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The Love of the World and the Love Beyond the World - Between Me and a Chimpanzee
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Likkutei Torah Shlach Mekosheish Eitzim #3 This class was presented on Thursday Parshas Shlach, 24 Sivan, 5779, June 27, 2019 at the Ohr Chaim Shul, Monsey, NY For Source Sheets: https://www.theyeshiva.net/jewish/7037
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after that the line starts the next line
starts almond almond la Theo's survival
book in a cervical ah there's two types
of love there's the Alvin that comes
from what's called my molecule almond
and there's the love that comes from
what we call save of collab the first
Ave discussed moisture says moisture de
venise is lava Sasha Malacca kaki who
kya ho the love because he's your life
that's the classic summation of mamala
Kalama
a person loves their own energy right
it's a good thing to love your energy
I don't only mean your energy you know
that your energy as we say you know I
like I like your energy
you love your energy you love your life
you love your heels you love your soul I
don't know if it sounds good to say you
love your electricity just is usually
not the lovable item we appreciate
electricity but a person loves life I
love life I love my life I cherish it
you love your energy your love you your
he okay yeah what is that Cleo's what is
this life the truth of it is and Lucas
that's godliness like he says the lotion
is ooh
who is bara who apps my hockey you shall
be care by he said earlier those are the
the key word
that is the fierce it's not two separate
things as he puts it with high of mama
SH this is mama she's life it's not a
separate it's not a separate thing
because Hashem is Calle hominem attack
Damian he is the life the consciousness
the reality the core the the energy of
all of the world's highest in the lowest
and of course it includes the person's
individual life foresters the collective
life force there's the individual life
was every person has their own unique
you know that unique DNA so to speak
that is unique to you which is suitable
to your body and suitable to your mind
and suitable to your soul and suitable
to your mission
so he's hi LM him on a general but also
very detailed very individual
that's called man male mamala means he
fills male male it's it's automatic but
this could be so many cover-ups you know
depression apathy indifference laziness
cynicism right right I think naturally
we love our life but but he says it's
unavoidable god--all so so it's a big
work because of the many cover-ups that
can be yeah I think more awareness like
you know perceptiveness thoughtfulness
mindfulness his bonus contemplation
because sometimes there could be a lot
of things that you know disturb that
that's a and B also to be able to make
the association from my life to the
devar
because that's also concealed I like my
electricity but as we know you can be a
biologist and deny that you know if you
want if you people do it all the time
the ability to be able to also
appreciate the fact that the fuse the
life force that is divine that is godly
it's not a separate thing
it also requires his bananas so that's
what the word my mother Kalama means
mamala means he fills the world's what
is filling me the word fill I told you
many times in gosh Mia's in physicality
you say my cup is filled with coffee
oh my closet is filled with SH mattes
well my drawers filled with paper yeah
so it's two separate things you have the
item that fills another item the water
fills the cup so the cup is filled with
the water till the top it's full it's
not empty it's not half empty its full
but it's ultimately two separate things
when you say in spirituality something
fill something else you're not dealing
with physical properties two separate
items it means that they're really one
thing if this is filled with this it
means this is the token type the word
type Tyson comes from the word type
which means the inside you say this is
the token of this this is the very it
fills this means this is the the premise
of it this is the truth of it this is
the core of it this is the inside of it
this is the reality of it you know you
may look at something from the outside
when you look at that which fills it it
means you're looking what is what is its
true essence so when you say ma'am I
love kawaman doesn't just mean you know
God is the hand and wear the glove and
the hand goes into the glove or wear the
coat and it puts on the coat you know so
I'm now or what I'm the cup and he fills
that yeah I mean that's when we say my
malik lemony fills the worlds but it
really it really means something much
deeper it means that that is the world
in in gosh means it's two separate
things
there's the draw and that which is in
the draw and you could take it out from
the draw then I tease my drawer doesn't
have to have paper Welsh mattes it can
have something else yeah I could put in
pens or keep it empty
yeah the treadmill doesn't have to have
hangers on it I mean that's the mini egg
but you can also put yourself on it if
you're a little disciplined so you can
also keep hangers there I don't mind but
especially there's no closet space but
once he doesn't have that problem more
efficient so in other words you say the
cup is filled with water but it can be
filled with coffee can be filled with
7up it can be filled with wine
it could be empty so there's ultimately
two separate things and one fills the
other of course there's a relationship I
can't pour coffee on the table if I'm
gonna do me well or in the tissue box or
on the book the cup is made to hold the
coffee but ultimately we understand it's
two separate entities if they could be
separated when you say my mouth--i
Kalama you have to just look at it as
always these metaphors if to look at it
in a more abstract and authentic way he
fills the worlds so that he fills the
world when you're talking about dilution
e is something fill something else
uh-huh yeah it is it is that that is its
plumies that is it's totally that's what
he says who adds my highest super care
boy this is the theist it's not two
separate things this is the world in
other words if you look at the world
superficially it's all material I just
have a body and the body happens to be
alive but if you have a little his bonus
a little awareness a little meditation
especially a lot of awareness and a lot
of meditation you'll come to the
conclusion and to the realization that
it's all little costs the whole heus in
