The Long Journey Toward Redemption | Mammar Keitz Sum Lachoshech #1

the yeshiva.net. >> Okay, good morning everybody. Today barashm we have the to begin a new before we begin today's class is dedicated by our dear friend Aaron and Miriam Landi as a for their children Bor Ahaim Fagi Ba and Abraham for and all the blessings things with serenity and joy. Amen. Thank you very very much. Okay, so I want to thank Kaplan for the beautiful copies of the mimer as always. Thank you. So nice and readable. They're also available on the yeshiva.net if you want to download them. You could see in the headline of this mime it says sodal is 1964. So this is a discourse is that the the said at the it was shabasim and it was on tishabove. Of course when shabas is on tishabove you don't fast. That's why it's called nitka. It's pushed off to Sunday. So the fast actually was on the 10th day of of as we always do when Shabbah falls out on chabas and the year was 1964. So that chabas the had abran and the middle of the fabangan he set a mime. So that mime is actually a tishabove mime and uh it's a it's extremely extremely profound profound mime very very deep. It's one of the very powerful and deepim of the Reb and ofidl and it's based as he's going to explain it's based on a mimer that was said 50 years earlier on the same date 50 years earlier by the rebab the fifth was the rebab and 50 years before 1964 is 1914 to Ayandal to Ayandal the 50th anniversary rightandal is a dollar saddic shin 1914 to 1964 50 years. So this was the 50th anniversary so to speak of the mime that year 1914 tishab also fell out on chabas and the rashab set a mimer. Now those who are a little bit familiar with his one of his his magnum opus is called hemish means a series of that he began saying invas 1912 and it went on for years. It's three huge volumes called tish ay bay today it's already many more volumes because they have footnotes and in that series known as bay bay is 72 because that's when he started the mish bay two years later on tishab he said this m which is part of that he what nobody did realize I mean they realized it pretty soon later is that that's the day that the first world war began literally that tishabuff those who know a little bit of the history uh on June June 28th, 1914. Um, the Archduke, what was his name? Uh, uh, Ferdinand. France Ferdinand, he was the ear to the AustriaHungarian Empire cuz, uh, the the the king of the AustroHungarian Empire didn't have an ear. So, his nephew, Ferdinand, was the ear. and he and his wife Sophia went on a tour to Serbia Sva and they were both murdered, assassinated by a 19-year-old young fellow eating a tuna sandwich by the name of Gabrielle Princip. Talk about one person what one person can accomplish in the good or the bad. That created a diplomatic crisis and a month later July 28th which happened to be H of Tes Aendal Austria Austria Austrahungarian Empire declared war on Serbia that Chabas that still wasn't a world war that was a war between two countries because he was killed in Serbia but that chabas tishabove a few days later that's August 1st 1914 Germany declared war on Russia. So Russia came to the assistance. So this now became a world war. In the next few days, much of the world was engulfed in a war and this became the world war which till that point in history was the biggest war ever. More than 20 million people were killed in that war. 20 million wounded in that war. It also affected the Jewish people in unimaginable ways. And it became the catalyst for the second world war because Germany never recovered after their defeat. Germany declared war on Russia on tishabove. So that day it happened to be that was in a little town in Labavich in Bellarus which soon would be run over by the Germans and that's why he ran away from Labavich. He moved to Rustav. He didn't want to be under the Germans. And he said this mime, he said a mime that chas it turned out that this mime it was the literally the day that the war began which of course is probably the the natural scheme of things one of the greatest or the greatest turning point in history because once that war was unleashed f first world war the second world war everything happened as a result of that war. So this mimema was said that day 50 years later on the same day the said this mime but he started it differently you'll see he gave it a different beginning and the mime is based on the rashab's m from 50 years earlier in 1991 the the edited the mimer and published it that's 1964 is before my days but 91 I remember when it came out was a big tuml because it's a very uh very very profound mime You'll see it's very very profound. It's not an easy mimer to learn. It's extremely complex and nuanced. And it's interesting that this is the set on that day when the war began the first world war. And it was and the also said it on so this came out 1991. That year was also on Shabas. 1991 was also on Shabas. So for that year the Reb edited the M. It was MGA. Then it came out. it was published. Okay, so let's begin. This is the the historic background of this >> mime. >> Not that I know of. But when he said the mime, he mentioned that this is the that which was also of the though usually you know every mime has a mas means an opening an opening verse usually. So it's either it's a like we just learned Yeah. Right. So either a or sometimes that's usually one of the two. Most of come from the alterb he's the one who why this not that right migill a lot of my are words from it's words from isim that the otherb is continued very very seldom that they said like this actually didn't start with his and the words are there's going to be an end to darkness. This is a who went through a lot of darkness in his life. Job. So in chapter 28, you could see in fut number one he says kates there is an end that was placed into the fabric of reality for darkness. Kates means an end some was placed. There's an end to the darkness. That's what EF says in the says on this there's an interesting medish this is these is in prison and the butler forgot to help him. He said he's going to help him but he forgot at the end of two years has a dream on this says this is what the says darkness hasn't ended this that's the language of the med hashem gave a time to the world how many years he's going to sit in darkness there's an end there's an end plan there's going to be an amount of years that it's going to it's yas mean it's going to make bail in darkness meaning it's going to dwell in darkness so there's a time that hashem gave the world how many years is it going to be consumed by fail is darkness dense darkness huh and that's the comes an end to everything there was darkness there comes an end the medish continues it's also true about that there was a time how long he should be in prison Once the Kates comes, he was taken out of prison. Says on this in his similar to what it says in Z on the famous. This is a very very famous inelis Ecclesiastes the beginning of chapter 3. says there's a season for everything, right? A season is set for everything. There's a time for every experience under heaven. Nothing is outside of that. And then he goes through 20 He goes through 14 seasons in the positive and 14 seasons in the negative. Yeah. Melik says there's a time for birthing and there's a time for dying. There's a time to plant and there's a time to uproot the plant. So that's already time for birth, a time for death, time to plant, a time to uproot. That's two two four, right? Two positive and two in the negative. Huh? Ace la there's a time to kill. Ace lio, there's a time for healing. This is the time for healing. Ace liites, there's a time to uh tear down. Ace lives, there's a time to build. These are times. There's a time where building is the wrong thing. Now it's time to destroy and there's a time to build. There's a time to cry. There's a time to laugh. There's a time lip. There's a time to mourn, to eulogize, to grieve. There's a time to dance. There's a time to throw rocks and there's a time to bring in the rocks, not throw rocks. There's a time to hug and there's a time to stop hugging. That's what says then he says there's a time to look to seek and there's a time to let it go to lose it. There's a time to keep something and there's a time to disregard it. There's a time to tear, there's a time to sew. There's a time to be quiet and there's a time to speak. There's a time to love. There's a time to hate. There's a time for war. And the last one is and there's a time for peace. Altogether it's 28. It's called ace this ace this ace this a time for this ace for this. Last one is ace shalom and each one opposes the other one. So it's 14 in the positive and 14 that are challenging. So he starts off this whole discussion. Everything has a season. There's a season and a time set for everything under the heaven. So the says that this is similar to what says on this that there's an established time for the darkness of there's a set season for it. It's cut means fixed. And as you have to understand this is not from the mind. This was the original opening. Since everything in the world has a fixed time, everything has a set time. As he says, there's a season set for everything. Everything. So what's the that according to the medish point sent us this out about darkness? Everything has a time. Why would darkness be excluded? You would think that everything there's a season set for everything besides darkness has free reign and it's uninhibited and it's infinite. When did darkness get such a power? Yet here he points out for darkness and even more is not understand. That's what it feels that's how it feels like sometimes. He doesn't just say darkness has an end. He says he established some means he placed he placed an end time on darkness. What it sounds like is darkness on its own doesn't have an end. It's endless. This is quite a question. It seems like it's limitless. Huh? >> Or so it feels. >> Or so it feels. Someates. It's almost like he imposed like the darkness on its own would just continue and continue and continue no end. So the first question is everything has an end. Why would darkness be excluded that you have a special emphasis in the past as though darkness needs its own plan. Second of all here it's mashma that it's even more than that. It's not just it has an end like everything else. On its own it doesn't and some it's almost had to be imposed on it. And that's how it sometimes feels, right? Right? He's not just he's not just describing the PK. Sometimes when a person is in darkness, what makes it so dark is that it doesn't feel like it has an end in its feeling. It just it's it's it's ever consuming and wherever you turn it's there. So it's almost like the sum like it's like composed on it. He says is that really what he's saying? So the says the explanation in this is you could say as follows. This is our big all the negative things that are not present in the 14 seasons that have been established for the positive. We went through 28 seasons, right? It's a time for birth. It's a time for death. It's a time to laugh. It's a time to cry. It's a time for wars. It's a time for peace. So all the good things that cancel out the negative things in the 14 seasons that have been established for the positive it