Thursday Night Mishmar Parshas Vayikra with Rabbi Tzvi Seidman at Scheiner's Shul

Okay, we're going to a little bit of a hybrid here tonight. On the one hand, it's parra. There's always the par of almost always. And then uh on the other hand, it's obviously seasonal. We're getting into the season of PES. We already are in. I'm going to try to touch upon all three ideas. The idea of something about connect that to and then go off and talk something about PES. So, um the season that we're in is a very interesting season. It's it's it's a beginning in many many ways. Last shabas is that this month is the beginning of the months of the year. The first month is and it's brought in. I didn't see this but I heard this from a number of people that in it says that means the entire month is like every day of the month is like interestingly well that's not because it's like but it's also because it's the beginning. The reason why we don't say takings is because the first 12 days of Nissan um was the right some people say it after they laid the day which was the the initiation the inauguration of the Mishk was a beginning again the concept of beginning is very strong and that's the day that they brought a carbon the day a person brought a carbon was a yontiff since they celebrated the beginning of bringing carbon so that was a y for them and we celebrate along with them therefore you may interestingly the question is the 13th day of Nissan is really the only day that does not have a reason that we know of not to say because the first 12 days was the 14th day is already and then says once most of the month passed without so we just finish off the month but the 13th is not yet most of the way through and and um we don't see on the 13th many said about this talks about this this wasn't my intended direction that we were at I'll just mention it once it came up You mentioned the Tan thing. Some say it was the day of me of Ramav, right? On the third day of his bris was the first day of Pes right when came. Sov was a third date was a second was the first meal which took place was on. So there's we became you know there were a couple other say that the carbon of the was a carbon which you can eat for two days. So the last carbon of the was brought on the 12th on B and he was able to eat that on Yudgl as well. So the carbon gives us the first 12 days. Okay. We don't see on right. Um yeah but back to this Nissan has the mean the beginning of the year in in months and every day has that has that as well. At the same time, we are at the beginning of a new safer inab is gonna be a new beginning. We said that we should strengthen ourselves and go forward with even greater commitment and even greater enthusiasm in what we're doing. And we go ahead and we begin with paras. There's a very interesting thing which someone once observed and showed it to me that if you learn rashi you'll see that there's a common theme in the first rash in each one of the I'll start with because that's the one that we're up to. First Rashi and the Rashi explains the difference between when Hashem addresses and addresses both obviously both when it's which is an endearing lesson of calling calling someone that you're excited to speak with someone that you love and by which is like chanced upon like bumped into B and said hey I have something to tell you that's a difference in the in the language and that's that highlights that when Hashem deals with us so to speak, it's with a great amount of love. That theme is found at the beginning of each one of the of it says why did Shouldn't have it should have began with the first mitzvah actually asks it's the first mitzvah. So why didn't you know the Torah is is a book of law why didn't it begin with that? So Rashi says that the Yidden should have a title because the government are going to come in later generations and say you stole the land from us, right? This land belonged to the Palestinians. We're not talking about 1948. We're talking about, you know, approximately 1948 of the uh from Briam, right? The original 1948, right? You know, the police were living in the end times of documented terror. So, how come you took you took the land and and um we're going to say back to them whose land is this anyway? Everybody created it. As you start to what you just mentioned, the first says ours and Hashem said it's ours. So, the boss said it's ours. So, again, it's Hashem's love for that put that first in the it begins that why is Hashem listing at the time of their passing which they and now began. So um says Hashem loves them. They're dear to Hashem like the stars. The stars when they come out of night, Hashem calls each star by name as it begins to shine and as it fades at the end of the night again, Hashem brings them in by name. So Hashem listed them when they were alive and then after that it's like going over those that were dear to you. So again it's highlighting the love that hashem has for for the for the for theatim for our forefathers mentioned in midbar again it's counting the yan after there was a plague and many of them died the mush is a shepherd that has sheep and there was a plague and some of the sheep died so now he counts his sheep because they're precious to me once how many do I have left they're important to him and devo which is primarily a safer of muser some of it quite harsh begins in a very very pleasant way raash there's says that we don't want to start off like you know with a harsh directive that's why it's sort of like it sort of camouflages the muser that's coming in a nice way at the beginning of safet so the