The True Infinite I Is Present Even in Dissociation

okay so today we begin a special series that we're going to continue this week from the beginning of the next week as you see this is the mimer boss gimmel in these countries Summits on page you'd if you go to page viewed before that there's a few introductions with Pedro that's where it begins see on the top it says which is 5723 or 1963. okay this series of shieldum is dedicated by our dear friendsky [Music] in loving memory of her father and his father and Lord of zombies it should continue to be an eternal source of light and blessing and inspiration to his family and loved ones and all of us and all the Jewish people I also want to wish happy birthday oh you're here Mazel Tov happy birthday those who behave will get a nice piece of birthday cake after the class and thank you very much honor of the 69th birthday was getting younger and smarter every year this moment begins with Apostle Construction the song of songs I'm just going to give a few moments of history so you understand the context of it you know by Zacks was very marveling on the on the words basiligani like what what's up so I'll just give a little a little background here foreign he passed away in 1950. that's his yard set in his last years he was physically very ill so it was hard for him to say my mother has always said my Mariam like in the tradition of the all the way from the outer lab and the boschem and the maggot so instead of saying for every yamtif or special days he would give out he would publish a member that he said in earlier years and he wrote and he would edit it and add some summations these will contrast some like pamphlets that were given out whether it was for Hanukkah whatever it was the yard side of his grandmother your name was rabbit significa because wife is the outside of his own mother Robertson so for the year tough shinyu in 1950 he gave her a mimer with 20 chapters 20 chapters a very long minor the moment began with the possible the first fourth chapter the first five chapters he gave out for youth the yard set of his grandmother which was shabba's boy that year Shabbos barsha's boy another five chapters to learn from the outside of his mother another five chapters for Purim and the last five chapters for business and which is the outset of his father the fifth of Baba so that Friday or Thursday that that week he sent the Miami for publication and it was published right before Shabbos for people to learn on that Shabbos that job is morning he returned his soul to its maker Chavez boy ten to eight in the morning and 770 he passed away on the second floor he K he came over from the other side of the ocean he escaped the Nazis in 1940 Warsaw but he lived in New York in the last 10 years in Brooklyn and he passed away shop this morning so what happened to be that for this for the very day that he passed away he gave out a minor to learn a day before he gave it a moment to learn on that day that began with the possible excuse me the beginning of chapter five those who say shoot him you know the beginning of parakeet is I came I returned or I came to my garden legani to be with my sister Michaela my bride and according to Ghazal it's a metaphor for the day that Maisha rabbenu put up the Michigan and Hashem said ah I finally came back to my garden but it's really a perspective that this world is called God's Garden it's a garden and don't take that for granted because when you look at the world it's very easy to find it as a jungle rather than a garden even if you don't want to Define it as a jungle you could Define it as a factory you could Define it as an office you get to find it as a train a subway station there's a lot of different ways a roller coaster a ferris wheel but here the definition is busy lagani it's a garden which is a place of beauty and pleasure and wonderful fragrance and a place where people go to relax and enjoy life huh tranquil yes tranquil yeah but the Tranquility of this Garden is not a regular type of Tranquility as we know there's a reason people call the world a jungle it's a different type of Tranquility so include it has to be worked through it has to be cultivated a garden has to be cultivated for garden is not cultivated all types of weeds and wild plants and bacterias and germs ah it could become it could become a wild place yes so this was the nightmare that came out for youth which was the outside of his baba but it turned out that this was his own yummy style because of the previous oh so his son-in-law who later became the laborator then he was known as the ramash he published the rest of the maimarim over the next few weeks even though his father-in-law passed away but this is what he gave out to be learned and this became what's known as the Hampshire this is something called the Hampshire means a series sometimes you have a minor it's self-contained a Hampshire means it continues for example 1912 which continued for four years 1906 1905 which he continued for a few years so this is this is a Hampshire it didn't continue for views but it has a few my modern 20 chapters the next year was YouTube of 1951. was struggling a whole year because he didn't want to accept the leadership of the Babbage it was a very difficult the the Lebanon didn't have sons he only had three daughters one of them was murdered and traveling Shayna the older one was married to a man named and the middle one was married to the devil but a year later of was the first anniversary of his father-in-law's passing at the fabregen the Debbie finally accepted officially the leadership of Chabad how did it express itself in saying a minor saying remind me with the in The Melody of a mimer so which Miami did he say he started off with a voice chunked in tears to have it on a tape it was taped my father-in-law gave out last year for the yard side for his youngest dalkus he starts off and he started off boss illegal which is the traditional Melody which the Chabad Rebels would say my modern boss that was the Negan already from the altered from the balatanya welcome and he said to the maimer who was a very very intense mimer it took a long time he took a few breaks in the middle they sang the Gundam in middle of all the debate he cried profusely but the main focus was chapter one he explained chapter one of the of the mime the next year was topshine base in 1952. so he said the mimer again but he focused on chapter two and then each year became a tradition that he he really took apart and he dissected the chapter connected to that Year's adoption you'd gimbal 1953 was chapter three options gimbal 1963 was chapter 13. you'd give more because it starts from topshield of 1951 and then in 1970 Topsham and he finished because it was 20 20 years and when the minus 20 chapters of 1971 he started over again he started over again and again each year he would say that the fablingen it was a long mimer and he would show the full depth of what his father-in-law the rabbit was explaining in that particular chapter he would sum up till that chapter in the beginning and then he would focus on that beta and the end of that was another 20 years later it started 1970 so that finished um 1990. that was the second series that ended up saying I bought him in 1988 so he did till eight till chapter 18 the second time and then that was it he didn't have to finish the second series so each so so 1991 started the learning it the third time and that's finished 20 years later so it happens to me that this year this tough shouldn't pay gimbal right 2023 so it's pedicure gimbal because 1990 started this series 1991 started a third time and that ended 2000 and uh and 10. so now is the fourth the fourth the fourth time so this is chapter youth gimbal so they published the mind of the episode which is 1963 and Thompson which is 1983 because those were the two times that he focused on chapter 13 of the mimer that's the that's the the context of of this mime