means only that in actuality the negativity is gone. Why? Because of the good that's present the negative vanishes. So it's it's it's a fact. It's it's it's a matter. It's a state of reality. the same you could say with light and darkness. Darkness is an absence of light. So when you have light it it's uh it expels the darkness. We see as he brings from that even a little bit of light expels a lot of darkness. You can have a very dark room and you light one candle proportionately it would seem that there's an equal competition. the darkness should win but the little bit of light vanishes banishes a lot of darkness. So that's the idea that when you have when you bring in a positive energy in a negative space the negative may be supplanted may be replaced by the positive. So there's a time for war but then hopefully comes an era of peace and all the parties realize that war is not a good thing. So the peace replaces the war. There's a time to cry and then there's a time to laugh. This is a time to eulogize and grieving is a time to dance. So when you're dancing at this point, it replaces the previous reality. But there's no guarant but nobody's going to say that there's no potential for war. Is saying another vert. He's not saying even war is going to come to an end and there's going to be a new season. But what happens a 100 years later? It could be another war. We all know countries make peace and then something else happens. Yeah. What's happening with Trump and Iran? Right. Depends on the hour. Yeah. Kate is saying something else. Kate is not that there's an end to darkness because there's going to be good times coming. There's an end to darkness means that darkness will be defeated at its core forever. in there's going to come a point that the reality of darkness won't even be a possibility IN POTENTIALITY. IT'S NOT JUST WE'RE HAVING GOOD TIMES NOW. OKAY, GREAT. ENJOY. This is that's a different vert. The seasons he asked the question everything has an end. That's true. But with saying a new reality of darkness then when that comes it won't even be it won't even be possible. When you speak about an eternal redemption that won't have a gulus afterwards, this is an expression of that is going to be a gulus. It doesn't mean that in reality we won't be expelled again. First BD was 410 years. Second B was 420 years and the third B mikdash we will retain our power forever. That's not the that means it's eternal in reality but that's not the that's not the it's not possible in any other way. So it's a different type of redemption. It's a different quality. It's not just it's going to happen to be that this time the good news is not going to end because and what he's really saying here is that we don't understand what gula means. When we think of gula, we're comparing it. Okay, it won't be 400 years, it'll be 500 years. Be 500 years, it'll be a thousand years. Won't be a thousand years, 10,000. Not 10,000, a million. Not a million, a billion. Yeah. Right. They talk about they say they talk about a professor in university and he was explaining how uh how at some point uh in four billion years, it's obvious from every scientific point of view that the earth is going to be extinct. So there was an old Jew in the crowd who started to have heart palpitations. They said, "What's the problem?" He's frightened because uh because uh because the earth is going to be extinct. He was going crazy. So the professor says, "I said four billion years." He said, "Oh, I thought you said 4 million." Four billion. He doesn't have to worry. Four million. He's, you know, it's his job to worry. Yeah. So the way we understand it is it's going to be four bill four billion years. Don't worry about it. Any gulus you could think of, it's going to be pushed off. So that's not the vert of gulitis means the Indian of gullis won't be shy anymore. What does that why not? Why not? You could just say God is going to be kind enough to say, you know what, they had enough. Let them just have peace and that's fine. It's a new era. That's not what he's saying means it's a different type of but what does that even mean? So that's what he's going to start explaining, right? There's two types of liberation in life. One is you liberate yourself. You get liberated from the predicament from the problem and one is a different type of liberation that that original challenge itself is transformed as that's what he's going to explain. the difference in the nullification of darkness whether it's just pushed off because of the light or its entire existence has no room anymore. It can't exist. What does that depend on? that depends on the light that's being brought in in order to push away the darkness. But even after you pushed it away, it can still rise again. It could make a comeback. That's even through limited form of light. As we said, even a little light pushes away a lot of darkness. But it doesn't mean that one day the darkness won't come back. It means right now there's light. Amazing. But the darkness can come back. Everybody knows in their own life there's moments of darkness. There's moments of light. It feels like the light, right? You have such moments and then a week passes, a day passes, sometimes an hour passes and comes back because it's an in order to nullify the darkness completely. It's a different type of light. It's not the same type of light. It's an infinite light. The med says why is it that the redemption of Egypt and the redemption from Bavl and all the other exiles that the Jews were liberated from until the future redemption were all redemptions that were followed by exile versus the future which is going to be eternal. So the med says he gives the different example of the difference between the flame and the sun. When somebody lights a candle, you can extinguish it. You can blow it out. Even if it's a big candle, if if it's a big flame, you can bring water. You can extinguish it. But what do you do when the sun is shining? How do you get rid of the sun? You can shut your Venetian blind. But at least in our human terms, it's what are you going to do? How you going to fight the sun? You can't extinguish it. So the med is giving this example that the light of a flame, the light of a candle, you can extinguish means to extinguish. The light of the day. So he compares that this is the difference between the exodus of Egypt or the exodus of Bav all the other redemptions versus the ultimate Messiah redemption in the future. What is he trying to say? He's not just trying to give an example that the sun is more powerful than a candle. A candle is powerful but the sun is a whole different dimension. He's saying something deeper. There's going to be a type of light that doesn't have any limitation. So it can't be interrupted. Not that it's not going to be interrupted. There's a big difference. It can't be interrupted. Why? Because it has no limit. So it permeates the darkness itself. And that's why it's going to be an eternal redemption that doesn't have g doesn't have goals. So in other words, what's the here? to put it in different words a little bit which we're going to see later what that means in a person's life there is undoing the darkness van banishing the darkness expelling the darkness overriding the darkness which is all very very powerful but there's only one thing that can guarantee that it never comes back and that is when you transform it when you heal the darkness itself that's the only thing that guarantees it doesn't come back because when it comes back. It's not going to be dark anymore. As long as you're bypassing the darkness, even if you're confronting it and you're more powerful, there's still an opposition. You just defeated your enemy. Your enemy may be had to go undercover. Your enemy for now may be dead, right? But the enemy gene, the gene of the enemy is somewhere. And even if it's not on the surface, and even for a thousand years, you're not going to hear from him. That doesn't mean that somewhere in the world is not a darkness that could make a comeback. History is very very volatile and we're vulnerable. You always have to know that, right? The greatest mistake is you think you got rid of something, you got rid of it now. But he's right right behind the door. And if he's not behind the door, he's sitting in a cave. You know, kamas in Gaza, >> huh? >> Yeah. And maybe not today, tomorrow, and maybe not him, maybe his child, or maybe not his child, his grandchild. The Bolsheviks made sure to kill out the Zar's family till the last child because they didn't want Yeah. that one day somebody will say, you know, I'm the new Zar. In the 1920s, there was a woman from France, I believe, who said that she was a descendant of the Zar and she wanted the throne. Never then there was a essentially was just challenged mentally but but in any case right they don't want any any any z because it could emerge the same is true on a on a on a on a spiritual level on a psychological level on an emotional level >> h yeah yeah left a malik that night and he had intimacy and hmon came from there so even when you do a successful job But because the nature of it is there's light and there's darkness. So therefore even when the darkness is destroyed and killed and defeated but the energy is somewhere there. How do you know that energy is not going to come back in some form? >> Yeah. like you can't transform. has to be. >> So the only way is he says what's means it permeates even the darkness something in the darkness changes. There's a code word to the darkness that changes. That's the only way that's not just it's not going to come back. It can't come back. And that that's the gula. The goula is that something in history happens not that the darkness is gone. That something happens to the word darkness. That's gula. The gula is that the darkness is going to stop calling itself darkness. Not that the light is going to win. That's not the gula. That's a beautiful thing. Light should win over darkness. But that's not the vort. That's not the real gula. The gorilla is that you're going to crack a secret code that darkness called itself darkness. That's that's who I am. Hello darkness, my old friend. Right. Hello. And suddenly, OH HELLO LIGHT, my old friend. No, no, no, no. You got the wrong guy. I'm darkness. That that's a crack in the core of of the fabric of reality. How do you crack that? That's this mime. The truth is you could say that this is really the whole the whole in some ways you could say the whole was told by Mashiach right that the spreading of that's the of so we we understand it a little more here because it's not just a lot of goodness of course a lot of goodness and a lot of holiness it's something in the fabric of reality it's like the back end the backend program you know in the DNA of it's making a shift over there and it happens internally in the person. And that shift is the shift from exile to redemption. Not just a shift that you're having a good day. You're inspired. You're upbeat. You're doing great things. That's all beautiful. That's like the previous redemptions. You're in a good situation until you're not. And when you're not and you get punched in your nose like what now? Now the battle starts again. The question who's going to win? But this is something that changes