Torah Ohr - Lehavin Inyan Ha'brachos #6: Monday Dec 16

okay welcome everybody I hope will be able to finish the M today my voice is a little uh parched so you'll forgive me we're up to page 13 [Music] page 13 Z column one the paragraph starts okay today's class is dedicated by David Ezra Phillip may we Merit the complete Redemption and the expansion of all of our borders with the coming of Messiah Amen speedily in our days thank you you Ezra thank you Ezra for your partnership okay so last year we discussed the primary focus was the two blessings in the the two times we say one for and one for with a long explanation and discussion some very fundamental ideas this we learned last Thursday H last Friday sorry last Friday thank you Friday morning and if you weren't here or if you don't remember it it's K to review it because very very fundamental ideas what was the main point huh yeah Alia Al gal that the first blessing is for it's a short blessing it's it doesn't have a at the end the Second Blessing is a longer one it has a in the beginning and at the end it's called it begins with and it seals it has it sealed with and he explained at length that and represent on a spiritual level is the Divine wisdom which is like an epiphany it's like a sperm it's like a tipa a seed of life that contains within it the full potentiality it's like when the embryo is just formed the egg and the the sperm come together so you have an embryo and every everything that's going to be developed is potentially there but you can't compare 50 trillion cells to one cell and two cells just like the seed of a seed of a tree in the seed you have everything that's going to come out but it's in a state of and then later it takes time to develop as he said it takes nine months in the womb of the mother to develop it that's like Bina and that's is brief it's concise it's divine wisdom but it's still concealed it's very hard to understand it fully it's not fully developed it's like the just like by a person is like the lightening The Epiphany it's the the moment of conception Bina is development comprehension from the word b the woman takes what the man gives her and turns it into an edifice she doesn't just receive she gives back something completely unrecognizable just you don't just deposit the seed in the Earth and the Earth says okay you know I'll help it out the Earth gives you back a tree he gives the woman a tipa the seed she gives it back a child it's a whole different it's a whole different M it's a whole different not a different M it's a whole different dimension that she gives back raka used to expound on every Kites on every Thorn on every tag of it was all there in the kits but it was there in a concealed way [Music] Anda brings it out the same is true it's true in tagen and he says it's true in are the the Trap the musical notes are the vows and tag the lines on top and letters that each one has layers and layers and layers of infinite the depth that can be extracted over generations and you never even fully extract it and that's what T shabal does represents it says the whole we have from R and therefore he's the one who in every K he saw the the same is true with the Mitzvah it says you should keep shabas you shouldn't work on shabas it's just a few not to work on shabas says a few times doesn't say details takes those and turns it into a whole shabas with all of the 39 malas and all of their offspring and the details and the intricacies but it's all from that from Adam it's all from Adam and he explained that that's why it's also called kav in Aramaic whenever it says in it's always he showed he demonstrated he revealed he communicate because that's the idea of she was called because she's the mother of every living being so why is she not called because she since she's the mother the point is not that she's alive she's the mother of every life she has the power of mothering it so she can reveal it from concealment to Revelation and that's whatav is it's also is 19 you remember the whole explanation A's name and he and and he when you fill it out the the AL of the and the AL of is 19 and mil is always fully extracting what's in the letter yud you write a yud but if you want to fully get the yud it's hey is hey but if you want to fully get the hey it's he Al and that's the 19 which is in addition to the ud and and which is 26 the mil of it the filling of it is 19 they said that's what it says in also in yourest it says that the heaven it says in that the heaven that the heaven tells the story of hashem's glory and the the firmament it bespeaks it demonstrates the work of his hands his artwork day to day it expresses it flows with his saying and night to night it demonstrates so he says the Remis here is it says when M was on how did he know day and night he learned by day at night you need to explain everything it's like night and is revealed in its source it has everything when you're in the source you have it all as we explained so excuse me is it's like a well that's still connected with its source and therefore it's a constant flow it never seizes to flow because the which is always connected with the unconscious with the with the infinite that's what is so it's y but just like a Wellspring it doesn't expand it's not the river the river comes afterwards The Well Spring is usually more condensed it's a it's a it's like a lightening it's like a shot you know it's like a shot of light but then it dissipates because it doesn't have the and then you have L which is which fleshes out all the Madre and the same is true in the entire universe is the blueprint of the world is is the way it's fleshed out into every single level to every single Dimension to every single state of consciousness from the highest to the lowest this drb explained now based on this introduction we can understand the two bras the first is is connected to is connected to is connected to which as we said every in the beginning of the every is it's the access it's the access the and there it's also called yer it's also a form because every form is already not the Roman material itself it already defines the material but it's not a separate definition we explained it's not a separate definition outside it's the material itself gets formed it's not like a separate Sur that you superimpose on it the itself gets formed you get to see what it is that's what it is you get to see what it is that's the first Sur and that's the first G the the material which has no on this you say becomes it has a that's the beginning of That's the first G it's still a that's all that it's not a separate Sur but it brings it out and then you have S is all the letters Al of and he explained that length that o already capture it in definition are the Gil of the they reveal it it's the way the comes in into what he calls ail after Gil so the first Gil is the Gil in which is the original and then there right is the first and then there's after after the the first revelation is and then there's the way it becomes revealed world he says you shouldn't think even though it goes into separateness that's the whole idea like Bina but don't think that it's really separate it comes from him it's from him because it's really that the should be able to be fleshed out and come out in all of the prum in all of the details and dissected and manifested in all of the individuation of the a according to every level and for this it has to go through Tsum and condensing and is slapos and more garments and more garments as he explained that length because without that if it was just the Gil of everything would just be nullified and subsumed in Infinity so it goes down lower and lower and lower until you have misham like the rivers that split up into