Little Messages from God: Does He Really Love Me?

the war of kaneko was an incredible miracle and here we are we celebrate basically by lighting candles a nest that happened because of oil that was around for one day and it lasted for eight days which is really something that someone has to ask so what you know how many miracles happened during that time period at that time people were resurrecting the dead there were Miracles happening Left Right P crossed Through Rivers on his own he was able to cross through the ocean there were Miracles that were happening on a constant basis at the time of the and for sure during the time some of them were even there was somewhat of a prophecy still going on during that time period what is so great about and so special about the fact that a light was lasting for the whole entire eight days so I want to tell you a idea of a mush which I one time heard but it brings out this concept incredibly and we see it many places in the torat when a person has two children one is doing terto and oov if you're familiar with I mean he's doing very well and he's very proud of his child and then there's the other son who's not so doing so well he's doing worse and worse and you see him going in the wrong direction and he's taking most of your time and it's not so easy dealing with him when you serve supper to both of these children you're going to have the same T the same menu on the table both of them they're going to get the same food that was meant to be served you won't necessarily see a difference between the two with what they're eating on the standard basis when do you see the difference when it comes to the mat to the extras when it comes to all the special additions and slipping that you try to give to that child you'll always find that the better child will always get something a little bit better you him you give him a little bit of extra cash you give him a little bit of a nicer present you give him a little bit something nicer in order that he'll enjoy maybe more than the other one if it's necessarily good that's not our discussion Maybe not maybe you should be equiv to both of them but that's usually an intrinsic habit that is within us that we know this child have a greater connection to I love him I care about him so much more and I really want to just give him that extra special Matana that present that I can go ahead and give to him in other words when it comes to the basis of something you don't see any difference but when it comes to the extras the little ponits the little addendums over there you're able to see the beauty of the connection of the relationship so with ysf when ysf was going and being sold by his brothers in a very dismal situation set up that there will be a nice smell in the Caravan as writes he could care less about the smell in the Caravan he's in a much worse situation but the answer is that is sending the extra messages the point's not when you're in the standard when it's outside in order to say remember BB I'm still here I'm still paying attention to you K tell us that when D killed gol when he killed gol and he plummeted and he fill his head fill right next to meaning he was six and a few and a little bit extra in his head should be right there in order that he should be able to go ahead and slice his head off and be able to kill him that much easier big deal so D will take a few extra steps and go kill him will go to him and he'll go walk to him he had to make him perfectly to hear but it's the ex that go ahead and give us a certain amount of ker a relationship and a that's where the beauty comes from the appreciation comes from the little extras that happen not necessarily from the standard from the things that happen when we see something a little bit more that Hashem makes the push we suddenly Get Much Greater of an appreciation for it we find that by when he was going ahead and looking at is who worked it out that he he should see a panoramic view in other words he didn't have to turn his head left and right no so turn your head that's why you have a neck for what's the big deal you have to spoil him because is showing him again these little extras are there to represent something it's to represent a message to know that I'm not just giving you things that you need I'm not doing miracles in order just to make sure you survive in order to make sure things are okay I'm giving you a little bit of extra to show an affection an affiliation to let you know that I'm here to let it know that it all came from one place cuz I love you cuz we have such a beautiful relationship and that's everything to do with the Manara because we don't realize the war of Kaneka was three years and they were difficult years and they went through a lot it was not one war it was a three nlet it was three full shifts and dealing with tens of thousands of people and it was not easy and yes there were people that were lost on the way we didn't have a 100% tally we did lose people on the way and it wasn't so sure what's going on the BET mikdash stood fallow for a long period of time a few years and when it was all over and anti already gave up and it was time for us to be able to take over yes it was an exhilarating time it was a time of sim but we weren't sure about our KES or our relationship with K how what did he think about us the the the the the the BET MDES was in shambles we didn't know what was going on is it over is finished over here should we get the Corban is going again everything is T everything is impure what's going to happen here what's going to be the next move and suddenly to find that one little Cask to find that little bit of oil and to light it and to last so long just that little extra to say BB I'm still here I'm giving you those extra chocolates which I know you so appreciate I'm doing something extra to show you yes I'm still here and yes it was all for me and I understand that it wasn't easy but don't worry there was a reason before and it was all behind the behind the deck and that's why it happened and from there we have the that the was here and that's what we were looking for it's not worth all the wars it's not worth all doing it again if we don't know that the is with us moshu complained in the midbar he said when when said I'm not going to go with you after the AG it says I'm going to send a Malik in front of you moshu bitterly complained and he said if you don't go with us I'd rather just end up staying here in the midbar we don't want to leave it's not worth it for us we want to come with you it's not worth it if the is not within us all the wars and even when we defeat it's not worth us we need the connection don't take us up don't take us in what's it all with if the is not with us if you're single then you almost feel everyone should found their spouse but you feel like okay so we now where what's next what to do and with all the money I'm making with all the success but what's it worth I need to be able to do with someone else with that partner we needed that with us in order to be able to help us make the next step in order to continue and that gives the a person that was drowned in the in in the ocean and a person makes Incredible feet and he goes in and pulls them out and he's able to try to do as much resuscitation but he finds that the Nish is just there so he saved a body without a he tried his best and and he gets credit for it but in the end of the day it's just not the same when the r there you want that person to be there with you you want the success of the r to be there with you also and that's what it was it's good that we won the war but where's the where's the spirit where's the whole relationship it's good a body a goof sh is not worth very much we need to have that relationship also and that's what we were begging for and therefore the best place to do with with with them in because the gar says that that the is an a it's a testimony that the in is that there's a inside of is and by doing that we had that incredible relationship and that's why we celebrate by lighting these lights right before we went out into the 2,000 years of galut that we are in right now we have the lights of to remind us on a year-to-year basis that the is here and no matter what happens is always backing us up after a year and a half of a terrible war that we've been going through so many casualties which are hitting together with October 7th we've we've bounced over the 2,000 range about the amount of casualties that we've suffered because of this terrible and difficult war that we're dealing with a bunch of crazies that are surrounding us and we're just begging for one thing where's the we're looking for him we're looking for those signs and Hashem did it for us he gives us n after NES a week ago the the the siren didn't go off and a and a missile landed from theim and went in between two buildings in Tel Aviv that's a miracle if you ever had it they said HED you if it went a little bit a few centimeters here a few centimeters here it would have blown up a building with many people inside of it and people were not in their bunkers because the siren made it was a mistake it was a f but it didn't go off sending us his little signs his little messages those little lights that he sends Us in order to remind usot I know it's been hard I know it's been long I know it's been difficult and I know you're wondering where I am but remember here remember and don't forget that the is still here keep lighting those candles keep that TI up and we don't have a Medina without the r inside of it we have a place we have an ER but an ER is it has to be together they can't be just is without the erots inside of it and that's the power of the power behind our connection to be able to go ahead and keep with our and our DAV in order to be able to succeed shabbat shalom