theme that we're seeing again and again and again is that when there's a beginning Hashem shows us love we're at a time of beginnings right now everybody likes beginnings everybody likes a fresh start right they say from um I think it was the rebush that every day, I'm committing. I'm going to be better. And then the next day would say, you know, I know I said this yesterday, but today for real, I'm going to be even better. That's what it was. Everyone was familiar with the famous uh one of the one of the rebels. The Judaism today wasn't the same for yesterday. It's a new It's a new level. It's a new level. It's new. That's new beginnings. In fact, I I I've been thinking this for a long time that there's a special that Hashem did with us that a human being can only remain awake for x amount of hours before he collapses. Every person naturally has to go to sleep every day. Some you could push an extra few hours, an extra day, but that's about it. What's the idea of that? Why can't we just sleep at the beginning of the month for a few days and then go straight for the month? I think maybe part of it is that the Ren gave us this said that you get a chance for a new beginning. You have no choice. You have to go through life with new beginnings. That's how it is. So again, we're at a time of beginning and what happens at a time of new beginning shows us a little extra love, right? Beginning of the beginning of beginning of every segment, every every time every section of life, every section of year is also the first the first there's an order to the but the first mission says there's an order to the it's relevant. If this person pledged to bring a carbon, he has to bring it before all the go through. And according to which the goes like there it starts with pes that's the order of the and for many things is a beginning. So what's the idea that Hashem shows us extra love at the beginning you know call it the beginning of something is always more difficult you know to get the momentum going to get to get things rolling if a person is starting something says I appreciate that you're starting that and I'm going to give you extra juice to do it and and when I was thinking of this earlier tonight I was reminded just a small incident they have I teach bar mitzvah age boys in the morning and a number of years ago a boy came over to me or a serious boy and he says to Rabbi I'm being baritzvah you know in a couple of and I feel like I have to up my game in RNA. I got to, you know, do something. What should I do? I don't know what to say, but the kid's looking at me and he he wants an answer. So, let me think about it and we'll talk about this, you know, later today or tomorrow. So, I have a little walk during recess around the parking lot at the Yeshiva and I said to just an idea that popped into my head once a day try to talk to the obviously we ding three times a day, but just a personal thing. It's a thank you. It's Hashem, you know, please this, please that. just just communicate. Communicate right for 10 seconds, 5 seconds. This is okay. I think I can do that. Came back to me a week or two later and he says, "Rabbi, I got to tell you what happened." You know, every day I'm doing this, I'm doing this. And um and then one day I forgot about it. You know, it's not just on my mind. And it was in the afternoon and I lost something that was very important to me and I'm looking for it. I'm looking for it. I'm looking for it. And then I'm like, "Wait, I didn't talk to Hashem yet." So, just help me find this. And a few minutes later I found he's like look Hashem loves that I did this. He's so into it that he reminds me, right? So it's the gives us that extra love when he's starting something new because you need that boost. You want that boost. So when we take on any initiative, you know of we want to take on something to think about to focus on Hashem a little bit more. So know that Hashem has your back. Know that he's going to help us get through that. He's going to he's going to help me do what I'm trying to do. One of my my primary rebi for a number of years was from missing Kaplan. I was in a sh for about five years. So he would share the following idea say that that and his wife had this this discussion if you can go learning yes. He said I want to go learn. She said she's willing willing to do it. But he said but how can I cuz look how poor we are. I'm going to leave you with nothing. And as he says that there's a knock on the door and there's a popper there and he says um I just had a little baby and I don't have anywhere to put the baby down. You have a little bit of straw that you can spear so you can put the baby down. And straw they actually had I can't think of anything less, you know, glorious and luxurious than straw, right? But that Rabbi Kea had and he gave a little bit of straw and then he and his wife, I don't remember which one said to which said to the other one, "We don't have it that bad. There are people that have even less than us." So you see, it's not that bad. I could go to learn. That was his daughter. That was his daughter with the snake. That was years later. But it was just newly married, right? So um so we don't have it about it. I could go and some of them say that that poor man was a sent to give him encouragement. So my Rebi asked remnant Kaplan asked he says this is not the rabbi that we know this is a simple shepherd who knows nothing of and Hashem is sending him to encourage him where does that come from right like why why was he to this so he said when you decide you are going to do something to get it done if