so it's one moment that the devil said that the fabrina is a very very deep mime it's a very special mind it's not so easy it's a hard minor we'll explain it based in Hashem so that's where they have the two tops that's the background like well most my Monument starts with apostles yeah it's one moment that just has 20 chapters no it's like a look at the title there's a paragraph another when you say a chapter it's all from one mimo it's a continuation yeah the whole series starts off with basil agane and then it's 20 chapters after that yeah so in the beginning of this countries if you'll see Paige Zion they printed chapter 13 of his father-in-law because it's based on that the whole my mayor the whole 20 chapters is printed and his father-in-law says it's called my modem of 1950. but here they put in you gimmel because it's the basis of the lab is Homme so basil Hashem will go through the mimer I hope we'll finish we'll learn this week today and tomorrow Tuesday Thursday and then the beginning of next week so he starts official it's clear if I State okay there's a famous expression in Gamora in Madrid but made the same what one finishes the next one begins so it is finished he began with basiligan IA um add more this is obviously an acronym for my my father-in-law the yard side means the one whose yard site is a Madras known as this what does it mean I came to my garden why are you calling it my garden this is was a pavilion that they would build for a Hassan and akala the gemora says in sukkah and other places that brides and grooms they would get married and they would hang out in a special like a special heart a special tent a special Pavilion that was built for them where they were there for seven days or maybe even longer and that's where all the friends would come and the neighbors would come and they would have meals and Shava Brothers and they would celebrate with them this was called gununi so the Madrid says legani here means legani laguni to my my my my my my place of Tranquility it was like a very uh exciting place where the groom and the bride were to the place Hashem says where my Essence was always there in the beginning the place where I was there the Acres this is what the matter says because the primary residence of the srin of the divine presence where was it it was it was in this physical lower world so I came back to the place where I used to so to speak hangout I used to be here I came back it's not a new entrance it's the Gandhi it's mine this is my place so what happened says there began the situations and the experiences where the human being missed the mark and didn't understand the truth about his or her alignment with the Divine the word hate as we said many times is translated as Sin but as the balatanya says many times the real translation of the word hate means missing the target like it says by Shola Malachi when he shot his arrows right he never missed but Sheva says in in means we're going to be missing because basically you miss the target like you're shooting but you're shooting in the wrong direction so through this through the various which created a missile lack of alignment from Adam through the Seven Generations you had what happened with Adam and then you had cayenne's murder of hevel and you had an ocean you had the marble and you had the dirt of Vlog and you had done all these things Silko is they so to speak removed the divine presence from lamata from this world lamayla and it says within Madrid there's seven Heavens you know seven heavens and earth that's eight so he says with each one he went up he ascended to a higher Heaven metaphorically speaking the shrina became more and more removed from the consciousness of reality of our reality you know something could be removed one level and then removed two levels and three levels and then it's just uh Beyond that's what it means when you say remove doesn't mean physically removed but it means in Consciousness and experience it was not anymore just like a person can have something inside of them but it's removed from you you're disassociated from it you're disconnected then the marriage continues there came seven generations and they started to bring down the it's a very interesting Madrid there were seven sins that expelled and then there were seven generations that brought down the screen of ramadina was the first he brought it down from heaven number seven to Heaven number six and then yeah and then you had yaakov and you had Levy you had amram and then Maisha Maisha was the seventh began the process of healing the world what does it mean healing the world Redeeming the world that's the bossy lagani coming back down what does it mean literally coming back down it means creating a reality inviting people to realize that they don't have to live a fragmented life a a depressing life A Life That's divorced from Oneness says all numbers number sevens in Judaism are cherished they have a special love there's a special like Shabbos is number seven and shmita is number seven and joyville comes after seven seven times seven Spirit timer seven times seven there's a special there's a special there's a special love for seven that was my name he brought down the from Heaven number one finally to the Earth not in heaven anymore or not only in heaven I should say Earth in other words making it tangible making it real name that's why it was Maisha who gives the Mitzvah makeup Builder mishkan a sanctuary and I will dwell Hashem says among them foreign I want to dwell among you I want to be inside you I want to be with you the Indians and NASA David Israel and this reality is created through thou Veda through the work of the Jewish people like says others say it says it should have said I will dwell in it that I will dwell in them there were in 20 houses there was one house so the mafarsham it's not a house I want to dwell in a physical building alone I want to dwell inside of you in in your soul in your heart in your psyche and your Consciousness each one each person does this avoid of bringing the shrin into his or her reality but this was began and was completed to that on that level and that generation through Maisha Maisha is number seven and that's why was said about that time Hashem says I came back to where I my Essence was before I was expelled in the beginning of creation when I created the world this was the place and then they sent me away and now bossy I returned explains the general work of us just talking about literally the building of the mishkah the sanctuary the Tabernacle Charles and this deposit says you should build the beams for the mishkan which are made from or Cedarwood usually acacia wood standing they had beams made of wood Lumber what type of what I'd say I mean those beams stood and held up this was the structure of the Michigan it was made from these beams it was gold-plated and this was the exterior structure of the Michigan Crush and my father-in-law explains that links in the Hampshire again is the series of my mother um the word is him literally means but the word means insanity so he says because that void is to take the stuss the insanity of life and transform that into a Michigan you don't build a mishkan from Heavenly material that's not where you build it from you build a mission from the outside from this you build it from the stuff of this world that's that's the hiddish of the mishkah yeah yashita the word shita is like blush this following the middle path and then when you gravitate to one side or another side it's called like right astray you go astray yeah that that's that's that that's the dict of it that's what Mario says in islakis sister right that uh he went astray he went away says he used to dance he would juggle adasa Miracle at last so the Zeta told them you're embarrassing all of us because he would dance by his levia there was if there was a pillar of fire that separated the coffin the are in the midter from everybody else he