The Role of Intellect and Emotions in Yiddishkeit - Likkutei Torah Pinchas "Tzav" #6

the yeshiva dotnet okay sieve base so we've been exploring the process of creation which is yes may I in in the process of avoider which is may I in making the creation is yesh from I in a Nevada is iron from yesh 154 paddock base second column sieve base the process of creation is may I in leche the process of avoider is Mahesh ayan especially during the England of the concept of car bonus bringing the animal back to its source and that's the same concept of Fela pated base lahav in lama bicarbonate ombudsman arkovich to understand the main carbon that was done everyday which is connected to three lies that Phyllis are connected the two medium was brought after from the sheep we said that all animals their fetus comes from Pinay show and all highest earthiness comes from play area and the carbon brings back the soul of the bahama back to pen a char to the Merkava and for that it was music during the carbon and from there goes deeper to the Rea just like the call Yin brings up the carbon down here the REA which is facet brings up the carbon up there the amino a top cainy it goes back to early in south part of homage and that's the concept of tefillin but that Fela is connected to a specific carbon and that carbon was the carbon Thamud like we say a sac ever sacrifice of a baker basic ever Sasha Natasha been our buyer and here's the question why the sheep dacha why the chemists African or Indian Ooshima yes a few so nefesh a famous jarred vanilla the patina Spanish Church of America Volusia mu I love despite the fact that the life of the souls of the Bahama scums ultimately from the spiritual source known as the face of the ox and the Merkava and through a carbon it goes back to that space every animal down here is really a spiritual manifestation of divine energy and the carbon really doesn't mean destruction of the animal it means sublimation of the animal mekomo coin baccarat shamba kwasind african hashem chose sheep i find this to be a very fascinating beautiful expression bakar hashem the cross and africa the reboiler shall oil Amash am chose sheep last time it says in Titus a --kavitha means it's a mitzvah mitzvah means Hashem chose sheep dog Shack ever see Ashley Cole Erica Mimi does socially active it happens to be that the sound of voice of a Kevin is unique it's known as a co a common it's a voice that Shriekers compassion its rigors Rahman you ever hear a sheep the mayor of a sheep even a heart of stone right there's something very delicate sensitive docile submissive it's a lot of Rackham in the coil of the covers which is Medusa she'll Yaakov who was considered by cross and he freed Yaakov we learned once in the magnetosphere saw him the connection of Qasim to Jakov the GAR mark ever see actually it's a memory right Shimon men who read how malbushim it's also the carriage the sheep has wool in its skin its skin is full of salmon wool which Reeve I'm al Bhushan most of the garments come from all commercial customers the POSIX says in Eve in Pater Klamath Aleph the path success who me gaze vaasam yes Khammam from the Giza from the sheering from the wool of sheep one becomes warm he is paid a climate I love pasta cough so he brings a posit that our warmth meaning our garments come from the giza giza is when you cut when you hug isis you you shear the wool is called Giza may gaze service of Islam what's the connection well the milah so here comes a long explanation he knew how are you doing in our rakia the skin of the cabbage is that which covers the body of the sheep especially it becomes cold so the Sheep like many animals they need a coat to have a natural coat you look sometimes outside in the bitter Muncie New York winters and you look at the deer and the other animals and you have Romanus on them that they're not sitting in a house with a fire a fireplace burning warming their bones up like we they have the earlier they have the fur or whatever it is their coats in which they can survive Sola milah Hina how are you Indian her akia the air as he's going to explain sooner presents what we call her Kia the feminine to heaven Shannon men who knew shocked and minister efficient cleanest iris and just like on our skin we have here we have Cyrus and the same is true an animal skin on the animal skin that could be Cyrus or in this case of the Sheep it's cemre it's not just here but it's actually wool which we make lavash him out of so the same is true spiritually there akia is the source of what's called sea roofie Isis combinations of letters which represent here every letter A here Shaza I'm the razzle on this that has all tell us in the sector a Giga sha homologous and Allah fine Cossacks are damn lucky omit Coelophysis at villa there's an angel called Sun dolphin and from the ISIS of Davin in of the Jewish people he takes the ISIS and he weaves crowns to his creator from the ISIS of the Jewish people that they utter during the villa he takes those letters and he ties crowns Fuhrman and the ballot Anya says about voting mighty convey in Lahaina these are ancient ideas vain Mladic no need to elaborate on it in other words obviously there's a lot of depth in these metaphors and expressions and some is gonna get back to but he says he's not gonna get into now everything these are ancient ideas at one of my thinking Balaam ah what he wants to get to is haha boss of a hey levar damn beginning about some Allah Tommy's oh you're you look cooler color goddamn is bath ival holy Matt salmon it in the curry of the market of commercial cause of Oya Oya logic live locally my year in every animal you have different points you have the flesh the meat you have the fat you have the blood you have the arteries to sinews you have the bones all of this went on to the MS Bayer in the case of the carbon thumb it it was called the carbon oil look cause it all went up on the altar but not defer all the skin and the wall that was given to the client that was the halacha by every carbon ila that what are you eyelash ahead korean why korean law ye are pasta conveyor clipper exam the iris ha ila go to the coin everything else goes onto the MS BAE uh I mean they took out some of the unclean parts but generally the bones and all the meat the add carbon Islam in that the meat didn't gone amiss baya only the tail of only certain facts the rest were eaten by the client memo by the people most of it by the people who owned it but the oiler everything in terms of the skeleton the bones the meat the fat and the blood went right onto the MS baya of course some of the blood was sprinkled on the MS bail and the rest the fur went to the client as a gift the outer skin now the feet Shana now if everything in a carbon exists since Fela so now the question is what is that in davon e there's a part of Davao neighing which is the blood the fat the meat and the bones and the sinews that goes on the MS BAE up there's a part of DA Vernon which is the fur the skin the wall that goes to the coil what does this represent fillers connect it to mid untick this is the fish a Majorca Lee : fierce enough fish Obamas chimera buster a hail of Dom at summer's beginning for Lacanian in this Rafi mom and the cool Anita McLaren a mark of commercial Bush Lima say myself the reason is because the skin our people shot you wanted to give the koi in something on a deeper level the skin can't go and be submerged with the fuse the original life of the animal the nefesh on Bahamas the carbon takes the soul of the animal and brings it back to its source the skin can't become part of that the meat yes the fat yet the blood yeah the sinews yes the bones yet so can't be burnt did you take it and you give the whole skin with the wall as is they would skin the sheep and give it all to the coin with itself he may be you tinium busted in the nuts are Muslim that is Marshall so now we have to understand what does this mean what's boss er what's Gidon what's at summers Oh a mile above all that as mush here we have the famous East Side nothing in the physical world that's not a reflection of a spiritual reality so when you see meat here of fat here or blood here of bones ear of fur hair or a wool here it all represents an energy in fact this spiritual counterpart is much more is equally significant to this physical the physical is a manifestation of the spiritual doesn't begin with the physical it begins with the spiritual because everything as we learn to say to your spouse knows everything exists first an eye in and then it comes in yesh and then the iron continues lower and lower and lower until it becomes physical so when you see wool down here you have till know what is wool up there you see fat here what is fat deer what is flesh up there what are bones what are skeletons up there in other words it's looking at the universe and seeing the physical as a prism through which you can see the spiritual the heater you've only match the cost of the cypriot hug Missoni - aha well understand this from basically learning what it's discussed in sip free books of huff Missoni - Akeno Cosmo sunny towards the anatomy the hakama of knee torque the torque literally means to cut but it's the words ah by second so it's this farm that deal with surgery with the wisdom of surgeries of neat wok which is basically appreciating the anatomy of the physiological structure of the animal or of the human being or any organism that you're dealing with so in this Varda macaque Missoni - ah we find the following concept Shay's have Assad summers name shock Maya Maya visa versa boss or who may Adam shamash Rene believes Shamim ananassa basa bones the creation of bones is uniquely connected to the brain the creation this have was her boss her of the flesh is uniquely connected to the blood which the primarily residents of the blood the part that pumps the blood and generates the blood is the heart chamois men who NASA Vasa from which the blood creates the flesh the Boston where the bones are created directly from the mile oh c'mon when a Zelda chimera says Eneida liven Shamim a new at samus liven which is the white sperm the seed of life is called the liven which is associated with the maya from whether at some has come Fahim a how lave who maka Myshkin amid the Sava Viera the heart is the place where the Middle East dwell the emotions dwell have the love year when you feel loved the heart is on file say the hahaha the hearts Brent everything is connected to the brain there's no emotion that's not from the brain but the place where me dice dwell with their experience is in the heart the heart beats faster passion is a hard experience Shane and pinna strategist hot dumb Alicia ballet my gosh Lee it's literally reticula though it means Zuba kapalua the blood becomes hot you say a hot blooded person ridiculous Adama means that in the heart the heart the blood becomes hot whether it's a ver tie the gosh me is neat suave the love could be positive the love could not necessarily be positive sometimes a person is in love or is addicted or has inclinations to things that may be destructive that may be broken but this is where they're passionate or they have different types of tithers who needs to have to win so so at I have to win after win every fight every argument the Council of Milan a spiritual level Martian and McCall by Avada Maxima Gabriela Zira the camp of Mahal represents intense love the camp of Gov real intense aww hey named Vanessa Boston and I'm stressed when Adam she believed these all represent the flesh that come from the blood in the heart Makana McCall Makana gov Rhea hadass bas submission my second big doulas ain't safe but who call have the finisher the Loyola FEMA triggers who can Assad summers shibaemon among in you describe these two components there's the heart and is the mind the heart the emotions the rotisseries are dumb in the blood that's connected to the heart and it's connected to the boss or the meat the flesh then there's that summarize the bones are connected to the mark that is the das the comprehension the awareness that everyone according to their own shear can comprehend something about godliness nobody no two people the same everybody look from sure delay according to his own sheer will see ma Drago's vinayagam shaman descended fides of a saga can the physical you who Lelouch cotton with ricotta never got a loofah cobbler although me those are always commensurate with your dance