The secret within your Name!

[Music] have you ever wondered what your name means [Music] what can your name teach you about yourself more than you already know does your name hold information such as your purpose in life [Music] the holy resolve teaches that when parents name their child they get a glimpse of prophecy and the name is whispered in their ear our name is the essence of the soul the word soul in hebrew is pronounced nishama in the middle parts of the word nishama you can find the letters shem which means [Music] our name holds in it all the information about our soul our personality our characteristics and most important our purpose in life i want to invite you to these amazing events where i will be teaching and revealing the core information about our name [Music] the information about your name that you need to know that will help guide you in your life add purpose in your life and enrich your connection to your soul and to god come and join me in one of these events that i can promise you will change your life tonight we're going to talk about bizarre about the the whole secret behind behind the name a lot of people didn't come tonight because they emailed us and said my name is kaya marsha bracha what does my name mean well i can't tell you right now so i'm not coming so people thought they're coming tonight they're going to go out of the door with the name reading of what their name means this is not where you're going to hear tonight and a lot of people got disappointed they thought they're going to go out of the door with the whole analysis of their name this takes a very long process it's not something that you put in google and it shoots it out i mean google is not that smart yet maybe one day they'll give google the information and google will spit it out but the for many years once i used to have time believe it or not so i used to do the name analysis for whether my kids or other people takes a lot of hours to really dissect the name we're going to talk a lot about it tonight but in a very uh you know kind of on the surface it can be done faster so a few weeks ago i was in a tour in london and we did a very similar lecture and it was very successful and we we gave time for private readings and it was very very successful successful in the fact that people can get some solid information what they can do in order to change their their their path it's very very unique and tonight you're going to hear why it's so unique and why it's so important bizarre so we have a lot to cover we're going to start very very quickly and you know i always get very uh pulled to the things and the topics in the torah that besides being very interesting that they cause you to become better you know there's a young man very serious i can see him there no no you you i'm talking about you everybody's like young i'm not young i'm like 32. so i became observant when i was 27 years old that's when i started to become observant and my change was not to put a yamaka on my head or to put feline on or to go to school my change that i would look in the mirror and i said how am i becoming a better person the costume came later the costume is also part of the the it's the gear but that's not the purpose the purpose is how am i becoming a better person each and every one of us is a soul a beautiful diamond we come down to this world and now hashem says now clean this diamond now shine this diamond prepare it for me and this is really why we came down to this world and the great teaching of the kabbalah specifically by the great students of the rizal rabbi vital on wednesday the topic we're going to learn on wednesday is from his teaching very very unique very very deep type of teaching and he says that our main purpose in this world is not to necessarily fulfill them it's vote and learn torah it's rather to refine ourselves the torah and the mitzvot is just a tool how to do it but if i came down to this world for 60 70 80 years and i came in one way like a revolving door and i came out the same way what did i do here i'm going to go up to shaman they're going to tell me did you did you change at all now a lot of people say that's how i am don't change me so a lot of couples come to me for marriage counseling and i hear the same broken record that's how i am don't try to change me so this is wrong this is completely wrong because you came to the world to be changed now i wouldn't use the name change i would rather use the name refined and if you are not aware of what you need to refine you're wasting your time here you're wasting another year and another year and another year of your life you don't want to find yourself either leaving this world and going to the heavens or finding yourself i see them all the time because the majority of the people who come to our institutes are older people the both the ladies seminary and the men's ceremony are for older people that in their 40s the 50s 60s 70s it's never too late we have a student she's a 79 year old woman unbelievable to see a 79 year old woman wanting to better herself refine herself and she doesn't say okay i'm old so it's a lost case so this is really why we came down to this world to refine myself now if i'm not humble enough to accept where i need to refine myself then i'm never going to do it so really our purpose is to refine my character traits to refine my my thoughts my speech my actions and when i became observant that was the the agenda not to if i'm wearing a black suit or a blue suit or a big yamaka a small yamaka for three years i didn't even wear yamaka i didn't want to feel that i'm pretending that i'm observant i wasn't even observing why would i wear a yamaka when i'm going to walk in the street with a yamaka and i'm not even observant so my agenda was to refine myself once i get to a place where i feel that i'm refined enough then i can take on myself many more things to do so really when i bump into different topics in the torah the torah is unbelievable wisdom and depth that you can't even imagine the more deeper you go the more you find this beauty and unbelievable wisdom of the creator that most people not even scratching the surface and the more you go deeper into the torah you more you understand that this is really the the true wisdom people you tell them a word torah they imagine a shul and a lot of mitzvot and i have to dress a certain way and i can't drive on shabbat and it's hard life and all these restrictions and the way it's not about that the torah is way more magical than that way more magical all the wisdoms in the world they have a friend now that is really searching himself and i don't know how he found himself in india he doesn't even like indian food he just found himself in india and now he's following the dalai lama and he sends me all these weird quotes you know you know you know what they have them on facebook everybody send them on jabba they get like 500 what's ups every egg of shabbat with all these weird designs flowers shabbat shalom and i'm like so so he sends me all these also these little weird things all these one liners and i'm like these are all our one-liners from our sages from our torah you think the dalai lama invented it i'm going to have anything against him i'm sure he's a nice guy but i said you think he's in he invented it he probably opened the maga he learned a little bit and he comes up with all these one-liners so the torah is unbelievable wealth and wisdom that unfortunately the pr of the torah is not that great and it doesn't look so appealing so a lot of people get turned off by the torah because it looks too much too demanding and too restricting really the torah is the tool to allow you to see the the great wonders of the universe so any time that i run into a a topic that not only is deep and beautiful but it actually causes you to change that's what pulls me because i like getting a lot of tools how can i become a better person if i live in a certain place in my life that i'm not looking to change that's a whole different ballgame and that's not where you want to find yourself if you think that you're okay i'm not so i'm saying it to hurt anybody but if you think you're okay you're not okay because we constantly have to refine ourselves and grow and to become better i'm not trying to hurt anybody but we you can't be satisfied with where you are we constantly want to get tools how can i become a much better person a better husband a better better kid a better sibling a better boss whatever it is and leads to a better jew so this is how the topic came about i usually learn different topics and i don't necessarily teach them i know a lot of people follow follow me online the the teachings online is basic stuff and they're nice and interesting but a lot of the topics that i learned for myself is is not to necessarily to teach a lot of people they they don't understand to give one hour class you have to learn 60 hours in order to be able to give one hour of that but nevertheless so now when we started the institutes then the topics we're learning there they don't go online necessarily because they're long sometimes it's ten classes sometimes it's 20 classes that's why we're launching now the new website albert miriam that's what we're going to give now a whole year of a free membership where you can have access to all these unbelievable courses but nevertheless that's where the topic came from and for many years i would look into certain certain names when i would when it comes to name my kids a lot of people tell me can you analyze my name so once i have time so i used to sit and it takes hours because it's not just that you put in a name and something comes out but then i became very time consuming so i stopped but nevertheless there's unbelievable hidden gems in the name and we're going to talk about tonight different parts and hopefully you'll leave with some some something tonight but before we start i always like starting with some questions and one of the greatest questions and the most dominating question that i get a lot is what is what is why am i here what is the purpose of life why did i come here did i come here to become a doctor did i come here to open another facebook account i'm here on the some chart and facebook needs two billion users so i'm one of them what did i come to this world to see dancing cats on facebook all sorts of nonsense so what is the essence of of this world and what is the purpose of the world now comes another greater question is am i walking on the right path you know that most people they're on the wrong highway and they're on the highway to nowhere and they don't understand why things don't work out in their life because you're on the wrong highway i remember when i first came to new york about 20 years ago i one time went on a train now i'm looking at the maps all these colors red blue yellow you know the subways i had to figure that out i went on the wrong train i ended up somewhere in the bronx and i'm sitting and waiting there like waiting waiting for my ears for my stuff and like why is this stuff not coming i mean it's kind of getting they're changing colors on the train what's going on here maybe i'm in the in the wrong country already the train was like an hour and a half i end up in the last stop somewhere in the middle of bronx and i was like i think okay i think i went on the wrong train so most people are on the wrong highway they're going to a completely different direction and either they're in such a a low spiritual place that they don't even notice they're on the wrong highway they just don't realize why things don't work in their life and they don't attribute it to the fact that on the wrong path but most people they're not on the right path and one needs to ask themselves am i on the right path and the right path is not necessarily what you've dreamed of the entire life or what your mom told you since you were four you're going to be a doctor so maybe you're not supposed to be that of course comes uh another big question is am i really fulfilling and and i am applying my destination in this world my existence you think that hashem just happened to create you everybody has a purpose in this world seven billion people on this planet and every person has a purpose in this world and the question you need to ask yourself pretty often is am i fulfilling the mission of what i'm supposed to be doing here now if you don't have answers to these last three questions then the situation is not so good you need to have answers to these situations to these questions now and if you don't ask yourself this question that's also not another good thing you have to constantly ask yourself hey what is my purpose in this world and b my i am on the right track you can call i call it the highway but am i on the right path and also if i'm fulfilling what i'm supposed to do in this world now when i when i know all these answers then i also know what i need to do to make me a better person this is another question that one can ask do i know myself good enough to be able to refine myself some people they they don't know they think they know themselves and a lot of times actually you'll see tonight and when i do read different things in the name some of the times it's on the money and the person is just shocked this is unbelievable and sometimes they tell people some things they're like that's not me i'm like wow talk about denial i mean that is you so no no no no me cheap no no so so you know you need to know you need to know yourself and if you don't know yourself that's another problem i always look myself in the morning it's still sometimes like wow look at that beard so now now now something even worse you know i would go with a big yamaka because i'm getting bald the other day i took a haircut my kids are like you're totally bald i'm like so so then every year the yamaka becomes bigger you know some at some point i'm just going to wear a helmet so i'm joking i can care less if i have here i don't have hair but never then as long as my wife doesn't care so most people look in the mirror they don't really see the reality they see a fake reality