said it said it was the it was his Insanity that helped him there's three little China's over there but one of them is so that's just in a positive sense he was dancing at a wedding he was uninhibited so he said it's a passionate you have to be uh calculated but the Leviathan he said that's an example of transforming so he says you don't build a Michigan from Heavenly things that's not where you build it from you build it from the same energy the same energy that's creating this that's the energy from which you build the mishkah and this is a very fundamental idea as we'll see that that's why you can only do it on Earth because in heaven you don't have stuff you need Insanity for this you need insanity kosher insanity the same Michigan that's fueling the unholiness from that that's that's what creates the Michigan [Music] and that becomes Christian the word crush him is karish is kufferation it's a Recon when you reconfigure it it's the same letters like Shaka which is a lie of the world from that you build up a structure which becomes the dwelling place from it's not you're ignoring the law you're running away from the lie you're disregarding the LIE there's an Indian in that too but the re the real depth of Basil again you take that's how you fix the first seven those first seven things because you take that very you take that very energy and you reveal that essentially the Checker really wants to be a carrier she wants to be a beam which is also the word cashier by the way connection it's really looking for a connection Checker cashier cash it's all the same words so when you realize it's really looking for a connection you could take the LIE and turn it into a pillar s in the avoid of every person it means we cultivate Akira means a relationship a closeness with godliness the godliness in us and in the world is the word carbon comes from the word we usually translate carbon as sacrifice so it's not true that's not the translation the word carbon comes from the word kirov closeness very different than sacrifice sacrifice sounds like you're sacrificing yourself in order to serve someone else kirov means you're bringing yourself closer you're not sacrificing yourself you actually you're you're actualizing yourself you're sublimating yourself yeah sometimes I have to sacrifice something that's superficial or alien that's true to sacrifice an addiction have to sacrifice after sacrifice a lie but essentially understand carbon is not sacrificed carbon is kirov it's closeness for structure huh it's a relationship exactly it says right so that everybody yes you're not taking a contribution you're giving the national league trauma you don't take money you that's not what he's asking he's not asking everybody to take he's asking people to give no when you're giving for the Mishka and you're taking because you're talking about Infinity so it's not what does it mean you give me to Infinity when you're giving you're aligning yourself you're connecting yourself to your ultimate self so that's why it's an Indian enough [Music] that the carbon goes up to the secret of ain't safe and this creates reciprocity from above a flow from above the relationship is in both directions as hazal Say by a carbon it says there's a pleasure for me that I that I said and my will was was done and that experience of the that's the flow from above foreign [Music] this is the battle that the Jewish people are conducting from the day they became a people and that's why with the day they leave Egypt they're called which means the soldiers of the ribena in this week's Parish parishes boy image why are we called soldiers the answer is because the entire work of the Jewish people is a daily battle for Transcendence a daily battle for Oneness a daily battle for revealing the truth that's super Sasha okay and he explains in the mymer if you see the rabbit here is summarizing the first 12 chapters of the basilagani because in the second chapter here he's going to begin focusing on Seafood gimmel because that's the focus of this year so he summarizes very briefly it's it's it's it's interesting every year we summarize it every year summarize it a little differently because he would emphasize those points that are relevant to the point of the year so the summation every year is a little different because you emphasize different points so everything that he's saying in the summation becomes important later so he says that the word is the word seven Hebrew has three meanings all exist in the work of a person to fulfill hashem's mission in his world Sava basically means a soldier you're in the Army right like Sava you're in the army also means time a fixed time in Tanakh holiday which means Beauty and synthesis and integration so all three things exist in avoida number one you're in an army you're mobilized you have a mission and you're indispensable number two everyone has a fixed time and place how they fulfill that mission your journey is not my journey and number two everyone does it in a different way there's diversity beauty comes from the fact that there's different colors no no two people have the same Mission those are the three things in some important no two soldiers have the same mission this Soldier goes here this Soldier has a different mission so everyone has a fixed time and place and everyone has a fixed a unique element in that mission and then he continues and explains and elaborates during the war we see nikkidelines [Music] um you see in the physical world that what a king what a leader does to win a war transcends all calculations of Peace time you have it unfortunately in right you could look at Russia at Vladimir Putin you could study Napoleon who decided to invade Russia and you could study others to win a war they do anything so he gives a very interesting muscle during the time of War the King squanders mavas all of his treasures and not just money but Treasures that usually he would not only not squander he wouldn't even show them King's had like in Petersburg you have the Hermitage they have these museums these galleries these treasure Place treasure safes where they had Treasures of generations right like in England they have What's called the crown jewels some of them are a Thousand Eleven hundred years old they're not insured they're not insured you know why because they're Priceless what are you going to charge for insurance they're literally Priceless you're not going to charge they're not insured so these are eight cities that The Kings would have they wouldn't even show them not just from his generation things that his fathers and fathers fathers gathered from generations and yet when it comes to war he's ready to splurge it all that's how deep nitsaken is That's How deep Midas and it's a victory and then he adds and sometimes the king is ready to put himself in danger which is more than everything else is ready to put himself on the line why to win the war just go home you have a house go home no the Mohammed is ready to put himself on the line in other words that his life is in danger this line is going to be the key one of the major points in this moment this is all a metaphor that there's a war Civil sashem and for this Victory Hashem gives an oitzer a treasure that usually is not seen by anybody but not only that he's ready to put himself on the line in other words not just to endanger all the treasures but to endanger his very selfish very essence [Music] ah so to speak the king is ready to die is ready to give his life so that he should win the war because he knows to win the war he has to put himself out on the online and become so vulnerable to the point that he could lose everything because if he's dead there's nobody to win a war right he's gone he's finished the enemy wins that's how vulnerable he becomes and we're going to see here what this means that it's a fascinating it's a it's a very daring idea of this minor the level of vulnerability Hashem engages in to