your body just like in the whole body
our body is a microcosm of the cosmos
right it says Island cotton z'ha'dum
Bostick says in Kahala scam asylum
mustn't believe I'm human is a microcosm
of the macro of the whole world we are a
universe in Rennert miniature everybody
is a little cosmos
so our body is called a goof cotton
small body and the world is called a
goof goggle but you know it really
operates in the same level if you ever
studied a little chemistry or science
and you saw how an atom works
and you look at it right now look at the
solar system the solar system it's
unbelievable it's the same picture just
yuge yuge you know millions and hundreds
of millions of miles or more but it's
the same picture but but here it's tiny
without a microscope you can't even
begin to see and even with a microscope
what can you see it ready but it's it's
a big off of a small goof
Souma molecule allman really means that
the core of it all is that VAR Hashem
the Ruach if we called it the God's Word
God's energy which fills what do we mean
fills it gives substance it creates it
sustains it vitalizes it vivifies it
gives content designed purpose and life
to every single being existence every
single creature beginning with the human
being himself or herself so moisture
says la vez a sham a la casa he who -
who - doesn't just mean he he can give
you life you should love him because he
can give you good things in your life no
Hugh caca means that he is your life you
you have the deepest relationship with
Hashem that can be because it's not two
separate things
we are the electricity we're not
separate we are the electricity we are
an aspect of it new this is Alma Malik
Allah says this is still finite its
spatial it's it's powerful it's big its
intense but he still is still finite
it's still spatial its McCullen our
chakra then there's behold my death how
my desk is called the love from cervical
Alma
what's the love from size of Kalama so
he explained the ballot Anya explained
the deposit says 'but VAR hashem sha -
over rock cave cults form the heaven was
made with VAR Hashem the word of Russia
and everything else all of its legions
cult serve arm was made by rock bees
what's rock bees literally the spirit
that comes from his mouth or the breath
that comes from his mouth what's the
meaning of that metaphor he says by a
person a word or rock give the the
spirit that comes from my mouth that
means their breath that comes to my
mouth which is sometimes called the
Hevel it comes from inside of you comes
from inside of you that's where your
breath comes from words they come
through the vocal cords they emerge
outward they merge outside of me but
they come from my toy feeis as he puts
it from my previous from my inside but
everybody understands that you can't say
that the breath or the word constitutes
the very core the very essence it's what
you call as if it's like a ray of the
Sun a ray of light the ray of light
comes from the Sun a light wave comes
from the solar core but to say that the
light wave encapsulate sand captures the
entire solar core the entire Sun then we
wouldn't be able to relate to it it
would be too intense would be too big it
would be too hot it would be too bright
no spaceship is getting close to the Sun
at least in the next few days so man
male represents the heavily the breath
the DeBoer let's total speaking the ray
of light that's mammalian yeah if I put
my cup under Niagara Falls
if I'm gonna be such a good idea I need
a restricted flow a trickle a trickle
right in order to fill the cup and in
order to fill every cup cuz the cup is
seven ounces or eight ounces it has to
have a limited and then it can relate to
it
the feeis of every being is a limited
one based on its chemistry its design I
don't have the DNA of an angel I have to
I am me you are you the salamander is
the salamandra the Frog is the Frog and
the caterpillar or the moss the
butterfly is the butterfly they have
their heels they have their personality
so to speak but it's based on their
chemistry so even though it's it's
extraordinary
what is revealed and the truth is that
in truth everything is one but what is
revealed what I can contain and my
consciousness is that which I can
contain in my consciousness which is my
finite experience of life that itself is
endless there's one layer and a deeper
layer and a deeper layer you know every
day you can grow and open yourself up
more to yourself you know how much
percent of our brain do we use and that
itself it's mamala colombian ain't no
small thing we still haven't figured out
the secrets of a cell so you know the
ball of tiny jumps as a smoothly for
mammalian saver really my momma Kalama
you know you could sit for a life on it
you know if to jump ahead of yourself
and it's not shot after all the research
it's like there used to be a feeling in
science there was a famous in the early
1900 in 1903 there was a very famous
scientists who wrote wrote a telegram I
think or an article and he's everything
that we had to discover was already
discovered there's not gonna be any the
head of the Patent Office right yeah I
think 1903 1904 he said there's not now
you know
there'll be a couple of details but the
real things and and you can't blame him
understand the changes that happened
from 100 years earlier after the
Industrial Revolution electricity
machinery automobiles cars in my aha
akarsha
the Wright brothers figured out the
plain aviation flying here to serve the
folk time he did not say he's 90 years
old but nothing's it said it said you're
gonna see people on the move today so
you would think today 100 years later
2019 people today nobody will say such a
thing because they saw what happened
everybody knows 50 is gonna be a new
world from now and it's not like we know
what the shock is gonna nobody even
knows how shocked were gonna be they
know at least that there are haratz to
know a duvet snitched that's a big thing
that's itself as a to Norville of course
it's already a sense of ain't safe
infinity you can't wrap your brain
around you just have to sit and marvel
I'm like okay what else do you got up
your sleeve what's the next so I'm
saying even the Moloch almond is pretty
infinite that's my point
he says it's Google and mock him and
this don't
it's all relative yeah exactly what I'm
saying by Malecha Wellman is mr. a cup
of coffee and even a cup of coffee
stirrers can cup of coffee you know
what's in a caffeine in a coffee seat
every new could of Google is so it's
divine so it's infinite but no molecule
almond means the way the divine energy
is restricted into a form and into a