as the past success the faeces were you hula leash according to once a home a man will be praised which he means that every person's mid-ice are based on a safe whole your emotions are always based on your awareness michael mcclain like khalid ozv are soggy mela bashes limiters not the entire das could be manifested in emotions today i saw a big do the same so far home because comprehension is in the truth the greatness of ain't size fish my que no la site and if it's a lie so how do you expect the emotions to contain infinity by definitions emotions can't contain infinity because they're infinite so therefore you can't expect that everything you understand should be manifested in emotion it can't be a human being is finite and emotion is about human excitement and you can't expect me to get excited by something that is completely transcendent because it's not me for me to get excited I have to feel that it speaks to me for me to feel that it speaks to me it has to be finite infinity can't speak to me because I'm finite for something to excite me it has to be relevant to my life if it's relevant to my life it's finite if it's infinite it's like thank you very much but no thank you I can't do anything with it emotionally I can understand it at least on some level because understand is not about me understanding this could be abstract too so he says come I came though Emily sighs Omar who's Kamala scholar alum in your mouth whose extends over all the worlds let my laden captain Lamott are they tactless it goes above without end and below without end in other words the higher you go you still didn't get there even though higher and higher the lower you go you're also getting blood you can go lower and lower a massacre maíam schemata let's see a Shirley neck anally tequila vainly tickly has no beginning and no end the Caterham shelter shall be called David Arabic all the way along with behold over dirt shame penis-illin afresh become queen is Shana named chefs artists in support of who commercial cause of leisa Saipan in mean a mammoth she has the word monkey mal Houska mouth was colored love'em is in terms of place thou shalt Aqaba cold over there it is time in safety at Cedar we know reality is made up of three components alum Shana nefesh space-time and spirit every experience in life is a convergence of three elements there is where you are the space there's the time you're in and there is the presence in that space in that time right now Monday morning 7:37 a.m. is the time but other people at the same time are somewhere else you happen to be here so that's the space and the time and then there's who's here so everything is eylem Shana nefesh and that's how we live our lives so in oil um it's Marcos chemicals color element you could find God in every space and I'm Charlotte Hubble called every day and every time and the same is true in every person lace outside which means no space is devoid of them mamas VM cane Amoy cyclists column of embarrassment miserable Arabic Allah submitters above the area logical argument loss of o'clock if the whole ice color would be involved in meters the meters could never contain it Aloha you miss Battley limits to you so they would be obliterated commandment as are the Gomorrah says ensign hadron holy [ __ ] that's boy at Donna be named the surfer Hashem stretched out his pinky among the Malakand and they got burns what is that a pinkie pinkie is only one of ten fingers which basically represents mouthfuls the tenth finger the tiniest finger and even that was too intense a la saga ah miss la beche is Benito's he prints or emit some same as my optimism a massacre Shaban Moya fandom chef Leslie slavish belated monkey mama knows what comes into mid this is a restricted ray very little bit from the comprehension of the mine that can come into the heart in the place of the mythos the Haman penis Gideon for him and his translator can man the arteries the sinews and the arteries I'm a snob Ramat summers and my buzzer which connected the bones with the flesh it's the arteries ligaments that represent physically the spiritual transition from brain to heart or in the dilution of this mind map from the bones to the flesh and it has to go through those arteries with it has to be limited in order for the midlist to contain them the anatomy of the body in other words is a reflection of the spiritual anatomy of the soul the physiological structure of a person is a mirror of the spiritual structure of the human being here and also in higher worlds what's Turner could the being conveyed here and we come here to another fascinating idea and one that also was evoked some debate during that it's time the bell upon you is analyzing two different streams in you discard the stream of hosaka comprehension intellect understanding das awareness connected to the mind and that stream of passion of the year rheticus Adama hey sub looks feeling yes yes there's knowledge and then there's going through your body experiential Judaism experiential Judaism now as you know we have very little experience with experiential Judaism we Jews love the mind we love the mind experiential Judaism by definition is the person feels it they're excited about it what's the role of das what's the role of midders in the time of the ballot Anya this became a big debate among the Hasidic masters I touched on it a few times but here we see a different angle in it when you read the works of the Baal Shem Tov in the market you'll see they always appeal to the heart generally when people will speak about the world of hostages they'll always say they wanted to give Jews emotions the literature was learning learning learning learning learning learning and the partner she even said the hides the hearts von der liebe boy there ye the shards emotions abyssal passions give me some feelings stop with the skipper's with the poem the hearts the ballot onion that sends is a very enigmatic figure because he was a quintessential the truck in many ways even it's a sickness it's full of a skull of full MIT alumnus and never met is nicholas said this all of it this was a debate that was going on very heavily I told you one survivor on college scariest Kyle wrote to him a very sharp letter but the tiny I read the tiny I don't like it it's too intellectual to say fresedo and it brings a PASOK an Emer bosco Yankee say she'll is nice but HT sorry if I fire the converted says says desire claim is hakama Bastian you know what the result of too much intellect is kiss a phallus lessly become a signer you use your mind too much then you become a signer you know what the eights is by HT sardath just get burnt up in fire since what are you with you intellect the main thing is fire passion wake up in the soul of Jews the soul is passionate to God and you'll have emotion emotion emotion and therefore in other Kosilek circles the main focus was his sloth was distractions the Davin II with emotion sitting together with emotion singing the gunam with emotion for bringing together by with emotion when they would gather together learning with emotion mitzvos with emotion his Slav was passionate and the truth is he had a very strong point what's knowledge gonna do feel the main thing is experience life should be experienced life should be emotional the mind is could be detached people could learn about things it has nothing to do with them it doesn't create a dent in them right they learn and an hour later it's all over it's all finished I told you once there was a professor in Cambridge Bertrand Russell a real atheist and not a very ethical person in terms of his marriage and other things that they want then it was very open so they once asked him he taught ethics how do you teach ethics when everybody knows you're unethical he says I teach trigonometry I teach mathematics I teach algebra and I'm not a circle I'm not a triangle you could teach ethics a not be ethical why I learned so it's like a computer yeah did you ever see somebody yeah I never saw anybody they come into my office have an idea hakama yeah you see a notes accompanies you should jump up the biggest covered our tennis fight hahaha you know how much Toyota is there nobody knows as much as I saw hakama the disc the answer is our this google knows much more than everybody yeah okay Nicolas my Google because of the greatest gobble could be what Daria ki are doing they say common Takamori says common cause of licorice Shabbos why cuz I'm Shabbos you can use Google so you see if it's a table custom on the middle of the week vase with the finish you check up on your phone you know everything alright you can load the whole shots but nobody stands up in front of an iPhone even though this badly make you to shine imagery shiny metal Greymon the answer is why because it's written iPhone so you have people at satsuki marisa-san and Melissa fry Santa Melissa means a bookcase full of smart so some people there a book is full of smaller but it's not them it's not experienced you heard of the Bala Floria never heard of the Bala floor one of the students of the maggot of miss rich was a Jew named about Huff law he wrote a say from a secretary condition called safer hammock 'no yeshiva sits a very prominent safe until today all you she was he wrote on a service called her floor his name was half law HaRav pinnacle AV ish harvests he was one of the guy in ER dark he was the rabbi of Frankfurt in Germany chief rabbi a Frankfurt a brother of rips Malka of Nicholas Berg he wrote a safe occult pawn in the office on homeless it's far am I gonna see was a huge gone he became a student of the market how he was not from that world at all well nobody was from that world it was all knew he was out gone nylon and he was traveling he had a didn't Toyota not far from his rich which was in the Ukraine and he was traveling and he was going bar nearby miss rich so he said you know what he heard about the maggot let him check him out you know you check somebody else so the bow huh floor goes into the magnet to check him out of course he comes in for a few minutes and he's not impressed he's not impressed fine next you move on on the way out the market tells him do me a favor before you leave going to the base major there's a year there who sits by the oven it was an oven to warm up the winter in Tolleson fell and he probably finished chocolates already was the morning let me time and learn in abyssal if you could speak to him a learning she goes fine Asti asks he goes to the base manager she goes to the oven is a human Tolleson Thole and he goes over there Shalom Aleichem he hasted the pinkest heart of it's reais did ok Zuzu Zuzu Shyvana Paulo he's sitting in Thomas until he says you're a rabbit asked me I should speak to you and learning he's an antenna he must have meant somebody else he's gonna push it to you you don't speak to me and learning he says no he said you but sitting by the oven he says find that I don't think it's me you probably misheard and you didn't hear what the lepers he said it to you he says must learn in tennis and I'm telling you it spins a to push it to you this is what are you learning he said I'm learning my sector brothers say salami that in which DAF are you learning some zoo she says it happens to be anybody here knows Broca's it's the suger of Arden was safe from it starvin Atossa members IANA midbass I'm learning breakfast mums IANA midbass he says new Vaz Lannister she says you see I'm learning Broca's I learnt pashutin a sexist I don't learn complicated sex sister thousand he says wow Slavens to see says I just learned the good mother Alma de Bona tisha vada image stifle the cabarrus hasn't brought his nobleness says when you need a minion so you have nine people and you have the Arrancar dish is are convenient I'm elated Nachman for Arden gavel the Arden is a man what do you mean tisha bottom it started since when does a narc become a person el amor de una you didn't understand tisha needin cast on amidst Arthur tisha that's needin cast on amidst - she says what shots when you have the annoying people together so doesn't look like 9 because they're not spread apart it could look like 10 so could be mid status some people say it means when they're together and some people say when they're separate shot them and what the opponent meant okay the bomb research not in my shop is MIT Stanford the Gemara continues so the ball off law tells us a position he says new so what do you have to say about