many different parts but what's the reason for it there should be a that the of should be that should come down so the whole purpose of the individuation is not separateness the is for the right that was the main the main idea itself is completely Beyond def it's even Beyond even requires that's why he said that's the first certainly afterwards the more it goes down the more but this is all the purpose of so when we confront the separation and the loneliness it's in order to be able to help us get into alignment but Real Alignment alignment that includes all the parts of the self this was the main the main point uh I know it seems very abstract but if you hear it I mean it was pretty well articulated in the MIM okay let's go yeah yeah you're going you heard it you were here Friday you heard it online ah okay yeah very good very good so the first is once because remember that's the flow into where there's no you don't need a you don't need a seal at the end like he said earlier you don't need a seal because it's not going to be distorted right yeah it's like is never distorted be gets distorted once you get verbos there's a lot of words now you don't know what's the main thing what's the tough like I said it says should always teach so that's why it's a repetition the second there's repetition and it's both in the and there's the opening which is the flow and over there s and because you're going into s so now you need to have now you need a now you need a now you need to protect it CU if not it could leak out into all of all sometimes distorted ways that's where you need a sh whenever this Al G it has a Mila because it brings everything out right it's like when the fetus is fully developed then there's also excrement the baby comes out it has to start going to the bathroom because it brings that's that's what happens Gil brings out all of the different parts once the grain grows it has chaff you have to get rid of the chaff and the seed you don't have that right so when everything is in its pure state it remains much more nebulous much less tangible but it doesn't need to but that's why the second has twice then which is the and he said that's why doesn't say it's like a signature a seal which protect in ancient times the signature the seal protected the the letter or the food whatever it was okay this is says in it says says so the says you can also read a it's a medicine it could be it's a very sharp is a it's a medicine it's a Medicine of life it's an auxiliar it gives life if you didn't marit for this person to become it actually becomes destructive so now ask how could say that about even if you weren't so that's what he's going to explain yeah we all know with medicine sometimes it's a lifesaver you give the same medicine in a different context to a different person under different circum IR ances we can kill we all know that but you have to know Sam is intense it's not neutral so he says he doesn't want to say the end he says I'm just telling you the end he wants to stay in the [Music] positive so what's the inion of this it's based on the whole explanation of the two bras and and Al and Al will be able to understand this I'm just looking at the Manus in the back I want to see huh yeah yeah yeah we soon see that says here that Sam is the gatria of 100 right s is 60 and me is uh 40 so that's 100 so that's Sam and then speaks in that they used to learn things 100 times really but you should learn 101 so he says that's the May that makes it from it BEC okay we'll see the says it's not so P when you're talking about it depends on the doesn't only mean Merit the word comes from the word Z refinement like so when you say you don't only mean if he was if he's refined if he's refined it's and if not it's the opposite yeah yeah yeah it's the words of follow the the words are not just objective and neutral your state of mind your of the learning that defines the words it's just objective what do you mean either it's it damages it builds it's just it is what it is the answer is no it's relative why the words follow the they take on the shape so to speak of the mindset of the person's learning and he explains since the person is immersed what's the lower level of remember is the source everything is in the cus it's like the Tia it's like the embryo right the seed in the beginning the SE that in the beginning but develops it and elaborates it and dissects it and spiritually speaking this is the idea of coming downward and being fleshed out in all of the details this is what does for it comes down into a fragmented world and it manifest itself in physical matters CU that's what it discusses it's discussing all different types of physical matters physical scenes physical situations which all the physical things receive their energy through the 70 spiritual Angels 70 every every one of the 70 Nations has a s like says there a s of as every nation has its s so there's the in the 70 spiritual s and the every the physicality in each land receives its energy through it so the everything comes from goes down in a fragmented world and comes into physical things that come from the 70 which she closed herself in them through many Evolutions many levels in order to give them the Divine energy to run the physical matters of their country you just fill up hot water just plain hot water no uh so what happens now the physical thing that we're dealing with easily eclipses it covers up the K the sanctity of the light of which comes from law and is enclosed in it's easy to lose the connection because it becomes So manifested within the material world that one doesn't see any anymore or could not see that it's all essentially the frequency of yeah yeah that's what we're saying through words things get distorted so therefore this thank you so much this can bring down the person that's what the means it can actually bring down the person what say it brings down the person he falls not to see not to perceive gem the exaltedness the Infinity of Hashem and the glory that's coming through the Garment because he only sees the Garment he doesn't see what's inside the Garment really what is to is all a it's the light of a being enclothed it's has it's manifested it comes into what's is the way the becomes more tangible more fleshed out that the human mind can contain it at least to some degree and it comes out in which is arranged relative to physical things which is what deals with you're talking about a dispute between two people about a cow or about a donkey or about a calf or about some civil damages or about Partners or anything anything that you're dealing with so it comes down as manifested as a logical formula with that deals with a physical thing so the truth is the says it's the Divine word says it's it's the that are for and is so essentially is even Beyond Comprehension even which is the source of is already it's the first this is already the second this is even is because essentially it's even Beyond pure pure infinity even but over there it's a like the embryo it's still all potential it's very hard to distort that's why you need once here there's already much more room for ego there's much more room for not not sensing the an because it comes into because as we said it gets individuated it's like when the sea takes on and assumes all the different branches and manifestations and the Earth comes down all the way down that's already so the truth is it's his wisdom and his will even a that is very very tangible and very very comprehensible if you go to the core if you find a seed you're going to find and if you go deeper it's that's what it is but it comes in to a it comes in through and therefore if the person is not refined and follows the fragmentation the vision of fragmentation