Tomer Devorah: Chapter 5 - Developing the Attribute of Kindness - Rabbi Yirmiyahu Ullman

we are in this pamphlet on page noon and that's para commission we finished the the pair the fourth the fourth chapter which was on the spirit of veena and since the author is probably going to discuss the sphere of Makos that's why he skips out das so and so far he discussed kisser and then Hawkman and bina das would be the next sphera in the apparatus but that's not going to be that's not discussed here by author and presumably the reason is because he's going to reckon the last fira muffles instead remember we spoke about how yeah das and Malthus are kind of in a way mutually exclusive I mean I don't know if that's really the way the reason why truth in truth it's not really it's not really das that's that's exclusive it's actually care so I'm sorry I made a mistake and we discussed it was malkinson casa when you reckon kester you don't reckon mouth was when you rented an office you don't miss her but why he skips das I'm not sure it's quite interesting Skip's das but in any case um he's already he's discussed umm qasr and Hama and bina the next would be das which is skipping and below that he's got tested so that means that this is beginning the first of the seven lower spheres which refer to as meet us as opposed to the higher the higher spheres of hawk mabini das and we mentioned that that the meat of head to the right corresponds to Avram our family knows meter primarily being that of Cassidy so somewhat of what the authors going to discuss here and hazard is going to have to do with going to have to do with alpha movie no huh so let's see here regarding the using the sefira of Casa the teachings of the sphere of hazzard in order to gain spiritual growth the author says here on page noon mm / Commission Kate's adyar guillemots muy bonitas a castle how can a person accustom himself to the attribute of hesed to the teachings of the Sphero of Hesed eco Kinesis odom el sol de has said the main venue of entry for a person to this secret the mystery of Cassidy who is such liova session Batali's Nava that a person should love Hashem with the extreme degree of love find that album aveeno embodied that attribute of love of ash in the many different ways a person can express his love for a xem the tour says via hafta SH AM L okay ho the whole above all over ho na ho ho no dijo you shall love Hashem your God right with all of your heart hold it alone after hall with all of your soul will hold up with all of your mark your might yeah so you're talking about being single heartedly in love with God and that a person's entire being his nefesh his soul should be dedicated to the love of God and that should move his body in order to direct all of his sources of his resources his might saw his resources for the love of a Shem we know that ahava love comes from the root half we're half means to give together yeah to give half to give so that our love of God should really not be based on what we get from God but it should be based on what we give to God and that's why the Torah says you shall love God with all of your heart with all your soul with all your right now it's true of course that a person can stir up within himself a love for God when he considers how much God actually gives to him and God does love us a half day ochem a Martian I love you God says to the Jewish people and that love of God to the Jewish people to creation and to all of creation for that matter is based on God's giving to creation giving two human beings in general giving to the Jewish people so certainly a person can contemplate how much God gives to the world how much God gives to us as a people how much God gives teach and every one of us individuals that can stir up the love that a person has for God but the love should not be based on what i get from god and it certainly shouldn't be expressed and it certainly should be expressed in the realm of what i can do for god what I can give forgot and therefore God says give to God the half-dozen Shen meaning give to God with all of your heart with all your soul and with all of your might and that kind of mutual giving the the recognition that God gives to us which should stir within us the love for God and therefore the desire to give back to God that's what we're talking about here connecting to God through this awareness of God's giving God's love and giving to us and in trying to capitalize in the opportunity we have to express that love by giving to a sham in these three ways my piccola will call upon Idaho which means that a person has to be willing has to be able to stir up within his heart a desire to constantly giving to God not to take for himself but to give to God so a person can be lying in bed the alarm clock goes off and he says I want to take some more sleep so he shuts off the alarm clock right that the more often than not represents a lack of love for Hashem because he set his alarm presumably because according to his calculation that's the time it would be best for him to start serving a Shem now if he had a difficult night or he's not feeling like through the story right but he had a normal night we might be just a little tired today more than most days it's rather than rolling over and shot