this Gemara he says the truth is I'm Amish don't understand the gimana this is why this is I'm gonna burn a tisha for ultimate starvin I'm elated Nachman Vardhan Guevara who did he think Ramona meant that an ardent is a person he really thought that he says what an ardent is a person but that's what you need people you need people I don't understand what he meant so the baloff law says new Danish maybe you have an answer he says I don't this just says I'll tell you what I'm thinking the buna says T Shiva Adam it's donphan you have nine Jews and you have an ordered an orang is also a Jew he's a Jews filled with tighter just like an RN he's filled with pain of Amish and aaron has dolls if a David is Jews also filled with toilet on my way for Orange Avenue who you think does a shot I gave her the fact that somebody is filled with pretty thing that makes him a person thus is garnished is first it could be filled with paid uh person ished and it's not him he's filled he has endless information it's not a him on igano she says it could be a year these Buckey below i'll tell you to call the business king over there there's nobody home he has a maintainer supply steak Me State okay one of the greatest told me they are manga he's the one who pushed out to their botrytis of tomorrow and hugged um of silken arith it says he saw something he wrote on hooks his pace and he said you have to write a show come on I mean the market pushed it but he was very behind it and he was such a go to the ballot alley accepted for them this was what took him what's the vote the vote is you dose a whole without mid news there's no Arlen it's an audience and you're stuck in gavurin emotions emotions means relevance when do people get excited about something if it relates to them you're reading tomorrow Reuven stole money for shimon you don't get angry Azam mum's a lowlife yeah well you haven't learned in the Marais removing Hardison ever a Jew kill somebody else you don't get okay bro just why it's just a hypothesis not a real story it's a concept concept by definition are detached what's the concept of show hut why can't somebody who takes a bribe pass can add in one reason he's subjective he's not objective objectivity means detached so when you're past getting a howl of inhalation mich Burt detachment is a good thing but if you connect it to the person because he gives you money or he's a relative or you have a buyer so you have an interest it's over the good morning service has a whole saga about different favors that people did from me Ryan Morton i-i'm including tiny little things and he said Celine Allah dinner your parcel for a dinner I can't be a diet with you the moisture Shapiro's a kind of the rough that was last year he gave here last year actually he ever gave you remember Chavez before Rosh Hashanah so he said that when he was a boy he was walking with tributes kakouton he was at Amador a footman so his lapel in this capita was a little anger connected so he made it straight say he said Polina Laila dinner you just made me possible to be a dying for you that was his way of saying thank you because that was the slop Ithaca way of some people of saying thank you you just made me possible to be you're dyin cuz he did me a favor okay what's the problem with so cut once you do me a favor I'm not objective I'm subjective I like you if I like you I'm already gonna find a Rebecca Vega that supports you why that's how it works emotions affect people what do kids say mommy you're too emotional let's go to Tati he's out for lunch mommy is emotional she cares stop Diego you want to go go for four weeks at smart go go to the forest find call me in a year when you're emotional it clouds judgment so in Haitian wish but it's a problem in a later session emotions of a key but here the ballot Anya puts in a whole other angle to explain his whole [ __ ] to him and that is but emotions they're prob they're their blessing is their problem their blessing is their limitation for something to excite me it has to be relevant to me why is it that if a person is giving the sheer and the sheer is just concepts and there's no illustration to life people get bored why because it's less true no because it's not relevant to my life you want me to get excited about something speak about my life that's why there's some people who always love giving examples of solemn bias why why why there's no other examples in the world the answer is because the fact is people wake up then they stop texting why do they stop texting because it's relevant they're gonna come home and they're gonna get a caballes punim commercial co so so it's relevant whenever something is relevant people get excited about it because you're speaking to me speak to me you speak about stress and anxiety everybody listens you speak about truth but some everybody is out why I'm not here to gain information very few people want information they're stylers their objective scholars people want to live they want to be happy they want to be satisfied they want a little serenity they want a little tranquility what's that yiddish song I'm an abyss Allah huh would that mean abyss Allah Mazel people are looking for visla Mazel he wants to make a buck he wants to be happy once better harmony in his house a little Monica he wants a little meniscus on that fish you speak about that I'm in you don't speak about that have a good day charlie in other words mid days by definition is about me it's never about truth me this means I get excited for me to get excited it has to speak to me that means it has to be filtered in a way that it speaks to my life but the altar never says when you're dealing with Allah cause you're dealing with ain't safe when you're dealing with infinity by definition you can't expect that the Middle's can contain infinity because if you get excited by infinity then it means you're infinite and if you're infinite you cease to be so that means the information that has to be channeled to people in order to get excited emotionally has to always come from infinity to finiteness if the information remains infinite it will not speak to you emotionally unless you cease to be there were those people northern of you they got excited but they got too excited they got excited by the real thing that we carve our song with niosh em by a moose ooh dinner doc I am they loved so much they kissed i sham they died we once learned the gomorian Magilla you member come rather shocked a little sailor by the port of meal Rob and of Zeta with drinking and rabbit killed he slaughtered them Zeta so what shot he was done in the middle of a super supportive you get drunk you don't murder although I was bash through this put in two years ago and somebody was drunk and somebody else was arguing with him and this man picked up a knife and he said come robber come Robert I'm Robert oh my god so we learned then to give all the cavorts from the rabbi from Lubavitch and i become ravish of them said it was he was McDowell economy cetera more than the busiest Kalyan could contain Shasta he died but it was a different type of death it was like another when I reuse death the moderates a rebel once the liver is raw anybody has those moderates in Laguna he needed a surgery 1923 in Berlin but they couldn't do anesthesia on him it was too weak so he composed on Egon Ellis Kyra from the illa they sing it in margit's once a year and his yard said you'd gimel kisseth the deacon goes for around 25 minutes just once just once it's 72 stanzas and he said I'm gonna do the [ __ ] in when you see him a middle of the [ __ ] and you could do the surgery I won't feel it Makarova the Carver did the surgery he lived quite a while afterwards sometimes a person has a semi experience mi you know transcendental experience but by definition for it to excite me it has to speak to me for it to speak to me God has to be filtered from infinity to finiteness practically speaking the question has to be what God means to me what you describe means to me how it helps my life how it helps my identity for that it has to be a tremendous sense that's the give him in the earth came the arteries that connect the brain to the heart represent that transition from understanding to emotion but in the world of understanding there's no limits the world of understanding you could the cancer suit Roggin you can tune into a truth that transcends you ie transcends you it doesn't compromise the truth that's the milah of saiful that mythos doesn't have mid this always is about relevance that's its beauty its limitation is what could be relevant only that which speaks to my condition today that's what it is and that's its power that's its power people that know how to speak to people you know how to get them going because you know them the world of seho is a world where you're searching for truth not for what truth does to you but for truth so now I ask you a question if this year in Lakota Toyota would just be about truth not what truth does for you how many people would come by listening you're honest I told you he's honest he's honest Allah believed Ashish all the believers all the believers yes so therefore so what's this Sikkim thank you for the clarification so what's this sickle the Sikkim is this that if me guys don't have the Haskalah behind it what happens is the person inspiration remains there's a something very limiting about the inspiration because it's only about what I'm capable of experiencing today what say hell allows the person is that to really appreciate truth on its terms not on my terms to expand my horizon beyond my experience but it's not emotionally compelling and as you know this very well and this very sheer or other she or the more experiences when the person who happens to be speaking when I'm gonna get into names here uses illustrations or metaphors that speak to people's personal lives there's a level of interest that is very palpable you could feel it in the air when the one who teaches reach text even if it's explained I'm not talking it's complete even if it's explained it's a different level why cause without heart of them because this is about seeing what Tyler says what the city says without there ever is teaching not about my life necessarily so the ballot Anya was telling his colleagues you're telling me no say so most days on emotions emotions emotions I'm explaining to you if you'll only have a Judaism that begins with emotion what's gonna happen is it only remains limited to the very experience of self and therefore I'll tell you what's gonna happen he says as long as you're gonna have somebody who can actually inspire you emotionally that may be very powerful but if you're not even gonna have that then often you're gonna be left with nothing on the other hand if it begins with Havanna with understanding of the course understanding of the course which is a challenge to make emotional because it's ain't safe but you're gonna work with that and some of it won't become emotional but some of it will even at a time when emotions are compromised because it's hard to get emotional but you'll be connected to a truth ideas that will ultimately define you you'll have what to get emotional about and those are the two systems about summarize versus bustling at somebody's bones connected to the brain boss our flesh connected to the hearts we're holding page 155 Duff INFs column one it's interesting in bones in our Thomas is what's called the marrow right the marrow of the bone in the English it's called Warren Allah has called the Maya the mark there was a call to the matter yeah the Maya it's called the Maya the marrow of the brown or the marrow of the bone which is called Maya as he says here then the [ __ ] must need to walk the bones are uniquely connected to the my f to the brain the meat is the flesh is uniquely connected to the blood and you have the arteries that connect the Maya to the lathe everything biologically is also reflected spiritually in roughness and avoidance a sham that's where it begins and then it manifests physically there's two different elements in the experience of Yiddish right one is known as a scholar and one is known as her Gousha a scholar is basically the his bone a nurse with a person's mind the ability for a person to think and to learn and to understand to appreciate and that comes through learning through learning and learning and learning and internalizing and understanding and that's the gia samaya