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When You Sin, You Create a Prosecuting Angel
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This Class was taken from Rabbi Genish's series on Derech Hashem. Derech HaShem (The "Way of G-d") is a philosophical text written in the early 1740s by Rabbi Moshe Chaim Luzzatto. It is considered one of the quintessential handbooks of Jewish thought.
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that's the sixth peric in the end of
sieve cotton gimmel really
no nothing cutting him on the end of
sieve cut and bet I'm sorry so you've
gotten bet
sieve cotton beds
the beginning of the paragraph starts
with
okay the omnom so we're in bed bath
the OM Nam is the diva mascal is the
beginning
okay basically we were speaking about
last time there's a very interesting
peric it's hard peric to get a grip on
that's the truth because it speaks in
detail about what happens upstairs in
Shaman just like we know that there is a
court of law in this downstairs in our
world and that we know the way it works
with a prosecutor and the defendant and
the back and a fourth and Adam and
testimonies and a judge et cetera et
cetera so this whole entire peric is
here to tell us that upstairs in the
higher worlds also when you're going to
have your mishpatitude it's going to be
the same exact thing the same bull exact
thing it's going to work that way as
opposed to what you would have thought
that you just go upstairs and Michelle
gives you a zits it gives you a zap he
finishes you off or he gives you a
present he gives you the Bowie prize it
doesn't work like that which we're going
to explain a lot of the reason for why
that's not why it's like that
but basically as we learned last week
There's a few uh reasons for this
phenomenon first of all this way we know
that Hashem stands as the judge
and since he is the judge as opposed to
just the one who's the deliverer of all
the punishments so therefore it's
possible to have rakamim sometimes he
can acquit you you can let it go or not
let it go it's according it's obviously
a coin took what he decides but at least
he stands as a judge that's a b we
mentioned that and this is the point
we're going to speak about today is that
the ketrugum the things that come
against are for you are automatic it's
not an external punishment that just
happens it's not something that happens
externally and haphazardly and it could
have been just that one it couldn't
happen that way but it's something that
is a automatic consequence to your
actions another consequence too is
actually like I said I want to speak
about this soon and therefore you should
realize that the penalties are there
don't you you can you can in this in
this world you can go ahead and plea
bargain and you can say I didn't mean it
in this and that but over there there's
no uh
and the third reason we mentioned for
this is uh to know that everything is
everything is big Duke it's a mishpat
masudar everything is very orderly
everything is I think if it would just
be that you'd go up there and the king
would say off with his head so you'd
feel there was a lack of Justice who
knows he doesn't really know what I'm
talking about but since it comes with a
whole mahalic a whole back and forth
there are aidium testimonies this side
and that side they're malachim on both
directions everything is there in order
to be very Dynamic so over there that
shows and proves to you the mistake the
realness of this um of this phenomenon
that everything is very uh medulla
everything is according to the to the
letter of the law The Village Russia's
um uh the penalties
he to uh
I'm reading to you from the ground
itself is the one that does
the rest of that you did in other words
that that you did is the Avera itself
whatever the Avera itself you did that's
what is the Russia and the bear itself
is the one that's going to give you a
zets that's the one that's going to
punish you the Vera is what's giving you
the punishment which is good and bad
it's bad because you can't get around
you can't squirm out of it you can't get
anywhere if you did something you
created a malach that that itself is
your kitrick that's the one that's
against you and he's the one who's going
to punish you but there's a certain
Advantage as the villagon points out
there is that it's limited since it's a
physical creation which was made none
none the less than you
and it is which has certain uh which has
a right in the left and a certain
limitation so therefore there's only so
much of that that will be as opposed to
the continuation over there
whatever they wanted they will received
says
which means it's coming straight from
Hashem in other words the scar that you
get that's straight from the hand of
course hand to mouth you're getting that
directly from and therefore it's nitri
and therefore it comes straight from
which is of course the way we always
wanted and you get much more
for your money as opposed to an Avera
which comes from the Avera itself the
Avera itself is the punishment there's
no it's not two separate things it's a
thing itself that will
uh punish you okay so I think it's after
a punish you the good morning Shabbat
says
he said over there it discusses the fact
that there are 999 malachina will go
against you and one that will be in your
favor
because it could be
that there are many and things that are
mixed up in your kavanota what you
expected to do sometimes even a good
thing that you did is mixed with bad