him for long he has to say madonna's vanilla milk i became share hazara beenish possible hello brother who's hello Thank You Jennifer vittoria restoring my soul now i'm going to use it for the purpose for which it was given to serve you one person gets up gets dressed right prepares himself for a day of service in this world was like a Shems temple that is an example in everyday example of expressing love of God as opposed to love them oneself of course it's a great thing is it's a great challenge often we don't think very clearly when we wake up and most people would find it much easier to roll over and shut off that alarm clock then to get out of it yeah because we're all thinking you are muddled but when you get out of bed wash your hands watch your face shake off the sleep of it you feel like oh yeah I can do it I mean I can do it which is pretty important person feels like the alarm codes goes all is going off and he doesn't want to get up to dr. too tired so person could say you know it's absolutely correct but I do have to go to the bathroom so I'm just going to take care of my knees wash my hands and face and go back to get but I'll sleep better once i get that sleepy stuff out of my eyes that i'll go back to sleep again right it's a good way of overcoming the answer i'm going to go to back to bed i just want two minutes just go to the bathroom then i'll go back to bed and sleep better and and once you're up you've washed your face then you can start thinking more clearly you know what I'm up already I'll push through battery yeah so this is everything all right we have to be prepared to give like to give and that's the heart like it says SI la voy de Chevalier heaven rosette fila what is a service that is in one's heart like we're talking about here after Samuel kept up with a coat the whole above haw how can you love express your love in your heart for EM so there's a connection between the heart and the prayer the prayers the prayers are a major way of expressing love fresh em now let's say for example you take prayer prayer is one of the things that a xem requires of us which is really for all good he doesn't need our prayers alright God does not thrive or exist on our prayers it's a commitment like all the other commandments that God gives to us for our benefit like the Tsar says a mitzvah in Azure is called 18 which is the Aramaic form of the Hebrew word aight saw the Tuareg mitzvahs are called 613 pieces of advice it's a mitzvah you're required to do it it's a commandment it's true but those are says in addition to being it's a commandment it's something which is actually for your own benefit so I'm commanding you to do it but it's actually a piece of good advice for you to do this now let's say we see from our scanning the mitzvahs that God wants us to do a B C or D or that the missiles fall into categories X Y or Z a person can say well I believe in God I want to do what he says so I'll do what he says he says to do mitzvah a in one two three four five ways so i'll fulfill mitzvah a and points 1 through 5 i've now fulfilled my responsibilities a person who does that however cannot be said very clear to be loving god or in love of God a person who love God would say oh there's Mitzvah ooh whatever a through z or categories of mitzvahs whatever they may be yeah or their details in any particular missile whatever they may be a person will look at that's it if this is what my beloved loves then I'm going to do more than just what's required of me I'm going to take a survey of what types of things my beloved loves and try and do for my beloved in unique unexpected ways not just interact with my loved one according to the strict letter of our relationship yeah but rather to go beyond the call of duty and may need it in any way possible there will be another example of expressing love photo/shaam so there you get two valves are similar have a hold of alcohol the halt enough shekhar this is your soul you're not just serving a Shem hmm by rote or mechanically you're putting your whole heart and your soul into it and you're thinking about the different ways I can do this this of course i first came Dhavan by starting at the beginning of the Dhavan into the end of the DA being and basically going through the words but doing it very mechanically and afterwards say I have fulfilled my requirement of prayer going through the motions or he might even be doing it beyond just going through the motions he's thinking about it he's doing what he's supposed to be doing and he's kind of actively involved in doing what he's supposed to be doing but it's limited to doing only what he's supposed to do but not going beyond the call of duty that would not be very clearly defined as as doing it out of love doing out of love would be taking paint mate pronouncing each word properly think taking me to think about what each Ward says making sure that a person's pouring in as much emotion into the words as possible similar to the way a person would what just would talk to his loved one right a bride to a groom or the groom to the bride or newlyweds one to the other with love and passion and with empathy and with interest and with devotedness and celerity right that would be an example of serving a Shem with long after the chemin