it's working with the Maya and then there is the experiential element of it which is the emotional relevance and that's always much harder because a person could learn about things and as we said remain detached emotions means you're attached you're connected to it you get emotional about it when you're emotional about something it means it affects you you're not aloof you're not detached and in each one there's a tremendous smiler that the other one doesn't have the Milan mid this is obvious the Milan mythos is that it's personal it's experiential you're not a computer as we said you're not just you know a database the crn Guevara who you're not just on or enjoy dish Yutaka has holy-holy ideas and SWAT him in him but he remains an arc he remains out doing them but rather it's it's an empty it touches you it affects you on the other hand there's a tremendous inion in in the the Milan house skull in the Maya and that is that by definition a skull a real house color real cycle is you're looking for the truth of something you're not looking for how it affects you by definition the concept of seho is you want to know what the truth is it's irrelevant of how it affects me it's the humility to ask not what it can do for me but actually to find out what the truth is what the emesis to put it differently as he says the moment you're going from say he'll to me this the information has to go through a tremendous Simpson it has to go through a tremendous Simpson much amend this restrictive Ness in order for it to be able to be relevant to me for something to be relevant to me it has to speak to Who I am today not necessarily will truth commercial speak to me who I am today it's too big it's too loaded or in his words it's infinite and the mid this would be in this bottom limits use some harsh acids by Hawk Donovan and the surfer so therefore as I said yesterday that many of the Hashmi Exodus colleagues of the ballot Anya felt that the IKEA was Harry dish the main avoid the view described by Derek about summative was only heritage feelings and you could see it you see even till today the residue of it that in many seditious arias the focus was always only emotions feelings his Slava's passion the way you Darvin especially by Dominique but that's the main time of a curse like he said by diving especially the Slav was that the fakers did nakulan the screaming the making with the hands passion heart hearts hearts hearts hearts the the six Lubavitch ad ever was that ever a yachts reviews of its own he traveled with his father there are sharp the revered are sharp shaman bear v obama trevor to vienna in 1903 so the fascinating story v obama shadow went to visit dr. Freud Sigmund Freud for a few months in the winter of 1903 tougher summers chemo Peled the kisaki went all the way from abhava CH which is in Belarus traveled all the way to Vienna 1903 and spent a few months with Sigmund Freud would visit him Freud yeah slim Allah Freud extraordinary story he was having he said he was having challenges and he wanted to speak to him then he was known as a big neurologist and he was dipped by him is there for a few months by him and but he was in Vienna at the time so in the morning he would go with his son to a show and they would learn for six hours together every morning till the afternoon I guess he would seem later in the afternoon or not every day probably a few times a week at home so they would learn question mich Mich question mich but with tor base Joseph and all the Martian growing him on tour on Carchemish torrential Honora Hamish with around six hours every day so they went to a stable in Vienna was known as the Prima shelana shtiebel it was premature lonex indem heard of it may appear mich lon was from the biggest thought they could so there was a group known as it still exists it's a small it's not mich lon Flemish Lanka so there was a stable of Primus Lana Sinden and no one knew who their shop was came from from Belarus and he wanted it that way he liked being incognito she would sit with his song six hours longer she wished one day and out today need a siddhis she comes over Tim and he says younger man younger man a gun sir Turkish a mission with Russian mission professional a Bissel hearts new you disguises as a coat his mum wash out sculpt a locker metal auscultation mission but he says you need you need to inspire your heart with the environment the hearts your heart has to be on the final so there are yachts watching this his father's little average and everything's telling this thinner but he's quiet he knows that his father would be and he starts giving him more surf it's not a debtor you need both you tuck a new clothes shivers room enough vitamin arts so his father did honor ever our shop looks at this delicious Vivi vivillon Mennonites write V so he says it'll the blingin are safe and home and you should start learning it and you'll start learning it you'll understand what it means to have a hard copy disguise and he goes to the other room and it brings back a Tanya and he gives the Lubavitch and ever the Tanya and he says nyunga mom you take this safer and start learning it then you'll develop a heart to either side so the ayat says his father took the time you looked at it and says yeah I'm good to say fit a good this good that was the conversation and but it brings out the point what was this jus sayin what is jus was saying is where's the heart right we are your emotions and yet as I said the ballot Anya felt that the Haskalah of a low-cost understanding of a Lukas is critical it's significant why because he felt without it what's missing is must muster mminton cup you want to diminish why that's the challenge that shallow empty soup why the challenge is that the heart is what makes me feel good at the moment so sometimes a person comes into a room and they're singing a nice [ __ ] so you get inspired you get into the mood but an hour later it's all over why is it all over because you were in an atmosphere where people were inspired there were emotions so you got emotional you went with the flow but it didn't become part of your humanist part of your system because you don't understand what's us in this way was he in a sense of 400 was gonna have a nabisco years later was this a completely unrelated philosophic I think it's connected but I don't think it's Mama's connected I mean I think that my Hollister's some common denominator there but over there who was bilal on learning and here the focus was on learning in youngnam of Ilocos on learning understanding godliness tiresomeness Tutera small summative taking it and communicating it in a system of Hakka Mabini das or to put it in different words emotions work if you have a tremendous Sadiq who's tack on fire and you watch him or you see him or you're in his presence it awakens the fire in you what if you're not gonna have that one day what are you gonna be left with so you're gonna have to fake emotions and that's the worst the worst thing in the world is to fake emotions because you left dry cold and dead what happened so if you have people of stature who mamas are on fire lovely discussion and other people watch them so their fire evokes your fire the big fire triggers the small fire what if you're not gonna have that one day so now people are left to their own devices and it may have fine leaders but not leaders of the stature of people who live in that generation the students of the Magma's rich or Kadosh aeolian one one one one they work they were they were they were great so thicken whether you're dealing with the nallamalla motherhood observe a Nepali the competitive are the toys of lublin I mean aina haina the caution some are good at the Chernobyl I mean each one in their own way they were different but each one in their own way was a fireball a fireball of inspiration but he felt he come to our generation we you don't have that anymore so what it's a emotions gonna be based on if you didn't learn their information and apply it and absorb it so what are you gonna get emotional from so you're gonna have to make believe that everybody is feeling so sometimes you can get emotional from the atmosphere every Jew has an asana inside but in order to be able to access it in order to be able to trigger it he felt you have to allow for the individual experience and the individual experience can only happen if people understand things if people understand then it's about you it's not just about the topic this was a big much like us as I said a few times then I don't know if you can understand so much what he meant I think 200 years later it becomes a little clearer what he meant if you look how Hasid this operates today in 2017 and what's going on in various Hasidic courts there's a tremendous frustration tremenda I mean I hear this all day emails and conversations with people good people when they grew up in Hasidic courts they what's a synthesis what is it what is it what is it what are we believing we believe in stream Locke shall should this what isn't what is it it's just another homerun or The Gazette our wives can do this our kids can do this no internet what is it no but a lot of people just don't know big Mama's don't know nobody thinks they have to educate them they just have to go with the system go with the flow the moment they ask too many questions it's up to curses you know a lot of a call ask questions and people are left mom-ish hanging drawing so people who go with the flow it works for them the people are a little more I don't know curious or inquisitive there's tremendous tremendous breakdown never mind all the people that make believe they're in the system but really they're out of the system which is huge percentages beyond what most people around this table will imagine because everything looks good on the outside and on the inside it's often decomposed the ballot on you I think felt all of this very acutely because he writes about this in his own way me not explicit but the concept and that's why he was such a proponent of people learning and understanding the sizes of Yiddish ideas say this of cussedness and in a way he spent him every my medal we will not stop with his systems but the ash and iron and iron and yet because he felt if you don't understand the most of what you described is what avoid assertion is what Ana Shama is what toy it is what mitzvahs are what Phil is etc then ultimately the emotions are very valid and they will not have the staying power the permanence as long as you're in the presence of a great side that gets beautiful the moment you're on your own or you're in a generation when you're on your own what are you left with to have the backbone you need the pen amis nummy this means it has to become it has to become yours it also has to do with the fat King people be independent can people be independent people who go with the flow are not independent that's an interesting question let's think about it people who go with the flow are they independent or not like the guy who said just because I'm paranoid it doesn't mean the whole world is not chasing me usually if you go with the flow you got nothing to go with the flow is fine the problem is I mean it's fine I mean every person has to you know see what works for their life the problem is not going with the flow the flow may be going in a very in a very good place the problem is when you're going with the flow and you're not there there's no soul there there's no there's no person there that becomes very very painful [Music] that's number one wife there's only emotion without saying it's not internalized its external inspiration it's not internal inspiration there's another element and that is emotions by definition even if then there are emotions what are you getting emotional about you're getting emotional about things which are meaningful to you things which are meaningful to you is never about the full truth it's about what works for me saiful on the other hand is transcendence it allows you to think learn about reality that is beyond you that's it's Asuran it's desorden as you don't necessarily get emotional about it but it expands your horizons to something that is beyond you in other words a yiddishe guide that is only based on emotion not on a scholar is actually he felt one where you're selling yourself out for very small things in other words you're not allowing yourself to experience the full grandeur of truth where in say hell you