thoughts and bad thoughts or good deaths
everything as in your move and that's
really what he speaks about in this
paragraph over here so let me read um
there's an incredible
specification about every action that
you do in other words not like in this
world we just judge did the guy rob the
bank or not did he knock his head off or
not that's not just enough even in the
action that you did even when you did a
mitsarai even when you did we check in
your your intentions
there's always two sides to every coin
sometimes he thinks like this sometimes
he thinks like that back and forth and
therefore we need to hear both sides
Hashem creates malachim on the good side
on the bad side one that's against you
one that's for you one that's positive
this is what he really meant and this is
not what he meant I'm going to give you
a story about this later
and that is how the dictator didn't
happen
you're going to find many ways that it
goes to this direction or to that
direction either way you always have a
malach on each side there's always two
sides Amala can only do one thing so
that means that every time you do
something you get another you don't have
one malach that does two things at once
so that's why we always talk about it
how he speaks
but you create millions and millions
every action that you do creates another
creates another angel
because each one has its objective as
its job in order to protect you or to
hinder you to hurt you or to help you
that's their objective okay and that's
uh and that's what it is that's
eventually we'll be here and he says
everything that you do has many aspects
to it it's not just black and white like
I said in this world is much more black
and white
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because everything that happens in this
world has many
rights
he writes an important uh an important
idea and he says that it used to be in
the time of badamarition that everything
was black and white everything was clear
when I did something good it was good if
I did something bad it's bad why because
the knockrush was external to me it was
outside of me there was me and there was
him and it was two separate things and
therefore he says that it was clear when
I wanted to do something it was it was
with pure intentions to do the right
thing and
that if you did something wrong it was
with pure intentions
from the tree when we ate from the trees
we made a big mishmash ate at that the
mixture of good and bad wasn't me mixing
good and bad not just that we also know
good and bad but the good is mixed into
the bed and bad into the good everything
became one big balagan one big mishmash
you understand it became a mixture of
everything that was the problem that
happened by the it's a dot it mixed
everything so even when I do something
good sometimes we have the wrong
intentions sometimes I do I meet but I'm
really thinking about who's going to be
looking at me who's in front and this
and that way I'm trying to think about
how impressionable I can make on other
people right you're also trying to do to
to do something else you know a person
does certain X and he goes I hope this
is going to go into my book when they
write about me my biography or they're
going to write about me they're going to
write that I also you know give the guy
I hope that everybody knows what kind of
stuff I gave I try to do something in
secret but I make sure to tell my wife
and other people so they could tell
people to make sure that they know so
that they can publish it you know
everyone many people dream about what
their husband is going to be about
whether eulogy is going to be about
because the guy's already dead what's
the use of that either he's already a
gunner but many people think about oh at
least buy the espadim at least by that
it would be uh you know people will
appreciate me and therefore it comes
from the wrong intentions I have a
relative which I had a disagreements for
here and there
and I always find it interesting because
of all the things even though he's
completely not religious but he's a good
guy he's a good guy and it's not a
contradiction I didn't mean that it's
contradiction but I was wondering why he
was so into being you know being like
that when like he was always into it
when I spoke to him about it about you
know what's the definition of good
what's bad we need a terror that kind of
describes it because everyone can decide
what good is and what bad is if you
decide what's considered good or bad as
a buyer because then you can decide what
I do what I do what I think is good or
bad you make you make up what you think
is the appropriate thing
strongly
so he was very strong with opinion who
is the person that was I I said why do
you have to be good there's no reason to
be good if you don't believe in that
there's a tire which this person not
necessarily does so there's no real
reason to be good anyways you could just
do whatever you want what's the
difference so he said no the epitome of
success in life is that at your eulogies
people will speak good things about you
that's it 80 years 90 years that's what
I'm here for so that finally when the
guy drops dead people will be able to
say a bunch of nice things about me and
say what a good guy he was I said what
happens tomorrow like the next day after
that people forgot you is is his skin is
decomposing you're left as a skull and
bones people forgot you exist and of
course all your money has already been
