The Purpose of Life Is to Generate Laughter - Torah Or Toldos "Mayim Rabim" #1

the yeshiva dotnet okay good morning everybody welcome okay we're going to start today with safe attire earlier by the ballot Anya which we have worked in the past and we're going to begin today with a minor in parshas told us which actually is related both departures highest are identifiers just eldest age 34 Howard says told us the second column maíam Robin Williams opposite sarvam or Daffy ajayan Amidala dudes I am column 4 or page 34 you seem I am raba Yahoo page 34 top the date of this mine readable Tonya said this in the year topic of sama test which would be 1809 a few years before one of the last years of his life 1809 top of someone doesn't actually said at the wedding of a great no good good think he not 1808 because it was said at the wedding of a grandchild which was the sharpest before Purim so I was already 1809 when the ternary was organized with it so much said that he chose to put this my mare needed a parish she chose to put her to tell this and how you told us you see why because it's connected to these parishes the man was actually at a wedding sharpest probably the hope was Friday and the wedding was shopping the meal the super that's when he said to my most shoppers before portal topic of summer does this mine and mine rabbika versa we also see the connection to wet a wedding why he would say this in a wedding starts out as a post Kashiram the song of songs they request the last chapter chapter hate lima mother says maíam Robin will you hula hibiscus Alva the hula the gamer when the Horus law used to fool me tenacious call hind basin but I have a visor whose alloy which literally is translated maíam Robin many waters the multitudes of waters tsunamis raging waters canonist a slash in the lip shaft they can't extinguish water usually extinguishes powerful flames powerful fires but even my him rabbim the strongest of waters could not extinguish could not eliminate cannot destroy the love the Ovid when the horror AC continues rivers Lodge to fool will not drown it and the Xhosa continues in shock Sheeran mu tenacious : base a but I have a buddy who's a life a person will think that he can buy love with all of mine basin you win a mega lottery of 1.6 billion dollars and you'll be able to buy love with that boys you lose a life they will shame it shame him in other words some things you can't buy and you can't sell you can give the whole home base and people try it all the time they buy relationships with money they buy their children's they think they buy their children's relationship with money their spouses relationships with money I don't mean to get so personal so early in the morning so fast but it's just the facts of life some things you can't buy and you can't sell it just doesn't go car you can buy a house you can buy or watch you can buy a computer you can buy a building you can buy the kaliba holy beauty dishes coloring basic somebody even thinks they can give all of his assets hiding all of his wealth of his home bother in order to get the love that somebody else has boys you lose oh boy it's a bazillion it's a shame because obviously doesn't understand how it works you could buy connections you can't buy relationships right that's the posit Kyle peeps at so the ballot Anya says bizarre hey begin mode of mandala Dermot plays in Zohar the third volume of Zuri which means vehicular arches missus empathy pouches with Sarah Daphna Dalit desire quotes an interpretation of rebel asar the laws of the Sun of rupturing by ahoy the author of desire he says as follows my am Robin Doan nihari law they maintained African Aharon the Haleiwa Mayan Abner presents the words of this aria the High River which needs to be explained but that's what he says the High River and from this river come out rivers to every direction in other words this is like a source river from which many other rivers other streams emerge that's my Amram I try to cohabit because it's a source not of one River it's of course of my amrap many rivers will howl over to each direction that still desire what do you gain from this interpretation of desert why would the Zohar the obvious question is whenever you whenever the hassle in mister or a Nikola cecum interpretation on a posset it's always because there's something missing there's something lacking it's down to find we said it's an orrery low what's the river of it what do we gain from it and why will this my room Rob and distinguish the love and you have to say mine Robin will you hold her purse a south she says Rahim and the harvest I'm shocked women am i honest all river is generally come from well Springs my honest my youngest no human have to hide Springs Springs of water my youngest qualit flow from the type to home is deep underground sources of water we called the time like it says in homers bodacious in the beginning for Rho so sorry of Arroyo oh shut up May so high time is like underground or what you call someone's call about this very deep down my young has come from the toy or mayhem him shall come on Aras and from them come out the rivers commercia Kosovo as the passage says into Hill and over time Alec says I say Leia and my Yanam BAM all of this is embarking on a capital cook dollar he sends forth my youngnam which are springs bana column into rivers the my youngin feed they feed the rivers but homogenous but there's a difference am i honest neither Metallica's lardons the springs the clownish flow always under the earth their subterranean Avalon ahora is the river is amok and by golly optical arts the rivers which may come from the river from that my honest they flow on the surface of the earth maybe we see them they're observable the Mayan you have to dig and excavate and sometimes discover it in many well Springs we don't even have direct access to then the horror is the definition of a river is its optical origins visible which this is brush it's physically hard therefore at a - animal of my Toyota the Gomorra says the traders compared Tamiya commercially Morrison's will become a ain't my amela type commercial cost of the PAS success in you Shia how you hold some a little Amaya you Shia Hanavi empirical inhe says ye like wow oi every thirsty person go to water go drink water so the question is he doesn't explain his and Tanya says well you know we need you need a prophet to tell you that if you're thirsty if you go drink water what's the harm in every person knows when you're thirsty go drink water so the shaft is hoid halts on me when you're thirsty you're thirsty in life not just thirsty for physical your your the hydrated but you're thirsty and might be thirsty for me me who love my embroider water which is a symbol floor for Toyota so Toyota is compared to water yes but in a smile so just like when it comes to the sources of water in the world there's different types of sources there are the wells the springs and then and the rivers Toyota also has this element because Toyota is compared to Mayan it has the Mayan which is the spring hookah my mare this is what the Zohar says became the law of the commedia abdomen tikkun easier says he's a harem he's wise but not with known haha when you say Hashem Hashem is Kaka a kid he has a he has wisdom but it's not the document that we know it's not the type of customer wisdom that we speak about it's the source of it but it's not that in other words shame in mustard cloud it's incomprehensible commercial homogeneity first law is very addictive and Ziggler just like the Maya the spring which flows under the earth its subterranean and it's not recognizable or revealed so the Mayan represents a source but the source is not easily accessible or visible so entire that this represents a component of Toyota which you will explain which is like the Maya it's not visible and on this desire says Hakeem there's hakama which Toyota's harm of course but it's vallabha costly idea it's not a known common meaning of visible accessible easily articulate of something that can be articulated and defined in our in our terms the edge button is the hardest but there's also rivers there's my honest and Aras Springs and rivers commercia Kossoff on this deposit reservations the Navarro semi hayden la Hache goose egg on a river comes out of Aidid gem creates Ottoman harvest as he puts them in the GaN Eden the guy made in the Garden of Eden where all the trees are so while River comes out of aid in a place called Eden to irrigate so on trinket to give market to give water to the garden and then the parsec says only show me a parrot and from guy maiden the river splits into for Valhalla lar borrow Sherman is the four rivers of Mauritius you have in a higher feed echo which is the Tigris River in BA in Iraq you're having a hard process of course which is the Euphrates River also in Iraq and you have the P shine and you have the gift you remember in parshas branches the gift rain and the peace shun and the vehicle and the process the patient Rashi says is the Nile River in Egypt the Nile Delta and the key friend is debatable which river it is but those are the four rivers that come from Bernard yote Simeon mr. gong this is a different element entail shazier Ashima Thomas gala began maiden barsabbas Rosendale I serve the array of the shin every positive course is physical but it's also symbolic its spiritual as well so the array of the Shaymin which is revealed in Dunedin what's shot it's revealed by Saugus rosin there ISA I made in one comprehends the deeper component the secrets of theatre because in that Aden when you're learning in a maiden for example Shania is ambit Allison baba metzia two people are holding on to a cloak and fighting about it there's no physical quote there there's no palace or a Mac with poor Ibaka mark or sure shall not be casa para or I bought August as it can if you're sure goes and gorse somebody ever Pitt or a person was Marcia you have a fire any concept in Halawa in in give more in in in in Hamish old tired mitzvahs all the points