could learn things that i've buffet dish above you and beyond you and then let your emotions look up to that don't dumb down the truth all the motions has all the motions I don't mean it tilted so dramatic but all the motions is dumb down truth because it has to be you for me it has to work for me you'll see people get emotional about things that speak to their soul real infinity can't directly speak to my soul that's too big it's too infinite so we want to create a Judaism just based on emotion it's called feel-good Judaism feel good right but feel good about what if it's a real emotion and has to be feel good that's when I get excited I can't get excited about something doesn't feel good feel good means it has to be limited to what speaks to my heart today not tomorrow not yesterday today so what often happens is that person's entire perspective is a very limited perspective where the Maya allows the person to soar beyond themselves it allows you to transcend beyond your own identity to look for the MS not how the Emmis feeds me and that's a very big difference and that was also another major component and the difference then is when you left without emotion you're still holding on to something real because you understood but if you huh don't have they don't have the whole say whole experience you left without the emotion you're left without anything and because of that he felt as in critical as the meat component of you this great is you have to have the bones not some ways which is connected to the Maya and you need the arteries that then connect the Maya to the lave the brain to the heart the skin but we'll soon see the skin goes to the kind of skin doesn't go on them as bath will soon see Wilson close to the Chi and not that in his bed he's gonna address it huh see this said they were fireball you want to know why they didn't foresee this white Africa down behind always the negative I'll tell you why it's not shot these things are not always a choice it's who you are the nobility of addiction had to be a little sick about ditch it was who he was you know what I mean it's not there was it wasn't a pisser let me choose that row let me choose this is who they were they were called cool eh and if little but did should happen to be a gone oil um he was a mean people don't realize they think about it sure was just a nice guy used to say nice things about truth he was a nav best in in huge cities he was a big big London he was a big horrible but [ __ ] was a big Cahill at me foot by Dixon he was in pity was another two killers and he was thrown out on all of the night but he was in another two huge Cahill uh spin scummy these were big he was that bastard he was opposed to a big London about the children but he was a stick fire that was his and it was the power time he was obsessed it was his neshama was I don't think it was a choice it was like really you have a smaller but have a different smaller this is who they were this is how they live this was their neshama this was their Shoshana Shoshana few people of added sugar nothing but that you've a defendant in but it she wrote a very sharp blooded above ROM calisca well I'm Carlos Queiroz it altered my sort and it's not to say for us say it's a mistake oh it's not what we heard from the market you're deviating from the market from the ball summative and and I'll to ever wrote about forever from Kousaka very sharp letter he said I'm deviating from the market thought you remember what happened to tough kalam it tough kilometer Baram callous Cairo was a fireball used to go to the forest with his Tom Lydon and they would hang from the trees like monkeys they would hang upside down cuz they wanted it completely it was an avoider they wanted to reject the whole world it doesn't be an ecstasy with God ah the to Irish they would hang from the trees and sing again dance and the market was very very obsessive because the you know the miss knock them used that as good father I mean look at this crazy cult and the market wanted to excommunicate him felicitous he wanted to say don't come here and the BAL economy went to the market and it's a he bettin that he means well as qivana slashing shamayim he could be educated efficient services I said I'm the one who kept you I'm the one who could influence the market to keep you because he wanted a Floyd now you're telling me the hump deviating he was hurt by it but the potential ver wrote back to the color scale and said you're speaking you're speaking about the ballot Anya he says we know who was the most favorite Parliament of the market we know there was a hover mode Bailey at more and he said famously said me terminology guessing for ain't [ __ ] so when the Litvak super cop the Smetana we all ate from one ball and the lid truck grabbed the cream the cream the cream on the topping grandma the budget serum have a legate guess of an angel on the list of Akatsuki no mana sugar copter smitten the cream but but he but he wasn't outed a bit about the jury he was on cotton but he wasn't there was a big house in a known as there's love in the fasteners Robin is a city in the Ukraine but dick sure I had a son his name was mayor he passed away in his lifetime and there was a shidduch of the mayor's son so the father wasn't this the petitioner became like a father and he was assured that with the middle ear Abbas daughter who was thought to have his granddaughter so by ditch service in the Ukraine and Lee Adi which is the city with the ballot Anya is in Russia near Belarus but determinedly odd they are far from each other so they chose Robin as a middle point to make the wedding the wedding was Kate said the Kate said miraculin a caller was at that wedding yet wedding was partial Erev Shabbos [ __ ] - nos a topic of summer client 1807 in June in the Sun went in the summer so they were together a whole weekend Friday Shabbos Sunday Monday a Thursday so a lot of people came you know dr. everett about did shove it together so there's a lot of stories from that Chavez but that shimmer was uh he was a youth he was uh he was in middle of the mind at the end of the mind the case of Moroccan it's not printed in Lakota title this is terrible path but Delta never finished a mind man he said Sadiq hashem behold Yaakov accosted before massive he said Sadiq Allah my Allah is the a burst inside the home Optima is the beliefs about each other that's how he finished the mind man she understand the respect they had for each other tremendous but it was different different direction and the whole sharpness you know there was you know people saw that a lot of differences about the double used to say see this a lot about the Chivero was always in a his Slava's and at one point they had to go to the hope of the hope you couldn't couldn't be on Shabbos we just learned that to be Friday they used to do weddings on Friday always because the Sudha first of all P Kabbalah this man of the Civic is Friday night - Tommy there's a some reasons but ma flee but Friday night is evoke between uh between the fussing of the colors they do the weddings on Friday and all support that's had money the soda anyways a busy doing the soda should have to pay a caterer twice eighty thousand dollars right he does pay $25 once they have a sort of sarcasm so people made the wedding Friday and then the suitor was Friday night because he anyway have they didn't have students a whole week's shoppers in having a soup on the way to the hopper there was a door and the door was very narrow extremely narrow and the only one person could walk in at a time so the vilde Bala Tania and the buckets are walking to the hook political did she was older than Apollo time they come to the door and one person has to walk in first so who goes in first so the by digit returns to dr. Deb is Asma hittin a gate - do you go first you go first no you said now starts a whole argument he says you're older than I on the ballot Anya back and forth back and forth Costin okawa waiting there arguing who owes them so the bad it returns it out there when he says something and yeah understand he wasn't joking he said no Lama gained enough devant let's go through the wall let's go through the wall so the outer ever said name resolve the tear venom Prater we don't go through the wall we go through the door the door needs to expand it seems like a small conversation but it's a conversation that encapsulates two perspectives for the body Chava the wall and the door are equal alternatives this is the natural path this is the supernatural path you can go where you go there not turn ever said no you have to go through the door but let the door expand because this is basically what we're talking about whenever you're dealing with sale with intellect that means you want that godliness should be internalized within the human intellectual faculties of the person it shouldn't just be a spiritual transcendental experience based on the soul which is a helical economy mom like we learned also not MP active but it should be one that permeates the human faculties of the animal soul which is what's a whole is in other words we don't go through the wall we go through the door but the door needs to expand it's a whole different experience which you can understand why people didn't like that if you can go through the wall while you're going through doors right go through the wall breach limitations become transcendental in many ways for some of people look at the balcony compromised the intensity of the citizen the ecstasy of us is stopped with explanations explanations explanations he said no I want the ecstasy to remain eternal your ecstasy is gonna be temporary not that I compromise but you understand it compromises on it it's not doesn't seem so exciting it's a fact people to learn a mind may look at the Toyota could did boy yeah yeah it takes a lot of a void there you open up a kedusha slavey yeah you ever hear goods worked in the partials force MS they mine Shyam avoid this is through my fashion manage trash Lima normally Mela oh yeah Maya MS Maureen I mean is that McCartney this forum you don't even know these funny so mom is left with nothing ah this sub one paragraph it's one paragraph maybe two maybe three yeah if you're lucky you'll have four paragraphs but people who have a sensitivity to considers its firing there's always sparks there's energy there you feel this obviously still is out its identified by them simple end of the morning nine there was a fire by that there was a four you could feel it if you're sensitive to what you feel if not not but it's very close it's very plug so if you're looking for work yeah you open up our suspenders purchase mothers avoid bainham it's anand is you open up its night the beautiful red lock whether it's doctor of whether it's the sister whether it's come Media Markt whoever was whether it's the house of Allah Blin and all that so they can you open up on the coded Toyota with a tiny air systems with long beard and long explanations it's almost like a Seguin Nicola with Lum dissing with questions and answers and rallies and back and forth you see with his structures and he goes from one minion to another in another engine and many people felt that this is not kinda some of the most of came to me man hey Eden is it to take night their souls but the palate Anya insisted that this is a very it's short short circuiting I said this it's Sedaris sorry it's all short path but it's getting Amara says in a driven that there was a child traveling you know the story yeah it was a child traveling and he came to a fork he was traveling to a lion to be shobun command uses my oil anointed scan NYADA mallet iniquity Noah cos he came to a fork and he said which is the way to reach a lion so the child said zoo - saravana the zoo - Haruko kisara this is the short long path this is the long short path a Riven Dustin Dollin so he took the short long path it was very short a few minutes later he was outskirts of your salon there's one problem there was an orchard full of thorns and gates and it obstructed his path so he went back and he tells the child why he taught me a short path he said I also told you it's long I said it's short and long so the other path was very long and winding and long and winding when he got there he got there so an introduction to Tonya in the Shire blood the ballot angus says this is Derrick Haruko kisara what did he mean there Haruka Zara not short it's long but it's gonna be