that's what needs to happen you took it on he wanted to go he wanted to go become he wanted to commit himself to this he says I'm going to do whatever whatever it takes so to speak I'll send you if that's what I need to do it's going to happen right so that's bad ideal just little we take from this now moving on a little bit to um obviously you know there's a say 30 days before you have to prepare for the the discusses which this applies to but everybody agrees it applies to P some say it applies to all some say it just applies to Pes would only be for Pes. The reason Besa brings there is cuz Pesak has so many lock of cashing all the now today we have different dishes for PES generally but then most people couldn't didn't have that. So they have to go clean all their kale and cast them and then there's there's there's there's a lot of different there's so many different mitzvah which are extensive right a large section discusses which is very very elaborate so many many details. So um discuss the says 30 days before we start discussing the butt that applies to not every is that yeah that's not the no but about that explains that no doubt you have to prepare now that's in a way but even in a even in a uh you know in a in a in a way pes is the of amuna this is really what we're all based says in that we started with 613 mitzvah then later generations the the generations narrowed down which what we should focus on because we can't focus on 613 things at once and narrow down it came down to he narrowed it down to one he was he said a saddic lives at the means if you focus on your in a weak state of of focus on on our on our spirituality and therefore focus on your amuna and through that you'll be able to everything don't say the 613 is for everyone in Christ that's right but also there some things that all together is a 613 right together we do 613 when he do he they narrow down what a person should focus on the says that to call 613 and said just focus on this one thing and you'll get to it through that right so clearly the the the the mission of our generation. I say our generation since the times of we're talking 2,000 plus years, right? That and our focus. So certainly when it comes to this, we got to focus on that, right? So I think but what can we do? We're only we only have nine days left. We'll go with the next nine days. Let's discuss say that that that matzah is called amuna. Right. Right. Right. Right. Then you get it really is really the both things. It really is. So let's let's talk a little bit about an idea of PES the which we actually we we read in last week in in last week's of the says that Hashem says Hashem tells to give the instructions for take the blood put it on the mash. That's the header of the right surrounded. Now in the P you don't see this but bring that there wasn't just the P in that in that there's also right brings a that says that was the time to fulfill the that was given to that your children are going to be foreigners in a foreign land and they're going to be persecuted and and beaten and tortured and you know having to work very hard and then tok eventually they're going to leave with great wealth and the time has come but what can I do is the area that they're naked of mitzvah they don't have any so I'm going to give them these two mitzvah the mitzvah of and the mitzvah of and then it says I saw you you know wrapped in rolling in your blood through your bloods plural you will live bloods being and this a we say by bris the person that that uh gets the cre of shame says and the puts a little drip right remember that was by his son's breast the takes a little bit of wine and puts it into the baby's mouth when we say cuz this this this child just went through ma so he just became this blood which brings life connected the maybe it could be it could be but I was actually one of my sons we did the bris on the first day Nice. That was a That was a very special thing. We spoke about this a little bit. Oh, wow. But but it makes the baby stop crying. A little bit. It does. The sugar in there helps and the alcohol maybe a little bit my son's birthday was second on Pes. He was born the first day of Pes. No, he was there. He was Billy was it wasn't on the second day of it was on. Right. Right. Right. Right. because on the second day you wear pushed off. Right. Right. Right. So um so um so gave us these two mitzvah. What's the idea of these two mitzvah? Again what I'm saying comes from a number of sources. I don't remember all of them. I looked over some of them. So I like quoting specifically the s but it's not exactly the way they say. I'm just going to go through a little bit of an idea. There were two things that the mitsurium were famous for infamous for number one there was zeus was on a terrible level like we find and s went there and par found out s was wife said get her out of here when found out it's a wife he said just take her back and you can stay here and she explains what was the difference said to him you can't stay here the people here are rotten you can't stay here so mat clearly was was on a was on a uh a very low moral level that way. At the same time was also the you know the the leader in the world of idolatry and the world of of paganism and even till today you know they talk about the Egyptian gods the different names that they use for them you know that that someone told you that right those two things were like the the highlights or the low lightss obviously by them was the highlights and it's the low lightss of of of what of what uh what the mater stood for where the where are the