dispersed to all your relatives who
forgot you exist all they care about is
the money and it's like I found it like
incredible but no that was his day he
said you know he said tomorrow I could
walk out and get hit by a car one day
I'm here one day I'm not here but as
long as I know that when I get hit by
that car the people will speak nicely
about me and let's say what a good guy
he was and how much he was I was an
absolute shock I'm like that's it
therefore I don't have to keep anything
all that matters is people speak
positive about you and that's what it's
very uh depressing no though in my
opinion incredibly depressing how people
can just uh live life like such a such a
stage but all I'm pointing out here is
that's uh that's what we're saying so
people even when they do things they
have such intentions they have
intentions this way and that way so even
though sometimes they do something that
looks good not necessarily it's good
sometimes they have ulterior motives
like I just spoke about right I'm doing
I'm a good guy I do hesit and all that
but I'm thinking I hope that plaque is
on the wall that people should remember
me forever I want people to always give
me recognition
or Victor Miller you wrote about it in
one of his uh pieces also he writes how
uh people will do everything they'll be
they'll kill themselves in war just to
be able to get their name up in some
Town Square and people just pass by
don't even notice that they never looked
at it once or whatever didn't have to do
right to get your picture bronzed you
know with you sitting on top of a horse
or something like that because like in
order to be do that how much people will
go just to be able to get their their
name
doesn't last forever it's it's gone when
the person's gone into no there's only
one thing that lasts forever and that's
the real intentions to do it to do
things for the right reasons over here
that the only way to get a good second
din to succeed you want it to work out
is only with this it's only with this
palette to do it because you know that
that's what I want for the sake of what
I'm about for the next world that's what
I'm focused on
the sixth peric peric in finishing up
bet so bet Bev bet finishing up
your name is
they all come out the way they come out
in Beijing upstairs in shamim there's a
bedding there's a right on the left side
for and against me
and every time like I said there are
many many angels because one angel can
do two tricks he can't do anything
and therefore there will always be two
sides and with many side seat side every
Mitzvah you did you have a bunch of
angels here A bunch of angels there and
they're gonna fight to the brim
the judge sitting in the front will take
a scaffold and he'll decide what is the
fact that this person actually deserves
to have
and that's what he brings out who is the
rosh beta who Imam
hopefully you get to go if you're a good
guy if you're a good guy then stands at
the front of the court he's the one I
shouldn't use these mashallah so we know
he's the one wearing the long gown right
he's the one that's there making the
decision which is good because then he
can be Mirage you can be murakam again
peric shishi the sixth peric I just
finished bet I'm about to start
gimmelo and this is
telling us that even though Hashem knew
everything and he didn't need malachim
to tell me he's good he's bad as is but
he wants to show us that it was Badin
everything was bathetic in order that we
can see that everything was a hundred
percent there can't be any complaints
he wants us to know that we feel that he
relates to us he understands us we're
connected
in order that I can't complain over here
in this court people can always complain
and they say it's not fair it wasn't
fair you guys don't know that you didn't
know you didn't know my intentions
you're doing it wrong over there there's
nothing to do you get smacked directly
in the face there's nowhere to run
there's nowhere to hide it Diane told me
he said who sits in a baiting all the
time he says people who don't know
anything complete amaratsim when they
receive them protected and they go okay
that's the way it's supposed to be and
the banim say that I'm supposed to get
the passaca I lost so I lost that's
usually what it is someone who's a
proper Tell Me
loses also he says oh he's saying
because of Barbie it was the two eight
you said it was because of certain time
not in the way it was I hear it there
was a certain Amigo over there he
understood based on the time not the
base of what happened that really I
deserve to lose and so he's okay with it
he says the worst are the people that
think they learned but they don't know
anything right the things that are the
half-baked they have big people they
they learned a little bit and they kind
of learned something but they don't
really know the Allah properly and this
they always when they lose ah you guys
don't know anything it's not fair you
cheated me again you're doing it but you
guys don't know that I really know much
better than you I really should have won
the case it's not fair this those are
usually the problem in shamaim and Caleb
there's no such thing as such a thing
like that in it's that's it you see
everything on a screen in front of you
there's nothing to be Mahesh there's
nothing to deny there's nowhere to run
nowhere to hide there's nothing to cheat
because automatically you will get it
you'll be in trouble as I'm going to
explain right now this we start
