Therapist GOT ME: The Moment I Knew She Understood EVERYTHING #shorts

I knew in that moment it's here or nowhere and I was just a plain client. >> Mhm. >> Right. Talking about years back when I was in my opinion have dead walking around numb dissociated. I remember sitting in with a therapist. >> Mhm. >> That was like at the beginning of my journey. Even I'm thinking about it now. I'm getting like a body reaction like you know how the body remembers. >> Sure. >> And I had to force myself to sit through the session. >> Mhm. because it felt so off >> and I felt like she wasn't meeting me >> and I was so depressed but still a client feels it >> absolutely >> they don't even know what they know but they know it >> today I could tell you what I felt then I didn't know all I know is I'm never coming back >> right >> but when I sat into the room with my therapist >> who God bless her soul >> right who was the best thing that ever happened to me >> I knew the moment I laid eyes on her. >> Mhm. >> She got me. I didn't get myself, but she got me. And um I knew in that moment it's here or nowhere, but it was I knew she can hold me through my process. And sometimes it was I'm a tough client and I think back and I'm >> Well, you're a great friend, so don't worry about it. >> I don't know if you would have wanted to know me [laughter] back then. It's a good thing you met me when you met me. [clears throat] >> I should send your therapist a thank you card also. >> Yeah. Oh, thank you for the friendship. Thanks for creating a friend for me. I think that clients really know >> and what I loved about her >> was that anytime I pushed against her threshold >> Mhm. And it's very interesting because as a client I can feel when I'm pushing against a therapist threshold because I worked with her but I've worked with other people in different you know um you know ways and I've pushed against many people's thresholds and usually they would say like okay I think we need to like you know they would make it about me right you know >> but with her every time I pushed against it >> she would come back the following time and she already worked that like she was moving with me she was always moving >> push the threshold further for the life of me outgrow her till today. Like we're not officially in therapy and we're not doing his things, but when I talk to her, >> she just has this incredible way of always moving. >> What a gift. >> Always moving. And that was a great role model for me, too. Yeah. >> Right. I I I if you if you push against me, I will find a way to push >> to push forward. I will keep rowing.