in the in the code word your so that's the this answers the question why everything has an end. No everything has an end because there's different seasons. Nothing lasts forever. Every book you can read a book and the book comes to an end. It's time for a new book or it's time to go work. Everything comes to an end. That's not the not that is going to come to an end. That the word is going to come to an end. the concept of darkness will come to an end. Not in p in its core. So it's not going to be even to come back. There's not going to be a return of it. He says in 12. Yeah. He says there's a light that's infinite. He says the words makes it sound that the reason there won't be gulas is not because the light of redemption will be infinite but because the darkness has an end. Here he says inside it's the light that's infinite. Here he says it's the darkness. He says we'll see we'll see how the two come together. That's going to be at the end of the night. He's going to bring it all together. Now what that means what that means in a person's life also I mean we're going to get we're going to get to this later in the m is it's this is very heavy. You have sometimes in a person's healing in a person's transformation that you want to get them in touch with the light inside of them. You have darkness but you also have light. And sometimes we're so consumed by our darkness we can't see our light. This is very very common especially in our generation where people their baseline is their darkness. Right? That's my baseline. Even if they even if the world see looks at them and they seem successful and happy but deep down a lot of people know that deep inside somehow you're more comfortable with your darkness than with your light. It's like more natural. It's more organic. It's like yeah you know you're you're you're my best friend. Darkness is a much better friend than my light. My light is a shalom. But darkness is like, you know, we're good old companions. Yeah, I'm sure some of you would relate to this especially if you come to this sh. So to help people get in touch with their light is a very very big thing. It's a very powerful thing. I don't mean in touch intellectually. Oh, you're also talented guy. Shine. You're good-look. Okay, thank you. You know, tell that to my nervous system. My nervous system doesn't think I'm good-looking, doesn't think I'm talented, just thinks I'm the loser of the century. So to get a person in touch with their light, that itself is very, very powerful. But that's not what he's saying here. That's not the end of gullus. The end of gullus is by getting in touch with your darkness, not with your light. And sometimes that's the reason that you can't be afraid of your darkness. You have to sit with it. Because the ultimate ghoul and that's what's happening in our generation and that's what a lot of people are confused about. The ultimate gula is not about sitting with your light. It's sitting with your darkness because the ultimate gula is going to reveal that your darkness is where the solution is. That's the only way the darkness is not coming back. The reason that darkness is going to lose its entire reality is because it's going to be something of the darkness. The darkness is suddenly going to say, "Ah, AH, DUH." The darkness is going to say it. So you see that we're living in a time that darkness is coming up for people. So some people are just matal. It's an entitled generation, spoiled. You think your grandfather had it much worse. He came out of Awitz. He didn't have darkness. And suddenly you in 2026, that's a pest spoiled brat. You have all this darkness. What's the darkness? Well, you didn't have breakfast yesterday. That's your darkness. What's the darkness? That your your house only has seven bedrooms instead of 16 bedrooms. That you didn't have spare ribs for supper last night. You had luxury. What's your darkness? Right. So, what was we make fun of it? >> Huh? >> Yeah. Go eat potato peels if if even that. So, I understand that. But there's really something much deeper that happens. The preparation to prepare for this type of gula only comes through darkness because you're not trying to eliminate it. You're trying to transform it. So it's a conversation with the darkness. It's darkness yielding to something deeper inside of itself. And that's a different type of redemption. And that's the Kates some there's an end that was placed for the darkness not because of the light. that's going to trans overpower it. But because it's going to be a shinoi that's going to change even the possibility for it, >> it's not a fight anymore. >> Yeah. So there won't be a fight. And not just there won't be a fight because you're so strong, but tomorrow he may go to the gym and come back, right? There were countries that were defeated and 200 years later they were not defeated anymore. You had the British Empire, right? And then things change and then thing but you don't know how things come back, right? Everything lurks in reality. Could you really tell me when Messiah comes, no darkness is ever going to come back? Why not? WHY? WHY? WHY NOT? OH, BECAUSE GOD IS POWERFUL and he's going to make sure he's going to keep everybody at bay. For that, you didn't need to go through this. This gives us a perspective. What is why you have to go through history? If God is powerful and he can keep everybody at bay because he's a big guy and he knows what he's doing. So, I had to we had to go through all of this. So, keep everybody at bay 5,786 years ago and everybody would have been happier. Make a peace treaty and keep everybody at bay. All the just keep them at bay. Let let them be quiet and let them sit under caves and barbecue and worship their gods. Right? If that's your kish, you're a muscular fellow and you say, "By the way, one day I'm going to show up AND WHEN I SHOW UP, YOU KNOW, WHEN TATI COMES HOME, YOU REMEMBER THE OLD WHEN TATI COMES HOME, RIGHT? When Tati comes home, right, all the are going to because they're part frightened. So everybody stands in their den, right? In the old days when kids were afraid of their fathers and everybody but the second Tati goes out. Yeah. >> We go back. I was so country yi was there. So he told a joke or maybe it wasn't a joke. He said that in Burough Park there was somebody a couple they were leasing out their house. They were living downstairs and they had an upstairs. So they were offering it to lease. So somebody comes and he says I want to lease it for 8 years. Amazing. But they had the condition. The condition is no children cuz they wanted peace. They were older couple. They were in their 80s. They go to sleep early. They didn't want upstairs there should be children. The guy says I I agree. Signs a contract eight years. Okay. First night, the couple goes to sleep at 8:30 and suddenly they hear a tuml from upstairs. It sounds like the ceiling is caving in. So the old man goes upstairs and he sees 14 children jumping all over the place, jumping, moving furniture, eight years he's signed up for. So he calls in this fellow, his tenant, and he says, "Why'd you lie to me?" He says, "Where did I lie?" He said, "We made UP NO CHILDREN." SHINE. YEAH. If that's how we view history and God says, "Wait till I come home cuz when I come home and Mashiah comes, Tati is going to drop. Everybody's going to be quiet." So this is you have to go through all of history. What the Reb is revealing here is it's a different vert. We know God is powerful. That's not the VA of history. The V of history is that you're powerful. It's that it's that the world that the darkness is going to start talking a different language. Not that the light is going to talk a different language. The darkness is going to talk a different language. The change of the vocabulary of darkness, that's the of real gula internally. When those parts of you that are most causing you distress, think about think about all the parts in you that you would like to get rid of. That's your darkness. You want to press control altdelete. All the parts of you that made the most tus and still make the most tus. All the feelings, instincts, emotions, cravings, messes, addictions, mist, all those little pieces, right? All those little ghosts and demons and skeletons, whatever you want to call them, they're going to change the vocabulary. That's already a different language. Gimmelu >> we can't bypass though we it's it's nice to say there's no real darkness I get it but but but but internally to say that in other words my mind can say it and I can be convinced and I can have moments but that our internal the energetic energy of darkness should say that that's what Msiah looks like and and you you that's Mashia always begins inside not outside. Right? Alterba says in that the clas that we talk about happen could happen every day individually in your own psyche. So it's not like a joke is saying the whole experience that the BMP wanted to bring to the world wanted to bring to the world is this. It's a consciousness inside where you go into a real redemptive consciousness. And that's exactly what the frequency of Msiah is. They tell a story that mend he was a of the mag and he was after that mag passed away accepted him as his teacher and then he moved to tkam in 1777 he moved to and he's buried there he lived there for 11 years the priel he was like the oldest students of the mag so I saw brings a story I think in that once there was a man and he was mentally challenged and he went up to the harimm and He blew a shaifer on the mount of olives. So rumor had it that aloi blew the chifer which means msiach isat. This is before the days of WhatsApp. This is 1700s but the rumor spread very very fast and it came to and they told men of Viteps he was in his house that the rumor is aloi went up somebody on the haram is literally blowing the it's aloa it could be leo and there was a tremendous excitement so went to his window he opened his window he stuck out his head and he sniffed and he said Unfortunately, not yet. So the asked what did he have to sniff if he if he could smell these stuff? He could have smelled it in the kitchen. The answer is in his house. You can always smell the atmosphere of gula. So he couldn't smell in his house. He had to go out. Then they turned out that this person was unfortunately mentally challenged and uh he was blowing not for now. He wasn't noi, let's put it that way. So, so that's that's gula pratus and then there's gula clois when it's felt in the in the frequ in the entire universe but it's a frequency so to speak inside it's a very very uh that's that's the frequency of gula you look at the darkness differently it's like ah wow boom cracked open that's a different type that's not coming back because you redid it it bec you understand Unless you're one of you don't know it yet. That's also possible. You know that right now you can essentially say that this mime is the blueprint to reach this place. It's the this mime is the blueprint. It's the map to reach this place this consciousness. That's the of the M. This is the introduction. It's very it's it's built very intricately. This itself is a line that deserves a few every revelation comes through and he puts in parentheses very simple there's a mish what does it mean is light but say not