okay okay public olive of horn a shovel with a homemade echo the third criteria is with all of your might or resources well person might be wealthy very good you might be wealthy yeah but not physically let's say very strong or intellectually very intelligent cases resources would mind monetarily he has to get it dedicated his resources to God and that should come from the recognition recognition that the resources that he has actually come from God so it's actually um it makes perfect sense that that which he receives from God he should return to God God gave me well so I should express my gratitude for God's sharing his wealth of me by sharing the wealth that we get gotten from him back with him another person might be not very wealthy but some live in intelligence so his resources our intelligence he should use his intelligence to serve Hashem right and not to use his intelligence god forbid to rebel against God to disseminate falsehood and heresy among the world but he should use intelligence in order to delve into the truth of God and promulgate that truth to other people uses intelligence to learn and to teach and to explain to describe my person might be very intelligent not much of an order might have another person who's quite an order even though he's not very intelligent every person within at Laragh talents that he was given to my god should be trying to voting those resources to serving Hashem right that all of that is the meter of cassette that's the middle cassatt the meter of care said therefore is based on love and the result of love is going to be to give okay s'ok i said is about ahava and i have eyes about giving so connecting to the meter of cassette the sphere of Cassidy is delving into ways in which we can become Wellsprings of giving and doing so we're actually fulfilling our mandate and having been created but Saladin who came in the image of God God is the alternate giver to the extent to which we are willing to give back to God what he gave us in the first place makes us God like that's the middle kisser okay so iker creases are all done el sol duc I said who live ova sash em takizawa to love Hashem with the most perfect degree of love and therefore giving as possible shallow janiak Ovid also assume seba he should not discard his service of a shim for any reason whatsoever why is this weapon a shame divine nana vut slow because there is nothing one who loves God and there should be nothing because a person should love God nothing at all the era Cavazos brought they could be compared to the love that he has for Hashem again if you take for example you know the the example of lava movie know who we said is the embodiment of the sphere or the meter of Chi said we find that are on actually did all of these things Avenue served a Shem with all of his heart and in fact God calls Avram in the Torah Oh avi my beloved one we also find that album and vino sacrificed gave up all of his money in the service of a sham he set up a tent right and Wayfarers came from far and wide from all directions and he gave them food and drink and shelter and clothing he put out money for the purpose of expressing the love for her Shem and sharing that love with others people would say wow what a host look at the smorgasbord that's really wonderful how generous of you another one would say it's not for me it's not mine try yours so whose is it you're not giving us installing no it's not mine but I mean to say it's his it belongs to the creator of the universe the food myself you and all creation all his if you want to say thanks he's the address recognize God and thinking as a source of blessing so often actually used his money as well to bring about the love of God not only with himself with all creation and he also served God in the penultimate in an ultimate way regarding the sacrifice of your talk because of his love for Hashem he was willing to a whole heartedly sacrifice his most beloved son it's hot I'm making this a conjecture what we saw here that a person who loves God loves God to the exclusion of everything else anything else becomes secondary to his love of God consider for a minute I kedavra had this prayer this this promise from God that his children would be numerous like the stars of the sky and the sands of the earth and he went decades and decades and decades without having a single child he and Sarah were barren and they finally had this promise son this firstborn son on which all of the spiritual mandate that God placed upon Avram for all times for all of humanity to become the odds of her moan going the father of many nations it all depended on who on your tongue and God says are on slit his throat sacrificing some thinkable first of all how could God commands such a thing he spent decades preaching to people that they shouldn't be doing such things and here the very God that he was trying to convince people to believe it instead of their art is telling him to sacrifice his own son in addition to that goes against his entire grain because his meda was headed through and through and now he's told to go against his grain and against his understanding of God by God himself to take the son's life via Sky Mamba biker which means yeah he didn't hear the alarm clock and get any challenged whether