and you know you want to take all these questions and you want to put it in the center of your attention and and to to to apply some type of an action so you can change now tonight we're going to mainly going to concentrate about our name uh really this is not a lecture this is a uh couple month course uh we started already by the way in our yeshiva the course we already did five classes it will probably end up being like i think like 500 classes in the past it's going but the classes will be available online you can already register to the course this is a course this is not a something you can give over in a lecture somebody emailed us and said am i going to know how to read names after this lecture why are you trying to open a business and go whatever so the funniest thing a few weeks ago we started in spot the classes so one of the guys was taking a lot of notes yeah yeah yeah yeah tell them what are you open waiting to open your spot all the woo stuff is in spots so 90 of them are just air air air and whistles nothing there but nevertheless you know we have somebody here a bus comes all the tourists are walking out like wow wow look at this holy place whatever you're gonna sell them they'll buy i can come with with empty bottles says this is holy air they'll buy that because it's hot everything goes so i i this guy was like taking notes it's like what are you i'm planning on opening like a shop here i'll read your name twenty dollars you're gonna bring name reading he's like wow that's a good idea so i told you it is a good idea just open a little store in the place where they drop all the tourists take twenty dollars a name rating fifty dollars you make a lot of money you'll end up i told them and on the way out just sell them some pictures some letters whatever you'll make like two thousand dollars a day he's like wow i think i i think i found a new business so tonight you're not going to leave this door knowing how to read names this is not what we're going to do tonight so but we are going to concentrate on on the topic of names because i think it's fascinating i think the fact that our name is holding the dna of my soul is an unbelievable fact now we're going to go through a lot of the details there's a lot more to go through i'm going to try to make it as fast and sort of short as possible because i noticed you didn't come with pillows but the you know our essence we come from somewhere and our is our soul and our name can tell us a lot about our soul where it came from you know the other day some relative of my wife came out of nowhere knocked on the door hey i'm your cousin so i'm like okay you want to be a cousin that's fine so at first i told my wife i think she just want to get in because a lot of people knock on our door i'm i'm distant cousin of the rabbi really i don't i didn't i never i never met you so people they they they find all those those ways how they can somehow come and er into our house so i thought it's another one they're just saying it's a cousin somebody says yeah i'm a relative of the rabbi i need to see him so my kids are like okay it's a relative i'm like it's not my relative so so people just waiting looking for a way to put their food in the door i'm a relative yeah yeah two thousand years ago our forefathers were together you know you know we're somehow related so nevertheless this woman comes into her house she tells my wife i'm a cousin okay so she pulls out this family tree unbelievable it goes like six seven generations back and my we were fascinated to see it and a real cousin a cousin of the some the grandfather or whatever and we started talking i was like wouldn't it be cool to know who's my great grandfather i mean i know my grandfather and i i met my great-grandmother but not more than that maybe three four generations above that i wonder who's my great-grandfather or my great-grandmother so wouldn't you want to know who who's the ten generations above you maybe some big sadiq or i don't know a big hero so we were talking about and i was like you know what i would want to i would want to something even greater wouldn't you want to know who your soul is to you know where you come from what's your history you think we're not here first time so we have a whole course now we learn the gates of reincarnation but there is al so of course we get all the weird people who sometimes come and they have all these weird questions and then you have all these ones in spot that they they know they're they read your soul and then we just don't don't move i'm reading your soul so they always come to me with questions tell me do you know so and so they just read my soul uh how much did it cost so so somebody there's some lady and she reads your soul i don't know what language the story is but nevertheless she really reads the soul and she told some somebody walked into the course and she told me that so-and-so told me i'm a very old soul where she looked at your social security number what do you mean your old soul we're all old souls where our souls are older than the the the the creation of the universe but even an old soul when you're working with a kane and a senior citizen in ghana some people have all these meshugas but nevertheless our name holds in it literally the dna the spiritual dna of my soul and it can tell me everything about my soul and the rizal rabbit luria he says that when the parents come to name the child they get a glimpse of prophecy and the name is so to say being whispered in their ear and then they name the child that's why it's extremely important the name the child naming is not being interfered with parents now the parents come naming after your uncle naming after this car the first car that i bought and whatever it is the parents have to name the child with no pressure have to look at the child needless to say that the parent wants to refine themselves that this heavenly voice will be even more clear because you are actually giving the child the name that is imprinted on the soul and if shalom then the name the child is getting the wrong name that will affect the person and you see many many times that the person is either very sick or some type of a tragedy or a problem and they add then add a letter to the name add a name it's not good to remove a name you don't really remove a name maybe remove a letter but in many cases people are on the death bed you add a name or you add a letter and sometimes it's it's a when a person is hanging between life and death makes a huge difference and sometimes the name is the wrong name and a person is carrying the wrong name and it's stopping their shepherd their masala and the person thinks it don't work out it can come in a physical way it can come in a mental way in a spiritual way marriage money and so forth so we know that our name is very very powerful and every letter in our name and not only in our name every letter behind we know that judaism is a very text text driven religion it's not about the text and we know that there are 22 letters in the jewish language it's actually wrong i asked that question when we started the course back home how many letters are in the alphabet 22 no it's not how are we counting 22 well it's 22. well first of all we have five letters that are extra it's called man that you have a meme it has a meme so feet and a noon and um but based on the teachings of kabbalah originally we had 28 letters one letter went down when adam and khabar they sinned we lost one letter this call this letter is called when mashiach is going to come there's another letter going to come so it's going to change completely the so to say the code of the world nevertheless now we have 27 letters every letter is a tool it's a vessel we're looking at the letters as just uh some type of graphic design the way to relate with it is now we're very into technology everybody has at least five iphones in their house but they we're all constantly around with technology we have cell phones and smartphones and everything you know even today somebody took me to the airport i just landed a few hours ago somebody took me to the airport from at home and we were driving and a lot of traffic of course and the waze was taking us up and down i kept telling him don't go over there and say i know the ways the ways the ways i said i'm smarter than the ways i'm telling you i know i know all the shortcuts why are you listening to this ways but nevertheless we were laughing how 20 years ago who used the gps we had maps remember maps people had maps in their glove control compartment now you give if i give a map to my kid they'll be like what the hell is that this is a map people don't even know how to read a map so we're so into technology but there's a reason for that because the technology is coming to teach us about the structure of the universe and to kind of understand how god relates to the world and technology right now is based on on on software and hardware and applications if you try to think about it for a second all these gadgets that we use applications and websites there's a programmer that writes that now if you are a programmer then you understand what's going on there if you're not a programmer if you're going to see now a computer program just a bunch of letters and symbols and you know it's like gibberish you don't understand anything but a programmer a coder can look at it and they say oh i understand what that this line will make this function this line will make that function the exact same way that's how kadosh both who created the world compare hashem to anything was a programmer and he took letters and he put them together like a code and ta-da a beautiful world so these letters that we're going to concentrate on each letter is a tool is a vessel i call it a tool because a vessel is a harder word to relate with but really you want to build something now you have a carpenter then the carpenter wants to build something nice now he needs tools he needs a hammer he needs a you know a chisel he need a saw whatever it is all these uh tools so the same way the ecological who needed to create the world he needed tools and these tools are the letters and the letters containing the in them energy the the teachings of kabbalah they don't call it the tool rather calls the letters as a vessel a vessel is called a clean a vessel that can hold something now i'm sure some of you saw that in the kitchen when you want to put things in little dishes especially if you have all these how do you call the tupperware it has like all the sizes the small one the flat one the white one the big one and this and so same same idea you know if you have a little bit then you put it in a small container if you have something big you put in a big container whatever it is these letters look at them right now as little containers and every letter contains in it a certain energy now the kabbalistic term to it is called chefa chef is in abundance we'll call it energy because we can relate with it although even that we can really relate because what is energy can somebody define what energy is sometimes you're saying oh i have so much energy today what do you mean where you bought energy what's energy a lot of people question and they wanna they think that something from this world can actually give you energy this is a a a whole fraud you know you think you get energy from an energy bar or from anything else from the electricity company if you take a dead person now and give him an energy bar will you have energy no the energy comes from the soul doesn't come from anywhere else now sometimes this you have to feed the body with food that the body can start digesting and turn it into some type of energy but really the energy comes from the soul and the only energy you get is coming from a spiritual place now how can you define the energy it's very very difficult to define what type of energy do you are you running on i find that the way to kind of compare energy to something that we can relate with then compare it to a mood sometimes you wake up in the morning you're in a good mood sometimes you wake up in the morning you're not in a good mood sometimes you're in a very high mood you're very happy sometimes you're in a very angry mood aggressive mood sand mood whatever it is so we'll compare it for a second even though it has nothing to do with it compare types of energy to kind of like a mood sometimes the energy is very high sometimes the energy is very low sometimes the energy is you're very productive sometimes the energy you're very not productive but nevertheless when he wants to inject life into this world it's injected through this energy and it has to be contained through different containers and these containers these are words that i'm using it's not the actual terms of that the term is a cli clea is a vessel and the vessel is able to hold a certain energy in it and the letters are the vessels that hold the energy every letter contains in it a certain energy now the beauty here is if you take two letters and you merge them now the energy is a brand new energy and the easiest way to kind of understand it is how many colors do you think there are in the universe infinite right common wednesday i'll tell you how many colors they are but really there's only seven colors that's really we have seven pigments seven types of colors but when you start mixing them ah now you have infinite options of colors and how many shades of blue how many shades of green how many shades of yellow technically we only have seven colors and these are the colors that you see in the rainbow some will argue eight colors let's leave it for wednesday come and learn about the colors but nevertheless when you start mixing them that's when you get a lot of different types of colors where do you see really the quantities of colors you look at a beautiful picture a beautiful painting how many colors can you find there numerous of colors now an artist knows that if he takes the blue and the green and puts it together oh it will come like a nice purple you take an orange you take a yellow and a red will come orange you start mixing them around then