he causes there should be a severance separation from from and become two separate people and that's why there's no Shalom bias anymore Shalom problems of Shalom is starting how you learn really all of separated to bring back a deeper Unity the whole nuda here what we spoke last year is the whole purpose of separateness is to get into alignment to Real Alignment which is right that's why in was the whether you say seven or you don't say all the seven between and if you say one or you say twice so the explains because in created together in he wanted them to be separate so one one follows one follows that's what the say what's the so this was the whole explanation were created one there they're one but in order for them to be one they need to be two because Oneness that is not based on the duality of is a very superficial Oneness it's a Oneness because you never went into individual individuation that's the whole of that you should be able to become a full-fledged human being and as a full-fledged manifested person with all of your characteristics now you step into alignment that's so is not a it's that was the whole that's all liuck he can't get stuck in the pit what could happen is the gets separate they sever from each other that's that's the idea in what it means is that get severed from its source in the pure Infinity of it and the sanctity of it is not manifested that's what he says and this gives power it gives a hand it gives power that the shells and the husks should be able to nurture from Holiness itself what this does is it gives a whole new dignity to the shells and the coverups and the blockages that they can get nurture from the from the core of Holiness meaning usually they get nurture but they get it from the sharim sharim are the drgs pus the sediments the drgs it's called the D because in the flow of hashem's energy from and malos it goes through the iron and it devolves it goes through Devolution and evolution until Level after level after level a little goes in to the shells and the husks and the blockages it's called from thear it's like the ha the nails like the residue of the flow that gets spit out in the nails and in the hair which you could cut off they don't have nerves they don't have the that's why you cut your hair not painful there's no nerves inside of them even though it grows and it gets energy from the soul through the body but this is called the resid of the but the person who's learning in this way here something else happens when the person gravitates or is drawn into the external part into the physicality of things which comes from the the which camouflage the Divinity of the energy and they become the I the Garment becomes more powerful than what's inside the Garment to the point you don't even see what's inside the Garment so what happens is since a person is rooted in the highest places like so you know when you pull the string the Rope on the bottom it has a ripple effect all the way on the top [Music] that what that the clip is get that's Direct that's very intimate and what happens is that's what theor means that it becomes for him poison what do we mean what does it mean it become I start getting energy from the Clippers which are called Death they're called Death because they don't have real life and that's torture it's torture to live that way and he'll see it right away in his thoughts he gets thoughts that are completely disign misaligned they're broken thoughts that come from the chambers of CPP what are those thoughts so now yeah we have to understand this is's definition of death he feels Arrogant with what he's learning now you know that he's dead he feels himself finally I'm a person but the whole of is the death of ego and that's the only definition of life everything else is not a defin everything else is death why because the only definition of life is it says there's only one thing that's alive life is alive nothing else is alive ego is EAS easing god out right so the death of ego is the beginning of Life when the ego when the defense mechanisms and the copy mechanisms of the ego take over that's called samas and a person knows it deepen down there's a dissonance it's a torturous life it's very easy to fall there because the animal Consciousness the animal Consciousness needs to survive and these are very good copy mechanisms the ego is the best copy mechanism it's survival it's it's com able in the beginning at least but there's a dissonance and an emptiness be to to constantly go into the higher you know there's different frequencies in the universe you know there's the frequency of guilt there's the frequency of Shame there's the frequency of arrogance these are very low frequencies but because they're low they have the power of gravity so it's very easy to catch on to them there's higher frequencies that don't have gravity so much but they're harder to get the frequency of trust the frequency of surrender the frequency of Faith the frequency of love the frequency of vulnerability but that's where all life is so the whole of is communicating the every every every every every every every It's All Pure it's all Infinity if you're refined then it's taking a seed and developing it and now your individuation including your mind is saturated with infinity the becomes separate it's like two it's like think about it in a couple the whole purpose of a couple being different is they should be able to be one their differences are not there to sever them their differences are there to actually unite them so the whole point of of coming into coming into the gashi dealing with very much of gor you talking about liars and theves and Thugs and amigu did he lie did he not lie maybe he lied how do we know lied we're dealing with a lot of corruption but it's all the way sees it it's all and that's why every is really pure It's just manifested sometimes in a very concrete you know that's what we learned in many every if you go deeper and deeper if you're divested from the yeah you have the we did this a few times it's a technical if you go deeper it's a that deals with very fundamental philosophical psychological spiritual ideas higher and higher all the way to and even higher than it's really so it's very hard to be a yes nobody even understands you know why the brothers hated y figure it out you could read you read you could read 3,000 times you know you know that you don't understand a word they hated him they hated him yeah there was shirt you know you don't understand it like I told you last time everybody reads Kish the greatest and the smallest everybody understand something everybody knows they don't understand everything it doesn't lend itself to that type of that type of distortion because it's it's it's still very abstract it's still nebulous it's divine it Divinity is more conspicuous like the Tipper the whole idea of was to bring it out and as we said is blueprint of the universe you have the same thing in the world you have and then you have which comes down on all the worlds and that's the idea TAA being the blueprint of the universe anything in the universe was there in TAA like an architect an architect doesn't build the contractor at least a good contractor doesn't build a home without following the blueprint if this plug was not in the blueprint the contractor is not going to build it unless he's a Jewish contractor who knows better than the architect as the minig is in New York but a good loyal contractor follows the blueprint so the medish Raba says Hashem had a blueprint for the universe and it's ta so what does that mean there's no in the universe that doesn't exist in TAA not in science not in physics not in cosmology not in astronomy not in biology it can't be if it's in the world it