paragraph given because that's
explaining what we're about to say this
paragraph until now we spoke about how
it works in your mind there's a right
side and the left side defendants Pro
and prosecutors Etc and gimbal he talks
about the ad who are the ones giving the
testimony these are the malachim
foreign
even though Hashem knows everything and
we know that he judges but we still have
free choice ah he knows anything
just like we saw in this world the
golama TV in the natural world that
Hashem could have made it boom that
everything happens but we can look into
science we can look and figure out
things out in this world we can figure
out a step-by-step process that when I
if I if a guy jumps out a window we know
the next step what's going to happen if
a guy puts his hand in the fire we know
what's going to happen it's automatic
just like we know in this world there's
conservation of energy we know there's
different properties in the scientific
world and it's uh and therefore we could
look into it like we spoke about in the
last paragraph so too he says here also
in the higher worlds in the Rouhani
worlds in the spiritual worlds also it's
not just you go up there in Jamaine you
go up and you get ah you're a jerk again
for you man throw them and get him give
him the slammer put them in there for 12
months no it doesn't work like that
we should pound them in the grave a
little bit maybe we should uh give him a
Gahanna but only we'll give them for 12
months we'll give them a shorter time
we'll give them four months there's a
mishpat and it's done
with a fine tooth comb with an exact
measurement how it's supposed to be done
and therefore that's the uh you saw that
we're coming to learn here in these
paragraphs that everything done in an
exact specific type of way
and this is the Assad which I want to
bring out here
and that is this property this idea that
when we usually understand
this is a very important you saw to the
holiday is carbonish we have a nursery a
nude gimmel ekram on the 13 principles
of faith and Scarborough honest is one
of the 13 principles reward and
punishment is one of the things that we
all believe everyone agrees reward and
punishment but everyone understands what
important means if you're a bad boy you
can get him if you're a good boy you get
got Aiden Kayla just like you know like
a booby prize like some you know
constellation prize and that's what it
is the way it works in this world is
like that why because a guy decides to
break into someone's house some old
guy's house who has a lot of money a
wealthy wealthy guy with a mansion and
he goes to the safe and he steals a few
hundred thousand dollars and he takes it
home with him and then he finally gets
caught so what's the punishment that he
gets he gets seven years in prison seven
years in prison my catcher what's the
connection between going to prison going
to jail and like they stole money money
jail like what my connection what's the
connection on the contrary if the guy
killed someone so I'll get 50 years in
jail or if he did a a certain more
serious felony you can get uh you can
get he did a white collar crime let's
say he was stealing in business and he's
told millions of dollars so yes he can
get in there for 20 30 years
jail always seems to be what a person
gets for what he did like what's the
connection my kisser what does jail have
to do with the punishment it doesn't
they don't necessarily connect a guy
goes and plays a game you know he goes
to the game Beach I I grew up in a place
with the Santa Monica pier where they
have games over there and you can go
ahead and you throw the ball into some
little thing if you get inside you get
the big doll which you never keep
anywhere else anyways he's taking the
Maxon you'll stick in the back because
it just takes up too much space but you
go and you just do it to win the dollar
right you're familiar right that's
that's what you do what's the connection
with this doll with the fact that I
didn't know how to put a ball inside of
a of a basket it doesn't it doesn't make
any sense because I know how to shoot
the dart in the right place so suddenly
I get to have a squishy ball so now I
get to have a squishy it's not connected
it's two separate entities the scar and
Onish the reward and the punishment are
not connected they're divorced one from
the other
oh very good that's right
the big joke the answer is the only
reason why we get punishment in this
world is to stop the person from
continuing the action alone they knew
the person as a child
abuser or a molester yes so they put him
in jail why do they put him in jail stay
out of trouble we don't want him to be
in trouble keep them away from kids and
they're doing unfortunately we know the
statistics show that even after he comes
out of jail it gets even worse sometimes
so you can't see you can't stop him it
doesn't doesn't even fix him up well
they know right I'm saying that's that's
where these things uh these these issues
come from so like you said what do we do
we say to put him out and put him out of
commission we try to stop him or we try
to show people look guys it's not worth
it to do this you're going to go to jail
we're trying to make a something make it
a disinteresting for people to do it but
that's what the whole judicial system
works there's something called in every
judicial assistant civil system there is
the the the laws of punishment or the
right I remember in history we're
learning government we learned Crime and