they change their color this is the exact same idea with the letters take the letter alif has a certain energy take the letter bit has a different energy put aleph and bet together now you have a third type of energy now put the bet in the aleph not the elephant the bit another different energy now put underneath the alif akamats it's going to be an ah put underneath the outer e put under it uh so just imagine how many variations of energy you can when you start switching letters originally there was only 28 letters now it started multiplying and multiplying and multiplying our sages with ten speeches the world was created hashem spoke ten speeches and he created the entire world but in these ten speeches is containing in it numerous amounts of combinations of letters together and that's the code that creates the world now every letter holds in a certain energy now to understand what's the energy of every letter that we definitely can do today i think it can be something like a class for each letter and probably maybe three classes for each letter because the letters the letters containing them three paths and this is a this is really when we want to start understanding the essence of a human name of the name of a human then we have to understand first of all what are the letters the there is a book of kabbalah some say it's the first book of qabalah it's called seferitsira the book of fermenting formation some say that's the first book of kabbalah but really there's another book that came before that it's called the the book is called the malachaziel the angel raziel and the history says that the angel raziel gave this information to adam richon very difficult book a very small book i don't know anybody much that really know how to to explain the book but nevertheless there's two very old books of kabbalah one of them is a more common one it's called sephiroth there's different versions of it but nevertheless all this information that we're talking about tonight is from that book and this book this information was given to adam richon gave it to his son shet sheth gave it over to noah gave it to shemsheim gave it to everyone it went through the generations and at the end it came to the hands of avraham avinu some say abraham avinu is the one who wrote it some say adam shawn wrote it some even say rabbi akiva wrote it that the information came to rabbi akiva he wrote it but nevertheless not books that book sheds all the the lights in that territory we have once a month a class if you follow us online then i'm sure you know that once a month there's a class about the power of the month where i kind of dissect a little bit the the character traits of the month and what the month means so that information comes from that book from sephiroth so the book of israel explains that every letter holds in it a certain energy and the in the letter the energy that's kind of like running in it kind of like if you imagine like an atom how it's turning around in speed three channels of energy is running in the in the letter one of them is how you pronounce the letter or whatever it is this is one channel how the energy is being contained in the letter now every letter of course has a different sound even though some of the letters will might sound the same because kaf and kufu sound the same but nevertheless they're not so one of the chat one of the channels is how the letter sounds the other one is the shape of the letter and this is again another whole course in itself is dissecting the shape of the letter because technically all the letters the color combination of other letters if you're looking at a hay so in a hey there's a raise there's a valve there's a youth and many other letters if you really look at them closely you'll see that they contain even more letters but the second channel is the shape of the letter which that in itself is a whole fascinating topic how the shape of the letter will affect the energy of the letter and then the third one which is another very interesting part another segment is the numerical value of the letter what is called gematria some people are very into it they like checking all the numbers and the matre is a very very sophisticated way of calculating that's why part of the analysis of the name depends on the gematria not necessarily other things and of course there's the basic imagery that the letter aleph is is one letter bet is two and so forth but there are many other ways to calculate the gematria one of them is how the word is being written for example alif is written alif lamid pain so it changes its numerical value then there's another way it's called atbash atmash is when you switch letters around so if you take two columns one side you write aleph bet gimmel dal so forth and then on the left column right top sheen cool fresh and the other way around and then aleph becomes a tough and sheen is a bit and so forth and you switch the the letters around so it gives you a different type of numerical value and then there's many other types of that you switch your letters around there's a whole wisdom behind it and these are the three channels so to say that every letter the energy is running in it so when you really want to dissect the letters you have to understand the aspects of all that now really the letters are the secret of the creation of the universe right now the universe is covered with a screen we just looking at a beautiful screen very very uh limited screen but we see the world through a screen i'm sure some of you heard my personal experience and i shared in one point that this screen was removed and all that i saw is letters i saw like the code of the world and how i saw the world was looking like a computer program and then an analogy that i give here is that you you can look at a computer you're looking at a website you see a beautiful website beautiful colors beautiful pictures beautiful a design you click a button it opens a page you click another button opens another page but what would you see if you hypothetically would remove the screen what would you see you wouldn't see anything but technically you would see the code that creates the website and like i said before if you are a programmer you can read the code you know what it means if you're not just a bunch of letters created the world with letters if you're looking now at a building how they build it they make a foundation they make like a i don't know how you call it necessarily in english i think they call the skeleton like the the frame of the building and then start building in the the walls now it's a little bit popular that they do the walls with exposed brick but if you're looking at the wall remember here you see the walls or the plain walls when you're looking at a wall how many bricks are in there thousands of bricks now can you put the bricks from the tenth row up no you have to start with the first row and then the second row and then the third row and you just lay the bricks up down same way with the world the logic who took these tools these letters and he started a foundation so the letters are the foundation and the circuit behind the creation of the world adam for example he was in a such high spiritual world that he didn't see the world how we see it we saw the world how it actually is very soon is going to come we're going to be elevated to a very high spiritual level and then we are also going to see that this is a prophecy that we know from the book of isaiah everybody will see every human jews and non-jews everybody everybody has hashem is the one who creates the world we're going to see the godly power that enlivens the world that's why in many places and sometimes you hear speakers rabbis and lecturers are saying some people will not survive the coming of moshiach sometimes they're bad people but they don't have the vessels to see such a thing there's going to be a godly revelation and if you don't prepare yourself now then the godly revelation you're going to be able to contain it so you're not going to survive it you're going to have to be pushed aside it's almost like looking at the the sun and and without sunglasses and magnify that a million times so the foundation of the spiritual world is the spiritual letters we just don't see it they are great said the kim that we know that that's what they see they see the code of the world it's funny because now i a few hours ago i was on a plane so whether you want it or not you see the screens everywhere so it's just funny to see what movies each one is seeing so you know people are bored just walk up and down on the plane it's funny to see what the person was sitting and what their live what's the movie they're watching so sometimes you see like a you know long field and then she was like a cartoon like so so so anyways i was sitting over there like in the angle of my eye somebody was watching superman but it's not the superman that we know with the what's his name uh the guy who broke his neck what krista reeves some new superman like with special effects and something more futuristic superman and i was looking at it through the angle of my eye and there's a part that caught my attention because there's a scene there that he's a little kid and then he's finding out that he's superman and and he he sees everybody's skeletons and he sees their organs and i was like wow look how technology look how hollywood they can show godliness because he's looking at people and he sees their veins and their heart beating and that's when he kind of like finds out that he's superman and i was like wow look at that that's how we're going to one day the screen will be removed and we'll be able to see how the whole world is created by hashem and there are different individuals said the greats that they came that's how they look at you they look at you they don't see the body they see way above that and greater so they came they elevate themselves to such a high level that they don't see your body they're looking at the soul and they know everything about the soul their eyes are looking at you but their soul is already meeting your soul and they give you a whole analysis of everything that you need to know so this comes and brings us to another question how can it be that a word can create a reality because god talks we know that god talks and he creates the world now god doesn't have a mouth rather it's a more metaphorical way but i'm sure you prayed at least one time in your life and if you pray every morning you probably remember that when how do we start the pray we say that every day bless he that he said and he created the world and how many times do we hear in the torah the word of hashem so we know that hashem talks and he creates the world so how can a word create a reality so the easiest way to explain it unfortunately we have an epidemic in our generation uh i can't say for other generations because they didn't live there at least i don't remember but we have an epidemic in our generation it's called the shonara slandering and everybody all day long they they like twitter so now if i say now or slandering is saying the truth slandering is saying not the truth but nevertheless i can come now and say you know so and so he's like listen like that i just took my words and i created a reality and it could be that the person has nothing to do with it so you see in a very superficial way how a word can create a reality i can come and say you know that person is a liar because i don't like him now everybody thinks he's a liar so i created a reality very simple very easy way to understand how my words can destroy distort the reality but spiritually how can a word create a reality then since every letter holds in it a certain code i'm sure you've seen that many different times now again i'm sorry i'm giving all the examples with me flying today i come now to give them the boarding pass what do they do they scan it it says everything about me doesn't say my underwear size but it says everything about me oh yes now i landed all i need to put is my passport in the password all the information pops up the immigration guy he knows everything about me how is that because we are there's a certain code and the code is holding information in it if you scan the code you have a system to translate the code then whatever is translating it can know anything it needs to sorry same thing here every letter has a code in it and this is a very sophisticated code when you take certain letters and you put them together then the code changes like the what i told you before with the tones you took now taking out a few colors and mix them together it will make a completely different type of color when you take a certain letter and you add it to other letters now the code changes the kabbalistic term to it is that the tone of it changes like a color and again don't get hooked on the in the example with the colors in the letters because it's not that it's just a wait an analogy for to us to to relate with but nevertheless the letters they change their tone when you put them together and every letter contains within a certain a certain code which will manifest to become an existence so how does it work the kalosh bro wanted to create the world one of the first things that we have in the creation of the world you read it in sephiroth who says there should be light shem created the light how did he create the light he took a letter alef he took the letter valve we took the letter h put them together and the nature or the energy that comes out with that combination is light very simple it's not that thomas edison invented the light hashem invented that six thousand years ago so he took letters each letter containing it the certain power when he put the aleph and the relation together it created light and every thing in creation is it's originated in the letters now this is a very short introduction about the concept of the letters but from that we can very easily derive that the name that i'm carrying has a very deep meaning if i now understand that god created the world with letters all the existence of the world is about letters the letters hold a certain