short why because when you get there it's gonna be authentic you'll be able to be there because the system is one that will become internalized within you you won't go through walls you can't always go through walls sometimes you have to go through doors if you're living on a higher space you can maybe go through the walls when you go back to yourself what are you left with what are you left with so the cycle allows you to be able to internalize it that becomes part of who you are as an individual who understands it changes your perspective and then the emotions the emotions can come from that and those emotions will have the staying power so that was part of that was part of what's going on that I answer your question ah what was the story who went in first I have the manifest but soon I'll bring up the decoder I don't know who when i first huh they went together huh Kenzi Kenza so were so on the way back the the casino was over the belt and he was going home C gone and his wagon he had a ballad gully had a coachman who would who would who take him and this year was with him for 20 30 years sometimes about La Jolla knows more than everybody else huh huh I'm nicely assigned so yeah he was with him for 20 30 years and it was after the fastball time he was in the what's called the I record the dizzy was in a symphony so he turns to the ball our goal and he says Newton he was very he loved available that after never loved her but the bunted shiver he just loved him he loved him Iverson officially mama she loved him she says I was sucked out magma cookin you know like a father would say what do you say about my knuckles was sucked up my mahogany tells the Portobello what do you say about my mother and about did sugar so the it says I am a Hooton is pretty late while he's wonder of wonders but I never the ices mister you're my cooked in this peel a playin but a never liked you this mom he was he was martyred something the bad it sure was that could peel a ploy him he was in heaven he was a shtick fella did respect even today you know about the trivet is a certain energy comes up but in terms of in terms of synthesizing all facets of creation in terms of synthesizing all facets of Toyota in terms of connecting heaven to earth and earth to heaven in terms of encompassing the full spectrum of Yiddish guides and understanding the destiny of the Jewish people right from a from a vena Tobias I'm a Shia and and wanting to carry the Jewish people in that sense by la Gola said this is something something extraordinary as a gift that you have now here it is one more in a CUDA that has to be emphasized that's negão really here in this in this minor and that is and that is the even when there are emotions again emotions are the key because their experiential the emotions are the key but without without Havanna what's missing what's missing is it's very it could be very circumstantial because it didn't permeate your own nefesh and bahamas your own animal song but there's also another new code then that's the Manor could then what he wants to say here and that is that my sin is nish zip mid this is if you understood what I said at at the FASTA I'll translate which won't help probably I'll explain - my Finn is not you mid this is you what what this is extremely important and that's it smile and that's its kisara the definition of mythos is if I know in text people say love you without I but that's grammatically incorrect there's no emotion without an i emotion means I feel if there's no I I can't love you that's why if you don't think you exist you can't love anybody well half Tyler Erica my that doesn't only mean love somebody else as much as you love yourself it also means behalf the other alpha camisa like you love yourself if you hate yourself you're not loving anybody else you don't even know what it means there's no I to love the definition of emotions means there is an eye that's what emotions emotions is I am responding to you positively or negatively I love you I hate you I'm overwhelmed by you I'm free I'm afraid of you I want to be close to you I want to run from you but it's how you are affecting me that's what the word his stylist means well there's the word his stylist you say he's spineless right what is this by listening comes the word Pakula this is having an impact pool it's moving me I'm moved I'm transformed I'm triggered I am trigger mid-race is always about me so to use the achiever Shiprock in cycle it's been I didn't desire in midges desire is I've been in mere mid this is always about how the reality affects me that's why I'm emotional that's not my son my son intellectual understanding is the exact opposite if somebody is learning a soirée and Gomorrah saluting you tomorrow and somebody says a pipe shot and he says Prasad the guy says you know I don't like his attitude than the Gemara I don't like his attitude or I don't like what you look like today and if I'm not accepting this whoa you're out for lunch the whole idea of a skull of his blindness of my sin is it's not about to you it's about the text it's about what it says the idea of motion is to go away completely from yourself and try to tune in to the truth of the concepts I it may be challenging you I you may not be interested in it tough luck simple English the worst thing in my sin is if you get if you get it personally involved that's what she said is what shows that that's what shows up is shows it means you personally involved I have a bias the moment you have a bias your boss'll preventable kaya says but no sloth God came to motion Abena and they said we want a hey looking at yourself from our father right Avenel a higher bar das neue our father wasn't a troublemaker by active moisture s me spot on with national moisture tells God take care of this other questions pacer shame he doesn't say this is Alaska Jeff Levine of wakaya says the moment they told him right our Father was on your team Moses said I'm parcel they're impossible I can't be the rabbi by active marasmus bottle of NASA the moment you're telling me your father was on my it shows that I'm pasal a this it's over hustled in what this is even moisture Devane why that's what a human being is a minute ask me is every person we're not objective huh you can't you have to know you have to know if you're a dying in a case and you have any level of bodies even if you don't like the other guys knows your puzzle it did we talk apostolate if you disqualified autumn Cora veyts a lots my the the definition of a dying is is objective and if you're not you talking now that it's it if you like this if you like this guy's father and mother right and fight the cream he was nice to you right and you have such bonus on the family it's over you possible did now don't ask me questions why this I know why because the definition of my friend is truth not me the definition of myth this is me my experience of them so let's understand I'm learning something in a mode of my friend what am I trying to do I'm trying to get lost in the text and the truth the less me the better it is stop mixing in yourself see but I don't like this we're not talking about you man that thing in the Union not you but I think in the MS that's the definition of safe then the CUDA of circle is transcendence put yourself aside and ask what is the truth of this reality of this kind imagine a scientist who has an agenda that God shouldn't exists it's gonna be a scientist if you have an agenda before you goes to study science physics cosmology you have an agenda you want to make sure God doesn't exist you to get a scientist or the other way around those I know say why not because you don't have a good head cuz everything is manipulative you have an agenda of motion have an emotion I want to prove I have an axe to grind I'm gonna manipulate myself the real definition of saiful is no agendas whatsoever seeking the truth real real that's what real moistness it's not about me the whole experience of midders is all about me I'm excited I'm emotional so the blessing of my said what is a blessing in my vision is a curse in mythos what is a blessing in mid this is a curse in much in a later session which path there you go so on one hand you say mid this yeah I will fill in the a burst and it will fill and I be smacking you describe without it ever tainted yeah that's an appetite then that you must have myself why must you have my scent because what happens when you have mid this your Judaism is always dumbed down according to where your ego stands today my shaking moisten always allows you an experience of transcendence above yourself the challenges and this is the challenge that kebab has cobot struggles with this tool today that when you have moistened yeah so it's not you and not you and not you and not you and not you and we are you sometimes you just not there you don't translate it emotionally that's the opposite challenge huh not only top out struggles with us yes of course what's the question there are way you know if a rabbi hates your guts you should not ask him moment if he has a bias against you I don't think he could be a rabbi I don't think he can be a rabbi if you need somebody in court to testify against you you can hire I don't think he can be your ever if you want to lose it then tighter you should go to him but I don't think you want to work you want a fair trial a better law you get a headache when you think of my son because your head is working oh you get a headache in the world of mice and because because your I think you're you're experiencing what I'm saying there's a little abusive right not you not you not you but it's really very rich it's the ability to get lost in something that's above you that's true but good to know it it's good to expand your horizon it's even good to know that I can't feel this that's also good but don't compromise truth just for the sake of self motion is ask not ask not what Judaism what truth can do for you ask how you can surrender the truth mid this is no mid mice's ask what truth can do for you that's what I'm asking tremendous self-confident like you need self-confidence and to be firm and you're flipping to be am willing to surrender myself right I'm gonna be about me that's completely not about me I'm ready to exercise those muscles to whom to whom to truth versus a big move for this in marriage there is there is your emotional experience in marriage midlas and we know without that the marriage is pretty it's pretty whatever let's use the word lame right on the other hand on the other hand because that concept a marriage where I really have to ask myself who is the other person without trying to right away say how it affected me how it doesn't affect me really trying to wonder about the other person almost as a curious scientist let's say your wife wasn't your wife let's say your wife wasn't I'll give an example right you have a therapist and your wife would go to a therapist and the therapist will ask for questions about her life he has no personal agenda but she could say whatever she wants cuz after the session he goes home for lunch right he forgets about it he has another twenty patients that day and he gets paid even if he's a nice farm man but he has another life for you it's your wife it's not like this she's this and she's that but a real marriage needs that component like imagine you could listen to your wife I'm not gonna say detached but not trying to ask how it affects me what it does for me really try to figure out who you are on your terms not on my terms who you are and that's that's very very valuable because without that your whole relationship is limited to on paradigm I put you in my box I decide who you are and I'm getting excited I'm getting upset maybe put yourself aside and find out who I am and let's understand even more than this when we experience things emotionally we don't experience them we experience them through our own prism we're not even touching who they are we're just experiencing them the way they affect us which means we're only getting the part of them that we can put into our box and get excited about one way or another one Mison actually allows us to see the truth for what it is without any experience of self-imposed ideas and conceptions on the person so in mid this you're always a didn't mean in mice and I'm always a didn't you when I'm learning such tickle learning means I don't exist what style of concussion is but la jolla la mia