was there first that's the blueprint that means T has to say has what to say about every n in the world and every could in the world if you want to understand its Essence its spiritual DNA it's in this whole idea of T being in conflict with science is a it's not understanding the whole concept of what Judaism is it's like divorcing religion from reality the moment you have to divorce truth from reality you understand what type of Truth it is sometimes we don't understand everything science is on a journey you know scientists uh the def defition of Sciences based on what we see today these are our conclusions science by definition speaks about hypothesis that's that's what real Sciences the moment science becomes arrogant arrogance are convey to such science the moment becomes arrogance oh now it's dangerous huh that's some of of us yeah that's some I once saw from the V the Von right somewhere I think it's a commentary to says water is to we always say is like right they went three days without without that's what we do within every three days so should have to every three days so so he says what's the comparison to war something very very sharp sharp V so he says when you water a plant the water is not going to determine what's going to grow if you planted an estri a citrus the water will produce an N if you planted an apple tree or an orange tree or cherry tree or kiwi tree or watermelon that's where the water is going to produce and if you planted weeds and thorns and poisonous plants that the water is going to produce he says he says a person who has bad mice inside of them that's what the TOA is going to produce that's what when you P TOA that's what's going to grow it's going to be even worse and if somebody Z if they have beautiful lies and Roses inside of them you pour to on them ah it's going to be G it's not going to be the TOA the internal work and State of Consciousness is so so important because TOA is water you pour water but you have their noxious venomous poisonous plants that's what the water is going to produce for now the to makes them grow the TOA gives them a the TOA gets them from inside they now come to the surface and they take over if you have beautiful plants if you have nutritious plants then that's where the ti is going to grow with what okay but he says this clearly I didn't make this he writes this clearly it's a very powerful idea huh right so is that a person is learning but even learning and you see it if a person doesn't work on themselves if a person is living in their wounds and in their Shas and in their egos and in their insecurities learning TI is not always going to do the job never will I didn't want to say that he says it never will I said it won't always do the job you're like really cing the V yeah of course the of that's and the over there says what's they say a very interesting M it's a very power interesting M was very very close to the they were taka close they were like really really close and it was interesting because they came from very different worlds brisker was a grandson from was a student of the V was but they were very extremely CRI close in fact there's a letter from theb to the Reb's father tob's father he wanted him to become a r in a big city in Ukraine and it was a big fight so he needed to get he needed to get from uh not just from and a lot of these positions politics didn't begin in the 21st century let's put it that way there was a lot of politics so's father it's the early 1900s go Tois and and get from him and he he'll give you even though you're a he doesn't uh he really fears God anyway so why am I saying ah yeah they used to there were a lot of meetings of Raam then so they used to say that when theab spoke you already knew what was going to say like he didn't there was there was a tremendous uh synchronization between them why am I saying this so they say that once spoke to learning wrote a lot about learning you know his there was uh there was eight hours nigla and four hours and he felt that that's going to save the youth from Russia and everybody was lost in R that's going to save so it was eight hours nigla eight hours gar or and four hours two hours in the morning two hours at night so later it became less three hours but then it was four hours so they said was speaking to and told him this that when you don't learn you only learn nigla T could become a way of I want I want to be a GLE it just it it's it's about ego and it doesn't often it doesn't connect the person to their Holiness to find their godliness their Divinity so says I don't understand and get an ego from that too just like he says here say I understood it he says you can learn a and I understood it I like it same issue if it's a so so you the same thing yeah so the they say he told him like this he says that the G says I think it's that you have to do even on P if you didn't do before P you have to do so the asks a question over there one of the reasons we do is we're afraid that not just we're afraid that a person is going to eat it right so you're going to come to eat it that's why we don't want in the house the asks a question there when you're doing and you're looking for the what's going to happen you'll come to eat it so why are they allowing you you're going to find the if you didn't search for the you won't find you'll search it you'll find you can eat it so thear says that can be why the whole reason you're you're looking for it is to destroy it right to destroy it so when you if you st F you find a piece of you're hungry you might eat it but here what are you doing you're like I need to get rid of this so not says when you're learning what are you learning you keep on learning the doesn't exist the ego doesn't exist everything is Ain safe he says there's much less chances that's what that's what they say he told them from the I'll upon what's the here so what what's the the is that the State of Consciousness in if a person is it's all what happens is the to itself can become a source of fragmentation and he says and what happens it becomes the person is now getting from the Clippers and that's called Death why are Clippers Called Death whenever you're getting your energy from CP not from it's really death and it feels like it that's why it's so there's an emptiness there's a dissonance yeah that's why people suffer so much why what they suffer they suffer because the frequency of clip is much more easy to get into it's always available it's defense mechanisms it's coping mechanisms but it's cut off it's it's it's it's the channels are cut off and you could feel it and that's why you always need to distract yourself there's always another distraction you're not in full centered Serenity it's always running from one Clipper to another why cuz whenever I'm in a place of death and I'm not alive I always need to make believe I'm alive so I always need to counterfeit I need more counterfeit oxygen to be able to live so I run from one distraction to another distra to another distraction because I'm not aligned I'm not in the center of life I'm not channeling life when you're channeling life then you don't need any distractions because there's nothing greater than being in the presence of life so that's why all coping defense mechanisms of the animal Soul are called clip and it's called Ms and when the person starts becoming arrogant I become a yesh because of what I learned so he says now you know that you died now obviously explaining this in in the authentic way and I know it sounds really I mean it doesn't but but you have to understand that this is the EMS of it this is the pus of it because the moment the credit starts coming to me the moment it's like wow I was successful I was good it means essentially