formula actually that works into a
foreman into a formula that sustained
this particular object or item or being
or organism or brain etc so there's that
love that is directed on that it's very
individual it's very personal it's me
it's like my identity but what's the
relationship between the array and the
core the solar core the light wave comes
from the solar core the ray of the Sun
that comes into our home comes from the
Sun but nobody's going to say that the
Ray captures the Sun came in it's just a
very very limited and finite expression
that we appreciate that we cherish that
is still incredible it lightens up our
brightens up our earth what would we do
without you saw in that itself there's
many ways of looking at it right yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah right so you're
saying there was a debate among
Kabbalists if that symptom and the aura
is kept short oh yeah yeah the item I'm
on if the symptom in the oil which we
call my male and we speak about that
symptom the restrictive nests of it the
restriction of it the filtering if it's
a literal one if it's not a literal one
but certainly from a place of perception
that's what allows finiteness to exist
yeah paradoxical light is a wave and a
particle but when I try to observe it it
collapses into one state right in other
words my observation of it my experience
of it imposes itself on its reality yeah
because I don't think in paradoxes my to
the tool that I'm using to figure out
reality will define the reality and if
I'm not aware of this I think this is
all the reality because that's my tool
so that
becomes reality that's another
fascinating item was you say usually and
when yeah i'ma let's look at the Taylor
and why you think your are the retina
plays games in this cycle doesn't play
games there's always play games worst
games the eye at least is not distorted
the sacral coming Michigan maka now what
we see is basically the marriage right
of the say the light the the light waves
that come out from the reality the way
it's perceived by our retina by a part
of our eye and interpreted by the brain
and if the retina doesn't have the Kayle
the tools to be able to perceive it well
the brain doesn't have the ability to
interpret it it doesn't stand back and
say oh wow there's so much that I don't
know it doesn't recognize it or changes
it into the reality that it wants you
know blind spots work that way it's very
interesting there's a part of the eye
right the part of everything that the
eye doesn't cap catch but the brain
looks at the environment and says I
think that this blind spot you gotta
fill in with this based on my
calculations cynosure mentions but i've
listened shaft glides on us if the tree
falls in the forest and i'm not there
what's the sound that it makes what is a
sound the sound is the vibrations of the
tree falling the way they're experienced
right by my ear and
order your processing interpreted by the
brain so it's always a marriage of two
realities now as long as we all agree
who cares if it's fiction or real you
could sell it you'll tell me that the
colors in the painting are not real
right but if everybody agrees that
that's what it looks like so and so
Sabbath yeah but what's Peru a cave
called swamp Rock pave means it's a rock
pit so rock cave comes from the premise
of course it comes in the premier's but
yet as he puts it you can't define it as
Musa Musa and you'll say that the Atmos
the core has changed from before the
breath came out from after the breath
came on the breath is inside of me it's
part of me it's included in me it
submerged in me but you can't say that
is me
what's why is this so important since
you have to understand this that the
tighter describes creation as Ruach
bathe as his deep or as roast beef in
other words so let's see now inside the
vehicle he is color aluminum at the
sternum a new alloy see see the line
anal anal as if his spatula saw Dunham
chef as man and say but a hotel's Kalama
Marcius the whole life that we spoke
about which is divine
of all the world's highest and lowest
not only the even the highest what is it
it's as if it's light it's a ray of
light
it's splashed tesora Herrara is like
array a reflection a glimmer his
sparseness means it extends it expands
which comes from the ire of aint
Southborough who that itself comes from
light but that light is ain't safe it's
the light that's infinite and then
there's a horror from the oil so you
have array of the Ray right a reflection
of the reflection toyco alman and this
was what infuses all the worlds again
tight
toys
means it's there this is what infuses
the worlds were serious with life and
remember life it doesn't only mean the
electricity of the refrigerator it means
the refrigerator itself - that is also
electricity the physical matter - is he
us ah sorry the form and the content the
content is also formed in in its core I
echo often max-planck a famous quantum
physicists it was a Nobel Prize winner
see once said it's just a very powerful
line consciousness is not a derivative
of matter matter is a derivative of
consciousness yeah so tell Kalman Lakia
some that's my male I hope in a save of
Kalama no machinery oculus loppers -
common Livius what is soviet why is it
called sovath around why can't it be in
the answer is it can't enclose itself
within the world's to give them fears so
goodness that's mostly a moose a mama SH
this is the X M X it really means the
bone but the reason it's called the
bonus because it's the core right at
some is like the bone you say the bone
of something the core of it not the
covers your penis X mu say it's the core
Oh Musa Musa comes in the word ma ma who
what is it like give me what it is ma
who not the expression not a ray not to
form the essence of it that the
quintessence of it is called the hosts
of something that's mostly mostly ma
which means his core is essence that's
what we call save of Kalama alice eve of
Kalama what does save of me so doesn't
mean it surrounded it make Hawk office
it means my little motto shoving mamas
here the highest universe and the lowest
are gonna be identical why Shan um type
Sam welcome clown negative hospital
because they don't occupy any space any
separate space in the presence
of save of Cologne men for Lehane XIV
the passage says we same Socrates Imre
hoy de el Eretz with shamayim his hide
the hider is the glory hoid a win
cicadas Emery hallo a shame are some
canoes comes from allah wahda hoid a a
LightSwitch amaya
and he says first earth then heaven even
though it's the other way around