Israelites the Israelites So right which is the opposite of no. So uh so when client is coming out of mitz we need to pull ourselves out of these two things which clearly affected us. We were meas 49th level already of because the influence we had from the mitzim. So we need to pull ourselves out in these two ways. How to put pull ourselves out in these two ways. So taking the sheep for is the greatest affront to right. Shabas Angalo which really Shabaso is next Shabas but in some ways we we uh the dr this Shabas right so the sermon take this Shabas what yes tomorrow and the last parish that's right that's right you doing all right so here you go beautiful upcoming sale this was a big for them because they were like right this was this was right this was the god literally not even just right so that was their way of break perfect revenge right so it's their way breaking out from the other and then Milo is right to be God to be to be part for a good right for a good day and also it's takes you know helps a person control the person did a brisma and and uh that's why the says that is someone that is a person that had relations with a said he rebelled against brisma was meant to keep us separate in that way right so brisma is tearing clasol away from the aras element of the tri. So Hashem says I'm going to see both of those mitzvah and I say ah that's a reason to set aside the material and that's why I'm going to hop over the doorpost. Now the there are two primary in this world. There's the physical and that maybe our generation is a little bit more plagued by that we have desires. this tya all sorts of tya you know the pursuit of physical happiness let's call it hedenism or whatever you want to write the pursuit of physical pleasure and then there's which other generations suffered from I think more than we do is the ideologically it's the nus of amuna right there was atheism was very strong especially in the times of communism and idolatry right so you know we have I think I think the world sort of sort of like seesaw sometimes I ate gets stronger some terror gets stronger itself was killed by the was greatly diminished but there still is an in certain things maybe not for but to just to just deny existence there's no there's no title for right people you people could build it right there the people in India that are doing it or whatever the people that that do they develop but it's not attacking us build it for us not for them no I just think that a person develops it a person chooses to pursue it so we'll we'll Right. Right. It's not it's not a natural desire. It's not a natural inborn desire. Whereas ta is a natural inborn desire. Is it possible to say that the over there would have killed the other talking about stones and wood versus could be that people are addicted to smartphones and other things that it's only I'm not I'm not going there. It's a different thing. They're not worshiping it, right? They're not worshiping it. It's a worship. It's rather it's it's filling a certain you know whatever feeling endorphins that they need not one right that it's something else or it's someone else which means he's not one he's right he's right so looking at my smartphone it's not saying god's not one so now so now what are we doing here we're taking the two the greatest level of of falling in the of amuna is falling desara the great and the the highest level of ta generally is tas the mater were you know immorality And we are breaking out of those two. Now just to to pull it all together is as follows. There's a famous Raman in maybe the most famous Ramban the par the the uh springboard there is the mitzvah of and it says that he says gave us many to remind us of to show that he's in control of the world. Gave us these mitzvah to build up our and he lists a whole bunch of mitzvah which we say in kdesh. The fact that Rama if a person didn't say the word ines he wasn't you have to mention in the shabas in the obviously there's a par of kadesh which mentions mentions and a number of others in the middle of the list there mentions the mitzvah of now the mitzvah of muza has two pars in it par of and the par of neither of them mention a word about and everybody asks on this Raman where is muza connected to that's what that's so is well a very big part of it that's one of the main things that has proving to everybody okay good the shak's famous perish is on the shak's famous purish is on but he wrote a purish on the and the shak on the terra says as follows he said these two of these two that We attacked in that we broke out of the of of lacking an am and the of not being moral people. Those two are we declare that we are fighting those two with the par of and the part of says out and is the physical the using our bodies to do mitzvah everything that I tell you to do you will do. So there's the the the mental commitment and the physical commitment to uh right the mental commitment and the physical commitment. So he says as follows. Where did we hint those two things with the blood they said and the first the first of is like that only we killed the kill then the second of my will be will be totally subservient to you by the muza. Oh so that's why it's in the muza. So the muza is for that and that answers another question. There's a famous Gomorrah with Unla Sager that he was a nephew of Titos or Russia and Titos sent a battalion of soldiers to go bring him he wanted to debate with them and you know talk to him about this and first he the first one when he convinced them to convert to become Gar and then he sent another group and he told the