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Through Fire - R. Don Jarashow - TorahAnytime.com

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There was a lady in Awitz. Her name was Kana. Kana's entire family was destroyed, was killed in the hands of the devil by the Nazis. And she miraculously, although she wanted to not many times survive, but she survived the war. She lost everything and finally when the war came to an end all she wanted to do was to rebuild was to restart was to build a family over kids were killed and she looked and looked and she found another man went through the same thing lost his entire family they got married months years went by no kids. Waiting, waiting, waiting. No kids. She was so distraught. And those feelings that she felt back in Awitz, of not wanting to live resurfaced very strongly. And many times she would just think, "What do you want from me? How much more can I endure? How much pain, how much more suffering can I go through? I lost my entire family. All my children, my husband, my parents were killed. It's finally a time. The war is over and I can rebuild. I have the opportunity. And I'm waiting for children. And it's been years. And every night she would cry and cry until the unthinkable, the unimaginable struck. One Friday she went out shopping for Chabis, went for chicken, went for fish, and she left a pot on the stove simmering in her house. Totally forgot about it. And boom, entire house up in flames. Her neighbors were well aware of her inner turmoil, her and her husband, how they lost everything in the war. How they had no children now. How all they want to do is rebuild. And now in front of the neighbor's eyes, they see that her house is in flames, is on fire, and all her possessions, anything that she had, any remnants, heirlooms, possessions that she was able to salvage from the war, all gone. They didn't know what to do. They didn't know how she was going to come home. She's going to see she's going to kill herself. And they decided there was a great saddic known as the great the ravaganski. And they went to her mut. They ran and they said her mut they said Kana is going to come home any minute. She will pasha take a gun to her head if she see what's going on. Tell us what to do. And her m was game time decision. It's literally this lady will take a gun and end her life if she comes home and sees this scene of her house in flames. the last thing that she had gone in front of her eyes. Went off shopping for Shabas, forgot a pot, and now her house is being taken from her. And her mother thinks for a few minutes and says very clearly, you go run to her first and you tell her that if she's going to be this if she's going to be accept the circumstance of the situation, I promise you and I promise her it's mu she will have a child. They said, "Rebi, I don't know if you understand. we know you're big going and but I don't understand there's doctors there's track records there's charts there's statistics they told her she is an Akara she's barren she is not having children and he said I promise you she will have children if she's mabo go and tell her this before she sees this for herself they go run to the market they find her and they say kana sit down we have used to tell you. And she says, "What?" Like, "What can possibly be now?" And they said, "Listen, your house is currently on fire. There's nothing left." And she starts breaking down. She starts fainting, going unconscious. And they say before you completely white out, you black out. We just want to tell you we have if you're somehow if you're able to gather the courage the to accept this mult promises in the name of God, you are going to have children. And somehow she puts it together and she's working on herself and she's working and working and she says okay somehow and she says I'm a cabo that this was my house this is all I had but if this is the case I'm going to do it years later her son name was Rabi Greenwag he was interviewed he came by came around and he said I just want to let you know he said I'm not the first son of Kana I'm not the second I'm the fifth son of Kana a result of this episode of when she thought there was nothing left of when she thought there was absolutely no more reason to live. She was Maba Bahaba. She accepted the circumstances as hard and as challenging, as heart-wrenching, as impossible as it was. And I was the fifth son against all statistics, against all doctors, against all medicine. I was the fifth son that ko was to