say Titus cleanest air it's little
obscene assume I because in this new
khuda Eretz is just like Samantha for
the cooler Khmer who lead an expression
in from possibly near the cooler Khmer
like he always is cooler chemical Akasha
everything in his presence doesn't
occupy any separate space in other words
what do we mean Cola chemical inertial
imagine the light wave in the solar core
the light wave when it expands when it
leaves when it's emitted the ray of this
Sun is very very significant lights of
the planet
what is the data she boasts the
significance of the of one light wave in
inside that solar core it's there like
the breath when it's inside of me the
word when it's inside a means there the
potential is there it's coming from
somewhere but it's completely subsumed
it's completely subsumed in the essence
yeah right you can't say that lagaa
Bhima Molly column and the world doesn't
occupy space of course it does the homo
molecule almond is
electricity that that that gives here's
to the world you could say that the
matsyas of the world as a Lukas Simon
Kalam and the finishes that ain't have
some welcome clown that did the hospital
and Eretz and shamayim over there I'm
Amish the same because even the highest
worlds and it said their consciousness
are not a Cayley for the pure infinite
core mamala Calallen is all about the
distinctiveness individuality diversity
inside of Eretz is awesome I am that's
called the light it doesn't fill it it
encompasses it but when we say
encompasses doesn't mean it's just not
in it that's not it
we're calling its serve of Calallen
because it's not the light that is
trickles down and is limited to become
absorbed within the parameters of the
universe
this is ex-muslim also that the world
can't contain because if it would
contain it wouldn't be a world it would
just all dissolve an absolute infinity
anoxmous of course it's one it's
ultimately it's really one yeah
mammalian save are not two separate
things hashem echad
it's Molly is the percent the way we
experience the divine and every creature
experiences it differently but santosha
of course it's one yeah yeah my mom is
also bitter but it's a different yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah all the world is
bitl no universe with hot beetles child
is what bitl does the bittleman side
mammal in the bittleman side serveth
ma'am a local almond you find yourself
in god save of kalam and you lose
yourself in god I was once learning with
our a brisk ibaka
big London a younger man he was he
learned to brisk for like forever
so he says he says mamala Kalman
is a Dean in the Mensch on cyber
kilometres Arden in the Irish then in
his Shirish a terminology right well my
little almond is a description of the
world and several kilometers are the
speakers a description from her Shems
perspective what do you mean and I'm
saying maybe it's one way just to you
know give it some Isis finding myself
and something means it's my ultimate
what do you mean I find myself in it I
find my voice I self actualize the first
average lavas are similar carefully who
kayaker God equal self-actualization
living out your life living your soul
feeling the pulse of your energy that is
a locus the ultimate finding yourself is
the ultimate self discovery in a
relationship taking a relationship just
to give him some muscle there's have a
relationship with you
it's a beautiful relationship what is at
the core of the relationship my own
self-realization my own
self-actualization you allow me to
become the best person I can be that's a
tremendous relationship a spouse a
friend a mentor you bring out the best
in me you can call it selfish but I'm
not it's not selfish its itself oriented
but it's not selfish in a negative sense
isn't that what you want for each of
your children to be able to find a
partner in life who will bring out their
beauty their smile
their grace their their talents their
resources their love somebody who brings
out the best in you and others my
relationship with you helps me become
Who I am who I could be
that's an incredible relationship don't
take it for granted I'm using that as a
muscle well a visage Sharmila Kazuki
whoo hi echo you want to be in touch
with your ultimate skills your ultimate
resources the ultimate life that is what
a relationship with Hashem means legible
- a means a the ultimate relationship
with your ultimate self your most
awesome self as the slang goes today
your most awesome self you could sell
yourself a cheap you can just relate to
yourself in a primitive way but if you
want to exercise all of your muscles
physical and spiritual and all else
so he says cuca Yasha this is the core
go to the core and in a relationship
that's very important that I could feel
that really talking to you being with
you being in your presence having a
relationship brings out the best you
know something a relationship with some
of they bring out the worst in you they
trigger the worst things sometimes you
have to work that through to get to the
to get through to the to a deeper level
of course it's tremendous sometimes in a
marriage
the to bring out the worst in each other
because they trigger each other in crazy
ways but that means that if they work it
through they'll be able to heal and then
trigger each other in very powerful ways
but that takes a lot of work that takes
a lot of work because superficially you
become my enemy
because you're triggering where suddenly
Alem zarkovia Veck sullen bias fearsome
asa my malice so you absolutely don't
know what I'm talking about
triggers trauma relationships right
therapy session guys
time for therapy 742 a.m. the therapists
office opens but despite my jokes it's
true right superficially you you drive
me crazy but you know what if you could
tell that to the person it's guns good
and they could stay say what drives you
crazy about me
oh good wonderful psychoanalysis ten
thousand about ten thousand dollars
later you're a new man what drives you
crazy why do I drive you crazy let's
hear and of course you will figure out
what's driving you crazy and then if we
can do that together and remain present
and not run away and just say that's it
I'm done with you a lot of good things
could come out now we all know that's
not always possible we all know that it
doesn't always happen that way for so
many different reasons and our mission
our lives journey takes us to different
places and nobody exactly knows how and
why and you know in camp we would go
tubing so they always said is level 1
and level 2 and level 3 and level 4
you know level 1 is you just sit in the