Punishment we had a book Crime and
Punishment and you went through all the
different levels about depending on
What's called the felony and I'm a
little bit like a cobwebs so I can't
tell I remember every other thing but
when it's called a a proper crime or
Etc you can help me out if you have
anything but right there's different
levels of how bad it is okay how bad it
is right and that's that's the way every
system works but it's completely
external but you know what let's say a
guy is successfully knows how to you
know and especially in business but also
you can rob people pickpocket and he
succeeds 20 30 40 times he steals once
in a while he gets cut boom they don't
know about the 20 30 times he did this
job they said oh finally he got caught
citing a false check you got tired of
her right he was able to do it no he got
caught with a with a rubber stamp he put
the stamp in the wrong place it wasn't
he stole the stamp and he put in the
wrong thing right finally got caught him
the famous thing with Al Capone right
they were not able to get Al Capone and
all his murderers everything they did
they got him on some uh tax evasion like
he's almost humorous I mean in Texas but
then they put him in for life I think
for that no that's right
that's it that's the difference between
the UK level
of financially
misdemeanor yeah
they can decide though yeah
people depending on who the person is
they wouldn't do it it's time with tax
evasion they won't put them from for
life right
it's more emphasis
in terms of imprisonment no I
don't care
that's to impossible in the UK we don't
have that level even someone kills
someone
oh
yeah
they do they get 250 euros though
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well it's important that's what you're
saying each country decides how much it
is so you see there's no connection
that's the point there's no connection
to how many years in dafka jail and
going here there's no connection between
the punishment and and what you're
receiving you understand there's no
actual connection to what it is like I
said so if a person sees it's worth it
that's what I was mentioned with Al
Capone some guy it's worth it to steal
it sometimes can make a valuable you can
make a calculation it's kadai to steal
it's worth it because look how much
money I can make and first of all it's a
Suffolk maybe I'll get caught maybe not
anybody get caught some say don't stay
in jail for three years I'll come out
and I'll do it again what's the problem
a lot of times that's usually how it
works you understand it's it's it ends
up being Chavez they say why because the
punishment is just meant to deter you
from doing it again but maybe you will
uh maybe you will do it again maybe it's
not a deterrent enough maybe you have to
get something serious all right that's
uh that's the way it is say it that's I
mean the olden days they give you the
guillotine so it was a little bit more
quick to the point right the person got
a guillotine finished we took care of
him for any uh
anyways why am I bringing all this out
do you understand what the point is here
the point is
it does not work that way at all when we
talk about believing in one of the
ikarim the icker that says
for everything that we do it's not just
that he gives a punishment you have to
believe there's something called that's
not what it is you have to believe that
every action that you do is a direct
consequence to and the punishment you
get is directly a consequence to what
you did meaning the action you did is
what punishes you
and he's the Satan it's all the same
person the action that you did creates a
malach that will end up kill being the
one that will put you in the slammer not
The Slammer you don't get jail that's
the one that will cause eventually the
punishment you deserve it's not
something external when you go up to
samayim you see the head so you're gonna
say no I didn't do it what do you mean
it's speaking it's talking to you can't
deny it you can't say you can't plead
innocent there's nothing you do it's
speaking to you the head itself is
telling you that you did something wrong
there's something wrong you did here and
that's why you can't you can't do it the
the punishment is a extension of the sin
that you did it's an extension of the
actual sin that you did it's more of
what it is it's not just something
external something extra it's internal
it's part of the sin itself it's
something that's an outgrowth a
byproduct of what you did you understand
and that's why it's much more direct if
a person during Abdullah when he's you
know when the when the fire's on you go
and you make Bremer s and then you go
you put your fingers near the fire and
then like my kids like to do sometimes
you stick your fingers very close to the
fire what watch this I'm gonna do it
again right they stick their fingers and
try to go through the fire but by
actually you stick your fingers too
close to the fire and it's a big bonfire
stick it in boom you get scorched it
hurts it's painful it can go if you keep
it in there for a long time it actually
it's painful is that a punishment when
you put your finger in the fire is that
a punishment no then
he says no when you put your fingers
inside the fire that's the by byproduct
of your actions You by you putting your
fingers inside of there that's what you
ended up deserving it's not something
that was an extra the mice itself is
what's punishing you you understand
that's um