two percent they learning an eighth but over there everything is resin their eyes meaning it's every how worker the way it originates in a spiritual form and then it assumes a physical meaning as well and it's all one it's all connectors he says in the maid never saw this Rosendale eyes this is the comprehension of the secrets of theatre so in the XIV Hashima the Raven which is revealed in a made in comprehending the deeper light of Terra NIM supremist Norwich I made that ray comes from a river which comes from Aden the river comes from Aden and it gives videos that give us by tower gives water vibrancy to the gun to this did the giving to the revelations what is the rebel in Revelation is the river that comes from Aden to be Mashka the gun that's the zippers him so it comes from the dinar which comes from Aden the ninja Hamas Alec would come upon us the heart is one suffers problem with a life of kaffir sorrows and this river is already on the surface but nor are we see ready right in a phenomena or what am I an ADA is so to speak invisible and then the nora comes out comes out means it emerges from Aden and there's as if there's a ray meaning there's a revelation or ray means you could see it a ray of light you could see so we'll have hopefully as if as if so therefore you could see it there is a certain guild in gun eight and venom Sakuma solid wood hammer cleaners or Islam chuckles brought them a colossal caviar Tsukasa it's not one river that river then is divisible into many many rivers what do we mean I'm sure has brought them individual flows to every single soul according to its according to its mahou it according to its comprehension it has its own river so to speak from that one river which comes may aid them there is many divisions well ok Nicanor and that's why it's called nor what sir sizes ah the fish above an emphasis regularly is more cichlids that they can what does he mean what was it Saxton are Noren Aramaic comes from the word in the heart which is light like huh naari yeah so we may learn our is in Aramaic as a translation of light you say naharis our Goliath in it lit up so therefore he says that's why it's called Norrell if we should bobbin emissions beguiling realistic with something because the river is not the maya the mayan is not nor the mayan is is not visible it's not the luminescence not bright you can't see it the nor is the way something that's invisible comes out in a way that one can comprehended that sad incoming I made environments a victim can comprehend wells NMR based on this introduction that the Sawyer says that Mayan Robin is nihari law and from there come many rivers he said that the same thing isn't Toyotas I'll send them around this deposit says in the Sheraton Mayan Robin will you hula hibiscus I average the closest a cervical his burro that the Mayan Robin can't extinguish the law our people shot much my him Robin like he says in toydaria practice Noah we learned my room is to disappear no sir the stress of life the raging stress of life world is not a shelter does this basement here at 6:45 distress in the world so my I'm rappin well you got a la cabeza Sava the raging stress can't extinguish the love in other words your core love will not get destroyed ever but Lloyd is artists make sense my rappers got our my dragons give de l'homme I've got maiden so why would you think revelations of get maiden would extinguish the law there's something warfare this lawyer just makes the pasta collide a much more problematic so he says this is sharp I was then the mine revenue school campuses average of narcissus know what got it work and my name Robin will not still it will not quiet down the a ver of kanessa see strong of the Jewish people in their gathering together Tasha why he emails Oh Gilly moderator so you're in Asmara even though my in rabbim according to the bylaws a design represents a revelation of tremendous lofty McGregor's give out the key Gilliam of rasa means extraordinary revelations of godliness which is the essence of cow maiden the whole Canadian is like like the Demario doesn't process it science our Dickon your amass they say I'm very ashamed and then in missive Regina that's why uses his expressions ever student comes from the Gemara so the Hiram I am ravenous gevalt ik so we say in Kosair were yucky to us are it will not silence seven this trash still and it's not going to to calm down the other char nefesh latest smile even to see rabbits Amina I dig it was elephant the soul will not get satiated and quench its thirst literally dis rabbits in minor through this Gila don't think that this man rabbim is enough for the nefesh well you foolish Harper's a sovereign it's not enough to make the nefesh feel I got it it didn't get it but even a giveaway that's emotional the ghibli means that it's emotional if it's not - artist yeah yes the yearning will not cease this dopey cuz the God Guin the sense of Alva the lip shaft of the neshamah will not be stilled that won't be silenced there won't be calm you won't feel ah I'm not thirsty anymore gasps Mac I got what I wanted person is thirsty a yearning for a person for something for a success for an idea even Miami Robin will you have accomplices Salva that's a hit already may the Mayan Robin stop my in rabbiting the raging stresses of life okay but such my name rabbim still your full Fabolous up that's what he says so I ask you to commercial Kosovar mr. Pathak says until the governor Malik says until then melee Bashar my Envy in college a fat ste Boris capital I in Gimpo Millie Bashar I'm Vivica Fox T Boris what does it mean who do I have who merely bash your mind them inhabit who do I have in heaven and with you I desire your nothing on earth so our big shots mm Allah is saying that with you ultimately I'm good I have you I don't need anything else he says but really it means much deeper than this show Miami edits and I made Nally of attack just like my I'm Robin you could touch my problem as Grabbe my in robbing the the raging waters of stress huh yeah or you could touch my I'm Rob my desire touches my interrupt a de la mine round I made say mr. Miami merits so my aim is a guy made now the higher Paradise Erica's gonna made naproxen the lower paradise shabooey miss Angie Manish Amla Sidon are you two made and the neshamah have tremendous kind of through the river that comes out of Aden la Hache missus argon whether it's sure my amor eres the maid nailing a maiden attack - both have a common denominator they both have the river that brings water from Aden to the gap so there's a gavel - Captain Hook you're sinning and basking in the river of their maiden tremendous time in kosair nonetheless melee Basha my innocence was helpless in him or there's something that's still not there for me he got made the new Ratliff he shot g'day didn't his tacky at roses on but essentially it's temporary it can arguably lawsuit over between Sammy's the main action so to speak the main giveaway the main truth comes out in the future and here summation which according to many in the RAM bond is in this world commercial castle this posix says my yarn yachts army base hashem positon navien yo yo the river comes out the basic assumptions are Allah my Allah my Allah McInnis nor far much deeper than the river so merely Bashar mind them color hefox de Barras heaven is not enough it's not what I want and Eretz is not what I want even shamaya manner it says geladen alien and you made not anything because the Mayan rabbim could not be macabre could not silence the alva because this is only the NAR and there's something called the Mayan which is deeper than the NAR which doesn't come out again a the High Noon how does one access this this can only be accessed in this world are they a circuit area or mitzvahs through the immerse meant in Taylor and mitzvos shall send them around this it says a partial sighisoara risk comes Eliezer comes to find a sugar free it's up and he goes to the well outside of the city and will soon see the story explained and he makes the simin this week's para that the girder person who's going to offer water to him and his camels this is a good song this is a simin that it's a good sugar high so time when he sees rifka she goes down the noise tower Yeats it says that the door the girls of the city come out this is before it was sinks in the home and the sources of water in the home and water pipes and you went out you had to find a well as there's still some countries when we were in the Ukraine I remember I saw a well outside of a sin in one of the cities near the cemetery and people were coming to fill up from there so they would go out with a jog with a card with a barrel a flask and fill up the water so it says about arid ha I know rifki went down into the well apparently had to go down whatever they built steps or a ramp but tamale goddess she filled up her card her jug of water but all and she came up to take the water home that's what they used to drink that's what they needed to drink for the people for the animals and of course whatever they needed out water for where there was cooking or bathing or washing Huli so he says what's per shot rotated and Malikov spiritually kadhai is two words it's two letters carved cad means a job account a job Calicut chemin cation cadmium him of Dalits far in there nice but there's also an amateur pad hub Dawid is the 24th forum of Tanna from variations all the way through tired of him assume you have 24 soiree same name shock of a penis Amaya look of Dalits Miriam come from the Mayan from the spring but tailored her I know she goes in not to the nor she goes under earth that's what you have to go down they had to dig if the excavator Maya but tailored she went into the Mayan but tamale cada from there come the curved Aled she filled up the of Dalits forum the 24 swandam of Toyota meaning penis Kimball of Oaxaca media this is the part man that's unknown it's not to know her that you can comprehending I made this is the Karma that's vallabhacharya that's the Maya that's