the point where his very existence becomes in danger but that's the only way you could really win and that transform the world we're going to see what that theme is ah he's going to explain I'm just saying this is an ah too early to ask what he's putting on the line to play he's putting on the line everything everything that's the point that there comes a point you hold nothing back there's points you hold back which means you're still calculated and then there's a point here here's my heart here you have everything [Music] but this this line that the Melech is it's not just the treasures it's the most vulnerable experience why because it's necessary for the nitsaken for the victory is in order to receive it that this treasure you need to be a Kaylee you have to be able to open yourself up there's no every gift in the world you have to be able to open yourself up to it you need to be a Kaylee it could rain all day if you didn't plow the Earth and you didn't plant any seeds nothing is growing it's called a Cali right we all know people could give us the most amazing advice in the world if you're not worked out it's worthless why because you could rain and rain and rain and rain I have to be a Kaylee I have to be open after have a vessel so Hashem could give the treasures but he says you need a Kaylee you know I said so the person has to be able to find in their avoida the parallel to this treasure and he explains who does the King give the treasures to he gives it to the commanders the generals the big guys but who is it for it's for the foot soldiers in other words the generals it's not for them it's not for them to put in their house it's to give it to the People boots on the ground that are out there and this is important very important idea because ultimately it's not like there's a hierarchy the generals they have access to the secrets right no I may give it to the Malik may give it through them but for whom for the people that are out in the trenches because they're the ones doing they're the ones doing the work they shouldn't think that they're giving it it because of themselves that's the worst mistake you know when people of stature of talent you think oh I'm so good the king shared with me the treasure he didn't share with you you're a conduit if you're a conduit good if not leave I was once sitting uh I had a meal once with a very very wealthy Jew extremely wealthy Jew he's also very big about the docker so uh I asked them how he works with stucca you know who he decides to give to his size not to give to so he told me that in the beginning you know he would start thinking this one yeah this one not this one yeah this one not and then he realized that uh he said imagine he says I have a Gabite stock because somebody works for me yeah and his job is to give me a list of everyone who asks and I tell them how much to give now imagine if I find out that he's the one making all the decisions the first thing I'll do is I'll get rid of him so he says I realized that that's with me and Hashem I'm just the guy bites doctor what happened well I'm going to make decisions this one yeah this one not who asked you here's the money you're just a messenger so that's the nikuda um from this too we understand that the treasure is needs to be in every person every person has to find it because everyone is Hashem not just the generals it's not that some Jews who are in and some Jews who are out that's not the case so if every Jew is a typical it means the treasure is given to each one of them so each one has to be able to find it um he starts explaining in the my boss what is this we're speaking about the treasure that the king squanders and pledges splurges during a time of combat what is this based on what it says is a section of zoyer that focuses on the explanation of the word viratius 70 interpretations of the word bodacious because the word bonacious could be written in many different ways so there's a section of their culture so with this expression to Kunis is the light of the inside the light of infinity or the light which is infinite extends upwards infinitely and downwards to no end the Minima Shabbos that we learned vaida from the alternative oh it has this expression and he explains it over there at length what does this mean it's a very fascinating expression the light is infinite are you inside the light of Hashem the expression of Hashem no he could have just said Iron safe the light is infinite know if it's infinite it goes up and it goes down he doesn't do that he says he's defining something about this art that it goes up endlessly infinitely I didn't catch means there's no end is the ultimate treasure is this iodine safe this light of insight which is it's infinite that's the ultimate and that's what he's giving to the soldiers foreign and he begins explaining what's the idea of aliens the way it's expressed in the creation of the world which is basically the theme of the previous chapter which was pericute base of the Rebecca's what's the point over there when it says in Zoya Irene cyphilim Islands what is this what are we talking about why does Isaiah say this what's the point what's the relevance how does this help anybody the word is light the word oil is light what's the definition of light definition of light this was the main theme of last year's mine were those who remember we learned was all about what areas what light is especially today we know what light I mean we don't know what light is but we we know a little more about what light is the definition of light is the transmission of energy from one object towards another everything emits out everything emits light is basically the way one object or a person or anything that exists it emits light and that's how it so to speak is communicated to somebody else I see your light you see my light everything gives out light and of course based on the electromagnetic fields of that light or based on the the frequency of the light the frequency of the light the the speed of the light and the various properties of the light that's what I could see what I can see but everything in the world emits oh it emits light push it physically we're talking about what does this represent spiritually or it is the way that one thing is experienced and seen by another you have who you are and you have the way you're seeing the way you're transported into another world the way I see you the way I perceive you that's what the concept of art is so it is the ability for a relationship for connection without a there was no concept of light you are who you are self-contained it allows there to be a connection you see me I see you I see reality I see a world I see objects around me that's the concept of oh it ain't safe therefore what does it mean it means the way they ain't safe the way Hashem could be perceived could be experienced in reality that's the concept of Earth if there was no concept of urge so the core would be the core but it would be Untouchable I have no I would have no entrance into your life I would have oh it is the fact that there's a system of PR there's a system of tech Charlotte of communication it is the ultimate communication the first and ultimate communication because things emit light so therefore that light can reach my eyes and the retina of my eyes can have my eyes has sensors that picks up the light my brain interprets it and then I say this is what I'm seeing there's certain things I can't say not because it doesn't have light because it's levels of light that I have no I'm not a Kaylee for my sensors don't pick them up my brain doesn't pick it up so those you know there's certain colors we don't see you know Birds could see certain colors we don't see The Sounds we don't hear the certain because in order for me to be able to see it I have to have Caleb for it but then it could have oh it is the way something is expressed manifested communicated that's it so the Zoya says a statement that