he should shut it off and go back to sleep or not hmm Oh today I'm supposed to sacrifice my son shall I get up or go back to sleep he can depress that snooze button yeah sleep it off he got up before the alarm clock today's the day to sacrifice my son my beloved son the one who got promised should be the venue through which his blessing is spread to the entire world got up early with alacrity in order to do this unfathomable expression of the surface of God because he put everything secondary to God even his own beloved son and he did it not just cuz he had to he did it with joy with alacrity and what's the proof that he did this ultimate act of sacrifice for God in the utmost state of joy because he had that knife above his son's neck and God saw that he was single heartedly willing to fulfill the command to sacrifice his son God sent an angel in order to intercede and he said Haram Haram I'll teach Lafayette sollenar don't play sure set your hand against the boy the lad prophetic voice from God and we know the Talmud tells us that a person does not have navulla unless he's in a state of joy which means that for our I'm to have heard the command not to sacrifice he had to have been in a complete state of joy intending to do the sacrifice and that was a challenge if he had not been willing to sacrifice his son with complete joy to fulfill the command of God he really would have failed the test why because God would have said ah drama from but he would be so upset and perturbed about what he's doing that he wouldn't have heard the message to stop it it would have done it so the trial was to see whether he was willing to he was able to maintain that state of joy and therefore be able to hear the command of God telling him not to do what was going against his grain and he passed the test because he did so in a state of joy he was therefore able to hear the angels say don't do it but you see from here that he was willing to put everything Sunni but got in front of everything sure look we can't be expected to be Avril Lavigne oh but we're students of avril lavigne 0 which means that we should use this as an example for ourselves of putting God before everything even our mothers as much as well as we love them and today's Mother's Day in the United States by the way it would be worth calling home saying hi mom i love you have a great day that would make her happy of course according to torah every day is Mother's Day but if it's important to your mother to recognize this day then I would recommend it's calling home and saying happy Mother's Day yeah but ultimately a person has to be considerate of everybody but ultimately minor Shen has to come before everything and this would be the meat of Hesed giving to Hashem shallow yoniyahav it also the Shoom supination dover nevets low cloud layer Havasu spa nothing is as beloved to him as the love of Hashem and that's why it says in the puzzle karishma who speaks to the Jewish people and says the hearty lock curse it there right right macomb our chef so hard to love has not left at haha I Bennett's los de rua soul says god i remembered the head of your young days when you came after me into a deserted desert yeah out of the love of God the Jewish people ran after him into the wilderness incomplete another faith that God would provide for all all of their needs you see that's called the Hesed is a hearty la Crescent nail right well as a yes I can't if he lets ok I but also and therefore person has to order put into priority the different needs of his service the hard ha noi sau EA the shard saw him and then afterwards the rest will go for the rest of his needs so a person might have let's say a plan for his daily schedule first thing the scheduling is diving a person might have a certain amount of income first thing to factor in is the money that he needs for swimming a show the rest should go to the rest of his knees for example we saw Rigali hillel pillows was very poor and he worked a little bit he used half of his money to pay for his tuition and whatever was left to use to live on why because in those days people who want to learn the basin medisch they had to pay to get in there was a guard at the front at the gate to the base of my dish and you had to pay in order to get an inbuilt learn and he'll was very poor he would work in order to pay and get in and and and the rest whatever was left over he would make by on and more talks about how I remember it was a one very wintry day and he didn't have any money on that day to the go to go inside to pay to get in so went up onto the roof and he tried to listen to the learning that was taking place from on top of the roof and became so engrossed in the learning listening to the learning that he didn't realize that it's getting cold and it started snowing and eventually he got snowed in underneath a thick layer of snow on the roof of the base of measures and his body their darkened the the i guess the skylight which which brought attention which called people's attention the fact that he was up there on the roof and they had to bring him frostbitten down from the roof into the base of meanders yeah what sacrifice for tour learning mm-hmm the ca Ava's oyster co op le beau when a person tries to stir up and ignite this flame of