what she picked up shaky craggy Louisa he lost his lover and even though it's always here the Mayan is here and that's what toy is but the real guilty of this is gonna be lost it will be in the future not in an age which is temporary but here summation the time of mrs. which is deep intimate I make a daily assumption of a deal is there they term it's was my Sears in order to access this retired arm its results NMR but a reader i neva tamale cada it all have to start with rifka says ly they risk a man who say he I shall be hope the leaders were to Malika it was only she who was capable of opening up this process if riska would not go down into the well and take her jug and pick up the water we would not have access to the Maya it started with rifki she is the one who has the capacity to fill up the hub down at the cart with the water of the Mayan and bring it out and allow for the whole process that he starts talking about terrier mitzvahs which produces the Gili of psi Mason here in this world this is so to speak the introduction the props set up in order to understand the middle to start understanding who will hug him to understand all of this my apprentice rift first of all who is rifka what is risk what's the connection to risk again a literal level it means she went down and she put she puts she she brushes the drool hurt from the Maya the Gemara says in shop to someone you know ami create sympathy prosciutto every pasta has its literal interpretation obviously I'm a deeper level or the way they're learning I'm Aidan maybe over here it's even deeper think I made hear them the way they live it into my hummus and then got Maidan is about tamale carpet is there Emma's here of cotton which you see below so that this story in Hamish is one of the wallets longest oriental mesh it's almost like 60 so Kim you don't have stories that go like this the story of Eliezer and if forget the well goes on and on and on in every detail and it's repeated Emily as it repeats the whole story twice the way it happened and then the way he repeats what happened and as the Gemara de madrid says goof a title they need no Ella berry Mesa you now let adieu 39 Malacca some shoppers doesn't say anywhere in the whole foolish its barrier misses her Emma's from this word and that word and here the story of our iske went down to the well occupies an enormous amount of space it's the longest Orion in it in himesh the story of if you're going down to the well and the be the deeper beer is because it's not just a story of going down to the well it's rather the story the beginning of Jewish history as will be explored will hub in marble in asterisk yes love until the end you prima see it's art you can't understand it if you don't understand it song because it's again Rivka work together even though as well see there were two opposites in many many ways but to really appreciate understand who risk is you have to understand who he it's hookers he may say starts with you talk later he'll come back to rift now these changes the subject from the Horace and my honest and cop dollar Dan and Kim vallabha cost me a tea and my Arab the whole campus Asafa he goes completely off off to a different subject he's going to return only later towards the end of the mind he may get huh commotion sky covet I know the word Yitzhak we all know the positive cells already in my area is the concept of sight laughter Sarah said Kalasha Maya it's luckily soy casa biology so it means laughter and laughter represent Steinem which is gesh math delight pleasure you say this was hilarious it was funny entertaining engaging that's the concept of touch who give a tiny galleon which have become acid lover the deeper concept of toy here is not just somebody makes a joke and everybody laughs but it represents the time of her alien with tsadikim awesome the time Luca Elia the pleasure the delight that tsadikim and again when he says Sadiq him here it's because of the washer nosov kazama-kun Sadiq means every person everything and their own way they're at sounding vomit kaloumes have become the martyrs the mission is call you so your turn around my folks are thinking well I'll sit lobby in the future commercial customer via some say it's Angela Sanford bus success until him again in cook talent working now she same capital of our Shelia Maya member nichola you created the Livia Sun for a salad boy to play with her to enjoy him the love your son is a toy what's this concept you created the lobby Ursula socket boy to play with it to laugh with it with Santa cause it means laughs like masaaki yuasa rock so the idea here is and the Gemara says mmm Abbasid is gonna be the suitors love the awesome lost loves gonna be the suitors love your son meaning love Vyasa and share apart with the austin represents a certain type of relationship that creates joy can't I know and simcha love the Austin as he's going to explain what that is was sapphic bite and that's gonna come out loss at love it the true pleasure the true beauty of history during history you don't always see the tie no you see they avoid them like when you're building a house or involved in something and can sit back and see the whole picture because you're doing it that's the time of sweat while said loving means when you have the whole picture you see it you know sometimes you look back at your life and you see how the story comes together when the story is happening it doesn't come together at all everything is disjoint that fragment didn't you don't know what hit you you're trying to dodge either bullets or baseballs but hopefully baseball's but the point is that it's very very you're enmeshed in it and then when the story is over you can experience the kind of that's the idea of loss and lava when all of history mustn't love is not that it's the future it's not announced as you see what was going on the whole time you get to see the matching moment when everything comes together which usually we're not privy to that we can't live like that because Yeats the other will fall in love with us AR they are everyday doesn't avoid their you know responsibilities and duties etc but the lawsuit lobby represents it all comes together and you have the ghillie hat I know Asya mollies hope you know exactly that's the debt that well the Hang needs her promotion asset why do they name him Hitchcock yet Huck means he will laugh so like also they'll give German sock not yet huh why Lawson right it's hook means a vet LA but sorrow said sorrow silicon it's absurd Allah kawashima it Scully now but he's named for the future he he may him it's a cure for this we have to understand what the strike is he made him is so Castellano elekid him is Gilly Tynan's and himself I daresay Malik in sorry uses the words like a solely and he says law no cause she says collar Sameach and like him the name that's used as la Kim created a site in other words this kind of always comes through symbolic in the kind of the laughter of Yitzchak comes through la tail or Indian the Indian in this is the posix hasn't to heal him he Shemesh whom again how viola Kim does youth gave off Gaelic to heal him I think pay Dalit not America says Hashem Erlich in is a Shemesh and a mugging what mr. Samish a Sun and a shield Shemesh Remagen hashem elokenu hashem elokenu is the Sun in this ship the way you learn the plastic everybody learns it he's giving two terms for Hashem he's the Sun he gives you light and he protects you Shama Shama Ganesh a militant Titans dibala tanya that's not the shot shemish a mug in her shadow the Kim means is a Shemesh and there's a mugging for the Shemesh and that's like Hashem and elekid that's done two things Hashem is a son Sam is a protector and we put it together and we use two names no shochet Malik him who a mugging van article shame of I the Sun has what's called a mugging a thief it's called a shush she's yet it's an Arctic like a beetle something that protects the song protects us from the intense light of the Sun so shame Allah Kim is the mug a it's what protects shame avaya like the like the mug gamer protect protects the shemesh shemesh of Morgaine that's the relationship of a shame how valued keep off get a look at what's the meaning shame our value is how my half of me I am the yes youth cave of K is the divine energy that creates everything from nothing to something Shahana I take and then you have the Arctic which is the protector who kiss you Eva Helen it really eclipses SEPA how it conceals shallow yeogi we shame avaya rock i they Lelouch by America master all of that just like the Sun you only have access to the light and the heat of the Sun through the narrow take of the Sun through that which covers the Sun shame youth cave of K which is muhabba you'd cave of K comes would you have it however right how are you it's my habit brings it to existence everything can only flow through a little voice ability or commercial receiver Sema's just like this son how may you dare have muscle compared with it only brightened up brightens up the cosmos through a muscle through a curtain Oh Perry good like we say my hernia probably the mail commercial cost of makamaka now posted movie deal operations Oh mah Hamas nautical muggings heh and because of this shield NASA whenever immunization with of indifference that's what allows the new variety of every created being to feel itself separate why do we feel ourselves completely separate to the point that a person doesn't even necessarily experience his relationship with the divine even though their entire existence of a person is essentially shame avaya ashram is creating everything every single moment nonetheless in heritage and feeling we don't feel a connection everyone feels different you're on your own you're on your own in this world you're alone you're a solitary go fight your own battles you feel completely separate as a separate identity and you're struggling to find what that is my yesh my sense of self Who am I that's the struggle of humanity where Bennett rabbinic nish Who am I so he says