the earn of einsife which is Hashem Islam Island cats it goes endlessly upwards and it goes endlessly downwards the focus of this chapter is what does it mean tacos what does it mean by the matadent so on one level in the previous chapter explained the matadentacles that since the uh is from Hashem the Earth is infinite because the O reflects its source so the source is infinite the light is infinite and creation happens through this light this was the main idea and because of that there's an infinite infinite worlds that are created from that uh foreign expressing the fact that you're dealing with an infinite Delight is infinite but now he continues and that was that length the the token of last year's we learned basil again it's online if anybody wants to review it it's an incredible deep mimer the whole system of creation through Earth what it is and how Earth creates Etc but now he takes it a step further and he says if you'd gimmel which is echard you'd gimbal is the numerology of echard one and that's not stamma's statement because we'll see this is this is going to be the point which is doesn't only mean that he creates in an infinite way but it's also talking about the his pastors and the guily of the Irene that the expression and the revelation of the infinite light goes down below to no end what does it mean it goes down below to no end this is the key there's no place in the world where you can't find the alien safe we can't take those words lightly because it's counter-intuitive you can go down lower lower lower lower lower but there's an end right it says just like when you go up yesterday and Toyota passions of ADA we learned says means as high as you go up you can go further up which means any definition that you'll ever give for God there's always another more don't get stuck people like at some point to feel comfortable in reality you know I could control my life I understand life he says there's a this higher the word mean higher higher than what whatever whatever it is I I understand there's something higher it's about something said for every question I have an answer but for every answer I have a question [Music] I have an answer for that question too but for that question for that answer I have a question because what's a question a question is really going up to a higher world you know sometimes you read something it makes sense right you learn a gamara fast makes sense then you learn it a little better and you see it doesn't make sense why because you learned it better the first time you didn't understand so it made sense you looked in a little bit it doesn't make sense then you lose it a third time you looked it now it does make sense now you look at a fourth time it stops making sense that's what the Basham was saying Akasha means you're going higher a real cash you're going higher so I have a question then I have an answer but then I have another question so the mylab thing cats means you go higher and higher and higher in other words whenever a person feels I got it I understand it I have my life figured out my life is under control that's a prison that's a trap foreign there's no cage there's no there's no limit to how high reality is how deep it is on one hand it's very humbling because like I can't master it but that's exactly the point of course you can't master it as long as there's an eye you can't master it you always have to shed more layers more layers more layers and fortunate is the person who's open to that right today's Redemption becomes tomorrow's Exile tomorrow's Redemption becomes the next day's exile That's All My Loving cats so you can always go deeper and higher don't put a lid on growth don't stifle growth don't put a lid on God Abra doesn't say anything it just says higher this more there's more there's more there's more I told you that myself with the battery no I told you they might see her there was a closet of the balatanya he was a batren the problem was that at that wedding thou Deborah was there so he couldn't he didn't feel comfortable so he said some he loosened up and he starts talking to the altadab and he said I decided that there's no big difference between you and me why I know you also know what you don't know I also don't know so what's the difference there's some things that you know and I don't know but then he said but how does what you know compared to what you don't know they say nothing started to cry so that's the mileage means never Define reality never never the worst thing you know the most the saddest thing a person could say is I know everything there is to know about myself I know everything there is to know about my spouse I know everything there is to know about my children the worst thing you can hear from a therapist or from a neuroscientist is I know everything there is to know about the brain really a doctor I know everything there is to know about medicine really a rabbi I know everything there is to know about truth really then it's not true that's La Milad and cats is the opposite so there's no definition I got that every definition is only a very limited version it's important but there's higher higher higher higher deeper La Mata is the exact opposite there's no place that's too low in other words there's no definition that is not true there's no definition that doesn't capture himself yeah it says where will I find you where can I find you and then he says but where won't I find you where can I find you I say here I found you this is it but where can I not find you la Mata de Tacos means there's no place that's too low that you can't find him the alien safe extends infinitely up but also infinitely down so every definition every experience of life is also an itself it's not limited by that but it's not excluded from that either every drop of water and every flake of snow and every drop of rain and every grain of sand and every cell and every atom and every heartbeat and every pulse and every Star and every Bush and shrub and and stone and insect the reptile and fish and bird and mammal and even you and I it's also an embodiment of aliens there's no definition that's excluded right the cut scared everyone's asked the students right who is God where is God the answer he wanted to hear was wherever you let him in so that's in terms of what I experience but here we're saying anything there's no matter you say but I'm too low this is too low he says no the alien safe goes endlessly below just like it goes endlessly above but what shot it goes endlessly below so you could think he creates things that are very mundane and physical that's true but he says here the vortes his the Divine Infinity goes down the Mata not that it creates things the only South is which means which means this needs a lot of explanation but I'm just saying what it means it means as follows whatever you're looking at in the world even that which you're calling the lowest of the lowest of the lowest you could say it another few times but I don't want to keep you here forever so I won't say it more but the lowest of the lowest of the lowest what you're really seeing is what are you seeing Irene safe and that's the source of all healing and that's the source of the whole chicken and that's why the last lines of the Miami is going to say that's why they put it here in parentheses they didn't get it that that was the only good whoever edited it you put it in parentheses it's really the whole point nothing is going to get lost why is nothing going to get lost nothing is going to get lost because it can't get lost because it's not lost because it's Irene's safe it just doesn't know who it is it's a distortion of Who You Are that's means the lowest place you'll go [Music] if you know how to look at it what you're seeing is oh it ain't safe so it's not like you're sick but we're going to heal you no no what you defined as your lowest of the low is essentially 18. you have to have the right glasses that's the nakuda