just is light every revelation in the world comes through means is light what is light light is revelation so it's basically every revelation comes through if it didn't come through you have to know exactly what's going on because if it's a real girly it's coming through terra it's always through t that's why people who have revelations and they divorce it from tra you have to be very suspicious if it's if it's a real divine consciousness it's rooted in it could be it's not so simple it's not so revealed but it's rooted in it goes back to from this we understand He says if the nullification of the darkness of gullis is through light which we just explained not the finite light but the infinite light that permeates everywhere including into the darkness. So that means and every revelation is through and the bal of gullis is through. So where do you have to find that? So you have to find the in so you need you want to learn in the theme of because we're saying to be you need the that's what we're talking about and every gilo including of even comes through the revelation of light also needs light you need light to see light right so the revelation of light also needs to so therefore to hasten the gul it's through learning in about light because that allows us to get in touch with the So he says in 14 is light. All is light especially it's called but anything you learn in everything is but when you learn about it's much more because here the specific subject is so it actually channels light. on this he says that this is means to comment but it's not just a comment this is like the basis of the said 50 years ago like he says in 1514 all the whole ma was about what it was about and as he says in Fascinating the all the are so one mimer flows into another one. There's a huge famous in the world of B is the longest. It went up it went on for years and the last part he didn't even say he just wrote. So he says this mime, you see that it's like a bridge. It's not so much connected to the previous and to the last. So really he could skip it. So what Reb is really suggesting is not so specifically that he chose to say it because it was so he wanted to speak about it's pushed off. So it's always that it should be completely pushed off. There's even a so when it's pushed off once it hasn't it the potential BE PUSHED OFF EVEN MORE. And how do you push it off ultimately? How do you get rid of it through? So on tish of the set a that was dedicated to to the of the inab that's what the is about why it's not it's essential to the time you see that it was the doesn't say this he just gets into the but is revealing based on everything we explained so he wanted he wanted to get in touch with and of course this explains why this whole is about and it's one of the deepest about now I should just add when you go a little more into the history of it says the that's why I began with this on the day that the first world war broke out mish that day now there was no WhatsApp in labavich in 1914 and even if it was WhatsApp it was on shabas so here now you see a whole v here it's not st that mo that day you could say the world was engulfed in the greatest darkness that would ever come because as I told you the first world war before the second world war was called the great war nobody knows that today because once the second world war happened it wasn't the great war anymore it became the first world war and the second world war was so catast catastrophic that itclipsed the first world war but if you ask any Jew till 1939 about the first world war it was the greatest disaster it was unbelievable disaster on many many levels And it is what emboldened Hitler to start the second world war because Germany was seeking revenge and dignity after the horrific after their terrible defeat in the first world war. They were completely defeated. And that's how Hitler got back the spirit of the Germans. You know, we're going to bring back our dignity. And of course, the Jews were the scapegoats because they were guilty for the defeat of the First World War in his imagination. So this wasn't just a day of tishabuff. It was a day like the original tishab it engulfed the world in a new darkness. So the fact that on that day the decides to say a about and you're going to see what he says about and the rebba 50 years later is explaining that he's trying to bring out the in of the that's going to ultimately put an end to the darkness. What type of end to the darkness? Not that the darkness will be defeated once again, but that the darkness will not even have a possibility to ever return because of a transformation in the core fabric of reality. That's what the Maya is really trying to do. So the fact that on the day that the world was literally going down into the abyss and an abyss that we still didn't recover from I mean if you think about the Jewish people on so many different levels on that day right in his little town is also putting in a new code into the backend program of the universe that's ultimately going to bring so just it's uh it's pretty uh mindboggling to say the least. Unfortunately, the first event is much more known than this event. In other happened August 1st, 1914 on the world the on the on in the global sense is much more known than what happened in the city of Labavich on August 1st, 1914. But that's going to change soon. This is going to become more known. Yeah. Okay. So now starts the explanation itself. Now here the mime takes a big shift. Now the mime goes into what's called inabad vernacular deep deep pascal. He goes in now to the sugi of and it gets very very like in the all the suggest that alterba developed. They're very very deep and profound and intricate and complex. And the great mistake that many people who learn these things is they disassociate from it emotionally because they don't understand the relevance of it. It seems like almost a pilpas. So pilp and typhus everybody is used to whether you're discussing ribb or you're discussing you're discussing when it comes here you're talking about such spiritually uh abstract op abstract ideas the ppull seems like what like I could barely understand the basic level deeper and deeper and deeper he's going to start dissecting it deeper and deeper and deeper and ask questions on it and here is where your uh fortitude and endurance is going to be tested because with these things it's very okay just tell me something nice and inspiration I'm having a hard day just inspire me yeah so that's all nice but that's not the here the nud is not to give inspiration the nud here is to understand darkness to be able to talk to darkness in a different way for this you have to go to a much deeper place of light and for this you have to pierce through the secrets of creation and therefore comes this whole discussion so it's going be a long discussion in hcal and the ideas of light and then the whole thing and that's going to be a fella is going to be explained in a what what's the relevance in a person's life in other words how all of these dimensions are expressed in a person's internal life and then he's going to get back to the way it's expressed in history with light and darkness of gull so it's now going to take on this this journey let's begin he explains in the which this is the 50 years ago of the 50 years earlier of the he actually I think he begins if I'm not mistaken the changed it to which is also very interesting yeah that's a line is which means okay you could stop just right sing is what that's what you want to know what really is till today all scientists go crazy nobody knows what light is you'll you can even ask chachi they'll explain to you how confusing it is nobody knows what it is we have thousands explanations but what's nobody knows what it is and here the deb is saying you know why nobody knows what it is because it's iron of course the worst thing you could do to iron is think that you know it That's ion will defy any tangible explanation. That is what ayen is. Yesh lends itself to tangible explanations. That's what makes it a yesh. Yesesh means something. Ayin means nothing. Really is no thing. As we explained in the previous class, right? No thing. It's not nothing. It's no thing. It's not a thing. Of course, it's not nothing. We like to call no thing nothing. If it's not a thing, what do what do we say in English? It's not a thing. So if it's not a thing, it's nothing. Right? If I can't control you, so what are you? Nothing. You don't exist. But on a higher reality, it's the opposite. The less a thing it is, the more it is. But it's not isness in our form of isness. So he says that's essentially the difference of the reason light has so many paradoxes. The reason light is so nebulous, it's so intangible, it's so complex, it's so subtle, it's so abstract is because essentially it's tuning into the reality of ay. Even physical light. Physical light is physical. So you can't really call it, right? You can't really call it. But still the closest metaphor we have in the physical world for is that's why has the properties of the way it's manifested within a physical world. Even the speed of light 360 186,000 miles per second like 360,000 kilometers per second. the speed of light. There's a huge paradox in light. We're not going to get into it if it's a particle or a wave. So, first they thought it's this, then they thought it's this, and then they realized it's both. And they tested it and they realized it retains its paradox. But when you look at it, it collapses into one model because we force it into one reality because we can't deal with paradox. Either you're a particle or you're a wave because they they operate in paradoxical ways. You can't be the clock can't move this way and the other way simultaneously. At least we say it can't, right? Like all these types of things which you see in light. It's all because essentially from a spiritual perspective is the what is we'll soon see what that means more. What is kali? Kay is the opposite. Kay is mad. But when you want to understand the B of there's three states of consciousness in now he says three levels it almost sounds like three levels like three steps gim madus means there's three types of b there's three states of consciousness of b or to put it in this lion has three madgas what does bit look like I'm going to say what he says if you don't understand you're normal I want you to hear the This is the the one is the B of itself. What do you mean itself? Because light by definition is what does it mean? Light has a statement and the statement of light is I am here to reveal my source. That's who I am. That's what makes it bitt. That's what light is. Every other physical reality in the world says I'm here. You know why I'm here? >> You like me. You don't like me. I couldn't care less. But I'm here. I hope you like me. The is the only character who comes and says, "Don't look at me. You're looking at the wrong guy. Don't look at me. Wh what what do you mean? NO, NO, NO, NO. LOOK, LOOK, look at my source." You understand what that means? Yeah, that's why is so precious inus because that's really everything. He said, "Don't look at me. I'm not going to hijack the attention HERE." THAT'S THE EVERYTHING ELSE SAYS, "OF COURSE, look at me. I'm big." Rabbi said this interesting. A