The Real Meaning of "Blessed is Mordechai and Cursed is Haman" on Purim

So the second says you're supposed to drink so you do not know who Modai is and who am say what does it mean you don't know who Aman is and who's Modai meaning that you understand that it wasn't because of Haman that Hashem that we almost died and it wasn't because of Modai that we're still alive it's because of Hashem everything is because of Hashem so that's really the mitzvah you're supposed to drink to elevate your status and get closer to Hashem through that drinking once a year. But if your drinking simply gets you closer to becoming a criminal, that drinking gets you closer to becoming a loser, that drinking gets you closer to becoming a a sinner, you're not allowed to drink. You're not allowed to drink. You're not allowed to drink and act a fool in the in the streets and walk run around naked thinking, "Oh, it's mitzvah. It's not allowed to do that." That's if you know how to serve Hashem and elevate your through the drinking, no problem. But if you're one of these people that's a complete mess, disaster, and uh starts falling all over himself in the sh thinks he's allowed to pray, you're not allowed to drink. So, but again, even that is only once a year. The rest of the year, you're not allowed to get drunk for no reason. There's not there's no permission to get drunk. You're allowed to have a drink. You have to get drunk.