energy in it so if everything in creation is built from the letters must be that i'm also part of it and so much more so that my name is holding in it a certain code now comes a big question we'll talk about it later because a lot of people have the same question there's like five hundred thousands david well they're all the same all the yakovs are the same no so we'll address that a little bit later it's not the same and that's why it's not so easy to dissect the name it's not that you just punch in the letters and you say and you understand it depends first of all if there's another name it depends also on the day that the person was born on the month the person was born the hour the person was born there's a lot of factors in it it's not just spitting out the name but nevertheless in general we can take from that that the name the letters in the name are so powerful that they're affecting my reality not only that they're affecting my reality they're affecting my way of life you know i'm sure all of you at once at least one time in your life some people do it every day but you read your horoscope people open the newspaper wow this week i'm gonna be rich it never works by the way i used to read the horoscope every day this week you're gonna meet something special so all week you're looking from like who's that special person i'm eating this week so so i was into it once so every day i would read the horoscope of the day and a bunch of junk so but nevertheless the the horoscope is like kind of telling you what you want to know but how many signs are there the only 12 signs well there's only 12 options so all the people were born in october that's it they're stuck with that sign now so same thing with the name one can say what all the yak over there the same thing no it's much more deeper than that there's much more information but nevertheless the name itself will affect my entire existence my entire reality my entire life the the the actions in my life things in my life more than that it affects my destiny there is something i know some people want to believe in it don't believe in it there is a destiny a neighbor we call it i don't know if the word in english is such a great translation but nevertheless it affects my destiny we all have a destiny not only that it will affect things in my life my life is predestined but nevertheless things always can be changed but the name will affect actions in my life my marriage kids health and my my parnassa and so forth so when you really want to know a lot about yourself then one of the ways is to go to the name now there are many different types of names we're not going to analyze names because then we're going to be here to rosh hashanah but my wife gave me a great idea she was like why don't you analyze all the normal like the common names just put on your website let's just people go there so you put a david and a yakov and a moshe and asa and but then i'll get all these hard names that you know that i don't even know where where they originate from and you know somebody now booked a name reading so my secretary says sen you have to send me your full name your date of birth and the name i don't even know how to read it and she read the name in english and i was like how do you write it in hebrews i don't know i was like so i'm going to analyze your name everything about analysis with a b and an r and s i need the hebrew letters but nevertheless the the name itself should contain it at least three letters if you have a uh now before i even start it's very important to know that first of all we know in general that every letter has two ways of looking at it the positive part of it and a negative part of it everything in creation has a positive part in it and a negative part of it now a lot of the things that we learn in name reading it's not black and white in general it's not good to have a two-letter name this is in general like some like dan and god and these are words and names of course in in in hebrew i don't think in english there's any names that are two letters but we're not talking anything about in english it's only in hebrew there are names ben god a lot of names that are in hebrew and two letters this is not a good name it's also important to know that if you're about to name a child or if it's your name it's uh maybe and things are not going so well there's a possibility to add a letter now a very important thing is don't walk out of this door tonight freaking out because something is wrong with the name that this is not how we deal with things and and if everything is kind of normal and okay then you don't have to do anything you more look into it when a person has an issue when for 20 years they can't get married for 20 years they can have a child or they have can have palmasa whatever it is so there's some type of a health condition then you're like okay let's start to maybe look into the name in general it's not going to have two-lettered name better to have three and above why because the first letter in our name is the most important and the most dominating name when we go through a name reading first we look at the first letter of the name and then we look at the second letter and then we look at the third letter if there's a fourth and a fifth also but the the main letter is the first letter in my name our soul is built from five components of five levels the highest level of the soul is called this is what's called the essence of the soul this is a very high level spiritual part of the soul never even comes down into this world it's attached to hashem it's a part of hashem the next level is called what is known as the aura the kabbalistic term to it is o makifa surrounding light but a lot of people are aware that there's something surrounding their body now they came up with these different types of machines it's called like the aura photography we actually have one of the members of our congregation they have the machine it's unbelievable to see how the aura changes when you change your actions it's unbelievable to see it with your own eyes we had she gave a lecture in in our seminary it was just unbelievable you put your hand on the machine and it shows you your aura and you do all these tests you put it at filling on the aura changes completely take the feeling off the ora change all the colors change it's just unbelievable to see it so it's a little bit scary because you see all sorts of things and then you see it on the screen then i didn't want everybody to see but nevertheless so this part of the the soul the the is a surrounding light but then you have three components of the soul that are called the shaman these are the three levels of the soul and they're all in the body and each one of them has a completely different task then of course is the soul this is the highest of all this will correspond to the first letter of your name the second letter of your name or i would say the middle letters of the names because a lot of the names are four letters and five letters so the middle letters correspond to the ruach the walkers the spirit and the last letter of the name will correspond to the nephesh the first letter of the name it's called the authentic the nishama letter now this will carry with it all the information from previous lives your entire journey a lot of people want to know what what's the what's their previous life when i was saying before with the lady reading the shemot i mean she's a little bit uh not with us but but the idea is that there were there is a previous life our soul is not here for the first time some of us can be here already a hundred times we come back and again and and again and again and again and in incarnations and there's a purpose for that there's a reason for that the first letter of the soul will carry in at the information of who i am where i came from what's all the information from my previous life and not only that it will tell me they continuation what needs to be done this is going to answer the question of what is my destiny in this world what is my path in this world i know many people that for 40 50 years they are going on a certain path and they're completely in the wrong path and they're completely going in the wrong direction now some things work well for them but some things don't and they just accept it as that this is part of a part of life and it's not always part of life so the same way that when you grow a little bit older you have to go to the doctor and they run tests so when you spiritually grow older you want to go to the right individual to run spiritual tests to see where you're holding but nevertheless the first letter will tell you a lot about your previous lives and this will already reflect on your destination and your path in this world and it will will tell you about the destiny from previous lives and not only that your qualifications your talents and and the quality that you possess in you everybody has some type of a talent there's no such a thing that a person doesn't have a talent some people the talent is very very dominating so they're a great musician and are great artists and some people they have amazing talent they know how to make the most delicious cookies but that's a talent nevertheless everybody has talents and some type of a qualification that nobody else has if you don't know it then you're really missing the majority of your purpose in this world and a person on one person can be an amazing educator another person can be an amazing i don't know entertainer it doesn't matter what right now but each and every one of us possessing them in us different qualities that nobody else has and you need to know how to empower them how to make them vivid and powerful and a lot of people say oh if i'm not there jimi hendrix or no you don't have to be a great you know worldwide class musician each and every one is holding in them a certain quality and again all in the first letter of the name will hold all this information the middle letter or the center letters because again a lot of the names are with five letters we call it the middle letter all times eight but nevertheless it can be two letters and it can be three letters these are the tools that god gave you to do your your task in this world if i now come to a certain job and my job is i don't know you know every shabbat hashem we feed feed dozens of people sometimes it's hundreds of people and a lot of people come and they help my wife they sit in the kitchen and they just stick to the cake like this for three hours just chopping potatoes or whatever it is and each one has a test you peel the potatoes you peel the the the some of you are smiling yeah yeah i was the i was the cucumbers so so so she give tasks you wash this you peel down you this everybody has a test and sometimes it's like three hours the same thing but nevertheless god gave us also tasks and the same way that if you come to our kitchen and if you need to peel potatoes you get a peeler if you need to cut the tomatoes you get a knife if you need to clean the floor you get a broom so same thing here god gave you a task now he gives you tools how to do it now the middle letters of your name are the tools how to fulfill your task in this world and not only that it will point on the reasons of your existence if you didn't find out yet the reason for your existence then you have an issue you have a problem and please forgive me if my words don't come out somebody told me not to long in a lecture you say weird words sometimes i tell them i'm israeli i'm i said some word over and over somebody told me it's not an appropriate word why are you saying that they said well you know i might have my english might sound good but i'm still israelis if i'm saying a word don't get offended if i say you have an issue maybe it's my way of talking but if you don't know your reason of your existence it's a problem you have to find what is the reason for my existence maybe right now in my life in the next 20 years my reasons to existence is to raise my kids and after 20 years then when they leave the house my my reason will change then i will become i don't know i'll i'll volunteer to the organization so it doesn't mean that my entire 60 70 90 years is the same reason constantly it can change but i need to know what is the reason why god created me if god wants me in this planet there's a reason why i'm here so the middle letters of the name will show you the existence the reason of your existence not only that it will tell you a lot about something that is a very deep teaching in kabbalah and it's called your will you don't do anything if you don't have a will if you don't have a will to get up in the morning you're going to stay in bed if you don't have a will to help somebody you're not going to do it this is called in hebrew ratson and you don't do nothing without this will now what will cause you to do something in a very superficial way is when there's some type of uh a paper a payback so i don't really want to do it but they pay well oh i don't want to do this right now but you know what it's going to be good for my resume or whatever it is this is a how you start analyzing your wheel your razon now a lot of the things in this world you really want to do because it's going to benefit you maybe it's the right thing to do maybe do it out of the kindness of your heart but we are driven by a will and if you don't have a will you're not going to do nothing you're going to be sitting at home all day long in front of a tv the middle letters of the name will express the real will that is engraved on yoneshama sometimes there's certain things that you don't understand why that you want to do and this you don't want to do and again the middle letters will express that more than that there's something that we possess in us that most people don't even know that they have it and it's called your potential most people are pushing maybe maybe a tenth of their potential and most of the effort is going to a completely different direction not where it's supposed to go and which and every one of us has unbelievable powers and you're not even using a a a quarter