hey Alaska dinner ticket in mayor a real Diane is sitting in court two brothers come they have a unit of 300 million dollars like some people in this room and they're killing each other come in they're gonna give them Emma for summon and they come to they love to make Charlotte 300 million dollars right after that come to snorers and they're fighting over a $5 bill that a guy gave them the middle of business Krishna they're fighting over a five dollar bill right and then up says gate delay should be up and a half time for five dollars I deal with 300 million dollar Court cases because the Commission is nicer I'm just joking that's not a diet that's not a diet five dollars is just like 300 million dollars why what what do you mean a job take out five dollars and give it to them the answer is cuz the diet the real Diane is not negating the money what's Nagaya the dean intial Honora the dimensions america's deserved it didn't for five dollars of 300 million dollars so what god what God wants what gods want is only for 300 million not $5 who says who you know what it's what what what drops in Hashem is the sucked tater now I love him Bubba Mencia is not negate 300 million or 20 cents look that's a dinner shil a tomorrow this now I'm not saying the theory this says initial scenario Allah meeya a alleged intruder Gdynia 20 cents like 100 million bucks if not you're not a dime you really have to finish your businessmen a businessman yeah businessman is a big different key 300 million or $5 ms was ox talk to doc hillock you'll let me know when you have this your hundred million there's a difference right but in Christian mission but what's the difference so you'll say what do you mean you're crazy yeah I'm not dealing here with the reality that affects me I'm billing you with the MS the MS Lamine of kameena that's the idea of machine you toy us what I'm saying you're not okay that's good that's good don't worry isackson ich typhus do you have to remove what is this in a virus Hashem what is it in a void accession in a various Hashem it's really two different experiences my sin is a person is learning about Hashem learning about title anyone midseason know what phases with the will just help my life help my life get rid of my anxiety I want a better harmonious man whatever help my life it takes a tremendous bitl tremendous confidence and humility and hubba hetalia to be able to actually allow yourself to say what is the truth teach me the truth about God teach me the truth about life teach me the truth about reality I may feel uncomfortable it may at the moment not even speak to me but I'm not gonna compromise that trust of course you have to trust if you don't trust if the guy is gonna sell you the Williamsburg Bridge together with the Manhattan Bridge all for five dollars then it's a hold then he has agendas the world of me this is a different world the world of midlist Africa asked what it can do for me the world of mid this is the world that we say at the end of circuit is Imran Chavez or betaine remember on Shabbos however the Commission says how was the next words over sine what's the best / hain what does a Bechet mean the Bechet means and and thus who became what's the Behaim you spoke and spoke and smokers look what's the became a betrayed you Starbucks and with a llama came the buffet means I'm looking for them so what's the bottom line so what's your point so get to your point so what's the conclusion so what does this do for me so how's it changing my life that's a question of mythos a question of my sin is who decided that truth is so small that it's capable of changing your life today who decided that maybe you have to conform to truth truth doesn't have to conform to you why this truth being put into such a box that it's capable of changing my life maybe I don't have the maturity or there a weirdness or even the ability to be able to look up to that and change my life based on it maybe I'm too far maybe I'm too limited maybe a physical inertia not really okay okay so now you can ask me so what's the point right what's the became so that's the okay the Oba Shan is that that there's two elements in a relationship one element in a relationship is where I am part of the experience and one element of the relationship is where I don't have to be part of the experience where I could completely surrender myself and I lie myself to hear something that may completely transcend my sensibilities and my emotions and my experiences maybe tomorrow I'll be able to translate it emotionally hopefully I will expand tomorrow in a month in a year but I can completely open myself up to something that is completely beyond me that's according to the ballot Anya the world of meisten and then there's the world of myth this one is the brain one is the heart between them there's arteries that create the transition and the arteries always have to narrow and thin out the energy one according to him is the skeleton of Judaism I want is the flesh of Judaism as he will explain one is that summons and one is the busser if one remains only in the brain it's a Bajor problem because then you attack are detached so Al's goat and fine when you're learning and you're not there and you're just focusing on the truth but then you come back to yourself and what are you left with you orphan left with nothing you're a dry person you're in your cold person you're a detached person your computer on the other hand so therefore you must have the mythos but when the mythos are preceded by the my sim then the mythos are challenged to live up to Eliquis you don't dumb down ala coast to the mythos you lift up your mythos teleca's you're right you're right everything is relative everything is not what for one person is objective is for another person still subject if it makes you uncomfortable what if it makes you in a healthy way I don't mean in an abusive way in a healthy way understand the difference when you hear something that makes you uncomfortable you probably know it's closer to truth but I don't mean uncomfortable in a nasty way uncomfortable in a good way you know when you have a personal train and he stretches you and he makes you uncomfortable easy that was good it was a good work I wasn't abusive it wasn't it was a workout if he just tells you do this pick this up for exercise and that's how they grow from the trainings right right so here's my like this isn't I'm going home with us I don't know where your wife is this morning okay - our business yeah there was a Yid once yeah in America so list of America the early days that Murdoch's essay was might a dick so it was a rough in a shul he came from Europe's everybody was I wrong you know they had a they spoke you dish they became rabbi so the god by of the show they called him the the sect of what they call the somber song huh yeah they used to call her she comes over Tim and he says that bird was unbelievable cuz he he portrayed himself to the show us everything came out so Wednesday he says by the way which parts are gonna be reading at which partial were gonna be reading on Shabbos I should be able to appear says listen about Lloyd I am a doctor I am about Phil I am a thousand I am a therapist I am a counselor I am out spin the cupboard and avi those benefits when I scan avi I'm not so arrogant to tell you what we're gonna do on Shabbos I'm not even finished so I heard this from my father would this rumor by habit off so so you asking me what what what are you coming home to another businessman other things of economy but if your wife was listening to this year then I know what you're coming home lighter than the Shiloh's that's what you're asking yes I think one can never go only with my offender only with me this because each one is extremely vital each one is extremely valuable the Milan mid this is posh it mid this means emotions and presence I am involved in the experience there's a very tired and muscle that one of the system gave is known as the response looks small but sally was accosted with atomic each other and he once explained an idea explain what that is but he gave the following motion in the olden days they were you should Nicholas you know what your shovel knickers were Jews who owned they lived like on farms or they had Inns motels so they lived they lived in little little towns they didn't have minyan name they didn't have shows they lived very they didn't have Kahless in first infrastructure then you shouldn't because partially eaten mostly didn't ever Genoa Porsche too early feed like in villages yes small villages whether they had an inn or they worked for the parks and they ran his real estate as farms etc so desertion occurs yesterday there that I did and why are you gonna be there come on come on huh was are you shoving again so what happens is they used to hire a Malamud for the kids they had kidney Lucknow yeshiva they had it was a higher Malamud it would come for a few months he would go home Pesach you know you untie him he would get paid and that room and more and he would go home with money to support his family and he would sit with the children and teach them and very often DZ over NICUs were very ignorant they were illiterate and they they but she didn't even know like ever they were very very simple Jews who already has little kids we're working they never had a chance to have an education so there was one so you should Nick he needed the malama to read the letters that he got because he pushes couldn't read couldn't read well see he the Mohammed would also read the letters but our spot said this once do you shoot and brought the letters to the teacher and he said the read and the Mohammed was reading a letter word for word he's reading the letter and explaining it to the shoulder neck and in middle as he's reading at the shamanic faints the Mohammed is intact the shovel neck faints what did it say in the letter it said in the letter that the sugar mix father passed away he heard the news that his father passed away he fainted he went into a faint so the dashpot said for stay nourished I don't understand who's reading the letter the malama the teacher who knows what it says the teacher who sees clearly what it says the teacher the souvenir is only hearing it from the Muhammad the Muhammad is not emotional he's reading cultic he's cold and the D shogunate who didn't even have access to the letter because it can't read he's faith thing the answer is he said in Yiddish losses on Tata so there's the Mohammed status as I'd taught the Muhammad may have access to the information and without that the teacher the the the villager would have not knowing the truth the story he has access to the information uh passes ain't on my table so you say the youth can learn then and daven in his whole life Abyssinia shine Tata he's reading letters he reads and reads Malcolm I'm in a car MacAvoy he reads he reads well he has access to the information a person is eyeing Tata it's not his father's and he designed Tata yeah some using this as a muscle formation and mythos you have access to the information and you need access to the information cuz you don't access that information there's nowhere to go with it you don't have access but accessing the information doesn't make it your father it means there's a lot of information for the Chervenak Sigmund's i intact it was his father it's a different experience so the LaBarbara Trevor was one set over this story and he started to speak to the descendant I have something about hidden so part of that curriculum mr. learner said this every day the Shiva sometimes it - mmmm you learn to sit this three hours a day hour and a half in the morning from 7:30 to 9:00 and then after that chakras and then get more of the whole day at the Martin I look like an all these Shiva's but then at night from 8:00 or 8:30 to 10:00 or 8 to 9:30 s again I said this so early morning and late at night it's three hours a day so it's a lot it's a long time not enough but something so so he was talking to the island just a signal appreciate what he was saying he said everybody here misses its Melanson this Malena in the latin millennium not on my him another my another and another moment and then he started to crisis Abyssinia shia tata you don't feel that it's your father not that might your father it's more information more information more information he sets us up I'll finish it doesn't have an impact on you says when you learn you have to feel that