I just tuned into the frequency of death which is not a frequency it's the absence of frequencies that's what only is the of life not the of [Music] death but that's from more the more B the more the more the less ego the more the person is a channel the more yeah the ego is always a space it's good it's good no no no no it's because you're because it's exercised for the soul what yeah you don't have to worry your soul your soul is open your soul is open [Music] it's it's it's a very big challenge because it's very easy just like in a marriage you know when kava becomes individuated there's a reason that people don't become individuated they remain only in potentiality because there's no it's a safety net the moment K becomes individuated you'll see this husbands when their wives become full-fledged personalities they freak out and the other way as well sometimes it's like if you remain in a cage I can deal with you you know it's control huh everybody else yeah because it's it's it becomes a threat so whenever whenever becomes fully fully individuated it could be a threat but really it's the only opportunity for being really connected because you're connected with your full authentic self you're not connected by amputating half of your your full authentic self is connect Ed but there's always that danger and that's what he's saying here the same is true in so when becomes which is which is which comes down and becomes AAP here the gor says you have to make sure it should be this is thear says if somebody says I only have he doesn't even have what's he doesn't even have TI Why Not So he says he's saying I have nothing but you have nothing this this the worst that's the part somebody say only have I don't care I don't care about mitv only I learn I learn I Le I don't care about anything else then it's not even TI says no Dev is in the words themselves besides so what is he focusing on so you're missing the whole point the whole of is B the whole of is that you're channel that the whole of is that you're individuation is a manifestation of what he's looking for is to invest in death not invest in life whenever you're investing in ego you're investing in death you're not investing in life it's like investing in in he's already in but investing in somebody's Ponzi scheme you know people put in $10 million1 million what are you investing in you're investing in a Ponzi scheme you're investing in something that in a few years we're going to see never existed it was a that's that's that's what ego is why because there's no yes there's no such a thing the whole yes is that's what it is so that's what I'm investing in so this is s I actually start getting my energy from places that are not in touch with life and since they're not in touch with life you could feel it you could feel a disconnect that's why what real boredom is what's boredom boredom is a disconnect whenever there's boredom I need a distraction so if I'll now watch a video for 3 hours I'll feel good why CU I forgot that I'm dead just three hours foret about huh yeah after the three hours huh yeah somebody once said I think I said this no the definition of Consciousness is the Annoying time between naps right but but this is this is not a simple thing because this is always bringing back to it's always bringing it back into a relationship back into a relationship always why doesn't he have say okay he's not connected but he has he's learning to only flows only channels its energy in a place of holiness never dwells in a space of ego only in someone who's Buttle somebody who's ready to be aligned why what does a mean a means Infinity if I come and they say here I want to control you it's not Infinity the whole definition of being a kif a is that you open up you let go you surrender you let go of everything the moment I'm not ready for can't be in me so when I want to control the coping mechanisms are always controlling always love controlling I need to figure it out I need to control it I need to be a step ahead of the game it's never being in the presence of life that's what s say being present is vulnerable being vulnerable is the definition of Life yeah it's a vulner a vulnerability because I don't know what the next moment is going to bring control is cuz I don't want to know what the next moment is I'm going to decide what the next moment is going to I control come into a room I'm a step ahead of everybody you think this you think this get into a conversation you figure it out it's very we our coping mechanisms are very very shrewd trust me your neph Bahamas could win a Nobel Prize every day for its Brilliance it's brilliant and we all develop these survival mechanisms and copy mechanisms this is the whole beginning of t to surrender everything open yourself up be a channel so the focus is oh I'm busy with his Lee okay I get it it's a coping mechanism then I I can't even be a k for that level of Kad no room there's no room for it yeah yeah how you going to have Infinity in in in a finite cup the yeah yeah and that's what does it mean what's what's what not means B what's B surrendering meaning the death of ego the sensation of ego and that's why kadha is always synonymous with love it's not like you become a loving person because you're in Kusha kadus equals love why cuz whenever it's amazing whenever you're not in the frequency of ego you're in the frequency of Oneness and whenever you're in the frequency of Oneness then you and me are one when you're in the frequency of clipper even if I do good it's always like it's always an ulterior model there's always a of control the says that is those they do good but it's always everything is like they may do amazing things and we're happy for we're happy it's a good thing better to give but it's always like it's a copy mechanism I don't know how to really give I can't so I'll give and give and give but it's always validation I need credit I need I need this whatever it [Music] is it's I car he says always you want to why not not because you're people think cuz you're CU you're in Infinity the moment you're in so you're in the frequency of Oneness so it's the most exp that's the that's that's what that's how I want to exist it's coming from the desire of the expansiveness of self because your self is so much larger than the self H yeah says about they were both contemporaries of D and they became sworn enemies of his but they were brilliant people but they became persecutors of David and his advice at the time was divine the says they did not know how to teach and conclude it according to it says that is with him what's is with him is always like DAV what does it mean because didn't have so they weren't even the main comes through Holiness the way a person is in meaning the arousal from below this triggers an arousal from above so when the person connects thems to the that comes into that's the meaning what does this mean that you should learn it because it's Hashem usually they t means all your children are students of hem he says the way they learn it is that it's it's so then he to because he to know what the is that's the of this ability that comes into Holiness this is what's called from the means the Divine seal says the Seal of T is in my learning this is a he brings here what does it mean the Seal of now we understand whenever you're learning you need to you need to see like we spoke before you need to seal that nobody else should get the energy from it I don't want my ego my insecurities my copy mag to come in and feed off it and steal the energy for it and then I'm eating Sama it's becoming Sama my li has which isli that they shouldn't get nurture from the main thing of that's what we explained why many including the second there shouldn't be a