frog has a mechanism that it inflates itself. I don't know if you ever So, when a predator is coming, the frog blust like a blust becomes like a balloon. And this little tiny frog is this big big guy. And he's basically saying, "Don't start up. I'll kill you. I'm more powerful than you." So asked a brilliant question. He says, "Why is it that an elephant doesn't have this mechanism? Why an elephant doesn't have this mechanism?" And I was like, the answer is, you know, the reason an elephant doesn't need it, right? An elephant doesn't need it. A frog needs it. Yeah. So he said in life there's there are frogs and there are elephants and you have to know who you are. Yeah. The of the revolution of is the revolution of is the property the reality that Hashem created in the world that's the closest reflection to the inion of ayen. What is ayen? means that the greatest contradiction to truth is ego mitsus not just physical ego even spiritual ego what is kali kay is the opposite kay is a container what's a container a container is I grasp it I turn it into a tangible reality now in life everything is a marriage of and kali light vessel energy container there are musical notes and there is the music the musical notes are the ka the music itself is the right you have the idea and then you have writing down the idea in your book those are the everything has there's the dream there's the energy and there's the vessel there's the container in its source essentially is always pointing to its source so it always says I'm just a channel I am here to reveal my source That's who I am. Well, I want to talk about you. And Earth says, and that's what you see in science. It's crazy. The physicists look at light and they say, "We want to talk about you." And light says, "You got the wrong guy. I'M NOT ME." NO, NO, NO. WHO ARE YOU? I DON'T EXIST. I'm just THE SOURCE. YOU'RE A PARTICLE. OKAY. I'M A PARTICLE. NO, BUT YOU'RE A WAVE. OKAY. But you're A PART. SO, WHO are you? You're missing the point. You're talking You're So, it's fascinating. Even the physical property of it's defying the conversation of who are you. It doesn't lend itself to that because essentially what it's saying is you're missing the boat, right? You're trying to become obsessed with me because that's the vocabulary you're used to. My entire identity is look at my source. I'm just channeling the source. I am revealing the source. That's what all light is. What is light? What does light accomplish? The light of the sun. What does it do for us? Eight minutes. the light. It takes eight minutes for the light to travel from the m from the sun. It comes here and allows me to see if we're at daytime. We're using the light of the sun. It allows me to see your face. It allows me to see the table. It allows me to see the world or whatever the source of light is. It could be a candle. It could be a flame. It could be a flashlight, right? It's a dark room. I open a flashlight and the light that's emitted balances off that object and it comes to my eye and it teaches my it teaches me about you. Without light, I wouldn't have that ability to know you. So the whole of is it's always pointing to the source. That's its definition. And it's the only physical object that tells that to you. My eye is pointing to something else channeling. That's that's so that's the first thing in that's what is that's its mission statement you understand number one number two there's a second level of the because it feels its source number two number three the bit of because there's an embedded nature in the that he wants to go back to a source and be subsumed in a source. So you just said there's three states of consciousness of one is the B of itself its identity who is it is no thing it's pointing to a source don't hijack my energy don't take me seriously my entire mission is to reveal number two there's the because it feels its source number three the BL because it wants to go back and be subsumed in its source. That's what the says in the at first glance it seems like semantics. What's the difference between the three right away says I don't understand the difference between level one and level two seems completely irrelevant or doesn't make sense. What's the first level of the on its own? It's not a everything else has an ego. I am here. Look at me. And says don't look at me. Look at what I'm revealing. Always allows us to see something else which it it is revealing. So it's not a mitas that is it. So what does he add then? Something too. Let me tell you a second level that it feels ITS SOURCE. THAT'S LEVEL ONE that it's always pointing to its source. It's a big question. So made these three levels of but it looks like once you get to the bottom OF IT YOU'RE SAYING ONE THING YOU'RE SAYING A nice thing that is bal and k is mitz is fine. It feels it source great but in the first level that's what it means. It's always pointing to the source. In other words don't >> but it feels it >> it's not me feels. The first one is I don't I'm not channel that's it. In the second one I actually feel some kind. So you're saying the second one it feels it source something is happening and that's a higher level what makes it a higher level that's what he's trying to understand even the first one it means what that his if you ask him who are you he says I I am not I'm pointing to something beyond me great and the second one is also you're saying you feel your source the first one also he says I am just source I'm just reflecting source I am just reflecting source The adds in the second level of B is called means it's like you're not considered you don't have a like let's say uh you'll say if you light a candle in the middle of the day the Gmorrah says right a candle in in sunlight mayahan it's not it doesn't have a kashiv It's not like oh look at the candle it's completely irrelevant so to speak in the presence of such light by night it becomes so means it's like not it's like not considered that's what he says the second level is that because it feels its source so it becomes like irrelevant so to speak >> not only that good question but he's Why is this the second level? The first level is much deeper because what was the first level that the is not a for itself and its whole is to reveal the that's much deeper than the of the means you're not you don't have your source you're not butab yourself you could be a very big mitz maybe legab the the candle in sunlight is not relevant but the candle itself has The first level is that the itself is bottle. So it's even deeper. And yet the says that the BL number two by feeling its source. What does it add on the first level? The B on of its own is the Bash had a much lower level of B. It just means my is nothing. But in terms of my ets, I could be very very powerful relative to somebody else. Why not? Yeah. >> Remember says that each level is greater than one. >> Yeah. Of course, there's three madregas one deeper than the other. >> Seems otherwise >> and here it seems the other one. So, first he wants to understand what's the difference between one and two. It seems identical. Even more he's asking why is two higher than one? One is much higher than two. One is actually a statement about THE CORE OF THE second is only GOT ME THE MUCK. OKAY. YOU'RE NOT SUCH A GUY. IT'S like you'll tell me a big and you say you know you're okay that's true if is going to come here I'm butab another million people he's a big is always relative it's A SON THE CANDLE IS NOTHING YOU'RE NOTHING OKAY but in my little corner >> level so you see constantly doesn't affect you. Some people in the presence of other great people they're tak when they come to their little corner people think that they're God's gift to humanity even though their wife knows THE TRUTH IN THEIR HOUSE. IT'S A VERY GOOD EXAMPLE IN YOUR HOUSE. But then you come to your office, you have 360 employees, you have a poor suddenly your words are like wow, brilliant, priceless. That's why you don't go home at night. You don't want to become right the you hear the it's the first level of is a it's not WHEN YOU COME HOME YOU'RE not it's EVEN IT'S YOU YOU ARE BOTTLE. SECOND LEVEL IS JUST LEGAB THE MUCKER legab the sun the ray is NOT KASH. OKAY. BUT OVER HERE, let's let's talk let's talk in with the sun, right? If you're sitting at the you're sitting outside and the ray of the sun is hitting you, it's very Yeah. RELATIVE TO THE SUN, IT'S NOTHING. OKAY. NOT RELATIVE, BUT I JUST GOT A SUNBURN. It's not something not it's not a mitas. It's a And yet the says that the second level of is a deeper doesn't make sense. Now here you have a classic thing right this is howad works right this deep under like pill like it's but I'm keep on saying this because a lot of people get stuck here like I'm looking for inspiration like what what do you like tell me how to deal with my but that's not what limit is a transformation of essence to have a transformation of essence you need to go into very deep places of reality that's what he's trying to do he's not trying to make a pimple here and stomach a pill. Right? I'm I'm saying this because if you stick through it, a lot of people don't. We have like people 12 seconds and that's it. But if you stick through it, you see that new a new new levels of of self, new levels of reality open up for us answered. In order to understand what he's going to say now, we need to understand a little bit what this of is like what what what are we really talking about? cuz it's it's it's whenever you come to Cababala is the worst thing is to get stuck in words or and even in concepts. It's not words and concepts, it's states of consciousness. It's it's states of reality. So when he says there's three levels of the worst thing you could think is like three coffee cups, you know, let's set up number one number two number three, right? It's it's it's you're not talking. You know, it's not it's not a it's not a game of, you know, of >> huh. Yeah. >> Right. We use words because that's how we speak. We can't speak about ayan without words. Unfortunately, we'll get there one day. So, we use words. The words we use for is the words we use for yesesh is kali. So, essentially and kali are code words. They're not real words. You understand what I'm saying? They're not real words. They're just how do you talk about? How do you experience ion? So the word alterb used to use for was the word alterb used to use for is kali. Why did he use and kal? Why couldn't he say and yesh because and kali bring out the depth of and could of course he could have used the words and but kali represent the system that hashem put into the world >> for us to be able to relate to the experience. That's the >> is called Yeah. >> Very nice. So you're saying the first level of is a message. A message is sent to you. That's what is. Every is essentially a message. It's like a transportation. >> Photon is getting to you. >> In science they call photons, right? It's photons that are released and it reaches us. It's like a Yeah. Every is like a It's really God's mechanism. The first in history was is and that's why it's the first creation. What's the first thing? Why is that the first thing? >> Light. You only need once you have creation. Trees need photosynthesis. Animals, humans, all need light. Even