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There was a special needs boy named Rafi who loved being in Schul and helping out in Schol and coming early to Davening and staying to put the sidurum away. And he couldn't say the words. He wasn't sure which way to hold the sitter. But he was there day in and day out like a soldier. And being that this took place many, many years ago when there weren't many school options for special needs kids, he had to go to public school sadly. So that's where he went and he made do with it. One year as the non-Jewish holiday season approached, the public school that Rafi went to announced that they were having an exmiss holiday song recital where every one of the students would get up on a stage in front of the whole school and all the teachers and all the parents and they would perform a holiday song. So Rafi excitedly came home and told his parents about the recital and asked them if they could come, but they both looked at these their calendar and they said they were busy that day and they wouldn't be able to make it. So Rafi later that night in Shaw he marches over to the RV of the show Rabbi Shapiro and he said Rabbi my school is having a holiday recital and my parents can't come to watch me can you come now the RV wasn't exactly sitting around twiddling his thumbs all day he had speeches to prepare and she to give he said Rafia I'll see what I can do I I hope to be there the day of the recital came and Rabbi Shapiro raced to the school and he got there late and he's running in and the security passes by a security guard and the security guard says Rabbi Shapiro Reb Shapiro. Yes. Oh, okay. Good. I'm glad you're here because Rafi has been asking me if you came. And then Rabbi Shapiro walks into the office to see where he should go. And the secretary says, "Are you Rabbi Shapiro? Rafi's been telling us the whole week that you're coming. He's very excited." Rabbi Shapiro walks into a packed auditorium. Hundreds of students and teachers and parents came to watch this X-Mus recital. Rab Shapiro took a seat in the back and he watched as each and every kid got up to sing some Ex-miss song. And after each kid, the entire audience applauded. Kid after kid after kid after kid. Then it was Rafy's turn. Rafie couldn't walk properly. Rafie couldn't talk properly. He couldn't sing properly. He had to be helped onto the stage by some teachers. He was holding a guitar that he didn't know how to play. And he began strumming it. And he started singing. I had a little drrele. I made it out of clay. And when it's dry and ready, oh dre, I shall play. Oh, Dre, Dre, Dre, I made it out of clay when it's dry and ready. Oh, Dre, I shall play. And he sang it with enthusiasm and he sang with a smile and he sang with pride and he sang with emotion. And then he finished and there was silence. People just sat there. They never heard that song before. They just sat there. But there was one man in the back who shot up like a rocket and Rever Shapiro. And he screamed out in the top of his lungs, "Way to go, Rafie! Way to go! Hooray! Great job, Rafie! Amazing." ing and he stood up and he began clapping as the recital came to its conclusion. Let me ask you something. Did anyone else in the room realize the intricacies of a Jewish soul? No. Did Rafi realize or know what a drrele truly stands for? No. Did anyone in the crowd realize that Exmus is a celebration of Jews no longer being the chosen people and the drreel is the symbol of refus of us refusing to give in no matter what? No. Did anyone in that room truly understand Rafy's pain and fear and anxieties and confusion and self-doubts and hardships and troubles and challenges in life? No. You know who did? Each and every one of the heavenly angels who were listening to every one of Rob's words, who were shedding tears at the courage he displayed, who were broadcasting his performance on billboards in heaven for the entire gun to watch. Some people make the mistake in life in saying, "Who am I? I have dyslexia. I have ADHD. I don't have a great upbringing. My parents were divorced. I take 15 pills a day. I got kicked out of six high schools. I can barely sit down and learn. I have a hard time connecting to file. I haven't opened the sitter in 10 years. I'm a nothing. This is a mistake. Every single person in Kro has their song that they sing that the angels in heaven gather around to listen to and to cry to. Because at the end of one's life, the only question Hashem will ask us is, did we climb our mountain? I don't care about your neighbor's mountain. I don't care about your friend's mountain. I don't care about your RV's mountain. I don't care about your brother's mountain. I don't care about anyone else's mountain but yours. Did you climb your mountain? The one I gave you. The challenges, the issues, the problems I gave you. Did you climb that mountain? Because at the end of one's life, the litmus test in determining if your life was successful or not is not how high you climbed up your neighbor's mountain. It's how high you climbed up yours. That is the only thing that matters. Each and every member of Clyrail is a soldier in Hashem's army tasked with a mission only he can carry out. He is a star that the entire universe relies on. Every moa, every shaness checker, every mikvah attendant, every av checker, every suka builder, every matzah baker, every gamba, every rabbi, every congregant, every bodkin, every fundraiser, every beggar, every rich man, every man, woman, and child, every single one of us combine with the rest of Israel to form the rainbow that is the Jewish people. Every single one of us has a special place in the star-filled night Aram saw so many years ago. Every one of us has to live life as if we are Hashem's only child because in his eyes we