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Baal Shem Tov’s Baal Tokeia - R. Don Jarashow - TorahAnytime.com

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The incredible myso. The Baltic [music] air of the Hebrew sentence. Think about sentence. One of the first Hasidim to introduce [music] the idea of Hasidism to the world. The Hebrew sentence. And it was on Rosh Hashanah. And the Bal [music] Shem, of course, very carefully picked out who he thought would be a fitting and befitting [music] proper candidate for being his Baltic air. To not only represent the entire seaboard, but to be Bal Shem's representative the Baltic air for himself. Bal Shem [music] told for call me uncle, uncle Baltic air. Told one in advance for Rosh [music] Hashanah, you are appointed. I want you to be the Baltic air on Rosh Hashanah. With tremendous trepidation, yeah, with >> [music] >> just realizing what a close it was, he obviously accepted this tremendous aveda, this tremendous opportunity. And as it was getting closer to Rosh Hashanah, Reb Yankel the Baltic air, he decided that he's going to take out a paper, he's going to take out a make a list of all the cabanas that is meant to have in mind when he's blowing the shofar. [music] You can just You can blow the shofar and of course, just out to get shofar and blowing that's the mitzvah, but there's cabanas of Rosh Hashanah and there's other things out the zoya, out the cabala. And the uncle wanted to make sure as he was representing the entire kehilla, but especially he had this a crisis of representing the Bal Shem himself, >> [music] >> he wanted to make sure he's not going to botch it up. So, he thought that if he had it organized in a neat piece of paper and a clear list, that will enable him to stay focused [music] and deliver the Yeshua's and all the salvation [music] and the hatsalah with that comes along with the tekios. Comes Rosh Hashanah morning and my uncle is standing along with the Bashem [music] by the Bima. My uncle is in front and his heart is pounding >> [music] >> and his eyes are puffy and red from all the tears and the trepidation. He's so afraid he's representing and all that feeling of oim venoira literally awe. It's ever most present. And he has his little paper next to his shofar on his sitter on his machzor and right next to him is just imagine [music] the image try to depict in your mind the Bashem Tov standing on Rosh Hashanah and the the the intensity the the awe the image of din is literally tangible in that you could touch it in the air so strong. And he's shackling [music] and he's waiting for the makri the Bashem himself who is going to call out the tekios. The makri judges >> [music] >> and gives the halachic ruling on every tekiah on every blast if it's good or not. They're standing together. They're about to commence the tekiah. And finally the Bashem gives the signal to the makri to my uncle okay start. And he makes the brochos and he's closing his eyes and he's shackling swaying back and [music] forth and his voice is quivering. Boruch ato and he goes on asher kidishanu bemitzvoisov and as he's finishing the brocha the Bashem quietly and discreetly [music] slips away the piece of paper the tetel that my uncle put together. He finishes the brocha al tekiah shofar and the kehilla says amen. And he has it in [music] his mouth looking at the paper and lo and behold the paper is lost. Now obviously he couldn't [music] do anything he can't make a hefsik between the brocha and the tekiah. And he has no brera he has no choice. And he says okay I have to go on. I don't have my paper. I don't have my kavanahs, but I'm going to have to make the best out [music] of this." And the Bal Shem sees the discomfort that he's displaying, but he's not giving him the paper back. He gets through the entire tekiahs. And after the long avodah, Reb Yankel goes to the Bal Shem and he says, "I'm so sorry. I lost my paper. It must [music] have blown off. Maybe someone took it." "And I hope that I was an adequate shliach [music] for you and for the kehilla." And the Bal Shem says, "I'll tell you the truth. Cuz I know you think it blew off. Maybe someone took it. But Bal Shem, I took your paper." Reb Yankel was startled. He was puzzled. He was He said, "I don't understand. [music] Did you not know what the choyder reb? Did you not know what the paper was? That was all my kavanahs. I wanted to give a kind of mitzvah with all the hidurim and all the proper kavanahs and the thoughts and had everyone in mind and I'm representing you. Why did you take the paper away?" And the Bal Shem looked at him. And he said, "As important as all [music] the kavanahs are, the most important thing is a b'yiras Leiv. The most important thing is purity of [music] the heart. And I was afraid that if you're going to be focused on all the kavanahs and you're going to be focused on the esoteric concepts and the kabbalah, you're going to lose the most important element, the most important aspect [music] of the kiyos shofar, which is your heart. Which is yourself. Which is your neshama. That's why I slipped the paper away. Cuz I wanted you I wanted your heart. I wanted your b'yiras Leiv, your purity, the cleanliness of your heart. That's what I want to represent the entire kehilla. That's what I want to represent as my shliach. And that's why I took away [music] your paper. I be release, purity of heart is what Hashem wants from us. And as we said, sometimes it's hard to tame. But when we attain that and we find it difficult, [music] we daven and Hashem should give us all the strength and the shmana.