomorian process climate love highway Asuka Rajab evilly also the other Harbor you said the brush be said learn how browser Commissioner be lava also be other small said you have to have both so what do you want you want to be better than there be small fish smell also the other how many time I am in America Morris's like you said had jobs why are you why are you knocking yourself down why not and what about a person who can't sit a whole day a lot of people by nature it's not what they're made for some people are made for that they're made to write them in to teach them it you know you could is go but a lot of people are different yeah they have different talents different skills are these mistakes that almost God created all these skills this creativity the certain nature it's like something they have to they have to break and have to crush so that's where it's very important to understand that Judaism operates in two dimensions and they're both equally true in one dimension we speak about hierarchy you speak about the fact that you can't compare the term that you're learning or darvany to the time that you're working this is a time of kaduche it's a time of oil this is a time of coal moussaka and this is a time of of Akos when you're sitting by a bloody kumara it's not like when you're sitting by a computer doing sales it's two separate things how long equates two separate things this is a mitzvah this is not a mitzvah I can't compare when I'm sleeping - when I'm balcony etc etc and that's very true with all the ramifications that's where one bread is on top of another bread there's Olivia all oldest priorities is distinctions as definitions in the world of mister suddenly we reveal a truth where did the starting to make the distinctions in a very very deep place and saying that this is ultimately higher than this when you use the word that this is ultimately superior than this you're not touching the MSR shimla Island ultimate truth is where goddess and where God is is where he wants you to be and when he wants you to be is as a moment he wants me to be subsumed in the cloud and as a moment he wants me to be differentiated in the pract there's a moment he summons me to be in one place as a moment he summons me daba daba nostrovia so to travel does the time he wants me to be in the base meddra SH and there's the time he wants me to be called masala sham sham I am beholder aha cada año and in his Atmos Milo Mata become shava they become completely completely identical huh this bethere everywhere there's bethere everywhere but the point is that you reveal that there's an MS here and it's on that Nakota which have that in the hood of the MS then there's note that you don't you don't have to make these distinctions sound like here you Jewish and here you're not Jewish when you're inside isolation your holy and when you're out in the real world now you compromise your holiness that's the lesser mission is al Gabi's a in a deeper truth Malakal or it's called I there's a word from the Baal Shem Tov very very very powerful Horton says mission the Gomorrah says a brothers we should carve a ceramic dish Americana jakara base a meat dish a mullah College Buraku by la Mila dalai lama's Tlaloc evolved on the base image was destroyed Hashem has in his world only the four amis of Allah so literally it means there was a vase a McNish once there's nobody McNish what are we left with four cubits of Halawa so the baal shem tov said shot is as follows misha heard of a semester you know how you know that there's a hurtin based on Victor's you know what the symptom of carbon-based Armitage is that people think a knuckle is vertical by lamella dali lama's laka booka the simpler Mesa mikdash is that people believe that God is only in dollar Donna Shalala the moment that go out into the world it's all over now suddenly there's no divinity that's core Mesa McNish the real reality is a noite malvada a night move on thing means that the truth of godliness could be seen and experienced everywhere yes in the right context with the right attitude with the right perspective now the ballot on you had a little bit of a difficult time with that finish because he was a big boned Ziggler they called him the Litvak so in time yeah he reconciles the two and Tania Paraguay modality tights his alien like a vertical bylaw me literally that I Sheamus found Allah I miss Lala and when he said when you find our man down I miss Lala then you could see that the whole world isn't the whole world is unified which is really of course what the Baal Shem Tov meant I don't didn't mean to say it is not he meant to say don't worship don't make idols of anything you see mister tells you don't turn anything into an idol what's not an idol an idol doesn't mean it's not holy they're the measure customer riser isomeric raised I might have broke the lookers why because the Jews started to see God as being an object so you have to explain the losses are not holy we don't associate we don't turn holiness into a model into an idol it could be holy but an idol means this is this is this is it this is a fixed Idol he had to break the look as to show the truth is transcendent so whenever you take something even holy you could turn it into an idol what do we mean an idol an idol means that it's basically a certain definition of what God is and that's it it's not the holy thing but it still becomes an idol the Dacus had become that's what the master thump writes about the look at us this is where God is place a silica pestle don't turn me into a passer this doesn't mean the lookers are not holy hospital but look this will holier than everything else but it means don't start worshiping this one version this one icon and this becomes the full picture of reality somebody who says there's nothing to get this kite there's nothing there's no value to a Jew unless he sits and learns all day that's hey piccata that's not tell you no that's not the real traitor traitor doesn't speak that way Titus speaks that there's no Dacus that the Vegas of tithers is the deepest Vegas ain't safe well I mean there's no value is this thousands of people who have to work so there's no God over there there's no value and what about people who have a different type of IQ whatever bill there's different types of bodies and if it them so one worth it is no God over there it's becomes a crumb kite it becomes unfits a betrayal of tater it turns Taylor into a tool for arrogance rather a tool for true oneness when Toyota is really not an island it is connected with real God so then forget that train itself cause you ain't my locker - Miroku by Allah mind not only that I'm Islam also but real trader redefines the entire experience of all aspects of life we don't divorce anything from truth when you divorce anything from truth you're already stuck in the realm of a specialist in the ultimate ultimate truth there's nothing divorced from it and therefore don't divorce you also don't destroy individuality by saying it's not true it's asked us no no after this is version one point what is it version 1.0 but then there's a deeper version 2.0 1.0 is one asked us 2.0 is a deeper version why - is that greater than one pens how you look at it if two is competing with the one then it is worth than one is of course greater than 2 but if 2 is really the one that is not defined by being one so then two is a deeper form of oneness that's why Toyota wasn't given in the first month it wasn't given in the second month the Gemara says in chiapas it was given the third month because one rep I could to represents Toyo with this light Naga covered Zabuza the split and three represents ticklin which is basically two coming together not by destroying each other then you don't have three then you back to one and that's really why seven is the month of marriage what is really marriage should you be Wanna should you be - we're learning now about the masala so the first three masalas is Claire sure - oh man a sheep a bull and twins what's the difference sheep anybody here is a sheep no ok come client your wife told you not to answer a sheep is basically a chef Allah ashaphilar submissive docile whether somebody say I always have the last two words in my house yes dear whatever you want what's a sure who don't start up with the bull who's angry oh sure sure now got a certain bull nope you see here what happens we grow up we subservient with clap and then at some point you say enough I'm not a sheep anymore I rebelled by my swamis I have identity I become a bull you know what's the objective whether you remain in the clone this show so the answers to all men to own them is very deep the shame is small rights this is fear so what's the omen some of my twins twin is a very interesting phenomenon when you look at a twin you look at your twin brother or sister you're not looking at yourself you're looking at somebody else but who do you see you see yourself you're looking at somebody else but you see yourself in other words you learned that you could see yourself also in somebody else through somebody else it doesn't destroy this self when you create space for the other on the contrary you look at you you're looking at the other person you look at a stranger a different organism what do you see you see you that's where the two could come together sure doesn't mean that I have no relationships anymore that's where tickling has to speak to tell you again so tell you is ms tell you is revolting against the lie that God has to look like God you hear what I'm saying tell you revolts against the truth that God has to look like God how do you know what God has to look like maybe God wants to look like you this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they you Shiva net / donate