of it you know today when we're when another example with today's flight today when we were taking off then we the the plane was brand new and and they said you know it's a brand new play even when we booked the tickets he said it's a brand new plane and and the seats are like this and the seats are unbelievable it is today you know the windows they don't have that shutter you click a button and z and it's it's not something that goes up that the window becomes from tinted it becomes not tinted unbelievable and the window is hot you know usually the windows are freezing you put you when you go to sleep you like you wake up in the morning your face is numb so and then you have that mark here but but nevertheless unbelievable you press a button i don't even know how they do it the the window becomes tinted so nevertheless brand new plane and as we started going a little kid threw up on the floor i'm like it's a brand new plane what are you doing i couldn't go to the bathroom and the students are like it cost the company like 400 million dollars but nevertheless when it was taking off usually you know some of the planes not too long ago i had to go somewhere and we had to get a real cheap ticket so the plane i was like praying the whole time i mean this is a very good plane if you want to pray i was praying that the plane is just going to take off you know the wings were like like shaking and the engine was like you know i was like oh my god maybe we're not going to make there's enough jews on the plane we can make a minion start reading to elim this plane was brand new we took off i never seen anything like it we were so fast going up and i was looking outside and you see this massive rolls-royce engine and i'm like wow look at that the plane is so fast so powerful you know that the engine is not even using 10 percent of its power and and you know the the plane whatever it goes i don't know 900 kilometers per hour it can go double the speed you know sometimes the pilot tells you listen we went into some turbulence we're going to catch up well i'll catch up that half an hour why can't you step on the gas from the beginning so the thing is that the the i was looking at the engine of the plane it's so powerful but it's not even using all its power it's almost like you know you buy a ferrari and you're driving in the streets at like 20 miles an hour you know the engine is not even even moving so the same thing with us we have such power such potential most people they're not reasonably using 10 of their power of this potential not because they don't want to because they don't know they're not aware of their own power so again the middle letters will point to you of your potential another thing the middle letters will show areas of interest in your life that a lot of people they they don't even know certain areas that they they you know when they find out when they're 60s then they and they and they retire suddenly they start painting uh one of our students he's like i don't know 62 suddenly started painting six tears now you know now you notice that you like painting he's like i love it i love it doesn't matter the paintings look like my three-year-old but it doesn't matter but but you know who can argue with art i mean you know that's what the artist likes and fine but otherwise he tells me i'm fine i'm i'm i'm finding about myself no no it's 60 years too late don't you think so but nevertheless uh we all have a lot of areas of interest and sometimes we know about them something we don't know about them and very interesting the middle letters of the name will tell you about situations in your life and it can be you know your marriage can be shalom sickness or success or whatever it is those middle letters of the name will point on that more than that the the the middle letters will expose very deep parts of your soul and most people don't don't know about them and they're not aware of them the third and last letter i shouldn't say third but the last letter and if it's the third or the fourth or the fifth this is like the closing circle and this will actually show you how to take all this potential that we just talk about and transmit it transform it into action to have the talents to take your potential and to bring it into action you need to know how to do it most people they in potential they're very good but when it comes to bringing into action they don't they don't know not to long ago i met a certain individual that he does the marriage counseling and i mean we we were talking to him because we you know a lot of people come to us and we need somebody professional to help so we were you know i was interviewing him and going through things and then i said something and maybe you and your wife can come and spend shabbat with us he's like well i'm divorced so i'm like could you cancel yourself like if you if if you what kind of counseling do you do if you if you got the voice like what am i going to tell my people the marriage counselor is divorced i mean his wife couldn't stand him so of course i'm not i'm just trying to be a ha funny here but nevertheless uh even a marriage counselor can get divorced it doesn't mean anything but nevertheless a lot of people they have a lot of potential they don't know how to transform it into action some people have great minds but they don't know how to to to manifest it into the world the last letter will give you that power to to transform the potential into power and not only that how to actually bring out your characteristics to to actually be functioning now like i said before sometimes there are good names sometimes they are bad names uh don't get hooked on that because a lot of the times people read an article or read something and they're like oh my name is bad it's it's not the right way of looking at it because it's true that sometimes names are showing bad things that's why this is more important to a person that is about to name a child you don't want to name a child a name that has something negative in it because it will affect the person or if you find out that you have something negative in your name then you want to make sure that you change it sometimes it's just adding a letter and it changes the entire name you definitely don't want to keep have anything negative in the name definitely not the name of somebody in the past there was a mass murderer or they want to call you son bilaam or anything like that so you know we we have a whole we have a convert program and we have a whole group of converts when they want to convert we we prepare them we work with the sunbedin and we we help a lot of converts and they have a big question with the name so one time one of the girls came and she wanted to name herself a name from the tanakh but it wasn't such a great profession and she was like i wanna i like that name i was like well uh i don't think you should name yourself that name it's not gonna be associated well on your resume so she wasn't such a great star in the tanakh maybe you can think of something nice maybe sarah or maybe why do you want to name yourself after a certain individual but nevertheless you don't want to name a person especially when you have a new child coming somebody wicked or shalom there's many different criterias what you don't want to but we do know that when something negative in the name it does affect the individual there is a famous story in the talmud there was one tana around sage is known as rabimer and he was a student of akiva a very good friend of uh if you've been to israel he's buried in terri be male balanese nevertheless he was a professional in names everything he would look into names and there's a very very very very famous story that one time he and another two rabbis rabbi ud and rabiosi they went on a journey and the stories that they went there to collect money i thought that only the rabbis in our generation have to go and fundraise but apparently two thousand years ago they also had to go and fundraise but nevertheless the story says that they went to fundraise to redeem prisoners to do a very big mitzvah pidgeon they had the money on shabbat they parked somewhere and they didn't know what to do with the money they had a lot of money the udemy bossie went to the clerk in the hotel and they gave him the money and came to the clerk and he asked him what's your name says my name is kido so he says thank you so much i'm not giving you my money and he went and hid it the story says that he went to some cemetery out of the out of the village and he hid it there he said nobody will go and look for money next to graves after shabbat rabiut and rabbi yossi they come to pick up the money and the clerk tells them i don't know what money what do you mean what money we gave you we deposit buy you a lot of money no i don't know what you're talking about and he took their money they came to rabiot he said how did you know not to give him the money so abby mayor says very simple i asked him his name and he told me his name is kido there's no way so what if the name is gido so he quoted a verse from the book of dwarim and with the translation is because this is a generation that very quickly turns on you and it says the name didn't sound well kiddo it's like i understood from that and he is an individual that the characteristic of it that right away you give him to take care of him he you'll disappear with your money so we do know that the name affects a lot the person and it can affect the person in a very good way it can affect the person in a very negative way so you want to know especially if you're about to name a child then you want to know things that you should name or not name and again for yourself then again don't need to panic and go out of the room today to start panicking but sometimes when you do want to analyze your name this is when things arouse then you want to look at things like that but nevertheless you know a lot of people now inventing names in our generation i don't know how it is in america because the american enemies it's in english but in israel unfortunately people invent names they just come up with all sorts of names there's not such a name even but it just sounds cool we don't have the power to invent names our forefathers they knew how to invent names because they knew they had a holy spirit and they knew how to put the letters together so they came up with names like for example when yaakov and his two wives they invented names basically and every name that every child that came they named the child and the torah says why they named the child yehuda and shimon and roven and so forth so they had the power to invent names and then meaning to see the combination of the letters together and to make a name out of it and we see many times in the torah how a certain individual the famous ones of course is when abraham was named afram he couldn't have kids when sarai was named sarai she couldn't have kids all they did is switch letters with abraham they added a letter suddenly his whole masala changed the story says that abraham told him you are going to have a child abraham was in a very high special special a spiritual level it says that the kalos took him out of the tent and he showed them the stars the the teachings of kabbalah explains he didn't take him out of the tent he took him out of the universe he elevated the moving above the world and he showed him the consolation of the stars astrology and showed him you see about the stars from the structure of the stars you know we're not going to have a child but when you go above that we can change your mazal and you will have a child same thing with sarai her name was sarai they changed the name she became sarah she was able to have a child so we see that sometimes when you change something in the name it will change your masala we're going to talk about that very soon about the masala which of course is translated as luck but it's not the luck that you want to have in atlantic city it's a different luck but nevertheless when you're starting with your name like i said before you want to have at least three names three letters not less than three letters not these short names and if you are in a place that you're about to name a child then you want to take the consideration a few things that are very bad that people do is one of them people name now names of girls to boys and girls names of boys or girls this is not a good thing to do and it affects the person in a in a very deep way and it's very popular in our generation that they take a a a name that is known for a boy and they call it for a girl and again in english it's different because the names are in different talking about jewish hebrew names also when you want to name somebody it's not good to name somebody on somebody who died very young or somebody that shalom did something extreme but in a very negative way and needless to say somebody who's wicked and somebody that the the meaning of the name is negative sometimes the people's names the meaning of the name is a very negative thing and you don't want to hold and to carry such of a name now what else can we learn from the name is that if you're looking at the word soul the word soul in hebrew is written nun shin mem hey now the every word especially in hebrew has a certain meaning to it this is something that is very difficult when i try to teach certain things sometimes i can't find the right word in english and some words you can only say it in hebrew there's no words for that in english and sometimes it's very difficult to come and explain a certain concept because there's no words for that and then you have to start painting some type of an explanation but the words in hebrew every word has a meaning and there's a whole meaning behind it it's not that somebody just say popped up a word so if you're looking at the word soul in hebrew which is neshama then it comes and tells us something very interesting about the name but before we we dissect that it's important to know that the words they have very significant power and if you're looking at the at the entire torah look for example the name of the first man adam