it's all because the Shemesh comes through the mug in will be slab as hell of worship the moral of worship on the song the more veils on the Sun I think of Cooper coffee you feel the kid through the hundred and twenty configurations of Ella Kim meaning Allah Kim is five letters Aleph la man hey yud man any word in any word that has five letters you could write it in a hundred and twenty ways it's hard to imagine but that's the fact Aleph lammott hey youth men I love a Lambeth youth man I love you'd Lambeth hey man I'm not gonna go through the hundred and twenty eight counselors labor enough of art but and it's a Miller came like any five letter cast 120 to a roofer so it's not Stan a mistake it means there's different ways how L like him Allah Kim is also a lavash but then this whale that Kim comes with another Livorno every see roof is a different way the energy comes out with more garments and more veils and more veils nimza LaMotta Marcia what's the product here in this world the world of action hon sugar has to be oyster tremendous concealment and darkness where a person could live their whole life lost dark confused uncertain lonely not realizing that in every single moment they're absolutely one with the divine because the avaya always comes out through Kim and Ola Kim is master it conceals the relationship it conceals the clarity huh encrypts eclipses etc while Cain Jordana Shambala Martin there's the soul comes down to this world Leah's even eloquent expression always is unbeliever delicate huh so blitter early the practice at didn't mi person I even tell ikemen ed did he serves our chef obviously smbus she says a much deeper than that even though the Kim means behind the lively - lusaka delicate that'll avoid if it are button believe it mapping one of the velocities of sharpest is Miyabi what's my abot my bead is you take the earth called tanning you take the earlier is the heart the the skin of an animal and it's not usable at the moment Simon solder here Simon said the odor you have to process it it has to be recreated and it's a tremendous avoid it hold my Abbot or you Seibert him shred on it and work on it and and mix it with salts and waters and different spices until it's we turn it into whether it's parchment or leather whatever there whatever the final product is this is called my Abbot which is one of the blockers on Chavez all evade comes from that word my Abba that advertised I had a labrador socket as finish our Hester and himself a shame a look at to work through to fix to repair the darkness that comes because of elekid the Habakkuk recycle in order to transform darkness into light that terror I'm a delicate on every delicate means that the neshamah comes down to work through elekid verse haste as a result of a leak in there is a lot of confusion in life the struggle in life a person doesn't feel their divine identity they don't feel their closeness they're in their intimacy because javea is being communicated through a liquid if there wouldn't be shame Allah kid there wouldn't be a sense of separateness if the doors of perception were cleansed that somebody would say somebody once said of perception were cleansed everything would appear as is infinite infinite means there was everything is one is oneness in the world is oneness in a person there's one is in the entire cosmos there's no separation not between you and me not between me and God because the whole sense of EH only comes as a result of the Hestia the fact that chamber is concealed and therefore I now have to find myself struggle with my identity and deal with all types of issues that people deal with from fears to traumas insecurities to all the challenges that comes from the lack of realizing your true infinite power you through infinite greatness because of your warmest is a flow there's a seamless flow but I don't feel it I even the lock-in means to work it through not to get stuck in the hardship but to work it through and transform the darkness into light and so Nagin in life means to clear it up to clear up the confusion to be able to allow the flow to come through and not let anything interrupt interrupt the music lazarev are delicate masses that's why the plastic says ye who wash am I am Hashem created what's the lesson we say it in the kiddush right he voice of us we call mulatto asha Bordetella kim lasses so the myrrh foursome say we're chavez become a lot - a more delicate he rested from the malacca that he create that he created he rested from the work that he did asha bara elokim lassus so the mendes rhabdo says a Finnish woman lastest lusaka behind all the Sakina Hester Adamson was a mullah Kim why they bit too high a lion shy daisies haptic a circular higher a shebar relative the purpose of creation of Allah Kim was last sighs that now it's time for you to work was sake to be the sake in other words when you encounter her she can ask there the last thing to do is to get this ball to duck to become me to get lost in the process to become a victim because when I become a victim what it basically means is I the whole point the whole point of the last slice of Delhi Kim was it was an invitation for you to fix to appear to open up so when you encounter those moments and everybody encounters them in their own way whatever it may be intellectually emotionally experientially weird is the flow is interrupted the natural flow is interrupted through all types of what we like to call issues or baggage or toxicity for those who are more developed in this area and have more experience yeah so when you see Texas City basically what's happening is that your energies is getting stuck there's just a stuckness here so when somebody encounters that they can surrender they can become a victim make of the spear what he's saying here is the whole purpose of the neshamah coming down is to be an over delicate don't get this fall from it don't get affected by it on the contrary now starts your adviser to be able to let's have the cash article in order to take this darkness and transform it tensions permanent alight and this is the Bittle hiace lion with the h the separateness goes back to the ioan ie literally means nothingness in other words where there's nothing separate from the source because the H the sense of self is one with with all shadows a circle an area and he says with a handle I lead a mysterious nefesh b'stilla by they Taylor emits generally this is dominant Avenue with the soul surrenders the soul goes back to its source that's what a Venegas Dominic is going out of le Kim bringing L a kid back to the source and then through Terry dance room it's was three things results like a soliloquy R that's child the laughter comes only from elekid she eat carrots Lloyd the time ago LEM Shahi - Emily laughter in life you could only laugh at life if you have shame Alec in commercials - interesting metaphor commercial art I shall assume House Arden in the balla tiniest times this was a very popular thing it's still popular in some places the real fine smackers the monarchy the sort of the great powerful ministers are nobility they used to I needed an entertainment they didn't have to sit in the farms a whole day in Belarus and Ukraine and Lithuania they needed entertainment so what they do so it's always me tougher huh - they always needed the novelty let people need novelty for entertainment you might know Hema sorry Amaya Harris they would have these were they called the gladiators yeah and they would place a lion with another hi another powerful hi and they would watch the battle and this was a tremendous Tyner for them she's what what's what's bus but so the parts does you say stahma as arias its cruelty which is true but in everything you have to understand there's something that you could learn from it what's linked in them so he says me I just never should have talked about time so I can time that laughter and pledge always comes from these scratches from the newness from the unexpected who's gonna win in America they call it Sunday football but the same concept who's gonna win if somebody ready if you know who's gonna win before the game is this good right those who can't be at the game they videotape it so they couldn't watch it you have to make sure not to tell them who won because the excitement is the expectation what's gonna happen may I such systems out so far time that apenas bitte yeh lion though I had to sign a via should master yeas with government would you feel about us as the greatest ASCAP's is the newness in life this is where human creativity comes in this caballo he'll doesn't come from myself my assembles a knight Mirada the creativity of the human being is that a person whose locario yes I'd love a different completely separate has the ability to battle himself to align himself with the divine to surrender the separateness that creates the greatest hug that created the greatest laughter as he will go on to explain so the summation till now what we learned this mind ma'am I am Ravan will you help us and ternary parshas told us very briefly mm-hmm was that are the reverse maíam robbing the youth of Aqaba sasame desire identifies as the great river from which many rivers come Latanya explained that there are the wells the springs under the ground well it's not visible and Asha laya a Mayan and Bama column from the springs come the rivers which are visible the first river that's mentioned is the river that came from Aden to irrigate the garden come Aden and from there the terrace has a bodacious had split up into many other rivers but they're rooted in the my honest in the Springs that are subterranean beneath the earth that you can only access by digging sometimes digging very very deep what we called it too high deep under the ground spiritually everything in the physical world is a reflection of the spiritual world the gomora says it will become a name I am a litera Miami status on Tator you also have these two things those Springs of tighter than my Yanis of tighter what he called an - huh Kimball of