tube and you cruise through the water
and two hours later you're on the other
side you take pictures level two you'll
hit a rock or waterfall level four who
strong Rapids currents so it's different
life different levels of life's you know
some people just tube through life
cruise sink I don't know too many today
but you have those a few days ago the
perhaps but sometimes it brings us into
you know this is strong currents and
strong waterfalls and the tube flips
over and you got to make sure that your
head doesn't hit a rock that's the main
thing your legs are gonna hit some rocks
get some scratches but you have to make
sure your head is in the right place so
there's different types of journeys but
when we can work out that superficial
resistance which may not be so
superficial we can come to a deeper
awareness then it's precisely you who
could bring
the best to me just like one once you
brought out the worst in me you know
sometimes they have it with a father and
a son your son is very uncomfortable
with you and you become uncomfortable
with them because there's so much
baggage there but the reason he's
uncomfortable with you is because you're
his father if you would have been a
stranger he would be very comfortable
with you not because he's closer to that
person because he's further than that
person very easy to be very comfortable
with strangers you don't bring out
anything in me it's the people who are
closest to us who become furthest from
us you heard that line and that's the
pain of life and it's the beauty of life
if I can if I can stay in the
relationship the depth of hate to
sometimes just a reflection of the depth
of love there's nobody you have issues
with like your mother because who are
you closer with them with your mother
tell me oh and who's and whose womb did
you hang out for nine months grow
Sakinaka whose food did you eat for
years who's your own you know we have to
recognize that but I have to work it
through after work it through yeah of
course yeah sometimes it's harder but
yeah hope is never lost hope is never
lost of course of course of course of
course yeah yeah um and this is all a
Marshall fraction like the ballot and he
said the first relationship takes an
avoider sometimes there's deep Sh rigors
I have to work them through I have to
work them through but this is the path
of a relationship it's a relationship as
a path to the ultimate self-realization
you know all these gurus advertise these
weekends come for a weekend and then new
you you'll discover the new you yeah you
ever see those stuff
you ever try them out they knew you
who's the new you that's what we want to
I wouldn't a new you we want the real
you the ultimate you her Aeneas Mariah
Hashmi Nia Skylar Nikolas or even Irish
mother that's Alma molecule almond now
this ain't bad this good starts the good
stuff that's the relationship as a path
for self-realization but that's all the
way you're defined by me right the
relationship back to that brisker and
you see which expression it's add in in
me
it's a gather in me but that's what I'm
looking for I want to live my ultimate
life so it's how do you impacts me how
the U is defined by me either you
benefits me and I'm not talking here as
narcissism or some person who can't see
the other person in a relationship and
it's just about me because then it's not
gonna be about you it's gonna be about
your narcissistic self right there's the
old anecdote of the girl of the woman
who says she's stopping to date because
at the last date this fellow spoke three
hours about himself just me me me me you
know you have some people all my did
this and I did this and by the way and
then after three hours he turned to her
and he said you know enough of me
talking about myself she got excited Wow
thank God a little humility and he's you
know let's hear what do you have to say
about me so we're not talking about that
because that's not bringing out your
awesome self bringing out a very
impoverished and scared self narcissism
is usually a symptom of the greatest
fear in the world there's no place
that's safe outside of myself
so therefore have to remain there within
my narcissism all my life we're talking
here about of a relationship that of
course there is there was deep respect
for the other person and part of that
respect is is what we would call bit
builders bit Allah through him I said
I'm a leaders bit ball but part of that
respect
what does it accomplishes the
self-actualization of me that
relationship and that given
and that openness and that vulnerability
but then there's a hole deeper element
in a relationship
the deeper element in a relationship you
usually can't get to without step one
because if you get to step two without
step one it's going to be something
missing what's the deeper element of a
relationship and this is you know truth
be told if relationships would have the
first step they would be pretty powerful
so here already going to step two I feel
a little awkward because like step one
or you know vu life's T we running but
but step two is something much deeper
that's the metaphor for save of Kalama I
don't find myself in you I lose myself
in you that's what I said I meant in
other words it's not about me it's about
you the relationship is not about me me
finding my ultimate potential which is
beautiful but that's all still the way
I'm limiting your energy to me then I
could of save of kalam in is that it's
not a love of me it's a love of truth
it's the love of truth that completely
transcends me and I can't find myself
there because in the ultimate truth I
won't find myself because the light wave
will not find itself in the solar core
if it looks for itself in the solar core
it's missing the point here what's the
truth who are you in your truth you're
in the solar core the breath when it
comes outside of the mouth it becomes a
gun some a hit then it occupies its own
space it's like the light wave it's like
the Ray that comes into the room it's
very significant but when you're in the
solar core what's your truth what's the
truth of the light wave
I'm gonna start taking pictures of
itself it's bottle by matsyas bottle
doesn't mean it's not there
if the ray of light is outside of the
Sun it's also into the Sun it's actually
there in a more powerful way it's not
that you're not being you there but the
you is completely aligned and one with
the ultimate source that is beyond the
you it's a different type of love that's
a love that's beyond Macias it's also
the ultimate self because the ultimate
self is when the self is in its core but