why is he called adam because he was created from the soil from adama and not only that he resembles the person in the world above so adam comes from the word hebrew adame i would look like so you see that the words in hebrew they have a very a strong meaning to that now not only that in the actual word is hidden a certain definition of something physical that's how we see that i said it before that how severe it is and lying and slandering and cheating everything that we do with our mouth this is a problem because a lot of people observant not observant and in the observant world you know very a lot of people are very particular with what they eat i'm sure you noticed that some people dissect little things to find a microscopic worm or they look at the certification if it's not with certification they're not going to eat it but but what goes into their mouth is a filter there but what goes out of the mouth all the junk that comes out of the mouth is that there's no filter there so this is why the torah is so particular how severe is everything that comes out of my mouth because the words they have a very strong meaning to them now going back to the word neshama that we talked about then we'll dissect the the word neshama which means soul if you're taking the first letter which is the noon the noon represents the 50th gate 50th gate i'm sure you heard about it in moshe albino he was able to reach the 50th gate the highest level in the spiritual term and this is called the 50th gate of holiness and this is the highest level that anybody can climb spiritually and well we know that really we we know that only martial are being was able to reach to that level but nevertheless this is is showing to us the highest level that one can reach in the spiritual way not only that the higher a person wants to grow spiritually of course then there's a certain character trait that has to be very dominating and this is the character trait that is called anavah to be humble moshe albania was the most humble person ever existed and therefore he was able to climb to such a high level if a person doesn't have that character trait he will never grow spiritually that's why the greater the person wants to be the more humble the person has to make himself and it says about moshe rabbin nobody was as as humble as moshe rabbin he was the symbol of the highest level of anova now the lowest level the opposite of anova is geva that's proud pride or what we call it in our generation an ego and uh we we started a course about a certain concept we have a cd out when you go out you can take it the cds are are free it's the course is called the introduction for tikkuna midot for refinement of your character and we explain they're very in depth that there's always going to be good character traits and bad character traits everybody has some good and some bad there's no such a thing that you have only good and there's no such thing that you only have bad you need to know what are the good ones so you can empower them and you need to know what the bad ones so you can refine them but the best and the highest and the most positive character traits on the right side on the positive side is the meda the character trait of being humble and and that will birth all the good midot all the good character traits and on the negative side is the media of of gervais being uh pride too much proud we call it ego too much ego now the noon if you're looking at the shape of the noon it looks like a person that is bending down why because as again it's representing the medata nava that's why that you see that a nun has a another type of unknown the one that goes at the end of the the word and that's a very long no not one long line why because the ones that are humble in this world in the world to come because makes them the most straight and the most great that's when you see the greatness of a person when they're a person is very very humble now the noon the 50th gate is representing the peak the highest level of spirituality when anybody can reach not only that it's the level that you want to strive to get to that's why i started the lecture by saying don't ever be satisfied with where you're holding there's no such a thing that you reach to your potential or to the highest level you should never be satisfied with where you are now so the noon represents the highest level in the spiritual world now the last letter of the word neshama is the last letter is the hey hey represents this world what's called now the kenosha who created the world with the letter hey it says that that uh that when nakado who created the world there's a verse in the torah it says this is the the creation of the heavens and the earth if you read the word in one one way it's you will read it but if you separated it with the letter hey the kaloshva who created the heaven and the earth the our sages interpret why did hashem create the the word the world specifically with the letter hey because it's the only letter that is very easy to pronounce you don't have to move anything you can say hey like this hey you don't have to move your lips you don't have to move your jaw you don't have to move your tongue you don't have to do movement in your mouth any other letter you have to start moving things around alec hey you can speak like uh how do you call the ones that they talk with from the top puppet no the ventriloquist yeah so they're just so saying hey it's very easy so you can be a hey very different quilters just say hey hey hey so it's not going to be so popular show but nevertheless so our sages say hashem created the the world with the letter hey to show you that for him to create a world is nothing it's just to say hey hey and there's a world but nevertheless this hay is the last la hey in the name of hashem youtube and this is referring to the world of asia the lowest of all worlds so you have a contrast the noon is the highest spiritual place and the hay is the lowest spear lowest of all now if you're looking at the shape of a hay i mean i can't do it like that because it's going to be opposite so it will actually be like this but just imagine the hay in your in your mind the hay doesn't have a base it's a open underneath bit for example has a base has a floor nothing can fall down hey it's a dangerous letter because there's a pit you can easily fall down and there's no nothing to support from the bottom so hey represents that in this world you can fail you can fall in one second into the pits of the world you have to be very careful how you uh conducting yourself in this world but if a person falls or fails in this world then our torah says there's nothing to be worried about don't lose your hope as our sages say as long as the candle is lit up you can still fix there's a famous story the there was a certain uh tailor not a tailor a shoemaker and the rabbi gave him uh shoes to fix and uh he came with to him at night and he says can you still fix him so he told him something so simple yeah as long as the candle's still lit i can fix the shoes and he's like wow look at that as long as the candle is lit you can still fix as long as you're still in this world you can fix anything that you did anything wrong in this world but nevertheless the hay if you're looking at the hay has a window on the top a little window between the little little chop chick a person can come come in and to to fix your actions how do you fix your actions with the hey what is hey hey numerical value of haze five this is referring to the five books of moses that you want to fix your actions you can find the all the information in the torah now for example when if you're looking at you're comparing the hay to another letter that's very similar to the letter hit the head just has the continuation between that little line of the hay and the head of course represents the the to the the sin head is a sin is also a halon hello is a window it comes to to thanks is also coming from the word in hebrew to clean but nevertheless we have two letters in the name one of them is the noon is the peak of of creation and the highest level spirituality and hey is the lowest now what connects the lowest of all and the highest of all because we have the noon in the beginning and the hand there in the end what's inside of it the shin and the mem the shame the name the name of the person is the connection between the lowest which means my body in this world and the noon the highest level the highest level of the shaman in the world above and the name of the person these are these channels these pipes the kabbalistic term to it is the notes you know it's like a pipe and the name is the pipe that connects the shema from the world above to the world below and the the shin and the meme shin is a letter that comes from the the element of fire you see that even the the shape of a shin is like flames and the letter mem comes from the element of water calm and happy and tranquil and all that and we know this is something that i'm going to go very briefly because i see we're really running out of time is that everything in this world is created with four elements earth fire water and air both in the physical world and in the spiritual world now all the letters they're getting a certain energy they're fed they're affected by each one of the elements each element is affecting a group of letters just that you'll know i'll go through through it very quickly so you can maybe recognize in your name we know four elements fire excuse me earth air and water it's very important because this is a very dominating part in the name reading and each element is responsible for a group of letters the element of fire is affecting the letters gimel the letter dalid the letter hey the letter tet the letter kaff the letter summer and the letter shin if you have one of these letters in your name especially the beginning of your name then you know that you are mostly influenced by the element of fire so letters in beginner can be gedalia it can be gila it can be guidon and so forth and dalit of course davido dina and many others uh hey what letters that we have in hey what names we have in a hilah or whatever i'm gonna say naming every word here but again the letters that are affected by the element of fire bet now it makes a huge difference if it's the first letter of the name the second the third or the fourth if it's the first letter of the name then the majority or what affects the individual is from that element and that's a very easy way we're going to go a little bit now just so you can get the idea of it because the elements are are what's going to affect me the most now the letters that are fed that are influenced by the element of earth is bet you'd ein and pay so if you have any of these letters in your name bet can be binyamin and benny or bella or i mean you'll think about it yourself and many others and again valve you'd ein and pay the letters that are affected from the element of water are get if i'm going too fast then let me know that you want you to kind of recognize it in your name noon taf and the letters that are affected by the element of air are aleph sign lamed so again if you recognize one of the letters in your name and especially the the first letter then you can kind of start analyzing already from the elements where you're being influenced sometimes you'll have a name that has two letters that are air and one earth and one water you have to they have to see where it's positioned but for the you want to say the letters again so esh is gimmel dali just remem try to recognize in your name i mean don't go with g o d more gimmel in dalit and then uh and shin these are letters of fire of earth will be bet you the iron and pay this is earth air is aleph zine lamid pay salvik [Music] you already start to analyze and again when it's the first letter is completely different if it's the second or the third letter now the ones who have a dominating letter from the element of fire sometimes you have one name that has the same element three times the element of fire now this is another thing is that the letters are also influenced by the signs by the signs of astrology and this opens a whole nother thing but again i don't want to talk about it too much because then it confuses people because then they say wait a minute if i my letter starts with an alif and my sign is a leo how is that working together that's where the name the name reading becomes more sophisticated because the every element will be affected by a certain sign i'm just saying that you know as a as a information in most cases the people that they have a letters of fire in their name they'll be very uh initiative usually they'll have a certain entrepreneurial uh character trait they'll be a very warm and loving person very optimist very positive person very strong opinions very strong self confidence very very determined very very er er what's the word in hebrew it's called the roots is somebody very hard worker now fire for example has a very unique character trait that it has six types of powers running in it three of them are positive three of them are negative fire can be very very positive because fire can cook and fire can warm and wire fire can sterilize but fire can be on the negative side of it can be destructive it can burn it can make something completely completely dark it can be destructive completely so a person that has a letter that is fed and influenced by the element of fire it all depends how the fire is directed the fire can be directed to something extremely extremely positive and the fire can be directed to something extremely negative the element of earth a lot of people are are affected by the element of earth in a very negative way not only for their for their name even for their character traits but people that have a letter of the of earth in their name especially the first letter then they'll be a very physical materialistic person they'll care a lot what car they have how the clothes are looking where the status the watch and all this i'm not saying anything bad about i'm just saying the person will be very into materialistic things but on the