The FBI Agent

the year is dedicated to my Zim on his y site his sixth y site which is on kave a man who was a Kum of this Shear by always finding the am not always chasing after the of thear always seeing in front of his face many calot that he did because he was always a person that always saw the future what it entailed and tried not to succumb to the falsehoods of the aara an event that took place approximately 40 years ago the mafia in Chicago were extremely Untouchable the police were trying desperately to try to get their hands on them to bust them red-handed for all the many offenses that they were over there was an FBI agent who went undercover and went into the mafia for close to 5 years not being in touch with his family the whole entire length of the time and became one of them until he became unto a very high position over there he knew the ins and outs of the whole entire working of it and he was able to get in touch and rub shoulders with all of the biggest of the mafios at the time eventually the mafia people among amongst them from the biggest of them were called to a court case they didn't know why how they cut them they were undercover and lo and behold the person who was Prosecuting them was their best friend it was this person who was working undercover for the for the past 5 years the person that they thought and they let out all their secrets to suddenly was their biggest enemy they're the ones he was the one who's going to prosecute them put them in jail and give them The Slammer for life this my friends is exactly what tell us about the the same that gets you to do the wrong thing he's also the prosecuting agent he's the one and he's the one who's also going to be eventually the who's the one who's going to not only be M against you he's not the Satan thear and he's also the Mal he's also the one who puts the person in The Slammer he puts him to death forever now this evil person that has always put in all the pictures with that smirk and that evil laugh and that Snicker that is always trying to be able to get him I wanted to describe to you from Theon that say an incredible thing about him and we learned from here an incredible lesson the in the in and the say an incredible thing this Yara his whole entire incentive his impetus is interest is for you to succeed over him he wants you to beat him he wants you to override him he wants you to take care of him his whole job is like every other Malik in the world every other angel that is here to do a job that is being sent to him by and hasem sent every Malik here to do a job and that job by the Mal by the was here to put you in a test to put you in a to put you in some tribulation and he's begging and waiting for you to over win to win he wants you to come out on top to Vanquish and that's what the actually writes in he hates those that love him those that those that try to cling to him he hates those he says he's not interested and that's why he says he's the one that's been katre against you he's the one specifically that goes against you because he's so mad that you lost he has to go ahead and do his job and put you in the test and put you in the ringer and try to swing some punches but he wants you to be the one that knocks him out he wants you to put up the struggle put the fight in order to be able to override him says that's what's in the when the when the is there interest his drives his running forces is only what he wants you to be the one in charge he wants you to be on top of him he wants you to to to be there to be the one who will eventually Vanquish to be able to win the war he's just there to put the test and that's what it says in the par when it says it says over here that theara says to Yu send me away and tell us that he wanted to go sing Shir but not just that he wanted to go sing Shir it says that the this is the time for me to eventually go ahead and be able to sing sh you just lost you you you you acknowledge the fact that you you lost that he was you already acknowledge the fact that yov was the one on top what are you going saying sh about and this is the best sh of your life yes because that is the biggest s has was happy that he was overridden that he was taken care of by that's what he was interested in he a mission accomplished he was able to get to win the battle to win the war and eventually to become and grow into the next step that we know as yov ainu all muscle only grows with resistance all muscle that rests gives in to atrophy if you want a successful physical body but you want a successful spiritual body there has to be resistance there has to be a fight and the fight is exactly what we're looking for we're looking for the actual battle the accomplishment comes when I realize who myself is when I push and I try to make that fight and try to override all the hpim that I heard about Rak said an incredible thing the most difficult time that he ever had was when he was in Europe in that yes in yiva over there in Europe in he had a very difficult time over there he was sleeping on benches he almost had to leave Yesa he couldn't handle the cold it was so bitter that he was giving up it was too much until there was many stories about he got sh a lady came and brought a quilt and he was able to share with a few B from that quilt it was that kept him in Yesa he almost left to go work with his Rich uncle but he was able to stay and become the great r that we know but still when Rak spoke about those times he spoke about it with gag with Nostalgia he said those were my greatest years I wrote during that time most of his were written during that time his greatness came because of those years not with those comfortable years when he was the Russa in ponich it was from the difficulties it was from the times when things were uncomfortable because those are the points of growth that's when we graduate so interesting because when the Mal goes ahead and says to is he says the reason why I'm going to call you is is because because you fought against me and you won and you vanquished and you were able to prosper he's calling you the wrong name why you calling him because you had a fight with me call him something connected to the to the victory to the pro to the prosperity to the place of of Victory because the answer is the victory was the fact that he put up a fight that he went and he fought back that he didn't give up that he knew that this is meant everything to him and that this is what was meant for him to do that he went into the n and did everything he wasn't looking da he had to be 100% the Victor but the is that you're fromita because you're the ones on top and that's why we are called B is because we are the ones that know how to put a fight in every situation that we come to we put up a fight we never give up we are put in 2,000 years of gullas of every type of program every type of Holocaust every type of terrorist attack that's surrounded by us from the north from the south from the east from every direction we are sitting and and battled against but we don't give up we keep our name is you want to keep it we make sure that we keep that name is around not necessarily because of the Triumph takes care of the Triumph here he is knocked out Syria for us and Iran's on its way also takes care of the rest of the war for us we just do a little bit karita but you put up a battle you didn't give up you quite stay connected to me you made sure to do it you know the gatria of yakob is 182 and the gatria of Israel is 541 the difference between them is 3 59 that's the Gantry of Satan meaning to go from yov to is you now have you have now en encapsulated also the Satan within you you now are in control of the Satan cuz the Satan's pure job here is to give us this facade to give us this illusion to make us look like there's something real like something sign in front of us but it's really not real that game that I used to play with my younger kids in the earlier years when they were still young and they were willing to play this game I used to close my fence and clench it and they go ABA what do you have in your hand and I wouldn't let them see I'd put it behind my back and then they run to the back and say w what's in your hand I put in the front and then they start grabbing your hand and start trying to pry it open to see what's in your hand so then you go ahead and put it underneath your lap you put it behind your back in order to be able to squeeze it against the cou in order that they can't get so suddenly they're pushing and shoving and trying to pull around to be able to see what's until they get the hand until they finally pry up with the fingers and then there's nothing inside wow that's disappointing that's disillusioning I thought there would be something exciting inside I thought there would be you know why because the power of curiosity of interest of something being cryptic of something being taboo I don't know what's there suddenly I want to see I'm so interested that is the appeal of theara the whole appeel of the AAR is to make things look like they're real but the closer you get you open it and there's nothing there it's a facade it's weak and unfortunately people go their whole lives and only realize it when it's too late they only finally realize the bluff of what happens after it's too late and this is why the Yahara is battling against us he's only giving you a bluff and he's doing his job and he needs to do what he's doing but he's waiting for you to win to Vanquish to accomplish what needs to be done and you're giving you're not alone when we're in a battle alone when we don't know why why can't we have children why are we having so much difficulty with our children why are we having so much trouble being able with our financial situation we just lost a tremendous amount of money when these things happen you're not alone because thear himself who's giving you those nios is behind you he's there to be able to test you and he's waiting for you to win the battle and he's going to be the first one when you win to go ahead and sing Shira just like the the Mal saying sh at the end he's going to be the first one that's going to come out and say if you accomplish if you fought if you tried if you struggle that is the power of is to put up the fight not to give up not to do what everyone's doing because everyone's doing to be able to know what needs to be done and make that push and not fall for the bluff of thear shabbat shalom