you have to have the right perspective and therefore nothing and nobody is going to get lost because you're not lost you're connected right now [Music] that's what I'm explaining when I talk about it means that something that's infinite can create whatever it wants but what it creates is something else his pastors vigili means that the 18 Scythe is extending and expressing itself in other words what is safe you'll say what do you mean so call it Infinity that's the Kiddush of the zoyah that this isn't safe this communication of ain't safe odors communication Otis Revelation remember that's what light is it's not just lamayla then Cuts lamata in the lowest lamata it is so you say so why are you calling it Mata so it's a very high thing it's not that's why it's called lamata it's actually something that's completely detached apparently and that's what it means you remember that the king puts himself in danger the king puts himself in danger what does it mean he puts himself in danger you go into a place where you may die you understand you go into a place where you may get cut off you may be destroyed the eating safe goes into a place that's not comfortable it goes into a place where it may die what do you mean it may die what do you mean it may die huh cut off cut off I don't want to say those words but it's like Hashem is putting himself in a position where he's not going to come back what's that mean but they're stronger than them he crit what does it mean it means you're putting yourself in a place where you could be completely cut off which is a form of death let me finish that another Hashem is going into a place where there's complete disconnection and disassociation from self which is the most dangerous place to be but who's going in there ain't safe why it's the only way you could win the war the only way you could win the war when you say Hashem does it it means we're all doing it it means that's the system of reality so the idea itself goes into a place of La Mata the intactless it's taka called Mata huh therefore because it ain't safe ignored yeah yes yes you're a good student of your wife that's for sure yes of course of course from our perspective and there seems to be a false premise right right right of course right just to bring out the intensity of it how how serious it is let's talk in a person's life okay there's a there's a there's a there's a process known as disassociation when you become disconnected from yourself it's a very very serious condition because there's no eye anymore as long as there's an eye right I can feel pain I can feel sadness I can feel difficult emotions and I have to deal with it but then the pain is so deep that the eye says bye bye I mean we've spoken many times about us I'm not going to get into this but there's people children who went through experiences that their souls had to leave their bodies there's people here in this room who unfortunately know this too well from themselves wasn't me their souls it's not a it's not a mystical thing I'm saying these are real facts the soul leaves the body what does it mean it means if my body as a child experience things that were despicable to be present would be too painful so what happens you know what happens the I disassociates the eye goes into golus gets covered over by Clippers by a thousand shells you don't have access to the eye and now my body do whatever you want with it it's like a shell here you want to hit the table hit my body what happens when this person grows up there's there's no I there's a complete disconnect I don't even know who I am I don't know what I believe in well I don't know what I'm feeling nobody should know about this but this is a real condition this is called the Mata din tacos this is going to be the naked of this moment this is going to be the good of this moment you have the way the ain't self is i that's the core of all eye you have the way the ancient comes down into levels that are connected and then there is the ancient going into the war zone where the king is in danger what's it means in danger [Music] you're not coming back you're like cut off from your source but he doesn't leave I'm I'm there too in that place staying safe is not just there what does it mean it's there that is really the reality even of the lowest place it's really ain't safe it's it's not seen that way that's the most vulnerable thing in the world Hashem can do that I'm ready to go into a place where it seems like I'm completely disassociated for myself how radical is that where am I ready to go I'm ready to go I'll talk to you I'll connect to you but I want to be connected to me right when a lifeguard goes into the ocean to save somebody The Lifeguard goes in only if he could bring the person out of the water not if he's gonna drown because nobody jumped out of the lifeboats by the Titanic to go save people because they would go with them you have to have a means to save somebody so I'll reach out to you but I'm gonna I'll reach out to you when they save people who are stuck uh you know in caves Miners and this right you have to make sure that you have the mechanism to pull them out you have the Rope you're not gonna detach yourself from the rope and go down you're not coming back what are you gaining so I'll go I'll go I'll go but I'm not going to disassociate for me I want to pull you up but by Muhammad the malach goes further he's going to go fully there [Music] now he knows he's not going to die if you're right he knows but what's that mean that means you're never going to be detached because Wherever You Are it's ain't safe so you'll never be able to get lost and for that being so fast to go into a place that's located the opposite of everything it is and that's a very serious thing that's very serious it's extremely vulnerable it's almost frightening but it's the key for the real transformation that's why you'd gimbal is because that's where the real Oneness happens the real Oneness is also not separate Oneness doesn't mean that a beautiful place where one it means that in the lowest place you understand what I'm saying it's all going to be the Isis Of Cinders but I'm giving it to you uh I'm giving to you the nakuda yes exactly the pervertedness yes it was perverted it was detached perverted perverted as uh perverted is distorted how do you say distorted huh yeah it's misuse good question you see people get lost and not coming back you see people that the pain of life is too deep in there foreign yeah and and there's an akuda in them that's that's going to come back it may not express itself always in our lifetime that we see physically in the world there's not a nitroat that's going to be lost ever huh so of course off even that reason says in heaven the whole sugin Sanhedrin that this and this one doesn't have a headaches over there that is going to finish they're not going to finish in other words they're going to outlive again like you say the fire is going to go out you'll still be there so so that reason says but think about what it says the gehenna will finish but they're not going to finish they'll still be there [Music] it sounds like a curse you understand even when the fire is finished you're not finished yet but that means what you go beyond the fire means that in the real chicken there's no no no bad parts and this is the terrorist agulla sagalos this is and it's true there's good and evil is good and evil it's real evil we call it yet Sahara you want to do bad things and it's important to say that because [Music] you're a lowlife lamata means you're a lowlife but but I I just I just said the wrong words because that's that's from a certain perspective and it's important you know this is good this is bad and right now I want to do something dysfunctional and destructive to me and to others but we're this real healing come from where does the transformation of the world come from it says it's a miracle one day Hashem is going to say that's it done