that you're reaching not through finding
it but through losing it
as I type for something so mysterious
nephesh that quality of mr. snuff which
is often an expression of this real
mysterious nefesh you saying is it
relatable every day I mean that depends
always you know who the person is what
what's the Matt service and this love as
he says never exchanges it never gets
interrupted because it's not about
consciousness the first love is about
the consciousness of ki ku ke ko it's
all about consciousness when my
consciousness is is operating on a low
frequency I'm tired I'm exhausted I'm
it's gonna affect the love the loyalty
that comes from the oneness that
transcends the self by definition
nothing can interrupt it
yeah because it's it's it's right cuz it
transcends it it transcends the consult
sense of consciousness and that's that's
why there has that quality of infinity
it's not it's not defined by
consciousness
it could be conscious but it's not
defined by it it's not initiated by a
consciousness it's not precipitated by
consciousness it flows through it it's
not defined by it so therefore it's not
limited by it so therefore it can't it
can't be altered by it or seized now you
understand because I said the word
precipitate it flows through it that's
the words flows through it consciousness
becomes a conduit for it the cop the cop
you think I've done what this cop I'm
time of this cop well trauma doesn't
allow me to be aligned with my source of
life what is trauma trauma is that which
takes me away from my own life I'm
traumatized I'm living in the trauma I'm
responding to life from a place of
trauma not from a place of life from a
place of danger from a place of
suspicion I met a person who suffered a
lot of trauma on Tuesday so I asked them
you know about their life the person
said you know before I'm always hiding
expression I'm always hiding
I could never before I come out I peek
out of the closet you know it's constant
can I say it can I not say it who's here
who's not here better not say anything
I mean there's so many different types
of trauma but I'm just giving you an
example so it's like the person isn't is
in a terrible bubble and it has to be
punctured and asked it has to be a
rapture yeah it could be very defensive
very scared very insecure it's very
unnatural
I'm sorry what
does he have free will
I don't think so when a person is in a
state of trauma their freedom is so
compromised
there is a place that is always beyond
trauma right there's the Shayla Kelly
calm email that is always beyond trauma
nobody can traumatize it because it's
divine and people don't have access to
it and if I can tune into that so
there's a part of me that can overcome
the trauma in other words there's always
a voice of sanity there's a voice of
fearlessness there's a voice of
confidence even in a traumatized victim
but I have to be able to be vulnerable
and allow myself to open up to that
place because if not I'm stuck in the
trauma I have to trust that that exists
in me because the trauma tells me that
without it I'm gonna die because the
trauma is also protecting me
it's it's my it's my it's my bulletproof
vest if I come out of it I'll be shot
I'll be stabbed you don't come out of a
bulletproof vest vest when you're in in
Kabul Afghanistan or or in the
battlefields of Syria this kid grew up
in Syria Civil War
maybe Borough Park on the surface but
internally was civil war wherever it was
right so how can you come out of your
hiding place you lock the door you stay
behind locked doors but if the person
could know that is a place that is
deeper than the trauma and they can
trust it so
they can come out and allow themselves
to take over rather than a trauma
takeover but it's a scary process much
more much more unconscious than
conscious and for this actually save of
kawaman is very helpful because save of
kawaman is not defined by consciousness
so it can't be destroyed by
consciousness you understand my
conscious appreciation of life is
beautiful it's powerful but it's also
limited and it can be played with it can
be altered because consciousness can be
manipulated in so many different ways
and then my consciousness of life can be
compromised and sometimes can be
traumatized but the part of self that is
rooted in size of kalam and is never
filtered filtered through any filters so
it always remains in its full infinite
beauty and intensity nothing can ever
obliterate it nothing and everything in
the divine is reflected in the person
there's them a male of the person and
there's the sight of the of the person
there are male of the person is the self
that is filtered through the vessels
that the self can experience the same
above the person is the core that is
unchangeable and it encompasses all over
the person the highest and the lowest
and it retains its pure infinity always
it never limits itself so it's never
subject to any form of manipulation how
do you tap into that yeah so by an
animal
it's just programmed in other words an
animal as far as we know today we may be
surprised but as far as we know today
and the animal you know we're the only
ones who asked questions these types of
questions the animal is also a
reflection of our shams life everything
as a blade of grass to every shrub every
Bush every tree every plant
every insect every reptile but they
don't have the consciousness I'm talking
in a revealed way the consciousness to
become aware of the big picture and the
role that they play in the universe and
the choice is to make their
pre-programmed by a divine energy and
they just march to the beat they march
to the beat with and that's it that's
what they do the human being is the is
the person as the organism that asks
questions that no animal will ask
including questions of identity Who am I
where am i from what's my destiny what's
my mission what's my purpose how do i
tap into myself sheep don't stop and
wake up in the morning Who am I Who am I
not how do i tap into my sheep today
they also don't go to classes yeah you
ever see how they eat they eat they chew
for hours they bring that's where they
get all their information well they
haven't they have they have an
instinctive awareness of what to do how
to do self preservation self
gratification they have that instinctive
awareness it's a mechanism that exists
within them it's the brain signals and
electricity that allows them to function
and survive which we also have but the
human brain from a Jewish perspective
has that soul and the soul is an
existential creature that asks questions