nurture the CPUs shouldn't get nurtured through there's two depends on where the person is the arousal From Below huh so generally all the that are connected with Al and connected with Al where things can get distorted and that's why there's a at the end with is a seal just like here by kav whenever you go into kava there could be individuation and fragmentation so you have the second those who search forem will understand amazing expression they'll understand fully those who are searching for Hashem will get it it do that this is true when it comes to T it's also true when it comes to your emotional life two dimensions in the heart there's the the internal heart and there's the external heart what's the difference what's it's when the the heart is Mis Mis means um it's uh it gets fired up like a firework show you know like when they juggle fire it gets fired up with tremendous isav love of hem with an unbelievable Joy what is this Joy it's the joy of the Divine soul that contemplates it meditates it experiences the fact that really it was completely subsumed in it's not separate that's the source where it comes from and it used to be color over there before it came into it wasn't even a question there was no sh you didn't have to learn a mimer to know this the whole consciousness of a person was is a and then knows that because that's what it is it didn't change what changes only is my perception of myself what changes is that the body and the animal Soul create new thoughts new identities of course the soul is the same her whole desire is to experience the Bliss of the light of which is an a full of bliss how when the is revealed in the which is the source of the Soul called The Power of what that's how the soul gets closer to this place the is always the place where there's curiosity whenever I'm in a place of coping and defense mechanisms there's no real curiosity it it's control when a person is more regulated and vulnerable they can go into a place of the power of what and in that space the is completely manifested in the soul so whenever the soul gets in touch with this frequency in it it has a tremendous Joy what's his Joy its Joy is being in flow this is what's called being in flow being in flow means it's channel of a it's not separate from a and the joy in that is Indescribable and that's what the gor says the gor says who's a what does it mean to be wise you see what's born so the world Tes that if you're smart you see the future the question is then it should have said doesn't say that it says he sees what is born not he sees what will be born so is a whole different when you have you see that everything is being born the world doesn't conceal you see the process of birth that's what means we're not talking about a who plans 10 years ahead and invests in the right stocks that's not the V he sees the universe as a process of being birthed continuously that's it's not he's going to see what happens I see what happens today he sees what happens tomorrow that's not the it's much deeper Liv the moment he's living in the moment and what does it mean in the moment in the moment of see that everything is being born so the world doesn't block the and is not in the realm of Worlds and everything is subsumed in the infinity and because of this the soul wants to remain inas in the Living God in complete Unity just like it was before it came into the world that's what Theus wants it doesn't want that the birthing of the physical world and the physical body should interrupt even for a moment theas that it had [Music] before it's it's it's it's torturous it's painful and it doesn't need anything else that's what it wants the moment you feel this there's no like this there's no tin like this everything else is just the distractions this is the only it's not a it's not a struggle it's like no really I want validation and really I want money and really I want power and really I want covet and really I want you to say nice things about me but it's no but but M leave me alone it's like taking a fish out of water and saying I'll I'll make a picture and I'll I'll I'll I'll put you on YouTube and I'll make you a president do me a favor throw me back in the water it's a death sentence so the it wants to remain in that just like it was before the on that level of now the copy mechanisms don't like this m trust me they don't like this they will convince you that this is the most ucin this is pure ucation of crazy Mystics who are either taking stuff that they shouldn't be taking or they just live in a different frequency leave me alone but this is the only this is but this is the real reality everything else is coping that's them that's what he's saying here the moment you're in touch with reality this is what the is I could run to the whole world you could run a thousand times around the planet back and forth you're going to come back to this every and you know you know it because everything else is torturous everything else there's dissonance there's something is offner my goodness you know you try to control everything it's only torturous it's only torturous when we don't surrender yes the moment you surrender Theory it's not Theory the moment you surrender it's Bliss if you're holding on you're right you're right you're right huh of course only surrender to the right thing you don't surrender to uh the rebels in Syria yeah of course no it's every moment it's every moment it's every moment this is like the well we spoke about the well to be alive could not be detached the well doesn't say put me in a sister no the well is always flowing is always coming from the source it never disconnects that's what Theiss is by nature it's like a well it flows it's this place of creativity and vulnerability no ego and therefore it's just a channel that's what it is that's what it is and from this comes theim of the Soul what is it celebrating it's celebrating Hashem it's celebrating is the source of bliss goodness and pleasure when he's in that flow the Soul Is That Flow there's joy like we say in his place there's joy and this confidence it's just what it is you'll say it's not joyous it's the source of all joy there's no that is Joy that's who made her there's no competition to this nobody gets even close to this zum doesn't even have a beginning of a glimmer of this they can't everything is counterfeit it's all copies it's literally imitations and they're not even imitating it they're just making you believe that for a few minutes you're distracted now this is not to minimize the power of luma we all understand that but he's saying it's not like for the it's like you have to choose you know between a Mercedes and a BMW between living in this Mansion or living that Mansion not dealing with the same with the same modality because of the it's so good and no stranger could get mixed into the because there's no parallel for this in in outside of Kad there's nothing close to it nothing comes close to it why not why not this comes from means the core of the soul is never manipulated it never comes into the of the that they could get it so it's a frequency that remains pure the parts of the Soul that come into the body and the animal Soul always stays pristine right that so to speak yeah yeah so it could never be exploited or manipulated or distorted or used or abused it can't all the copy mechanism of animal soul don't have access to so once this comes out this type of light and is only for it's a so doesn't have what to offer here because once you it's not a competition now why don't you say but a person distracted themselves they distracted themselves but they not they don't have that energy of you mind again this is light this is day remember this is everything we did in he's now