fish need light. So light comes afterwards. The answer is because the first was the that's the bridge between and yes. Yeah. So you're saying the first level of light is a message was sent. Then there's what happens afterwards. Okay. So let's let's let's be let's me try to be typhus this a little bit. What is the whole of? Yeah, always uses the word the word constantly. We learned in a lot about that why he uses that word. It comes from always use the word the philosophers use the word. They like the word the cabalists changed it to the word and a few says why they made that change. We'll see there was a huge fundamental difference between and but in the writings of and other the word is usually in all of the term is usually once in a while but usually the word is what's the so he says here there's and kali is and kal is yes what does that really mean the is like we said before it doesn't have a m is for itself it's the only phys even physical light here we're talking about the divine light but we're using a metaphor. Like always, we use metaphors. They're limited, but they're useful. So when you see physical light, what is the function of physical light? Like you said, it's a message. The source wants to send you a message. It wants to communicate with you. In other words, I want to be in a relationship with you. That's why, if you want, is the genesis of what we could call the relational field, the relationship spectrum. The spectrums of light which is basically to use the fancy words you'll explain what it means. The electromagnetic wavelengths are different ways in which the is sent. Sometimes I have to send a very far sometimes I have to send him close. Sometimes I'm sending him with a complex message. Sometimes with a simple message sometimes I'm sending him to this type of place. Sometimes to this type of place that's the different endless diversity of light. But the common denominator is it's a medium. It's transportation. It's sending a message from the source. So the first Indian of is that it's pointing to a says I'm here on >> I'm here but I'm not >> and I'm just >> I'm just a channel. And the moment you're going to start looking at me and start detaching me, you know what you're going to do? You're going to kill me cuz I don't exist outside of that. Literally like light, right? The rays of light come in. If you want to separate the rays from the source, what happens? You put down the Venetian blind and you say, "I want to take you the rays. Hey, I want to take you." Like the story in right, Keshana, right? They wanted to capture the moon in the barrel and they cover the barrel and they're still looking. Who stole the moon? Why? THE LIGHT IS HERE. THE LIGHT IS HERE. IT'S LIKE IF I'M LOOKING IN THE mirror and I see the mirror reflecting and then I walk away and I'm like, who stole my image from the mirror? There's a difference between a mirror and a picture. Picture is already a kayali. So if you separate the from the you shut the Venetian blinds you put a curtain right the light is not continuing why you cannot separate light from the source is the whole of is I am the nothing else there's no I right the worst thing you could do to is give it a compliment it goes crazy LIKE YOU'RE KILLING ME YOU'RE KILLING ME YOUR TYPHUS YOU'RE KILLING ME. WHY are you killing me? I'M MAKING YOU BIG. YOU'RE NOT MAKING ME BIG. IT'S A DEATH SENTENCE. >> You're choking me. YOU'RE LITERALLY CHOKING. WHAT DOES CHOKING DO? What does choking do? Literally cuts off the oxygen. My oxygen is the moment the moment you put any emphasis on her, you push it killing it. IT IT DOESN'T WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU BECAUSE it's the power of her. That's the beauty of her. That's the depth of her. What is this in avoid? We all understand it's when the person can experience themselves as it means I'm a channel and what makes you a powerful channel. The less you exist the more you're a channel. Everybody knows that the more my ego is here the less I'm a channel. The ego takes over. I'm not the more the more the more you're channeling. What's the worst thing that happens is when I take credit or when I get the credit and I bring it to myself. It's called hijacking. Right? We always talk about Hashem also made Kali. What's Kali? Kali always contains the it measures it. It limits it. It defines it. In more abstract terms is the ayen and kal is the of because the source is a isin. What do you mean? There's no definition. There's no description and is the first relational experience of that. If Hashem wouldn't make what would the world look like? We would have no experience of because there is. So tells you that really you're a that's what you really you are is responsible for the first awareness of a higher reality. Kaye has a different different function. What does Kaye do? Kaye doesn't want iron. Kaye likes definition. He wants containers. That's the union of kali. And it's not a mistake. This is how the world works. When the comes into a kali, now the has a definition, a description. And suddenly what happens? There's a there's a yes in the mean yes in the >> huh contained. It's contained and therefore it has already a certain reality. It has an identity because ayen has no identity. Ayin is pure ain't pure infinity. >> It's actually opposite of >> so and should be at war with each other. You would think because it's the opposite, right? It's almost like imposing on something that is like I'm done with you and yet the somehow comes into a frustration. It's a frustration >> because cannot contain >> Exactly. Kaye cuts out the main of you know what Kaye does? It's like you remember the the when they would give you two nanelli in in in the camp and you the kids would take off the jelly, >> right? The whole purpose was to eat the sandwich. Kaye takes the Kaye hijacks what it from the it see and it lets go of the iron. It's like right it suddenly it takes it takes the the the least significant part of and that's what becomes the mits because that's what it can deal with. That's what we all do. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. For sure. This is the structure. Yeah. So this is the of so there's a tremendous frustration here and a tremendous battle between the two. And yet and is the energy upon which all of existence is created. The whole kabah is based on and calem. Everything is based on and what happened in was the breaking of the caleb. The caum could not deal with reality. The kale are like gone and I'm like done with you. We're done. And that created chaos. And tikon means that and kale get along which is not a simple thing to of tikon. So now so here we have three Madre we have three Madreas in BL what what like we learned in Basilani this year was basilani right the whole reason that there's is because there's desire for a relationship is the conversation is the is the the the medium id is the messenger is the communic literally all is commun communication. It's communication. And whenever there's communication, it's not about the communication. It's I'm communicating with you. I am communicating with you. So is the medium of communication between the a and all of reality. Kali is the need to structure that communication in a way that I can make tangible. That's what kali does. Letting go of the kali is merging with itself which is which is it's complete ego death. Kali is a form of ego. Even if it's a high ego there's a lot of levels of ka but even the highest level of kaum is some form of structure some form of vessel. There's me containing you the whole mitsus of is there's no I. I don't want a kali. defies kali says I'm not a kali because any kali is a mitus and yet comes into kali which he's going to explain how that happens so now when we reflect on this and we take it back to a person's life it'll be easier to understand how it works here in the first level of what is it really saying it's a message is a message and says my mitas is to reflect my source. That's what it wants to do. That's what I'm here. I exist, but not I exist. I don't exist. The source exists. What about me? I'm channeling. And don't look at me. Don't detach me. Don't start worshiping me. That's when you're in a place of in a person's life. What's the source of all real serenity? We always talk about this all real bliss is what when we can go out of our kumm experience the inside of ourselves which means you're a channel let go of ego and the deeper you can let go of ego the deeper you're channeling the source and the deeper you're channeling the source the more you're in touch with the source and the more you're in touch with the source the more you're in touch with the source of love goodness bliss and trust and the more you feel safe and the more you're aligned you're in flow What does it mean to be in flow? So when he says there's three madas in he's really talking about three states of being in flow, three states of light. The first is the mits of now that itself is very very powerful because what does that mean? That means the moment I could redefine myself as a channel for the source that's the first and that's what B looks like. >> Get to step two. >> There's no step two without step one. What's then step two? What's deeper than this? That was his question. Says deeper than this is. And what this means is what does this mean? I'm going to say it and then we'll see it inside. It has a little trap to it. There's a trap door to it. It doesn't have an ego, but in its egolessness, it has a different type of ego. What is its ego? So ego is I'm a it's not a regular ego. We're talking the ems. It's not a fake thing. It's not a con artist. It's stuck. It could be stuck in the idea that it's light. I am light. And that is my takh. If it's true, it's very true. It's authentic. It's it's it's divine. It's divine. I'm saying divine. I'm not saying ego uh dirty, filthy. It's divine. Yeah. >> That is it's mitas is that it's ble it's it's it's egoh. >> It knows thyself. >> I am light and and and and that's supposed to be that way. We're not we're not complaining. It's not it's not a protest. >> I let go of myself. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> I'm channeling. >> Question is if it's if itself is the ego or it's separate. >> No. No. that that's what its is. It's in is to be Maggala the mayor. At the end of the day, it could look at itself and be very proud of itself in in a beautiful way. Like I I did my job. I'm channeling. I'm the ray of the sun that channeled the sun. I brought the sun here. Nobody has access to the sun. I brought and not in an arrogant way. We're talking about real. It's not hijacked. But b is supposed to be it's this is not a protest. It's a description of what God made. There's something deeper in. What is it? Because is so also knows its source that's higher than the >> huh peer-to-peer communication. >> Yeah. Real communication is you communicate also that which you can't communicate. When it's really, it also tells you that it can't really channel because whatever it's channeling is just what it could channel through its identity. And because it's a true, so it gives you access not just to itself, it also gives you access to the source which is inaccessible because it's a true because it's true. That's the power of BL. The power of bal is you're so s you're so reflective of source that you become a reflection of the source that which you can't reflect and you reflect that too. How do you reflect that too? That's the kash. The kash is a much deeper level of because the koashv is pointing to the source that I can't channel through me and but that I also point to that's also mad in this this shows you what how what's how much alignment whatever was trying to sing is how much alignment you're capable of. The second level of is is is a prat in who you're capable of being. The fact that you can go through an ego death. Yeah, that's amazing. That's incredible. But even there, he says, don't get stuck in that. There's something even deeper where YOU CAN LET GO EVEN OF YOUR IDENTITY AS LIGHT. HERE COMES THE LIGHT, BABY. He tells you when wait till you wait till you meet the wait till you meet the one who sent me and you'll see everything I do is wait till you meet that and that's what HE ALSO SAYS THIS IS ALSO he's communicating that too >> huh >> he's ready to let go of that too it's not just I'm channeling and that's amazing I'm channeling. I'm also channeling that which I can't channel because it's not channel. It's not channelable. I just made up a word. Sorry. It's not channelable. So, it's also a word that I can't say because I just made it up. It's not channelable. I like my word. >> Communicate. >> It's not communicable. Thank you. >> I I'll give you an words. Words are words are communication, right? But those who know about words know that the real words are supposed to point to that which can't be said. Any mime you learn if you only see what's being said, you didn't learn 99% of it. You remember we learned about the empty space around the ink in the what did say that always tells you that most of me I did not tell you. Most of me you can only get in silent. That's why every letter in the has to have space on all four sides is a ple of why what if there's a little inconnect and then you could read the two letters I understand if you can't read the answer is because every letter is really a reflection of that which is empty space and the what's being communicated in the letter is just that which the ink can capture we call it bayur it says thatu's light came from the ink that remained in the quill So when Hashem put an extra ink, he didn't really he didn't make a when Musha went to Costco, he didn't give him the God didn't give him the right amount of ink. He left ink in THE GIVE HIM THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF INK. GOD HAS AN ISSUE WITH MATHEMATICS. What he was thrown out of eighth grade is for everything that Mosha wrote, there's that which that that which is in the quill that can't be written. All the science in the world, as much as we study the light of the sun, there's parts of the sun that are not being communicated through the light. The light tells us amazing but essence it doesn't tell atmos can't come through. So here WAS A TREMENDOUS OF MOST people thought the REAL CABALIST THOUGHT YOU'RE RIGHT AND THAT'S WHY REMAINS INACCESSIBLE. THAT'S WHAT THEY SAID. YOU'RE RIGHT. THAT'S WHY WE only talk about we never talk about that was till and then said when you really bottle because Hashem and his atmos wanted a relationship with you. So when you really bottle you're so bottle that you channel even that which you can't channel. That's also that's also in the relational field. That's also an that's the that's why it's a higher level. The first level of is the mitas of so they say how you getting better than that. The second one is JUST YOU'RE NOT LIKE I TOLD YOU IN YOUR OFFICE YOU'RE A BIG GUY AT HOME YOU'RE a small guy that's a much lower level of b. SO STAY IN YOUR OFFICE. But now he's saying a different vert. The first level is a B in your mits. But it's your mitas is B. The second is that the channels that which is not communicated both through and it's also channelneled through because the real of is that I am a channel. The words point to that which can't be communicated through the so through the you learn about the source which is not which can't be communicated in and that's the death of the ego even of the ego of light >> this is all this is all for this is all this is just code language it's not it's all to bring out how deep the oneness could be it's not Just I'm going to quote again uh Mosha's words from Busy Lagani. Allin you remember allin. What does allin mean? There's that which light could communicate. Remember light channels ion. What but it channels iron in the way that iron could be channeled. I could see it. That's what the is. They could see it. It's revelation. The challenge is that the moment is revelation. You can't talk about etsim anymore. So by definition even though the holing of is b but it's could channel that which could be channeled. What about that which can't be so sorry I'm not ach. So he says no a real is the he's not a mitsus. So because he's not a mitsus his whole is the giley. So he also channels that nikuda in the mer that is completely beyond him that that kufur comes through him >> is >> yeah the becomes >> because of the bit >> or is it only >> yeah yeah but what is heala from even that which is not his >> gallos it's not a separate >> you're right You're right. But it's revelation. It's light. We're not we don't we say this seven is why do we say because we is talking about us cuz the whole of is that's why I started off is the relational field. It's all about relation. If there was no relationship didn't needs that I want to connect with you. But which part of me? All of me. But what do you mean? You're a you could just channel what you're channeling, right? You're right. But there's something deeper in your complete ble. So you channel that >> which can't be channeled through you and that itself becomes your identity. Oo. So so is now doing something else. Not only is it saying don't look at me, look at the source. Yeah. cuz I am just source. You know what is really saying? Don't look at mel. Don't look at me even as a channel cuz I am not telling you the story. Don't even look at me. And then the ah now it's a ego death. Now you could be in flow. Now you stop lying. >> Yeah. Always. And the real direction is that he's not even a mitas of B. It's not that I'm of what do you want to say above? >> How does that happen? The real BL is that it transmits the original story without any change. But the original story is beyond light. It's beyond being a source for light. So how can light channel that which is beyond being a source for light? If my identity is that I'm a source for light, so you're channeling that. I'm channeling it. That's what I am. But if the source that I'm channeling is beyond being a source for light, so light can't capture that. So you say that's just cut off. That's inaccessible. That's completely inaccessible. And that was the notion until that was the notion like there's certain parts so you don't go there just don't go there it's much it's not healthy it's not true you're just an arrogant like stop it like let atmos be him and nobody speaks there but as as Mashiach gets closer as the ghoul is getting closer the ultimate purpose is coming out and the ultimate purpose is all you and me and the best thing that ever happened to Hashem in his mind is you. I know you don't think of that that way. You don't think of yourself that way, but he does. That's the best thing that ever happened to him. The be best ever happened to him is you. You're like, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Okay, okay, now you know the self-esteem is becoming narcissism. You know what's the next step? Next step is you're going to be God, right? That's true. That's the third level of but it's all it's all because the here is is a part of the source that's completely inaccessible. So what are you channeling here? And the answer is that because is really the power of is to strip itself from every last level of identity including the identity that it's light >> of being a messenger. So what am I? So that's what he's saying that is giving you a sense of its own source and over there it's a bit of it loses itself in that and in that ego death the paradoxically brings out it channels it carries it transports that which can transport because of its complete b to its source. So it channels everything of its source. >> It channels everything. But how does it channel it? How? Not by like by the way I'm bigger than you ever thought I am. What does that translate into? It translates into means that the says that the whole of is not. >> Yeah. Of course. Every is healthy because you're you're learning means I'm an idiot. I'm a Here means you're you're you're atmosphing in between me and the source. That's what Klayash means. Everything I think that's standing between me and the source, including my ego, including my darkness, including my spiritual ego is kashv. writes in last week that the higher you go to the higher you go in it doesn't mean he's further it means he's closer because the more the more it means that there's nothing that blocks everything that you think blocks is gone so the last separation between us and is gone that's what means so that's the second of there's a third of we're going to see the Third in is a whole other ina that's a a fusion of a next level. That's where it fulfills its purpose where it's back in its source where there's no separation anymore. >> This is all through everything is through. I want to go mish five minutes. I just want to learn this inside and then we'll take a break. see the words are so precise even though but since the is completely beyond the is not a source for the it just comes from it you can't define the the source saying this whole is it's a source for light no light comes from it but that's not its whole identity So when the reveals the it's the not it not its essence it reveals its reality but not its core because its core is beyond being a source for light. How can light reveal that? But because of the source, it feels even the essence which can't be revealed through it. That's also felt in it. It's so do in the source. So it's it feels it experiences that which it can't reveal because it's beyond anything that can be revealed through. It's beyond revelation. So what happens to the it gets nullified from its mits the is revelation it's revelation of the whit when the experiences the fact that the is higher than the mus is higher than the has no it's so what happens to the it becomes ble That's the second level of B the itself becomes because it's in the it experiences even the mus of the meaning the fact that it's beyond which can't be revealed through it. So and because it's home is giloy when it realizes that the is higher than higher than so the becomes ble from its mats and that is the second level of bit in that's what the starts channeling it's ble itself the bit of the ble the b of the b exactly the bit itself becomes bottle behold because what what's wrong with the first level because that is it's mitsus it's mits is that's the but because the is that is beyond how does the know that doesn't have access to it so he says no it feels the muk so it feels even that that the muk is beyond what IT COULD BE REVEALED THAT ALSO is felt in in in in