Death equals despair

even bigger than the sin of the golden calf was the sin that they had Despair and they did not do Toshiba we all sin we all transgress we are all distant from Hashem but that's not the sin alone the greater sin is not doing Toshiba feeling that you really are distant from Hashem when Hashem even when you're very far away from me I still have the occasion of Tittle I still have that not I still want you so again death equals despair despair equals Death