doing in emotions but now look at huh this is already called Darkness here the soul can be eclipsed because there's garments of a body and an animal soul from which dress up the soul so just like the Divine Soul has love and a the animal so also has love alsoa has fear it feeds off the Midas already you have it in the count you have it in klipper right we all know there's different types of love everybody knows you can have a crush on somebody yeah you can have a relationship with somebody it may not be holy may not be healthy may not be constructive but it's very enjoyable it may blow up in your face but you can't say it's not exciting you can't see people do it all the time yeah they cheat in their marriages or outside of their marriages or whatever it is we have all or even different types of crushes and relationships the animal Soul can love and so not only people it's things it's ideas it's items you can't say there's no Aven and of course there's aen there's year there's a lot of fear there's reverence so here it's already the way the soul is dressed up and I may have access to different YP of love and fear does there's no leak from it there can't be a leak it's like there's no leak you don't need but the way the soul comes into the body and the animal Soul here can be eclipse and the animal Soul takes over it says I'll I'll be in control of your love because the animal Soul always has protected love it always it's a love that serves its coping mechanisms and therefore Always by definition the love is going to be selfish because remember the of K and K is the frequency of Oneness so you go into a place of Oneness clip is a frequency of Me versus you because it's survival and therefore I always do it for me it's always for me I may say I want you you you you you you but it's always me because I'm in a very limited place so this is the way it comes into the because this is already the love of the Soul that's called a lower level of unity where the world is a reality the came into a world where you see a physical world here everything comes together you understand what he's saying there's the level of love that's like other marish that's over there not distorted there's no Distortion the world is not you see a world you see being being you just see the ins birthing a world there nothing else that's the the vine stolen its own frequency the way it was before it was born and there moments it can get that and over there there's no question there's no Distortion that's p and the Bliss is unparalleled and it's not even then it's very clear and that's like the Wellspring that's just flowing from The Source that's what it is and it's when a person is in that zone there's no ego it's pure vulnerability you're just a channel it's m the kiss was pre-birth and like it is after death you know we say every morning you're gonna take it away You're GNA give it back as long as you're here says why do you have to right away start talking about death you just woke up talk about life I me we all know that people yeah so he says it's not pessimistic you're actually you're actually tuning in to how the day should be the soul is pure the soul is pure you sent it down yeah in the future it's going to go back to yeah so calls so for these few years that I'm my here what I I have to make an interruption it was infinite it's going to be infinite so just because for a few years I'm living in Mons have to make an interruption say life is a function of death not yeah very good he says life is a function of death death is not a function of life in other words see life in the context of who you are why should life be an interruption of Life why should life be an interruption of Life why what do you need it for so the BR in the morning is actually establishing the day so when the experiences this that's but there's another level the other level is this is already a more external dimension of the Soul where where we all understand we're not like this we get triggered we're individuals there's a physical world we're in relationship with an animal soul that does get scared there's different distractions in tyus and I could easily live in them this is this is already this is already the way God you don't see the world as being birthed right now when you see the world being birthed then there's no world because it's all a everything is subsumed in a but when you don't see the world being birthed you see a world it's the way the ins became physical now it's a tissue box now I'm dealing with a real world so you would think that this is separate no this is that's what that's that's the V here here there's but the soul has a power that even dressed up in the animal soul and in the body it can go out of the because it's not really separate it's just just like is not separate from other she's one with other it's just the on is that comes out through their separateness like we learned before that's what that's what is so is not really separate it's the ability that even in your separateness you can experience and means the Oneness that encompasses the fragmentation so you don't have to be scared of that when used to he used to say I don't want I don't want I don't want that's but now he's saying a person is experiencing the world and experiencing all their copy mechanisms and experiencing all their fears don't get thisp this is in order to achieve means the unity that comes within the lowly element of reality that's and both frequencies are very authentic there's moments that the experien and it sees the whole world as being born right now which means there's nothing outside of the an but then there is the way the ne is dressed up in a body and an animal Consciousness where there's identity and there's ego and there's separateness and there's a struggle and I have to say which which space am I going to go with into now am I going to be vulnerable am I going to be in control am I going to be trusting am I going to be manipulative am I going to lie am I going to be honest am I going to fall prey to externalities am I going to be authentic that's they're busy bickering there's no fight but when it's not there is a fight and this is now listen to this we say in the morning we say yeah you remember what does it mean we say it in the morning before what does that mean the world says bring the parts of my my my heart should be unified Hees listen to this means is the prayer to realize that and are one that are one are [Music] one are one that are one one is day one is night one is revelation one is Darkness one is revelation one is concealment but they're not really separate the L is just to bring out the day is there to bring out Adam Al is just a revelation of Al it's the [Music] that the heart should feel the love it shouldn't just be a higher love it should be in the in the heart for me to embody love I need my animal consci for the heart to physically expand you need to work with your nervous system you need to work with your animal Soul so the purpose of is that this Higher Love should be embodied in your heart that's your animal soul for this there's separateness there's a heart so it's not a separate thing the revelation of the mid in your body is not separate from the of theid it's like from how you going to have the higher Love come out in a revealed way in your physical heart the Divine Soul before you were born wasn't physical there was no heart how is it going to come under the physical heart for this you need for this you need alalia for this you need a physicality for this you need a body the body has coping mechanisms so the whole purpose of is all for it's not separate don't get in this SP how can it be embodied in your heart only if you deal with your animal Soul there's nothing coming