that the liberates that wanders that is
inquisitive it's curious it wants to
understand what and why and it also
confuses us we have so many choices most
animals know exactly who they are and
what they're supposed to do every
morning there you know bees don't have
an identity crisis why am i a bee why am
I not a cat to piddle or not
that is the question they know they are
it's obvious it's clear that's part of
the march of creation that's part of the
beat and they all dance to the beat and
then we say who says there's a beat with
only ones who say that and I don't like
dancing anywhere you decided it's a beat
it's your problem not my problem right
that's the human soul the human soul is
always choosing and the true the real
reason is because the human being is the
one who's supposed to bring it all
together were the one who we are the
ones who are consciously consciously
dance to the beat and complete the
symphony the only one who can have an
impact on reality because we choose they
are symptoms of reality we have the
ability to choose so something can be
created they're pre-programmed so
they're just living out a program so
nothing new happens it's the program ah
they have moods of course no listen part
of the system is to have moods it's part
of their system they get tired they can
be depressed of course yeah yeah listen
you know elephants mourn for their dad
and there's loyalty of course keller of
is cool a lathe there's a lot of emotion
but that itself is pre-programmed which
we also have we're also pre-programmed
we also get into bad moods at least some
of us but the human being also has that
our higher consciousness let's call it a
higher consciousness of reason of of the
liberation of transcendence of
spirituality that puts him and her in a
different league and therefore we can
also be lower than an animal as the
Gomorrah says
and higher than an animal what Dick
Morris is Yiddish code mock sometimes
you have to look at a mosquito and say
this mosquito is doing much better than
I you know he's living out his purpose
he knows exactly what he needs now he
needs your blood for lunch comes to your
hand gives you a kiss eats lunch and
says bye-bye
and get cut outs yeah I think it could
add yeah it's due crops so you look at
the mosquito mosquito knows exactly what
it's doing the bee flies to the nectar
to the plants to the flowers absorbs the
nectar goes back to the Beehive feeds
the queen creates honey combs allows the
newbies to hatch dyes 30 days later does
the Beast sit down and say I'm out you
think I'm living a fulfilled life and
who is this queen anyway to control me
and why am i a be and who curry and I
don't like making honey I'm not as sweet
as as the honey in Wu and why am i a
servant there not a master right you
know the bee is the peak it fulfills its
purpose
naturally instinctively pre-programmed
that has the code and it lives out that
code by the way there's a lot of studies
of trauma that were done on rats you
know that they separated rats from their
mothers and their family environment and
they were traumatized and then they see
how the rats live in trauma
so this trauma in animals is trauma and
rats a lot of research of trauma was
done with rats I've read some of it ah
yeah of course deduced is this despair
and frustration and angst you take away
a calf from its mother right then there
are tears and of course there's a lot of
emotion
like it isn't know it but it teaches us
teachers the biological process of the
brain how do we respond how do I respond
when my survival is is questioned when
that security that the little the little
baby monkey the little baby chimpanzee
right experience is in the bosom of its
mother and then it's it's torn away or
the rat is torn away what does my brain
do what did my brain do right I cry I
want to go back and that teaches us a
lot about children a lot about adults
that's where the similarities are very
very powerful we learn a lot about human
nature but this is human nature how do
we respond how there's the same brain
that is brilliant in survival and all of
the instincts that it needs and it knows
how to eat and it knows how to digest
and it knows how to go to sleep and it
knows what it needs right and how does
it respond when those essential needs
are taken away and what does it do to me
practically what does it do to me
internally they also did a lot of
studies when the traumatized rat comes
back to the family how the trauma gets
undone it's just a very interesting
thing stamp I read once an essay in the
New York Times about it and the
researchers discovered that when the
family reaccept s-- the rat in full
pleasantness and joy the effects of the
trauma were almost minimal a few days
later was back to normal and the
researchers showed based on it I don't
know that if it's conclusive it's very
powerful idea that more than the effects
of the trauma is the way the closest
people deal with it when I come back do
you look at me as this crazy weirdo
who's like never case in the and you
know walking on eggshells around me and
we can't talk about this we can't talk
about that or you could really embrace
me with everything in a very natural way
and that allows me to embrace myself
when you don't embrace me because I'm
the weird one
unbelievable what they did they did
research again and again and they saw
different types of how they welcome them
back sometimes the rats were very like
you know you don't belong here anymore
and then they never made peace they
could never make peace with themselves
so this is incredible stuff where we
could see so many similarities and
that's why scientists do it they have so
many different types of dispositions you
know the people who have dogs will
always tell you this type of dog that
type of dog horse trainers horses you
know whatever every animal has its own
fears it's on its own mr. garcin within
every species every every creature has
its own fears and even plants and trees
they don't speak and they don't show
emotion but they all have an inbuilt
mechanism how do they deal with danger
what does a tree do when there's no
water it doesn't sit down and die those
roots go searching yeah yeah what is
winter the tree knows that a difficult
season is coming and I'm not gonna
expend energy there's a lot of energy
keeping my Leafs on and keeping them
Green it's not easy what does the what
does the tree this is amazing the tree
basically gets rid of anything that it's
not essential for survival because I
don't have the energy I need I don't get
the sunlight I'd hate I don't got the
sugar I need because the sunlight
becomes glucose becomes sugar so the
tree says okay that's it
we're gonna live with essentials boom
bye-bye Leafs I'll see you later
it's basically sir it's a tremendous
survival skill and it allows the tree to
live without expending energy that it
doesn't have it's not per here it it's
it's the it's the built-in but it's
incredible how does it reno to do this
who which classes did it go to botanists
it for 10
years and write PhDs to figure out 1/2
of a tree how did the tree know this
without the PhD and I wouldn't survive
yeah they say well the trees learnt this
after billions of years what they learn
after billions E is what they learn
after billions is they looked at the
other trees are the trees died so they
learned we have a game in chemistry
classes we called the laws of nature
somehow when you use the word laws of
nature you don't have to explain
anything else but that's the greatest
forest will be the laws of nature what
our laws of nature what are the laws of
nature what do you mean laws of nature
who taught nature to have these laws why
this nature abide by these laws what
kept my teenager have laws of nature I
was talking to somebody there have a
question you have a teenage daughter
yeah her room is messy or clean greatest
mess in the world yeah do you ever come
back to the house and expect to come
into the room and just see it organized
this is absolutely not she has to
organize it
I say why can't you imagine that one day
you'll come back into down and just
after all these years of this room being
here yeah it's an old house just somehow
the yeah the blanket comes on the bed
instead of going off the bed like like
why would I get out of bed and I throw
the blanket maybe just one day it'll
just end up exactly the way it was
before I went to bed and when I throw
off my socks they'll just go into the
hamper but somehow it doesn't happen
without effort and you know how long it
takes to clean up six and a half minutes
but somehow a world that is complex
beyond beyond beyond beyond beyond just
boom boom the trees figured it out they
just figured it out but it's not per
serie and that's the point is that the
genetic code it literally follows a code
like my computer my computer is
brilliant by the way you know that my
calculators Evo so brilliant so my
computer is programmed and the writers
of that code programmed the computer and
the computer lives up to that program
unless there's a virus trauma which is
also a code yes you have to program the
computer with a program to learn from
its mistakes to from his virus to write
artificial intelligence it's
unbelievable so I'm gonna run the world
I don't know probably 80% of the
workforce
I don't know danger everybody will come
learn what why danger but sorry shop is
you want Pete so you're not gonna call
up a guy in Pomona to deliver pizza you
know say meat of course yep Yankel pizza
and remember robots don't need vacation
you know what I mean they don't get
grouchy they don't negotiate about
salaries there's no egos who needs
people to run the world mishegoss as
long as yeah as long as all the people
that spend in that society gets yeah so
animals in that sense animals have
tremendous consciousness tremendous
abilities profound trauma and the spear
but it is no clear it's pre-programmed
it's the code and the code allows for
viruses yeah it allows for all types of
viruses just like our code allows for
viruses and our bodies also are
programmed to respond to the
viruses with antibodies and the viruses
are programmed to mutate and reattach
the body and get rid of those antibodies
and shock them and then our bodies are
programmed to fight back and that we
could learn a lot from the animal
kingdom and that's why the study of
animals is so valuable in terms of this
type of research Oh what it fails to
capture is that I mentioned that is
unique to the human to the human being
now they don't like them out of them
don't like that they like to call us
Homo sapiens because remember if
essentially we are chimpanzees who just
went through a cognitive revolution and
an agricultural revolution and we
learned how to use Spears and and swords
and then plant wheat right and then
somehow stand on two feet whatever there
is a great benefit to that the benefit
of that is there's no responsibility and
whatever your nature dictates is right
there's no such a thing as right or
wrong there's no you can't use the word
responsibility you can use the word and
you could use the word instinctively
what people a lot of people want to do
in other words what Max Planck was
saying is that the reason the table
exists is because I believe it exists
even physical what if you don't observe
the table that disintegrates
that collapses into its you don't see
the table and there's an expression I
once read of a physicist once wrote a
big one a secular physicist he said when
you leave your house doesn't exist I'm
still trying to tell it to the telephone
company but they don't buy it
they don't buy it electronically well
cuz that's I I still see your house but
you don't live in it yeah that's
something else that's something else
everything is a relationship of two
things it's the reality and it's my
observation of the reality and my
observation defines what it is you have
to understand that so that's true with
everything in the world what what is it
without my observation of it you put
this table under a microscope you look
at it under a microscope look at an ant
on a microscope anything in the world a
different reality will be revealed no
you can't even touch it you can't touch
an atom just like the eyes effect the
reality the hand also ok mitad sites
they work together yeah yeah pleasure to
have you
we actually here today or just so you
say we you here was just my observation
you weren't a mask
an economy the dust of Minaj with those
tough monogamous the stuff no malice
discrimination is now lost your shining
tactless idea shall i needa right so
what do you have to know she just don't
know so tactless idea shall in ada to
ultimate knowledge the ultimate
knowledge is that i don't know but
that's the ultimate knowledge so if
that's a closer idea then just don't
know anything a baby also doesn't know
or maybe a baby does know but there's
not knowing and there's not knowing
there is ignorant ignorance and there is
enlightened ignorance it's a different
ignorance you know what you don't know
you know why you don't know so you
already know much more even though you
don't know yes
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