love in his heart it should become fixed there benya kabul tovos mezzo cottage bar go whether he feels whether he's aware of receiving good from God Oh benya cobbler you soon Vitolo hose or even if he feels like he's actually having quite a hard time and he's suffering that that love should not that love should not be loosened from his heart yok shivam lava Lloyd he should give a she actually considered these sufferings these trials and tribulations to be themselves like like like expressions a lot of love cadets Eve as it says initially name on him pizza I have strong steadfast reliable are the sores that are caused by a loved one so what he's getting at is the fact that right yeah certainly if things are going good he has every reason to maintain that feeling of love for God but even if things aren't going well he should realize that it's a fight it's a trial to test and he has to work very hard at maintaining this feeling of love even if he feels like things aren't going well and you know it would be like like a child who is being wayward and is punished by the parent and no the parents right but the child gets all angry and indignant over the fact that they've been chastised say I hate my father I hate my mother I'm gonna run away that's childish pol even to use you if the parents say don't go to yeshiva and he wants to go to yeshiva so in most cases that would be included what we saw here that the love of a Shem it takes precedence over over everything because as a vivir motera all of it she have to type T Schmo a person should have fear and respect for his parents his father's mother than his mother and then the verse goes straight into saying and you shall guard my shabbos so asks what does the honor of father mother have to do with the midst of Shabbos but why is it yeah why are they just opposing this way so the more answers when are you required to respect your parents when they tell you to keep shabbos but if your parents tell you not to keep shabbos then you're not required to listen to the voice right of course we're not talking about a scenario where it's where a person would actually be commanded to desecrate the Sabbath if your parents think that that's correct if that the parents think that that's the case they might be wrong but there if their intention is to fulfill the Torah law they might be making a mistake this is not a situation that would warrant Photoshop is a different story we're talking about parents who say don't believe in God or don't fulfill the mitzvot so you don't have a mitzvah to honor your parents when they're telling you to go against a Torah and it makes perfect sense because why do you honor your parents because God tells you but if your parents tell you not to fulfill the Torah they're actually under minding undermining the right they have for you to honor them what gives them the right to demand respect the fact that the Torah says you've got a mitzvah to honor them but if they say don't honor the Torah what they're saying is don't honor any of them is you can't pick and choose therefore the forfeit the right the divorce is slightly which is right that um a person is required to listen to his parents when they tell him to vomit or if they tell him not to endorse Oh God says both you and them are required to honor me both you and them required on to me you have to keep the Chavez they have to keep the shabbos they can't tell you not to give the shabbos they required to do what I say my parents can't say do what I say the tour tells you do what I say because because God also tells the parents to do as God says and if they don't then the flip side of what i says undermining so very often a person has to leave parents friends relatives familiar environment in order to learn Torah to go to yeshiva wherever that might be and that's not easy the decision to make it all but that's part of what we said before the hottie like I said no I let that haha there it's those hora I remember the custard of your youth that you went after me after the Torah to the yeshiva yeah even though in many ways it was desolate for you parents don't agree with it family is unhappy with it friends are disappointed with it girlfriend is broken over it whatever the case may be yeah put the love of shot of a sham which would come before that of course the person has to try and mollify as much as possible any conflict or tension and if the separation is necessary to make it as peaceful the separation as less as long as possible but in any case the ultimate responsibility is to cleave starship but what we were talking about here is the difficult times very often we find that initially when a person starts to become religious God smiles on the person and he's encouraged many different ways to take those first steps but sometime after he's already started and committed it gets cloudy and all of a sudden there are shadows that pass before his way and it becomes dark he doesn't always see as clearly he wonders what's going on here initially it was so inspiring to pray and to we were just people and to do the its foes and shabbos and everything else and now it's not only so fun and sometimes it's tedious and I don't really remember why I'm doing this and all that stuff right you know that's akin to a child who