no yeah it's a pretty big miracle but it's deeper than a miracle a miracle means Abracadabra could do what he's saying here is no it's the MS when the real Emma gets revealed you see that what you call the Sahara was really earnings it went into a low place it's low like you said it's perverted it's distorted and you have to know that that's La Mata din tacos what is it the penis it's the gilia veinsife and the word is Gili Gili means Revelation but it's not revealed it's concealed huh but if you understand what it really is it's dispatchers of insight it's the way they ain't safe was detached from itself in the perception and God says I'm not running away I'm still here you know how painful that is that means that when you when when that happens to me or you the age safe was always there so that means you were never detached so what you're calling this Association was not this Association for my perception it was disassociation I mean even the disassociation is an embodiment of the aliensife that's true the reason the disassociation is so powerful people always wonder you know why is Darkness so powerful why when I'm having a good day I'm having a good day when I'm having a bad day I'm not just having a bad day it's like Eternal when you're having a good day when you're having a bad day it's like my life forever is cursed this is never ending everything is over why why can't you just say so the cynics say because it's real the optimism is fake the pessimism is real says you remember I said this a few weeks ago so this is what's the real reason the real reason is because ain't sorry for MATA din tacos so what you're feeling is that ain't safe when you're saying darkness is infinite what you're really saying is ain't safe is infinite and that's what I'm holding on to because there ain't Surfers in the Darkness and fat do something about Atmos and Angel there is so therefore it feels more infinite than anything else what you're really touching is the Infinity of the Divine that's inside of it so the disconnection is so painful and so real and so infinite you know why because they ain't safe ah good question you saying they ain't safe with us on the good day [Laughter] um the answer to that is that in giloy is much more limited than Helen Gili when something is reflected [Music] so it's always with a certain measurement of how much could be reflected ah yeah in concealment in Helen you have everything you have the atomies is there because it doesn't have to be expressed so everything is there for Statesville think about dragon good question how could you say these words about ancient that it's not in its place [Music] Place their limitation because that that's the voice of the desire inside means what makes it matter it's not really not in its place because that becomes its place but what it means it's not in its place is that when you look at it externally what you're seeing is disconnect as he's going to say in the nightmare this is basically the definition of the world's Bria you see disconnect when you say the king puts himself in danger he puts himself in danger he's really in danger this is vulnerable stuff it's not a game Hashem wasn't playing Monopoly when he created the world he put everything on the line people don't realize how vulnerable God is with creation they think it's a game let's play Monopoly boom boom boom boom boom Oh okay Planet Big Bang shine not let them make themselves crazy now that's the whole revolution of Martin Taylor what was Martin Taylor Martin Taylor was Hashem says this is a very serious thing for me I'm not uh I'm in this relationship with Godson I'm vulnerable it's going to be a normal world and if not to say somebody once said can God relax a little bit what's what's this whole thing what the tiger is basically saying is realize that our relationship is is is as real as it gets and if that relationship is destroyed the whole world gate Meshuggah so on one night you could say leave me alone I'm not I'm I don't need that you could say that you could you could it's like a husband who tells a wife could we make not could we make this relationship not so serious Sunday we'll be together Monday we won't be married Tuesday I'll come back Shabbos will be married but do me a favor let's uh you're all laughing why are you laughing a lot of men do this right but the women don't like this why uh or the men would like to do it if their wives would give permission what's missing here what's missing here is even when you're in the relationship you're not in the relationship a relationship that's for a week or for a month or for a year even when you do it it's not that it's a missionary river is that lie what's that rivers that lies and the missioner says once in seven years they dry up because of yeah why are they lying because after seven years the wells dry up so even when they're here they're not here if a relationship imagine you tell your child I'm going to keep you in the house for a few years we'll see if I like you if I like you I'll keep you further if not I'll find you a nice place I'll adopt you and you'll have a normal life yeah why why why not there's something off right what's off the beauty of a parent and a child is your mind for now forever for eternity unconditional this is when a person shouldn't get married with the dance of getting divorced so there's two Allah once it's pushed you to fully and a lot of Fuller but there's another even if you even if you say why because it's apric of a relationship so my point here is the relationship is a very vulnerable relationship Hashem is saying I'm never gonna I'm not leaving now not I'm not leaving when you're in the circle I'm not leaving in the period in the Bia it's in the separateness not just I'm not leaving that is me the map of the intactless it saying ain't safe that's called putting your life on the line because you could be hijacked you could be kidnapped you know what that what happens is this huh you you took the king into captivity but only that way can you heal the world you can't Heal the World without being without having empathy what's having empathy going into the place you can't sit on the roof and say come here loser I'll heal you you got to go inside the mindset with the chicken the next device under the table huh you remember that story the turkey the chicken yeah yeah right yeah yeah the bathroom is so quiet foreign very good translation very good ain't tacos the word tequila means end and it means purpose and it's the same thing because purpose is the end of something the goal so you're saying tacos to the place where there's no purpose you don't see any purpose all you see is dysfunction and pain and insanity apocalypse right Putin's mind Russians know Russians yeah [Music] yes yes yes there's a lot of paradox here it is paradox is essentially the source of paradox he's really in danger listen you you you're using your intellect too much listen to your heart experience it emotionally only because he's in danger can there be healing if he's not in danger he's not with you you understand I'll tell this true about every healer if you're not in danger you will not heal for carrot by him it's even more because he chooses it by every healer we still protect ourselves we go home at night we're like I'm out of this office and by Hashem he doesn't go home at night also you said voracious isn't it yeah yeah you're right because of that you're right huh [Music] yeah yeah when you say a person has Choice it means there's danger there's a voice from the market it says that Hashem does all the Mitzvahs right all the Mitzvahs the Madrid says he does all the Mitzvahs so the market says I understand how he does the Mitzvah he loves the Jewish people when you love Jews you love God sashem loves God by loving us fine I understand that Gamora says I shall put some fill in he says how does Hashem do the Mitzvah of fear what is he afraid of I understand I'm afraid but how does