a cockney idea the hakama the divine reality of theta that is not accessible it's not articulated or defined in terms that are easily accessible to their mind even the highest mind it's a different type of harm you they even though it's the source of all of Toyota I will soon see what that means more a little more what that means and then there's the element of Toyota which are called in a Horus of Tyler the rivers of Tyler and that itself you have the noryeok semi a Damascus a Saigon no horror comes from the word Nahar the Gomorrah says in the beginning of my system saw some Amish might after the Mishnah I didn't realize the connection well that bazerman out of that na no higher means white it lights up the morning lights up a biker or an awesome shoe ho a biker are good morning the Brighton lights up the the the world the planet Earth and that's in the heart no harm because dinar is already the Gili it's the revelation it's the light the maíam comes to light under it doesn't come to light is no now heart there's no other on the contrary it's completely dark and eclipsed in God made then you have the first dealer the zbrush Rhema there's a ray it also means light also Ziff means red light right we say in the Valencia zv Akari so XIV in the Canadian is also the light that comes from the Mayan then or her yard semi aden to be Marcia the gun and from there it splits up into many rivers as he says every person I read sounded according to his or Caritas capacity and that's the finish of the pasta c'mon grab my yarmulke pass a Sava that there's a love that's even deeper that the power of the Mayan robbed and then all of these rivers and therefore doesn't silence the law if it doesn't extinguish the love there's something deeper because this this is the love is as he says merely by shamim colorful fats tabárez got made and can't satisfy it that's something connected more law awesome over to you summation that is reached in this world through tired our mitzvahs what does all this mean so for this he started to explain the story of risk and purchase Kyocera and only as a certificate going down into the Maya but Aaron ha I know but tamale Kadosh she filled apricot which he tied his card also as a members it's a hint for the 24 swore him of the Tomas and that she filled up from weird from the Mayan she had to go down onto the ground that they dug they dug drop with a Mayan as they used to do they still do in order for her to draw water and this happens through risk and risk is the one who can access the Maya and allow us throughout all the generations to access the Mayan through Toyota mitzvahs which will be revealed fully during clear summers to understand this he says we have to explain what you Thomas Gibson Cummings laughter but not just laughter its future laughter you talk with are you at the beginning is you'd stuck he will laugh it's laughing in the future so dark without a yield is laughing in the past so I think is laughing in the present and you'd stuck is he were left in the future like we say tell them pause ye male sky he notion Angelina what is the idea of this this is started to explain the pasta container Shemesh Omar Gabe hashem le cam it's not stop being poetic using two names for our machetes the song i said mr. shield he gives us light he gives us protection no there's a chemin le Kim have a relationship like the shimmers in the manga we wouldn't be able to experience the Sun if the Sun was not covered by an artic by a shield which is called the muggy tomorrow says famously the one day I could as one of who might see cameraman Arctic he will take the Sun out of its container and as a result of that the heat and the light is too intense so the Shemesh in order for us to enjoy it to benefit from it it has to be eclipsed there wouldn't be eclipse t' we will burn up from the intensity of the heat the same is true ki Shemesh Umaga in have value elekid what mugginess to the shemish physically and like a mister you'd have of you'd give off gay is represents the divine energy that fills and creates the entire world that everything in the world with nothing to something every moment if that would be completely revealed and manifested like the shemesh they would cease to be a sense of I and separateness just like the heat of the Sun you wouldn't be able to exist you would be burned up by it you can't be a person observing the Sun because when the fire is too powerful you get burnt up you become consumed by it so the service needs a market in order for there to be a liver it to be a created being who separate who senses himself or herself as completely separate and even detached and lonely and adore different as he puts it a yes and are different completely separate that's what Ali Kim doesn't like him is denied took for shame Amalia and the more and our taken the more garments the more veils the more curtains the more concealment each world when we speak about interests initiative nummy cetera there's always a discussion about worlds many worlds alum houses on Olam haba maidan attacked megan Italian and I lose breed serious and what do we mean different worlds every world and Hebrew means ila eylem comes from the word the hello tomorrow says that M Sock'em olam comes from the word hell of concealment for there to be any world has to be concealment for there to be Macias for there to be a self-contained reality there has to be a concealment there's no island without a hell of the question is how deep the hell on how powerful the concealment how deep how much is the sense of detachment every world is a product of another level of concealment the son has many different containers so to speak spiritually speaking if her values eclipsed by one type of elekid you can have a very holy world you would call that Scylla sorghum Adan if there's another if there's a more intense Ellicott as he says is 120 combinations of how you could write all the kin which represents 120 different types of energies the more lavash them the more veils the more containers the more separateness the more detached till the point where there's a world where this complete darkness you feel absolutely no connection with anything higher you feel absolutely alone you feel completely separate and in this world itself every person is in a different place every creatures in a different place every type of existence has its own unique way it experiences reality even within people themselves even within one family everyone experiences reality to some people experience reality and very with very bright colors and some people experience reality in very dark colors they live in the same world they can be in the same room right now you go through this room every single person we're in the same room but nobody's in the same place as the most evidence of amok comes from our shaft a shallow them some hounam so when your thoughts are that's where you are so you can have two people sitting on the same couch sitting by the same table sitting in the same office sitting by the same street assuming the same meaning geographically they're in the same place emotionally conceptually and essentially they are light sometimes light years away one guys in heaven the other guys and getting them one guys in the abyss the other guys flying high one guy thinks is on top of the world and the other guy feels in the world is coming his entire world is coming to an end and everything in between so another that every person and sometimes it changes from hour to hour - and like Kim is dynamic it's mr. Ennis and it's all a product because is that the flow is not simple the flow of energy from the divine to the person and to the world is blocked and then he says the neshamah comes down LaMotta to be an over delicate everyone has their a leak him to work through to be mahaprabhu sugar hard to remove the blockages whenever those blockages mean and transform the darkness into light so it's not a reason to give the spear it's an opportunity every person that his mission is to be an or even le Kim as he touches with her even to look at not just a server sham to be my abbot to do this happened to be my second but I bathe as we say soon a Fenian in in addition staff he needed in English there's a word refined it's the same word to refine map le similar Kim knows enough to be refined it's God's name but the impact of Allah came on the person has to be has to be refined that's why the process is isobaric in last ice the purpose of creation was to the sake the world is not a full complete product a world was given to us and now comes article and this is generally the avoid of what we call bittle and he says and you describe there's just three strands of Fela Tyria mitzvos through which one connects to this and this is the source of try this is where all this is the source of sight let's say vite you see we're hoping you had some at all of your test column one which is page 35 and he started to say okay we could we'll start again the first one was else right also the other kid she eat carrots right the time medallion I'm sorry the shame of again the great great delight of Hashem always comes through alikum commercial obscured choice of Mysore iam show me Dover ha - come on mo Hema sorry in kya Harris Shania scratches never should have like that I know you see the no book nobility they have these animal fights of an alarm with another animal they need equal compare competition I'll put them out tiger and I'll put on a beard I'll put on a lion whatever they do and they they they like the competition the iscap shows the newness it's not predictable because it's like wrestling people watch wrestling matches and packs boxing matches and all types of of matches whatever they are and and the the attention of what's going to happen gets people excited sometimes they're cruel that's not the point but the point is the excitement comes from the hist axis from the creativity mossad system shots right right angle happiness bitl hi Ashley I am Zoe's ouches the only thing new that happens in the world really new is that the yesh can come back and align itself with the iron yes means something ayan means nothing in other words that the yesh can allow itself to go back to the iron to experience itself not as something separate but as part of the divine which is always called ioud reason it's called I in there's why is it called nothing we say the world is created may I only ash so one of the explanations that he says in a few my Mario different ones but if one of them is because in the perception of the yesh it doesn't exist the divine is not part of reality it's not it's not tangible so from the perspective of the ash it's called ayan doesn't exist I so this is the greatest natural shine English announce the judgment of a different you hula battle assessment my shaking employer shame on the keymaster if there was no Allah Kim concealing my initial credits like the time exactly this type of laughter and ecstasy delight pleasure ich mark couldn't be accessed in pain he cannot survive a time of Isola Marche Malekith so he did it sorry man who says like us allylic until a Kim that generated some achievement that creates that creates the catalyst a springboard it becomes the foundation for the destroyed Abbess said that it was master of Milan but he says yeah but shall be see boss I because of the similar because of the cause of alopecia cat I know it could be the only time and behind why they have bit o little ash lying at the bit all over the edge tada what does this mean what does one what does the public kind is saying we see about laughter he associate straight with his hatches laughter is associated with newness is conscious number two condition something new if you ask a question what makes people laugh what makes people laugh when you hear a good joke what makes you laugh anybody knows too early huh in the morning the twist at the end how many times can hear the same joke and laugh how many times unless a real professional who knows how to say it but they're tall so he says it huh so you can hear you then somebody for once said yeah you can repeat a joke so many wants told me when you give sermons ego speeches is you could repeat a joke once a year but the end of the year don't forget it you could repeat a story once in two years because people remember stories and it said that variety could repeat twice in the same sermon why just laugh always it's always the unexpected punchline if the punchline is expected people don't laugh so you can hear a joke once maybe you'll hear it twice somebody starts repeating it it's not funny anymore I you will yes yesterday you applaud see it was hilarious what changed the answer is it's all about the unexpected other things are not that way you'll have a song you can hear the same song a thousand times or if you love a song you can listen to it the face sir how long teenagers will have a lot of time on their hands sometimes we'll repeat the same songs for days for weeks for months and so forth I was once at a program in a hotel with Marta heaven David and I was giving when Susan and Sasaki kazarka tonight is onion I was being he was singing they got up to sing and he was seeing all of his new songs the island wasn't excited he said what do you guys want to all these we want the oldies the oldies Sh'ma Israel whatever his old songs see sir I was sitting in the front row at his concert he said you know there's something unfair going on and why why why set a speech yesterday people were complaining we heard it already we heard it already yeah this he said that he said with me you only want what you heard already he has to come up with something new every time me if I can't cope with something you don't like it man this is absurd we want the oldies why is that he left it by a question but the truth is it's an interesting thing Nichkhun is different I'm negan touches a place where you want to hold these you want the old one when it comes to ideas it's very different when it comes to laughter it's the opposite extreme the moment that's all there's no laughter you need this hatch something new something unexpected any comedian this is the skill the skill is to take people into a direction they think they're going one way and he takes them are different and when they think they end up there he takes their edge somewhere else and then there comes a double laugh on a triple laugh a laugh on a laugh and a laugh on a laugh which is called success but it's all one that could is hatches and therefore you'll seal a Marshall if a a child speaks like an adult sometimes you'll have a four-year-old three-year-old say things you know like that adults say and everyone starts laughing you have an adult speaks like a child everybody starts crying but why are people laughing what's the good thing the less there is because children are supposed to be children when the child this is on somehow assumes the persona of an adult it's an unexpected punchline it's always about the punchline and you'll see you'll say a person has a good sense of you or wasn't mean you have a good sense a more what's definition of humor a conventional situation you stuck with a flat tire somewhere on the highway a person with a lousy sense of humor too sees it for what it is a person with a sense of you we just do not have twists things you bring out the irony of it the uniqueness of it you know how to make light light of things it's just it's a perspective it's a way of turning around the same circumstance the same reality because I've ever caught us a way of looking at it and that's always what creates it's right that's the secret of sight now the question is what's the funniest thing in the world according to this definition of toric what is the funniest joke in the world so the bowel time you says the funny is the funniest thing in the world is bittle little high ash lion that's the most unexpected thing in the world in other words if you are a narcissistic self-centered depressed insecure egotistical maniac that's expected you just here for yourself trying to protect yourself trying to survive in a jungle culture chemical Heitmann though according to those shitless that a person but highly sexually is an animal so the laws of the jungle apply to him and a person evolved from animals so what he expected you expect the tiger not to be a tiger that she did not to be a giant Sheena and the lion is not to be aligned us it's expected you once came to a Rob and he said it will I get I want a divorce Oh said hey revelation you and Columbus discovered America fight person says they're struggling in their marriage of course two people each has issues with a lot of baggage and luggage and issues of course is problem that's not a hideth that's the part that punched why we know already the thickness of life is that a person the center of life is mysterious nefesh the thinness of life is that the soul can surprise the ego the leaders of life is that there is idealism in a person that you could transcend the predictable that you can actually create an unexpected punchline in life yes predictable you should have been Mama's faysville I met yesterday somebody they've been through I don't know Shiva Madhuri Gannon Shiva a sermon during a henna and back and and I was extremely inspired by the person there tenaciousness to come out of it then live a meaningful life an honest life dealing with it but but productive and positive and I told the person I said you know you're in a source of inspiration because if you would give me the resume of your life and you would ask me to predict where you are today I would say you're either before the overdose or after the overdose of a dart and alkis so a person looks at the patterns of life there's a certain expected way and so much of life is conditioned I don't choose who my parents are you didn't choose which home to grow up in your genitals of which community to grow up in you didn't choose which genes to have you didn't choose which mental challenges to have none of these are choices our period begins all after that you have your home you have your chemical makeup you have your issues none of this was chosen by anybody this is completely beyond clearer now the only question is are you gonna give us a predictable punch life you can give us an unpredictable punch line that's the Holy Spirit the predictable punch line means okay this is what happened to me this is the way I'm gonna go the unpredictable punch line is like a silly aleck in the unpredictable bunch like can only happen in this world before creation of this world and even after creation but not in this world there's no destroyed everything is predictable an angel never surprises anybody Marla's mccall never makes jokes he's a serious guy the nice guy but he's a serious guy neshama single maiden don't surprise anybody animals don't surprise anybody very unique very unique there should be a surprise you could follow the ants they don't get lazy to learn a lot from them but it's predictable compute don't surprise people robots don't surprises that's what makes them robots it's a predictable world the uniqueness of this world is like hasta la village God wanted to create laughter to generate the toy container that comes from that which you couldn't anticipate you couldn't expect that's to the good of bit when a person takes their yesh and decides to to to to rupture to disrupt the puncture to puncture the darkness to say that beyond the darkness does light beyond the darkness there is the divine that there's a wholesomeness in the world there's a Wallis in the world ah wow that's like that sort could only happen through all the kid because if everything would be obvious and nearly they wouldn't want to be unpredictable it's this happiness the creativity it's this conscious it's unexpected that's where human life becomes dramatic that can only happen with all the Kim that's the strike that comes from the Hellerman Hester there's no Hellerman has there there's no concealment there's not there's no surprise there's nothing new it's all