into your physical heart if your animal Soul doesn't agree if I'm hypervigilant if I'm uptight if I'm in what they call a sympathetic uh nervous system State not a parasympathetic mean you're not regulated you're migdala is shooting arrows because there's a tiger in the room you're not feeling any love in your heart you're just alert you're you're super alert you're hyper Vigilant you're you're you're waiting for the next threat to attack the tiger whoever that tiger is your mother-in-law or your wife or or your your daughter or your sh the warrior you're of course you're the warrior how could you be protected there's no way you say maybe it's not going to be embodied the only way we can embody things is if we work with our animal Soul that's but that allows that allows to be individuated it allows God's Infinity to live in you as a person you embrace it so embrace all the parts of your animal Soul that's the K that's like becoming separate only by fleshing it out out now you can have a different type of Oneness now you embody the cuz you're not an angel living on high for this you have to work with a body with an animal Consciousness and they don't live in the frequency of they live in the frequency of survival so you must have Midas you must have Midas Lia so the whole simum is not to restrict the light it's to bring like he said that I should be able to embody Infinity the only way you can embody it is if you work with your body and your animal Consciousness and they they're governed by night not by day they're governed by by slap he says it has a name for itself okay now let's see M the last V here last few lines the top of 14 but here again you have to go back to the whenever you're dealing with these Midas the revelation of the Midas in the body it looks like you're separate because the body and the animal Soul they speak the language of separateness that's what they speak about survival survival survival that's why we develop an ego that's why we lie that's why we control everything that's why we manipulate I need to live I need to live it's all we're trying to do I need to live and I need to be comfortable and I need validation that's it so the moment you're going into that space there's always the danger that you look separate so Clippers can right away get nurture from there from Adam they're not getting nurture from T they're not getting nurture from the sea not getting nurture but once it's individuated once there's me now the Clippers could come in you know like the vultures come in for the kill you know what I mean oh you're becoming individuated boom let me manipulate you they come in right away for the kill so now you always need the the seal so now you need you need a seal to protect the Integrity of your Midas don't feed them it's very easy here to allow theam to take over because you need embodiment I need to eat I need to sleep I need to survive I need to drink there are dangers in the world yes there are your a migdala is here for a purpose you need to be a separate person I'm not you I can't just get SW up in you right you see in a marriage how difficult it is like when and become separate people it's so easy to start drifting away You're you I'm and we drift away it's so easy so this is where you need to no no no the separateness is a preparation for real Oneness your embodiment is that a should be embodied through you not that you should go into clipp so for this you need it should be for the both parts of the heart should be for his Oneness the word the word like chabas means you can't walk further on chabas there a embodiment yes body yes animal Soul yes but the moment they take over the copy mechanisms now become defensive no no no no no again in the higher you don't need a you don't need to make a border because it's not leaking anywhere it's higher but here you need a you need boundaries you need to be able to distinguish between presence in your body and animal soul and drifting away and detaching in order to protect yourself not being in tuned with the a anymore this is where happens not to get hijacked yeah yeah yeah sometimes we do think we do plan right I'm going somewhere I have to plan but what happens is it hijacks us right your thoughts start hijacking you you can't be present you can't be real you can't be authentic you can't feel another person I'm like hijacked in on the world that's what you have to be careful of don't give extra the whole you have to work with your hands and what the person does triggers also by Hashem above that he should give them only the extra of the residue like they hear in the nails like somebody throws something over his shoulders he doesn't give to the Clipper with love and affection but as also gets but it's in a way of loathing as as in other words when I turn the Clipper into my main functional guide I trigger the same thing La that kipa starts getting from the source of Kad so it depends all on the person like we said before with some all depends on the arousal from below and the power of this it's from this seal this that they have like we learned before about in the beginning of the and because of that has this power to be able to bring the flow from everybody have a beautiful and inspiring and un Flying Day H yeah huh you can't stay up there you can't stay up there you got to come down the whole purpose is to be down there if I'm here I'm supposed to be here oh let you aess that's why we shouldn't be afraid of the fact that we have aof it's not a mistake that's the whole idea we're asking that all the parts of my heart should be working together I shouldn't see them as enemies it's very easy to see them as enemies I have a part of me that's so pure and idealistic and a part of me that's so weird and strange and maybe egotistical or just completely muga no you have a part of you that needs that the infinite love should be embodied if you want embodiment you need to work with your body you need to work with your animal Soul you must you can't amputate anything there's fears that it has there's fears you can't say we're not going to the B today to go to the bathroom me and Par don't go to the bathroom it doesn't work that way I don't go to the bathroom 4 a. huh you don't do that and and I'm just giving an example but it's not just bathroom it's everything else in life not because you're compromising because you want you want this is something that the soul doesn't even have you're saying he says that said that's true but let's say d did that he had to work with it what does it mean he killed the you don't kill you could transform yeah the is when the become starts gravitating towards negative things then said it core is not evil it's just an animal Consciousness it's not evil at its core as long as it doesn't take over yeah as long as it's a servant it's a conduit for the Divine Soul maybe there was no battle but he still has to embody it lived in a body you understand everybody has to embody it def always going to be 100% do howage how do you manage how do you manage operating system you know Friday is this Friday I'm not I'm going to tomorrow so I'm going to be away for a whole week there won't be shum for a week tomorrow we have a woman's class but tomorrow night I'm flying next Thursday is already Kaneka a week almost a week I'm leaving tomorrow night and I'm coming back Monday next Monday B so when Mo came down from the mountain his stes somebody explained to me like the K which was containing the Holy Light inside was destroyed it didn't exist anymore so the Holy Light fromin is coming out so I mean still in some kind of body right but it's obviously mosha was yeah so I mean he still existed in this world and he was still able to teach people yeah yeah yeah I did it [Music]