positive side will be a very practical person and a very uh secure person always go on the safe side no you're not going to be a person who makes investments in weird things always going to look for a very secure framework not a person that is you know one day here and one day there very stable you know a lot of people when they hire workers they want to look at stuff like that because they don't care so much if you are a creative person they want to see if you're stable they want to see if you're persistent they want to see if you're loyal so the element of earth will have all these qualities not only that are very very usually the very mature people very serious people very responsible people uh very great discipline great soldiers a lot of patients very strong good common sense and so forth the positive part of the element of earth is that a good soil grows everything some places if you're into agriculture doesn't matter what you're going to put in the earth it's going to grow and some places doesn't matter what you're going to put in the ground nothing's going to come out so the positive part of the element of earth that has the potential of growth and not only growth that whatever they touch becomes gold whatever they do they'll they'll counsel marriage they'll make it work then whatever they they whatever they will turn to it will be very very successful now again if you find one of these letters in your name and it can be again it can be one of the middle letters can be in the beginning at the end it has a different power to it but nevertheless if you know to recognize the letter in your name and you know how to empower it then you can bring all these good character traits out into fruition now the negative part of earth is that it's very very heavy it's a very heavy element and if you feed this element too much you become depressed and sad and heavy and no desire to do anything and unfortunately many people they feed their element of earth and then they wake up in the morning you know the alarm clock gets a punch and the blanket goes over the head i don't want to do anything become very sad and very heavy and very depressed and so forth you have to be very very careful with this element uh just to continue because we're really uh running out of time the next element is air and air is a very unique uh element and i'm gonna touch it in a second why but nevertheless people who have the the letters of air in their name first of all will be very bright ideas probably all the good ideas that coming out to this world are people with a very strong element of air you're going to have a lot of good ideas very creative very uh developed very intellectual very logic very logistic everything is a very good business people uh their mind very very deep very deep learners they don't learn on the surface some people they want to learn just show me how to press the button some people they say i don't want to know how to press the button i want to know how the whole system works so a person that has a air elements in their name they're going to be very very into learning and to understanding everything very high level of self-awareness very creative very uh very social very friendly very very high level quick understanding in things very good communication very curious and so forth a person that usually doesn't have any uh uh chigra like uh every day the same thing everything every day has to be what non-menorah the complete opposite every day has to be somewhere else or something else if it becomes too much of a routine they they drive them nuts so not a person of routine uh which will affect their opinions they're very easy to they're not going to be strong in their opinions they're going to listen to you listen to you okay let me get from everybody uh good and not good very restless when it comes to they want to know and if i don't know if i couldn't figure it out they're not going to rest till they do it the extra character trait that is very unique with the air quality is that air can affect all the other elements and if you have a letter in your name that especially the first letter of air then it's a very powerful uh element because air can affect all the other elements and overpower them if you're taking for example fire the air can make the fire stronger and the air can turn the fire out if you're looking at water if air comes very very strong then it will make unbelievable huge waves but if there's already already waves the air coming from a different direction will quiet in the the waves same thing with earth if it's coming in a nice way you know you know if in agriculture without a a winds you can't do anything the winds they carry the seeds they move things around but if the air comes in strong into the earth it will come as a tornado as a hurricane will be destructive so it's a very powerful element a because however you direct it it becomes extremely extremely powerful but more than that it has the ability to overpower the other elements so you gotta recognize the letters of of earth of air in your in your name and the last element is water and people who are influenced a lot by the element of water will be very very sensitive very emotional everything is just the from the heart they'll get hurt very fast they'll be forgiving very very fast they're going to be very giving in the reason what do you want to write whatever you want and uh very quickly to give in uh they're never going to make decisions based off common sense it's all from the heart this is my wife there's no no no real common sense in the decision might you do that that's what i feel so not making it there's no good for business so but nevertheless they don't make any decisions with their common sense or logistic it's just heart which in one way it can be amazing another way can be also not so great uh everything is from the heart very warm people very giving where we will volunteer to do anything the first one that will raise their hand to help the first one that will do anything to help other people uh very given very generous and so forth there's only one very bad thing with the element of water very very moody one day is this and the next day is that and very not predictable in the moods the problem with water with the element of water is that they're so sensitive that they usually build a lot of walls around them so they tend to look like very cold people or very snobby but they're really not they just build a certain wall i don't i can't get hurt very very sensitive people so again we in the classes that we already started just the last week we did three classes just about the elements more dissecting it into more into depth it's extremely extremely on the money and very very helpful all you need to know is to recognize the first letter the second letter the third letter what element it's feeding from yeah it already gives you 50 of the analysis of your characteristics what you need to work on what you need to not work on you need to recognize when it comes to the elements the the the positive parts in it and the negative parts in it and if you know where to tilt the energy the the effect that's when you know how to empower the element now since we're going to go real fast more uh like i said every letter has a positive side and a negative side like we just unders talked with the elements you just need to recognize what is the positive what is the negative so you can put more uh power on it to to emphasize the good and to diminish the bad now one thing one element that is really influenced a lot the letter is what's called masala mazal is not a good word to translate in english because in english it's called luck and you say to somebody good luck this is not masaltov good luck is when you go to the casino and you start again the seven so this is not the luck we're talking about this is you know i'm sure you went to a wedding to agree to something what is the wish masalto why you said masalto just write a check i'm assaltov so but we wish each other birthday everything but again masala is not the luck that you want to go when you're filling up the lottery masala comes from the word in hebrew nazeel nazil is something that is leaking in hebrew when you have a leak it's called nazila something is leaking from above to below this is masala it's a certain energy that comes from the world above to penetrate in the world below what is really masala the translation of masala is a spiritual system that assists me in this world this is mazaar that's why we say masal tov you have a good masala and other people they're very into the masala how can i affect my masala so it's true this is not a fiction and again masala is a spiritual system that is given to you to assist you in this world this is what masala is now we talked to before about a little bit about astrology astrology there's nothing wrong with that there's a book written by the ram khal amhal rabbi moshe and he has a book called and he says there the astrology is is true but it's not precise it just gives you a very broad picture it's very limited it doesn't give you details that's why for example we know in the torah we know a lot of situations a lot of stories about astrology and the torah for example when paul decided to throw all the male boys into the to the river why because his astrologies told him today the boy the man the redeemer of this nation is born and he's going to get uh punished or is going to be hit by the water so paul says ah i'll take now all the first borns and i'll throw them into the water but they they weren't accurate they said yes they were right about that he was born today and where moshe rabino got punished when he hit the rock with the water he didn't talk to the rock he hit the rock so they gave a good good picture but it wasn't precise so astrology it's good but it's not giving you all the details that you need to know uh it gives you scenarios but without details but on the other hand the masala of a person is extremely precise now another thing is that we have in that what is driving us is our destiny is our faith and this is called in hebrew gohal now i'm born already with all that predestined there's a place in the talmud and attracted me down that it says when the parents are together they're conceiving a child there's a certain angel that comes and takes a drop from the egg takes that drop to the master of the universe and says to the master of the universe this drop what is going to be with this is that person that's going to come out of this drop it's going to be tall short attractive not attractive rich poor powerful smart what is going to be and the kalosh bro says everything is going to be with that person everything is predestined this is where the famous quote comes from everything is in the hands of the heavens besides god fearing so we're already coming down here predestined how much money i'm going to make who i'm going to marry how many kids i'm going to have everything is already pre-destined i can of course change it i can add i can extract i can affect it i can change my my masala that's why we say masalto and that's why we mush people with masala i can change my fate depends on my actions but nevertheless it's already predestined the easiest way to to understand it you go into a car and you punch in the gps your destination your gps is going to tell you you can take this route it has no tolls you can take this route it has tolls but less traffic you can take this trout it's not on a highway it's going to take you through the little streets you're going to reach the same destination but you're going to go on a different route you choose the route that is good for you now what happens when suddenly you take a wrong turn then the gps goes recalculating and it takes you to a different route now you're changing your your your you like the sound effect yeah so i worked for waze once i used to do the sounds so same thing here i have already the map planned out i'm choosing on which route i'm going and i can also choose how to change the destination by the way i can be destined to get married and my marriage will be the best marriage ever and my marriage can be horrible but if i'm destined to be married to a certain woman a certain amount of time that's what's going to happen how is the marriage going to be that depends on many things and this is one example of many but nevertheless there is a place in the talmud specifically interacted rosh hashanah and and it says there are four things can uh change so to say the decree of a person now we're standing in the month of elul in a month i don't know if you're going to be in this show but then you're going to be standing in one show and it's rosh hashanah and you know what we prayed to hashem to rip the verdict rip it you know the whole year i was lying and chilling and the material they have there we're asking for forgiveness and we're asking rashem to rip this this decree so the talmud says that there are four things that can rip so to say the decree the exalting the the evil decree of a person and this is extremely important to know now in elul because now we want to start doing jewel but nevertheless the four things that can change my fate it says charity means prayer hashem changing the name and shiroi masim and changing the actions if a person runs into some type of a situation in his life and i'm talking about a negative situation problem with with the business can get married can have a child sickness whatever it is first of all a person has to make a quick analysis maybe i'm doing something wrong because something is wrong happening maybe i'm doing something wrong maybe there's a certain sin that i'm doing and i'm causing a certain blockage this massage this shift of the energy can come down if you have a clogged drain then everything starts flowing you it doesn't it doesn't it doesn't pass freely so if something happens in my life right away i have to make an analysis maybe i did something and if i can find that i did something okay maybe it's just a test maybe whatever it is something a reaction from the past but nevertheless when i'm finding myself in a certain