starts to walk the parent encourages the child to get up and take a few steps by holding a candy in front of his face but ultimately the purpose is not for the kid to get the candy it's for the kid to be able to walk so the parent hides the cookie the parents might even hide himself with the intubation anticipation the child's going to go looking for the cookie even though he can't see it and that's what happens here God initially kind of says here I am come on yeah when the person starts taking those first few steps and becomes a bit independent God wants that person to be able to walk on his own there's another we smiling happy person has to grow strength and become independent sometimes God goes into hiding another person has to go looking but just like that parent who hides himself but on the whole corner to teach the child to be able only to walk a straight line but to get a little more sophisticated be able to take the turns make the bend so to God does the same thing that makes it easy at first but hides himself so that will be able to be independent enough to navigate the service of a Shem which is it's not simple it's it's sophisticated it's subtle and it's the subtleties which God wants to teach us by hiding and therefore it's not always easy what was the word it's a fight the challenge so it's very important to I can have feelings for love of God during these difficult times as well remember there's an analogy that's given I don't know what the source of the analogy is whether it's from Jewish sources or others but it's a beautiful idea the analogy of a person who comes to heaven after 120 and there they give him a kind of a view of his life and it takes the form of a vista on a seashore a long beach the ocean and there along the beach he's told here this is the path of your life and he sees that in certain places they're like two two sets of footsteps in other places there's just one and then two again and one we're here so he says so they said how do this is this is your life what do you understand from it so he says well it's actually quite simple the person answers the series in the sand where there are two sets of footprints that's God those are the paces in my life where you're going with me and where there's only one set of footprints that's what I was going it alone the difficult times and God says know you've got it wrong the periods where there are two sets represents the time that we're going together it's true but the period where there's only one set that's where I was carrying you so in a difficult time a person thinks he's going it alone we doesn't realize that's actually God is carrying it through those difficult times he's just so busy thinking about how difficult things are it doesn't realize that if God is transporting him through him and therefore what he says here is true but even when things seem to be going bad for the person or difficult person that would be a time to to to be strengthening himself in the love of a Shem and we find a similar idea regarding more shades being beckoned by God onto Mount Sinai in order to receive the Torah and it says that via gosh my shaky shawna leukemia gosh motion Vinnie gosh mashallah Rafael kshama dokey that ma che stepped into the clouds because there was God and you see from here that even this idea that not even or even particularly in cloudy murky times of uncertainty in those places and experiences specifically there you'll find God very important rule in life key right shawna dokie Luke see for further word is written at the bottom of noon wrapping up to noon olive Hoover whole medical you shall serve Hashem with all of your might with all of your resources parachute the stage is explained in broca's will hold me almeida Schimmel deadlock ah have a noi de la mode my old that's what the more sense because it says you shall love God be cold me oh dekho with all of your might but the Gomorrah understands and it gives an additional under explanation based on a play on words where mode is understood be related to the word of me de but call me dev Amida shomoy dead lahaa in every single kind of attribute or interaction that he has with you whether it's for good or bad have a modelo build mode you should thank him greatly so follow therefore means love God with in all scenarios and all circumstances that you might find yourself in life even the difficult ones you should thank him very much yes sir Sheriff a shammy oke okka the verse says he who God loves he chastises if somebody does something you don't care about that person he does something wrong you don't care about the person you were going to say anything what do you care let him get in trouble let him harm himself it means nothing to me who's the person that you chastise some of you love who you care about because you want to protect them guard them put them in the right path so to write these difficult times that we have or God's Way of chastising us and we should view it as an expression of God's love for us like a father who recognizes his son is doing something wrong or head in the wrong direction out of his love for his son will chastise him the smart son will say thanks God dad yeah the stupid son is going to rebel against his father for trying to teach him the right thing behold