other group don't talk to him don't discuss anything with him just bring him here and as he's walking out the door he uh he recognizes the muzza and they they were just curious what's this so he asked them how does it work in the the king's palace you know back in Rome the king stands guard outside or the king's in his inner chamber. We have soldiers outside. He goes, "Well, by me it's not like that. I sit inside my house and my king stands guard at the door at the m and that flipped them and that that just bought them. That bought them. They were gone. They're like they went right. So the question is where do we find this concept? It's in the it's that muza is a where do we find this concept? Where does it say them in the answer is if muza for the blood on the m of and over there the says that's you will be guarded from the mazikim with that. So that when we recognize when we commemorate that with the mitzvah of muza with these two par which symbolize the two mitzv which were on the doorpost the mil and pes. So it will take the goolah that that blood had and it will put that on our door. as in plural shim. Very good. I never thought of that even, right? They're the guards is the the the and the guarding, right? So that's what that's how even though it doesn't mention, it's the clear. It's like a reenactment of the nest that we were separated and we were saved by so this year we'll hopefully do this in hopefully we have the question. So the maza the mitzvah is only for the right side of the door when you walk in. So why was it that on the nights of when they did the pes they put it on both sides? What's the sec? What's the other side? Is it different types of tyus like what because the muza itself is for the physical tyus versus the spiritual which is you know that's the it's more of the spiritual type of right but is there two different type of physical I don't know that's a very good point why was on both muzard just just on the way in the blood yeah what I mean why would it have to be surrounded right so why does it have to be surrounding there in our muz but we only have a one yeah I wonder What? What the reason? Very good point. I have a good question. Well, wait. He's saying why not? Why don't we have on both sides and on the top? We have from the paras to the we get the we get the No, but then we were surrounded and here it's just on one side on the way in. We don't Why do we need to we why do we need to? Why are we putting the blood on the whole door? The blood the blood was both mitzvah and the blood. It was a mit, but it went on both door posts and on the head of the door. All right. Three different spots. Three. I had three. I had three. I had to go. Has only a good mazuza story on it. I I moved to Monty about a little over 11 years ago and I moved on a very short notice within a couple days. You can record it. That's fine. Yeah. Yeah. Let it go. Let people be inspired. Actually, a few people uh learned from the story and I think it worked for them. So, I moved and I moved on very short notice. My parents live a basement. I was able to move in there and I wasn't sure if I was here permanently. So, we weren't looking out for a place to live. Then, once I got, you know, a long-term job here, I uh we decided to try to find a place to live, which rent to buy. Eventually, we decided to buy. It was a long process as anyone that has ever gone through the uh you know, buying a house process. It's not always easy. And finally, I found I found a house actually on the same block that my sister lives on. We was so happy with it. And this one without an agent. There was a guy selling privately, but this is what we found. And I went down, we had an inspection done on the house. I measured it out for furniture. And the guy, for whatever business reasons, he had to still be local. Uh, this was in Chester and Rich for another few months. So, he made a really late closing date. And something just rubbed me wrong from the guy that, you know, the way he was dealing with everything. And one day, my lawyer calls me and he says, "You know, I just realized that I you signed the contract. You know, you put a deposit in escrow, whatever it is. We sent the contract to his lawyer and he sent it back, but it's not signed. the guy never signed the contract. So, um I said, "There's a little bit of a problem." So, my lawyer calls his lawyer and he goes, "Okay, I'll call the client." The guy has to tell me, "Yeah, cuz I don't have enough proof of funds." He started spinning all sorts of excuses. I gave him all the paperwork from the bank, whatever. So, um he says, "Let's meet." So, we met, you know, outside of Starbucks. And I said, "What do you want? What what papers are you missing? Let's go through this cuz I'm waiting on this." Like, we stopped looking for house ready for 2 3 months and we're counting on this. says, "I need to see another letter for a current letter from the bank. That one's too old." No, he was just playing games. So, I said, "Okay, I'll have it for you. I'll get it on Monday. I'll mail it to you. You'll have it by Wednesday." Before Wednesday, I had a letter in my parents mailbox. Window of opportunity was closed. We're backing out. And he never signed, so I couldn't really do anything about it. I was very distraught about it cuz, you know, I thought I had something, right? You didn't lose your money though, right? I didn't lose the money, but whatever. I paid $600 for an inspection and just but just time time looking and like I had already gone to the neighborhood for shabas a couple of times to my sister's house to get to know the