situation in my life and really that's why we kind of started learning this tonight because tonight you're not going to walk out of the door analyzing a name but you want to know some tools that will affect things in your life and when i run into some type of a difficulty in my life then maybe something's wrong here maybe there's a certain decree maybe i did something or something is going on that this energy this abundance cannot come through so the talmud says there are four ways that you can change it that you can annul this decree and like i said this charity is praying changing the name and changing your actions sometimes you do a certain action maybe maybe you just have to change your action maybe you have to be a little bit less judgmental maybe you have to be a little bit less jealous or less angry or whatever it is you have to figure out already by yourself what you need to to figure out what is the the the cause that you can't get through a certain obstacle in this world because when there's an obstacle is hashem hinting to you that you need to jump over it so really tonight there's not enough time not even in one lecture to go through everything about the names tonight we were just throwing a few ideas in the air uh for the ones that are very interested to learn much more that i told you we started now learning it in a very in more in depth there's going to be i don't know and how many classes of it is going to be but it's going to be a lot by the way it went in the last week it's going to be a lot a lot of classes but it's going to be very thorough and very detailed then again i'm not going to give you a certification at the end of the course that you can start analyzing names but you're definitely going to know much more about your own name so i highly recommend that you join the the classes and i think the easiest way to join the classes since the the course is not posted yet online is maybe you can just uh maybe leave your email or email us that you were interesting to get information about the course and then when the course goes online you can right away get a notification and and add yourself but i highly recommend that if you like this then go and learn the whole thing because really today we just scratched the surface but one great thing and this is really the purpose why i wanted to give it over is because each and every one of us we run into certain difficulties in our life and the difficulty can be a financial problem can be a physical can be mental can be emotional could be something going on in my life that i would want to change it and you really need to take all the information that we talked about tonight to know how to apply it into your life because really if you walk out of this door tonight and you don't apply anything in your life to change or to refine yourself then you kind of wasted your time you might go out with a prize out of tonight but that's not the why you came here you came here to go with some some tool so i would uh uh divide it into three the first of all is that you want to find out these questions that i said in the beginning why why was i created where where am i heading what is my purpose in this world am i really fulfilling my purpose in this world am i doing what hashem wants me to do this is number one the second thing is everybody has difficult difficulties in their life i don't believe anybody everything their their life is perfect and the reason why i'm saying that is not because i'm assuming it it's because i get on an average day about a thousand or two thousand emails not that i'm checking the emails but that's the quantities of emails we get every day not too long i met somebody like i emailed you i was like oh okay you emailed me i don't even check emails so we have seven girls they're checking emails i'm not checking emails don't get offended if i don't answer you so he says but i emailed you and i was like okay so you're going to the you know and the order it was received and how does that record said but nevertheless why am i saying that not to brag but to say that our system gets thousands and thousands of emails and messages every day and i can tell you that i don't get much positive emails i'm not getting emails of people telling me don't ask everything is great everything's amazing the emails that i get are devastating stories i can't find my other half my child is sick this is this is that everything is everybody has problems so you want to take that and say maybe maybe this channel that the abundance is coming from the world above to the world below something in between there's a disconnection and like the analysis that i gave with the name with the word neshama the name is what's in between the name can hint to you what are you doing something wrong maybe you're doing something wrong and it doesn't mean that you have to change your name doesn't have to mean that you have to add a letter it means that you have to analyze the name and understand maybe i'm not putting enough emphasis on this and i'm damaging here and what happens now the masala this tool that hashem wants to give me it doesn't make the way down and the third thing that i would want to to to express that before you leave is that we're standing now a month before rosh hashanah this is now the beginning of the month of elul the month of people start now getting their act together spiritually oh my god in a month i'm standing in front of hashem what am i going to do so this is the month where you really want to apply wait a minute am i how was my year as my last 11 months was good was i really doing what hashem wants me to do and again you don't have to be the chief member of the world to make this analysis in your mind you're a jew you have a holy soul because expectations from you you have to have expectations of yourself doesn't mean that you have to go now admit yourself to yeshiva tomorrow it means that you have to make an analysis in your mind am i doing what hashem wants me to do and the torah is not necessarily telling you that you have to admit yourself in yeshiva the torah tells you first of all be a match be a normal human being but nevertheless since the time is so auspicious that you have one to take that to consideration say what can i do that if hashem this exalting there's a decree hanging over my head then what is the talmud said i can pray then start praying i can give charity i can change my name and i can change my actions so you want to focus on these four things praying and now we're going to start saying every day i hope that people will say sleekhorses a lot what to say but nevertheless you want to increase in prayer and again a lot of people's people are people who tell them prayer oh no now you're going to make me religious i'm not making anybody religious i'm just telling you even if you pray with the words with your own words not with the with the book but nevertheless we have to increase in prayer you are definitely increasing in charity especially in the month of elul and then the changing of the name you don't have to change your name but you want to learn more about your name how can you change the information that the name is giving you if you know that you're influenced a lot by a certain element and the element is causing you to behave a certain way so don't take the fire to be destructive take the fire to be productive and then of course changing your actions and change your action to positive actions this is the time to change it you have to look at yourself saying maybe i'm not being so nice to my wife maybe i'm very judgmental towards other people maybe i use a lot of false language maybe i uh uh not a hundred percent honest so it doesn't matter who you are what's your spiritual status these are things that every person has to apply in their life a lot of people think that being observant is me being in the show 12 hours a day this is not what the torah torah tells you first of all let's start with the more internal things let's start with stop being judgmental you see a situation don't judge the person so fast don't right away come up to conclusions this is a very bad character trait don't be dishonest don't cheat don't curse a lot of people with the junk that's coming out of their mouth it's unbelievable what people comes out of their mouth refine a little bit of words people don't put any emphasis on that the the the words that comes out of your mouth are creating a reality i bet you that you can nod your head whenever what i'm about to say now most people if they bang their foot at the door or the corner of the of the bed or something right away comes down a word but not a nice word and why are you saying that word just say i o ouch why are you saying all sorts of words somebody cuts you in the street oh you already cursed him his father the mother you curse the whole family and then you already know the mother's profession the father's profession you already know what did the guy do maybe he's in a rush to the hospital to take his wife i don't know so the junk is coming out of our mouth we don't even notice when i became observant every second word that came out of my mouth was the curse and i want to say the words the a word the b word the b the c word all the the you know the letter words but why you have to use these words you're creating a very negative reality around you when you're saying all these words and sometimes people how they talk to each other they kind of like curse each other in a friendly way it's not a way to to talk i mean these are little things that people don't put so much emphasis into that and they're saying that's what the torah is saying yeah that's what i say monitor what comes out of your mouth because every word that you spit into the reality it changes the energy in the in the in the world try one day not to curse at all and i'm not saying i mean some people have the words that comes out of the mouth is a curse but try to clean your language for one day you'll see the energy is completely different trying one day not to talk you'll see that your energy completely changed i'm not joking there is uh customs in our religion that people fast when they want to refine themselves and some people don't talk it's called the tanidibu and i became observant i didn't talk for many days i would just go without talking you can't even believe how it refines your your your soul you have a bad day bad energy around you throughout the day monitor what came out what came out of your mouth how many lashonda you said how much line you said how much curses you said and so forth so again this is a this is how you change your actions a lot of people think oh now i have to become observer and i'm going to be in trouble now three times a day and now this is not necessarily what you need to do you need to look at yourself how can i refine myself to be a much more better person i constantly look at myself and i want to get feedback sometimes it's annoying especially when the people tell you the truth in your face you don't like that who wants to hear the truth in their face how bad you are but you want to because that's what's going to help you refine yourself when somebody criticizes you thank them tell them thank you so much don't react take the words sleep on it think about it and you'll see that just by not reacting by that you're already refining yourself so that said i hope that there's enough information to walk out of the doors and not only that you better yourself that you can apply that in this month that the entire month above in front of us will be a very productive month because comes rosh hashanah everything that's going to happen in the next year is determined on that day everything how much money you're going to make who you're going to marry how your relationships will be healthy not healthy everything is determined on that day but you have to approach that day after you repented and that you and removed all the junk from you so bazaar shem i hope that you can go out from tonight with some some great change the point is to change is not to just sit here and warm up a chair the point is to go out of the door and say how can i apply this in my life how can i change something in my life that i will become a much better person and if you did that then you'll gain your not only your an amazing sweet and happy new year you gain your eternity this is what you really want to focus on and to learn more about the names like i told you we'll learn it's all going to be posted online just get a big bag of popcorn and watch and just uh this is the advantage with the line by the way somebody told me why don't you want big classrooms i said because when people watch online then i'd only hear them so sometimes in the classes somebody eats the pretzels and the whole class so i told my wife better than to sit online that way they can sit barefoot feet on the table and uh hashem everything will be posted online you can enjoy the rest of the teachings and all the the depth in it but i really want to wish you all that you leave this room tonight with a huge change in your heart in your mind that you understand how you need to refine yourself what you need to refine and the point is you just want to better yourself you want to become a better husband a better wife a better boss a better sibling a better friend a better jew a better human being that's the point and bizarre hashem you do that then hashem is going to bless you with an abundance that you're not going to even know where how to handle it hashem just wants to give you we are the ones who are blocking what we're receiving for many different things just let go let hashem give you this abundance this shaykh for this unbelievable masala the abundance and you're the one who's holding the tools just let go let hashem do that and hashem will bless you with a not only an amazing year with health and wealth and success and happiness and amazing relationships and blessed healthy kids and you should be healthy and parmasan should be in abundance and everything that you wish for yourself should be in in a great abundance both in the physical and the spiritual [Music] you