it's your father so thank topped in Himmel of inertia Basha Lyon and he started to cry when he said it at the Marshall the Malamud says I mean the guy must have been a good guy just not my father to give another Marshall from a different extreme but I guess the point is not so not that it is a little similar in every Jewish shtetl in Eastern Europe there was something called a stuffed meshuggenah get rid of the stocking sugar now yes I mean that it also came over to America in America we like doing things by her cover so yes I'm him that will myself in about myself so every city had a stock meshugana this was the Michigan of the town whose job was to entertain the oil on well hafiz about nothing's cosine a few times he he would make a circus he would make shows so once the stock meshugenah gets up and he does a whole show a circus the whole city calmed the men and the women and the children and my last but laughs Milan and one Jew is in the crowd and he's crying as his friend says my uncle we are depressed Jews I can see you're much it means finally we have a little entertainment forgives us to lock in allow yourself to laugh what do you ever buy to thinking about the job and the business and the Behaim isn't a lie is off the laugh he says give up cook up there Meshuga now look at it he says yeah yeah yeah but was elicit honors that Michigan is mine zone what should I do if this quack is my child huh yeah when they're not is dish mines lots of color so you could laugh it's fine I can't laugh the personalization of it is a whole different experience that's what MIT is on my son without mintus you read the letter you read it you even understand the words you can explain the grammar the diction in the sentences the makeup the composition the shoving he doesn't know I love Bayes he doesn't know Abbas's I intact it's a whole different experience that's mythos the personalization on the other hand on the other hand what's midlist without motion mythos without my sin is he's personally involved but he doesn't have access to the information he doesn't have access to the information a Bahama OSA has emotions a dog has a lot of emotion it says in Kabbalah Kalev cool I lave calif cooler lays out hearts anybody here owns a dog cool ms cool i'll a you take him on a walk and every few seconds where's the bulla boss wisdom all of us wisdom all of us for some kids who never fell into addiction in these things having got dawn there's not a bad thing sometimes it saves them because they learn that they're valuable they don't know that they're valuable nobody told them they're valuable and here the dog thinks oil employed for them and even when they're in their bad mood and they're in a horrible place right their father says come on get your act together you nut job but the dog always loves you and is there for you and nobody's worships you so sometimes it's very helpful for them that's a separate subject let's Rob I'll increase to get with his farm and the animals and everything else but it's very powerful cool a lathe animals have emotions animals have very heavy emotions elephants you know about elephants they never forget there's very deep connections animals are very deep emotions but there's an expression in Yiddish a Bahama came on this cos Endor him Oh what does she emote about what's her range of emotions I'm looking for food I'm looking for this food that food that food that food that food that food the ikemen logic is under him oh the range of emotions is extremely extremely primitive photometers taught meshuggeneh in the city of la bhavish which is a little little village very little was dance in Belarus very tiny village that's where the Mittler ever was it's a Masonic was there Maharashtra's there our shop was and the riots and there was also our stock meshuggener let's talk more sugar in there they're slow bobberts the lads and yes I'm more than one but that's a separate circuit and he was there now the Maharashtra never my rash was very hard to see him first of all he was sick he was a sick man and the kalam they stopped mashugana wanted to going on your fitness what did it go in the garbage didn't let him meshuggenah didn't let him go to the debe so what happened they never my - for his health had to go on a walk every day so he had a coach a wagon and we'd come to the wagon and the coachman would take him to the forest and he would spend some time and then he would come back hasn't it ever went on the wagon and started to drive this meshugganah jumped on the wagon so the gap I couldn't stop him and he sat down right near the river and they had a whole conversation he's asking that bizarre talking back and forth Mama's a real mashugana he finishes he's excited he jumps off the wagon the Sydenham are upset at him they're angry the Hotz pay had see says they want you don't let me go into the depth I'll fight a couple side of that but you don't let me go and I have to do this next time let me go it said we're gonna give you Marcus but tell us what happened I'll tell you what happen I had a big deal what was your dilemma he says there's another stunt meshuggeneh in the city of Minsk in Lithuania he came to visit me he told me that he's bored and Minsk is a big city they asked me to join him as a starter mashugana Minsk and in Minsk you have much more people more than double than him a barber so there'll be enough money for me and for him because those much more people so what do I have to be in the barrage Malone and he's in Minsk alone I'll join him the beats face stuck Michigan and therefore I should move no so what do you do this is I don't do things without the denpa reflect the momentum so that's why I went to the DEP and I asked you didn't let me go and I jumped on the wagon new faucet the deputies are cut the rebus said he doesn't think I should do it why well the bother stuff will happen LaBarbara also needs one and here you're the mellah once you go to mints a second fiddle you ready subservient ash in the mela it's not good for your self-esteem for your identity vida here everybody loves you everybody cherishes you you're the man that can we have a much smaller oil on ms right what do they say a big fish in a small pond right then a small fish in a big pond you want to be a big fish in a small pond because you're the fish you're the fish it's another Mohammed he says we know you we care for you we love you most case statements my advice is bleib done prospect soprano severe - marker says yeah but dignity is equally important your dignity your self-esteem your identity we'll help you out we'll help you out financially good did that but gives up I jump over the one they turn to him and they say no what are you gonna do when I listen to their ever gonna stay I the guy said it's so promising to go to Minsk in this he says so up but they never said this is what I do it make sense I'm gonna stay here they said to him mr. Hamish room so he said a famous expression of the used to closet for generations now boys sizing me sugar me sugar abbis ahold of my oven the best meshuggenah sugar of the sake hold off mal hopin they'd ever said to stay blight man the hoppin say huh huh how do I translate but sugar you know what it means huh daddy translate dad not crazy meshuggenah sugar but safely after sacral means wisdom percept perception perceptiveness you can't lose your mining in mishegoss uff sale so I'm gonna use the line of this stock meshuggeneh the hubba nihilistic again agent wherever he is depend the foot of us used to say the story sugar man sugar the cycle of manam everybody's on Michigan right the only people I know that are normal other people I don't know and if somebody's really normal that I don't want to know him because we connected in Michigan and each person the Michigan and me connect to the Michigan an you right normal people perfect people are usually dangerous people it's the it's the weakness of a person that makes them human that makes them vulnerable that makes them authentic that makes them divine because God is perfect for perfection we don't need people we have God what do we need people for we need people for imperfection for perfection you have without the world it would have been much more perfection for God we have perfection people we need for imperfection and ask questions for growth for growth for a friend looking for taste we need people for imperfection lots of perfection perfection we go home we have gods let's put it differently God needed people for imperfection what did I shall gain through the creation of the world he was perfect he wanted experience growth how can perfection have growth how can perfection experience growth only through imperfection so God took a part of himself and he implanted it into the world and every soul is a hey Luca Luca and his growth his challenge and growth so we all have mishegoss abbess a hold of Mohammed Seco means a person has to be able to open his mind to the truths of life to the truths of Eliquis to the truths of God to the truths of Toyota to the truth of Nemea time will everything be translated emotionally today loved Africa loved Africa everything I learned I can right away experience emotionally and make it my father but I have to begin with that process because what that does is it allows my emotions to operate on a much prefer much profounder place in our more mature space it allows my emotions to grow to be challenged to expand if not I could have their motions of a dog I remain in the garbage can eating bones and getting excited about it at the concert yeah all midlist needs awareness every mid is based on awareness there's no emotion without awareness every emotion comes from awareness ie Moute to somebody based on a certain awareness right look at any emotion you have there's something your mind is telling you about the person or about the thing and therefore you're developing an emotion well now you say I have an emotion you don't have an emotion you have an awareness that's experience manifesting itself in an emotion an emotion is the manifestation of a thought the way the thought manifests in the heart it's called an emotion it's a thought that is manifesting itself and considers thoughts and emotions are called ela and all of like a baby and a mother like an apple tree from the seed it's an Allah and Avila the Microsoft is the ela and the myth is the Allah it's the manifestation of the mashallah all thoughts begin all emotions begin with thoughts with awareness that's why when you change awareness the emotions change you reframe a story your emotional response changes we never respond emotionally to any particular story we respond to our early to our awareness of the story to our thoughts of the story somebody tells you something I can't deal with this right I could hear the same thing and I doesn't do anything for me or the other way right it's a different it's a different perspective because he changed the filter through which is awarenesses process so all mythos is preceded by motion that've and the value of moissan is that Meissen allows the full expansiveness of transcendence even though in mid-ice that will always have to be translated in a personalized way for you to be able to go back to your teacher uh and reframe the story and understand where he may be coming from you know he was not he's I don't know where he is and who he is but escalade Henderson - yeah you know he's also limited he's not perfect but even though he was your teacher he's not perfect he makes mistakes make him right at all but it means that he's you know for eight years they're laughing from a kids for a question why did he allow a class for a whole year to laugh from a kid I was a terrible terrible mistake than he made a terrible terrible educational mistake but in his mind he was disciplining him that he shouldn't ask stupid questions and he accomplished it he never asked a stupid question again you know why cause he never asked a question it took him 30 years that he's got other questions right if you don't ask questions they don't ask a question yet to come some therapies he sat there for a few months without asking now we already asked he still doesn't ask everything but he asked what I think I think every person each of us as a parent each of us is an educator another way I think we begin with ourselves I think it's our duty to try to help all educators see their different this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate