The Most Important Purim Class You'll Hear This Year

gentleman welcome to practical spirituality here in the old city of Jerusalem a t-shirt or overlooking the Temple Mount here we are these are our final class right before the holiday of Purim perm is one of the funnest holidays of the year but it's also one of the holiest holidays of the earth and you want to look out for like spontaneous combustion in the middle of some of the parties of the dancing and all this stuff going on where you just like go compulsively sobbing because of the connection between you and God you see historically Jewish events were were you know based on on I mean really based on temple period times where where there were specific services that the Kohanim we're doing you know it's right outside this window literally you know I mean I can show you if you like to see because we got the Temple Mount right out of here so me so the Kohanim the priest you know it was like this constant concert going on and and it was like it was just amazing what was going on out there and but it was all based around the holidays so you had like the chauffeur of russia shana and you had that the sofas and them and the loves and the and the giant parties that were throwing in the temple during during the pilgrimage festivals and all this but every one of these holidays were holidays that are depicted in our torah they're all depicted in our torah with this very specific measurements of what you do on that holiday and what you don't do as well like Pesach has a lot of don't do's and it's got what you should do and including like four cups of wine or telling over the story of the leaving of Egypt and all that stuff there's Doozers don't do this in every holiday and these are patterns in time also I mean these are a little literal types in time meaning as the zodiac shifts the different holidays click in and then that energy comes down that holiday now all the do's and don't do is of that particular pipe are actually like facets of the pipe so if you've ever seen like a splined interface in a mechanic's where it's not just a pipe into a pipe like plumbing which is threaded but these are splined it's like in and out in and out yeah so you could say the ins are the are the positive commandments of a holiday like drink four cups of wine order and the outs are things you should avoid on that holiday so that the alignments perfect and then it links in and then you get the download of that holiday because every holiday is a download so kisses download of joy Russia shun is the download of of being in a new world because God renews the world yom kippur x' the download is forgiveness that you can actually factory reset yourself on every Yom Kippur Hanukkah is the download of light over darkness the pace ox the download of freedom shavoo is is the download of the Torah and every holiday has its own downloading we get involved with that by keeping the laws of that holiday that is the way you match up because you know today we all have these easy USB cables and obviously the iPhone cables even easier because it's just you know that little chunk of whatever that fits inside but in the old days when they first made cable interfaces remember like sometimes the pins would move and you're like you couldn't get it in you go buy a new cable so some of us think that we can like blow off certain aspects of the plug in for the holiday you know like we just think like oh it's not that important you know the main thing is I can filter fish or the main thing is that I had matzah or whatever no you gotta line it up man meaning you got to eat that cos IIST Massa no less than nine minutes and it's cuz I smell it's not a little bit of matzah you can eat look his eyes not so real cos ice matzo comfortably in nine minutes for sure now of course there's some other opinion so we go for two which means we chew and chew and chew it's like it's like you're like the old-school typewriter just like until you've got like most of the mots in your mouth and it's not called eating until you swallowed so you get weight to your entire table as filling and you gotta hope no one cracks a joke because then it's like full you know like like you know oh no it's a machine gun machine gun matzah shootin across the room you know and Andy but what happens is I look at my watch because there's several people in my family that want to get it under two minutes which is some like extreme opinion that eating supposed you're supposed to need a certain amount within two minutes so so I'm like I'm like here we go this is the weirdest thing my watch is dictating everything I'm saying how did that happen this is so amazing I mean do do apple watches offer that mine does apparently anyway so no jokes during this time but then when it when I'm ready for the two-minute mark I go I go like this you know because I can't speak obviously and like this and then everyone starts swallowing I'm just super dangerous like you get to pour wine and with it you know you're like anyway but those are USB cable interfaces they're not the simple ones we have mini USB stood a that never bump into anything in the old days you could mess up the the wires in there you want to make sure your interface properly today if I can quote people from the inner city of the Bronx ain't nobody got time for that ain't nobody got time for that no one today can be bothered with such so I can keep you bothered all these details she can be can you be bothered all these new do you guys just trying to look good ain't nobody got time for that nobody cares about that stuff anymore okay no one cares oh that's the stuff you know maybe if you raise hasidic you know and your and your grandfather's watching you at the Pesach table like maybe you'll do a couple lines I don't know how far you're gonna go with that but people generally just don't care about that stuff anymore so what we do care about though in our generation what we care about is our own story our own little narrative about our lives that is all you care about this this is the generation of your narrative it's your own little story that you're so into and it's so important to you and it's got like it's got you completely engaged like think about it your own personal story your own narrative that you're carrying out as you sit there right now in your chair and you're like where is this rabbi going with this right now because that was supposed to be about lots or maybe the holidays or maybe this is a perm class but know what's really going on is you're right now in the middle of your story somehow I'm inside your story cuz I'm here right now speaking but I'm like a little blip compared to your story and you're inside your story and your story is real serious and your story is so serious that there's probably practice just statistically several of you who pay someone upwards of $200 just to hear it once a week Thank You Aviva so you are way inside your story and it doesn't take someone to be a genius in social media to realize that people are deeply inside their stories and you need to add two seats no problem you come sit up here bro there you go table for two right there yeah you come my third meal we have a live band every lets Chavez four have Bella Bella concert anytime okay I'm calling you now yeah we're not close you got to get your sax there before shows the truth is we take out Chavez so late then you could just get there or we take out Chavez Lee okay now you don't have to be a you don't have to be a maven in social media to know that everyone's inside their own story and this particular holiday is really interesting because it just doesn't it doesn't come with with you know it just doesn't come first of all it's not written in the Torah there's no there's not when the holidays of the Torah it's not a if this is a rabbinic holiday now it does come from the book of Esther which is part of the Torah meaning that's that's within the writings of the Torah but this is not like all those other two holidays with all those very strict prescriptions and in fact very interestingly that it can't be a day that's holy you're not allowed to do poor him on a holy day it's got to be a weekday it's got to be your life it's got to be your stuff it's got to be you're able to turn on and off switch drive around and like you know you're not supposed to work on forum but it's got to be a day you could have worked it's got to be a day that's that's mundane in fact we have an issue because for them sometimes lands on Shabbat in Israel and when it lands on Shabbat we move the holiday from Shabbat we move it from Shabbat and so we read Magilla on oh gosh when do we go what are we do on Friday Friday we do Friday we do some of the mitzvahs Shabbos day we say elleny soon because it's that's the day Sunday I'm talking about yours that it lands on shows and then Sunday Sunday's Magilla yes Sunday's Magilla and and the the major the major drunken party is on Sunday so we spit it's called Poorman Shoeless the triple poram where we spread out all the mitzvahs a poor him over three days but the main part we're just supposed to get your gown on now listen carefully remember I spoke about all the different downloads of each holiday guess what there's two holidays in the Jewish calendar we're gonna focus on one two holidays in the Jewish calendar that you only get your download when you're unconscious it's the weirdest thing it's a weird thing but we have two holidays where the download of the holiday comes in when you're unconscious now when's the first time the word hummin shows up in the Torah coming so it should be inside the Megillah but it actually I'm ask you a different question when's the first time the letters hey Memon noon c'mon show up in the Torah Sam GaN Eden Hamidah he's stayin English in the Garden of Eden when he was being tempted by the snake yeah not when she's being tempted after they ate from the fruit God sees that they realized they're naked and he sees them run and hide as if you can hide from God you know which we all tend to in our narrative of our story we tend to be hiding from God and in full shame all the time and anyway God says to them ha I mean I eighths did you eat from that tree that I commanded you not to eat from what was that tree it was the tree of the knowledge of good and evil meaning the tree of the knowledge of distinction distinction good and evil was like the ultimate distinction but like it's all distinction because before they from that fruit they saw things distinct from one another but they also saw the letters of God's name inside of everything everything was glowing with the oneness of God before they ate from that fruit once a from that fruit tree is not rock rock is not Brooke Brooke is not mountain and everything got super distinguished everything went opaque meaning things were translucent which is why we look at her fingernails in the hub dalek handle everything went from translucent to opaque and then they realized oh my gosh were naked because they had never even seen themselves really they'd never seen much really and it's very interesting that it says when they ate from the fruit their eyes were opened did any of you think of Adam and Eve in the garden doing life where are you you know like it wouldn't mean their eyes Rovner eyes weren't open before that what it means is their eyes were opened to the veil of physicality their eyes were opened to the veil of physicality and hence begins now history of humanity humanity living inside the phone of humanity living inside living inside their narrative that begins humanity living inside their narrative which all boils down to distinctions like should I shouldn't I you know in all these different choices micro choices micro choices but you're like constantly like navigating you're like gp's guessing your way through reality all the time and that is the Megillah that's the Megillah because the Megillah is just a story we're just gonna read a story and then we're gonna be asked after we read the story to imbibe the amount of alcohol it takes you to stop relying on the physical distinctions of your external environment for your basis of reality see right now you've been using the physical environment around you as your basis for reality that's your I mean what does keep you stable in q Majan if you walked out your house this morning wherever you're staying this this on your wherever you are wherever you stayed last night imagine you walked out of the door and you just immediately see her in another kind of environment you're screaming you look to your right and there's some like pushcart guy in a cairo egyptian shook and you just like wow and you jump back into your apartment and when you jump back in your apartment you fall backwards and the next you know you're on this slide sliding deeper faster and deeper and faster in this spiraling slide till it's like warm from the Earth's magma and then it's cooling and then all of a sudden you go flying out and you're in a rice paddy in Thailand you know monsoon rain now would you say you've gone insane would you say you've gone insane what were you therefore thinking was causing your sanity meaning what have you what have you been using for the basis for sanity in your life what do you use well I think on a very basic level what we use for our base for sanity is the world appears the way it should at the world appraise the way it should and so much your basis for sanity is not only your world should appear the way it should but you should appear what are your should which is called the self-image our self-image the way we see ourselves is important for our sanity and this is the freaky thing about life in general is that no one actually knows who they are that's the funny thing is that if I ask this whole group of people I'm sure very few of you would be willing to get up here and say who you are knowing that if you say anything that you're not by accident meaning it might have been just self image what's the word image stand for it's short for imagine like the imaginary self that you've created to navigate with or you could use the word from Google Images like self image is just a picture you took of yourself but when did you shoot that snapshot I doubt it was that your best angle I'm sure you saw to you you shot the self image snapshot in your life was probably at a real real difficult moment and I can prove it to you because you all know intuitively that if you had 500 good days but on day 301 something crazy happened and day 301 which day do you remember of those 500 days 300 ones the day 301 was the defining moment when you found out your dumb ugly you know you know small and capable whatever it was that was probably through if 301 was that day that was the defining moment and hence the self image has to be developed somehow around it but that's like that's like developing a scab around a wound you understand that developing one's self image around such a thing is like developing a scab around a wound now I've seen some pretty foxy scabs and I've seen some very handsome scabs before and I've seen some very smart scabs and various but it's really all around the wound so our two basis is for sanity are the physical world should be the way it looks and our own personal story our own narrative that we are like navigating with a white knuckled ride I mean you have no idea you're you're holding muscles right now right now you think you're not using your muscles you're using all your muscles right now you're even holding your face in place and you just can't stop using your muscles I'll give you an example right now who should I use this thing did I ever use you for that no can I use mine filming so would you see okay man's just sitting here I'm sorry if you guys can't see his arm you stand up if you want but she's of course the first one to stand no one stood yeah okay so all I'm gonna do is ask him and he already knows what I'm doing to do cuz he saw me do this the other day so you should be able to pull this off so all I'm gonna do all I'm gonna do all I'm gonna do is raise his arm up and I'm gonna let it go okay that's all I'm gonna do who raised his arm up near him him all I'm gonna do who raised his arm up he did I'm gonna say that again I'm gonna raise his anima and let it go [Applause] [Music] beautiful job you know from yeah it reminds me in when we're doing yoga you know when we're doing yoga so you get these you get these novel these new people in yoga who are like they don't they're using all kinds of muscles like when you've done yoga for a while you you use the muscles you're using don't use muscles you're not using so you realize now you use muscles without even and even when I asked you to let it go you can you didn't I couldn't by the way if we sat for 10 minutes I would get you there I'd get you to finally make a shift in your brain that would allow your arms to rest but we're all doing it and it takes away our energy and in yoga they we have this joke is that when one of the people you know let's say we're doing a tree for example so we're so in this position yeah so we're in the tree position and then what'll happen is if you have a new guy he's obviously he's not like doing that he's against the wall or something he's like he's like against the wall or something and he's squishing his face into raisin man and he's the raisin man and and he's and what happens is the yoga instructor hey let welcome can I separate you I'm sorry normally I try to put everyone together but there's two seats one there and one there oh wait yeah just one there you go two seats available right there table for two anyways this guy's the raisin man in the middle of this yogic position when the instructor says dude this is happen never in the history of this class by the way I love having you in the front row so the you know what the instructor says he says you won't be needing your face for this particular position at which point the whole yoga class laughs and the guy relaxes his face because there's almost no yogic positions that require your face except what's called and it only happens accidentally a faceplant but otherwise you don't need your face for these things but one thing that you take so seriously is your narrative you're inside a story and this particular holiday it doesn't come with all these do's and dont's in fact we make sure it doesn't hit Shabbos cuz Shabbos is don'ts job is built out of don'ts thank God meanings because job is about intimacy and every intimate relationship comes with lots of doughnuts lots of donuts because something intimate is gonna come with tons of Dunson Bravo Jim we want it just like that just like that anything intimate should have lots of notes this is why someone who works in the store in the storefront retail of a giant company let's say like Apple they don't have a lot of don'ts but when you get up to the executive level of Apple like you're you're like you know where women have to like they have to go to borrow Park just to buy an outfit for their work because they don't sell clothing for executive women in Manhattan you know so they have to like that got to go to the Hasidic community just to buy an outfit and meanwhile the leis ladies names like Dorothy Smith you know and but she's got massive compliance laws of what not to do like massive rules of compliance because the higher up you get the more rules of compliance because she's in she's intimate with information in that company that that's that very few people are privy to and it comes with a certain level of don'ts and levels of indignity and if you're ever wondering why Jewish women dress the way they do it's because we were privy to Mount Sinai meaning we got to see the nakedness of God and seeing the nakedness of God it's like that's usually not so available to the world like everyone else throughout history including us since Sinai we have to work through nature like God works through nature and so you always have this garment on there's always this like thick robe that the King wears and so when you're always dealing with God through a thick garment so okay it comes with like seven laws seven laws of keep the seven go to heaven you know like the seven laws that Gentiles have to keep but the Jews have not just 613 laws we don't have 615 laws we have six hundred and thirteen hyperlinks and those hyperlinks when you click on them take you to take you to like fifty five thousand laws that the Rambam lists and there's many more than that but there's fifty five thousand laws because when you have that level of intimacy that we got at Sinai you're an executive you're now automatically an executive in all your actions and your clothing and your in your interactions you're now an executive now the rough part obviously if you're just growing up like a teenager and you know raised in an observant home you know you're like what kind of executive and I wasn't at Sinai thank God I ain't here this thing like how'd I wind up with all these rules you know I wasn't in Sinai and the answer is you were at Sinai it's just that you're you may be a little numb right now but there are ways of Unknowing yourself one of those ways of Unknowing yourself till you start to realize how intimate you really are as a Jewish man or woman one of the most important ways of doing that is to is to officially stop practicing stop practicing exile Judaism because that that period ended for us 250 years ago Kabbalists from all over the world realized that it's over everything's gonna be here from home it's a different kind of Judaism in the Land of Israel and and so these kabbalists like these kabbalists sent their students the baal shem tov sent his students the Vilna Gaon sentence students from from in iraq the Finnish I sent his students 250 years ago they started this whole movement and others in Yemen and they they all started this because they realized spiritually that it's over exile Judaism has ended and it's time for the Jewish people to come back to their to their true organic roots cuz our plants only grow well in this soil and the Jewish holidays only makes sense here I mean think about Passover outside of Israel Passover outside of Israel is like okay the first days our holidays those are great but then after that you're just like eating crackers and trying to figure out why for a week straight poram the holiday of Purim is just a story it's a narrative it's a narrative where where you get to see a real great spotlight on the Gentile mindset of Ahava Irish and the Gentile mindset of the evils evil people now Moline kites Moloch it's like come on and stuff but but you get like amazing spotlight on them you also get this amazing spotlight of Jews asleep because sleeping Jews is how this whole thing happened the whole perm story happened because the Jews fell asleep and that's how Haman rose to power only because the Jews fell asleep once the Jews fell asleep they lost their protection and come on rises to power and then this whole crazy narrative starts taking place sleeping Jews do really well with stories sleeping Jews don't do so well with Jewish holidays check it out check it out go check it out check out sleeping Jews they know it's Rosh Hashanah sleeping Jews know it's Passover sleeping Jews know it's you know they know it's whatever holiday it is they know it is and they just can't be bothered with like it's details well I explained that earlier so now right now but they they know you understand they're just they're just sleeping there in the Exiles just like the Jewish people were 70-year exiled and finally fell asleep they fell asleep in that 70th year and that 70th year they went to they went ah hush favors just party a party that they didn't belong it you see literally when you read the story you'll see the Jews are gonna go to this party and right after they go to the party that they that you'd have to be asleep to go to I mean this was a party only sleepers go you know Mordecai the Jew Mordechai he he was pleading with them there's a it says that he was pleading with the people at the doorway to the party not to go in reminds me my father was the oldest graduate of UCLA and when he would go to the cafeteria to go buy some food he would see this he would see he was eating kosher so he wasn't necessarily going in there for the burger but he might have been going in there for the banana or whatever but there was a rabbi in Kuhn and um forget his Mende maybe I forget his name but he would be standing outside the cafeteria at UCLA Chabad rabbi with a bag filled with sandwiches and whose are you Jewish and they if they said yes I mean people learned after a while just say no you know but the but when you would say are you Jewish he would say please don't eat that food it's not kosher here's a sandwich so this story of a flesh virus this story of a flesh virus is is is it reminds me of this kid this kid Mende Coonan with his bag of sandwiches don't go to the party man don't go in that place now I've just mentioned a lot of things all together a lot of things I'm I couldn't leave it for you that the coins just gonna drop on everything I mentioned so far what I'm really trying to set you up for us to have the ultimate form and and and for those of you who felt like I wasn't very nice to the Jews in exile and stuff like that worms different poor I'm supposed to be mundane as possible it has to be in a mundane such setting has to be so doing poram in some other city might be even maybe it's even better I don't know but the or some other country I don't know but they but poor me is just a narrative it's a narrative plus alcohol and yes now now I want you all to envision the following little story and I want you envision it like a fantasy as if you're the character of the story and you live in the forest outside of a village hundreds and hundreds of miles away from where the kingdom is where the capital is where the castle is and the King lives hundreds of years ago and your job is to cut wood and yet you have a little shack you sleep in people come and buy your by your cut wood a vv8 year you're laughing without jokes everything you need just a deep breath good two more two more deep breaths just breathe lots of breathing don't stop don't stop - so what happens is one day you're chopping wood in the morning and up drives the most beautiful chariot you've ever seen in your life like you've just never seen anything like this because you're living way out there in the sticks so the most you've ever seen drawn by a horse was just a flat bedded wagon but it's just a gorgeous chariot and out-jump these guys I mean I'm sure there's a proper name firm you know wearing royal kind of fluffy things and stuff what would be a name of such a messenger out of them but out they come and they open up a scroll and they say is your name so-and-so and you're like it is and you're like you've won a lottery in our kingdom and the King has invited you to the Royal Palace would you like to come and and you're like sure you have quarters like I won the lottery I'm going to the kingdom like the pals I have never have only heard about it since I was a little kid I never wasn't like we could ever travel that far and so so they said well okay go put on some nice clothes and jump in and you're like you're pointing to your clothes your cuddly this is it is what I got and they're like will they get in so you get inside and it's just plush it is plush you're in like the limo of carriages and and you're just heading out you're looking out the window you see your Shack disappearing in the distance it's got six horses so you're just flying and then you see your village that you grew up in and you're moving and now anyway one morning you wake up during this journey and it's just smoother sailing you look out the window and you see there's cobblestones first time ever it's like actually even even roads and you ask the guys like what is this and they're like those are cobblestones in there I mean that's a lot of work like we'll we're getting closer to the kingdom so this particular City these cobblestones were commissioned by the king and now you're already seeing like architecture and infrastructure and you're like whoa and they're like yeah you think this is interesting wait to see what you're gonna see two days from now when we finally get to the kingdom to the actual Capitol and if you finally get to the Capitol it's just smooth sailing you're like almost on precious stones there it is smooth you look out the window you're seeing like hedges shaped shaped like sea creatures I mean it's just like you know it's like everything's commissioned by the king and there you see up on the top of the mountain is the most gorgeous castle you've ever seen and you get to climbing up that mountain and you get to the top of the mountain and there's a big Modena drawbridge comes down you get across the drawbridge the the wagon stops you get out of wagon and there's they set up foots you know steps for you to come out and there you see the tallest people you've ever seen in your life because in the kingdom that people guard the king who by the you know outside the kingdom are like these seven footers you know that they're recruited as the guards of the King you're just like what and and then they take you to your quarters which is your quarters it's huge area and immediately as soon as you're standing there people are coming in measuring your sleeve lengths and measuring your waist and they're like they're like you know they're setting you up and yeah and you have another person coming in just to look at the colors of your eyes your skin your hair like make sure it's just gonna be like exactly perfect for you and and then they're you know of course they're making about ten of these outfits each one's gonna be different and they're all going to be for you then you go to the bath and there you're being bathed by five different people who are bathing you you know someone's doing your hair you're like yeah you know is another one's doing you're massaging your hands and stuff like yeah you're just like you think you died and gone to heaven stick with it stick with it finally after you sleep for a few hours they wake you up and you're giving your first royal garment and they say it's time to meet the king the King has been waiting and waiting for you because this has all been dealt with weeks ago and like we're finally here this is it and they start taking you chamber by chamber by chamber now you thought of things you want to say to the king you were things you had in mind but you're like starting to forget them and you're meaning because you're just freaking and then you finally get to the throne room and for the first time in the history of the kingdom the king actually stood up for you and starts walking towards you and gets to you and embraces you and the King says this has been a dream of mine forever to do this and I want you to know you're in the kingdom in you're with us you eat with the royal family you travel with the royal family you wear the royal family's clothes that area of the kingdom where you're been where you're staying is yours but I'll never keep you here by force you can choose at any time to leave this place you have absolute free will to leave the Kingdom but if you'd stay we would be very honored for you to stay you will not be held here by force and then you take leave from the king now imagine the person walking you back to your quarters saying to you what was it like being held by the king I don't think your answer would have been well the King was wearing about five layers no Kings have like on a lot of stuff you know all the way to they're like shawl that's this puffy shawl they're wearing it I don't think you would say well the king was wearing like five layers does does any of us get a hug and and say like well the person was wearing a suit I don't think we do that this world our physical world is is actually the clothing of a king you're living inside the garments of the king you've never been outside the kingdom you've been hugged since you were born you're being hugged now what do you think the clothing you're wearing that's hugging your room and your clothing is hugging your skin some of you tighter than others but your clothing is hugging your skin right now your clothing hugging you and that's just the King inside the garments that's God you've been given free will you can hang around the kingdom and just be totally connected but if you choose to go and just meaning get meaning in your mind if you choose to just go be busy with other things that we love to go be busy with if you want to just go be out there and busy with stuff and have your mind elsewhere the king will never stop you because the Kings there too the Kings in your best times he's in your worst times the king allows you to want to do the wrong things allows you to do the wrong things and even arranges it in all of its detail for you to do that you're inside your narrative of your story on the other side of this narrative is this hidden King is this this King is in the garments of all reality most Jewish holidays you have to be from a certain generation or at least a certain level of Torah knowledge to really hook up to that holiday we're not living in that generation right now we're just not in that generation one thing everyone knows is a story and so we read this story and this story is a story of innuendos coincidences all kinds of things like that personalities of Meggie ego maniac like king of hush Barrow schism is a full-on hardcore narcissist mm on the 19 millennial and then there's this evil side which is hummin we just wants to destroy good from the world he wants to kill it he wants to get rid of good from the world can we wipe out that scourge called the conscience sorry to quote Hitler but can we wipe out conscience wipe the Jews off the earth and hence the genocide in the forum story and then the sleeping Jews and then waking up because of the narrative that took place for them in Shushan and in the Persian Empire at that time poram has never been more relevant than our generation where we're all in our stories and were addicted to our stories we are totally hooked to our stories we're stuck in our stories and then you add the amount of alcohol on poram that's necessary for the physical world to go a little sideways and your self-image suddenly self-image and your inhibitions closed it please your self-image and all your inhibitions all those inhibitions water inhibitions inhibitions are what I could have expressed in my life would have been this but I'm gonna inhibit that I'm not I'm about I'm not saying that the way people think of losing their inhibitions on wine by the way girls do be careful because there gonna be a lot of drunk men around so you know keep your wits about you you know you can go to a mission a Nassim if you want if you want to drink alcohol but be careful out there but when I say inhibitions I'm talking about you inhibiting who you really would be in this world till we're the physical basis for sanity is no longer working for you because of the alcohol input and then but then your own narrative your own story of all those coincidences happening in your life suddenly you realize that God was inside them the whole story of your life was the garments of the king I know the whole story till you realize that it was all your whole story was the garments of the king you're in your own Purim story and it was all inside the garments of the king and your whole job is just like the Jews of cat of of Persia's to wake from your narrative and to realize the intimacy of the hug the intimacy of the hug that you're getting from the King and to use your free will to choose to be with the king and not always kind of somewhere else but like literally with the king an intimate relationship with the king and this is why they say that in the end of days all the other Jewish holidays are gonna be gone our sages say all the other Jewish holidays gone the only holiday will have will be poram they say all the other books of the Torah will no longer be used the only books we will use in the future will be the Megillah the story of the narrative we are living in a generation of everyone totally stuck inside a narrative a radical in narcissistic world of our own story and how we're going to somehow maintain our narrative in this world we are reaching the period of the end of days where Purim has become the relevant holiday compared to any other holiday poem is it so I bless us all to have a real poem all the way in and to the point you should go deep into poem such that you go spontaneously solving at some point when you feel that connection it's not as sad sobbing it's just it's a full connection where you just are sobbing from the convulsive experience of God that he's been in your story this whole time and it's time to wake up from this deep deep sleep amen from Samantha please join my club everybody it's Yom Tov media Club calm please go online if you enjoy these classes created that club for you to help this get out there too for other people to enjoy challenge from some math