people like we were like really like we told people we're moving in there and now it's just evaporated and I remember my wife telling me like oh it's my shirt it's from Hashem I said I know but every time I drive by that house it's going to bother me what can I do I'm human now my sister lives on the block I'm going to I'm going to drive by it all the time couple weeks later I get a phone from a guy that I used to learn with weekends in Archie Stroll when I lived there. I live in Art Stroll before that. I had a couple rooster Friday shabas cousin and it tells me I need to be in my for a couple of weeks. Could we learn? So I said I'm working Fridays. I'm teaching but Shabas some available. I was never making chabas. So Friday afternoon I'm available. I was by my parents. I never had to make chavas, right? Had it easy. So Friday afternoon I'm available. Shabas available. So uh let's do that. So he called me the first Friday wasn't available but chabas we made up to meet. We were about a half an hour walk from each other. So we found a shaw in the middle. I'll walk down 15 minutes. You walk down 15 minutes and we'll get out there. What do you want to think of something? Then I remember there's a mission that says someone that's if you learn planning to do something then speak the opportunity gives the opportunity you'll get to learn it. You'll get to teach it and you'll get to to be in it. So I I came in that job. I said, "Let's learn Hulk muzza. Let's learn Hulk muzza. Has muzza. I'm going to have to have the opportunity. You can't put on a muzza if you don't have a house." All right. So, so I uh we started Hokus muzza. Sunday I was teaching Sunday. There was a snowstorm, but school wasn't cancelled. So, we went I come out. There's like six, eight inches of snow on the ground. And I see I have I off my phone in my car. I come out. I see I have a mis call for my wife. I have a call back. He says, "The agent we were going with called and she said she found our house." Like, "What does that mean?" Said, "No, cuz we'd gone with her, you know, for months. We wanted this. We didn't want that. We're very particular, but you know, we needed privacy. Wanted a guest room in case, you know, what a couple things that we wanted. Didn't have to be new or nice." But he said, "You got to come right now." Right now, there's a snowstorm out. Says, "No, cuz you got to come right now." I said, "Okay." So, I met my wife by this house. and the agent tells me, "We uh I signed a contract with the seller to represent the seller. I have 24 hours to post this on the national database. If I get it sold within the next 24 hours, no one else is going to see this house. So, you're the only one that no one's going to out bid you." Oh, wow. And it's priced below market value. You want to take it now. It was very nice of her to call us. We And I said, "But you got to get the paperwork in quickly." I said, "I have all the paperwork. I have it in my This house was $3,000 less." Wow. Than that house. So the bank everything was enough. 3,000 3,000 less than that other house. So I had literally like almost matching paperwork for everything I needed for this house. You know, the bank has to prove the actual address. But other than that, everything ready down to the Now it happened to be that the seller was he was from Puerto Rico and his mother died that day. So he's we pushed up the signing took a couple of days. He wasn't he was going out of debt. But we agreed to a price within 2 three hours and that was it. And Marco, I'm still living in that house today. So I told the story to a friend when I was looking for house. was like, I I don't know how to learn on my own. I said, okay, I'll send you a text every day. For about 3 weeks, I sent him a text in he was looking to sell his house actually, but it worked anyway. I sent him just a two-line haka from Okus Muza maybe 21 22 23 I need like I I actually I actually I actually told this to the agent cuz I I worked with her husband for I told her husband the story and it's like, could you send my wife on everything? She posted on her status. She has older clients watching that, right? I never I never did that. But I'm capitalizing that if I got a cut, but um but that's how it is, you know, if someone someone learns, you know, planning to do something. So Hashem will give him the opportunity. So uh I made sure to finish the cuz I'm like I don't want this falling through. So he's saying for each for each thing that somebody wants to do there is I don't know for everything but there's something to learn. They weren't. What was that? Used to tell different people like what they should learn for which thing. Like a person had a leg injury said learn the paricates of the regal. Oh really? Yeah. Yeah. Talking about talking about the human leg ko talking about an animal trampling something and damaging but nevertheless it mentions what he had his school. I know there was someone a friend of mine is a family member that wasn't well. He said bro I don't know why but he knew. I don't need to know as long as he knew. I I read in the one of our vitamins pants probably and had a dog in one of these things. So he gave a mush of a of a a blind poor broke person with no kids nothing and he had I don't know one wish to do. He said he wants to see his grandkids eating with golden spoons. So you have to know how to deny blind broke. So do all that and said yeah how to word everything. Yeah. Now you're not allowed to this didn't even feel as a problem person to say hey I die I'm not getting this right that's why it says Hashem answers a ger quicker