me to Anita could they lick loko lemme toes but I said he says here that this is telling us that a person should direct all of the different me dos the different things that happens to his life into the general category of Cassidy seeing that this is coming from God for his good and using the different circumstances to do for God do good for God as well vanilla soda no soy Mia malcus the result of all this will be that the source of his service of a Shem is coming from malice which is a very good thing because mal whose is all-inclusive just like Kessler's all inclusive from above because Kessler engenders all the zeros believe them after they have been refracted they are received in the receptacle of Malthus which regains them so Malthus is also all inclusive and what this means is if you see all of the different Meadows all of the different sphero's all of different ways of God's interacting with us as part of God's hesed then you've actually brought the sphero's full circle into my house where marvels is the resolution of all of the seeming diversity within the zeros and enhancing them or hansung but what's what I'm looking for I'm amalgamating them back into into one metre of serving as yet and that would be the best most complete way of doing it the speaking of avril lavigne oh it says it Avril Lavigne initial bear shava that I've rom planted his in in bear shava were there he gave to all the Wayfarers and so forth and so on bear is like a fount is like a fountain or spring a well and Shop of course means seven so um what we're seeing here I believe is the idea that all of these Meadows have their foundation they spring from the well of Hesed and that has it becomes the wellspring for the seven meadows of the sphero's below it and that's Renato album Ezra liver Sheva that he planted this in in bare Sheva in the fountain in this in the well of the source of sheva it's referring to Abraham's meat of cassette which gives birth to the seven spheres of cassette guevara d'affaires neta hold your sword and ma hose the seventh eros and that's what we're talking about here using has said to give birth to and in general all the other sphero's but ultimately combine them back again in perfect harmony and maltose when a person does this he serves the chemin all of the different scenarios that arise in life then he's connecting everything back into my that's what he's saying here V miyoshi he Paula's did he sure that has said and even if there for a person perceives the expression of din or judgment in his life since a person is directing everything forgot to God and recognizes that everything is coming from God for good he's directing din into Hesed vinyl me to snohomish gonzo and this is like the attribute that was exemplified by knock'em ishqum zoo shyam air who would say and this is how he got his nickname nullam the person of gong zhu what is gong zhu he would say gong zhu Latoya this also is for good everything that would happen to him whether it was for bad but it was good or for seemingly bad he would say even what seems to be bad is also for good and in doing this wrought to the kasra Tommy twit sadak I said Hanukkah toy in doing so everything that happened was always be connected to the side of head which is called Tove or goodness so it would say gonzo this scenario is also the toy wha should be connected to God sky said vahala and furthermore he would say gonzo shanira Shiva small Kishan avec vous en ella Latoya gonzo this also which seems to be really to the left or to din to judgment connected to Guevara not sure how to get this may be because it's gonzo meaning this to implies that there's something else but this too is also for good what precedes it press it what comes from it what's count what's encounter distinction that has it Guevara so that's the gong zhu Latoya ain't no ella to tova it's also only for good he sure because it is connected to her said via Sean tato excuse me via some dot OLT de toi and this way he would put his mind in his thoughts towards the direction of Tove that's goodness bama dokey according to that attribute which is hesed who mastered aneya and in this way he would modify the judgment missoulian haga God Allah the akasha the casita mean and this is a very major way to be connecting to the severe of Hesiod always how so always directing something to God always directing something for good directing one's heart when soul ones resources to God even in times of trouble trying to find ways to perceive or connect how this situation could actually be ultimately for good when a person does this he's living he's acting according to the meter according to the Sphero of hesed and I think we can all attest to the fact that sometimes things which seem earth-shaking earth-shattering very serious severe occurrences in life which on the face of them could seem to be nothing other than bad catastrophic actually ultimately it might take some time but ultimately in the hindsight most people can look back and say you know what that was really for good that was really for good so since we know from experience that that's often the case from hindsight it would behoove us from the outset to already start getting used to looking at bad things as really being good okay so let's stop here for today you