that's the idea of what it is you have
to realize that when we talk about
Scarborough owners or reward and
punishment over here it's not something
that's outside it's the Yates are that
itself the punishment the action that
you did is
built any fried it's it's Inseparable
from the punishment the punishment and
the action of the is inseparable so like
I said you can't plead Innocent but you
have a court case in front of you and
you see this Malachi says he send he
send these Cindy sin he said no I didn't
I didn't I did there's nothing to say
however on the other side comes along
and says yeah but look at this mitzer
that he did look at this and look you
know his shavata were correct he tried
to do it for the right reasons they put
yum inside of it and therefore I'm just
trying to point out from all of this
that we see
that everything is
everything is there and there's no way
to deny anything but you should realize
that every action that you have is more
than just recorded on film it's it it
exists you're creating something with
every word of your mouth that you say
everything is heard everything is there
and therefore you have to be extremely
you have to be extremely careful because
you're going to be up on a big screen
and there's nothing to do tonight you
can't argue when the big screen is up
there there's a scenario which is a
scary scenario you were talking to
someone on the phone and you forgot to
hang up these days and you don't always
hang up you assume that the other guy
hung up and the phone's still on and
then while the phone is still on you
start saying things about him you start
talking about him saying I hate talking
to this guy tell your wife so annoying
speaking to this guy he's always
dragging Me on he calls all the time I
wish he would just stop calling this and
that and then say hello hello all right
you know you didn't realize it's still
on the phone listening you didn't
realize right or the guy's hearing you
the whole speech that's what's happening
over there you can there's nothing to
say what are you going to tell them to
say oh no I didn't mean it he heard it
he was on the phone it was on the line
that what you did is a parent it was
there all the time nothing is hidden
everything's been galuy and if I could
say the way it's described in the in
this Farm all your relatives are in
front of you
even if you have bad thoughts at the
time or things that you were planning on
doing or things that you did which you
thought that nobody ever saw right or
things that you did behind closed doors
it's I again you know certain ways
described you're sitting there inside of
a glass box like Eichmann was sitting
inside of a glass box over there and the
screen is up and all your relatives and
friends are all watching the screen and
you're like get me out of here
I don't want to watch this anymore get
me out of here and you're crying you
don't know what to do but that's you
know I don't try to be over descriptive
and I said you know you can watch The
Life After Deathstroke but at the same
time that's a little bit what happens in
the Denver mishpat over there it's a
the actions that you did are seen cannot
be denied you watch them and everybody
around you also gets to see them also at
the same time and everybody you know
your own mother is disappointed what
happened here you know it's it's not a
it's not a fun thing it's just good to
hear there's not that for the
and that's where the thing just to make
us realize how how our actions are are
not forgotten every word is there The
Village going writes and is he Garrett
in his letter that he wrote to his
children called the varva Devore every
Iota every word that you said is taken
up in I know it's talking to his
children and realize we're talking about
high levels but at least when we hear
these things it shouldn't make us Hashem
go the other direction I wouldn't speak
this out to teenagers something like
that they'll go okay don't forget I'm
not going to be Jewish that's the real
solution so now I took care of the
problem no so Hashem doesn't exist say
people are I mean at least we know to
learn to control ourselves I'm not
saying I'm perfect in any ways they
perform no in any kitchen like that I
also have my issues and more probably
than anybody else here but even with
saying that we have to know what's we're
up against you have to know about what's
going to happen upstairs and when you
know that it's gonna face you directly
in the face it puts a scare it says
maybe I really should stop maybe I
should hinder myself watch out and make
sure not to do it you got it yeah
so that when you hear this on the
contrary when you hear all this so now
you really appreciate chuva you know
every time Ellen comes and this we speak
about you read the raveniona or you see
when he talks about the the sharichuva
and all these all these you say wow
we've heard these Muslim about
and it's true in the gemara is right
about it many times many places like in
Russia
it writes about the beauty of chuva but
when you hear this you go wow chew is
incredible because it erases the
material if if I say chuva is that you
did something wrong okay you bothered
your friend you go to court and you go
please don't punish me please I'll never
do it again please forgive me I'm sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry please please please
and and and and the the judge or let's
go to your parents right the judge won't
forgive you but we'll go to your parents