I don't know if you could say in simple English if you want to stop using the words and kaleum it means that the relationship between hashem and us is such a deep relationship that he wanted us to have everything and to be connected to everything. Right? So the question is where is the border where the human seizes and the divine begins and can they ever connect? So many ways you could say is the interface is the interface so to speak. It's the it's the it's the transmitter, right? But what could it transmit? It could transmit only that which is transmittable >> bottleneck. Yeah. That which is transmittable. So what's transmittable of a and the answer is uh the light some form of revelation right some form of experience. However you want to define it it's beyond most definitions that we can have. But but it's is is called light is something called light right? something gets revealed and that allows us to experience a it allows us to experience. Imagine when you're in a moment of life. You know what it feels like? A moment of life where you don't feel that you have an ego and you're happy that it's dead and you're just like I'm just a channel. In a funny way though, I know funny but in one way he says that's not that's step one. That's only step one. That's only step one. That's step one in the relationship. And then there's step two and there's step three. And what's step two? Step two is that real real BL real B means that you're capable. Hashem allowed us the ability to be able to experience the fact that all experiences in the world are not touching the essence that is beyond experience or in the language that feels that the is the essence of is not the source for there's and all the have no they're just channeling what could be channeled. And knows that feels it channels that itself. So what what does it do? It becomes it becomes but even as and that itself is that's what real is. So it points not only to the fact that there's a source and it's channeling the source. It points to the fact that it could never channel the source. That itself it points to >> and and that means that it's really bringing out source itself. It becomes it merges with the source. That's what real flow is. There's still a third level in there a third level that he goes right that's the next paragraph. So this is the beginning of the explanation of the three levels of which is all coming to explain ultimately what is the that the world discovers that can not only defeat the darkness but undo the darkness for eternity. What is that? This is the the beginning of the beard. It's going to it's going to he continues to the third level. Then he redefineses all the three levels. And then in cifh he discusses how these three express themselves in a person's life. What do they look like in a what are the three amuses real amuna and real I don't mean to be a spoiler but uh I just want to show you that everything is is going to be reflected in a person's life. What did you want to ask? >> Oh, I used the word trap. I didn't mean trap literally, but what I meant was that light channels that which light could communicate. I could send a shak with a message as a messenger for things that he can actually transport, right? But he has to have something that I could transform, something in me that I can want to I want to send a message to you. I give him the letter and I bring him the letter. I give him a message I say over this message. But how do I communicate through a yeah I want to share with somebody my essence. How do I do that through a give them my essence? I can give you an idea. I can give you a I could say go be mades. Go be give trum. Go do this. Go do that. But how do you give over your essence to >> you can give him a resume? You can give the How do you give your essence to >> my essence is not something that he could How do you transport somebody's essence? But you can't >> right. Exactly. He's saying you send the to do kadushin, right? But that the woman should feel the energy of love of the of the of of the man like she has to meet him. >> Huh? >> Even AI can't do that, right? >> So light light is a beautiful unbelievable. Not only is such a beautiful there's no ego. Light says don't look at me. I don't have a light is. That's what it's constantly saying. I and I and I and I that's really what it's saying and that's why light doesn't let itself be defined because it's always pointing to something beyond itself. So that's the foundation of that's why is critical in understanding everything because that's really the purpose to combine the kali with the not to get stuck in kali to open the kali to the all bliss in the world is going out of your kali and going into your becoming a channel. How do I know if I'm giving a shir? How do I know it's successful? You know how I know? If I'm not giving the share. That's the truth. It's true. I told you once a pianist once said, "How does he know he's a successful concert when he's not there? His his fingers are just channeling the music. If I'm if he's there, they like me, they don't like me. You think it's good. They're going to it's human but he's he's not he's he's not an he's not he's not light can you remember we always say the mag says when the menagen becomes the niggan a violin is beautiful you know why it has no self-consciousness it doesn't come home and tell the violinist you think they like me I did my concert next they liked me they didn't like me it's their business I stay in my lane I'm a violin I'm not here to get to get love from anybody. I'm a violin. When the menagen when the managan becomes a niggan but it's the only work this is the work this is all the work on the other hand we have kum I have an identity yeah somebody got to pay the bills the violin doesn't have to pay my bills we have identity right we have egos we have a kali everybody has a contribution but we want the kali to channel the the kali to contain the so what is the union of is always I'm channeling. And whenever you channel, you don't become defensive. Why do people become defensive? Why? Because I need to protect something. Oh, you're attacking me. I have to attack you. When I'm channeling, I could listen. I could I could just I could just channel. So that's that's the of that's why is so fundamental. It's B. That's what B is. It allows you to become something greater than yourself. But what does that really mean? So that's what he's saying here in a very very subtle way. One of is that it's Mitsus is that's the first that's the baseline of it's mitus is why because the of isu not gill itself what's better than that what's greater than that. So he says you have to remember something the is not defined by the the source of light is its definition is not I'm a source of light that's not its definition light comes from it but that's not its essence so what is its essence I don't know its essence is beyond that that it's a source of light if its entire essence was that it's a source of light so the light is channeling that the light is telling me about him the light is the light is communicating. Amazing. But the essence of the source is beyond that it's a source. It's not even called source. It's also a source for light. But that which is being conveyed through the light is not even 1% of its true essence. And because light is truly loyal and truly selfless and truly lets go of its ego. So the bigish of is that Hashem allowed in the fabric of creation the ability to be able to channel not only that of that can be channeled through which is a fraction of a fraction of a fraction but it suddenly you you the experiences the truth that's beyond experience and it realizes that what I'm channeling is so the experiences a new level of ego go death even the death of the so through the light it's channeling that which is beyond the light the not only the mit he calls it the mitsay the musayer mitsayer you understand the difference mus comes from the word mahu mits comes from the word msitas is always reality the way we define it mus is the essence so mitas is how do I describe god that's the mitsus of hash that's not the mu channels of by saying it's but that's not the mus of the mus of is beyond what can come through and since the feels that so the becomes even from the mas of >> he commits his entire existence to that which he does not understand >> yeah he commits his entire existence to that which he does not understand, comprehend, grasp and therefore cannot even experience. >> In that committing to understand >> and in that committing he goes through his own transformation where becomes not anymore and that itself is that that when he says he becomes but it means that ITSELF IS HAS THAT communication too. There's two uh frequencies of communication in one is channels that which channels which is the way it comes out through God chooses to reveal whatever could be revealed through. But it has also another uh another uh channel >> particle and wave. Very good. Particle and wave. The particle of essentially is a particle. It's more containable. have particles. >> It's both. >> It's both. And the wave is more like uninhibited. It's it's it's a cy that's like a a secret station of where it's also telling you not only am I not a mitus, not only am I not my own mitz cuz my whole mitz is the gill of the mer. That's true. But now I want to tell you a secret. And that is even as I'm not a mitz. That's like a a second secret. It says the first secret I'm telling you is let go of everything cuz our whole is just the guly. That's number one. You can let go of your ego. You can let it die. Now I'm going to tell you even a deeper secret. And the deeper secret is that even as a mitas of gileer I don't exist and that itself its channels. So in this the becomes a channel for the for the etsum and that's the alignment that happens in this place of b that's what real flow is >> huh >> when we say when we when we when I'm using the word being in flow what I mean is that there's no eye outside of it like when you're in flow and you're just like channeling like like I said before His fingers become the music like there's no separateness. >> But when you look at the fingers, the fingers are channeling music. They are in a be most beautiful way in the most beautiful beautiful way. >> What is the difference between >> the difference of gets that's already a whole other is a mitas. >> Okay, we'll take a break here. >> How do you know it's not? How do you know? You know there's >> whenever the ego whenever the ego is out there's a serenity there's a joy always >> the nervous system becomes relaxed it's very safe number one and number two the people around us who are closest to us benefit most they will give us the feedback of how relaxed they feel around us whenever you see that the people closest to us are on edge and anxious so usually there's an ego game going on Always the people around us are always a very good litmus test. >> Yeah. >> Good energy. >> There's a good energy. Number three, it never contradicts. If my journeys are contradicting and it's usually also the ego mixed in so that's number three. >> Yeah. Hashem will continue Thursday. This class is brought to you by the yeshiva.net. Please help us continue the classes. Make even a small contribution at ww.theshiva.net/donate.