expected that's why my love him what their way their program Milo come out called hayasaka edition Dominic's rough from crack why they call Kaiser Kinder's because they're like animals their holy apples and you can't expect the animal to do something unpredictable that's what makes it an animal and it's not bad or good sometimes it's delicious something that's not delicious but the patterns are clear but when the human being can actually say you know my mind is saying this way I'm gravitating this my nature says this all my fears are telling me don't pick up the phone don't go here don't say this don't do this and then you surprise your own fear you surprise your own skewed insecurities you surprise your own sense of separateness and you go beyond it thus is the toy that's the time and that's a unique time and that can only happen through all the chemicals it's taste justice only thing that's know so God created the world basically what he's saying as we will soon Sugoi car still the old equipment so many other Kim that creates joy it's the site from which the world was created in order to generate laughter and that happens only through the human being the human soul who struggles with choosing what punchline I'm going to create which is why humor is so integral to Judaism that's why the name as we will soon see the name of the first Jewish boy is Yitzhak if you think about it it's a very strange name to give a kid I mean I have the same issue it's my name too I mean think about it in English you have a boy first Jewish kid in history of Rome wasn't born a Jew became a Jew you took is the first Jewish boy in history you gotta give him a name so what do you give him my name a joke it's great for your therapist a joke laughter really I collect any dish you name your child a Galacta a comedy sit what does that do for self-confidence coercion merit Scully because everyone is laughing that's out the kid that's the software now we're used to you'd said but think about the name and it gets better he names his son Yakov which is a year so the joke name becomes a heel you see the pattern Marsh go free ashamed it's very straight though it should be exactly like his okay that's where the kid has to do what was supposed to for the kid so you have to say that in this name somehow is encapsulated the essence of the Jewish story and that's why the first Jewish trial is named laughter why now we can understand it's like us allylic him the entire purpose of you did this under Shambhala mapped is even though the Kim is to generate laughter to generate a punchline that was unexpected with the soul surprises the mind human idealism human transcendence when he calls here Bittle bacillus nefesh bit to my Ashla iron the heroism that comes from the nobility will you surprise yourself you surprise yourself every single day every day you got to make a new joke you can't repeat yesterday's joke that's why they'll it came of yesterday is not delicate most day every day the stage is set for a new joke yesterday's days there any amount it's an old one it's an oldie as they say if you want a joke you need a new one so there's gonna be a new issue I know so to speak a new layer and that's the skirt of today it's devoid of today so drill folded that's the concept of the time that's where associate soit with China it's a certain kind of that comes from that surprise you're startled you surprised creates a tremendous pleasure [Music] yes we'll see now the he may this is one of the reasons which Jews have an association with humor there's a connection between Jews and humor the first Jewish boy was called Yitzhak so not just found jokes it's the concept of humor in its deepest sense what it represents Mahima it can have so our time of the muscala cash initial I'm a very dramatic in the Chimel again but when will it when does the ultimate destroyed get come out only when the bearer of Tikhonov Allah Kim is finished till then it's still a middle of telling the joke so to speak you know you don't know what the function is gonna be huh there's still the suspense it goes this way goes that way he doesn't say there's notes like before this Deacon have spike the primary trike because when somebody understands what's going on there's a certain spike throughout when you see the bigger picture but the real ultimate primary strike is initially mobility by the mice operations we see this by the creation sieve on Friday it says by Errol a chemist cohosh Arase we he native made by evolution I am shall be chimeric Allah mala Sinha's Garrett I know when a person does work like by Hashem only when you finish the whole melodica then the Tyner ultimately comes out my Shaykh excuse me my fainting boys learning Rama Lanka ain't not a nerd miss gala Kimo a cyclic Mara Malacca because now you don't have mental space to deal with the time and now you gotta get the job done you see this in any molarity ever project you're in a project during the project you know that there's a time okay that's what you're doing it you're not doing it's down that's why you're working hard but focus is the sweat it's the avoidance the Millat and there's always projects in life person builds a house there's time look throughout but that kind of is eclipsed by the heartache of the contractors mistakes which sometimes destroys the time of completely because the house that you get is not the house you want as anybody who tried building a house knows you have to get lucky it's a mess but and ideally let's say you get the right person throughout there's just there's so much work you don't have the mental space experience the time even though there's tiny little rabbit that's what's driving you but at the end when you see the full picture in you know you take that deep breath and you're like wow and if the maloca was really done according to plan there's a special tie no gannett so by Errol a chemist color should also be NATO's me I may who watched my yards now could be Shabbos not like people think Shabbos is Starbucks the seventh day sharpest comes from this six week from the six days the kind of comes from the garanimal of the sharpest comes from the six days it's not like the Gemara says meet our desert Misha Torres right on Shabbos gentlemen Shabbos the sharpest is not born in a vacuum the same is true the spiritual shoppers so the main strike happens after the mulatto caracal their exact show of her asically is favored delicate now primarily the asic is the business the involvement is to be an over the looking like explain one over this what happens in her cycle an IRA or become Irish lame-o Sabula when the beer udom are completed and the would be room here is very is very precise the word be room comes from the word boiler the Moluccas Shabbos which means to select to dissect to separate what does broiler mean ice-climbing right live learn to be buyer in to select why do you have to why do you have to separate and select because the bacillus and who the Shabbos you have and who the Shabbos you have the Malakhov burrito what is it at the soilless and the oil as it's called and Amarra or Amarra the dirt and the original and the edible food or the food you want the food you know I mix together and avoid OB rootedness to be boy that's what life is that's what he calls the whole Malacca of history is inviting samarium to be able to look at your life and say this is soilless this is tithe this I embrace this has to stay on the side I may not be able to get rid of it but this goes on the right side of the plate this goes on the left side of the plate not on Shabbos trapezes nobody but till sharpest is the occupier that's called our way the supreme ruler there's no day in which there's not very dissimilar away this Arboretum is between moods emotions expectations experiences what you embrace as your own what are your values and what are there just to keep you humble and normal they're also there but their function is a different function that's that void of be written as I when that's finished as I save the persik says who so Havisham a Adama the face of the world will have a new face facelift you seem a crescendo massive via Gilead Sky Captain Hook it'll be the Gili of the trike is there a whole time the trike is what fuels it the kind of is what fuels it there's a tie no gear but the ultimate revelation the explosion of it when you see the final product the punchline when it's done ah it's all over the gear will use that happens then well hey McCrea truck I'll say my asset that's why when I from and saw her name in your truck not like this notes Michael created there was already tight they said sky cast a lil the kid our solution our color may get stuck leads not only in the future it's also now the answer is shallow off Sidney Agee let's write Vuitton Ibiza and the great deal in the revelation of this container is the after something of the future and therefore it's you talk even though there's a bug throughout its top the Boyar is to be able to find the oil in the moisture sandwiched in the Morgana mix to earn the potion are mixed and to be able to separate them to be able to see the potion only as a as a springboard as a catalyst and you could go beyond it that's what I disappear amiss no no I'm just I'm explaining why he calls this a void I - help you this avoid of transforming darkness into light is always that way the room because everything is mixed often and it's very hard to recognize to have clarity the clarity is the challenge the clarity right to give a simple example you'll having a person's life you'll sometimes experience a very intense emotion that emotion can take over the entire person and it takes the person away from what they really want what they really need what they really earn and the emotion says this is who I am what's be room over there be luteum is you can't get rid of it what you have to be able to do boiler you have to say no this is not who I am this is what I'm experiencing this is what I'm feeling this is what's going on right now at my heart but it doesn't