Hashem fulfill the midst of yira so the market said the magnetism is Rich brings it because the gemara says everything is in the hands of heaven besides fear of heaven so Hashem is afraid what your next move is going to be that's the year of Sasha he's like it says they made now the Nigeria Hashem so what what does that mean he's standing there and he's looking so what's really what it's like is it's like a Google Google put in a satellite essentially it's like what's going to be your next move in anticipation because of the deep depth of the relationship so there's an element of Europe okay so on that is the word from the balshev you know the word of the Bosham oh how does it work together if God knows the future and he's right right it's not like his his system is off so he knows so then you don't have choice because you already knew yesterday what I'm going to do today so the balship says this is the classic and I'm not going to explain it I'm just going to tell you what he says you'll go to Quantum Mechanics to maybe maybe explain it or see that you can't explain it well Hashem says like this you're right but there's something deeper than God's knowledge and that's God's love his love is deeper than his knowledge and his love he wants a relationship and for there to be a relationship you have to have free choice so even though matata's knowledge you don't have free choice but without his love you have free choice because his love trumps his knowledge I know mathematics I know I know I got it really what about something is saying is there's a frequency where there's no prayer and there's a deeper frequency where there is now you're nodding your head suddenly you understood this year this yes garnished now it's your language quantum mechanics yeah it's a danger of really kidnapping it's being kidnapped so to speak being Abu being manipulated and exploited literally they can this is when the disassociation what happens myself is up for grabs you can grab it you can grab it you can grab it that's what happens huh Stockholm syndrome is one way even all addiction if you go to the happiness what is that it's it's the most horrible thing in the world where does this come in shirish listen to this we does disassociation come from everything has an occurred inclusion that can't be in this world if it doesn't exist higher in the higher worlds the answer is as he's going to say Bri it's irasia which is called period so you would think Hashem said okay I'll cut off the peace go fly a kite and do whatever you want I created you fine I'm big enough to create you no that part which seems completely detached and disassociated I never left not just I never left that's also me I'm there I'm at it's not like I I cut you off fine God says you know what I'm fine I can deal with competition I'm bigger and stronger the competition is me too the period that's the matadent that's the earning safe so what does that mean in a person and a person is the same nakoda it means that who went into the disassociation it means there's no disassociation that's what it means the light the light is there and and it's the infinite light and that's why the darkness seems so infinite because what you're touching is something that's really infinite we're mistaking it for the darkness really it's the primius of the darkness the black hole we don't see the light the black hole you don't see light not because there's no light because there's too much light there's too much light I want to learn another five minutes mamish five minutes I know it's very late because I just want to finish this point so Mama's five minutes we're gonna learn inside but it should be pretty clear now we're in middle of sieve Bay is here the third line of sieve Bays where he starts explaining La Mata de Tacos China he's calling out the mime foreign and expansiveness extension till there's no fear in other words there's no point we'll say it's too low here I don't go but madriguez in states of consciousness that are all the way at the end and all the way on the bottom all the way on the bottom in the abyss in other words I'm not talking about a flowery place we're talking about madriguez doesn't know limits it doesn't only express itself in places that look like light it expresses itself in places that seemed like the opposite and they are the opposite them saying they seem they are it's bleakable clowns this is the language of the Miami explains but he's not saying that Hashem creates worlds and worlds and worlds that don't end so he's called insightful because from him all this comes that's the line it's not that Hashem could create whatever he wants he creates worlds afterwards it's much deeper than that what desire is saying is that there ain't Scythe even the way he comes out in the map are the intactless what are you seeing you see Lane's life some good football boyfriend challenge what do you mean it's not you created a strange world you created an alien world you hear that's the danger they ain't safe doesn't stop in other words it assumes a form of complete separateness is that typhus um he says in the moment this great that it can come out this means it extends gilu is even deeper it's revealed was to be revealed what you're seeing as the matadentless you're mistranslating and it's really a revelation of ain't safe it's not talking about that the 18 safe comes out in What's called the infinite World or even attilas the AFA Bishops [Music] this will be explained more next but I just want to translate the words there's something in Kabbalah known as oil massage the worlds of infinity there's something called Silas the world of attilis is something called generally speaking the light of infinity first it creates worlds that are infinite then there's something called that Silas is a world of tense Veritas but it's divine and then there's Bria the world of creation the world of formation and hour of the world of action so he says when you say la Mata then tacos don't think it's talking about which are called worlds if it's cold worlds it already means it's not the essence itself it's not the light itself but that's not what lamata the entachus means is because the worlds have been saved before Sims and even the world of and even the world of artsillus where ain't safe is revealed they're killing for Aaron's life their vessels the vessels of atzillus so it's not a pal it's not a wonder that the ain't safe is shines over there and it's not a wonder that they can receive it but it's not a wonder that there himself can extend itself in these worlds of infinity and even the nazillus but feelings it's not even a Wonder that it could be revealed that they can receive it this is not a Pella and the Gili is not a Pella Spanish means that the light can extend there and Gila is that they can experience it because that's what they are my shank and balam is the world of Bria the world you'd see the word of us here here begins what we call period fragmentation separateness disconnection this Association this is the source of reality that's not me that's where you don't go you're not supposed to go there and that's why they could be this Reality by a person too disconnection that's the greatest and that's going to be now the whole Hampshire explaining what does this mean there's the way you define reality as is there's a way you define reality as attilis the ways the way to find reality is that's what he discusses now the next piece we're going to learn base Hashem tomorrow morning at eight what's ulama saying safe what's that reality what's up Tillis and that was British which is in each person's life you have these three things you have reality the way it's in the perspective of Allah the words of infinity reality From artillery's perspective and reality we'll continue tomorrow morning eight o'clock everybody is invited have a beautiful day and a wonderful day okay oh what a pleasure to have you here valdek we love you thank you thank you