right you go emo please don't put your
jobs like that and she says okay but
just don't do it again honey okay right
yeah okay I think a lot of times we
think that's what you guys we're like
okay you know so Hashem forgave us I did
something wrong I pleaded party I
pleaded you know and Hashem let me off
so I don't think we appreciate what she
was about but now that you see
it's a it's a physicality it's a uh you
know a manifestation yeah a
metamorphosis it's bringing to the
forever it's a real creation which you
created when Laura laneu that person did
something wrong when he when he when he
turned the wrong way or when he push the
wrong buttons or if he cheated someone
in a scam or if he uh stole from someone
else or if he spoke on Iran in a very
incorrect way
you created something that exists this
malach this Cupid over here exists it's
in front of you it's standing in front
of you and it's there and it wants to
get you it's a little black doll right
little black dog with a little horns and
he's gonna do a customer there's no
horns or wings or nothing just I don't
think I mean that
but it's there and it's out to get you
so when you think about wow I could do
chuva now I can go ahead and I can
annihilate it I kill it I put it away
I'm erasing diminishing and decipitating
this creation that it will never exist
again wow what I said you get so excited
about that and you really realize Yom
kippur's worth it Ella's worth it you
start doing Cuba from
40 days before at least if you're
sweating maybe you know you have to just
at least or at least maybe 10 days
before hopefully for Eskenazi right you
try to be able to to do chuva because
now you realize that you're up and
you're doing something real you're
really you're really doing something
real that's Allah
we spoke about this and peric dialed in
missile charm I'm sure remember it was
about 15 years ago but anyways in the
mid he said a person who uses this
slushion a person goes and kills someone
else kimati says this and he says oops
I'm sorry I apologize I'm sorry I feel
bad he kills the guy he said Apollo what
do you mean he's dead what do you
apologize it doesn't help it's not what
does he mean to say about it he's trying
to point out the beauty of Cuba over
there in parag dalid in the middle child
you killed someone and now you say uh I
won't do it again
what is it you kill the guy
he's dead because when you did an action
it's like you killed someone when you
didn't there's something that exists
just like when we know when you kill
someone that said finish it's all over
there's nothing to do you can't bring it
back anymore so too when you did a jet
it's something that exists it's
something real it's something a
phenomenon that really is here and
therefore you want to erase it the only
way to erase it is by doing chuva and
that's the you're actually able to go
ahead and take it and take it away okay
I just think this is the whole reason
why we're reading everything you're in
there Hashem to bring out this factor
that everything we're up against is real
when you did it's real when you do chuva
it's real it's something that really
exists it's not just like a guy saying
I'll forgive you I'll let you off I'll
I'll be nice to you this time it's
something that really exists I'm going
to read one paragraph and just finish
just because I want to cover a little
bit ground
um
again I mean
the sixth peric and Pacific
you shouldn't go into any of these
babies
you will not be able to go into the
mishap until all the malachim all the
angels are ready to give the back and
forth kid
Angels which they are the ones that are
testimonies these are the eight and
these are the the Adam the the witnesses
similar to a photo camera that there are
there the videos that are there to be
able to see everything the Ali of all
about inshallah they're the ones who are
going to come upstairs the same ones
that saw you downstairs are the ones
upstairs and they're going to be made on
all the dreams
and everything is going to come out
exactly according to mishpat of course
doesn't go I know everything I know what
you did so here's your punishment
because if you do that it's just like
here in this world Hashem could have
built the world and just say okay sit in
this world no you can't understand the
word of nature I don't know anything
about DNA I don't know about genetics I
don't know about universes I you could
have came into a world where we don't
understand anything but no Hashem put us
in a world where we can understand it
with the one step by step so too when we
go up to the shamaim thank
decided I wanted to work this way that
people could understand why you're
getting punished before you go again I'm
going to give you a good description of
what you did wrong you're going to see
the good and the bad you're going to see
the left and the right you're going to
see how many things you did why you're
getting what you're getting for
everything how long you're going to hit
him or whatever you're going to get
and then Cafe and all the other all the
beautiful things that we've spoken on
the left chairman you're gonna be able
to see it but you're gonna know exactly
where it came from because that's the
way Hashem wanted to make it work is he
says in order that we can make a
connection an understanding and relate
and say as the Mildred says
would come and we say that we accept the
mishpat the way it was supposed to be
okay
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