constitute my story and therefore I could choose a different path I can choose to express myself differently I could choose to say something that will surprise that emotion the other stuff what I'm saying you want me to be more specific be more specific a person for example I'll talk about the boring topic of relationship surveillance when is that for Africa straight go to marriage think about partner partek it's a marriage of course but it's really in all relationships and many marriage comes out because it's that you know it's it's it's it's constant and it's perpetual but it's in really in every relationship a person has taken over somebody sessom somebody does something well you think somebody did something or you or you go through something as a result of that you experienced a very very difficult and negative emotion to this process the emotion is telling you this is what you feel about this purse right and it's completely alienating you from that purse so now what's the avoider yeah one on one one way is fine that's it that's what you accept as truth and you follow that and sometimes that maybe and sometimes in different situations that may even be true but very often it's not that case it's not that the case it's not the case the whole ship is eclipsing completely the oil which means if I could look at that emotion and say this is not the truth of what I really really believe or what I really really want or what I really really value in my life it's coming as a result of maybe it's my own stuff my own problems my own insecurities my own fear is my own traumas my own difficulties my own challenges whatever it is or the other person's traumas and the interaction is making it so complicated and therefore instead of telling the person I'm not interested in you anymore why don't we cut off our relationship I'll move to New Zealand you can move to Los Angeles or the distance and and that's it how salsa to pay something is over and you say I'm very honest I'm being very honest the only challenge is whether you're being very honest based on an emotion that you had now erupted but what if the person could realize not the emotion has a place but the emotion represents a - me which has a place in me I'm gonna do avoid the sabirah when sober means you tell the person I want to share something honestly with you and that is as a result of my own experience as I am now having this in this emotion which is my struggle that I have to work through what happened is now if there is really a relationship there it actually makes you closer because what happens now is you connected in that that place that was about to break you the deepest connections are the connections that happen in the places that are bout to break you because if the connections happen only in the places that we're connected in the places that we're disconnected there's no connection but if we can go to the places where we're disconnected and bring in connection over there meaning she bring you into that experience of mine help you see me from that place and I could be vulnerable and share that of course if I'm gonna be attacked it's not gonna work for but it can happen with both parties they have what happened now you did avoid this a period there is soilless and it's gonna come back again but instead of worshipping it and becoming a victim to it you dog you dog you separated it you gave it its place but you chose to connect rather than this connect but if you would have asked that emotion to make a decision one of their motion so who is disconnect because that's what the most emotion is saying your this your sick I hear it's your not good you you make me crazy you get me angry this why do I need this you're making my life difficult what if that's just a response of my own stuff that I have to work through so some people worship in and that becomes their whole life and they remain forever in their own clip in their own shell because they never had the bitter if our state versus art is this thousands of nikamoda system does giving one very common example where why this Arboretum comes into a person's life you can't get rid of it but you can give it its place and then go to the owner in you and then forget your maha pathologic lawyer the closure itself you work through that it shouldn't distract you from the light but it should be transformed it becomes a springboard for new awareness it becomes a springboard for a deeper relationship because the next time around the Commish butter star shuts all of error when you have a document and it's opposed and Bezdek confirms it in a loss it's considered more powerful than a star that no one ever opposed when you have a document and nobody ever opposed nobody said it's false it's also fine but when it was opposed and best and confirmed that it's a much stronger document than a locket it's an interesting thing why because it survived it survived Christ it survived this integration glottis nisht so when it comes to Cassius taka is the concept of basta that there was a that the Gomorrah says and it has and : there were those who stayed away but that's why that was a different in Yin but then the kuda is when the relationship can survive that a place where we could break the ocean has transformed now that ocean becomes a springboard because basically I'm bringing into the relationship my insecurities and my vulnerabilities which threaten to take me away from you and a free that into the relationship and if both sides could communicate on that level you have a pretty magical situation no it's gonna come back tomorrow in a different way yes you're right you're right the marshal you're right the solos not a document varnish but the truth is once you've worked it through you work through what comes back is a more subtle yeah yeah once you're familiar but but sometime the next and then emotions not the Clippers know that so the next day don't come with much more ferocious in us but they gotta trap you even if you sit with yourself it's avoidance of them that's what I said it's not only about marriages about yourself even to make me of course it starts with yourself it doesn't it never starts with another person always starts with yourself conversations with other people are only continuations of conversations with ourselves you can't tell anybody anything if you haven't had the conversation with you first and those who do attacker sounds that way so it's always a conversation with yourself for the conversation with yourself will define exactly how the conversation with others will go now sometimes the relationship is not one that demands that it's not you know a plumber comes to your house you don't need so much avoidance of you know he needs to do over this a beer assistant there's a void from the Baal Shem Tov I might add the commode is a safe of the reservoir sorry wash it's not as service but it's toward Toyota's door written by Tom mid well some tooth asks a question just the question itself is fascinating he says they're one of the earlier titles of anything he says avoid this Hashem is constant 24 hours a day seven days we can hide more vada but the most Hampton that was as you say that there's an opportunity for the vagus he puts it the word fakers at every moment Vegas means intimacy so he's asked us to Shiloh what about on the Baisakhi say that's the same what happens with Vegas and the Baisakhi say you can't learn you can't Davin that's that's a shot of the boss Hampton and his answer is basically say that's the whole concept of biron the body itself is testifying to the fact that life is exists only through be rooted that's what happens the body when the moment you digest something the moment that comes into your tongue people don't realize digestion doesn't start in the abdomen and it's not that gesture starts on the tongue there are already components in the tongue that begin differentiating once it goes down the esophagus the right away the body gets to work we go do our own thing but the body is not till not lazy the body gets to what's the body doing them OB Rudin doses Toys R Us is around this goes into the bloodstream this goes to the fats this we could hold on this we can't get hold on this is poison okay now we got to get you sick cause the body needs some some better bread blood cells but the body is always doing be rooted and then at some point the body says oh take time to eject this has absolutely no place this is complete Silas this episode was called fat that the body will hold on to and some of us believe in that type of bitterness and they're bitter and then there's the beer unit where the body completely adjusted motions upset that's what Vegas is Vegas doesn't mean you're always intimate Vegas means you always have the clarity be Rudin comes from the word baro baro what does Bora mean clear you would think it's the opposite Bora means it's unclear no because real clarity doesn't mean there's no confusion real clarity means you have clarity to be able to be Boyer that's clarity that's what happens he says that's what the makers Victor doesn't mean you're one without any without any challenge the Vegas means you can waise be one because you know how to do boiler the moment you know how to do butter you could say okay right now I'm emotionally in a different planet I'm disconnected for me I'm certainly disconnected from God I'm disconnected from everybody disconnected from the world let me off at the next stop I'm looking for the time let me go meet in my office but if you can identify that as the bacillus rather than your abs meais that was the latest debaters at every moment calls for a different thing not every moment of the vagus means you're dancing with God sometimes the vagus means you identify a painful trauma and you call it that and you don't confuse it with your essence that's an unbelievable form of Vegas that's why it calls it this class is brought to you by the achieve Annette please help us continue the classes make even a small contribution at triple w dot they ueshiba net / donate